Anon-A-Miss: Finding Home

by DGJabberwocky

Rating: teen
Tags: Alternate Universe, Sad, Drama, Equestria Girls, Spike, Cutie Mark Crusaders, Suicide / Self Harm, Slice of Life, Human, Sunset Shimmer
Length: 2435

Sunset Shimmer is at the end of her rope with the Anon-A-Miss debacle. Her 'friends' make her question everything. But can a familiar stranger give her a chance to start afresh?

Anon-A-Miss... Those three words ruined my life. My so-called friends hate me, the whole school hates me. No word from Twilight, I am all alone here. I don't know how to access the portal so I'm stuck here, or am I? Those girls don't want to see me again? Fine! I'm leaving for good!

Those thoughts fester in Sunset Shimmer's head. The girls' hurtful words make her question her own existence. Maybe if she just disappeared, everyone would be happy.

Published 2020-07-14 06:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2020-07-14 06:00:00 UTC

One-Shot

Sunset's POV

You want the honest truth! Ah always knew you were a rotten apple!
I should never have been so generous with you!
You took away everyone's smiles!
I showed you kindness and this is how you repay us!
Maybe our lives would have been better off without you in it!

Those thoughts continued to play in my head like a gramophone stuck on repeat, as I ran out of Sugarcube Corner in tears. In all honesty, I did not know where I was running off to, but I didn't care. As I ran, I opened up the journal that Princess Twilight gave me to keep in touch with her.

As I suspected, there was no reply from her, maybe those girls got to her before I did and she believed them. Since they were doppelgängers of her own friends back in Equestria, she would most likely believe them over me, somepony who tried to kill her. Closing the book, I realised that my final avenue had slammed itself shut.

I don't know how long I was running, but by the time I stopped, I found myself on the outskirts of Canterlot City and I was running along Canter Bridge. I looked around and the stray people lingering around were at a fair distance away and minding their own business. The bridge was also mostly empty, save for the occasional car or bike zooming past. I subtly leaned over the railing and watched the Everfree River raging hundreds of feet below me.

I took a deep breath, and sat leaning against the railing. I opened the journal one last time and wrote a final message.

Dear Princess Twilight or whoever finds this.

I wanted to thank you for knocking some sense into me. I know you wanted the girls to teach me about friendship and help me turn over a new leaf. Yeah, that's not gonna happen. You told me about how many friends you've made and all the 'bad guys' you've redeemed. I guess I wanted to make it on that list, but somepony had to break that perfect streak (Hehe). If you do see this, then I have exhausted every last option and I am at my wit's end. I have nothing else to live for, so I guess this is goodbye then.

Your friend Failed Experiment
Sunset Shimmer

With that out of the way, I lazily tossed the book to the side and then proceeded to climb onto the railing.

Applebloom POV

I was just on my way back from some errands from Granny Smith when I spotted her. I quickly hid behind a nearby tree and peeked out, just observing her. She was writing something in some journal, when she stopped, tossed it to the ground, turned, and proceeded to climb on top of the railing!

My eyes widened and I quickly dug out my phone and snapped a picture. Without wasting a moment, I darted to Sugarcube Corner, texting Sweetie Belle and Scootaloo along the way. I sent the picture of Sunset and wrote below it, "Girls... Ah think we took it too far."

Their replies were instantaneous

Scootaloo: "WHAT!!!!!"
Sweetie Belle: "OH NO! WHAT DO WE DO?!"

I frantically texted back, "Ah dunno about you two but I'm gonna confess. Ah think this has gone on long enough. Ah know ah didn't want Applejack to spend most of her time with Sunset but ah don't want her to die."

They texted back, "Agreed/Agreed!"

??? POV

Ah... Canterlot City! It's been a while, ever since I went abroad to study for three years. But now I'm back! I rode my bike and took the exit off the interstate heading to Canterlot City. Just as I approached Canter Bridge, I saw something in the distance. I slowed down, parked and had a good long look at the figure a few hundred meters ahead of me.

Wait a minute... Is that me? Okay, three theories... I have a long-lost twin sister, in which case, Mom and Dad have a lot of explaining to do. Number 2, the Multiverse Theory is real and this is me from another dimension (I've been watching too much sci-fi). Number 3, She just happens to look like me, I mean, what are the odds of there being TWO Sunset Shimmers!

Then I realised what she was doing, I hopped off and my body went into autopilot mode. I sprinted towards her, hoping that I was not too late. I screamed out, "WAIT! DON'T!"

Sunset Shimmer POV

Just as I was about to step off this mortal realm, an oddly familiar voice startled me, "WAIT! DON'T!"

The next thing I knew, somebody pulled me away off the railing and tackled me to the ground. The dam broke and I bawled hysterically, "WHY DID YOU SAVE ME! THIS IS THE BEST THING FOR EVERYONE! ANON-A-MISS AND SUNSET SHIMMER THE SHE-DEMON WON'T BOTHER ANYONE AGAIN! JUST LET ME GO DIE!"

Then, my biker saviour cracked open his/her visor by a centimetre, slapped me in the face and clutched my shoulders. The figure spoke, and she screamed at me, "DON'T YOU DARE! KILLING YOURSELF IS NOT THE ANSWER! WHAT COULD HAVE HAPPENED TO YOU TO WARRANT THIS!"

I fired back, "You wouldn't believe me if I told you!"

Then she took off her helmet and my face stared back at me, smirking "Try me..."

She continued, "Well... that's theory number 3 debunked"

"Umm... what?"

"Yeah I have no idea what's going on and why I'm talking to someone who looks just like me. So, I narrowed it down to, a) I have a long-lost twin sister, in which case, Mom and Dad have a lot of explaining to do. b) the Multiverse Theory is real and this is me from another dimension, though I'm willing to bet that I've been watching too much sci-fi."

Finally I chuckled, the first real laugh I had in a long time, "Actually, theory number 2 is closer to the truth."

Then I realised where I was and how cold it was, especially since it was close to Christmas/Hearth's Warming.

"Can we go back to some place warmer? I'll take you to where I live. It's not much, but I manage somehow."

My twin, who picked up my journal, shrugged, "Sure, I have a spare suit and helmet, suit up."

I guided her to an old decrepit shack, which I called home for the past few years. She backed off immediately, "Oh no! No way! You are not living in this dump any more, you're lucky I have an old house in the city, you're bunking at my place pronto, capisce? Come on, I'll get your things."

It didn't take long to gather my stuff because I had hardly any possessions when I ran away from Equestria. Soon, my look-alike pulled into a modest-looking house and ushered me inside. After placing me on the couch and fixing some hot cocoa for the two of us, she plonked herself next to me, "Okay, spill!"

Knowing I could trust her, I told her everything, Equestria, my little tantrum when I ran away from Princess Celestia, my Queen B phase, Princess Twilight's arrival and how she set me straight. I even spoke of the Dazzlings and that mess.

She pumped her fist, "YES! THE MULTIVERSE THEORY IS TRUE! AND MAGIC IS REAL!" *blushes* "Sorry... continue"

Finally, I got to the sleepovers and the onset of Anon-A-Miss and I even showed her the page.

She made a face, "Ughhh.... This is why I detest social media. Also, if the whole point was to be anonymous (Sorry bad pun), the idiot who created this should have done a better job. Now I barely know you, but if this really was you, you would have been far more subtle, this has the subtlety of me riding my bike through a library."

Suddenly, my phone buzzed with frantic messages.

I sighed, "Let me guess, Anon-A-Miss posted again and I'm getting fresh abuse?"

Applejack: Howdy Sunset, Ah guess ah should apologise. We found out the truth of Anon-A-Miss. It was Applebloom, Sweetie Belle and Scootaloo, they came and confessed. It all makes sense now, Ah guess we were so hung up on trying to blame you for spilling our secrets that we never thought that the culprits were our own family. Applebloom saw you at Canter Bridge and you were about to jump, Ah hope I'm not too late, but for what it's worth, I'm sorry

Pinkie: SUNNY!!!!! I'M SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SORRY FOR BEING SUCH A MEANIE-MEANIEPANTS!

Rarity: Sunset... Darling, I just want you to know that I am terribly sorry for just accusing you without investigating. I truly behaved very un lady-like. Rest assured, Applebloom, Sweetie Belle and Scootaloo will get the appropriate punishment.

Fluttershy: Umm... Sunset? I know you have every reason to hate us and I don't blame you. I should have been more kind and been there for you. I am so sorry, please don't die!

Rainbow: Sunset... out of all the girls, I feel like I owe you the biggest apology. When the girls confessed, I got mad, but when Applebloom showed the picture of you at Canter Bridge, I only felt guilty because I guess my words drove you to this drastic step. Please don't die! I'll never forgive myself if you did.

Then the journal buzzed AT LAST.

Sunset the biker looked at me with wide eyes, "Am I crazy or did that journal buzz and glow?"

I nodded, "Magic"

I picked up the journal,

"Dear Sunset, This is Spike, Twilight's Number 1 Assistant. SWEET CELESTIA! PLEASE TELL ME I'M NOT TOO LATE! TWILIGHT WAS CAUGHT UP WITH SOME TIME-TRAVELING DRAMA WITH THIS MARE CALLED STARLIGHT GLIMMER (We won by the way). She's currently resting because she's really exhausted after that ordeal. But don't worry, I'm here, because I happened to notice the journal glowing while cleaning the castle. Anyway, I'm rambling... SUNSET! PLEASE TELL ME YOU'RE OKAY!?"

I looked at my twin and she shrugged, "I'd answer the journal first."

I replied, "Hey Spike, don't worry, I'm alive and well, thanks to a guardian angel. The girls found out the truth, it was Applebloom, Sweetie Belle and Scootaloo."

His reply came immediately, "Yeesh! Another Gabby Gums eh? (long story) Anyway, I'm glad that you're okay. If you ever want to talk, Twi is always there, and so am I."

With that, I closed the journal and then replied to the girls that I'm alive. Then I realised something, what if something happened again and I became a scapegoat once more. Panic built up in my chest, and it must have shown on my face, because she looked at me, concerned.

"You okay?"

"I've been thinking, I want to give the girls a second chance, but I'm scared of getting my heart broken again. At the same time, I miss Equestria, but I'm not sure if Princess Celestia has forgiven me for my arrogance."

She shrugged again, "Only one way to find out,"

With that, she snatched the journal and pen and wrote, "Hey Spike, I've been wondering, has Princess Celestia ever spoken about me?"

Instantly, he replied, "Of course! when we first came back from your world, the first thing she asked was whether you were okay."

I teared up, she forgave me, even though I did little to deserve it.

Then I made up my mind and turned to my doppelganger, "I need you to do something for me. Are you planning to enrol into Canterlot High?"

She nodded, "Great! I was hoping that you could take my place and be friends with those girls. You don't have my history so you should be fine, though you many have to prepare for a lot of apologies. As for me, I think it's time I returned home to Equestria. Think of it this way, we both will be starting afresh."

She nodded, "I'm okay with it, but can you leave your journal with me so that we can stay in touch?"

I smiled, "Of course... pen pal"

She grinned.

Then, I called up the girls, and they bombarded me with apologies. I quickly forgave them, before laying out all my doubts and fears for the future if I stayed. Then, I explained about my doppelgänger and made them promise to treat her well.

Once that was all over, the two of us rode to CHS before I asked Spike if he knew how to operate the portal. Luckily, he did and he activated it for me. Before I could duck inside, I was buried under a five-girl glomp, led by none other than a blubbering Pinkie Pie.

She bawled out, "I'M GONNA MISS YOU SUNNY!!!!"

The other girls also gave me a tearful goodbye, before they finally notice my twin. Applejack mused, "Aw shoot! Ever since Princess Twilight told us that she had pony counterparts of us, ah always wondered where Sunset's human counterpart was. Come to think of it, ah wonder whether Princess Twilight has a human counterpart."

Pinkie pipped up, "She'll probably turn up in the next movie."

The new Sunset was puzzled, "Movie?"

We collectively said, "It's Pinkie Pie being Pinkie Pie, just roll with it."

Rainbow spoke up next, "Wait... I don't think anyone else aside from us knows that our sisters are Anon-A-Miss, they still think its, Sunset!"

My twin looked at me, and put on her helmet, "We'll deal with the fall out, you go!"

With that, I tumbled into the portal and crash-landed into a pile of books. Somewhere behind me, a voice groaned, "Aww man! I just organised those too!"

I quickly got up, "Sorry Spike, I'll help."

Together, we arranged the books neatly, and then I asked him to take me to Canterlot to beg Celestia for forgiveness. He tried to wave it off, saying that she already did, but I insisted on going there personally and apologising. Suffice to say, it was a heartfelt reunion between mentor and protege.

Soon, Twilight found out that I was back for good, and she apologised profusely for not being there for me. She then proceeded to give Spike a big hug for trying to help me. Later on, she introduced me to her friends, who were quite accepting.

I even met this new pony, Starlight Glimmer. Since I was still a bit new to friendship, Twilight took me and Starlight under her wing. With that, I gave a contented sigh, "I'm home and I'm starting this new life."