So peeps, this is actually one of the first fan fics i have ever made, so if it is kind of crap, deal with it dude. anyway, the second fanfic i have ever done is TheSkyLooksAwesome, so maybe check that out if you got the time. But i have also posted other cool stuff! like and commet! whoo hooo! hahahahahahaha
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YAY!Panda☆Tasticaaal!!!♡ハッピ!熊猫⚝惊人!!!
✺The Shinny*Story of diaries because is say so
Sooo♡Like,On☆one☆sunny☆daaay,...a a a a CERTAIN GREENchangeling royal’s counsel meeting was going on and it was just about ending*That is good!(￢ ρ￢ )U-G-H
“BYE*BYE”
Thorax waved goodbye to the other changelings as he flew back to his room. He had just finished a meeting. He flopped on his bed after closing his door. He played with his secret plush toy of Princess Ember. It is really Dragon Lord Ember but Thorax says princess anyway. She loves it. Maybe. Heh. anyway,Thorax felt like he could relax now. Then he remembered he recently got a diary. He picked it up and began writing out his feelings and thoughts(I know u do to)LOL
Dear diary,....wow,I am actually glad i have this because there are so many things i can not say or will not say or lack the confidence to. Anyway, so i am a changeling and such. We used to be warriors,or the others used to be,anyway. I never wanted to fight and harm and kill any creature else. That all comes to the fact I'm gentle. Also,i am kind of shy. Even now, as the king of changelings, outside my kingdom of now similar changelings, I still feel that way.
[My brother pharynx tends to tease me about it but it really bothers me. I know i am weak and probably don't exercise as much as i honestly probably should ,but being told that doesn't make me feel better,and i am not really going to “improve myself”just to make him happy. Also i don't feel like it. I am probably not like the other rulers as i usually take care of the hive more so as social health,strengthening community and leading them into new concepts to make us more happy. Pharynx does the more stricter stuff, though i do wish he wouldn't do it so,rough? I hope he never finds this because i feel i should love him,and i do,but that doesn't mean we are going to get along perfectly.
I take care of the hives young often. They have begun calling me papa thorax,i don't have an issue with that,but i hope they don't actually confuse me as family. That would be unfortunate and imagine all the angry or sad families!
I did meet a few others like me at a support group for being shy. The leader was this girl named Flutter Shy. She seems to be somewhat shy as well,but she seems fine. She is also really pretty,but I like ember better. Ember is my crush. I just know the other dragons would make fun of her for being with me,so That is why I do not want to tell her how I feel. Anyway,i went in disguise of course,to escape my brother. I know i kind of suck at self defense,but him following me everywhere makes me feel like i am still a child,which i'm not. THE SUPPORT GROUP! Sorry,look i just need to dump all this because no one else can see or hear this. There was also a guy named Star Tracker, Ocellous was there as well,so another good reason for the disguise, and pinkie pie was there to support her girlfriend and also brought her sister Marble. I wish I have as close of a sibling relationship like them. From what i saw,it was a rather similar opposite sibling dynamic. I disguised as a guy named Wind Chime,because that seems like their sort of name. Also i love those! So relaxing! Anyway,I basically said my story, but with changed details such as my brother is now named Shadow Blade (his signature weapon) and that i was in charge of a class. Luckily for me,they were all nice,and mostly we just shared our stories. I felt a bit odd lying,but oh well. I will get over it. Right?
Flutter Shy said that she wants us to slowly gain more and more confidence so we can accomplish things better. I understand,and luckily she seems the better way to do that than pharynx. Ember did that for me a few times,but that only changed my willingness to give orders, and even know I still use please and thanks. Marble didn't really say much, so maybe her sister made her come. I probably am putting pinkie in a bad light, but I honestly feel that would not be impossible. Star Tracker said he didn't feel confident in showing who he was as he felt no one would accept him. Right there with you,friend. I'm kind of glad this exists. But ocellous actually said she intends to help as well. I have to say,after attending the school of friendship,she has become less and less shy. But i'm not trying that. I feel this sounds arrogant,but I know friendship. Also i don't feel like having to sneak out on a daily basis. Good thing these meetings are once a month.
Now about Ember. She is really strong and beautiful and brave. She makes me feel good and is understanding. I wish i was more like her,but then again I'm not sure how fast i should develop judging by my hives some what also timid nature.
As for my shyness,i,well i just don't feel all that confident. I don't understand why i was born like this. Or why i have stayed this way. This is probably silly,but i don't know. This is just hard.
I feel it makes people not take me very seriously. I don't want them to fear me,but have some decent appreciation. I love animals, flowers, deep conversions that take the emotional weights off our bodies,i love sushi and shiny things and feel i have a lot of good qualities. This sounds a little self centered,but i do feel someday i can confidently be myself.
Also, i should probably make a list of things i need to do. fix bad habits. I often don't tell people how i feel because i am worried about their reactions. Maybe that is part of why it feels like i mostly follow better. Also, I am a king,so i kind of have to make some of an effort to set a good example. Well pharynx is coming,and i cant let him see this.
Pharynx picked up a book he found after Thorax left. It has the word DIARY on top. "This should be an interesting read. Sorry Thorax." Pharynx got out a bad of chips and his Tempest plush toy and began reading his fill. lol.
Like♡Sooo, c.♡Y♡A♡Y♡♪for him I guess.
Like♡Sooo, yah, Phyarinx learned that and that Thorax has an interesting diary that he is terrible at hiding it.♡Y♡A♡Y♡for him I guess.heh
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So✿yeah!
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☆THE☆END☆
OKfun,but,
OKZat*vwas
lu⚝di⚝crousu!♬
*so foolish♢unreasonable, or outta✿place as to be amusing♢ridiculous♡
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*Bye♡Bye-Fooowaha!*
Author's Note
i made this because i love thorax and yeah. also,it is a little scattered but that was to keep the idea of thought pattaerns
