shitty octascratch might delete later idk

how somepony can just drop out of your life like that. how you can just make one mistake like that and it’s fucking gone forever
just because i let her hear my voice once it’s over forever she’ll hate me forever i hate myself so much
drown
drowning in the lake
hate
i fucking hate h
hate this
i could have made her so happy doesn’t she know what she’s missing?