Sometimes Pinkie Pie acts a little weirder than usual. Sometimes her mane loses its trademark curls, her pinkness loses its pinkness by just a few degrees, and she talks to objects as if they were alive and not being moved and voiced by herself. But that's okay; it doesn't happen often, and the ponies who love her think that they know just how to snap her out of it.

It's not something that she really should be snapped out of, though. She will stop it, eventually, when it's safe. A lot of ponies that aren't very familiar with that state of her - she's never really given it a name, has never had to - just think that it's a state of mind that she has absolutely no control over. Think that it's a series of mental breaks that either must be carefully unwoven with caring words and touches or sharply pushed off of her, so that her mane poofs right back up and her mind is returned right back to its normal and happy self. They're half right about the first part.

She's a party pony, but there's a lot she doesn't tell ponies. It wouldn't make for very good party conversation.

If you're looking for clop or something fun to read, leave, because this ain't it, chief.

Trigger warnings: Non-graphic rape of a filly/minor, heavily implied verbal, brief physical, and emotional abuse of a filly/minor, (technically implied but it's pretty obvious) incest, vomiting, graphic descriptions of dissociative experiences (no, this is not how Dissociative Identity Disorder works. This is not a story about DID.), and graphic descriptions of altered perceptions of reality (note: NOT schizophrenia. Read author's note for more info.)