Life Anew

Its been a few weeks since my run in with a bus windshield- literally. Scratches were all healed up, Vinyl and Octavia were very grateful and I returned back home to Applejack who just cuddled with me like she was Winona and I was... Well her. Nothing much happened between then and now other than me having to consult Twilight about finding a doctor for Applejack and I to speak to for the Pregnancy.... Which now is a bit more apparent. Applejack has gotten a bit more visible with the pregnancy. Not by much but some of her clothes are starting to look a little too tight on her. Our friends and Big Mac pitched in and got a few maternal outfits for her to wear. Rarity even offered to alter some of the existing clothing she's had so she doesnt have our closet stuffed with clothes. But this right now? Its actually scaring me. Its getting more obvious she's pregnant and I'm having random stallions and mares look at us, try to get us to do baptisms so our kid doesnt come out evil and the still looming thought of Applejack dying while giving birth is just scaring the fuck out of me still! Right now Applejack is at home with Big Mac, Scootaloo and Applebloom are with Sweetie Belle and Rarity and me? I'm driving out almost at the dead of night to go visit someone who I think could help me. Got a bag packed full of clothes, a blanket and a pillow like I was just kicked out of the house... totally wasnt, swear to Celestia that Applejack didnt get mad at one thing I apparently didnt do and just kicked me out of the house for the night. Totally didnt happen this was- oh fuck who am I kidding? I got a bit uppity with Applejack doing work while out doing a little Applebucking. I kept telling her to go back inside or sit down somewhere and not to lift a heavy bucket full of apples and when she told me I was doing something wrong, I asked what and no matter what I said she kept saying to let her do it but even Big Mac had my side with this yet even HE didnt get kicked out. He just got yelled at. Anyways I pulled up to the house and collected my things, slinging my pack over my shoulder and making sure my pillow and blanket werent dragging on the ground as I walked up to the door.I was just in jeans, sneakers and a teeshirt. I knocked at the door only lit by the porch light and a window. I waited for a moment before the door opened. There I saw Cream Heart standing there in her mom jeans and a tank top. "Ryder? What are you doing here?" She asked.

I huffed. "Wife kicked me out because she's all moody with her hormones and what not...." I replied. "...Didnt know where else to go... Would you mind if I stayed here for the night?" She gave a smile.

"Come on in. You're always welcome here." She stepped aside and I walked in. "Go on and set your things down on the couch. I was just about to start dinner. Are you hungry at all?"

"Yeah.... I could eat.... Felt like I havent been able to stomach much all day. Think all I ate was a few apples off the tree for breakfast and some chips for lunch." She gasped as I set my things down.

"You poor thing! You just set your things down and go visit with Button. I'll call you when dinner is ready."

I gave a nod and set my stuff down on the couch. The house was as spotless as I left it last I was here. That was the time I was woken up out of a dead sleep to deal with Button's swatting issue... And I told Button after he and his mother went home that if he heard ANYTHING from someone, he'd give me whoever said it's screen name and that'd go to Luna. Threats online are no laughing matter ESPECIALLY when it involves putting an innocent family in danger and also wastes guards time which could easily be put towards more important issues. Anywho I went down the hall towards Button's room. I got closer and heard Button inside playing his games... The loud sound of tires squealing and explosions I gave a knock before waiting a moment. I heard a frustrated sigh and his game pause. "Moooooom! I'm in the middle of a campaign right now! Cant it wait until I'm done?" I heard my little buddy say. I stayed silent. He sighed. "Mom you better not have your headphones on again! At least say something!" Again I said nothing. I could hear him huff before throwing something aside. Probably clothes or a blanket. I heard him walk over to the door after a moment. I just leaned on a wall before he opened the door. He was wearing a gaming tee shirt and some basketball shorts. "Mom what do you-" He stopped looking at me. I just gave a smile and got off the wall opening my arms. "Ryder!"

I gave a chuckle hugging him and picking him up sitting him on my arm. "Hey you little knuckle head. Seems I'm spending the night tonight. Your mother said I should come and visit you while we wait for dinner." I said. I went inside and sat him back on his chair just looking at the screen of the game he was playing. Yep. It was the latest installment of Nukes Galore and he modded the SHIT out of it. Wont say what or how but there are things that you shouldnt see in a normal game. I went and sat down on his bed and gave a huff. "So what's up? How have you been since I last saw you?" Button gave a sigh.

"Mom made me delete some of my games because she had to walk in on one of the more bad cut scenes so she looked up some of them she hadnt checked online and saw some more that she said I couldnt have. I tried telling her that some of the games werent what she was seeing but she wouldnt listen. Just lucky for cloud saves and being able to redownload..."

"I'd still be careful with that dude. Dont want your mother to see you playing those games only to get your computer taken away. Anyone else giving you trouble online?"

"Nope. After that last one you dealt with, nobody seems to have tried messing with me. Someone did threaten to report me because I was better than him at the game but nothing ever came with that."

"Good. Now you wanna fire up one of your co-op games? Your mom is gonna be cooking dinner here soon and I dont think I wanna be watching TV while she cooks..."

"Alley Brawlers or something else?"

"Your choice dude."

He ended up choosing a survival game with zombies in it. I hadnt played it before so I died a few times. We ended up playing for a while until his mother came to the door getting us both to come to dinner. Pasta and some garlic bread and I swear I was gonna just eat EVERYTHING. I was that hungry. After we were done I just sat back in my seat just full. Two plates of pasta and four slices of garlic bread and it felt AMAZING. Cream Heart gave a chuckle as she picked up my plates. "My cooking was that good huh?" She asked. I gave a huff.

"Yeah... Great food Miss Cream Heart. You think you or Button would be up for some ice cream? I can drive us out for some if that's alright. My treat!" She gave a hum as she set the dishes in the sink.

"I suppose so. Its been quite a while since I've had some ice cream... not to mention since Button got treated to some.... Help me with the dishes first?" I got up giving a nod before just helping her. I swear Button was almost too excited to go get some ice cream. Almost ran out the door without getting shoes on or anything. Had to tell him to at least get some pants on and his shoes. Once we got to the ice cream place we were sat outside. I had a cup of some fruity sorbet, Button ended up getting some chocolate dipped vanilla and Cream Heart ended up getting a little sundae with extra caramel. Though as we ate I was distracted. There was a family inside who were sharing ice cream with their foal. Couldnt have been more than a year old and he had to wear one of those helmets to keep the head shaped. Though the parents were happy and the baby was happy. Though I just couldnt help but think what if the baby came out with deformations.... I Just sighed taking a bite of my ice cream. "Ryder? Is everything alright?" I glanced up swallowing my cold creamy treat.

"Oh uh.... Yeah... Yeah I'm fine...." I replied.

"Ryder I'm here to help you. I know the look of someone hiding something...." Right... She's a mother... I gave a hefty sigh.

"Can we talk when we get back to your place? I just... I need some advice." She gave a smile taking a bite of a slice of banana.

"Of course but I expect you to be truthful with me once we get home. Now finish your ice cream, its almost bed time for Button." I gave a nod and just went and finished my ice cream. The drive back home was a quick one. Even though one of my favorite Metallicolt songs was on it was turned down a bit and the question just sat in my mind about my foal. When we got back to the house both me and Button were made to brush our teeth.... Yeah she's that type of mom. Eat something sweet, brush your teeth. After that I had to tell Button to get ready for bed, save his games and shut down his computer and that his mother would be checking on him in an hour and that if he had any of his handhelds in his bed I'd be taking them. Took that to heart real quick. Laid them all out on top of his dresser and I made sure all were there. Seven total, seven to be expected when I wake him up. After that I returned to the living room. Cream Heart was just setting my stuff next to an air mattress that had a bike pump near by. She gave me a smile as I sat down on the couch and leaned back. She sat next to me. "Alright Ryder.... Tell me what's wrong.... A mother knows when her kids hiding something and you my son from another mother are indeed hiding something." I gave a hefty sigh.

"Miss Heart... I'm gonna be completely honest here.... I am just SO scared of becoming a father.... I know I've been a guardian to my sister and a big brother figure to Button but when it comes to a foal I just dont know what I'm doing... I've never taken care of a foal before... Sure I've gone and had to put my sister and your son into diapers for accidents but they know better.... But when it comes to a foal that spits up, cries and needs diapers I dont know where to start.... Not only am I afraid of that I'm just scared on how the baby is gonna come out- if at all even..." She rested an arm on my shoulders.

"Ryder.... Your fears are PERFECTLY normal. When I was pregnant with Button I was afraid of.... HIM... hurting me so bad Button wouldnt even come out alive.... Even after Button was born I was afraid of him hurting him so many times..." She leaned into me. "....Though when I was away from him while he was doing his thing I was thinking how is this going to work out? Is he gonna be breach? Normal birth? Am I gonna need a C-Section? Am I gonna make it through the birth and not my baby boy? Vise versa? It's all nerve wracking...." I swallowed.

"...Th-there's another thing... When Applejack does go and give birth is she gonna make it out alright....? Her mother died giving birth to her youngest sister and I'm just scared that's gonna happen..... We're trying to take steps to avoid that but... what if it's unavoidable?" The mare at my side sighed.

"You're taking steps to avoid it which is good.... Doctors say its all about the diet.... But as for the baby.... If the baby does come out deformed or what have you, love and nurture them. And if you lose the baby.... Just know nothing is ever your fault.... There are complications that can happen inside and outside the womb. I've seen news stories where mares have had to go in just to have their foal removed from the womb for an emergency surgery and then returned. Other's I've seen where the baby could've been born with the heart on the outside." She sighed and looked back at the underinflated mattress behind us then looked back at me. "Ryder.... Why dont you collect your things and come share the bed with me? I think we both need something to make us feel a bit better after that train wreck of a conversation.... Hopefully your wife is alright with it." And speak of the mare and she shall appear. My phone started ringing. I just sighed and pulled my phone answering it.

Almost immediately I heard crying. AJ's crying. "Ryder where are you?!" I heard Scootaloo ask. "Applejack is crying again all because you arent here!"

I sighed. "She kicked me out earlier and I couldnt get a word in while she was yelling!" I said. "You able to put her on at all?" I heard Scootaloo give a sigh.

"She didnt even say anything to me... Big Mac's trying to get her to calm down and she's already gotten sick twice! Applebloom's still trying to clean stains out of the couch...."

Cream Heart took my phone and gave a huff. "Club soda gets anything with a little added cleaner, let it sit for a few minutes and it comes right up." She said. "I hope you're doing everything you can to help your family out there Scootaloo..."

"Oh! Uh... Of course Miss Heart! Doing everything we can to help Ryder and Applejack around the house."

"Good. Now see if you cant put his wife on the phone. Or at least have it nearby on speaker? I think Ryder needs to speak with her"

"Yes ma'am! Right away!" She handed the phone back to me as I heard the crying get a bit louder.

I gave a sigh. "Applejack baby, you're alright... It's alright I dont hate you for earlier... Just calm down sweetie..." I said. "Remember our breathing exercises to calm down? Wanna try doing those?" I heard her mumble something but couldnt make out what it was. I sighed. "Big Mac, can you hear me? If you can try to get her to drink something. We should have a tea pot and some tea in the cupboard with the coffee. Have her call me or text me when she's calm if she can..." I didnt even give him time to answer.... didnt even say anything to Scootaloo. Just hung up and slumped back on the couch. "....Well dont I feel like the best husband in the world not knowing how to comfort his own wife going through mood swings that's like if there's a car with a motor on it but no steering wheel...."

Cream Heart rested a hand on my lap. "It's okay.... She understands you cant be there by her side the whole time right?" She asked. I nodded. "Good good... And you have a plan just in case you're out of the house?" I again nodded. "Good.... Always need a contingency if you're somewhere else. Working possibly.... You're a busy stallion with an important job and you could be anywhere at any time. Sometimes that foal isnt gonna wanna wait no matter what. Do you have a set plan in place?"

"Yeah... We agreed that once it starts getting closer we're going to the castle, use the medical facility there and we're gonna be ready for anything there..."

"Not such a bad idea there. Now come on. Gather your things and head on over to my room. You're staying with me tonight." I gave a nod and just sluggishly grabbed my things, pillow and blanket included before heading down the hall back to her room. I went inside, dropped my stuff at the foot of the bed and went back out just to peek into Button's room just in case before returning to the room. I sat on the bed and just pulled out my phone just to send a text telling Scootaloo that I love her and a quick thanks to both her and Applebloom for stepping up while Big Mac was taking care of her. Though after that I just sat there... waiting for Miss Cream Heart to come back. In that time I went and grabbed my bag, plugged my phone wire into the wall, put it on the charger and set it on the nightstand before going back to my stuff. Though as I was about to dig into it Cream Heart came in giving a sigh. "There. Everything's all put away. Is Applejack gonna be okay?" I sighed.

"Yeah... she usually is after a big mood swing like this... Told her I'd call tomorrow morning once she's calmed down and had some sleep."

"Probably for the best... Those mood swings can be real taxing on sleep and it could always go to the other end of that.... Could go from happy to sad, to mad, to happy again and its pretty harsh on either side. I remember one time I was pregnant with Button... One minute I was happy doing something with my mother, next I'm screaming at her, telling her to leave me alone or something... She let me sit for an hour before I came back crying and apologized. Luckily she understood what I was feeling... At least you know not to engage when those mood swings happen."

"Exactly why I'm here.... Dont wanna end up yelling at her after she yelled at me and then have a crying mare on my hands.... Either that or a more angry one...."

"Very true... Now are you ready to get to bed or do you still need some prep?" I blushed hard and looked to my bag. She rested a hand on my shoulder. "Ryder.... Is there something you need from me? Be honest with me...."

"...Um.... I... just with all the stresses I've been having about the baby, the house since we have to expand because of the kid and the constant worry about my wife when she's getting sick I just.... I've been having nightmares and its been causing um.... things.... I think you might know what things I'm talking about..." She brought me in and hugged me.

"Its okay... Accidents happen and I appreciate you at least taking steps and letting me know.... Just get it, lie back and let me do all the work." I gave a hesitant nod before going and digging in my pack for a diaper and powder before going back to the bed and lying back. I just grabbed a pillow and hid my face while she powdered me down and padded me up. I know my mother did it for me when I was with her but.... Honestly I felt more embarrassed than anything here. Soon after we ended up falling asleep.

I wasnt lying about the accidents or the nightmares. As I slept I found myself running through a hospital, babies crying and Applejack screaming among other sounds.... Sounds of meat tearing, blood spattering over the floor and the only thing that put a stop to it? Two gunshots. That's when I always do the same thing. Burst through a door and fall into water making me piss myself. This time? I burst through the door and fell for a short bit before hitting floor... or at least coming close to it before feeling magic hold me tight. I heard a sigh as I was stood upright. "It wouldnt be a Ryder nightmare if not for the panic thoughts about something going on in his life now wouldnt it?" I heard Princess Luna ask before coming out from the shadows. She was wearing her royal gown. Just as she set me on my feet I couldnt help but just rush her, hug her and just break down into her shoulder. She hugged and shushed me. "Ryder everything's alright..... Applejack is gonna be okay....."

I sniffled a bit and pushed away. "HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT?! HOW DO I KNOW THAT?!" I snapped. She looked at me with a little worry. "I dont have any idea how to raise a kid! I dont even know if Applejack is gonna even survive the child birth process! How the fuck am I supposed to raise a kid when and if their mother dies? That's gonna kill me AND the rest of the family if AJ dies during child birth! If it happens, tie me down and make sure I dont fucking do anything I'll regret!" Luna grabbed me by the shoulders before she slapped me and brought me back in for a hug.

"RYDER! LISTEN!" She snapped. "I'm sorry I had to hit you but you need to listen! Applejack will be fine! We can do what ever we can within our power to keep her down here. We want to keep her alive and well just as much as you want her here with you.... I've already seen how much of a wreck you were thinking she was going to off herself but you stopped it from even happening.... And the foal? You have about as much experience as any new father. Its a learning process but I'm pretty sure Applejack and Big Mac have what experience they have with Applebloom. If you need me to make a trip so you can ask your own parents, maybe the Apples I will take you. If you want other sources that's fine too. Just any time you start thinking like this, cuddle with your wife, let her know how much you love her and do what's best to ease your mind." I sniffled.

"...I'm just so scared Princess.... I've already lost so much.... I dont wanna lose Applejack... I dont wanna lose my foal...."

"I know Ryder...." She sighed. "Maybe I'll get into Contact with Cadence, see if she cant help you with trying to take care of a foal... maybe try to simulate the first few weeks of having a newborn... And yes, we wont be doing that spell Twilight used on you that one time...." I looked up at her. She wiped tears from my eyes. "Yes yes Celestia told me. Everything's gonna be fine Ryder.... You have your plan and we will intervene when we can and when we must. Understand?" I gave a nod. "Good... Now you just sleep.... I'll contact you later... Alright?" I hesitantly gave a nod. "Just breathe.... Let me know what you wish to do later and we can make plans... Your parents, your inlaws, maybe even your own mother can help... we all wanna help you through life... we wouldnt turn you wrong...." She stroked my mane for a little while as I did some deep breathing. "There we are.... Easy there.... Let me wake you up here... I'll call during the evening. If you have any questions before we speak again, call my sister." I gave one last nod before breaking away. "Alright. Sleep well General. You have your orders." She used her magic and faded away.

When I woke up I heard the muffled sounds of cartoons and smelled the sweetly sizzly scent of tofu bacon. I got up and put some pants on over my padding and getting a shirt on before walking out where I saw Cream Heart in the kitchen cooking and Button was over in the living room watching cartoons. They were both still in their pajamas. I walked into the kitchen and just sat down at the table putting my head down. "Good morning Ryder! Sleep well?" Cream Heart asked. I just gave a hefty sigh. "...I had a feeling..... You were thrashing a bit last night and nearly made me move to the couch. Calmed down after a while and made me worry... Something tells me nightmares about the wife?" I nodded into my arm. "Awww..... Why dont you go call your wife and talk to her? I'm sure she'd appreciate a little wake up call." I didnt answer. "Do you want me to call for you?" I didnt see but she looked over to Button. "Button! Can you put a hold on your cartoons and go get Ryder's phone? It should be on the right nightstand in mommy's bedroom." You know I almost forget that Button has a subscription to a shared streaming service that he has access to as well as we do at the house... and Dash... she insisted on being a part of it. He paused it and I heard him run off just as the sizzling stopped for a moment before feeling a hand being rested on my back. "Something tells me you didnt sleep well, most likely due to what we talked about last night.... Why dont I brew you some coffee or tea and we'll give your wife a call together after breakfast okay? Just take a deep breath.... I'm here for whatever you need."

I sat up and just sighed. "...Guess something to perk me up wont hurt...." I said. "....Just hoping Applejack is in a better mood.... And willing to talk about my worries.... I dont wanna put more stress on her risking something happening to the baby." Cream Heart went over to the cabinets pulling a coffee tin out and scooping some grounds into a nearby machine.

"You are right not to worry her but she's more than likely just as worried as you are by this. It doesnt hurt to ask." I huffed.

"Yeah... I just...."

"Ah ah! No more talking unless its to your wife or how many pancakes you want."

"Three please Miss Heart." Moments later Button returned with my phone and I just went and sat with him watching some of these cartoons. He was watching the old ones where they were basically video game cartoons. I heard there was one Alley Brawlers one online but I couldnt find it. Apparently it was so shitty, it only lasted two seasons. Anyhow after breakfast Button went back to his room to play some of his games while Cream Heart and I washed dishes. She sighed.

"You know its been some time since I've had some help with house work.... I know you helped a bit last night but... just thought you should know..."

"Being a single mother its.... I honestly wouldnt expect it to be easy especially between your job and all the house work you do. Speaking of which.... what do you do for work again?"

"Call center. Luckily I work from home, take care of Button on days off assuming I'm not swamped with calls. I would say its a lot like your job but you deal with more danger than I do with those callers who yell at me for no reason."

"Trust me... I get yelled at on a daily basis if not by my family, by the ponies who I have to question or when we have to tear apart a house room by room for evidence of whatever the call was for. Hell just recently I had to rip apart a tour bus just because of a stalker a certain celebrity had and they gave me a bit of shit for it but I gotta do what I gotta do to keep everyone safe... But enough of that... Lets just get this done and call the wife... See if she's willing to talk." She gave a nod as we scrubbed more dishes before we went outside and sat in the backyard.

The air was cool, the sun making the fog glow. I kinda hesitated on calling Applejack.... Didnt really call her directly. Called Big Mac. Cream Heart was right next to me on their backyard couch as we listened to the phone buzzing. She just rested a hand on my shoulder just as I heard a click and a tired groan. "....God dammit Ryder... The hell you want? I was asleep!" I heard Big Mac say. I gave a huff.

"Sorry Mac... Just wondering how AJ's doing from last night... Everything okay there?" I heard him yawn a bit.

"Yeah... Got her to calm down and get to sleep... You alright over there?"

"Wish I could say yes... Slept like shit, scared outta my mind... Just wanting to talk with AJ about it but I dont wanna stress her too much about it...."

"Sorry to hear it... What'd you wanna talk with her about it?"

I swallowed a lump in my throat. Though it felt like my mouth was being glued shut even with it still tasting of syrup. That's when Cream Heart took my phone and pulled me in for a hug. "Big Mac? This is Cream Heart. Button's mother." She said. "Ryder's a bit scared of not only being a parent but uh.... I think of losing Applejack during child birth...." Big Mac sighed.

"Yeah... Aint gonna lie it worries me too.... Been looking up what happens for a mother to die during child birth.... A lot of shit.... I'm proposing you have AJ checked out, see if she's at risk of any of it. I know she's worrying about it too... That night you were away helping in Canterlot she had a nightmare and got scared... Had to crawl into bed with me and didnt get back to sleep for an hour she was that scared."

I looked to my phone a bit shocked. "....She never told me that...." I said.

"Yeah.... Been asking Luna to see about keeping her mind at ease or something.... Never told you because she didnt wanna freak you out... Little does she know...."

"...Would you be willing to try to wake her? I wanna check on her... see if she's okay... Maybe let her know what's going on in my head...." I could hear him check his phone for the time. He sighed.

"I guess I could.... About time for me to get breakfast ready for the girls too... Wanna get her up and get her fed so she doesnt go complaining..."

"You do that... I'll... I'll be here..." Cream Heart hugged me. I just hugged back.

She gave a sigh. "...Its gonna be alright Ryder.... Do you want me to talk for you or do you think you're strong enough to say it yourself?" She asked. I took a deep breath.

"I'll say it... but if I start breaking down.... You take over...." She nodded as I heard a door open.

I heard my brother in law mumbling a little bit before hearing a feminine yawn and grunt. "Ryder....? You there sugarcube?" I heard Applejack ask.

"Yeah.... I'm here baby... You doing okay?" She sighed as I sat up a bit.

"Yeah... tired but... I'm fine..."

"Good... I feel a bit of the same... didnt sleep well last night.... Was worried and still kinda worried...." She gave a little aw.

"Sugarcube there aint nothin' to worry about with me... Baby's taking control and making me emotional and a bit sick but there aint nothin' a little TLC and some tea cant fix."

"...Well... Good but... That's not what I was worried about.... Its uh... its about....." I started to choke on my tongue.

"Ryder.... C'mon sugarcube just say it..."

Cream Heart looked into my eyes as I was tearing up. She sighed. "Miss Applejack, Cream Heart." She said. "Ryder is trying to say that he's afraid of losing you when giving birth.... Same with the child themselves..." Applejack gave a defeated sigh.

"Yeah.... I just... That thought's been on my mind since we knew we were having a kid.... Y'see Miss Heart.... My momma died giving birth to my baby sister... Aint sure what caused it to this day but... scares the hell outta me thinking I might be next.... Course my momma had three kids and I'm hoping I'm only having one... Lord help me if we're having twins...."

"I'm so sorry about that... No kids should lose their parent or vice versa... I already told this to Ryder and I suppose I should tell you that if there is ANYTHING you need and I mean anything, all you have to do is ask. If Ryder is out of the house and you need something I'm just a phone call away. I can even watch your sisters if you need to go out of town or what have you. I can even give tips with your pregnancy and your foal when they come."

"Well thank ya kindly Miss Heart.... Could use all the advice we can get... Already got the Cakes in town giving us some practice with the twins they got, not to mention my big baby of a husband you got there but he dont count none towards that..." Cream Heart chuckled a bit before reaching down to caress my wet padding making me blush hard.

"I wouldnt say that.... Thinking he had a bit of an accident last night and a mother should know a used diaper when she sees one no matter how out of practice she is. Now why dont you get ready for the day and I'll take care of your husband real quick before sending him home later. He's a bit soggy at the moment." Applejack and Big Mac both laughed making me blush harder.

"Yeah... Sounds like Ryder.... You take care of him. But uh... Ryder if you're still listenin' we need to be at the castle later... Twi called last night after you left and she wants us there later."

"Alright I'll be sure to send him out around noon."

"Seems fine and dandy there. Heck I may ask the Princess here in a bit if we can bring a guest if'n you and your son are free. We're plannin' to spend the night there after we speak with the medics there about our foal and seein' when we can get the ultrasound done!"

I huffed. "Well... Just know I dont wanna know what the gender of the kid is and I want it to be a surprise!" I said. And here Applejack's mood turned SOUTH.

"Yeah yeah ya big fucking baby just go get changed before you shit yourself! Swear if I dont see you by one..."

"I'll be there Applejack! Just... Calm down please... No stress for the baby and you need to eat without breaking anything. Gotta go sweetie. Love you!"

"Love you too.... Also gonna pretend I didnt hear what I think you just fucking said...."

I took my phone and hung up just as Cream Heart stood up taking my hand. "Did she really break something during a meal?" She asked.

I gave a nod. "Yeah... Got so mad during lunch she smashed a glass on the ground and all because of my meal getting mixed up with hers...." I replied. "Lucky no body got hurt but safe to say she needed a new not breakable glass with some water and something else to eat since she lost her appetite for what we were having...."

"Oh my... she gets a bit violent with her mood swings doesnt she?" I gave a nod as we started heading for the back door.

"Yeah... She does. Least she can control it somewhat in public... She snaps at me but hasnt gone and fully started an argument with anyone.... Figure I might as well call the Princess during the change, see if she can clear a few guests..."

"That would be nice. Gets me away from this house and gets Button away from his room. You just get into that room and start that call and I'll be in in a moment." I gave a nod and went into her room again making the bed real quick and getting the supplies out. The call was quick and painless, Princess okay'd them to come with me and we got there a bit early.

Totally not because of Applejack. Nope. When at the castle I split off from Cream Heart and Button so they could get a tour from Twilight. I just went to my room and sat down on the bed just starting to call Celestia. I just listened to the buzzing looking around the room... wondering where we could put a crib if we ever needed to go and fumigate the house or if we just needed to get out of the house for a while. Would we have to have a night light? I mean... Of course.... Dont wanna trip over any toys or clothes or anything. But... the thought came in if what if we were here one day and something like what happened in Canterlot happened....? Would we be targeted? If I had to defend the castle from shooters what would happen if I fell? What if I needed to go find Twilight and Applejack was taken? My kid? Those thoughts were quickly cut off hearing Celestia. "Ryder? Ryder are you there?" She asked.

I shook my head and gave a huff laying back in the bed. "Oh uh... Sorry Princess... H-how long were you on the line for?" I asked.

"Few minutes trying to get your attention. Did you butt dial me or something?"

"No Princess... I just... I've got a lot on my mind.... All about my family... You know me worrying the way I do..."

"That I do know.... Luna told me you've been freaking out when you sleep... That true?"

"Yes Princess.... Its either I'm losing Applejack in those nightmares or we lose the foal.... Both outcomes scare the shit out of me... Even if both survive which I pray to your mother happens.... What happens if there's some trouble? Like what happened in Canterlot while you were caring for Scootaloo?"

"Ryder.... We have very many guards that can be trained and can be there to aid Twilight, Cadence and both my sister and I. If you're in the area and something does happen, you and your family will be protected like us Princesses. We wont think nothing of it if you wish to hide and keep your family safe. And if you have to fight, stay safe doing it. My sister and I will do everything in our power to keep you and your wife happy however it may be. I already hear you and Applejack are seeing a doctor trying to do everything you can for a healthy wife and a healthy foal. Good start."

"Yeah. We're even thinking of expanding the house here soon. Not sure how to do it but we wanna keep things the same but make things bigger just keep everyone in their own rooms... Maybe a guest room or something... Not sure...." Celestia gave a hum.

"Let me toss the idea through a contractor, see if he can come up with a plan. Should send him out there in a few days to speak with you and since you know how to build and fix things, especially with your family who can build things with ease you wouldnt be objecting to building it yourselves will you?"

"Only if someone can help with the piping for water and toilets. That's something I was NEVER good with... Ironic considering I can put shit together and take shit apart blindfolded." No joke. One of the Elites tested me at one point after we got back from saving my father told me to take apart a pistol and reload it a few times before they had me do it again, blindfolded and fire it down the range we were at. Blind fire with two near the center but not exact center. And I did it all without breaking the gun.

"I'll see if I cant set you up with the supplies and the contractor for the piping if you're building floor by floor. Maybe something extra if you want a garage if you want a place to store your cars and such."

"You know... That's not much of a bad idea.... Would help if I needed to work on any of the cars.... Just run it by Big Mac and AJ first beforehand. Would rather do it with permission and not a pissed off family if we had to either tear down or relocate some trees..."

"I'll get on that. But just know Ryder.... Everything's gonna be okay. No matter what. We want to see you happy.... Perhaps later tonight you say a quick prayer to mother, have her hear your words and wish for positivity. She will aid if she can. If you start thinking these thoughts, take a deep breath, call either Luna or I and we shall assist. Do you understand?"

"Y-Yes Princess."

"Good. Now you get on with your day. Just start with one thing at a time. I'll even clear some time away from the guard if you need it. We're here to help. I'm even sure your friends are there for you as well, same with your mother...." I gave a sigh standing up.

"Thank you Princess... Wouldnt mind a chat with Mama Spitfire.... she might be able to help... maybe.... I'll speak with you soon. I need to find Twilight... Maybe see about getting something to drink too...."

"Right then. Carry on General."

"Later Princess." I hung up and shoved my phone in my pocket before heading out to find Twilight and Cream Heart. Found them with Button in the kitchen. We sat there, talked about the foal, what we're already doing and what we need for the future and even Cream Heart offered to Foal sit when possible. We even talked about planning for the baby shower and Twilight is making a list of who is gonna go in to the ultrasound with Applejack. So far we narrowed it down to Gilda, Fluttershy, Twilight herself and one of the Cakes... If they're up for it. If the Cakes know, Pinkie will know by proxy when making cake batter... or something... We still havent chosen what we're doing. But for obvious reasons we wont tell Rarity or Dash. Dash because she just.... She's a blabber. Rarity because knowing her she's gonna make outfits and she's gonna forget to put one away if I'm ever over and spoil it for me. Leaving out Mama Spitfire because she's gonna be busy, same with Soarin.... Dont think Big Mac wants to go and the girls have better things to do.

After that we invited Rarity and the girls over, even Babs for a sleep over that Cream Heart and I had to supervise. Wasnt bad. Babs and I played Bass Villain and we swapped with Scootaloo and Button, and when not playing games we just chilled and ate snacks until it was time for bed. I carried Babs and Scootaloo to bed while Button had to be carried by his mother and luckily Sweetie Belle and Applebloom were able to walk to their rooms. From here Cream Heart took over after placing them in their own rooms. They shared rooms but separate beds. Babs and Scootaloo in one, Applebloom and Sweetie in another and Button in a room with his mom, all in close proximity to each other. Bloom and Sweetie know what to do if they get woken up by one another but just in case I'm having a guard stationed outside the door, help the fillies find a restroom if needed and will alert Cream Heart if necessary. Anywho I was now in the room with Applejack cuddling with her like we just were watching a movie on the couch. She sighed and nuzzled me. "...Sorry I yelled atcha and kicked ya out last night sugarcube...." She said. I kissed her on her forehead.

"Dont worry about it AJ.... I know that baby in there's giving you some troubles.... but I still love you and that foal anyways." I said. "....But.... I really meant what I said earlier.... about you going the way of your mother or we just lose the foal entirely.... Celestia said she and her sister arent letting that happen... Even Celestia wanted us to at least pray to her mother.... maybe see if we can get a little heavenly aid for this.... Either that or we ask Luna to visit with your parents and maybe mine for a few tips on this parenting thing.... I know you and Mac had to at least help with Applebloom but what do I have? Maybe changing diapers but.... that's just about it...."

"Ryder... You've been a caretaker for Scootaloo since your parents passed on and she's turning out fine.... You may have had to change some diapers but you're feeding her, making sure she's clothed, loved and then some... You're doing fine there. Sure the baby is gonna be a bit more work but think of it this way..." She stopped and thought for a moment before giving a huff. "Wait... No... Nope... That aint right.... Lets just leave it as you're a damn good caretaker for your sister and you're gonna be a damn great father. Now... You wanna call Luna and ask her about seein our parents for some advice?"

I swear if timing were something attached to what you say, I'd be asking for a hundred bits every time I went out of the house because right then and there Luna was calling. I recognized her 8-bit game song ringtone. I looked to AJ before snatching up my phone and putting it on speaker. "There we are good evening Ryder! My sister told me you spoke with her earlier?" She said.

I gave a huff holding Applejack close. "Yeah... I was speaking with her. She told me she'd give me time for family, stuff for expanding and would even give me safety among family if things didnt go quite right." I replied. "I was actually just about to call you and... maybe see about visiting with our parents? Maybe tell them the good news and see about some advice they could give us?"

"With pleasure Ryder. We wanna see your family relatively stress free as well as you being at the top of your game at home or on duty. Get yourselves some rest. I'll be meeting you in a moment." She hung up leaving us to get ready for bed. Plugged my phone in, got into my PJ's and we just went straight to bed. As we fell asleep we were whisked away to a dream realm. It was a blank dreamscape with only me, AJ and Luna. Luna was wearing sweat pants and a tank top. Applejack and I were in our PJ's. Luna sighed bringing us in for a hug. "You two have had a field day with your minds.... Apologies if I havent been paying attention to either of you close enough... gotta help the kids with their issues from time to time." She broke the hug leaving me and AJ to hold hands. "Alright... Are we ready?" Both AJ and I gave a nod. "Good. Cover your eyes, keep em shut tight and we'll be there in a moment."

We gave another nod before hugging each other holding our eyes shut tight. I grew a bit nervous waiting for the noises to stop. Was even that much more nervous waiting to see our parents reactions. When we heard the shifting stop we opened our eyes we found ourselves among the clouds. Luna beckoned us to follow her. I was nearly frozen but Applejack dragged me along. We soon came upon the throne of Heavens Light where we all just bowed in respect to her. She smiled as we stood back up. "Welcome welcome you two! And might I say, congratulations on your little miracle." She said making Applejack blush. She looked to her daughter. "Also Luna? I'm sorry to say but I think I took to your job a bit, poked around in their minds.... I might be breaking my own rule to say so far the path you are on will result in survival of both the mother and foal."

I swallowed a bit remembering the time I was sent forward in time to where I was dead and Applejack was alone with Scootaloo and our Daughter, Applemash in the house... "And of me Miss Light?" I asked. She chuckled a bit.

"Of course. You two General. Dont think I've felt your presence in another time line." That's when Applejack and Luna looked to me.

Luna approached me. "Ryder? Did something happen that didnt reach my ears?" She asked.

I sighed. "Uh.... Remember that one thing you had to clear from my mind thinking I was talking crazy?" I asked. She blushed a bit.

"Oh... THAT.... I... I honestly swore you were talking about...." She glanced at AJ for a moment. "N-Nevermind...." She looked away at the ground just covering her mouth.

I didnt look but I could feel AJ's eyes piercing right through my skull. "Ryder.... You wanna explain to me what the HELL you're talkin' about?" She asked. Luna used her magic to teleport me to her side and just shield me with her wing.

"Now Applejack.... I'll tell it for him... Apparently in this timeline he came upon you with your foal and he wasnt around and when he proved himself to you that it was him you called a few familiar faces whom would've liked to see him. This was about twenty years into the future and I still dont know what compelled him to do this but he ended up sleeping with.... with.... uh.... Someone who he was very close with and protects as if they were blood related and it isnt his sister...." You know... I couldnt tell if she were gonna scream, faint, cry or all three but she just looked at me with a blank face. I was blushing hard and hid more behind Luna feeling embarrassed like I had just pissed my pants in the middle of a football stadium and then had my shorts yanked off only to reveal my dick either caged or shrunk to the size of a peanut.

Heaven's Light joined our side and rested a hand on her daughter's shoulder. "Miss Applejack, I assure you no sin was committed nor crime has been done." She said. "It was consensual on both sides, she was of age and it was sudden for him but he couldnt say no to her after she's been harboring the feelings she's had since the attack on Manehattan. Wouldnt you feel the same after someone saving your life from certain death?"

Applejack closed her eyes tight and pinched her nose taking a deep breath just to sigh it out. "Alright.... Ryder.... We're talking about this later.... Alone." She said. "Aint gonna yell, aint gonna hurt ya... I just wanna know what happened, how it happened and who the hell sent you there!"

I gave a huff ducking under Luna's wing. "Time travel, accident, Twilight, good talk!" I said before turning to Luna and her mother. "But uh... For the real reason we're here? Our parents? We wanna give them the good news and perhaps some advice."

Heavens Light smiled. "Of course of course!" She said. "Let me just...." She snapped her fingers and the clouds puffed up and created a couch big enough for us to sit. And with the other hand she raised it into the air raising the long line of doors before giving her hand a quick swipe making the doors just speed by before almost as if by pure luck it just slowed down and stopped at our parents doors. "Do you two wish to knock on your parents doors or do you want me or my daughter to do so?" I sat AJ on the couch before looking to Heaven's Light.

"I got this. Just be a quick moment." I flew right over to the door giving each door a knock before landing in the middle of both doors. I waited for a moment before my parents door opened up and my dad poked his head out. He gave a smile stepping out in his white suit. "Surprise!" He gave a chuckle as I came over and hugged him.

Dad looked inside as he gave a laugh. "Honey! Ryder's here for a visit!" He said.

I looked inside and saw mom coming down the stairs inside. "There's my baby boy!" She said joining in on the hug.

My ear flickered hearing the door next to us open up. I just looked to my parents. "Why dont you two join the Princess and her mother? I gotta get AJ's parents. We got some news and we wanna get it out in one go." I broke away and they just looked to eachother before walking that way.

I gave Bright Mac (my father in law) a smile as he came out, his wife, Pear Butter in tow. "Well hey there Ryder! What brings you here?" He asked giving me a handshake. I gave a sigh looking over my shoulder.

"Well, got the wife over there and we wanted to tell you and my parents some news. Wanna do it all in one go here. So if you'll follow me we can get this done!" They gave a nod and just followed me back to their daughter.

As we approached Applejack got up and hugged her parents just before I sat down. "Mama! Daddy!" She said.

Pear Butter gave a little giggle. "There's my little darlin.... Your hubby says you got some news for us?" She asked.

"You bet your best and brightest apple we do!" She looked to me and just kinda nudged her parents to sit down. I had to wave mine over just to stand up again... didnt even sit for a minute.

We waited a moment just to make sure everyone was situated. I took a deep breath and just sighed. "I know a lot over the years you guys have seen us grow up and flourish even when you couldnt anymore." I said. "I think I still owe Celestia and Luna something just for bringing you guys to the wedding to see us get married...." I looked to Applejack

"Yeah and were happy you help point us in the right direction at times but this news.... its a doozy for us as it is you.... We're uh...."

I swallowed a bit just looking at our parents faces. All waiting for the answer. That's when Luna came over and rested a hand on our shoulders. "They're trying to tell you they're expecting and wanted to share the news with the grandparents." She said. Our parents just looked at us. Pear Butter stuck a pinky in her ears making sure she was hearing right.

Dad got up and came over to me. Didnt take one moment before just snatching me away from AJ and Luna giving me a tight squeeze. "THAT'S MY BOY!" He yelled. He brought me over to the couch sitting me right next to Mom just as Applejack's parents got up to go hug her. "Its a good thing you dont smoke otherwise I'd wanna offer you a cigar just... Oh shit Ryder I honestly thought you'd never get this far!"

My mother hugged me and huffed. "Honey! Be nice! He's a new father and I'm pretty sure even he's surprised he's a father." She said. "Remember how you were when we brought Ryder home? You were almost in shock, scared of how we'd be able to take care of a kid when we couldnt have one until Scootaloo came along!"

"I uh.... Yeah..." He averted his gaze and rubbed the back of his neck. "I guess that was a bit too far.... Sorry Ry...."

I shrugged my mother off gently and sighed. "It's fine... I just...." I said before looking to mom. "Ma, do you think you can go get AJ's father and send him over? Both Applejack and I need a bit of expertise when it comes to this thing and it would be appreciated with any advice we can get..."

Mom smiled and hugged me giving me a kiss on the cheek before getting up. "Alright... But before I get him, I wanna let you know I'm proud of you..." She said. "Going from a jobless stallion living out of his parents house to a General taking care of his sister and still keeping her by your side through thick and thin.... You should ask the Princess to bring her for a visit!" I sighed and smiled.

"Definitely will. She would love it...." She looked to Dad. "You be nice now. Tell Ryder all the good things about being a father. Answer any of his questions if you can!" Dad nodded and just sat with me as she walked away. After a moment Luna and Bright Mac came over.

Luna sighed just as Bright Mac sat down next to me. "I'm glad to see you doing this Ryder. A stressed out new father is the thing that we need the least. Especially with the way you think." She said. "Go on, give Ryder advice gentlemen. Anything and everything you can give him. I'm just here to take notes for him."

They both looked to me. I couldnt even muster up any questions. Bright Mac sighed. "Lemme go first here son." He said. "Childcare aint like it used to be back when we had Big Mac. That boy went and cried for months during the nights every other day. Its gonna take a toll on ya, sure but your friends are gonna be swapping shifts with the kid. You both are gonna get up at first, make sure the baby gets fed, changed, what ever's wrong but it'll pass sooner or later. Before ya know it that kid is growing up and outta diapers and you're just taking em to their first day of school...."

Dad rested a hand on my shoulder. "Yeah and learn from me that no matter what that kid does to piss you off, love that kid, be there for em and just... Just dont do what I did with you and just push you away because of something stupid...." He said. "Any item can be replaced but a living being? Push em too hard and they might not ever be around anymore...." Yeah... Around middle school mom and dad were fighting so much and I was going through a break up with a marefriend who I honestly dont remember all that much but it hurt nonetheless.... Went through something and lets just say mom and dad stopped fighting and mom ended up having to take away any sharp objects I had, took me to the councelor at school and he brought me into his office every week just to see how I was doing, see if there was anything he could do to help me. Got me through a few months, helping me with homework and even brought in a game console to distract me for a few hours after school after my homework was done. That and he had a few parents from a school over come talk to me about what I was doing.... It was a lecture and a half but I learned.

"Yeah, not to mention just keep on being strong no matter what happens. If my little darlin' needs to go to the hospital for ANY reason other than giving birth, you be there for that foal. If its serious to where AJ aint gonna be there no more.... Dont make the same mistake I did when my wife passed on...."

I gave a huff just hugging my father in law knowing the pain he felt there. "Dont you worry... AJ aint gonna be joining you guys up here any time soon and I'm making sure of that...." I said. "And I'm gonna be as strong as I can be both for AJ, for our sisters and that foal. But.... Anything you'd suggest for when the foal does come?" He sighed prying me off him.

"Well other than the low sleep nights you're gonna need lots of diapers, quick snacks for you to eat if you cant get to meals, family safe car with a car seat and be expecting a lot of baby spit up.... AJ growing up had an iron stomach but when she was no bigger than a basketball, she was spittin up like she hated everything we tried to feed her. Ah... Another thing, keep an eye on that foal when you feed em.... Somethin' may not agree with em and either make em upset, mess with their stomachs or could throw them into some allergic reaction.... AJ's got that reaction to Senor Salt, dunno if its gonna be passed along to the foal."

"Yeah... dont wanna look away when that baby starts toddling along only to look back and see that baby gasping for air all because they stole my drink or something...." I sighed kicking back a little. "...That's another thing.... What if its not just one? What if its twins?"

Dad gave a chuckle. "Yeah.... I had that thought when your sister was gonna be born...." He said. "It was only until the ultrasound that made things better. Saw it was only your sister and kinda made me a bit at ease... I was still worried because your mother was still snippy and everything and even extremely picky about what we did, how it was done and just.... The mood swings.... Those moodswings are just emotionally taxing...." I gave a small laugh looking over at the mares across the way looking as if they were just gossiping about us.

"Yeah.... Already had to clear out a bit just because AJ got reaaaaally mad... stayed somewhere else last night.... Sometimes its the occasional snip with her, other times its tears.... then there's the random fits of violence.... Other than that she's basically still the same mare I love...."

Bright Mac sighed. "And you're good to remember that through and through." He said. "Big Mac was a bit of a pain when he was in the wife.... AJ was more sweeter but Applebloom? It's almost like that filly was putting my apples in a vice grip threatenin' to tear em off if her mother didnt get what was satisfying her craving..." He looked back to me. "Its normal for this. Just what ever happens.... Love that mare until the end....."

"I definitely will sir...." I sighed. I looked to Luna. "Princess.... Can I ask something? I just.... I want a favor.... a few.... and whatever you want me to do as payment will be done."

Luna hummed as she came and sat on the couch next to my father. "I suppose I can think of something as payment for thy favors...." She said. "And.... I think I know what the favors are.... Time with your parents and Applejack's as well?" I gave a nod. "Of course. It might be one at a time but it would be something nice to see.... Bring the family around and have them see the home.... Probably the new one after its built?" I sighed looking to my dad and the in-law.

"Yeah... That honestly sounds good... Maybe have a quick family dinner with a home cooked meal... More of a private family thing...." I sighed looking back to Applejack who was just hugging her mother. "...Looks like we're both just as scared as becoming parents.... Wondering if we're gonna do a good job.... Wondering if everything's gonna go well... Wondering how much our lives are gonna change...."

Luna sighed standing up. "Lives change all the time... large changes, small changes and everything in between..." She said. "With a new foal? Anything could be a part of that change.... You're already expecting sleep changes, more diaper changes, and maybe some sore muscles when rebuilding the house but other than that? Only time will tell... Anything else you wish to ask before we take you to wake up?"

I looked to Luna and then to the father figures... Then back to Luna just kind of alluding to her to go to see if AJ was okay without even saying it. She gave a nod and went over to the mares leaving me to get up and sigh. "Everything okay son?" Bright Mac asked. "Seems like this is something that's hard to ask because even you dont know if you could accept the answer...."

I gave a huff and looked back to him. "Yeah... I just.... This question has been on my mind ever since... Well...." I said starting to get hesitant.

Dad huffed. "Just go ahead Ryder. Ask it. We'll try to give you a straight answer... Do you want Luna or her mother over here?" He asked. I took a deep breath just holding up two fingers. "Got it. Just... Sit back and relax. I'll go get her." I nodded and just sat down next to Bright Mac who just rubbed my back.

Moments later Heaven's Light came over with my father who sat back down next to me. The tall mare gave a smile kneeling down. "Alright... What is thy question that ails you so much?" She asked. "Deep breath and just say it... No judgement here."

I swallowed and just took a deep breath. "I just... I ask this because a certain someone came into my life who I just dont know if I can trust...." I said. "I question his trust because of something he did before we met but he's given me advice and saved me from myself a few times... He's just.... I already know where he's going because of what he did to someone close to me but.... He regrets it and is doing everything in his power to try to just.... make amends for that? Try to do what I do and keep all the bad ponies away from the ones he cares about? So... I guess the question is... Is it wise to trust him? Maybe give him a shot for even being in my life?" She gave a hum as she picked me up and sat in my spot putting me on her lap like I was a little child with my mother.

"So... If I know this correctly.... This pony hurt someone close to you before you met... And they apparently are doing some similar guard work but something is different about it trying to gain forgiveness or something from the pony they hurt or myself.... And they've contacted you, giving you advice for... what exactly?"

"Well for one... My marriage... During a bachelor party I was having I ended up freaking out and running off... He found me when I was a few drinks in and about to bed a mare who aided me through the war.... He found me, talked me out of the uh.... festivities... and got me to go back and help choose who I wanted out of three princesses to officiate my wedding... Not to mention save my ass on my wedding day with my friends in tow.... and... maybe a few other things but... I just.... I saved him recently... felt like it was more personal rather than just work...." I averted my gaze. She sighed.

"Well.... This does seem to be plaguing your mind quite a bit.... I would say sit with him if possible... have a talk and then decide if you forgive his actions.... Maybe I can ask my daughter better details on this but as for this? Forgivness is something earned and if you think he's earned it, forgive him. If not, dont. And I would let him know either way."

"...Alright.... Give it time and forgive him if he deserves it.... Just know I'm not asking him to be saved in any way even if I do forgive him.... He deserves what he gets...." She sighed.

"It must've been something horrible if even you think he deserves to be with Hellfire...." She looked to the stallions at our side. "Can you two go see the mares and how they're doing? Maybe send my daughter back over?" Each stallion gave a nod before getting up and leaving us alone.

Luna came back over. She sat next to us. "Mother? Is everything alright?" She asked. "They told me to come back over here... Is Ryder freaking out again?" She sighed stroking my mane.

"No. He's just having me guide his moral compass... Says someone hurt someone close to him and is trying to make things right by helping by giving advice and protection from enemies of Equestria." Luna sighed.

"Right... his father.... its as he says.... That stallion was arrested for raping Ryder's birth mother and he's reappeared through.... questionable means.... means that broke protocol.... But he has done a lot to aid Equestria.... He's served his sentence and then some with what he's endured.... When he first revealed himself to Ryder all he wanted to do was talk but since he was a rogue variable in the General's area near his family and he had to defend his family only when he wanted to talk. I ordered Ryder to arrest him yet... He didnt and I had a feeling it wasnt just because of insubordination. Whatever gut feeling the General had seems to have paid off for the better.... Despite revealing himself to the public and the mare who he had raped, he managed to save Ryder from changelings and return him safe and sound for his wedding which you saw." I just lowered my head, my ears and my wings started to tremble a bit. Heaven hugged me.

"When someone chooses diplomacy over violence, I see it as a form of good faith.... Choosing to shoot first? Ask questions later? Its something that doesnt need to be done in every situation.... Yes Ryder felt threatened and he had the ones he cared about nearby... Wife and sisters and his brother in law. Not to mention his guard training told him to defend himself, his homestead and his family. Yet when he took advice from this stallion he learned a lesson from something...."

"Yeah... He got his ass handed to him mother...."

"Well... That is certainly a lesson. He learned from it so in the future he learned to listen before acting. Sure it may have been a risk to his work but it proved beneficial to both parties." She looked to me. "Is that right General?" I didnt answer.

"Ryder... You're not in trouble for any of this. It's alright."

I huffed. "I know but... I honestly feel like it should've gone differently with those encounters... Like my orders are still nagging at me to still act on them." I said.

"Well disregard those orders. Continue to work along side your father as long as he doesnt cross any lines...."

"...I wanna but... then there's the feeling of betraying my mother's trust by even speaking with him.... Its just..."

"Ryder. If your mother finds out, talk to her, let her know about things. If she doesnt, allow me or my sister to intervene. I dont want to see such a faithful reunion of mother and child ruined over something such as that...." She picked me up off her mothers lap. "Now come on. Lets get you and Applejack to wake up. I'll be sending a written list to Twilight come the morning about what has been spoken here for advice. She'll pass things on as things come up." I gave a nod and just looked to Heaven's Light giving a little bit of a smile.

"Miss Light... Thank you for this opportunity once again..."

Heaven's Light smiled back. "Any time for you and your family Ryder." She replied. "Now off you go. I need to find some wandering souls to bring around... Toughest part of my job and it never gets any easier...." I gave an uneasy nod before going off with Luna back to AJ and our parents. We went and made a plan for what parents come first and we agreed that Applejack's parents would come around first and then mine. After that we were taken back to our dreamscape and woken up.... Immediate shower because Applejack didnt get out the door before puking all over both of us which... honestly made me wanna get sick but I choked it down. We cleaned up, got our list of advice from Luna and we just spent a majority of the day there at the castle. I spent some time with the kids while Cream Heart and the Princess went out with everyone to get some lunch. I paid my way and for the fillies for what they wanted while Button had his mom pay for his.... After that most of us went back home. Dash and Fluttershy took the fillies, Babs included to watch them while AJ, Big Mac and I had a bit of a day off cleaning the house and what not but still it was something that got something done while not being busy for just like... anything else for the rest of the time we didnt have two fillies bugging us.... Love em but seriously.... Sanity can take only so much with those two complaining about something. Anywho I think I've gone on for long enough. Later.