What hurts me the most

So what is this place?-i asked

this is fluttershys house-pinkie pie said

DO YOU KNOW WHERE EVERYPONYS HOUSE IS OR WHAT!?-i yalled

Pretty Much!-she responded happily

(Sigh) I dont even see why i bother -i said

ignoring my comment she kept on knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and...... anyways back on topic she was calling out her name now and i was getting pretty annoyed.

Listen its getting pretty late, i guess ill start heading home- i said

but you wont be able to meet her!-she said

Ill meet her tomorrow-i said

fine then, HEY ARE YOU HUNGRY!-she said

I havent eaten all day! Mainly because you dragged me everywhere in the first place,the only thing ive eaten all day is dirt!-i said

WHY?!-because you dragged me on dirt in the first place, second of all i said maybe we should walk and you IGNORED ME!-i yelled

anyways why?-she said

i know an awesome place we can eat!-she said

fine lets go-i said

OKEY DOKEY LOKEY!-she said

she grabbed my hoof and once again she dragged me all the way to that one resteraunt, i didnt even bother, it was like everything i said went in one ear and came out of the other.

CUPCAKES,CUPCAKES NGHFFUUUUUUUUU, CUPCAKES ARE SNACKS NOT FOOD-I yelled

Just try one- she said

Fine-i said taking the cupcake she handed me

there was a brief pause and a moment of silence

Shade, Shade are you ok?-she asked

Th.. th..this..is-I stuttered

This is What?!-she asked more joyfully with a wide smile only happy people could love, i did something i havent do in a while......Smile.

THIS,THIS IS AMAZING!!!-i yelled with so much happiness

PINKIE MAKE ME 2 DOZENS TO GO!!!!!-i yelled making a crack in the window

WOO-HOOO! THATS THE SPIRIT SHADE-she yelled happily

Thats when she appeared

Oh hello pinkie pie-a quiet voice said

Oh hy fluttershy!-she said

I turned around

my heart stopped i blushed my mouth was wide open

she really was somepony i used to know

Oh, sorry pinkie i see your busy ill come back later-she said

Hang on fluttershy, his name is shade hes new ive introduced her to the rest but not you-she said

Shade, could you come here real quick-she called out to me

i walked slowly memories of my past rushed into me so fast i saw all of my memories just seeing those beutiful eyes my life changed,

Anyways, fluttershy this is shade, shade this is fluttershy-pinkie said

as much as i wanted to stop blushing i couldnt and i couldnt hold it anymore she was the mare of my dreams she was the one i had heard sing she.. she loved everything.

do you fluttershy, remember me?-i asked

she was quiet i guess it resembles her name

have we met before?-she asked

i guess you dont ,huh-i said

i was now crying i couldnt hold it in my painful memories my childhood memories the beatings i took from other colts the pain the... tears of blood.

Oh my- she gasped

what? oh my eye its nothing to worry about its ok- i tried to smile even though it hurt that she couldnt remember

No i remember little things, you were beat  alot-she said

and you wanted to be friends-she then added

i couldnt stop crying, and rushed to give her a hug

its been so long hasnt it fluttershy?-i asked

it has-trying to pull herself away

im sorry about that i couldnt hold it-i said

its fine-she said

i could only hear a mare sniffling and it was pinkie pie

why are you here anyways- she asked

my parents, or well my foster parents passed away-i said

oh im sorry to hear that-she said

its okay- i added

anyways i need to go its nice seeing you again-i said

goodbye, shade-she waved shily

i remembere a song that reminded me so much about this

memories hurt me so much now but now ill experience love... Once Again

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