I committed heinous crimes, horrible things that would make my past self vomit and call me the new Hitler, God if I could remake my actions, but now I have this chance, this Equestria, I will not ruin this world, I cannot , why, maybe, I can still go home, but before I have to resolve these nightmares and some unresolved issues, I think, I think I will try to start again, forget the past, redemption? *laughs* what a beautiful word.

Read the previous story is not necessary but it can help to understand some events or his actions.
The previous story tells a little of the time he spent in the first Equestria (seven years) and his first days in this version of Equestria.