Endless: The Alicorn Magician

by Musical_theatre_demon

Rating: mature
Tags: Trixie, Suicide / Self Harm, Profanity, Adventure, Violence, Twilight Sparkle, Sad, Main 6, Gore, Luster Dawn, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Starlight Glimmer
Length: 4120

Continuation of Trixie's endless tale of revenge and depression. The battle begins, but will Trixie get the reformation needed?

In a continuation of Endless, the epic battle between Trixie and Twilight begins. With Twilight's magic, however, comes with an experience that she's always wanted--- wings! But when Starlight finds out that Trixie's hiding something, will things ever be the same or will the battle rage on until she either accepts Twilight's apology or continues to be consumed by darkness for evermore?

Published 2020-10-05 02:30:00 UTC
Last updated 2020-10-05 02:30:00 UTC

Chapter 1: Starlight's Interference

So the battle went on until Starlight stepped in.

"Trixie, this has been going on long enough! If you continue down this route, Twilight will never like you!" Starlight said.

"And when will she ever?" Trixie said, "I'm pretty fucking used to it by now."

"Step aside, Starlight. This is between my friends and Trixie!" Twilight said.

Starlight Glimmer reluctantly stepped out of the middle of the battlefield. She watched the scared expressions of Snips and Snails as Trixie continued to belittle Twilight. Starlight knew she had to do something, but what? She couldn't stand seeing her friends getting killed!

Twilight tried to fire her magic at Trixie, but only a spark emerged from her horn. "I will defeat you, Trixie!" Twilight said, "With or without my magic."

"I'm afraid you aren't much use without it," Trixie said, "Well, you know what they say. Finders keepers, losers weepers."

"In your dreams, Trixie," Twilight Sparkle said, attempting to send another blast her way. "What did you do?"

"Oh, poor pegasus Twilight. I thought I already gave you the answer you were looking for," said Trixie, "But it seems I have to repeat for your goddamn pea-sized brain to finally understand. I stole your magic so I could be adored noticed like you were!"

Trixie used her magic to attack Twilight, who went flying across the battlefield. Luckily, Twilight had little scratches and a few open wounds that weren't that serious.

Trixie cackled. "You used to be so good, what happened to you?"

"Don't think that this little game you've been playing is going to make ponies give you sympathy!" Twilight shouted, "You've been running Starlight ragged and she still wants to help! If I were you, I'd apologise to my best friend! But no, you're too caught up in this endless power shit and destroying the fuck out of me to even notice the hell you've put your poor friend through!"

"That's not true! You don't know me! You don't have the right to say anything about my life!" Trixie shouted, "Shut your goddamn mouth and die, you son of a bitch!"

"Fuck you," Twilight said.

Trixie smiled. "This is too damn easy." She sent a finishing blow to Twilight.

"Trixie, don't think that was enough to bring me down," said Twilight, "Even if you have my magic or not."

Hidden Lyrics

Starlight: Trixie, stop!

Trixie (spoken) (gasps): Starlight!

Starlight: This is far from who you are

Trixie: We're in the middle of a battle
Fight, talk later

Starlight: I won't fight you
If it's the last thing I do

You must stop this fighting
It'll only get you nowhere
It won't make Twilight care
About you any less

Trixie: You've pinpointed my vulnerability
Stay strong
Stay strong, Trixie

I must say hidden
Friends forbidden
Take the Alicorn Amulet and go
To a place that she doesn't know

Starlight: Trixie, I sense a pony
Filled with troubles and despair
Why hide when I'll always be
Right there?

Trixie: Leave me be
You've got no business here
Leave me be
I don't wanna hurt you too

Starlight: You wouldn't hurt me
Trixie, let me in
And open up your door
You don't have to hide anymore

Trixie: Must go
Find a place to stay
Make my escape
It's best you stay away

I'm gone
I need endless power
To move on

Leave me be
Hidden from Equestria
Hidden from you

There is nothing
That you can do
So get lost

Starlight: I know you're in there somewhere

Trixie: Must stay hidden
Friends forbidden

Endless despair
You better beware
You won't get Trixie
Out of there!

You've pinpointed my vulnerability
Stay strong
Stay strong, Trixie

I must say hidden
Friends forbidden
Take the Alicorn Amulet and go
To a place that she doesn't know

(Trixie runs away from the battlefield, into Twilight's castle, and into her room. She locked the door.)

Starlight (spoken) (desperately): Trixie!

(Sung): You've gone somewhere
That I must chase
Together this is something
We can face!

Trixie, let me in
And open up your door
You don't have to hide anymore

Trixie (really soft): I must stay hidden

Chapter 4: Twilight and the Private Battle RSVP Part 3

"Alright, Trixie. Let's battle," Twilight Sparkle said.

From all different directions, Trixie attacked Twilight with her magic. Each time, Twilight responded by dodging and kicking.

"You can't keep doing that forever, you know," Trixie said, zapping Twilight as she held her up with her magic.

Setting Twilight free, Twilight flew lopsided to the ground covered in electric sparks. Trixie trotted right up to Twilight. "I can take away your horn, but that'll be of no use," she said, "The only thing I can take now are your wings, but why would I want those pathetic things? Keep them. I don't want them. I've already got what I wanted: your magic. And that is what keeps me going."

She cackled, Twilight's plus her magic surging from her blue horn and just waiting to deliver the final blow. But instead, Trixie used that alicorn magic to her advantage. "Now nothing will stop me!" Trixie said, as she watched her feathers grow.

"Trixie, you can't use alicorn magic that unwisely!" Twilight cried.

"I can and I have," Trixie said, flying up into the air with perfection, "I remember when you got your wings, you were a shitty flier. Now look at you. Most importantly, look at me. This is one sign that I'm better than you. Deny it and one powerful blast will kill you!"

"Trixie, no!" Twilight cried.

That flared up Trixie's emotions. She was not going to let Twilight, the pony she hated, treat her as Starlight did that day. "What did you just say, cunt?" Trixie shouted, blasting magic at her, "You will die and I will live forever!"

"Artificial alicorns aren't immortal," Twilight said.

"Well, that can't stop me from becoming the first one!" Trixie shouted, attacking Twilight Sparkle again. This time the blast was on point, aimed directly where she wanted it to go.

Twilight bled and bled until there was too much blood loss.

Trixie attacked again to make sure Twilight couldn't get up. She had avenged Twilight for now, but Twilight was far from dead. She was badly injured and experienced dramatic blood loss, but if Twilight were to get immediate treatment, she would survive.

Chapter 5: Her Highness's Saviour

Author's Note

Note: I do not ship Twilight with Discord. I think she's perfect for Sunset Shimmer. But I do in fact ship Discord and Chrysalis, and previously shipped Fluttercord, which turned into Flutterdash! Despite being asexual aromatic in real life, I still like the shipping of characters, straight and LGBT.

Chapter 5: Her Highness's Saviour

About 10 minutes later, Twilight saw a flash of light. At first, she shook it off, thinking that because of her weakened state, she had begun to fantasise hallucinations. But no. It was real alright. The flash of light slowly became a faint snap and Discord immediately appeared. Her vision was hazy, but she could blurrily see the image of Discord.

"Trixie, I believe you've made your bargain with something of mine," Discord said.

"You! You're that draconequus that was easily fooled by Fluttershy!" Trixie said, "Me and Twilight go way back, trust me. And it wasn't pretty."

"What does that matter? You nearly committed murder!" Discord cried, "And Starlight will forgive you how for killing Equestria's princess?"

"I didn't kill her fully, mind you," Trixie said, "Though I did have the intention to. But she's too much for my power."

"Your power?" Discord said.

"The endless power I've always dreamed of having! With the pathetic excuse of a princess finally unable to get up and fight, I win in the end. Equestria is mine, admit it to your naïve shit view! Hell, you've grown so fucking soft since we first met!" said Trixie, "Oh, and try and save her. I fucking dare you, dickhead. It won't fucking work!"

"Oh, you'll see," Discord said, "Combined with the magic of friendship, anything can happen."

"Point taken I guess," Trixie remarked in a sarcastic manner, "Don't say I told you so."

Discord took Twilight in his arms and quickly they transported out of Waterfall Private Training Grounds and to Ponyville Hospital, where Twilight was sure to recover.

Meanwhile at the battlefield, Trixie paced around in a frenzy, unable to distinguish if she was angry or just overwhelmed with defeat. Or was the depression creeping into her soul at that very moment? She didn't know.

She had no idea what she was feeling, but she suddenly realised that she felt remorse for Twilight Sparkle and wanted to right her wrongs, no matter how much she hated her. But now that hate was spiraling into something far more settling after Discord showed up.

The psychopathic tendencies in her and at this point she had no control over her obsession over avenging Twilight and wanting to be noticed. But what she didn't realise was this: Trixie did not need endless power to be noticed. Starlight liked her just fine and that was enough. But what about poor Twilight?

As Trixie began digging deeper into her actions, her rage turned into sadness and regret.

"I hope Twilight will be willing to forgive me and get rid of her grudge," Trixie said, "I just can't live like this anymore!"

Endless (Reprise 2) Lyrics

Trixie: What have I done?
What the hell have I done?
She's not the one
Who deserves this fate
But what if I'm too late?

Will she finally acknowledge the fact
That The Great and Powerful Trixie
Is ready to right her wrongs
Once and for all
What can I do to make her see?

(She uses her magic to set her wings on fire. Then, she was a normal unicorn again.)

This isn't my magic
I feel so endless
So tragic
And worthless

And now I grant
You your magic back
Hopefully that's enough
For you to see
All that changed Trixie
Can be!

Chapter 6: Twilight's Back!

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Chapter 7: Checking in On Twilight

Author's Note

Picture of how Twilight is laying on the hospital bed.

Note: SELF-HARM!

Chapter 7: Checking in On Twilight

Trixie transported herself to Ponyville Hospital, where all the ponies stared at her. This made her uncomfortable, but she knew what she was there to do.

"Anypony know where Princess Twilight is staying?" Trixie asked timidly.

"Aren't you the pony we heard about that almost killed her?" said one.

"No way she'll want to see you now, despite how forgiving she is," said another.

"Bullshit," Trixie said, "I know the Princess of Friendship better than any of you. Sure, we've had our differences in the past and now I've made a terrible mistake. If I don't make this right now, there's no way she'll even consider helping me!"

"It takes a bold pony to own up to his or her or their mistakes," said one.

"Somepony will be with you shortly," said another.

So Trixie waited for a medical professional to emerge. A minute passed and she was greeted by a white earth pony wearing a surgical mask.

"Hi, you must be Trixie Lulamoon. Yes, the notorious mare who's all over Ponyville Newshour!" she chirped.

"Stop with the facade," Trixie said, "You don't have to pretend to like me."

"I'm not faking," said the pony wearing the mask.

Trixie followed the doctor until they reached a room, the door indicating that this was Room 111 on the second floor. She studied the door as she used her magic to open it. The door was covered in some sort of red liquid. Trixie hesitated, wanting to investigate. It surely wasn't blood, was it? Trixie neared closer.

"Are you OK, dearie?" asked the doctor.

"Why does the door to this room have blood on it?" Trixie asked.

"I can't say to why exactly," she replied.

"Well, goodbye. I'm going to see Twilight," Trixie said, "Thank you for the directions to the Celestia awful looking room."

Trixie entered the room to see Twilight lying on the hospital bed, drenched in a pool of blood. She looked around the room and then saw the Mane 6, Spike, and Starlight. She even saw her adoptive sons : Snips and Snails!

"Ma, why couldn't you control yourself?" asked Snips.

"Yeah! We're scared outta our wits!" Snails cried.

She immediately sat beside Snips and Snails, whispering an apology into their ears as she embraced them. "I'm very sorry. I didn't think any of this through! I-I was just acting on instinct, unaware of the damage I've caused to Equestria and my friends all around me," Trixie said, "Especially you two. I haven't been a good example, so from now on, I can't guarantee that I won't make any more mistakes, but I will try my best."

"Trixie, is that you?" Twilight said, opening up her eyes.

Rainbow Dash, Pinkie Pie, Fluttershy, Rarity, and Applejack cheered. So did Starlight and Spike. Everypony gathered around Twilight, glad that she was alright. They glanced over at Trixie icily.

"No, guys! You don't understand!" Trixie cried, "It's alright!"

"We should've turned your motherfucking arse to stone a long time ago!" Rainbow Dash shouted.

"Rainbow Dash, please! Hear me out!" Trixie said.

"And why should we listen to you after you betrayed me?" Starlight shouted.

Trixie broke down and cried. "Snips and Snails, remember me. Close your eyes. It'll all be over soon."

She used her magic to grab the sharpest tool she could find in the hospital room.

"What are you doing with that? Y-you can't use the tools we use for patients!" cried the nurse attending to Twilight.

"Ma, don't!" Snips and Snails cried.

"Shut your eyes and it'll all be over soon!" Trixie said, more fiercely this time.

Sticking the tool into her hoof like a knife, she watched it bleed before her eyes.

"Next thing you do to hurt me, the more stay hidden and will never get out of this never-ending hole!" Trixie said, inserting it once again and continuing to cut herself. "Fuck you for never taking the time to understand me! I finally feel like shit and all you give me back is shit! Is this how I'm supposed to learn friendship?"

She looked at Twilight with genuine concern in her eyes. "I came here because I realised that I shouldn't have let my emotions get the best of me. But I guess I'll just stay endless forever."

So, Trixie went to the red-stained door and burst out of the room in tears. Searching around for a place to hide, she scurried to the mare's restroom. Blood dripped from her hooves and into the toilet from the deep cuts.

To Right This Wrong (Reprise) Lyrics

Trixie: How I tried
To right my wrong
But to think
That it would all go
Terribly wrong

Tell me what
I can do
To make it up to you
Anything I'm willing
To do
To prove to you!

That I'm ready
To right this wrong!

Chapter 8: Safe and Sound

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Chapter 9: Talking to Twilight

Twilight Sparkle opened her eyes.

"She's getting better quicker than we thought," said the doctor.

"What happened?" Twilight asked, rubbing her head.

Just at that moment, Starlight and Trixie burst into the hospital room.

"No time to explain!" Starlight said.

Trixie put a reassuring hoof on Starlight. "There's always time for anything," she said, "Didn't you once say that to me?"

"I don't recall ever saying that," Starlight said sarcastically.

"Oh c'mon, Starlight! I know you have!" Trixie teased.

Blushing, Starlight turned her head in the other direction. "I did," she said, flustered, "But that doesn't matter now. Make things right with Twilight."

"Trixie, I don't know what you did but it was quite impressive, I must say," Twilight said, "Though I'm not happy, I can't say if I'll let this slide or not." She turned to Starlight. "And Starlight, I'm proud of you for displaying such acts of friendship and caring about somepony like Trixie. With your pasts, I wouldn't really recommend being friends with Trixie. But whatever."

"Can't you just let it go?" Starlight said, "Whatever she did, she did because you hate her guts!"

"If you can't get that through that small brain of yours, I don't care," Trixie said, "I might as well have to go with the original plan."

"I'm just grateful that you gave me back my magic, but no. I can't accept," said Twilight.

"Oh? So that's how it is? I almost kill you and in return, you hate me even more," Trixie said, "I fucking get it. You're no Princess of Friendship! I try to apologise and you come back with that stupid answer again and again! Maybe I should make things go back to the way they were! Would you like that, miss perfect? I'M TIRED OF FEELING SO ENDLESS BECAUSE OF YOU!"

"Trixie, I - I didn't mean it like that!" Twilight cried.

"Of course you did. I can read you like a book," Trixie said.

You Don't Know Lyrics

Trixie: Oh, you don't know
The troubles I've faced
All the things because of you
You don't know what it's like
To not know where you
Are supposed to go

Twilight: Of course I know
The troubles you've faced
The one pony in your life
You almost erased

She is your friend
You knew that she cared
When you were at your wits end
She followed you, scared

Trixie: You're just saying that
How could you know?
Where the hell do I belong?
Seeking the advice
From my friends all along
But I wasn't strong
And I didn't know that

You think you know
But I can't let
Your empty apology
Go so easily

Twilight: Trixie, you were the pony
Who apologised to me

Trixie: When will she see?
When will she finally realise?
And see deep inside of me?

Go, go
Far away
What you've done
Had only lead me astray

Why should you believe me
When they all perceive me
As the mare
With the wicked heart?

Twilight: I know how you feel
Maybe this will be a start

Trixie: Stay strong!
Don't give in!
She's just playing
Her little friendship game
When all this time
She's always had all the fortune
And fame!

It will never be the same
Since you entered my life
Admit your defeat
I succeeded
Admit your wrong!

Filled with
Endless strife
For the rest of
My melancholy life

Twilight Sparkle and Trixie: Oh, you don't know
The troubles I've faced
Exiled and being erased
You don't know
What's hidden inside
Of me

Trixie: T-R-I-X-I-E

In a whirlpool of thoughts
That I must get myself
Out of
My feelings got my heart
In knots!

Oh you don't understand
And I don't expect you
To understand

Twilight Sparkle and Trixie: But take my hoof
And come with me
To see a world
That you've never seen before!

Trixie: A world of friendship
And maybe forgiveness
But that ship will never sail
That much I know
Will fail
In The Great and Powerful Trixie's
Tale

You don't know
And you'll never know
Until you let it go

"I'll think about it, but you might not go off that easily," Twilight said, "But for now, you're gaining my trust little by little. And that, my friend, is an improvement."

Trixie couldn't contain her excitement. She blew up with excitement, jumping up in the air. Eventually, she came tumbling down as she didn't have wings. "Just forget that part ever happened," she said.

Chapter 10: Give Rise to Reformation!

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Chapter 2: Twilight and the Private Battle RSVP Part 1

A few days passed and Trixie was still cooped up in her room. Her thoughts flooded with both depression and anger for Starlight's interference in the battle. Just then, she heard a knock on the door.

"What do you want, Starlight?" Trixie said.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have chased after you if all you want is to be alone," Starlight said from behind the locked door, "And I respect that. Just know that as your friend, I'm still concerned about you."

Trixie sighed. She then thought of the perfect plan.

Starlight can't know, she thought, And I'll make sure she doesn't. A private battle! That's perfect!

So Trixie used her magic and grabbed an envelope and a fancy piece of paper. Tomorrow morning at dawn I will send this to Twilight and she won't be able to turn down a battle-- just her and me, she thought, But how will I make sure she keeps it a secret? Eh, we'll establish that once the RSVP has been received and the poor little pegasus responds.

Eight hours later and the moon had risen by Princess Luna, because Twilight was unable to with her magic gone. Nightfall had officially came to Ponyville. Trixie lie wide awake in bed for a couple of hours, finalising her plan. At about 11:00 P. M., she nodded off to sleep.

Hidden (Reprise) Lyrics

Luster Dawn (spoken): Mom, you really should get some sleep.

Starlight: I must know
What she bottles up inside
Is it wrong to want to help?
But what do you do
If one doesn't wanna let it go?

Luster Dawn: You seem to be having
Quite the friendship problem
But frankly, I don't know what
To do!

If she wants to be hidden
Give her time

Starlight: I've given her time
But all she does
Is turn away from me!

Oh, Trixie!
You're scared of others finding out
I know
But you've gotta learn
To let these things go

Starlight and Luster Dawn: Trixie, let me in
And open up your door
You and me
We can't live like this anymore

Luster Dawn: Friendship is magic
Let the magic in

Starlight and Luster Dawn: That's how you know
That you can let go of the past
And all the things that trouble you

Just let me in
Open up your door
You and me

Luster Dawn: We

Starlight and Luster Dawn: Can't live like this anymore

Starlight: Trixie, you don't have to

Luster Dawn : No, you don't have to
But stay hidden from Equestria if you want to
But it won't come at a good cost for you

Starlight: Trixie, you don't have to

Luster Dawn: No, you don't have to

Starlight and Luster Dawn: Hide anymore!

Chapter 3: Twilight and the Private Battle RSVP Part 2

The next morning, Trixie was sure to act as quietly as possible. It was 4:00 A.M. and she had only slept a total of five hours. But that didn't stop her from moving on. She trotted up to Twilight Sparkle, who was surprisingly awake.

"Good morning, Trixie," Twilight said sarcastically.

"Oh uh, morning, Twilight," Trixie replied. She handed Twilight the note for the private battle with her magic.

"Huh? What's this so early in the morning?" Twilight Sparkle said, investigating the RSVP, "Meet me at Waterfall Private Training Grounds at 8:00 for a make up battle." She turned to Trixie. "You're serious about killing me, aren't you? Well,that certainly won't happen. I guarantee it."

"Ah, but it's a private battlefield," Trixie said, "And I made sure that we're the only ones who have a reservation there."

"Honestly, that's quite smart of you," said Twilight, "No wonder you're up so early. But call it a battle. I'm in."

"Good. I'll see you at 8:00 A.M.," Trixie said, "One question: do you always wake up this damn early?"

"As a matter of fact, yes," said Twilight in reply, "There's a lot to do before you can start school. First, you've gotta get things set up at The School of Friendship and then you've gotta get things set up for Luster Dawn. You name it."

"I wonder why Starlight isn't up this early," Trixie wondered aloud, "She's got just as important things to do as you. But without your magic, how will you raise the sun?"

"That's irrelevant," Twilight said.

"Not necessarily. Are you not the one in charge of Equestria? Are you not the one who now raises the sun and moon?" Trixie said.

"What about it?" Twilight asked.

"Oh, nothing. Just be glad that Celestia and Luna are working their arses off for you because they know that I stole your magic," Trixie said, "And after the battle, I'll steal your precious reputation and bash it all the way to Tartarus! Good luck because you're gonna need it."

Twilight turned red with anger after Trixie transported herself to Waterfall Private Training Grounds. She couldn't take it anymore. If she had her magic, she would obliverate Trixie at any cost. But where was she now? Trotting to the training grounds at 6:30 A.M.