A Pony's Desire: The Fantabulous Exoneration of one Starlight Glimmer

by AstroCyclone71

Rating: mature
Tags: Twilight Sparkle, Profanity, Princess Luna, Drama, Porn, Trixie, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Fetish, Starlight Glimmer, Romance, Sex
Length: 13485

Starlight Glimmer has a deep secret, one she cannot admit to anypony, or even completely to herself, and it tears her up inside. But secrets like these cannot stay concealed forever.

Starlight Glimmer is in a loving and romantic relationship with Trixie, and it is a relationship to be jealous of; but Starlight is not completely content, her heart longs for somepony else entirely. She has a deep and erotic fantasy for this special pony, one that keeps her awake at night.

Starlight wants nothing more than to confess her feelings and enjoy her fantasy in her real and waking life, but lacks the confidence to do it, for she fears the pony she longs to be with does not share Starlight's feelings. Furthermore, Starlight knows that this will break Trixie's heart, or potentially even worse.

She is torn inside, the want to stay with a loving, romantic and loyal partner, contrasted by an overwhelming lust for somepony else entirely slowly takes its toll on Starlight. She cannot stay in this emotional roller coaster for much longer.

Only a powerful magical experience can grant her the ability to truly come to terms with her feelings, and escape her emotional turmoil. But realizing her true desires will take her on the most titillating thrill ride of her life, exploring and conquering her deepest, most erotic fantasy. In doing so, she just might learn a lesson or two about the value of sex, love and romantic desire.

Published 2020-12-30 08:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2020-12-30 08:00:00 UTC

Chapter 1: Just a Fantasy

Starlight Glimmer was about finished packing her things into her saddle bag. She was tired and looking forward to a nice, relaxing weekend, without thinking about work. Her job as Head Mare of the School of Friendship was very busy, and this week had been especially demanding. Mid-term exams were upon the students and it was Starlight’s job as Head Mare to be in contact with the ministry of education, and curate the examination process. She was also tasked with helping to mark the exams of some of her students, further adding to her workload. Starlight was feeling the weight of the past week of exams; marking, curating, and constantly writing to the ministry, and she was allowed no help, as the ministry took the threat of corruption in examination very seriously. Starlight was exhausted, she organized the finished exams and packaged them neatly into envelopes to be sent to the ministry next week. When she finished she slumped down into her chair and heaved a long sigh.

“Finally” she said to herself “That’s the last of them” she used her magic to take a sip from her mug, draining the last half a sip of cold coffee which had been sitting there all day, slowly being sipped away whenever Starlight could spare a second from her duties.

“How did Twilight handle this so well?” she thought to herself. Starlight found her thoughts frequently migrating towards Twilight Sparkle. She was just so good at everything, and Starlight loved that about her. She loved to see Twilight confidently attempt anything, somehow knowing that everything would be just fine in the end. Starlight tried to do what Twilight did, but it never quite worked out like that. Starlight knew she could never be as amazing as Twilight Sparkle, Starlight idolized that pony as a mentor and a very good friend, but Starlight had much deeper feelings for Twilight than she would admit to anypony, even to Trixie, whom she had been dating for some time now. Twilight would enter her thoughts whenever she got stressed, sad or frustrated, it would be an outlet for her throughout her days, and even some nights.

Starlight felt her stress of the day leave as Twilight entered her thoughts again; she felt calmer, and clearer, almost as if the already silent office got even quieter, all Starlight could hear was Twilight’s voice singing to her. She was singing a beautiful melody of hums. Starlight closed her eyes and got lost in the melody, it made her heart beat faster.

Her thoughts were shattered in an instant though when there was a loud knock at her door. Before Starlight could even gather herself, let alone ask who it was or even say “Come in” Trixie burst in smiling widely.

“Hey Starly!” She seemed to sing as she walked in “Ready to get going? I’m soooooo ready to get out of this place and not even think of those kids and their problems for a few days.” She said as she strode in. Starlight quickly adjusted herself and used her magic to retrieve her saddle bag. “uh ya o-of course!” She said quickly to Trixie, as her reality quickly returned

“You ok hun?” Trixie asked smiling and raising an eyebrow at Starlight “You work way too hard, Starly, it’s not good for you, ya know?”

Starlight blushed a little “Ya, I know, it’s just there so much stuff Twilight left me responsible for”

Trixie rolled her eyes “Ugh. That mare is such a do-gooder, she is all work and ZERO fun.” She said in an annoyed voice. Starlight could not help but feel taken aback by Trixie’s remark, but Starlight knew she wasn’t the biggest fan of Twilight in the first place.

“She just thinks she’s so much better than anypony else with her magic and her friends. As if they are invincible together. It makes me sick! We get it, you’re the best, now shut the buck up!”

Trixie frequently got herself hung up about ponies, especially Twilight, but Starlight knew this was usually aggravated by her end of week fatigue.

“Come on Trix, lets go home” Starlight said trying to sound calming and affectionate. Though, she was still annoyed by Trixie’s remarks. She tried to just forget about them.

As the two walked home from the School to their cottage at the edge of Ponyville, Trixie continued on about her day. “So get this, Ocellus likes Sandbar now, but she’s too chicken to ask him out, she’s scared of Yona or something, I don’t know. It was a very uneventful story, Ocellus is so shy it kills me!” Trixie went on.

“Trix! You’re not supposed to tell me this stuff! That’s student confidentiality breach right there, completely violating a student’s trust.” Starlight scolded

“Oh hush now Starly, its boring shit and you know I don’t have the patience for that” Trixie rebutted

Starlight hated Trixie's bad habit of disclosing students’ private troubles. But there was not much she could do, Trixie was a pony that few could contain. And this was something that applied to every aspect of Trixie’s personality. Trixie was a free spirit, she did what she wanted whenever she wanted. Starlight sometimes found it hard to live with Trixie. She lived quite messy and hated cleaning up, a task that nearly always fell on Starlight, from cleaning to laundry; but Trixie was a very good cook who made many fancy dishes, much to Starlight’s enjoyment. Trixie was also very romantic; the couple enjoyed wonderful quality time cuddling and reading or watching movies together. They also enjoyed great sex, Trixie was wonderfully dominant, but she could work wonders with her tongue, which made Starlight melt.

Despite all this, Starlight was not completely content. She loved Trixie very much, but the one pony Starlight dreamed about was Twilight Sparkle. Starlight would fantasize constantly about her, from anything like simply talking to her over coffee, to hot sex where anything went. Starlight’s ultimate fantasy was to dominate Twilight, to make Twilight her own personal pet, in a loving way. She wanted to connect with her spiritually, to take control of a part of her, yet leave another part of her to be wild and free. The thought of being with Twilight in this way excited Starlight like nothing else, she felt herself getting wet at the very thought.

Starlight could not have this kind of relationship with Trixie; it was Trixie who was the dominant one in the relationship. Despite Trixie being magical in bed, Starlight’s specific fantasy prevented her from completely enjoying Trixie’s company. Starlight felt guilty, as having Trixie in her life was still a wonderful thing. Without her, Starlight had nopony to confide in, and Trixie was a loyal companion to Starlight; despite her annoying traits, the two completed each other in a way. Starlight found happiness in her fun and loving nature.

It tore Starlight up inside, having a relationship that most ponies would be extremely jealous of, yet lusting after somepony else entirely. The rift in her soul, caused by a split desire between Trixie for material love and compassion, and Twilight for romantic fantasy, caused incredible distress for Starlight, and it always tormented her free mind.

Starlight was brought back to reality from her thoughts when they arrived at their front door.

“Celestia, I’m starving!” Trixie groaned loudly. “Can you make us dinner Starly?” she chimed

Starlight wanted to groan, but Trixie had cooked every night all week, so she knew it was her turn. Dinner was extremely quick, frozen hay burgers and a glass of wine.

“Wow, Starly, so romantic” Trixie said sarcastically after they ate “What? You don’t love your great and powerful partner enough to make her an effort?” Trixie teased jokingly

“I’m tired, Trix” Starlight groaned. It was true, the exam week really took its toll on Starlight, and her stress usually enhanced her lust for Twilight, which did not help.

“Dear Celestia, Starly, you work way too hard” Trixie said through her signature, smiling scowl. “That Twilight must enjoy seeing you suffer, while she washes her plot in that castle in Canterlame”

Trixie put on a mocking voice of Twilight Sparkle “Oh Starlight! Do this! Talk to that! Make sure the school is as boring as ever! And make sure you lick the crud off my plot too while you’re at it!” Then she broke into a snorting laugh.

Starlight thought Trixie did some funny voices, but she didn’t like the one of Twilight, or the fact that the Twilight voice was the one Trixie often mocked. Twilight was extremely fair and Starlight didn’t like how Trixie shamed her and exaggerated her royal abuse, which in reality was nonexistent. Twilight was an extremely compassionate ruler of Equestria, and an even more compassionate pony. Starlight had admired Twilight ever since she and her friends made her realize the true magic of friendship, and since then Starlight had been slowly developing strong feelings for her.

“Oh Starlight, don’t forget to tell Mayor Mare I think she’s a lazy old hag who would give an amazing hoofjob too” Trixie continued her voice, but she was laughing to the point that nothing she said made any sense anymore. Starlight was getting annoyed.

“Cut it out, Trix!” Starlight said, a little louder than she intended.

“Oh come now Starly! I’m only joking! And it’s not that I'm completely wrong about her.” Trixie said

Starlight wanted to argue, but she knew better. Trixie was an expert arguer and negotiator, she would destroy Starlight if she even dared to challenge her. It was a way Trixie stayed dominant in a relationship, she could talk quickly, get inside the heads of ponies easily, and use her smooth yet firm talks to bend anypony to her will. Initially this apprehended Starlight, but she also knew Trixie was a devoted lover, and never gave up on those she truly admired. Starlight knew this of Trixie from many years of amazing friendship, but when Trixie made a move to be more than friends, it was in such a loving and caring way that Starlight could not refuse. She saw it in Trixie’s eyes that she wanted to be with Starlight long term and truly loved her. Starlight felt similar, she did admire Trixie, and she wanted a relationship with her, and now for nearly 2 years the two were an official couple. Starlight loved Trixie, but she just could not shake the overwhelming, and rapidly developing adoration for Twilight, a feeling she somehow always knew was there, but was amplified now that she was in a relationship with somepony else.

“Anyway, I’m kinda sleepy, but I need a good, hot shower first. Care to join me Starly?”

Starlight was still thinking about how incorrect Trixie was about Twilight, but the mention of a good shower did intrigue her. A warm shower with Trixie was always a good stress relief, they have had a lot of fun there together in the past. “I’d love a shower, Trix” Starlight said happily.

The two made for the bathroom, and stepped in. The hot water against her coat instantly soothed Starlight, she felt her stress start to vanish, and with it her thoughts of Twilight. As the water heated up around them, Starlight could feel Trixie’s hoof between her legs, slowly working her way towards her marehood. Starlight was surprised but quickly came to enjoy Trixie’s soft, sensual touch. Trixie had an amazing talent for teasing, and Starlight did adore this. Trixie began slow yet firm rubs around Starlight’s clit, which made her moan softly, and she spread her legs for Trixie to get a better angle.

“That feels good doesn’t it Stary?” Trixie cooed softly in her ear “You really want this, don’t you? It’s just what you need after that long, busy week”

Trixie read her mind, it was exactly what she needed; all she could do was moan sensually, enjoying the gentle, loving touch of her partner.

“Oh yeah, after a stressful week like this, you need the love of your Great and Powerful Trixie to calm you right down, to turn you into the lovely, sweet angel you can be when completely relaxed and in love.” Trixie was working her hooves faster now, Starlight could feel her hot juices oozing from her mound. The hot water against her coat only intensified the wonderful pleasure, she moaned louder as she was brought closer to the edge by her partner. Starlight used her magic to retrieve a toy from the shower shelf, she used her magic to slowly rub the large phallic around Trixie’s marehood.

“Oh Starly you wonderful angel!” She moaned as Starlight slowly used her magic to insert the toy into Trixie’s swollen pussy. Trixie moaned and grunted loudly in pleasure, her dominating voice ringing off the granite shower walls.

“Yes Starly, yes! Faster, please!” Trixie begged. The faster Starlight moved the toy inside Trixie, the faster Trixie rubbed Starlight’s own pussy. She felt herself teetering on the edge of climax, and she knew Trixie was about there as well.

“Together” Starlight moaned, overwhelmed with stimulus from Trixie’s magical touch. “Yes baby” Trixie replied. Together they allowed their bodies to tip over the edge, to reach climax. Starlight’s body contracted and she felt a release of hot, wet pleasure, she moaned loudly with each wave of orgasmic bliss, each more intense than the last. She felt Trixie come as well, though no matter how intense her orgasm was, she never once let up on her graceful touch on Starlight’s sex.

After what felt like hours, Starlight and Trixie finally calmed down from their ecstasy. They simply lay on the floor of the shower, locked in each other’s embrace.

“Oh Starly, I love you so much” Trixie said gazing into Starlight’s eyes. “I love you too Trix” Starlight replied back. She closed her eyes and her lips met Trixie’s. They shared a good long kiss that only seemed to arouse them more, before Starlight finally turned off the water, much to Trixie’s surprise. “Water bills will force us outside” Starlight said jokingly, followed by Trixie pecking her on the cheek cutely.

The two left the shower and towelled off, they wrapped themselves in their matching robes. A Hearts and Hooves Day gift to each other, which were adorned with the other’s cutie mark, as a statement of their devotion to one another. Starlight was always eventually affirmed that she and Trixie were in a very loving relationship, and both ponies cherished each other, and for all of Trixie’s annoying quirks, she more than made up for it all in their sex life, but Starlight’s thoughts still managed to return to Twilight much more often than she liked. She just could not shake her desire for that mare. She often dreamed about her, that Starlight had Twilight all to herself, as a pet, no as a loyal companion to her. She dreamed of pleasing her pet and then her pet pleasing her. Starlight was simply fascinated by the thought of having Twilight in her life as her very own. But at the same time as all this, she did know that they would never share a relationship like this. Twilight was ruler of Equestria, the most important pony in the land, how would somepony like that get into a relationship like this with Starlight? Also Twilight was her friend, and mentor, not her lover. Trixie was Starlight’s lover, and the pony she was to sleep with. Starlight was to accept that she and Twilight were not meant to be, and that she should just focus on enjoying Trixie.

“Ready for bed Starly?” Trixie sang from the bedroom, Starlight didn’t even realize she was still standing in the bathroom looking at the mirror with her toothbrush levitating in the air by her magic.

“In a minute Trix” She called, hurrying to rinse her mouth.

Trixie was already in bed, she was lying invitingly with her legs spread revealing her open marehood displaying her beautiful flower, as if it were begging for Starlight’s touch.

“Care to continue where we left off?” Trixie cooed. Starlight did admit it looked inviting, but the fun in the shower left her exhausted.

“Oh Trix, you’re so gorgeous, but…”

“But what? Don’t tell me you’re tired” Trixie cut her off, she glared at Starlight through that ever lustful, signature scowl, as if telling Starlight with her eyes what she wished “I’m just getting started, this week was crazy for me too, I'm SO horny you have no clue Starly!” Trixie was using her skilled art of persuasion, and Starlight knew she was no match for it.

“I…” Starlight began, but she knew it was useless.

“Come on Starly, you know you want to” Trixie said as romantically as ever, her eyes practically taking control of Starlight’s mind. Starlight could see Trixie’s flower pulsate with each word. She did want to.

Starlight lay down, and began gently prodding around Trixie’s mound with her tongue.

“Yeah Starly! I knew you would come around, I’m simply irresistible” Trixie moaned. Starlight inserted her tongue inside Trixie, and ever so gently licked her desperately throbbing flower. Juices flowed all around. Trixie let out a long, satisfied moan. She repositioned herself, and before Starlight knew it, Trixie had her tongue inside Starlight. They licked at each others sensitive pussies and quickly reached simultaneous orgasm.

“Mmm Starly, you’re just divine!” Trixie groaned. Starlight also felt satisfied, the way she always did no matter what she and Trixie did in bed.

“Mmmm, I’ll be dreaming about this tonight my love” Trixie said stroking Starlight’s mane lovingly. Starlight kissed her on the nose “may your dreams be sweet” She replied lovingly.

After another long kiss, Starlight used her magic to turn off the lights at her side of the bed. “Goodnight Trix” She said softly.

“Night Starly, sweet dreams my love” Trixie replied, and turned out her own light.

Starlight’s thoughts returned to Twilight as she drifted off to sleep, she knew she was in for another night of wild dreams.

Starlight Glimmer found herself in the same cozy coffee shop she often returned to in her dreams. BonBon Café was in a prime location on Manehattan’s Saddle Row; it was a popular stop with ponies on expensive and lavish shopping trips, and the café was not particularly cheap either. Starlight sometimes came here in her dreams, it was here where she would meet Twilight for coffee and biscuits, and just enjoy one another’s company, one of Starlight’s more mild fantasies. Starlight sat down in her favourite booth, and ordered her and her friend’s favourite from the waitress mare: 2 cappuccinos and a sample platter of Belgian biscuits. Twilight arrived soon after.

“Hey Starlight!” She greeted cheerfully. Starlight’s heart skipped a beat as she saw her.

“Hey!” She replied trying not to blush.

Twilight sat down beside her as the waitress brought them their refreshments.

“Oh Starlight, my favourite! You always remember to order the best here.” Twilight said affectionately

“I order the best, for you deserve the best” Starlight replied, batting her eyelashes

“Mmmm, the biscuits are so fresh, and how do you know how to make my coffee even better than I know how to make it?” Twilight asked affectionately

“I just know my best friend better than she knows herself” Starlight replied lovingly.

Twilight blushed at the comment and gazed lovingly into Starlight’s eyes, who returned her gaze with even more longing. The two leaned in close to each other, Twilight closed her eyes, and so did Starlight. Their lips met in an electric touch, and they kissed deeply. Starlight worked her tongue inside Twilight’s beautiful mouth, tasting every bit of her sweet essence. After a long while they pulled apart.

“I love you so much Twilight” Starlight said softly and lovingly

“I love you too Starlight, I always have. You’re the most beautiful mare in all of Equestria, and I want to be with you until the end of time” And they quickly returned to another deep, loving kiss.

Starlight’s sex throbbed longingly; she felt her juices flowing uncontrollably from her swollen mound. She didn’t have to see it to know that Twilight felt similar. Starlight slowly moved her hoof in between Twilight’s legs on the seat, she could feel her hot juices; she was equally turned on by this lovely moment.

“Mmmm, I love your magic touch Starlight. Don’t stop, keep going. I want you inside of me!” Twilight whispered softly.

Starlight moved her hoof to Twilight’s pulsating sex, but the second she touched it and heard Twilight’s sweet, lustful moan of desire, she felt the world around her spin. The café began to fade into white around her, and Twilight disappeared. As everything spun and faded quicker, Starlight felt herself regaining consciousness.

She awoke in her bed. She was covered in sweat, and she felt a moist, warm spot on the sheets where her sex was. Starlight rolled over to see the clock, it was 3:00 in the morning.

“Oh fuck me” She sighed to herself as she rolled onto her back. Trixie stirred slightly next to her. Starlight had various dreams about Twilight, but this one had been the most detailed to date. This was hardly her most erotic dream; however it just felt so real to Starlight, as if it really did in fact happen somewhere in the cosmos. In all her fantasies she never once felt her senses so acute; even in her now wake mind she could still taste Twilights sweet tongue, she could still feel her soft, juicy sex, she could still smell her sweet aroma. She felt like she really connected with her in that café, and waking up from it was painful.

Starlight turned her head to see Trixie sleeping gracefully. She slept soundly, though Trixie was always a heavy sleeper, Starlight knew just by looking at her that there was not a thing bothering her. She wondered what she was dreaming about. Starlight tried to go back to sleep herself, but it was difficult, she was wide awake, and she knew she would find herself in yet another, even more real dream if she did.

Starlight climbed out of bed and trotted quietly to the bathroom; she washed her face and opened a drawer, inside were various bottles of lotions and oils, and a few medicine containers. Starlight used her magic to pull out a small bottle of pills. “PegaSleep” The bottle read “Pony sleep aid tablets. Quick, and dreamless”

“That’s what I need” Starlight said to herself. She had purchased these over the counter sleeping aids not long ago, but was too afraid to try them, but now, after her most realistic dream yet, she needed relief and was willing to try anything. She took out two tablets with her magic and swallowed them with some water. Starlight put the bottle back in the drawer and left to go back to bed. She got cozy on her side facing Trixie, she could already feel the pills taking effect. As she drifted off, she tried to focus only on how beautiful Trixie looked as she slept.

Chapter 2: Confessions of the Night

Starlight was awakened by a shake in the bed. She opened her eyes and saw Trixie jumping on the bed next to her.

“Wha?” she managed

“Oh look who’s alive!” Trixie said still jumping

“Cut it out!” She mumbled pulling her blanket over her head, but she felt her blanket removed completely from her body.

“What the hay?” She said still partly asleep, she saw Trixie had stopped jumping and was now holding the blanket over her with her magic.

“Do you know what time it is?” Trixie asked in an unusually demanding voice. Starlight looked at the clock on her side table and was instantly wide awake.

“2:00 in the afternoon?” She said bewildered

“Yeah!” Trixie said dropping the blanket back onto Starlight. “What they hay Starly? What’s the matter with you?”

Starlight remembered immediately why Trixie was annoyed. It was their twenty-two month anniversary of being together in a relationship, and every month, Starlight ordered a special breakfast from their favorite restaurant and Trixie put on a delightful mini magic show after breakfast. It was a small celebration, but each month they did it.

“Oh Trix, I… I’m so sorry” Starlight said, still bewildered, as she got out of bed.

“Oh its fine, everything is fine!” Trixie said, but she didn’t seem fine. She was clearly annoyed and disappointed. She paced around the bedroom for a while, then looked at Starlight, she didn’t look angry, but she did clearly want an explanation.

“I… I don’t know what happened” Starlight stammered.

“You never sleep late, you’re up before me usually” Trixie said, she now sounded concerned “Are you feeling ok? You’re not sick are you?”

“No, I’m fine, I just couldn’t sleep so at like 3 AM I popped some sleeping pills to help. I guess they helped a little too well” Starlight regretted what she said when she saw Trixie’s eyes go wide at the mention of sleeping pills.

“You’re on sleeping pills?” she gasped “When were you going to tell me this?”

Starlight didn’t know what to say, she couldn’t tell Trixie about the dreams

“Are you on fucking Percocet too?” Trixie demanded

“No!" Starlight asserted "I’m not on them, I just got some once, you know, just in case. I had them for my first time last night. I just couldn’t sleep but I was tired.”

Trixie pressed on “Why couldn’t you sleep? You sleep like you’re dead like every other night”

Starlight could not tell Trixie why she really took the sleep aid, but she knew Trixie would not let up until Starlight gave her a satisfying answer. There was just no getting around Trixie, especially when she was in a mood such as now.

“I just… I don’t know I guess I was restless from the busy week I had. No matter how tired I was I just couldn’t fall asleep” Starlight lied. She had no idea what Trixie would do if Starlight told her the true nature of the dreams, how she really felt about Twilight. She knew neither of them would be able to handle the repercussions.

“I’m sorry Trix, it won’t happen again” Starlight said

Trixie looked at Starlight for a long while, and then quickly squeezed her in a tight hug. “I thought something was wrong with you!” She said “Don’t scare me like that again!” Trixie let go of Starlight “And that damned Twilight better chill out with her workload for you!” She said getting annoyed again. Starlight tried not to let it get to her.

“Come on Trix, I can order us a yummy lunch, happy 22 months hun!” She said with a weak smile.

“Humph, took you long enough to say it!” Trixie snorted through a smile.

Trixie was still in her mood when their lunch arrived, but now she was just annoyed at Twilight for making Starlight work so hard. Starlight felt horrible lying to her partner, and even worse that Twilight was taking Trixie’s blame for it. None of this was her fault, it was Starlight who wasn’t content with her wonderful relationship. Starlight should have told Trixie the truth; but the truth would ruin what they had. There was no telling what Trixie would do if Starlight’s secret desire ever got out. Trixie could become unpredictable when things don’t go her way. Not to mention Trixie devoted to Starlight, Starlight knew she was the center of Trixie’s universe; her very grounding to this earth. And Starlight loved Trixie too, she meant every word of affection she ever told that pony. Starlight was confused, and last night’s dream only made that confusion much worse.

“Damn Starly, we might have to change the tradition to lunches on our anniversary, that was good!” Trixie said finishing her meal. Starlight faked her way through the meal; she didn’t really taste much, she was far too disturbed.

“Ya, its good!” She said trying to sound enthusiastic. “So, will you dazzle me with a little magic show?” she asked, Trixie’s magic shows always made Starlight smile.

“The Great and Powerful Trixie shall blow ye away with her amazing magical prowess!” Trixie shouted enthusiastically, and she got to work setting up.

Trixie put on her usual routine that never failed to amaze Starlight, Trixie had a special routine just for her. After a few card tricks and disappearing acts, and even a few jokes, the two were sitting, laughing in each other’s embrace, Starlight forgot about her issue for a little while.

“I’m sorry for snapping at you this morning Starly” Trixie said

“I’m sorry for the whole thing even happening” Starlight replied, she tried to tamp down her confusion rapidly returning. She knew that she needed to tell Trixie the truth, she knew that it would come out no matter what sooner or later. It would be for her own well being; this uncertainty tore Starlight up inside.

Trixie and Starlight passed the rest of the day running errands together. It greatly helped Starlight that Trixie was so talkative all the time, she usually filled up the silence with her endless talking about whatever was on her mind. But eventually, it was evening, and after a nice dinner, movie and some more amazing sex in the shower, it was time for bed. Starlight had dreaded sleep since her previous night, she knew she was in for another encounter with Twilight, and she knew this time it would be even more realistic.

In all of Starlight’s waking fantasies, she was in control of majority of her thoughts, and more often than not they would be interrupted before they ran away with her. But her sleep was very different, dreams were much more realistic. Starlight’s dreams were usually wild and vivid, but they never felt as if they were happening in reality, until last night. The incredible realism of that encounter resonated with Starlight’s core, and she knew it would only get more interesting from here. She was afraid of how much it would amplify her waking thoughts and feelings. “I nearly came in my sleep for Celestia’s sake! I felt her touch, taste and smell, I never felt those from a dream before” she thought to herself. She needed to do something soon. But where would she even start? How could she tell Trixie that she had feelings for Twilight that even she couldn’t wrap her head around?

“Coming to bed Starly?” Trixie said in her usual singsong voice at this time of day. Starlight came out of the bathroom and found Trixie unusually covered up for this time of night.

“I’m tuckered out love, mind if we just sleep?” She cooed in a soft voice

“That’s alright” Starlight replied, she kissed Trixie once again and flicked off the light

“Good night Starly, sweet dreams babe” Trixie said softly

“You too Trix, goodnight” Starlight replied, but she was uneasy.

Interestingly, she felt somewhat different as she drifted off to sleep, as if she somehow suddenly knew tonight would be different as she slowly entered her subconscious.

Starlight found herself in a large, open and dark space. All she could see in any direction was an endless floor; there was not a wall or a single object in sight.

“Hello?” she called, her voice seemed to echo into the void.

“Hello Starlight Glimmer” a soft but commanding voice answered behind her. Starlight spun around and saw Princess Luna facing her.

“Princess Luna!” Starlight nearly jumped at her sight. “Wh-what are you doing here?” She stammered “And… where are we?”

“Do not worry Starlight Glimmer, we are in the Realm of Dreams” Luna replied softly “and I am here for you”

“For me?” Starlight asked, perplexed “I don’t understand”

“I sense distress in your subconscious, Starlight Glimmer, and I have come to aid you in whatever is troubling you.” Luna replied dutifully

“But, didn’t you and Celestia retire?” Starlight asked uneasily, she regretted the silly question immediately.

“My sister and I no longer rule the land of Equestria, but it is still my duty to watch over the night, and protect the dreams of sleeping ponies throughout the land” Luna’s mane shimmered as she explained

“I sense a great deal of distress within you and your subconscious mind, tell me Starlight Glimmer, what is it that troubles you?”

Starlight knew why she was here with Luna; it was time to confront her feelings.

“Well…” She began “I… I have this problem… it’s not easy for me to say…” her voice broke off

“Is it regarding your heart’s desire for Twilight Sparkle?” Luna asked comfortingly

Starlight winced as Luna read her thoughts “How’d you know?” She almost felt stupid for asking.

“I have been checking in on your dreams for some time now. I have seen that you have a burning desire to be with Twilight Sparkle.” Luna said in her magical voice.

“I’m sorry. It’s just…” Starlight began again.

“There is no need to apologize Starlight Glimmer. It is perfectly normal to desire to be with a pony” Luna replied warmly

“Yes but… I’m in love with Trixie already” Starlight felt laboured to speak.

“Hmmm” Luna said “is she whom you are in love with?”

“Of course” Starlight replied quickly “I love Trixie, we share an amazing relationship. We connect on so many levels. We… we complete each other”

“And yet you are clearly missing a sizable piece of your happiness” Luna said “complete is not a word I would use to describe you Starlight Glimmer”

Starlight didn’t know what to say, she just stared blankly at Luna.

“Tell me about your feelings for Twilight Sparkle” Luna saw Starlight was uneasy “I assure you your secrets are most safe with me. I have over a thousand moons worth of secrets ponies have confided within me, and I have dutifully guarded each and every one”

Luna’s eyes twinkled, Starlight knew she could trust her. She took a deep breath and began to explain.

“Twilight Sparkle is an amazing mentor and amazing friend to me” Starlight began “Ever since she saved me from that evil within me and opened my eyes to the wonderful magic of friendship, I have idolized her. She is perhaps the single most important pony in my life. Without her, I don’t know where I would be today. I always sort of thought there was something greater than friendship between us, but she had her other friends, and the School of Friendship, and her duty to Equestria, she would become ruler one day and I just never thought I would have the chance to explore anything greater than friendship with her. Twilight gave my life a new meaning with a job at the School of Friendship, and of course, the introduction of many great new friends, especially Trixie, but none were to me like Twilight was”

Starlight had no idea how to explain her true feelings for Twilight or how they evolved.

“I sense you’re beating around the bush, like you want to say something but can’t quite bring yourself to say it.” Luna said comfortingly “I also sense what you are about to say could be the key to me assisting you, for what you hold on to is something very deep and important. Beware with holding on to overwhelmingly powerful feelings, for it is the beginning of forming a Tantabus”

Starlight knew Luna was right, she was indeed overwhelmed by her conflicting feelings, and her sexual desire for Twilight Sparkle. She knew she had to tell somepony, and naturally Luna was the best. Starlight had unknowingly summoned Luna into her dreams for spiritual guidance, now was Starlight’s chance to break free from her mental prison, all she had to do was reveal the deepest and darkest secret she kept. She took another deep breath.

“I love Twilight Sparkle. I want to be with her. But not in just any way, I want her as my own. I wish to keep her as a kind of companion, or pet if you will. I know how that sounds, but this is my deepest desire, it’s what keeps me awake some nights, it’s what occupies my mind when I’m awake, it’s what keeps me from properly enjoying Trixie. I want Twilight to be mine, to do with her anything I want, but at the same time let her do with me whatever she wants. I want to show the world just how much I love her; I have never loved anypony more. I don’t just want her, I want her and I to share a spirit, I want to be one with Twilight Sparkle.”

Starlight felt dizzy, not only had she just confessed her feelings to another pony, she just vocalized her heart’s deepest desire for the very first time. But she immediately felt lighter, as if some weight had been lifted from her shoulders.

Luna smiled at Starlight “I see” She said warmly “You have confided within me a great and very personal secret and I commend you for your bravery in being open with me” Luna bowed slightly at Starlight. “These feelings for Twilight Sparkle, for how long have you had them?”

Starlight thought for a second. She really remembered the vivid thoughts since she began seeing Trixie as a lover not just a friend, but she knew this went back longer in reality.

“I suppose I have always felt this way” Starlight began “I think this is what I meant when I said I thought she was always more than my friend, but it took me some time to truly realize. The real explicit sexual desires showed up when Trixie and I began our relationship as lovers, but if I really look deep, this has always been there.”

“Yes” Luna said “Desires such as these are usually in development for far longer than we initially believe. Quite often they do not completely materialize until much later in life. It is also common to have intimate feelings for one truly come out when in a serious relationship with another.”

It felt amazing to finally disclose the very thoughts that have plagued Starlight for months; to finally have explanations for things she had stressed so much wondering about.

“I assume that Trixie Lulamoon or Twilight Sparkle know not anything of these desires?” Luna asked, slightly more serious now.

“Oh Celestia no!” Starlight quickly said “They can’t know!” She said even quicker without thinking about it.

“Why cannot they know?” Luna asked raising one eyebrow.

Starlight thought about how hurt and offended Trixie would be that Starlight kept a secret like this from her, or how she had completely betrayed her all this time. She also thought about Twilight, and how taken aback she would be at the confession of these desires. Surely she would not feel the same.

“I guess…” Starlight began

“You are afraid” Luna said calmly “You fear the reaction you would receive from these two very important ponies in your life. You are terrified of hurting them or turning either of them away.”

Starlight felt tears in her eyes, all she could do was nod.

“You mustn’t keep secrets such as these to yourself, Starlight Glimmer, sexual desire is a very powerful thing. Bad things can happen if you continue to hold these feelings in. Even worse if you hide such feelings from those who are close to you”

“But how do I tell them, Princess Luna? How could I possibly have the courage to tell these feelings to Twilight and Trixie? What if they never speak to me again? I can’t be alone again!” Tears flooded Starlight’s eyes, she choked back sobs.

“Dear Starlight Glimmer, please calm down.” Luna said affectionately “If what you have told me tonight is what your heart truly longs for, and I sense it is, you must take charge. You must be honest with those you love. Uncertainty will only hold you back, you must trust your heart, and believe that it will guide you, that it will help you find what you want most. If you truly love Twilight Sparkle as you say you do, trust that she will understand. And conversely, if you and Trixie share as strong a bond as you say, trust that she too will understand.”

“But how can I know for sure?” Starlight begged “I was never big on the whole trust thing. It took me years to even trust myself. I… I’m just so afraid to screw up again” Starlight said still fighting her tears

“Trust can be difficult” Luna said calmly “But trust can be greatly rewarded. It’s as simple as you won’t know until you try. But you must try Starlight Glimmer, because I believe in you. And I know your courage will be rewarded.”

“I am grateful for Trixie” Starlight said “I do love her, she is such an amazing mare who is so loving and romantic, she cares so much, she just so damn gorgeous on every possible level. But I know that she is not my true desire. At the same time my true desire is in charge of all of Equestria, and I know she is far too busy to even entertain such a ludicrous idea like this, she’d flat out call me crazy. Not to mention how Trixie would completely lose her mind over this.”

“Hmmm” Luna said again calmer than ever. “You think too negative Starlight Glimmer. You have not even tried to voice your feelings with those around you, how can you know for certain they will not share your sympathy?”

Starlight felt a little better hearing this from Luna. “But Trixie would freak out, it would devastate her. And what about Twilight?” she said “Surely she would think I’m insane”

“Maybe not” Luna said with a smile “The magic of spiritual and sexual desire goes far deeper than you may think, Starlight Glimmer” Luna’s eyes twinkled as she said it. “The truth is not an easy thing to tell, in fact, it is probably one of the most difficult things in life to speak. But the greatest reward comes to those who are honest, and despite the potential for consequence, the potential reward is far greater. Honesty is a powerful Element of Harmony, and like all the other Elements, when truly embraced, its power is limitless.”

Starlight sighed, she knew what she had to do, and again she felt uneasy. She knew now more than ever that she had to confess to Trixie and Twilight how she felt, but she just had no confidence.

“I sense your uneasiness, Starlight Glimmer” Luna said warmly “You know what must be done, but are unsure if you have the strength to do it. Let me help you. I will prove to you, Starlight Glimmer, that you do have the strength inside of you to follow your true desire, for I feel this is your destiny.”

Starlight looked up at the radiant essence of the princess of the night, she felt almost entranced by her aura. “How?” she asked

“Tomorrow night I will greet you in your dreams again, I will show you what I see inside of you, and what your significant other shares with you. But in the meantime, I ask that you reflect upon yourself. The power of the subconscious is remarkable” Luna said with a wink.

Starlight didn’t completely understand what Luna was saying, but before she could clarify, the world around her began to spin and Luna faded from her sight.

“I look forward to our encounter tomorrow night, Starlight Glimmer” Luna’s voice echoed from the mist that drifted from where she stood moments ago.

Starlight felt her consciousness slowly returning.

Chapter 3: The Only Thing She Longs For

Trixie was still asleep when Starlight woke up. She felt well rested, her encounter with Luna in the Realm of Dreams still fresh in her mind.

“What did she mean by what my significant other sees inside me?” she thought to herself “And reflecting on myself?”

It was as if a spell had come over Starlight, she went through her day without feeling much, as if on some strange autopilot. She went about with Trixie finishing their last few weekend tasks, organized her things for the work day tomorrow and cleaned up the house, but she only pondered her encounter with Princess Luna last night, what she meant by reflecting on herself and how powerful the subconscious could be. She thought about her dream of Twilight two nights ago “did Luna have something to do with that?” she thought to herself “Why did she want to meet me again tonight?”

It was early evening by the time Trixie broke through Starlight’s daze.

“I had a fun weekend with you Starly” She said over dinner “Though I noticed you were a bit off today, you better not let her overwork you again next week, or Twilight will be receiving a visit” Trixie snorted her laugh and began her mocking voice, Starlight barely noticed, she was just wondering what waited for her that night. Later the two climbed into bed and said a quick, loving good night, and Starlight drifted off again. Starlight wondered what Luna had planned for their encounter.

She found herself in a small bedroom, it was warm and cozy, the walls were made of a strong wood, and the room was incredibly neat and tidy. Starlight had never seen this place in her dreams before, or in real life for that matter.

“Hey Starlight!” a familiar voice chimed behind her. Starlight turned and saw Twilight Sparkle standing across from her. She looked beautiful, her brilliant purple eyes gazed lovingly into Starlight’s own.

“H-hi Twilight” Starlight said trying not to stutter, she felt a romantic aura radiate off of Twilight. There was a pause.

“Where are we?” Starlight asked looking around.

“This was my bedroom in the Golden Oak Library when I first came to Ponyville” Twilight beamed “It’s my most favourite place in the world. Sadly it was destroyed long ago, but I am still able to visit this place in my dreams. There’s a lot of charm here, perhaps even in a romantic way” Twilight shifted her gaze longingly back to Starlight, who felt a captivating aura from Twilight’s eyes. “We are in a sacred place, and tonight, mistress, I belong to you.” Twilight lifted her head revealing a thick leather collar that wrapped snugly around her neck. Attached to the collar was a ring from which hung a diamond encrusted shape of Starlight’s cutie mark.

Starlight’s heart skipped a beat. She knew exactly what that meant, it was her ultimate fantasy. This was how she always imagined being with Twilight, and that collar was what she always imagined Twilight wearing when the two were together, the symbol of being Starlight’s pet. Starlight felt strange, longing, as if she absolutely had to be here in this moment, as if she was being commanded by her desires. She moved in towards Twilight and closed her eyes, their lips touched and locked into a deep, sensual kiss. Their tongues curled in and around each other, they were locked into each other’s mouths for a long while. Hot juices flowed from Starlight’s sex, her mound throbbed with wanting. The two pulled apart and locked eyes.

“Your wishes are my command mistress, how may I please you?” Twilight whispered. A voice appeared in Starlight’s mind “This is it, your moment to do whatever you want with the pony you love most. This is the time to seal the bond, show her how much you love her. Show her that she is the only thing you long for.”

Starlight kissed Twilight again, long and deep. “First, let us see how much you desire to please me” She said to Twilight lovingly “Show me with that wonderful tongue of yours what it means to truly please a mistress.”

Starlight lay on her back onto Twilight’s bed and spread her legs. Twilight dutifully took her place and began lightly kissing the area around Starlight’s throbbing wet marehood. She expertly lapped up Starlight’s juices, and then proceeded to enter Starlight’s sex. Her licks were electric inside of Starlight’s pussy, her flower pulsed with lust and juices oozed from within. Twilight expertly took her time, ever so slowly working Starlight up. Starlight moaned sensually with each motion from Twilight’s divine tongue, she felt herself edging closer to climax.

“Oh yes, Twilight” Starlight panted “Yes, show me how much you love me, for I love you more than you can imagine”

“I know you do” Twilight replied between licks “I intend to show you my full mutual desire. You are my world, mistress, you are all that matters to me”

With that, Twilight thrust her tongue deep inside Starlight’s walls, the pleasure was overwhelming. Twilight began rubbing her hooves around Starlight’s clit simultaneously with her licks. Starlight could not take more, she moaned louder as she allowed her body to tip over. She moaned and grunted as waves of bliss washed over her body. It was perhaps the most intense orgasm she had ever had. She could feel Twilight dutifully lapping up every last drop of juices from Starlight’s overstimulated marehood.

“Mmmm” She could barely get hold of herself. “Oh Twilight, you… you do definitely know how to please.” Starlight panted as she recovered from her bliss “I think you more than deserve a reward for that”

“Oh thank you mistress” Twilight said, but Starlight’s voice in her mind gave her the most erotic idea.

“You will receive your reward, but we must first dress for the occasion.” She said with a wink and a mischievous smile.

As if on command a number of shiny black garments appeared, and Starlight unfolded them with her magic and set them on the floor. There was a pair of black leather corsets, two sets of black latex high heeled booties, a black velvet blindfold and a shiny red ball gag. Starlight felt giddy, she had always wanted to dress up for sex. Trixie was always a fan of “natural beauty” so she and Starlight would never wear such garments. But tonight, she was in charge, and Twilight did what Starlight said. Starlight saw Twilight staring wide eyed at the items Starlight summoned, as if she could not believe they were there.

“So, my sweet little Twily, shall we get ready?” Starlight asked trying to mimic Trixie’s mischievous scowl.

“Absolutely mistress” Twilight said excited.

Together they pulled on the latex heeled booties, and they helped each other with the corsets. Starlight fastened her own using her magic, and she also fastened Twilight’s.

“Oh mistress, make it tighter, please” Twilight moaned, the corset and heels made her look even more beautiful than before. There were drops on the floor where Twilight stood, and Starlight knew it was from her dripping wet pussy. Twilight was incredibly turned on, Starlight could tell, and she was going to make the most of it.

“You look gorgeous Twily” Starlight said admiringly

“Thank you mistress, you as well” She swished her tail as she said it, and Starlight caught sight of her swollen red marehood begging to be penetrated.

The small voice chimed again in Starlight’s mind “Toys” it whispered. Again, on command, two moderately sized phallic vibrators appeared.

Starlight used her magic to hold up a vibrator. “Just for you, my sweet” She said to Twilight with a wink, and Twilight seemed to squeal in excitement. “But we aren’t quite ready yet” Starlight cooed “We are missing my favourite part” Starlight used her magic to hold up the shiny red ball gag.

“Open wide” she coaxed, and Twilight dutifully obeyed. Starlight slid the gag into Twilight’s beautiful mouth and secured the leather strap tightly around her head. The red ball filled Twilight’s mouth nicely, and shined in the faint light. Starlight moved back to see her beautiful pet. Twilight tried to pose around for her as if reading her mind. Starlight thought she would come again on the spot just from seeing how gorgeous Twilight looked all dressed up.

She used her magic to fix the blindfold around Twilight’s eyes. “There” She said “All done. Show me who you belong to.” Twilight craned her neck to show off as much of her collar as possible, the diamond encrusted medallion of Starlight’s cutie mark gleamed even in the dark room, lit only by the light of the moon and the subtle magical aura which was the only sign of this experience not quite being reality. “There’s a good girl” Starlight cooed lovingly, she moved in close to Twilight and kissed her ball gag, licking Twilight’s drool off of it.

It was time for the moment they were both waiting for. Starlight carefully laid Twilight on the bed and, with her magic, turned on the vibrator, which hummed slowly. She brought it slowly onto Twilight’s pulsating clit, and Twilight moaned sensually, her sweet sound amplified by the tight ball gag that filled her mouth.

“Oh yeah, I can tell that feels so good, doesn’t it Twily?” Starlight said adoringly

“Mmm Hmmm” Twilight moaned through her gag.

“Yeah, let’s keep it there for a while, gotta go slowly though, we can’t let you come just yet. We want to build up to that.”

Twilight just moaned softly and deeply into her gag, her hind legs dutifully spread open and motionless, as if restrained, receiving every ounce of pleasure. Starlight wanted to please her, she wanted to build Twilight’s pleasure as much as she could, to give her the most amazing climax she had ever felt.

Starlight held the vibrator to Twilight’s pulsating flower for a few seconds than pulled away, almost in a rhythm. Each time, Twilight’s moaning increased. It was music to Starlight’s ears hearing Twilight moan so beautifully. Twilight’s juices oozed and flooded out of her mound, and Starlight was quick to lick it all up, each taste being sweeter than honey. Starlight strained her magic for the second vibrator, which she held to her own marehood, as her own juices flowed down her legs, glistening off the shiny latex of her booties. Starlight timed her moans with Twilight’s, the two were in a rhythmic bliss of sensual moans and the hums of their vibrators. Starlight was careful to hold away the vibrators on both Twilight and herself, not quite yet allowing climax. She wanted to build up longer.

After what felt like hours, Starlight needed her release, and she could tell by Twilight’s whimpering that she was also desperate. Starlight inserted the shaft of the vibrator into Twilight’s swollen wet pussy, Twilight whimpered, she was so close, but she didn’t dare let herself release until Starlight allowed it. Starlight brought her own vibrator to Twilight’s clit and repositioned herself so they could share its deep buzz, while slowly inserting the other further inside Twilight.

“Together” Starlight moaned “Three… two… one…” Twilight moaned her sweetest sound yet, it rang like a beautiful melody in Starlight’s ears as she herself came over the edge into intense waves of pure orgasmic bliss. Wave after wave her body contracted, releasing her hot honey, mixing with Twilight’s own. The vibrator groaned as Starlight forced it deeper into hers and Twilight’s mounds prolonging the ecstasy. Twilight’s body twitched and jerked in pleasure, her pussy way overstimulated, she moaned long and deep into her tight ball gag.

It felt like forever, but the waves of their intense, simultaneous climax subsided into pleasant aftershocks. Starlight turned off the vibrators and lay down next to twilight. She removed her blindfold and stared into those beautiful purple eyes. Twilight stared back, still moaning into her gag, which was now covered in her drool. Starlight pressed her lips onto the slick, wet red sphere, sucking the warm drool from the gag and replacing it with her own.

“Did you enjoy that, Twily?” Starlight whispered “I know I certainly did” Starlight touched her cutie mark medallion on Twilight’s collar.

“Mmm Hmm” Twilight muffled into her gag.

“Let’s relieve you of that” Starlight said as she used her magic to remove the ball gag, leaving a long trail of saliva behind from Twilight’s mouth. Twilight closed her mouth and licked her lips, she bit her lip savouring her jaw being able to rest.

“Thank you mistress” Twilight panted “I have never felt so amazing in my whole life”

The two shared a deep, long kiss, savouring the tastes of each other’s mouths.

Starlight removed their corsets with her magic, and then they removed their own booties. The toys and garments vanished when placed in a pile together, and they returned to their kiss.

“I had such a wonderful time with you, Starlight” Twilight said lovingly, not even blinking in her gaze into Starlight’s eyes.

“I love you, Twilight Sparkle. If I could, I would be with you like this for the rest of my days” Starlight returned Twilight’s affectionate gaze.

“Who knows?” Twilight said with a smile “Maybe we can be together like this” she winked and Starlight’s heart skipped a beat “If only” She thought to herself, though as she did, she was sure Twilight had somehow read her mind as she came in for another kiss. “Never doubt the magic” Twilight whispered into Starlight ear and winked again.

Starlight wanted to lock into another loving embrace, but the faint magical aura surrounding them began to deepen. Starlight felt the room around her and her sweet Twilight Sparkle fade away.

“No” Starlight said “Don’t go! Please!” She begged, but Starlight was back in the large, endless space where she had seen Luna the previous night. Starlight felt hot tears roll down her cheeks, but she fought the urge to sob.

“Hello Starlight Glimmer” said the familiar voice behind her. Starlight turned to see Princess Luna standing and smiling at her. Starlight wiped her eyes and tried to smile back.

“How was your time with Twilight Sparkle?” she asked warmly, her mane shimmering with the question.

Starlight had to fight the urge to cry again when she tried to answer “I-it was… wonderful” She said, but she couldn’t hold back longer, she let the sobs take over her body.

After what felt like a long time, she finally regained control of herself “Wh-why am I crying?” she whimpered.

“You have finally experienced the thing you have longed for the most” Luna said compassionately “it is normal to feel emotional after a connection like that.”

Luna let Starlight calm down before she proceeded. “Would you like to talk about it?” Luna offered gently.

“D-did you see what happened?” Starlight asked quickly, she felt a slight embarrassment now that she had recovered from her break down.

“I did not” Luna replied “But I have been around long enough to be able to tell what ponies feel just by looking at them. You look like this experience was everything you imagined and more” Luna smiled compassionately “And please, do not be embarrassed, this is hardly the first time I have dealt with a situation like this. You can be assured that this whole experience, along with anything you tell me will be guarded with utmost care and duty” her eyes twinkled as she said it.

There was a long pause.

“It really was everything I have ever imagined. And so much more.” Starlight said eventually “I have never had such a good time in my life. I only love Twilight more now.”

“I am glad” Luna said warmly with a court nod

Starlight didn’t know what to do next. She had just had the most amazing sex in her whole life, but she knew it was all a dream. She still knew that this was not with the real Twilight, despite how real it felt with Luna’s dream magic elevating the experience. Starlight felt grateful for the experience Luna had given her, she now understood why Luna wanted to see her in her dreams again tonight, but was this it? What happened now? Starlight felt like she had so many questions.

“I sense uneasiness in you Starlight Glimmer” Luna spoke softly.

“I just…” Starlight broke off “What now?” she asked

“What do you mean?” Luna asked titling her head curiously

“Like, what happens now? Do I just wake up and move on with life? Live my life as it has always been?” Starlight felt slightly upset as she asked; how would this dream experience be concluded? If she woke up now she would just lust after Twilight even more intensely. It would tear her up even more inside to go back to her life with Trixie after such a blissful event with Twilight. She was unsure if she could even look at Trixie the same now, which seemed to overwhelm her with guilt.

“What do you think happened back there with Twilight?” Luna asked “Details aside, what was the main thing that happened?”

“Umm” Starlight said “We had sex?” she blushed as she said it “Or well, I dreamed we had sex” she corrected.

“You and Twilight Sparkle connected spiritually” Luna said with a smile “You two shared a moment of the most pure form of love. This is an experience that will stay with you for a lifetime.”

“But it was all just a dream” she protested “What difference will that make? I only want to be with Twilight even more now. How will this change anything? How will this change how Twilight feels about me? How will I be better able to tell Trixie about my feelings?” she felt herself getting more upset.

“My dear Starlight Glimmer, this experience made all the difference.” Luna replied calmer than ever “Think about it. Think about how real this event was for you.”

Starlight thought, it definitely felt as if she really were with Twilight. She could still smell, hear, feel and taste the experience.

“Dreams are powerful” Luna said again “But dreams are not the only thing that can happen in the subconscious.” Luna seemed to radiate energy as she explained. “The Realm of Dreams is a place right on the boundary of the material and the spiritual, and it can act as a bridge between the two. If one desires it strongly enough, then with the help of one powerful in dream magic, such as myself, they can craft themselves an experience where the spiritual and the material are one. A place where anything they feel and do can really happen, without the consequences of the real world. This may also be shared with anypony else who desires the same thing, equally as strong.”

Starlight’s head spun at the explanation. “So you’re saying this really did happen then?” She tried to wrap her head around all of it “That I didn’t just dream all this wonderful stuff, but I really did connect with Twilight? And she connected with me too?” Luna just smiled, her eyes twinkling

“And Twilight and I connected because we shared the same desire?”

“Precisely” Luna said with a single nod

Starlight was utterly bewildered. “So in one simple explanation, I dreamed I entered some spiritual plane of existence on my own, and Twilight shared it with me on her own, because…” She broke off before she could say it “…because she desires the same thing I do”

“It was more than just a dream Starlight Glimmer. Much more.” Luna said radiantly

“Holy shit!” Starlight exclaimed. It all made sense now, the experience had been as real as if she had done it while she was awake. All her deepest desires for the one pony she loved above all else, finally free and out in the open. And to make it all even more amazing, Twilight’s feelings were mutual. Starlight was lost for words. She then remembered her dream from two nights ago, with Twilight in the café.

“But what about my dream two nights ago?” Starlight asked “The one of me and Twilight in BonBon café? That one felt almost just as real as this one”

Luna tilted her head curiously “What other dream?” she asked. Starlight told her about the meeting in the café, the food and drinks she ordered, and the amazing kiss they shared, before the dream abruptly ended. She told Luna how real it had felt, and how she never experienced anything like this before.

Luna was silent for a while, she appeared to be deep in thought. “Interesting” She finally said “It would appear that you and Twilight Sparkle have attempted a similar connection as the one you just shared, and it very nearly worked.” Luna looked impressed “You two nearly entered your own plane of existence together without the help of a curator such as myself, a truly amazing feat indeed!”

“But why?” Starlight asked

“You and Twilight Sparkle clearly share a very strong desire for one another, and both of you being very powerful and talented with magic, it appears a connection was attempted, though it could not fully form. A curator experienced with dream magic is usually a necessity to even begin such a thing, let alone hold it long enough for the connection to grow and mature. The fact that you two got that far is nothing short of a miracle!” Luna beamed as she explained

Starlight was silent for a while, she was still processing all of this. “Damn” she said “It was real all the time. Not just this great time, but the feelings. And they were mutual!”

Starlight looked up at Luna “This isn’t some kind of sick prank here in the dream world, right?”

Luna laughed “Heavens no” She said. “I take the magic of dreams most seriously; I would never dare to even think about pulling something like that. Ponies around the land depend on me for such guidance” Luna was getting serious now “You have successfully connected both physically and spiritually with your significant other, Starlight Glimmer. Now do you see what I meant the other night when I said that it was your destiny?”

Starlight thought back to the previous encounter with Princess Luna, how confused she was when she left, and how that confusion continued with her into her that day, but now the confusion was all gone. it was replaced by clarity. “I do” Starlight replied happily. She felt as if it had all come full circle, her entire lust for Twilight was not a fluke or a figment of her imagination. It was something very real. “And Twilight felt the same all along.”

Luna nodded again and smiled “Now, Starlight Glimmer, it is time for us to part ways.” Luna said, her mane shimmering bright.

“Wait” She said “What happens now?”

“Hmm?” Luna was curious

“Between me and Twilight… and Trixie.” Starlight said, she felt her guilt return as she thought of Trixie.

“It would be wise for you and Twilight Sparkle to meet up in the waking world and discuss your true feelings for one another. I suspect there is much to talk about.” Luna said with a wink

“Are you sure?” Starlight asked, as if still doubting all of what had just happened.

“Dear Starlight Glimmer, the connection you have shared with Twilight Sparkle is a bond that cannot be broken. Only those ponies who are most truly in love share something that even remotely resembles what you two clearly enjoyed. The actions you performed on one another, the feelings shared, the senses that were stimulated, even the very surroundings you were in, each of these and more were contributed by the both of you and your fierce attraction to one another. And if none of this is convincing enough, I suggest you look around when you awaken. A sign of your connection can usually be found in the waking world soon after departing the subconscious.”

Starlight thought about this, she remembered what Twilight said when they first met earlier.

“It’s my old bedroom in the Golden Oak Library from when I first came to Ponyville. It’s my most favourite place in the world, I can still come here sometimes in my dreams…” Twilight’s sweet voice rang in her ears.

“The place we were, it looked like Twilight’s old bedroom, she said it’s her most favourite place, and she said she sees it in her dreams” Starlight told Luna

“Ah yes, it must be quite special to her if that was the location. As I said, both ponies contribute to the experience, and they only contribute the most meaningful of things to heighten the experience.” Luna said warmly.

“But… what about Trixie?” Starlight asked finally “What do I tell her?”

“That I cannot say” Luna replied “I cannot tell you what you should or should not say to her. Telling Trixie Lulamoon of your feelings and spiritual connection is a responsibility that rests entirely upon you and you only. That being said, if she truly loves you, she should at the very least understand what this connection means. However, I must again remind you of the importance of truth and honesty in a relationship. What transpired here tonight is not something to be secretive about. I apologize for not being able to say more, Starlight Glimmer.”

Starlight expected something like this. “It’s alright” She said to Luna, though Starlight knew this was not going to be easy, to share with Trixie what had happened tonight. Even though it was the highest level of magic, Trixie would not believe it. That was just the way she was.

“I long to continue conversation Starlight Glimmer, but it is really time for us to part now” Luna said calmly but firmly “I wish you all the best moving forward in your life, Starlight Glimmer” Luna bowed to Starlight and turned to trot away as the world around them slowly began to fade.

“Wait!” Starlight called “One more thing”

“Yes?” Luna turned

“Thank you!” Starlight said affectionately “For everything!” She smiled at Luna and her eyes watered.

Luna smiled back at her “It was my pleasure” Luna said with another nod “I am honoured to have been of assistance to you, Starlight Glimmer. I look forward to our paths crossing again in the future. Farewell!” And with that, Luna faded away, and Starlight felt herself slowly return to her conscious self.

Starlight opened her eyes, the first few rays of sunlight shone brilliantly into the bedroom through the half closed curtains. A wonderful Monday morning was beginning. Trixie was still asleep soundly next to Starlight. As Starlight rolled onto her side to get out of bed, she felt a huge, soaking wet spot in her bed between her legs. Starlight was again pleasantly reminded of the wonderful time she had with Twilight in their subconscious realm, and it was only further affirmed in her mind that all that had happened was as real as ever.

Starlight looked back over at Trixie; she was sleeping as soundly and as beautifully as ever. Starlight had no idea where to even begin telling Trixie about all that had happened. Starlight knew all too well how volatile Trixie was, but surely even she had to understand what a spiritual connection meant. At the same time, Starlight could not help but feel guilty that her connection had not been with Trixie, because she knew how much Trixie loved her.

Starlight was going to fix both her and Trixie a nice breakfast before they needed to leave for the School of Friendship. As Starlight made to get out of bed, she noticed a small midnight blue box by her bedside. It was adorned with Princess Luna’s cutie mark. Luna’s voice echoed in Starlight’s mind

“And if none of this is convincing enough, I suggest you look around when you awaken. A sign of your connection can usually be found in the waking world soon after departing the subconscious.”

Starlight used her magic to pick up and open the small box. There was a note inside.

“Fairest Starlight Glimmer; I am honoured to have curated your connection with Twilight Sparkle. As I mentioned before, a sign of your connection can almost always be found after waking from your fateful experience. This is usually in the form of an item of significance from the encounter. The item is yours as a reminder to the both of you of the importance of this life changing event, and the unbreakable bond that has been formed between the two of you. I look forward to seeing you again.” – The Princess of the Night

Starlight put down the note, and removed the wrapped contents of the box, carefully unwrapping it with her magic. Her heart skipped a beat and she clapped a hoof over her mouth when she saw what it was. It was the collar Twilight wore. Starlight couldn’t believe her eyes, this item had only existed in her imagination, until now. She turned it over in her hooves. The black leather was thick but soft, the inside was padded with a soft cushion, so as not to irritate the wearer. On the front of the collar was a gold fixing, where the gold O ring was attached, and to that, the golden shape of Starlight’s cutie mark, encrusted with diamonds around the edge. Even the metal buckle of the collar was gold, and Starlight knew it was all real gold. A small heart-shaped lock and key were also included, also made of gold. The collar smelled wonderfully of leather. It was the finest, most high quality accessory Starlight had ever held. Starlight gently placed it back into its box along with Luna’s note, she could not wait to give it to Twilight, and she had a strong feeling that she could expect a visit from Twilight that very day at some point. The very thought excited her.

Starlight turned back to Trixie. She wished for an item as beautiful as this collar that symbolized her connection with Trixie. She was honestly grateful for everything she and Trixie had been through together, and it did hurt her that Trixie was not the one for Starlight. Starlight had to find the right moment to confess herself to Trixie, Starlight owed it and much more to her.

Starlight packed the box into her saddle bag as she made for the kitchen to fix breakfast. Trixie came out shortly, and the two had breakfast and hot coffee. Starlight felt giddy from her night, she felt extremely well rested and ready for the day, she tried to pass some on to Trixie, but she wasn’t having any of it.

“I bucking hate Mondays” She groaned

“Cheer up Trix” Starlight chimed “Maybe your students will tell you some fascinating stories today”

“Look who’s in a good mood” Trixie groaned “I knew that wet spot in the bed was from a particularly good dream”

Starlight blushed. Every reminder of her night was pleasant.

After breakfast they got ready to leave together. All that was on Starlight’s mind was her excitement of meeting Twilight. She knew Twilight would come to her at some point that day. Her excitement would carry through her day, she knew it. They had a quiet walk to the School, Trixie was unusually silent, only saying a few grumpy remarks about how she hated Mondays or how she didn’t look forward to seeing some of the students on her list that day.

When Starlight entered her Head Mare’s office, there was a note on her desk in a brilliant purple envelope. Starlight opened it with her magic and read:

“Starlight; I will see you at eleven. Love: Twilight Sparkle” there was a heart drawn next to her name. Starlight melted as she read. “Only a few hours!” She said to herself.

After some long paperwork, and a few letters to the ministry, and a few worrisome uninvited visits from Trixie, Starlight got what she had been waiting for.

Twilight Sparkle appeared in front of her with her magical teleport. She looked especially beautiful, as if her mane and eyes shimmered.

“Hello Starlight” She said warmly.

“Hi Twilight” Starlight smiled back.

“So” Twilight began “wild night last night, huh?” She batter her eyelashes at Starlight.

“It was unbelievable” Starlight replied “And to think that all this time you really shared my feelings. You really are something special, Twilight. Special and so beautiful” The two leaned in for a deep kiss. Starlight’s sex began throbbing again, finally she experienced this in the real world.

They pulled apart and Starlight used her magic to retrieve her box from her saddle bag. “Prepare to be blown away” She said as she unboxed the collar. She set it down on her desk, and Twilight’s eyes went wide as she admired the fine craftsmanship. “A gift to us from the Realm of Dreams” Starlight said.

“A reminder of our life changing event, and the formation of an unbreakable bond with each other” Twilight finished.

They beamed at each other for a long while. “I want to put it on!” Twilight said excitedly.

“Now?” Starlight asked “But, you're Princess, how does that work? You can’t walk around in public with that on.”

“Why not?” Twilight said smiling “I have to display my loyalty to my mistress. A good pet must always show who her heart belongs to” Twilight seemed to shimmer as she said it, it made Starlight melt. “Besides” Twilight continued “Who’s going to ask? I’m a princess! What I do is my own royally private business!” Twilight said with a mischievous smile, Twilight really did love her. This could not have proved that to Starlight any better.

“Well then” Starlight said “Allow me to help you, my loyal pet” And Starlight used her magic to gently fit the collar snugly around Twilight’s beautiful neck. She fastened it gently, loose enough to not cause any discomfort, but tight enough so she would not forget it was there. Twilight moved her head around, showing off every last bit of it to her mistress, then, to finish, Starlight used the small heart shaped lock to secure it in place behind Twilight’s head. Twilight and Starlight both looked longingly at the medallion of Starlight’s cutie mark hanging at the middle of Twilight’s neck, the medallion seemed to shimmer with their love.

“So, who should get the key?” Starlight asked longingly

“Hang on” twilight said, she closed her eyes and her horn lit up with magic. “There” She said smiling “I placed an enchantment on the collar. It is magically protected from wear or damage. The magic is fuelled by our bond, so it will never wear off. A little trick Luna taught me.”

Starlight beamed at her beautiful companion. “You thinking what I’m thinking?” She asked holding up the key with her magic.

Twilight looked at it, then back to Starlight. “Definitely” She said, and the two made their way to the window of the office. Just outside was the little creek that flowed around the school towards Ponyville.

“Together” Starlight said, and the two used both their magic to hold the key, and tossed it out into the creek. It landed with a small plop into the water. “To our bond” Starlight said, looking deeply into Twilight’s eyes.

Twilight touched her collar with her hoof. “It’s beautiful Starlight.”

“You look beautiful” Starlight replied, and the two locked into a deep kiss. Electric ecstasy erupted between their lips, both their sexes erupted in desire. Simultaneously, their hooves made for the opposite’s mound, and the touch was sensual. They did not once break away from their kiss, Starlight felt divine pleasure to finally have this moment awake and in reality with her sweet Twilight Sparkle.

There was a loud knock at Starlight’s door, and the two instantly broke apart. Before they could adjust themselves, Trixie waltzed in.

The last thing Starlight remembered was the three of them staring wide eyed at each other in the office, neither daring to speak. The silence was deafening. Yet even in a situation as awkward as this, Starlight’s mind was still entranced by just how gorgeous her pet looked standing there; the one pony in all the universe Starlight longed to be with most was right here with her, wearing her collar, the physical manifestation of Starlight’s deepest sexual desire, still radiating with loving, magical energy.

Fin.

Author's Note

This is my first attempt at a romantic story featuring sexual content. The story may feel a bit quick as it all takes place in a short amount of time. The cliff hanger ending is left up to you to interpret how Trixie reacted to the scene she walked in on, and the consequences that resulted. I hope you enjoyed!