Equestria Forsaken
The Bad News, The Worse News, and an Even Worse Outcome
Previous ChapterHey guys, uh.. author here. I... okay, how do I say this?
I'm abandoning this story.
Fuck, that was a bit blunt. I'll explain myself.
Lately, I haven't... I haven't been feeling like myself. It's hard to find the motivation to write anymore. I want to- believe me, I do!- I just...
can't.
I've demoralized myself to the point of forsaking the idea of continuing with this. My mind has a hard time staying in one place, and writing this has really pushed that to the limit. I'm creative, but I'm the jump-all-over-the-place type creative. The 'this doesn't make much sense and is everywhere at once but there's a lotta love put into it' type.
I... I'm sorry. For anyone who did like this idea. I know, I know, I'm a quitter. I tried- I really did! I had most of the next chapter finished, but I just couldn't find it in myself to post it. I feel like I'm humiliating myself by doing this, but I'm just not able to write anymore. I don't have the fuel tank or the heart. Anything I would post here would be hollow and effortless. Literally. I'd be writing long, logical chapters, but I'd be doing it with no emotion.
That's a machine's job. I can't handle something like that. It wouldn't feel like me writing. I'd drain myself trying to write something I don't want to.
It is with a heavy heart and out of sync chakra that I must inform you all of this story's definite cancellation.
I'm sorry.
- Nixus
