Heart of the Herd

The trip home for both Crashing Thunder and Lost Way was a quiet one. The two had said most of what needed to be said back when they were in the park. They were free to simply walk the path home together side by side with Crash’s wing still draping over Lost Way’s body. It was late into the night by the time they reached the front door of their home once again. Crash’s breath made a visible cloud in the air as he paused to unlock the front door.

“Home sweet home,” Crash said.

So much had happened since they had left earlier that evening. The pegasus felt like an entirely different stallion. He gazed back at Lost Way as he unlocked the door, and the word that had been going through his head their entire walk home rang once more.

Boyfriend. Lost Way was his boyfriend.

“I dunno about you,” Lost Way said. “But I’m freezing my nuts off here.”

Crash chuckled, and pushed open the door. Lost Way was quick to come inside and let out a groan as he shook his body. As soon as the door was shut Crash didn’t waste time in going to the couch and grabbing a throw blanket from the back of it. He went back over to Lost Way, and tossed the blanket over the zebra’s back.

“Thanks,” Lost Way said, and snuggled up to the blanket as he pulled it tighter around his body. “Ugh, that feels good.”

“Why don’t you go sit on the couch and warm up?” Crash asked. “I’ll make us something warm to drink.”

“Heh, I think I like the perks of dating you already,” Lost Way said with a giggle. He didn’t argue as he went over to the couch and curled up at the end of it. Crash gazed at him briefly, and smiled to himself before he turned to head into the kitchen.

Hot chocolate seemed like a fitting drink for the chilly winter evening. It didn’t take the pegasus long to get everything in order, and by the time he had returned from the kitchen Lost Way had already settled down to sprawling on the couch wrapped up in the blanket tightly like a burrito.

“Mmm, that smells good,” Lost Way said as Crash set down the mugs on the coffee table in front of the couch. “Is that cocoa?”

“Mmmhmm,” Crash said with a nod of his head. Lost Way scooted himself up to give Crash plenty of room, which the pegasus took gratefully. Lost Way was already bringing the warm steaming mug to his lips by the time Crash had settled down.

“This is really nostalgic,” Lost Way said with a smile as he pulled the mug from his lips and wiped away the milky chocolatey mustache from his upper lip. “Your mom used to make us cocoa after we played in the snow back when we were colts.”

“Oh yeah,” Crash said. “She did, didn’t she?”

“Though our snowball fights back then usually didn’t end up with me getting kissed by a handsome pegasus,” Lost Way teased as he threw Crash a side eye and a smirk.

“Truly we have matured,” Crash said.

“What? I think we have had WONDERFUL character development over the years,” Lost Way said with a smile before he set down his mug of cocoa. He pulled the blanket down from around his head and lowered it to his shoulders before looking over to Crash with a warm smile.

Soon enough the zebra was scooting himself over to Crash’s side of the couch, and leaned up against the pegasus. Crash tensed up at first, but then forced himself to relax.

This was all still so alien to him… but just because it was unfamiliar didn’t mean it was unpleasant in the slightest. Crash shut his eyes, and wrapped one of his legs around Lost’s back. He tugged the zebra closer, and buried his muzzle on the top of Lost Way’s head.

“I really hope I made it up to you tonight,” Crash said softly. “That awful dinner… I don’t know why I was acting so stupid back there.”

“It’s okay,” Lost Way said. “You really did make it up to me, Crash. To be honest tonight was probably the best date I’ve ever had.”

Crash felt his heart skip a beat at that. For the pegasus who thought himself notoriously bad at dates a compliment like that felt like it meant the world.

“Warm now?” Crash asked, trying to keep the conversation flowing to hide his flustered feelings.

“Yeah, it’s a bit better,” Lost Way said. “Though there are a couple more ways I could think to warm ourselves up than cuddling like this.”

Lost Way took his hoof and ran it over Crash’s chest. He looked up to the pegasus with a smile, though it quickly faltered. Crash realized his face must have looked quite surprised.

“I-I… I mean,” Crash started before it felt like his brain short circuited.

Lost quickly pulled away his hoof and sat up so he was no longer leaning on Crash as well.

“S-Sorry,” Lost Way said. “I didn’t mean to be so forward… bad joke.”

Crash bit the inside of his cheek, which he knew must be a scarlet red under his fur.

“It’s not like I said no,” Crash said, mumbling under his breath to hide just how sheepish saying those words felt. He looked away, but could tell Lost’s eyes fell upon him once more. “You just surprised me.”

“I um…” It was Lost Way’s turn to be awkward now as the two sat at their opposing sides of the couch too nervous to look one another in the eye. “You aren’t just saying that to make me happy, are you? Cause if you weren’t ready to try something with a stallion I would totally understand.”

“Trying it with you is way different than just trying it with some stallion,” Crash said before forcing himself to look directly at Lost. “I trust you, Lost. You know I do.”

Lost Way’s eyes briefly widened. It was the most flustered the zebra had looked all night.

“Wow, nopony’s ever said something like that to me,” Lost Way said.

“Was that too much?” Crash asked.

“N-No,” Lost said quickly. “No way. I just keep forgetting you can really be romantic when you want to be.”

Crash chuckled, and both of the stallions loosened up their tension after that. For a moment the two sat there in silence, seemingly waiting for the other to make the first move. Eventually it was Lost Way who swallowed his pride and made a move.

“Um… so… Are we really gonna try something?” Lost Way asked. “Cause I know you’re a… y’know.”

“Virgin?” Crash asked.

“Yeah,” Lost Way said, looking relieved that he hadn’t been the one to say it out loud. “At least, I assume you would have told me if you weren’t. You really trust me to take that from you, huh?”

“Lost,” Crash said before reaching out his hoof and giving the zebra a firm squeeze on his shoulder. “You’re my best friend. Of course I trust you.”

Lost Way glanced away. He looked like he was blushing, but in the dim light it was a bit hard to tell. Still, judging by the way he was involuntarily squirming on his side of the couch it seemed like a fair guess to make.

“Okay,” Lost Way said before letting out a long sigh to try and steady his nerves. The Zebra stood up from the couch and took Crash’s hoof in his own before giving it a steady tug. “Then… Let’s do this right, okay? Follow me?”

Crash stood up as well. It was actually pretty cute to see Lost Way look nervous for once. He could tell the zebra was trying his best to make Crash feel comfortable, which helped dampen whatever nerves Crash was feeling at the reality of what he was about to plunge himself into. Still, he couldn’t help but feel a tightness in his chest at the fact that he was really about to go through with this.

Lost Way led Crash to the hallway before pausing at the pegasus’s door. He cracked it open.

“My room?” Crash asked.

“You do have the bigger bed,” Lost Way said. “Last thing I want is to make your first time uncomfy being so cramped.”

Crash had to admit that was a fair point. Still, when he pictured the day he would finally bring a pony into this room to do the deed he thought he might have a bit more of a chance to clean up beforehoof. The sheets were messy and there were still bowties and combs from his preparation earlier strewn out on the floor.

“Before we do anything,” Lost Way said as he sat down on the bed. Crash followed, and sat down next to the Zebra. His weight caused the portion of the bed to creak and sink far more than Lost’s half. “Promise me a few things.”

“Promise?” Crash asked.

“Promise that you’ll be honest with me if you get nervous or aren’t ready to do something,” Lost Way said, looking Crash in the eyes with a serious expression. “If I end up pushing too hard and don’t know it I’ll feel even worse than if you just put up with it to make me happy, okay?”

“I can do that,” Crash said with a nod.

“Good,” Lost said before putting on a reassuring smile. “Um… Would you feel better if you felt it out for yourself, or do you want me to take the lead? Whatever makes you feel more comfy.”

That was a question Crash had to think about. This was already strange enough discussing how he was about to go about losing his virginity with his best friend. Truth be told he had always assumed that when the time came he’d just have to fake it till he made it. However with Lost Way it was an entirely different ball park.

“I… I don’t know what I’m supposed to do,” Crash said sheepishly as he felt his ears lower. “S-Sorry… can you take the lead?”

Lost Way gave a little giggle. It was the sort of laugh that made Crash feel comforted rather than mocked. The zebra scooted closer to Crash, and raised up his hoof to place it against the pegasus’s cheek.

“Alright,” Lost Way agreed. “Just relax. This is supposed to be fun, remember?”

Crash nodded his head again, and then closed his eyes in an attempt to relax as he was told. He took a deep breath in, and then let it out. He opened his eyes and looked over to Lost, who was quick to slowly guide the pegasus’s head so the two were facing eye to eye. He was reminded yet again how beautiful the zebra’s eyes were.

“What now?” Crash asked.

“Remember back in the snow?” Lost Way asked. “I wanna do that again.”

Lost Way took the lead, and grabbed Crash’s face with his other hoof. He craned his neck up and pressed his lips firmly against Crash’s own. It was much more forward and stronger than the kisses they had shared back in the snow. Crash felt a weight lean up against him, and instinctively he lifted his hooves and grabbed Lost Way’s sides to hold the zebra who seemed ready to crawl up onto his lap.

“Nnngh,” Crash made a noise as the two momentarily parted.

“Something wrong?” Lost asked, still close to Crash’s face.

“N-Nothing,” Crash said. “You’re just… You’re a really good kisser, Lost.”

Lost Way’s worry faded, and turned to a look of mischievousness instead.

“Well then shut up and let me kiss you, dummy,” Lost Way said.

With that Lost Way attacked. He quite literally pounced, and ran his body into Crash’s own. It was enough force that Crash fell on his back against the bed, and Lost’s weight came crashing down on top of him. The dominant side of Lost was coming out in full force, and it was overwhelming Crash in a way he found himself enjoying. As alien as it was to be in his own bed kissing another stallion part of it also felt so, so right.

“Lost…” Crash moaned between their brief parting for air. He lifted up his hooves and hugged Lost as tightly as he could before their lips connected once more. He found himself wanting to absorb Lost into him so they could be one. Their bodies moved and pressed together in a rhythm the two were able to silently speak with actions alone. Lost Way’s hooves traveled down Crashing Thunder’s chest and up his neck. Crash’s hooves explored Lost’s body as well. The two were feeling out each other, trying to just get a feel for the sensation of their new lovers.

It wasn’t until Lost Way scooted back a few inches and broke his lips from Crash’s own that the pegasus realized he was beginning to feel light headed from lack of air. He was forced to suck in a quick breath when Lost Way shot his head down and planted his lips against the nape of Crash’s neck. Crash tensed up, and then relaxed, and then tensed again. Lost Way nibbled gently as he kissed and drug his lip up Crash’s thick neck. It tingled, and made the pegasus’s entire body shudder.

“Oh gosh,” Crash whined.

“Mmm, you’re a dirty colt, you know that?” Lost Way asked teasingly as he lifted his head up. “Getting hard already?”

“Wha…?”

Lost Way surprised Crash by jamming one of his hooves down to the area between them where Lost Way’s body was lying. Suddenly Crash felt a hoof grip around his sheath, and squeezed what little bit of his cock head was beginning to emerge out of it. Such a forward and sudden move caused the stallion to let out a loud gasp and bite down on his lip. He could hardly believe Lost had done something so bold in just grabbing him like that. He had been so distracted by their make out session that he hadn’t even realized he had begun to get hard.

“Nnngh… L-Lost,” Crash whined as he felt Lost Way’s hoof squeeze and tug gently on his emerging member. “Holy Celestia…”

“For somepony who's never done anything with a stallion you sure react pretty strongly to one,” Lost Way said before locking his eyes with Crash’s own. “Just a little bit of making out and you’re already getting hard? What are you, a teenager?”

There was something powerful behind Lost Way’s teasing that made Crash want to blush and squirm.

“I can’t help it,” Crash said softly. “You’re really good at kissing.”

“That’s not all I’m good at, big boy,” Lost Way said.

The Zebra was now starting to become more comfortable taking control of the situation. He sat up from where he had been lying on Crash’s body and scooted himself back. Crash stayed on his back and looked down. His legs were spread, and his sheath was indeed beginning to grow harder with the sight of an emerging cock. What was visible was the head of a near black cock with a few specks of white for color.

It amazed Crash just how confidently Lost Way moved forward. He didn’t hesitate at all as he grabbed the base of Crash’s sheath and gave it a firm pump. He lowered his other hoof and scooped up Crash’s massive balls in them. Lost Way gave Crash a quick wink before fully lowering his head closer to Crash’s cock and balls.

“O-Oh gosh,” Crash whined.

Lost Way wasn’t shy at all. He was very quick to let out his tongue and run it the full length up Crash’s sheath and what was visible of his shaft. After he reached the head he proceeded to bury his face right at the base of the sheath against Crash’s large balls, and breathed in heavily.

“Mmm, so that’s the smell of my stallion,” Lost Way said as he pulled his face back a few inches. “Not bad.”

Crash felt his chest tighten. The way Lost Way called him ‘my stallion’ made his heart skip a beat. He had never considered his own scent anything special, but the way Lost talked about it made the zebra sound like a hungry beast who had just found its favorite and most delectable prey.

“You like that?” Crash asked, more curious than anything.

“Hell yeah,” Lost Way said with a grin as he looked up. “You smell so MANLY. In fact…”

Lost Way took Crash by surprise once more and quickly moved his head down. He buried his muzzle and nose directly under Crashing Thunder’s balls, and let them drape over his nose. The next sensation Crash felt was a wet tongue graze against the underside of his balls. The sensation was so unique and like nothing Crash had ever felt before that he couldn’t stop himself from involuntarily squeezing his thighs. He ended up gripping Lost Way’s head for a brief moment before gasping and pulling his legs apart.

“S-Sorry!” Crash said quickly, though knew he hadn’t actually squeezed all that hard.

“No, I like that,” Lost Way said as he pulled away. “That’s kinda hot, actually.”

“Seriously?” Crash asked.

“Who the heck wouldn’t want their head smashed between massive thighs when they’re muzzle deep in their boyfriend’s balls?” Lost Way asked with a giggle. “Plus that sound you just made when I licked was really damn cute.”

Crash continued to blush. He felt nervous, and awkward in his actions. Still, Lost Way was patient with him. All he could ask for right now was patience.

Lost reached up and took both sides of Crash’s sheath in his hooves. He propped the cock up so the head was pointed directly at him, and then licked his lips as if he were gazing upon a delicious looking appetizer. Crash had never thought of that part of his body as the sort of thing that deserved to be looked at with such lust. He was getting harder by the second the longer Lost Way stared.

“Oooh, you’re so easy to make excited,” Lost Way teased. “I wonder what’ll happen if I just…”

Without further warning Lost Way opened his mouth and took the head of Crash’s growing cock in his mouth. Crash couldn’t keep himself from letting out a loud gasp and arching his back. He hadn’t expected Lost Way to attack his cock with such a lustful hunger. He could feel the tongue of the zebra glide along the underside of his quickly hardening cock. As he grew harder and harder Lost Way’s head moved deeper down. It was around the point where Crash was approaching full length that he couldn’t help but marvel at just how deep Lost Way seemed to be able to push his head down without any signs of discomfort.

“Holy Celestia,” Crash said.

Lost Way took his mouth off of Crash’s cock and looked up quizzically.

“What’s wrong?” The zebra asked.

“N-Nothing,” Crash said quickly before looking away sheepishly. “Just… Y-You’re able to take a lot of it.”

“Heh, lots of practice,” Lost said with a smirk before looking down and examining the results of his work. He ran his hooves up and down the full length of Crash’s cock now and giggled softly. “But wow, you’re really big. Guess I shouldn’t be surprised.”

“Is it really that big?” Crash asked.

“Well I guess on your body it looks pretty normal,” Lost Way said with a chuckle. “But yeah, it’s like a freaking log compared to mine.”

Crash honestly had no idea how to respond to that. All he could do was blush and squirm. He felt overwhelmed in just about every sense of the word. It was the first time another pony had touched him so sensually. The verbal teasing being shot at him was also making him feel awfully funny. A mix of butterflies in his belly and a tight nervousness in his chest. It was just about all the stallion could do to keep himself under control in spite of it all.

“Now, where was I?” Lost Way asked. “Oh right! I was making you whine like a puppy.”

Lost wasted no time in going right back for the cock with his mouth. Once again Crash let out a strange noise unlike anything he had ever made before. It felt so, so much different from jerking himself off. It was warm and wet and pleasant in a way he had never expected. Lost managed to bob his head up and down a considerable length, though had to keep his jaw open awfully wide in order to do so given Crash’s girth.

It was an incredibly embarrassing thing to admit, but Crash could tell he was already close. Maybe it was the teasing or the new sensations that brought it upon him so quickly, but it wasn’t long until he began to let out loud cries of moaning pleasure.

“Nnngh! Ahhh!~ Oooh! L-Lost! Ah!”

Lost Way didn’t slow down despite Crash’s cries. In fact, the noises the pegasus was making only seemed to encourage Lost. He began suckling and using his hooves to rub up and down the bottom end of length he couldn’t quite reach with his mouth alone. Crash began to writhe his upper body back and forth and made the bed he was laying on creak and cry with protest from the springs.

“Mmm, you smell so good,” Lost Way would comment between licks. “I think I could get off just by burying my face down here alone.”

“Nnngh!” Crash cried out, and arched his back. It was getting harder and harder to resist the growing pleasure that was building inside of his cock. It was so much more powerful than the sensations that came from merely jerking himself off.

“L-Lost, slow down,” Crash whined. He could tell he was approaching the point of no return, and quickly. Lost Way didn’t seem like he could hear Crash behind his intent focus on blowing him. Alarm bells began to go off in Crash’s head as he got closer and closer. Eventually he had to reach down his hooves and grab Lost by the head right when he bobbed his head up and yanked his head off the cock.

“Nnnngh!” Crash cried. His cock was throbbing, and spurting pre. His face was an intense deep shade of crimson by now.

“Oh, wow,” Lost Way said as he stared down. “Did not expect that to happen that fast.”

“I’m sorry,” Crash nearly whimpered. He couldn’t shake the feeling like he had just seriously screwed up in some way.

Crash covered his face with his hooves and whined softly.

“Hey, what are you hiding your face for?” Lost Way asked as he crawled up onto the bed and grabbed at one of Crash’s forelegs and yanked until Crash pulled them down.

“I-I didn’t wanna cum so fast,” Crash said. “I didn’t grab you too hard, did I?”

“Heh, no way,” Lost Way said. “You didn’t need to stop me though, y’know. It’s kind of cute that it was that easy to make you cum.”

Crash continued to feel embarrassed. Lost had a way of teasing him and making him feel good at the same time.

“But since you did stop me,” Lost Way said with a grin of his own. “I guess that just means that you’re dying to move onto the good stuff.”

“The good stuff?” Crash asked.

“Hold on a sec, I’ll be right back,” Lost Way said before crawling off of the bed and making his way to the door. He threw a wink at the pegasus before leaving. On the other side of the wall Crash could hear faint rustling around inside of Lost Way’s bedroom. Within moments the zebra had returned, and was holding a bottle in his hoof.

“Is that…?”

“Yep,” Lost Way said. “Lube. What, you trying to kill me with raw dogging?”

Crash felt a little bit silly for not realizing the two of them would need that. Though he had never exactly felt the need to think very long about how two stallions would mate, he still knew enough to know lube was very much a necessity.

“So uh… how do we…?” Crash began, but trailed off as he felt too embarrassed to expose just how little he knew about this to continue.

“Just let me do the work, big boy,” Lost Way said before he climbed back up onto the bed. “How about you put that tongue to some good use while I get you ready?”

Crash felt his eyes widen as without warning Lost Way swung one of his hind legs directly over Crash’s face. He stared up, and was met with the sight of Lost Way’s taint and butt hanging over his face.

“Okay,” Crash said softly, a bit mesmerized by what was hanging so close to him to really bother denying he was curious.

Lost Way giggled. The zebra didn’t need any more convincing before he plopped his butt right down atop Crashing Thunder’s muzzle. At first Crash let out a muffled whine. He didn’t expect to be practically suffocated by zebra ass so suddenly. However he swallowed hard and eventually opened his mouth to let out his tongue. He was a bit nervous, but the moment he worked up the courage to extend his tongue and graze it against Lost Way’s hole those nerves faded.

“Ooo, wow,” Lost Way said. “E-Eager, aren’t we?”

Did Lost just stutter? It was the first time since they had gotten into the room that Crash had actually been able to do something to make his new lover react so strongly. He found himself hungering for that reaction again, and lifted up his forelegs to grab at Lost Way’s plush thighs. He extended his tongue further, and began to drag it over Lost Way’s hole.

“Mmmm, y-you sure you ain’t done this before, big guy?” Lost Way asked in a bit of a joking manner, though it was clear the zebra was struggling to keep his own voice steady. “Y-You’re hungrier than some of the stallions I hook up with after my dates!”

Crash felt an unexpected swell of pride in his chest at that. He didn’t expect that anything he’d be able to do that night would draw such wonderful reactions out of Lost Way. Truthfully, he didn’t realize just how much those noises from his new lover would excite him so much. Lost Way began to squirm very slightly as Crash’s tongue ran against his hole again and again. Crash began to swirl it around and tried to find the best way to make his boyfriend moan.

Crashing Thunder ran his hooves back until he was able to firmly grab both of Lost Way’s cheeks. He dug his hooves in. He didn’t expect them to be so… plump. He pulled apart those plump cheeks so he could better dig his muzzle deep against Lost Way’s needy hole, and licked and licked.

“C-Celestia… Nnngh! Mmm!” Lost Way groaned.

Crash kept going and going, licking with more ferocity than a hungry dog. He probably would have kept up this ravenous behavior for quite some time had it not been for Lost Way leaning forward and grabbing at Crash’s still hard cock. This made the pegasus pause briefly, and let out a gasp of hot air directly against Lost Way’s bottom.

“Heh, calm down,” Lost Way said. “I’m just lubing you up.”

Crash could hear the click of a bottle. The very next thing he felt was a cool gel-like sensation touching his shaft. Lost Way’s hooves began to drag up and down as he began rubbing the lube against Crash’s lengthy and girthy cock. Crash tried his best to keep up the same pace at rimming as he had done before, but admittedly it was rather distracting with Lost manhandling his cock.

“Heh, you’re seriously massive,” Lost Way teased. “Don’t think I’ve ever seen you fully hard, actually.”

Crash couldn’t help but feel there was something behind the usual teasing in Lost Way’s voice. Almost like… nerves? It was so subtle that the pegasus wondered if he had just imagined it.

Eventually Lost Way let out a gasp as he raised his bottom up from Crashing Thunder’s muzzle. Crash was mid lick, and as such his tongue was still fully extended. He looked down, and realized that the effects of his rimming had caused Lost Way’s own cock and sheath to begin growing. Though he wasn’t fully hard like Crash was, the pegasus saw spots of dull pink upon what was visible on his ebony shaft.

“What now?” Crash asked.

“Now,” Lost Way began. The zebra turned himself around and sat himself down right on top of Crashing Thunder’s chest. The two were able to look each other in the eyes now. Lost Way scooted himself back until Crash could feel the zebra’s tail graze up against his freshly lubed cock. “The fun part starts.”

Crash felt his heartbeat quicken. It was beginning to quickly feel like the point of no return, especially when Lost Way began to teasingly grind his buttcheeks up and down Crash’s cock. The zebra looked over his shoulder, and for just a moment Crash thought he saw a look of hesitation in those eyes.

“Is something wrong?” Crash asked.

“N-No, nothing,” Lost Way said, though wouldn’t meet Crash’s eyes as he spoke.

Maybe Crash was a bit too wrapped up in his own nerves to really read into Lost Way’s hesitation. The pegasus swallowed a lump in his throat, and decided to try his hoof at doing something other than complete and utter submission.

“You gonna ride me, stud?” Crash asked.

“Ohoho, stud?” Lost Way asked, regaining his playful expression. “Alright, since you’re so eager…”

Lost Way positioned himself properly, and lifted his behind up so that it was much closer to the tip of Crash’s cockhead. After a moment Lost managed to press the head of the cock up to his hole. There was another slight moment of hesitation on his face.

“Wow that’s big,” Lost Way said.

“Everything okay?” Crash asked.

“Y-Yeah, of course,” Lost Way said. “Let me just…”

Lost Way pushed his body down on top of the cockhead. The head went in, and instantly Lost Way froze. The Zebra shut his eyes, and for a moment he made no sound at all.

“Mmmm…” Lost Way eventually made a noise, and it was one of clear discomfort.

“Are you okay?” Crash asked, beginning to worry.

“F-Fine… I’m… ahhh…”

Something wasn’t right. Even as an inexperienced virgin Crash could tell something was wrong by the look of discomfort and borderline pain on his boyfriends face.

“Just gimmie a… s-sec…” Lost Way said softly. After a few moments Lost Way tried to push down another inch or two, and instantly he let out a loud cry of pain.

Crash could feel his chest begin to tighten. Suddenly none of this was fun at all. He knew it was supposed to hurt a bit at first but this looked like genuine pain that wasn’t fading at all. His heart began to race with anxiety, and without thinking he blurted out his thoughts.

“Pull out, Lost,” Crash said. “I don’t wanna hurt you, please.”

Lost Way didn’t need much more convincing to do as he was told. He lifted himself up, and soon enough the cockhead was out of his ass. He let out a loud gasp and a groan, followed by a little whine that made Crashing Thunder’s heart ache. Instantly Crash felt his eyes become blurred with the stinging threat of tears, and the only thing he could think to do was lift up his forelegs and grab Lost Way and pull him into a tight hug.

“I’m sorry,” Crash said softly. “Are you okay?”

“I-I’m fine, Crash,” Lost Way said.

Crash began to tremble slightly. The look of his best friend in pain as a result of Crash was almost too much to think about. He had to shut his eyes to keep tears from spilling over.

“I’m sorry,” Crash said again, softer this time as he buried his muzzle against Lost Way’s neck.

“Hey, you didn’t do anything wrong,” Lost Way said quickly. The zebra pushed himself up from the hug and grabbed Crash by his face. The pegasus cracked open his eyes, and looked up with blurred vision at his boyfriend. “It was my fault, okay? I should have taken one look at that thing and realized it was too big for me to take without some training.”

“But I…” Crash began.

Lost Way leaned down, and pressed his lips firmly against Crashing Thunder’s own. It was a quick, and comforting kiss. When Lost pulled away Crash had to resist the urge to sniffle.

“You told me to take control, right?” Lost Way said. “Only I’m allowed to blame somepony and I blame myself. It’s not your fault you have a massive schlong.”

Despite all the emotions welling up inside of Crash he couldn’t stop himself from bursting out in a small chuckle at that comment. Lost Way smiled down at him.

“You wanna keep trying stuff?” Lost Way asked. “Let’s skip the bottoming for now. Maybe I could get you off just going down on you?”

“Actually,” Crash said, and then turned his head to avoid embarrassment. “Could I try going down on you, maybe? I wanna make you feel good after… that.”

Lost Way giggled, which only made Crash’s cheeks burn.

“I think I’m making a pretty good slut out of you after all,” Lost Way said before leaning down to peck at Crash’s cheek. “Gimme all you got, big guy.”

Lost Way rolled off of Crash’s chest and onto the large bed. He wasted no time in lying on his back and spreading his hind legs as far apart as they could go. His cock had softened to the point where it had gone back into his body, so only his sheath and balls were still visible. Crash adjusted himself until he was hanging his head over Lost Way’s lower half and stared down.

“Um… sorry, this is a dumb question,” Crash said. “What do I do, exactly?”

“Hehe, well,” Lost Way said. “You could start by giving the sheath a few licks. The balls too, if you’re up for it. You gotta wake up the beast~”

Crash nodded his head. He stared down between Lost Way’s legs. The smell of the zebra was strong, but not unpleasant. A thought crossed his mind that this was the scent of HIS lead stallion. That only made his heart beat quicken.

Crash gingerly lowered his face and extended his tongue. He placed it against the zebra’s sheath, and drug upward. He was conservative at first, using only the tip of his tongue. His second stroke up he used the entire flat of his tongue. That got a much more positive reaction out of Lost Way in the way of a delighted hum.

It only took a few long and drawn out licks up the sheath for the head of Lost Way’s cock to begin peaking once more. Crash felt his eyes widen.

“Doing good, big guy,” Lost Way said.

Crash looked down at Lost Way’s balls. He suddenly remembered something that Lost Way had done to him, and a burning curiosity began to stir up inside of him. He swallowed a lump in his throat and decided to just go for it, and jammed his muzzle directly underneath the balls until they were draping over his nose and mouth.

“O-Oh my!” Lost Way squeaked. The zebra was clearly surprised by Crash’s burst of courage.

It was a near overpowering smell. What had simply been wafting up before was now all of what Crashing Thunder experienced. The smell of his stallion enticed him in a way he thought it never would. He shut his eyes and breathed in deeply, trying to memorize just how delightfully perverse he felt in the moment. He stuck out his tongue, and tried to drag it against Lost Way’s taint as the zebra had done to him before.

“Ohohoho gosh,” Lost Way half-giggled and half squeaked.

Crash had to admit he was starting to get the appeal of his stallion’s scent. He felt a sudden ownership over it, like it was something only he was allowed to indulge in for the time being. He decided to be a bit more adventurous and opened his mouth to take in one of the zebra’s balls. He was gentle, but the taste was enough to make him moan. He found himself growing hornier by the second, and grinded his lower body into his bedsheets helplessly.

Crash glanced up and saw that Lost Way was half hard. He released the ball he had been suckling from his mouth and looked up at the beacon before his eyes in awe.

“Heh, are you gonna stare or are you gonna lick it?” Lost Way asked.

Crash realized that he had been staring like a colt through a candy store window and promptly glanced down. Though truth be told, the fact that glancing down only made it so he was staring right at Lost Way’s balls didn’t help his embarrassment much.

“I just… lick it?” Crash asked.

“Well, ideally you suck it too,” Lost Way said.

“Alright,” Crash said softly before lifting up one of his hooves and grabbing the shaft. He pulled it closer to his face until it was pressing up against his nose and just about to drape over his forehead. The cock was less girthy than Crash’s own, though that was to be expected. The smell was even stronger now that Lost Way was freed from his sheath.

Crash stuck out his tongue and set it against the base of the cock right where it was poking out from the sheath. He closed his eyes and drug himself upward all the way until he reached the head. When he got to the top he hesitated for only a moment before gingerly opening his mouth and wrapping his lips around the head.

“Nnngh,” Lost Way let out a noise instantly, and shifted in place. “You don’t waste any time, big guy.”

Crash took that as a compliment. He paused, and realized he really didn’t know what to do now.

“Just try sucking a bit,” Lost Way said. “And move your head up and down. Don’t use your teeth, obviously.”

Crash took the advice and did as he was told. He pushed the cockhead further into his mouth and felt the top of the shaft slide down his tongue. He was only able to take a few inches before being forced to stop and pull back. He let out a gasp.

“Don’t take too much,” Lost Way said. “You might gag. It takes practice to give blowjobs like I can.”

Despite Crash’s intense focus on the cock in his mouth he could tell Lost Way was smirking. Crash rolled his eyes and continued the task at hoof. He put the cock back in his mouth and went down a few inches before bobbing his head back up. Lost Way let out a long and drawn out sigh of pleasure. Suddenly a hoof was on top of Crash’s head lightly ruffling his mane.

“Good boy,” Lost Way said with a pleased tone of voice.

Crash blushed. He didn’t think that being called ‘good boy’ of all things would have an affect on him. He tried to ignore it, but in a weird way his heart seemed to momentarily skip. He started to move his head faster as he got into the rhythm of what he was doing. He tried sucking as he bobbed his head.

“Heh, you’re a fast learner,” Lost Way teased as he continued to run his hoof over Crashing Thunder’s mane. “I might make a slut out of you yet.”

Crash’s face only grew hotter. He wasn’t sure why but being talked to in such a degrading yet loving way excited him. There was clear affection pouring out of Lost Way’s voice despite his teasing words. It made Crash only want to do better, and push himself further. He bravely started to bob his head an inch or two further than before as far as he could push it without the risk of gagging.

It was an alien sensation to feel Lost Way’s cock harden in his mouth. In the time Crash had been sucking the zebra had gone from aroused to fully erect. His jaw had to open wider to accommodate the zebra’s full size, but it had yet to become uncomfortable aside from a small ache in his jaw. Crash looked up, and saw Lost Way was biting his lip and looking like he was in great pleasure. Crash suddenly felt like a dog pleased that his master was happy by his actions. That thought only made him flustered.

Eventually Crash had to pull his mouth free from Lost Way’s cock. He pulled his head up with a gasp, and realized just how badly he needed to breathe only after he was forced to suck in air.

“You okay?” Lost Way asked.

“Y-Yeah,” Crash said with a nod. “Did I… Did I do good?”

Lost Way smirked, and then giggled. The zebra pulled himself forward and practically tackled into Crash, sending the two of them tumbling down onto the bed. Before they even landed Lost had made sure the two were locking lips. There was something exciting about the control Lost Way had tonight that made Crash’s heart thud inside his chest. He could feel one of Lost Way’s hind legs grind up and down the inside of his thighs, feeling the cock that had become erect once again as he sucked off the zebra.

“Somepony’s excited,” Lost Way said teasingly. “Get that hard just from sucking a cock? Yeah, you’re definitely not straight.”

“Shut up,” Crash said, rolling his eyes. “It’s just because… cause it’s you.”

“Oooh, you’re such a charmer,” Lost Way said before smiling.

Crash looked away. The more Lost ran his hind leg up and down his cock the more naughty his thoughts became. He squirmed a little. A thought crossed his mind that had been lingering ever since they found out the zebra wasn’t quite ready to take his cock. He had been too embarrassed and unsure to say it in the moment, but right now felt like the best chance he had before his nerves got the best of him.

“Hey, Lost?” Crash asked.

“Mmm?”

“Do you… Do you wanna try going all the way again?” The pegasus asked. “But maybe switch roles?”

Lost’s eyes widened.

“You wanna bottom?” Lost Way asked.

“W-Well the other option didn’t work,” Crash said quickly before biting the inside of his cheek.

“You sure?” Lost asked before sitting up. He suddenly looked a lot more serious. “It’s a big thing to try for some guys. I don’t want you forcing yourself just cause you feel guilty it didn’t work before or something silly.”

“I’m not forcing myself,” Crash said as he sat up as well. He took Lost Way’s hoof in his own and smiled at him. “If you’re gonna be my lead stallion I wanna make it official in some way. It can’t hurt to try at least?”

Lost looked a bit hesitant as he glanced over to the bottle of lube that had been forgotten at the edge of the bed.

“You’ll tell me if it hurts too much?” Lost Way asked. “You promise?”

Crash nodded his head. After a moment’s consideration Lost Way let out a long sigh.

“Okay, I guess we can try,” Lost Way said. “How do you wanna do this? Get on your belly and I’ll try it doggy style or…?”

“Um…” Crash paused, and then realized how sappy his thought sounded. Though he had already made it this far, so he figured it didn’t make sense to stop now. “Can we do it so we’re face to face? I kinda wanna look at you my first time.”

Lost Way’s eyes widened briefly as if he was taken aback by that. It was the zebra’s turn to put on a light blush before cracking up in a series of giggles.

“You dork,” Lost Way said. “Okay, we’ll do it like an old married couple. Lay on your back, okay?”

Crash did as he was told. He laid down and spread his legs apart. His heart started to pick up speed as he watched Lost Way pick up the bottle of lube. All he felt was a mixture of nerves and excitement as Lost Way approached. The zebra squirted out a bit of lube into his hoof and then moved it down between Crash’s legs. There was a cool gel sensation against his cheeks that caused him to gasp. His cheeks were soon spread, and suddenly there was a hoof pressing up to his hole.

“You okay?” Lost Way asked.

“Yeah,” Crash said, though it came out fast and nervous. “That’s just… a new feeling.”

“Heh, well I gotta make sure you’re a little loose before I jam it in,” Lost said.

Crash bit his lip as he felt the hoof press up to his hole. Not only was Lost making sure that it was properly lubed up, but he also worked to massage and press his hoof down to try and relax Crash’s nerves.

“Now it’s pretty normal for it to hurt for a little your first time,” Lost Way said. “It should pass, though. It shouldn’t be unbearable pain, either, got it?”

“G-Got it,” Crash said as he fought off the urge to gasp as the hoof ran against his sensitive hole. “Nnngh.”

“I’m gonna go real slow until you’re used to it,” Lost Way said. “The important thing is not to tense up. That’ll just make it harder for both of us.”

“Mmmm okay,” Crash said as he nodded his head.

Finally Lost Way pulled his hoof away from Crash’s hole. The pegasus squirmed in place as he watched the zebra squirt out some more lube and run it up and down his own cock. He had plenty of time to sit there with his thoughts and grow more nervous, but what kept him going was the idea of it being Lost Way who was going to do this to him. He trusted the zebra with his life, much less something as normal as sex.

“You ready?” Lost Way asked before grabbing Crash’s hind legs and positioning his cock up against the pegasus’s hole. “I’m gonna try to push in now. Just relax.”

Crash could only nod his head, as he feared a verbal response would cause him to stutter with nerves.

The feeling of a cockhead pushing up to his hole certainly was something Crash had never felt before. He stared up at the ceiling at first, and tried his best to relax despite his body naturally wanting to do otherwise. Lost Way moved almost painfully slow as he pushed in.

“Ah!” Crash let out a loud gasp as soon as the head was inside of him. Lost Way wasn’t lying. It did hurt.

“You alright?” Lost Way asked fearfully, and froze in place.

“Y-Yeah,” Crash said. “Just gimmie a… nngh… sec.”

Crash could feel his lower legs tremble. His hole was quite literally being stretched now that Lost Way was properly in him. The zebra wasn’t lying about the pain, but he also hadn’t been lying about it not being unbearable. After a few moments it began to wane, and Crash let out a loud gasp that he didn’t realize he had been holding in.

“Want me to pull out?” Lost asked.

“No, I think I’m fine,” Crash said, and was surprised that he felt confident in saying so. He looked up to Lost Way and managed to put on a playful smirk. “What, think I can’t handle it, stud?”

“Heh, if you’re good enough to tease me then I guess you’re fine,” Lost Way said. “I’m gonna push in a little now. Ready?”

“As I’ll ever be,” Crash said.

Lost Way smiled. The zebra was slow enough to the point Crash might call it tedious were he not experiencing the sensation of a cock inside of him. A few times the pegasus would open his mouth to let out a gasp, and then be forced to quickly bite his lip. There was pain, but it was momentary and faded quickly as his body became used to the cock. Lost Way was very correct in that he was forced to relax. Any time he tried to tense up it only became harder for both of them.

It wasn’t until Lost Way had pushed himself all the way in did Crash let out a small whine. The cock was pushing against… something inside of him. His cock began to feel funny.

“Balls deep now,” Lost Way said with a smirk. “Feeling good?”

“I-I think so,” Crash said hesitantly before nodding his head.

“I’m gonna try moving in and out a little, okay?” Lost Way said. “Let me know if I should stop.”

Crash nodded again. He was feeling a little overwhelmed in a way he didn’t exactly hate. Lost kept true to his word and grabbed him by the hind legs for leverage. The zebra pulled out a few inches, and then pushed back in again. Once more the cockhead hit up against something that made Crash feel very strange. His cock had started to soften during this entire process, but right now it was very quickly rehardening.

This almost felt… good…

“Mmm!” Crash let out a light gasp as Lost Way pushed back in. It was a proper thrust with enough force to cause the zebra’s balls to slap against the underside of Crash’s tail.

“How’s it feel?” Lost Way asked.

“I-I dunno,” Crash said. “I feel… full?”

“Heh, that’s normal,” Lost Way said. “Y’know, you make some pretty damn cute sounds when you bottom. I could get used to this.”

Even during this situation Lost Way still found a way to make Crash feel flustered. There wasn’t much he could do to hide his embarrassment, especially with each thrust threatening to bring out more moans and stifled gasps out of the pegasus. All the while Crash couldn’t stop thinking about how surprised he was that it felt so good. The more Lost Way pushed in the more the head of his cock would hit up to that spot which was beginning to feel better and better. The pleasure was very quickly outweighing whatever discomfort remained.

Crash looked up into Lost Way’s eyes. The zebra was staring down, and huffing out with each thrust he made. He seemed to be focused on his task, but kept running one of his hooves up and down Crash’s belly next to where his cock laid.

“You’re a real natural, big guy,” Lost Way said with a chuckle. “Maybe you were meant to be a bottom slut after all.”

The dirty talk was coming back in full force. Crash blushed, but once again found he didn’t dislike it.

“Nnngh! Ahh!” Crash could only really communicate with gasps of pleasure by this point. His cock had gotten fully hard again.

“Heh, you sound like a little filly,” Lost Way teased. “Does my cock feel that good? Even I don’t moan as much as you are when I take it~”

Crash had to shut his eyes momentarily to fight the glowing blush on his face. He actually liked when Lost Way teased him like this. His lead stallion was taking complete and utter control, and it felt amazingly good.

“Lost,” Crash said behind a whining cry. “Y-You feel so good… Ngh… You’re such a stud.”

“That’s right, I’m your stud,” Lost Way said back. “How’s this stud’s cock feel, big guy? Good?”

“A-Amazing!” Crash cried out. “Nnngh! Please don’t stop! Ahhh!”

Each thrust was bringing out a hunger inside of Crash that he was struggling to control. He was quickly becoming addicted to the pleasurable feeling of his prostate being hit again and again. By now his cock laid on his chest fully erect and was dribbling out pre-cum at an alarming rate. It was then that Lost Way reached down his hoof and grabbed the cock. He began to stroke, and was squeezing pure pleasure up and down the shaft.

“Nnngh! Ahh! Ahh!”

Crash had never considered himself noisy before. When he jerked off alone he was practically silent. Now he couldn’t seem to keep himself from crying out louder and louder as his pleasure grew. Every time Lost Way thrusted into him it felt like the final stroke before a powerful orgasm where the pleasure was at its peak.

“You want me to pull out when I cum?” Lost asked. “Or do you wanna be filled up like a cute little bottom slut?”

“Nnngh! Cum in me!” Crash whined. He blushed at saying such a lewd thing out loud. Before tonight the thought of having a stallion cum in him had hardly crossed his mind, but right this second it was the hottest idea in the world.

“Heh, thought you’d say that,” Lost Way teased behind his grunts from thrusting. “You look like you’re about to blow yourself, big guy.”

It probably was an easy guess for Lost Way to make considering just how noisy Crash had gotten at every touch. Crash felt himself practically blinded by pleasure as he looked up into Lost Way’s beautiful pink eyes. His stallion was staring back at him. His lead stallion. There was something unquestionably erotic about feeling like Lost Way held all the power not only in that moment, but their relationship going forward. He was making Lost Way this excited and happy just by giving away his body so completely.

Crash allowed himself to become absorbed by the pleasure and numb to everything else in the world except for him and Lost Way. Each thrust was like a bell dinging inside of Crash again and again, hitting that spot of pleasure with increasing force. It was no wonder stallions enjoyed this so much. Crash had been so worried about the pain he hadn’t even considered the intense pleasure until it smacked him just as hard as Lost Way’s balls smacked against the base of his tail.

Judging by the way Lost Way was grunting and moaning with every little movement he made it seemed clear that he too was approaching climax.

“Get ready for it,” Lost Way said. “Cause I’m gonna blow.”

Lost Way wasn’t exaggerating. It took no more than ten thrusts before Lost Way pushed in one last time and let out a loud cry of pleasure. The zebra threw his head back, and instantly Crash felt his insides become flooded with cum. It was such a strange and unknown feeling. The sticky seed coated his walls. It got to the point where there was so much cum that it began to leak out his already plugged hole.

All the while Lost Way didn’t stop stroking Crashing Thunder’s cock. The way he had pushed in that final time had hit right against Crash’s prostate. That combined with the non stop stroking after so much pleasure was enough to push Crash right over the edge. He didn’t even have time to warn his lover before his own orgasm came. It was more intense than any he had ever felt, and the sounds Crash let out were enough to make it seem like the walls were shaking. Crash arched his back and cried out as his cock exploded onto his chest. A flood of seed coated his chest as he shot not once, not twice, but three times with thick and sticky seed. His whole body tingled and it was like electricity was shooting through his veins. His eyes rolled back and he had to bite his lip once he ran out of air in his lungs to keep moaning.

When the pleasure finally began to subside it was like all of his senses had been dulled. It took a moment for Crash to be able to see properly, and even longer for him to hear the way Lost Way was chuckling at him.

“Wow, I didn’t realize you were THAT close,” Lost Way said. “Look at the mess you made.”

“Mmm,” Crash whined. Words still seemed too difficult to form as he looked down at his cum covered chest. There was so much that it was rolling down his ribs onto his wings and the bedsheets.

“If I’d have known you were so close I would have put that thing in my mouth,” Lost Way said with a chuckle.

“S-Sorry,” Crash said softly. Now that he was able to think a bit more clearly he was aware enough to blush. “I didn’t realize you’d want that.”

“Heh, well you owe me a big load next time,” Lost Way said with a giggle before playfully licking his lips. “Hold on, I’m gonna pull out. You might feel… weird.”

Having Lost Way pull his member out of Crash’s hole did indeed feel weird. He felt strangely empty once the cock was freed, and his hole that had never been used for such means before felt stretched and agape. He could feel sticky seed dribble out. He was covered in both his own and the zebra’s cum.

“I must look like a pony on one of those magazines,” Crash said.

“Naw,” Lost Way said before winking. “You look way hotter.”

Crash didn’t even have time to get properly embarrassed at such a compliment before Lost Way rushed himself out of the room. The pegasus rolled over, and watched as Lost Way returned swiftly with a couple of towels in hoof. He jumped up onto the bed and tossed one to Crash.

“Sorry, I really should have gotten these out earlier,” Lost Way said. “Your bed’s a mess cause of me.”

“I think I’m a mess cause of you more than my bed,” Crash said with a faint smile.

Lost Way giggled as he got closer to Crash and helped the drained pegasus wipe away the mess. He reached up one of his hooves and grazed it against Crash’s cheek.

“Sorry if I said something that might have made you feel weird,” Lost Way said. “I kinda got lost in the moment. I shoulda asked if you were fine being called a… a…”

“A bottom slut?” Crash asked.

“Yeah, that one,” Lost Way said before blushing and glancing away. “Was that too far? I-I should probably have been a bit sweeter for your first time.”

Crash smiled softly, and reached up one of his hooves to grab Lost Way’s foreleg. He tugged the zebra until Lost Way gasped and was forced to fall into his chest. The two were separated by only the towel blanketing Crash now.

“It was loads of fun,” Crash said. “Plus I think I kinda liked the dirty talk. Is that how you are with all stallions?”

“Only the ones I like,” Lost Way said. “So no, not often.”

Crash chuckled before wrapping both of his forelegs properly around Lost Way’s body. He wanted to hold the zebra close.

“We should probably really shower,” Lost Way said. “Trust me, you don’t wanna wake up with day old cum on your coat.”

“In a little,” Crash said softly before burying his face against the top of Lost Way’s head. He gave the zebra a light kiss before nuzzling. “I wanna remember right now. I wanna remember how it felt right after when I had my first time with my boyfriend.”

“Jeez, you’re being sappy again,” Lost Way said softly. Despite his words the zebra stopped squirming and relaxed before lifting up his own hooves and hugging Crash back. “So… We’re really doing this, huh? Boyfriends?”

Crash felt his heart skip a beat. Before tonight he had never considered Lost Way anything but his best friend. It was amazing how a few hours and a change of perspective could make everything so different. Tonight was the first step for the rest of a long journey, and Crash couldn’t help but feel an overwhelming sense of warmth build up within.

“Yeah,” Crash said. “Boyfriends.”