What hurts me the mostby fluderpshyChaptersArrivingMaking friendsFlutttershyGetting homeArrivingAs i arrived to ponyville carrying my sister i thought of all the events happening right in my head at the moment i couldnt focus much its been a cruddy day i dont even know where im going. My parent had just died and left me a home in ponyville, i was fired from my job, and a dream kept bugging me a filly was in it singing a beutiful song but it was the same dream every night. Anyways back on topic i was on my way to ponyville when my little sister woke up she was still tired i was as well we left right at midnight. Good morning Shade- Said my little sister Good morning sweetie- i responded Are we there yet?-she yawned Were close, go back to sleep okay ill wake you up when were there- I said OK!- as she drifted back to sleep It was the afternoon already and we were so exhausted i arrived at ponyville at 2 o'clock i was about to go inside my house when a pink cotton candy maned pony scared me HELLOOOOOO!- Said the pink pony AHH!-i shrieked YOU MUST BE NEW HERE IM PINKIE PIE! WHATS YOUR NAME?!-She said happily not caring i was clinging to the sugarcube corner sign like a cat Sh-sh-sha-shade-still hanging i said WELL NICE TO MEET YOU SHADE COME ON LET ME INTODUCE YOU TO MY FRIENDS!-she grabbed my hoof and dragged me away well i dont seem to have any other choice do i- i muttered END OF CHAPTER 1 Making friendsAs pinkie pie dragged me into meeting her friends i didnt really seem to have a choice Soo... how is daily life here in ponyville?- i asked Its a nice place we usually dont have emergencies or disasters here-She said still dragging me I can see why my parents chose this place to live- i said you had parents?-Pinkie asked EVERYPONY HAS PARENTS!-i almost shouted everypony was staring at me like i was some kind of weirdo i just felt so embarrased Heh heh sorry everypony- i chuckled Hy Pinkie-Said a yellow haired mare Hiya Derpy-pinkie said happily Derpy?-i thought-kinda offensive but shes seams like a great mare Is he new?-she asked YEAH im gonna show him to the gang-She said whats your name?- sha asked me i couldnt help but blush shes so amazing Shade, Whats your name?-i asked Derpy, Derpy Hooves sir!-she said happily Nice to meet you derpy hooves- i said Well see ya around pinkie-She said Bye Sir!- she said to me i was starting to wish i had my music player with me. You cant tell but im goth. back on topic she was on her way to introduce me to her friends when i felt a hard hit in my head.me and pinkie stumbled together along with a rainbow maned pony. Hey who are you to mess my stunts!-She said I responded quickly angry that she was the one screwed up blaming it on me STUNTS,STUNTS ISNT SUPPOPSED TO BE COLLIDING WITH OTHE PONIES!-I yelled we got face to face about to fight until a pony interrupted us and accompanied by a dragon. Rainbow stop it!-she said HUH, BUT TWI!-She was starting NO BUTS YOU CRASHED INTO HIM! I SAW END OF STORY!-she said UGGGHHHH, FINE!-"Rainbow" said Sorry sir-the purple pony said Its ok- i said dusting myself off My name is Twilight Sparkle whats yours?- she asked Oh, My name is shade nice to meet you-i said My names spike!-the little dragon said Oh, right sorry hy Spike nice to meetcha-i said I walked over to Rainbow and apologized to her Sorry about what happened its just that pinkie pie was dragging me to meet her friends-i said Its cool, it was my bad actually-she said So friends- i said Deal!- She said disgusted by the way she does handshakes i dealed with it Hy rainbow dash hy twilight hy spike!- I heard pinkie Well youve met pinkie havent you?-twilight said In a way you could say so-I responded hey shade lets go meet the rest !-she said HANG ON THERES MORE!-there was no response but more of a grab and run AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! PINKIE COULD WE WALK YOURE DRAGGING MY FACE ON THE DIRT!!-i yelled Why didnt you just say so!-she said happily I was still spitting dirt out of my mouth APPLEJACK, RARITY!-she yelled WHAT! HEY HANG ON A SEC NO MORE DRAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggg!-still dragged again Oh howdy pinkie pie Hello pinkie pie how is you day-THe two mares said Im great! I made a new friend his name is shade-she said Well howdy shade nice to meetcha.mah names applejack And i am Rarity pleasure to meet you good sir-they said Nice to meet both of you- i said Well what are you waiting for you havent met fluttershy yet COME ON!-she said pinkie wait we need to make some rules, first off no more dragging second of all- Of course she grabbed my hoof and stersted dragging me... Again,,,sigh After meeting fluttershy ill go home to bed im pretty tired. END OF CHAPTER 2 FlutttershySo what is this place?-i asked this is fluttershys house-pinkie pie said DO YOU KNOW WHERE EVERYPONYS HOUSE IS OR WHAT!?-i yalled Pretty Much!-she responded happily (Sigh) I dont even see why i bother -i said ignoring my comment she kept on knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and...... anyways back on topic she was calling out her name now and i was getting pretty annoyed. Listen its getting pretty late, i guess ill start heading home- i said but you wont be able to meet her!-she said Ill meet her tomorrow-i said fine then, HEY ARE YOU HUNGRY!-she said I havent eaten all day! Mainly because you dragged me everywhere in the first place,the only thing ive eaten all day is dirt!-i said WHY?!-because you dragged me on dirt in the first place, second of all i said maybe we should walk and you IGNORED ME!-i yelled anyways why?-she said i know an awesome place we can eat!-she said fine lets go-i said OKEY DOKEY LOKEY!-she said she grabbed my hoof and once again she dragged me all the way to that one resteraunt, i didnt even bother, it was like everything i said went in one ear and came out of the other. CUPCAKES,CUPCAKES NGHFFUUUUUUUUU, CUPCAKES ARE SNACKS NOT FOOD-I yelled Just try one- she said Fine-i said taking the cupcake she handed me there was a brief pause and a moment of silence Shade, Shade are you ok?-she asked Th.. th..this..is-I stuttered This is What?!-she asked more joyfully with a wide smile only happy people could love, i did something i havent do in a while......Smile. THIS,THIS IS AMAZING!!!-i yelled with so much happiness PINKIE MAKE ME 2 DOZENS TO GO!!!!!-i yelled making a crack in the window WOO-HOOO! THATS THE SPIRIT SHADE-she yelled happily Thats when she appeared Oh hello pinkie pie-a quiet voice said Oh hy fluttershy!-she said I turned around my heart stopped i blushed my mouth was wide open she really was somepony i used to know Oh, sorry pinkie i see your busy ill come back later-she said Hang on fluttershy, his name is shade hes new ive introduced her to the rest but not you-she said Shade, could you come here real quick-she called out to me i walked slowly memories of my past rushed into me so fast i saw all of my memories just seeing those beutiful eyes my life changed, Anyways, fluttershy this is shade, shade this is fluttershy-pinkie said as much as i wanted to stop blushing i couldnt and i couldnt hold it anymore she was the mare of my dreams she was the one i had heard sing she.. she loved everything. do you fluttershy, remember me?-i asked she was quiet i guess it resembles her name have we met before?-she asked i guess you dont ,huh-i said i was now crying i couldnt hold it in my painful memories my childhood memories the beatings i took from other colts the pain the... tears of blood. Oh my- she gasped what? oh my eye its nothing to worry about its ok- i tried to smile even though it hurt that she couldnt remember No i remember little things, you were beat alot-she said and you wanted to be friends-she then added i couldnt stop crying, and rushed to give her a hug its been so long hasnt it fluttershy?-i asked it has-trying to pull herself away im sorry about that i couldnt hold it-i said its fine-she said i could only hear a mare sniffling and it was pinkie pie why are you here anyways- she asked my parents, or well my foster parents passed away-i said oh im sorry to hear that-she said its okay- i added anyways i need to go its nice seeing you again-i said goodbye, shade-she waved shily i remembere a song that reminded me so much about this memories hurt me so much now but now ill experience love... Once Again END OF CHAPTER Youtube Video 3 Getting homeAs i got home i saw very little amount of ponies and it was really weird it was still 5 o' clock, i got out my keys and opened the door what was inside my house would scare the living crap out of me. Hy sweetie, im home, so did you make any new friends?-i asked still closing the door I was surprised by the silence Sweetie?-i asked still no response,i thought maybe she was just joking around so i turned on the lights SURPRISE!!-i heard a familiar voice EEEEKK!-i yelled Whats wrong shade, you okay-pinkie said WHATS WRONG? YOUR IN MY HOUSE!!! THATS WHATS WRONG!! WHO LET YOU IN ANYWAYS!!!-i was yelling by now Oh your little sister let us in she's asleep right now-she said Oh ok. and wheres everypony anyways i went outside theres barely anypony outside?-i asked curiously OH youll see-she said i really wasnt one of those people of surprise but of course she grabbed my hoof and rather than dirt in my mouth i now had a rugburn. SURPRISE!-every other pony said Pinkie can i ask you something?-i asked SURE!-she said HOW DID YOU MANAGE TO GET EVERYPONY IN PONYVILLE IN HERE?!-i yelled Oh twilight has a hooveful of spells on her-she said happily Oh and one more thing?-i said Yeah,Shade?-she responded Is that my box of cupcakes youre eating right now?- i asked unamused Whoopsy! Hey look a thingy!-she said A what?!-i said But she had run away. HEY CAN YOU TURN THE BASS DOWN A LITTLE!?- i asked a mare with blue and light blue mane. WHAT I CANT HEAR YOU!-she said NEVER MIND!-i said Tired and hungry i went to go see my little sister taking her the last of the cupcakes there was (yeah my box of cupcakes eaten by other ponies As i went to the room i was stopped by laughter coming out of my little sisters room Sweetie are you ok?-i asked yeah big bro come on in!-she said This is fluttershy, fluttershy this is my older brother shade!-she said Oh hy shade!-she said Fluttershy how you doin?-i asked Oh im fine, i met your sistershes wonderful, well behaved, you must be proud of her-she said Yeah im very proud of her-i responded So you made a new friend huh sweetie?-i asked Yeah shes awesome she has so many animals and theyre cute she showed me all of them! Today was the best day ever!-she said i Was happy for her something i had lost in such a long time, happiness Here i brought you a cupcake-handing her the cupcake Thanks bro!-she said almost swallowing my hoof as well I understood her,we hadnt eaten in 2 days but we only had water, i had dirtfor lunch,breakfast and dinner So how was your first day here?!-she asked,i turned to look at fluttershy and blushed Its a long story, ill tell you tomorrow, why dont you go to bed ok-i said ok shade bye fluttershy!-she said Goodnight Nya-we both said well its great to see you but i need to tend my animals-fluttershy told me Yeah, see you tomorrow fluttershy- i said Fluttershy?- i called out Y..Yes shade-she turned around seeing me face to face I gave her a quick peck S..Sorry about that, its just Th..That...Never mind goodnight- i stuttered Goodnight-she blushed MOTHER OF CELESTIA,WHY ON EQUESTRIA WOULD I DO THAT!-i thoght END OF CHAPTER 4
ArrivingAs i arrived to ponyville carrying my sister i thought of all the events happening right in my head at the moment i couldnt focus much its been a cruddy day i dont even know where im going. My parent had just died and left me a home in ponyville, i was fired from my job, and a dream kept bugging me a filly was in it singing a beutiful song but it was the same dream every night. Anyways back on topic i was on my way to ponyville when my little sister woke up she was still tired i was as well we left right at midnight. Good morning Shade- Said my little sister Good morning sweetie- i responded Are we there yet?-she yawned Were close, go back to sleep okay ill wake you up when were there- I said OK!- as she drifted back to sleep It was the afternoon already and we were so exhausted i arrived at ponyville at 2 o'clock i was about to go inside my house when a pink cotton candy maned pony scared me HELLOOOOOO!- Said the pink pony AHH!-i shrieked YOU MUST BE NEW HERE IM PINKIE PIE! WHATS YOUR NAME?!-She said happily not caring i was clinging to the sugarcube corner sign like a cat Sh-sh-sha-shade-still hanging i said WELL NICE TO MEET YOU SHADE COME ON LET ME INTODUCE YOU TO MY FRIENDS!-she grabbed my hoof and dragged me away well i dont seem to have any other choice do i- i muttered END OF CHAPTER 1
Making friendsAs pinkie pie dragged me into meeting her friends i didnt really seem to have a choice Soo... how is daily life here in ponyville?- i asked Its a nice place we usually dont have emergencies or disasters here-She said still dragging me I can see why my parents chose this place to live- i said you had parents?-Pinkie asked EVERYPONY HAS PARENTS!-i almost shouted everypony was staring at me like i was some kind of weirdo i just felt so embarrased Heh heh sorry everypony- i chuckled Hy Pinkie-Said a yellow haired mare Hiya Derpy-pinkie said happily Derpy?-i thought-kinda offensive but shes seams like a great mare Is he new?-she asked YEAH im gonna show him to the gang-She said whats your name?- sha asked me i couldnt help but blush shes so amazing Shade, Whats your name?-i asked Derpy, Derpy Hooves sir!-she said happily Nice to meet you derpy hooves- i said Well see ya around pinkie-She said Bye Sir!- she said to me i was starting to wish i had my music player with me. You cant tell but im goth. back on topic she was on her way to introduce me to her friends when i felt a hard hit in my head.me and pinkie stumbled together along with a rainbow maned pony. Hey who are you to mess my stunts!-She said I responded quickly angry that she was the one screwed up blaming it on me STUNTS,STUNTS ISNT SUPPOPSED TO BE COLLIDING WITH OTHE PONIES!-I yelled we got face to face about to fight until a pony interrupted us and accompanied by a dragon. Rainbow stop it!-she said HUH, BUT TWI!-She was starting NO BUTS YOU CRASHED INTO HIM! I SAW END OF STORY!-she said UGGGHHHH, FINE!-"Rainbow" said Sorry sir-the purple pony said Its ok- i said dusting myself off My name is Twilight Sparkle whats yours?- she asked Oh, My name is shade nice to meet you-i said My names spike!-the little dragon said Oh, right sorry hy Spike nice to meetcha-i said I walked over to Rainbow and apologized to her Sorry about what happened its just that pinkie pie was dragging me to meet her friends-i said Its cool, it was my bad actually-she said So friends- i said Deal!- She said disgusted by the way she does handshakes i dealed with it Hy rainbow dash hy twilight hy spike!- I heard pinkie Well youve met pinkie havent you?-twilight said In a way you could say so-I responded hey shade lets go meet the rest !-she said HANG ON THERES MORE!-there was no response but more of a grab and run AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! PINKIE COULD WE WALK YOURE DRAGGING MY FACE ON THE DIRT!!-i yelled Why didnt you just say so!-she said happily I was still spitting dirt out of my mouth APPLEJACK, RARITY!-she yelled WHAT! HEY HANG ON A SEC NO MORE DRAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggg!-still dragged again Oh howdy pinkie pie Hello pinkie pie how is you day-THe two mares said Im great! I made a new friend his name is shade-she said Well howdy shade nice to meetcha.mah names applejack And i am Rarity pleasure to meet you good sir-they said Nice to meet both of you- i said Well what are you waiting for you havent met fluttershy yet COME ON!-she said pinkie wait we need to make some rules, first off no more dragging second of all- Of course she grabbed my hoof and stersted dragging me... Again,,,sigh After meeting fluttershy ill go home to bed im pretty tired. END OF CHAPTER 2
FlutttershySo what is this place?-i asked this is fluttershys house-pinkie pie said DO YOU KNOW WHERE EVERYPONYS HOUSE IS OR WHAT!?-i yalled Pretty Much!-she responded happily (Sigh) I dont even see why i bother -i said ignoring my comment she kept on knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and...... anyways back on topic she was calling out her name now and i was getting pretty annoyed. Listen its getting pretty late, i guess ill start heading home- i said but you wont be able to meet her!-she said Ill meet her tomorrow-i said fine then, HEY ARE YOU HUNGRY!-she said I havent eaten all day! Mainly because you dragged me everywhere in the first place,the only thing ive eaten all day is dirt!-i said WHY?!-because you dragged me on dirt in the first place, second of all i said maybe we should walk and you IGNORED ME!-i yelled anyways why?-she said i know an awesome place we can eat!-she said fine lets go-i said OKEY DOKEY LOKEY!-she said she grabbed my hoof and once again she dragged me all the way to that one resteraunt, i didnt even bother, it was like everything i said went in one ear and came out of the other. CUPCAKES,CUPCAKES NGHFFUUUUUUUUU, CUPCAKES ARE SNACKS NOT FOOD-I yelled Just try one- she said Fine-i said taking the cupcake she handed me there was a brief pause and a moment of silence Shade, Shade are you ok?-she asked Th.. th..this..is-I stuttered This is What?!-she asked more joyfully with a wide smile only happy people could love, i did something i havent do in a while......Smile. THIS,THIS IS AMAZING!!!-i yelled with so much happiness PINKIE MAKE ME 2 DOZENS TO GO!!!!!-i yelled making a crack in the window WOO-HOOO! THATS THE SPIRIT SHADE-she yelled happily Thats when she appeared Oh hello pinkie pie-a quiet voice said Oh hy fluttershy!-she said I turned around my heart stopped i blushed my mouth was wide open she really was somepony i used to know Oh, sorry pinkie i see your busy ill come back later-she said Hang on fluttershy, his name is shade hes new ive introduced her to the rest but not you-she said Shade, could you come here real quick-she called out to me i walked slowly memories of my past rushed into me so fast i saw all of my memories just seeing those beutiful eyes my life changed, Anyways, fluttershy this is shade, shade this is fluttershy-pinkie said as much as i wanted to stop blushing i couldnt and i couldnt hold it anymore she was the mare of my dreams she was the one i had heard sing she.. she loved everything. do you fluttershy, remember me?-i asked she was quiet i guess it resembles her name have we met before?-she asked i guess you dont ,huh-i said i was now crying i couldnt hold it in my painful memories my childhood memories the beatings i took from other colts the pain the... tears of blood. Oh my- she gasped what? oh my eye its nothing to worry about its ok- i tried to smile even though it hurt that she couldnt remember No i remember little things, you were beat alot-she said and you wanted to be friends-she then added i couldnt stop crying, and rushed to give her a hug its been so long hasnt it fluttershy?-i asked it has-trying to pull herself away im sorry about that i couldnt hold it-i said its fine-she said i could only hear a mare sniffling and it was pinkie pie why are you here anyways- she asked my parents, or well my foster parents passed away-i said oh im sorry to hear that-she said its okay- i added anyways i need to go its nice seeing you again-i said goodbye, shade-she waved shily i remembere a song that reminded me so much about this memories hurt me so much now but now ill experience love... Once Again END OF CHAPTER Youtube Video 3
Getting homeAs i got home i saw very little amount of ponies and it was really weird it was still 5 o' clock, i got out my keys and opened the door what was inside my house would scare the living crap out of me. Hy sweetie, im home, so did you make any new friends?-i asked still closing the door I was surprised by the silence Sweetie?-i asked still no response,i thought maybe she was just joking around so i turned on the lights SURPRISE!!-i heard a familiar voice EEEEKK!-i yelled Whats wrong shade, you okay-pinkie said WHATS WRONG? YOUR IN MY HOUSE!!! THATS WHATS WRONG!! WHO LET YOU IN ANYWAYS!!!-i was yelling by now Oh your little sister let us in she's asleep right now-she said Oh ok. and wheres everypony anyways i went outside theres barely anypony outside?-i asked curiously OH youll see-she said i really wasnt one of those people of surprise but of course she grabbed my hoof and rather than dirt in my mouth i now had a rugburn. SURPRISE!-every other pony said Pinkie can i ask you something?-i asked SURE!-she said HOW DID YOU MANAGE TO GET EVERYPONY IN PONYVILLE IN HERE?!-i yelled Oh twilight has a hooveful of spells on her-she said happily Oh and one more thing?-i said Yeah,Shade?-she responded Is that my box of cupcakes youre eating right now?- i asked unamused Whoopsy! Hey look a thingy!-she said A what?!-i said But she had run away. HEY CAN YOU TURN THE BASS DOWN A LITTLE!?- i asked a mare with blue and light blue mane. WHAT I CANT HEAR YOU!-she said NEVER MIND!-i said Tired and hungry i went to go see my little sister taking her the last of the cupcakes there was (yeah my box of cupcakes eaten by other ponies As i went to the room i was stopped by laughter coming out of my little sisters room Sweetie are you ok?-i asked yeah big bro come on in!-she said This is fluttershy, fluttershy this is my older brother shade!-she said Oh hy shade!-she said Fluttershy how you doin?-i asked Oh im fine, i met your sistershes wonderful, well behaved, you must be proud of her-she said Yeah im very proud of her-i responded So you made a new friend huh sweetie?-i asked Yeah shes awesome she has so many animals and theyre cute she showed me all of them! Today was the best day ever!-she said i Was happy for her something i had lost in such a long time, happiness Here i brought you a cupcake-handing her the cupcake Thanks bro!-she said almost swallowing my hoof as well I understood her,we hadnt eaten in 2 days but we only had water, i had dirtfor lunch,breakfast and dinner So how was your first day here?!-she asked,i turned to look at fluttershy and blushed Its a long story, ill tell you tomorrow, why dont you go to bed ok-i said ok shade bye fluttershy!-she said Goodnight Nya-we both said well its great to see you but i need to tend my animals-fluttershy told me Yeah, see you tomorrow fluttershy- i said Fluttershy?- i called out Y..Yes shade-she turned around seeing me face to face I gave her a quick peck S..Sorry about that, its just Th..That...Never mind goodnight- i stuttered Goodnight-she blushed MOTHER OF CELESTIA,WHY ON EQUESTRIA WOULD I DO THAT!-i thoght END OF CHAPTER 4
