What hurts me the most

by fluderpshy

Rating: everyone
Tags: Romance
Length: 2167

Even the most darkest of people have love residing in them

Even the most darkest of people have love residing in them

Published 1970-01-01 00:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2012-08-27 02:49:51 UTC

Arriving

As i arrived to ponyville carrying my sister i thought of all the events happening right in my head at the moment i couldnt focus much its been a cruddy day i dont even know where im going. My parent had just died and left me a home in ponyville, i was fired from my job, and a dream kept bugging me a filly was in it singing a beutiful song but it was the same dream every night. Anyways back on topic i was on my way to ponyville when my little sister woke up she was still tired i was as well we left right at midnight.

Good morning Shade- Said my little sister

Good morning sweetie- i responded

Are we there yet?-she yawned

Were close, go back to sleep okay ill wake you up when were there- I said

OK!- as she drifted back to sleep

It was the afternoon already and we were so exhausted i arrived at ponyville at 2 o'clock i was about to go inside my house when a pink cotton candy maned pony scared me

HELLOOOOOO!- Said the pink pony

AHH!-i shrieked

YOU MUST BE NEW HERE IM PINKIE PIE! WHATS YOUR NAME?!-She said happily not caring i was clinging to the sugarcube corner sign like a cat

Sh-sh-sha-shade-still hanging i said

WELL NICE TO MEET YOU SHADE COME ON LET ME INTODUCE YOU TO MY FRIENDS!-she grabbed my hoof and dragged me away

well i dont seem to have any other choice do i- i muttered

END OF CHAPTER 1

Making friends

As pinkie pie dragged me into meeting her friends i didnt really seem to have a choice

Soo... how is daily life here in ponyville?- i asked

Its a nice place we usually dont have emergencies or disasters here-She said still dragging me

I can see why my parents chose this place to live- i said

you had parents?-Pinkie asked

EVERYPONY HAS PARENTS!-i almost shouted

everypony was staring at me like i was some kind of weirdo i just felt so embarrased

Heh heh sorry everypony- i chuckled

Hy Pinkie-Said a yellow haired mare

Hiya Derpy-pinkie said happily

Derpy?-i thought-kinda offensive but shes seams like a great mare

Is he new?-she asked

YEAH im gonna show him to the gang-She said

whats your name?- sha asked me

i couldnt help but blush shes so amazing

Shade, Whats your name?-i asked

Derpy, Derpy Hooves sir!-she said happily

Nice to meet you derpy hooves- i said

Well see ya around pinkie-She said

Bye Sir!- she said to me

i was starting to wish i had my music player with me. You cant tell but im goth.

back on topic she was on her way to introduce me to her friends when i felt a hard hit in my head.me and pinkie stumbled together along with a rainbow maned pony.

Hey who are you to mess my stunts!-She said

I responded quickly angry that she was the one screwed up blaming it on me

STUNTS,STUNTS ISNT SUPPOPSED TO BE COLLIDING WITH OTHE PONIES!-I yelled

we got face to face about to fight until a pony interrupted us and accompanied by a dragon.

Rainbow stop it!-she said

HUH, BUT TWI!-She was starting

NO BUTS YOU CRASHED INTO HIM! I SAW END OF STORY!-she said

UGGGHHHH, FINE!-"Rainbow" said

Sorry sir-the purple pony said

Its ok- i said dusting myself off

My name is Twilight Sparkle whats yours?- she asked

Oh, My name is shade nice to meet you-i said

My names spike!-the little dragon said

Oh, right sorry hy Spike nice to meetcha-i said

I walked over to Rainbow and apologized to her

Sorry about what happened its just that pinkie pie was dragging me to meet her friends-i said

Its cool, it was my bad actually-she said

So friends- i said

Deal!- She said

disgusted by the way she does handshakes i dealed with it

Hy rainbow dash hy twilight hy spike!- I heard pinkie

Well youve met pinkie havent you?-twilight said

In a way you could say so-I responded

hey shade lets go meet the rest !-she said

HANG ON THERES MORE!-there was no response but more of a grab and run

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! PINKIE COULD WE WALK YOURE DRAGGING MY FACE ON THE DIRT!!-i yelled

Why didnt you just say so!-she said happily

I was still spitting dirt out of my mouth

APPLEJACK, RARITY!-she yelled

WHAT! HEY HANG ON A SEC NO MORE DRAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggg!-still dragged again

Oh howdy pinkie pie

Hello pinkie pie how is you day-THe two mares said

Im great! I made a new friend his name is shade-she said

Well howdy shade nice to meetcha.mah names applejack

And i am Rarity pleasure to meet you good sir-they said

Nice to meet both of you- i said

Well what are you waiting for you havent met fluttershy yet COME ON!-she said

pinkie wait we need to make some rules, first off no more dragging second of all-

Of course she grabbed my hoof and stersted dragging me... Again,,,sigh

After meeting fluttershy ill go home to bed im pretty tired.

END OF CHAPTER 2

Flutttershy

So what is this place?-i asked

this is fluttershys house-pinkie pie said

DO YOU KNOW WHERE EVERYPONYS HOUSE IS OR WHAT!?-i yalled

Pretty Much!-she responded happily

(Sigh) I dont even see why i bother -i said

ignoring my comment she kept on knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and knocking and...... anyways back on topic she was calling out her name now and i was getting pretty annoyed.

Listen its getting pretty late, i guess ill start heading home- i said

but you wont be able to meet her!-she said

Ill meet her tomorrow-i said

fine then, HEY ARE YOU HUNGRY!-she said

I havent eaten all day! Mainly because you dragged me everywhere in the first place,the only thing ive eaten all day is dirt!-i said

WHY?!-because you dragged me on dirt in the first place, second of all i said maybe we should walk and you IGNORED ME!-i yelled

anyways why?-she said

i know an awesome place we can eat!-she said

fine lets go-i said

OKEY DOKEY LOKEY!-she said

she grabbed my hoof and once again she dragged me all the way to that one resteraunt, i didnt even bother, it was like everything i said went in one ear and came out of the other.

CUPCAKES,CUPCAKES NGHFFUUUUUUUUU, CUPCAKES ARE SNACKS NOT FOOD-I yelled

Just try one- she said

Fine-i said taking the cupcake she handed me

there was a brief pause and a moment of silence

Shade, Shade are you ok?-she asked

Th.. th..this..is-I stuttered

This is What?!-she asked more joyfully with a wide smile only happy people could love, i did something i havent do in a while......Smile.

THIS,THIS IS AMAZING!!!-i yelled with so much happiness

PINKIE MAKE ME 2 DOZENS TO GO!!!!!-i yelled making a crack in the window

WOO-HOOO! THATS THE SPIRIT SHADE-she yelled happily

Thats when she appeared

Oh hello pinkie pie-a quiet voice said

Oh hy fluttershy!-she said

I turned around

my heart stopped i blushed my mouth was wide open

she really was somepony i used to know

Oh, sorry pinkie i see your busy ill come back later-she said

Hang on fluttershy, his name is shade hes new ive introduced her to the rest but not you-she said

Shade, could you come here real quick-she called out to me

i walked slowly memories of my past rushed into me so fast i saw all of my memories just seeing those beutiful eyes my life changed,

Anyways, fluttershy this is shade, shade this is fluttershy-pinkie said

as much as i wanted to stop blushing i couldnt and i couldnt hold it anymore she was the mare of my dreams she was the one i had heard sing she.. she loved everything.

do you fluttershy, remember me?-i asked

she was quiet i guess it resembles her name

have we met before?-she asked

i guess you dont ,huh-i said

i was now crying i couldnt hold it in my painful memories my childhood memories the beatings i took from other colts the pain the... tears of blood.

Oh my- she gasped

what? oh my eye its nothing to worry about its ok- i tried to smile even though it hurt that she couldnt remember

No i remember little things, you were beat  alot-she said

and you wanted to be friends-she then added

i couldnt stop crying, and rushed to give her a hug

its been so long hasnt it fluttershy?-i asked

it has-trying to pull herself away

im sorry about that i couldnt hold it-i said

its fine-she said

i could only hear a mare sniffling and it was pinkie pie

why are you here anyways- she asked

my parents, or well my foster parents passed away-i said

oh im sorry to hear that-she said

its okay- i added

anyways i need to go its nice seeing you again-i said

goodbye, shade-she waved shily

i remembere a song that reminded me so much about this

memories hurt me so much now but now ill experience love... Once Again

END OF CHAPTER

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3

Getting home

As i got home i saw very little amount of ponies and it was really weird it was still 5 o' clock, i got out my keys and opened the door what was inside my house would scare the living crap out of me.

Hy sweetie, im home, so did you make any new friends?-i asked still closing the door

I was surprised by the silence

Sweetie?-i asked

still no response,i thought maybe she was just joking around so i turned on the lights

SURPRISE!!-i heard a familiar voice

EEEEKK!-i yelled

Whats wrong shade, you okay-pinkie said

WHATS WRONG? YOUR IN MY HOUSE!!! THATS WHATS WRONG!! WHO LET YOU IN ANYWAYS!!!-i was yelling by now

Oh your little sister let us in she's asleep right now-she said

Oh ok. and wheres everypony anyways i went outside theres barely anypony outside?-i asked curiously

OH youll see-she said

i really wasnt one of those people of surprise but of course she grabbed my hoof and rather than dirt in my mouth i now had a rugburn.

SURPRISE!-every other pony said

Pinkie can i ask you something?-i asked

SURE!-she said

HOW DID YOU MANAGE TO GET EVERYPONY IN PONYVILLE IN HERE?!-i yelled

Oh twilight has a hooveful of spells on her-she said happily

Oh and one more thing?-i said

Yeah,Shade?-she responded

Is that my box of cupcakes youre eating right now?- i asked unamused

Whoopsy! Hey look a thingy!-she said

A what?!-i said

But she had run away.

HEY CAN YOU TURN THE BASS DOWN A LITTLE!?- i asked a mare with blue and light blue mane.

WHAT I CANT HEAR YOU!-she said

NEVER MIND!-i said

Tired and hungry i went to go see my little sister taking her the last of the cupcakes there was (yeah my box of cupcakes eaten by other ponies

As i went to the room i was stopped by laughter coming out of my little sisters room

Sweetie are you ok?-i asked

yeah big bro come on in!-she said

This is fluttershy, fluttershy this is my older brother shade!-she said

Oh hy shade!-she said

Fluttershy how you doin?-i asked

Oh im fine, i met your sistershes wonderful, well behaved, you must be proud of her-she said

Yeah im very proud of her-i responded

So you made a new friend huh sweetie?-i asked

Yeah shes awesome she has so many animals and theyre cute she showed me all of them! Today was the best day ever!-she said

i Was happy for her something i had lost in such a long time, happiness

Here i brought you a cupcake-handing her the cupcake

Thanks bro!-she said almost swallowing my hoof as well

I understood her,we hadnt eaten in 2 days but we only had water, i had dirtfor lunch,breakfast and dinner

So how was your first day here?!-she asked,i turned to look at fluttershy and blushed

Its a long story, ill tell you tomorrow, why dont you go to bed ok-i said

ok shade bye fluttershy!-she said

Goodnight Nya-we both said

well its great to see you but i need to tend my animals-fluttershy told me

Yeah, see you tomorrow fluttershy- i said

Fluttershy?- i called out

Y..Yes shade-she turned around seeing me face to face

I gave her a quick peck

S..Sorry about that, its just Th..That...Never mind goodnight- i stuttered

Goodnight-she blushed

MOTHER OF CELESTIA,WHY ON EQUESTRIA WOULD I DO THAT!-i thoght

END OF CHAPTER 4