The Other General

Well... that was something. Let me recap. I was just on a date with Gilda and it was going very well. Until I noticed a group of stallions looking at me. I excused myself and went to the bathroom. Even told the host we might need someone to walk us out after our meal and to keep an eye on the stallions. I got back, reassured Gilda things were alright and we left soon after. Got back to the castle and I guess Gilda and I were good enough to fool around. After that we managed to get some sleep, she woke up and dove over me just to grab a bat but I barely got my eyes open before I woke up in a high security prison underground outside of Appleoosa... Why the fuck do I keep waking up in random spots? Dont know. But the saving grace was Ryder... Apparently sent by my father... After being flown out to him, getting a few new outfits on his dime.... Awkwardly I might add.... I was in a prison jumpsuit which... I can admit I kept and just altered a bit via Rarity... Just told her I bought it. But there were a few ponies who ferried children away from me and even wanted staff to call the guard thinking i was an escaped convict. We did speak with the guard after purchasing our clothes with my dads card- which Ryder had to call my dad to have him verify the name on the card and everything- and they left us alone... They were about to be dug into by a mare who wanted us to be arrested but I gave her what for. Told her it was a costume, I got mugged and they dont have jumpsuits like this in ACTUAL prisons! Oh she shut right up and apologized. But you can bet I had a long talk about how I was found with my father.... Apparently after the Manehattan Attacks he took me to get my shots and he had a tracking chip put in my neck. I told him I dont care what he does with it but to ask and let me know what he wants to do with me in case shit happens to me. But its been a week since then... We stayed a few days in Manehattan and I just told Applejack I wanted to invite them but only found Ryder and got him to come. And I even had a fake text typed up on his phone and told him to not send it so she'd believe it. But yeah... We were back in Ponyville and... I couldnt sleep in my house alone... I just felt like there was something wrong there. Like I wasnt safe. Same with the castle. And that place is crawling with guards... same with the night I was taken... but it still didnt make me feel better... Even with Gilda around... Tried everything from alcohol, drugs (melatonin and edibles) and even went up to Canterlot to have Luna help me... She did but she could only keep me asleep for a few hours before I pissed myself... Lucky me she was prepared for that. But yeah... Right now I'm sleeping on the couch at Ryder's place... His family all back around us... It felt nice... like this was the way it was supposed to be... well.. minus me on the couch of course... and... Applebloom still moved in with Diamond and such.... But I was mostly comfortable... Mostly... Meaning I was able to sleep here but not as deep as I'd like.... I was somewhat tossing and turning here until I got up and had to rush to the restroom to piss... And... Hug a trash can... I had to grab it half way through... And I couldnt keep it down... Not even a moment after I did lose dinner into that there was a knock on the bathroom door. I looked up weakly, the bright light of the bathroom burning my retina. "Babs? Babs you good in there?" I hear Ryder ask.

The door opened a bit and I grabbed a towel off the rack to put on my lap over my legs. I just hugged the trash can spitting into it. I just watched as he came in, pajama bottoms and a tank top, closing the door behind him. He came over and sat on the edge of the bath tub and rubbed my back. "...I... I'm sorry if I woke you...." I said softly. "...I thought I was just getting up to not mess up the couch but.... My stomach had other ideas...."

"It's okay... Applejack was gonna check on you but I told her I'd handle it. What's wrong...? Another nightmare?" I nodded slightly before gagging a bit. He pushed the trashcan up a bit and I hacked a little bit into it. I whined like a little filly just... holding a bucket with half my dinner and left over toilet paper tubes and stuff in here. She just shushed me and rubbed my back. "You done here?" He gestured to the trash can. I shook my head. "Alright... I'll see if we cant move things around with sleeping arrangements and see if we cant get a bed to share.... Think Big Mac can spare his bed for the night... When you feel like you're done, bring this downstairs... Kay?" I nodded sniffling. He huffed. "I'll have something to make sure your stomach stays good for the rest of the night... Meds, a snack and something to drink... You'll be fine..." I gave a nod. He just got up and left me in here for a bit. I just sat here waiting for a bit just breathing making sure I didnt do anything more....

Lucky me I didnt. I just got up carefully, cleaned myself and just went back downstairs. I brought the trashcan down only to see Big Mac just moving my stuff into his room. He handed them off to Ryder before looking to me in the dim light of the room. "...Another one eh?" He asked. I nodded. All I could do. He sighed hugging me. I hugged him back.... Always loved my cousins hugs.... There was all love in those hugs. Any time I'd see him before or after Ryder's passing he'd give me a hug and it was the best. Felt like shit after school or after dad was pissed off at me and just didnt want me in the house? Mac gave me a hug and it just made me feel a bit better. "Least this time I dont gotta sleep on the floor in here... Or the recliner..." ....Okay yeah I pissed myself on the couch one night.... He had to flip the cushions, wash the linings.... Yeah not fun. He just put his hands on my shoulders and looked at me. "....You're always welcome here and I dont mind giving up my bed if need be. Just ask." I gave him a little smile and just nodded before I went into his room just stopping to just hand him the trashcan. He took it and I closed the door behind me. Ryder was on the bed almost like my dad would be on a night after I wet the bed.... Diaper in hand.

I didnt fight it.... Nor did I do anything to stop it. Or do anything to tease him. I just didnt know what else to do. He just got me all padded up, dressed me again, gave me a drink, a snack and some meds. He even made sure I was comfortable. I was... I actually fell asleep... Only way I could sleep and feel comfortable doing so. Though as I slept I was now sat in the middle of a park in Manehattan. Course it was just a different style of Manehattan I saw in a movie. Everything was just.... Well... Think like ancient oriental areas. Cherry Blossom trees, zen gardens shit like that. I was just sat on a bench in a kimono as I just looked up at the sky looking as if it were from the paintings of the time. Even a place marked for my old home... I heard a sigh and looked over just to see Princess Luna walking down the path, her dark blue kimono swaying in the wind with each step as she held and twirled a silk umbrella. "There we are... Finally caught you for a chat." She said. "Is everything alright General?"

I just sighed and shifted. A little crinkle coming from my flank. "....Just another nightmare...." I said. "...You heard what happened recently... Yeah?" She sat next to me and looked on as she closed the parasol and set it between us.

"I have. Read the full report on what happened with Twilight's castle. Safe to say security is being revamped everywhere. Perhaps you could recount as best you can?" I sighed.

"....I got shot with a dart while I was asleep, got woken up, told I was being imprisoned and sent to work for a shit shady group or else they'd kill me, just stayed quiet. Didnt touch me at all because they knew my connections. Too bad one of those connections came in and fucked them up. Got me out somewhat clean. Squads sent in to clean up. Of course the thing that the reports didnt mention because neither me, Ryder nor my father wanted to mention is that I was chipped after Manehattan. Explains how I was found but... I guess I'm just scared I'm a target for more bullshit..." Luna huffed throwing an arm around me.

"It seems that shit hitting the fan comes with the title. Ask Ryder about his encounters. I assume the other Ryder when he was here told you about some of his?" I shook my head.

"Wasnt really paying attention... He did talk with himself when he was here."

"From what I've heard is that the Ryder in the other timeline... He was kidnapped, shot at and just taken advantage of.... Even had his own life threatened. All because of who he was. General turned Prince and even then he was still sought after. Kidnapped and forced to kill just to see his family again."

"...Is.... Is it wrong to say when he was saving me that I didnt wanna shoot anyone during the escape?"

"It isnt. Is it good that you didnt shoot in your escape? It's not known. Could've been better, could've been worse.... If you had, you could've gotten hit and it would've been another ball game entirely. It may have put Ryder in more danger but he was already risking himself for you...We honestly could've lost him again..." I sighed slumping down a bit on the bench.

"....Dont remind me please...."

"Here.... Something I would suggest that might help... Take Ryder for a day, thank him for saving you. Something that might make you feel comfortable. If I could suggest something, perhaps make your way to Canterlot and have lunch with us?"

"...Invite him and the family and I'll consider... I already feel guilty having him away from his family enough..."

"Understandable.... I'd have my sister do something but.... Applejack might get suspicious if you and Ryder are split off from everyone else.... We could just bring the family up and just say its a friendly check up, see how things are going.... I just dont know how we could split off the family and you and Ryder to do anything...."

"And the last thing I want is to make Applejack think I wanna steal her husband from her... He's hers, I've got Gilda and I know boundaries... Just.... I just dont feel comfortable away from him for the time being because of the kidnapping...." She held me closer as a tree nearby started to lose color. The petals that became discolored fell off, fluttering in the small breeze. "...I mean... Just because I went missing meant he had to put his life in danger... He just.... He could've died again... and it would've been my fault...." Luna took her arm and just grabbed both of my shoulders. The tree just lost all color now... the sky turned gray.

"Easy easy General! You're starting to freak out again.... Just breathe Babs..." I started to breath.... Tears just started coming to my eyes. The breathing just.... Made me start crying.... I couldnt stop it. Luna just looked to the sky and huffed. "General, I'm sorry but I have to wake you up now! I dont know where you are or how you're sleeping but you need to wake up!" I didnt want to but... She just used her magic and next thing you know I'm sitting up in Big Mac's bed, sweating, panting and just in the middle of pissing myself... It was in the morning....I was just in the room alone... I just grabbed a pillow and started crying.

I just tried to keep it as soft as I could... The occasional whine and loud sob escaped. I felt like I was crying for a while before there was a knock at the door. I just held the pillow close just trying to not cry harder. Thats when I saw Applejack come in, her mane in a braid... Gosh it was cute... Wonder if Gilda would like my mane braided if I grew it out... But yeah... She was coming in, giving a little bit of a worried smile still in her pajamas even carrying a fresh change for me. "Mornin' there sugarcube... Just checking on ya... You alright?" She asked. I shook my head. She came over and carefully sat on the bed, setting the diaper aside before hugging me. "Aww its alright Babs.... Got everyone here for ya.... You want me to get Ryder?" I nodded into her shoulder. "Alright Babs... Sit tight... Gonna pull him away from makin' you some breakfast." I actually got up with her help carefully just making sure I didnt leak on the sheets... thankfully I didnt. I just took the blankets and covered myself making sure Mash didnt rush in looking for her mother or even Scootaloo coming in to check on me.... And she's walked in on me masturbating.

She left and a minute or so later Ryder came in. He closed the door behind him and just came over kneeling on the floor. "You good Babs?" He asked. I shook my head. "Another nightmare?" I sniffled and shook my head. "Alright... Just breathe.... Tell me what happened." I just threw off the blanket and tackled him to the floor. He just held me as I just sobbed into his shoulder. He just sighed stroking my messy mane. "...Alright... I'm gonna call Gilda after breakfast- that I expect you to eat by the by- and we're gonna do something.... I've got all the time to spend with the family, Applejack and everyone else could go visit the Princess and we can go elsewhere... Everything will be okay...." We lied there for a while as I calmed down.... He had to push me off just so he could change me. He had to wipe me down, make sure I didnt cry more and get sick... He even had to have Big Mac bring me a drink and clothes to change into.

Just sweat pants, a long baggy shirt... Okay maybe it was short but I wore one of Ryder's old service shirts because... Well... You know... Lucky me it did cover the waistband. Anywho once I was calm and redressed I was brought out to the living room again and sat on the couch. Mash was sitting at the table still in her pajamas just kicking her legs under the table as she ate her sandwich. Cartoons were on and godess forbid you try changing the channel... Ryder tried doing that after he got back and Mash just... Oh she let him HAVE IT. Daddy might be a strong daddy but if his daughter wants something SHE GETS IT. Anywho Big Mac brought me a small stack of pancakes topped with whipped cream and chocolate chips... And maybe some brown sugar. Sooooo goooooood..... He just sat next to me. "You good now girl?" He asked. I shrugged as I cut my pancakes and took a bite. "Well considering you're eating, I think things are gonna be good. Just wanna make sure you aint gonna get sick again.... Got me a bit worried there... guess I still aint used to the sounds of the house happenin' like they use to..."

I sighed as I set my plate down and went for the chocolate milk I had.... What? I can enjoy these things as an adult like I would as a filly!... Okay maybe not everything.... But seriously... If I have pancakes, I have chocolate milk.... Fuck off. I took a nice sip and set it down again. "...I sure hope so Mac.... I just... I've just been having so hard a time sleeping that it just seems.... weird that I just cant sleep alone anymore... not even Gilda could comfort me..." I said.

"...Gil might not be the best to cuddle with at times but I know you've takin' a liking to her... like a certain someone has before shit hit the fan but you'll figure somethin' out.... Hell I'd even suggest maybe headin' to a mall... Maybe a specific one in Canterlot or even Manehattan if you're willin' to go back that way, maybe see about gettin' you something to cuddle. Aint saying a stuffed toy might help but.... Anything is possible." I sighed.

"...Maybe... I just.... I almost feel like it'd feel silly for me to just have a stuffed toy to cuddle... especially being the General of the guard...." He leaned a bit closer as I sipped my drink.

"...Babs, please.... That stallion over there?" We looked over to Ryder who was just having a quiet chat with Applejack as they both ate their food on the kitchen counter. "Boy's lead the guard for years, wearin' diapers, pissin' his pants, even suckin' on pacifiers during naps at times. Anyone wanna judge you for that? Remember someone else." I gave a bit of a nod before going back to eating.

After breakfast was done Scoot, AJ, Big Mac and Mash went off somewhere just leaving me and Ryder cuddling on the couch. I was still tired. Ryder huffed. "Alright... had a talk with AJ during breakfast and she agreed to let me spend some time with you after last night just to make sure you're alright." He said. "Mac did say he wanted to spend time with his sisters more just to catch up for old times. They're going to pick Applebloom up from Diamonds and they're gonna do stuff which leaves us to do what ever... as long as it doesnt upset your stomach again... And I'm sorry if you would rather drive but just to be safe I'm gonna drive us wherever you wanna go. I'll even call Gilda just to make sure you have your mommy around."

Not gonna lie... I got a little tickle below the belt... thinking about Gilda... Love her so much. I sighed. "...Yeah... Can you just help me get dressed...? I'm... I still feel a bit tired..." I replied. He gave a nod and helped me to stand up. He just redressed me pretty quick. New pants, new shirt... wish I wore a bra... even got that on me as well. After we were done I called Gilda, asked her to get ready, grab some changes and meet us downstairs in twenty. On the drive over I just was curled up in the back seat. I sighed. Ryder just looked into the mirror at me as we drove through the melting snow.

"You alright Babs?"

"...Ryder I.... I just feel so bad... I feel like I nearly got you killed when you came to save me..."

"I'd rather risk my ass for family and show why they shouldnt fuck with my family rather than just throw my life away willy nilly when I just got it back. And if anything it would've been Princess Twilight's fault considering she's the one who pulled me into that mess... I'm at least glad you're safe...."

"...I'm safe sure... but... I... I'd hate to lose you again.... Just because I was in trouble...." He huffed.

"...Remember what I told you when we were escaping? Sometimes you gotta do what you can to protect yourself... even if it means taking another life... I know its the last resort with you but you'll have to one of these days... you're a guard and it would be expected... And if you get called off for war I think both your dad and I would have words for Celestia..."

"...If I cant... am I still even fit to hold such a position?"

"Babs... I was fucked up after the war... I executed someone who was a spy.... I stayed up that night vomiting, having some of my squad talk to me, tell me I was doing the right thing by doing that... But in my mind I was thinking I could've executed an innocent pony. Each pony of my squad came in, told me he wasnt innocent... Lucky I had help coming home... Luna helped me with night terrors. Didnt keep the memories away. The fear died down as Celestia took all mention of the execution and made sure that was accurate. The guy was a spy, he was executed because he held secrets that would harm Equestria and it needed to be dealt with in a timely manner so nobody would ever get their hands on said secrets. I was fucked up for a week after thinking I was in the wrong. I saved Equestria from who knows what. And you? If you pull the trigger... Think of it this way... Its to save yours, mine, and everyone elses. That next stallion who you have to arrest could end up having a hidden knife.... Get close without a weapon and next thing you know you're on the ground bleeding and he's rushing away wondering what else he could get away with. But right now lets just take a deep breath, keep calm and if you do end up crying... I really think Gilda would rip my throat out for having you crying."

I took a deep breath and gave a nod. I just was breathing, trying not to cry. When we pulled up to the castle she was standing there, jeans, leather jacket and a messenger bag slung off her shoulder. Gilda was quick to hop in. Just got in, turned back and just pulled me up to hug her behind the seat. "Awww there's my baby girl.... Whats wrong? Are you okay?" She asked.

Ryder huffed as the door was shut before we pulled off. "She's had a bit of a night last night.... been having trouble sleeping since what happened..." He said as he pulled a quick u-turn. "Speaking of... Are you doing alright? No side effects from the darts?" Gilda sighed as she pulled the bag onto her lap and just.... handing me a pacifier..... Honestly.... I couldnt help but take it and just start suckling on it....

"...If I'm honest I can say I've had a little trouble sleeping and not just because of little missy back there." She patted my hands and slowly pried me off making me lay back down on the seat. "...Not only did worrying about her keep me up when she was trying to be with me in bed, I just couldnt help but flinch at the slightest sound of guards walking outside my door.... Think I've even leaked a little in my panties hearing a group of them come near my door....Princess did reassure me that we were safe now.... Still have that occasional scare that does make me leak a bit...."

"Either that or you're getting old..." I heard Gilda growl a bit. She didnt do anything, than what I'm assuming is just glaring. "Easy Gil... Just a joke.... But its good that we're doing this.... Heading out to Canterlot for a day to rest, relax and breathe. Seems like a great idea." Gilda leaned back in her seat.

"...I guess... just.... dont expect me to be awake the whole time.... still fucking tired from last nights scare..."

"Soak it through?" I giggled a bit.

"...Oh fuck you....."

"Maybe later Gil... Dont want it while driving your 'baby girls' car." I shifted positions, putting my head on the head rest where Gilda was laying back. She was just short of it. The ride was long.... I played games on my phone, maybe looked at some pictures that Gilda and Ryder both sent me... sometimes together teasing me... Even silently watched videos on mute and it took everything from putting my hand in my pants.... That and Gilda... She was just holding my hand. When I was bored I did try to take a short nap... Couldnt get comfortable enough for it but lasted long enough for us to pull right into Canterlot castle. When we parked, we were immediately met by Princess Luna just sipping on an energy drink. Gilda and Ryder stepped out. Gilda had to let me out and I quickly had to hide the pacifier... Just gave it to Gilda who stuffed it into the bag before getting out completely. Though of course as soon as I stood up I felt immediate pressure on my bladder and... yeah... Just grabbed onto Gilda's shoulder and she couldnt help but sigh, nuzzle me and just pat my head. I couldnt stop it... Just had to pray I didnt leak.

I finished and just slowly walked around the car and over to Luna with Gilda's help feigning a limp. Luna handed her energy drink off to Ryder coming for me. "Oh General! Are you alright?" She asked concerned.

I gave a nod and a slight grunt. "Yeah.... j-just a leg cramp is all... need a water...." I said just hoping my false pains are enough but not too much or too little. "Just... head on in... I'll be up in a bit...."

"No worries there General! Allow me to carry you!" I put pressure on my leg and just went to my knees just giving a grunt. Gilda dropped with me and just kept my arm over her shoulder while my other hand gripped my 'bad' leg.

Ryder came over and sighed. "No worries there Princess I got her. She's stubborn...." He said. "Just go on in, tell the kitchen to drum up a glass of water or a smoothie with something with potassium in it." Luna just gave a worried nod and just teleported away. Ryder came over and helped me up. I stood carefully as there were still guards watching. "Need a change or something?" I gave a hesitant nod. "Alright... Lets get you to the nearest bathroom for a change, I'll run and grab your drink. Just... Keep up the act. I gave a nod and he just helped me. Just grabbed my other arm, slung it over him and helped me walk quicker up the stairs.

To be honest... I wasnt expecting that.... probably not the best thing for me to do.... pretend i had a cramp. The bathroom thankfully was close by. Got in with Gilda while Ryder rushed off to distract Luna more. Gilda changed me real quick, even made sure I was alright before going back out to the foyer and sitting on the stairs, my leg stretched out a bit. Even Gilda helping me 'stretch it out'. After a few minutes Ryder came back with a tray carrying drinks for each of us. A colorful smoothie for me, an energy drink for Gilda and a bottle of soda for himself. Gilda grabbed my smoothie and just handed it to me. I sipped it and just enjoyed it. Luna sighed sitting on the steps nearby. "There.... Not the best start to your day is it General?" She asked.

I sighed. "Nope... Nightmare or that cramp..." I said swallowing the fruity strawberry banana smoothie. Tasted a little bit of some citrus in there but dunno. "....Just... just wishing this was better for how we're meeting..." She rested a hand on my shoulder.

"I agree. We should be meeting on better terms but this is why I keep an open door policy for both you and Ryder. Would rather you get help at any time you need it. If we never had that... I'm afraid what would've become of Ryder in his darkest hours..."

Gilda huffed and just put her boot between us leaning on her knee. "Princess can we cut back on the talk of dark stuff... All of us here know the feeling.... Some more than others but.... we've all been there." She said. "Just.... Maybe figure out what we can try to get Babs to be able to sleep through the night without the use of drugs or waking up wet." She sighed.

"Right... Right... Apologies. Celestia doesnt know you're here but she will be around for lunch. This is going to be a day of relaxation and problem solving. I'll let you sit here, finish your smoothie or until you feel good enough to walk. Let me at least make sure your things get into some rooms for you." I gave a nod sipping on my smoothie just massaging my leg. Would love to massage something else but uh... guard patrols are vigilant.... Oh you bet I tried that before. Found what I thought was a nice secluded spot in Twilight's castle, started my fun but left myself wet when I got caught by a guard.... and Twilight... Oh my face was so red it blended into my mane. Couldnt even finish and you bet Twilight and I had a word about that... Guard was understanding just.... If the Princess wasnt with him he would've ignored it and went on his way. Maybe even stood guard somewhere to make sure others didnt accidentally find me. Told him to just forget about it.

Anywho Luna collected our bags and just walked off. I just sat there and finished the smoothie before we got up and just started walking down the hall where Luna took our bags. I just gave the first guard we saw my glass telling him to have it returned to the kitchen. I just held Ryder's and Gilda's hands as we walked. Did make me feel a bit better but.... I just still felt like things wouldnt be okay.... Gilda looked over at me. "You alright Babs?" She asked. I just put my head down. "...I'll take that as a no.... we're here for you Babs... If you need to pull one of us aside to chat." I just turned away, my mane hiding my face... It was like I was a filly again. Always hid my face. Any time I needed to hit the pool before I had my cutie mark I'd be hiding my flank with my tail.... Guess it was reactionary because I did here as well. Gilda looked to Ryder. "Dweeb, find a room, talk with her. I need to find Princess Luna." She let go of my hand and just started a jog down the hall as Ryder and I slowed down. I just reached out to her like I was just trying to pull her back.

Ryder huffed as he just hugged me and pulled me into a nearby room. He brought me over to the bed just as I started breaking down again. "...Hey hey... its alright Babs...." He said.

I sniffled and just brought him down to the floor. "...No... No its not..." I said. "...Celestia... she's.... She's gonna freak knowing you risked your ass for mine...."

"If she does, she should be more pissed at Twilight instead of me alone. And if she does wanna say anything you bet I'm not gonna take it sitting down..." I pushed off him and wiped my eyes.

"...S-she's gonna bend us both over and spit roast us alone...."

"She yells at you, she's gonna yell at me and you already know Gilda wont have a problem laying into Celestia.... And by my calculations Celestia could have a slight panic attack. Either that or my math is wrong and she actually will anally face fuck us into next week..." He just crawled over to me and hugged me. "...Breathe Babs.... Just... breathe... daddy's here...." I just sat there.... like a child sitting there, listening to his heart beat.... the beat I nearly had snuffed out when I got kidnapped. I was honestly so tired I ended up nodding off in his arms.

I just... I found myself in the graveyard where Ryder was buried. Just knelt at his grave, hearing just soft sobs around me. I looked over just to see Scootaloo... Head hung, eyes covered in shadow.... tears running down her face. "....He... He's dead and its ALL YOUR FAULT!" She screamed, not even looking at me. I went to get up but... I was just chained to the ground. Couldnt even break them. More sobs came to my ears.

I looked over again... This time I saw Applejack, same position as Scootaloo. Eyes blacked out by shadows, tears running down her cheeks. Could even see mascara running with those tears. "....We just got him back only for YOU TO JUST TAKE HIM AWAY!" She yelled.

Tears started clouding my vision.... I could hear more and more voices around me... telling me he died and its my fault.... I just looked around seeing everyone.... Shining Armor and Cadence, Rocky, Rarity, Pinkie, Gilda.... just everyone....I just sat there taking the abuse, feeling shittier and shittier, each voice blaming me for Ryder dying..... That's when the voices stopped. I just looked up to see someone coming around the grave... Princess Luna. She knelt down and took my hands in hers. She wiped tears from my eyes and brought me in for a hug. "....There we go Babs...." She said. "...You're afraid... afraid of losing Ryder again.... You feel as if Ryder got hurt or died during your encounter with those kidnappers that everyone would blame you...."

I sobbed lightly. "...I... I didnt want him to put his life on the line.... I dont want to lose him again..." I said.

"Even though he was rusty.... He still came and saved you... He could've said no but with so many loved ones around you, they'd wonder where you are, why you cant call or even answer a call.... Your father would've probably sent someone else after you if he had known Ryder's death had been reversed.... The fact Ryder called for his help meant he wanted to save you... I agree, he could've gotten himself killed... But we would've fought tooth and nail with mother for his return...."

"...I... I feel like a failure.... I havent fired a weapon... I havent drawn blood other than my own.... I... I dont deserve to be the General...." Luna sighed.

"Babs. I will only say this once. You are the General because I felt you can do this. Same with Ryder. I met you, saw the strength you had... not only for physical strength but the fact you never backed down from your time in the guard.... If he thought it was a good idea for you to take up the mantle after our phone call, I wouldnt have allowed it if he wasnt the stallion he was. If your father hadnt talked with you, asked you to step down after you were kidnapped, he would think you are unable to do this job! But Ryder and your father both believe in you. They believe you to be the mare who can do this. Do you need to have some combat skill to protect yourself? Yes considering you'd be the last line of defense when it comes to protecting Celestia and I."

"....But... I could still fail... get you killed..."

"It could happen... But Celestia and I can fight as well. Attempts on our life are rare but we will always need to be ready. We can train you, ease you into that .... We can teach you lethal and nonlethal methods, perhaps even commission something that might help if you do not feel comfortable taking a life. We just want you to feel comfortable..." She hummed as she just comforted me in her arms... "...Perhaps that was it... You didnt want to fire any weapon because you're afraid to hurt Ryder possibly.... actually have it be your fault if you had gotten mobbed.... You were being blamed for his death by everyone who knew him... Only makes sense with that..."

"...th-The last thing I wanna be blamed for when losing him.... is just... killing him..... I dont want him to die.... I really dont want him to go... he just got back...." She sighed.

"It's alright... we're not gonna lose him any time soon.... Lets get you woken up... You've been out for a few hours now... just need to wake you up and do something to clear your mind... maybe have you talk with Ryder... He's been worried since you passed out in his arms.... Gilda should be in bed with you, making sure you're comfortable. Lets just have you breathe, calm yourself and wake you up." I nodded and just started to breathe. We sat there, breathing together for at least a few minutes.

When it was time for me to wake up, she made sure I stood up, she wiped my eyes and gave her a big hug. Everything faded and I ended up waking up, half dressed, sucking on that pacifier I sucked on in the car, no pants and thankfully dry.... For at least a minute. I woke Gilda up because she was sleeping a bit, got out of bed and just made her watch as I wet myself... Oh I got a little spanking when she changed me. But after that, I got dressed again and we were walked by a guard to the dining hall. Thats where we saw Celestia and Ryder sitting at the end of the table comforting each other. It was a bit sad seeing Ryder all worried but... i can say I felt better after my sleep. We approached the end of the long table and Ryder looked up and gave a sigh before hopping out of his seat to hug me. Celestia stood up and smiled. "There we are... Finally awake.... How are you feeling General?"

I sighed. "...More awake I guess?" I said. "...Where's Princess Luna?"

Ryder broke the hug and pulled out a chair for me and Gilda. "She came in and talked with us before telling us she needed to make a call to a weaponsmith.... Are you alright Babs?" He asked. I sat down after helping Gilda into her chair. These things were slightly taller than our chairs. Mostly fit for Princess.

"I'm.... Fine? You already know.... Guess Luna helped me realize something...." He sat on the arm rest on the chair next to mine.

"Yeah... I heard.... But I get it.... I came back just to see everyone I love happy.... And you.... You getting into that situation definitely could've been avoided yes but.... Still the fact I went in there could've been something to take me out again... I chose to risk my ass to save you because I told myself when I became a guard that I'd do anything for the ones I love. Its the reason I died in the first place. I told some guy to apologize or go fuck himself just because he bumped into Scootaloo and my pregnant wife.... and he pulled a gun on me when I had my back turned.... I still remember the last words I said... Told AJ and Scoot to run and with my dying breath I cursed him out, told him I'd see him in hell.... I'm promising myself from now on, unless I know the gravity of the situation, I'm not going in alone or at all. ...I'm still proud of you for keeping your head through that. Lets just wait for Princess Luna, get something to drink until she gets here. If you need to talk, always here for you." I smiled a bit and nodded just before he got himself sat right in his seat.

Celestia sat with us again. She got someone to come take our drink order and we chatted, sipping on our drinks. Made a plan for the day. Still some of that would be postponed because of my unexpected nap. First a walk around the mall, dinner either at the castle or at a place in town. After that we decide what movie to watch in the castle theatre. Ryder and I wanted something actiony, Gilda wanted a comedy... Celestia and Luna couldnt decide. Luna took so long we actually had to order food because I was starting to get a slight nauseous feeling. Then again... with how my stomach is I had to get something small but filling. We ate, Luna joined us and ate her food which was just some watermelon. Wasnt much but she ate it. Once we were out at the mall Ryder and Celestia went one way, Luna, Gilda and I another. Gilda stretched and sighed. "I'm gonna be honest here, I feel SO out of place here in Canterlot... Feel I'm more a southern city Manehattan gryphon." She said.

Luna sighed as I looked to the stores. "It feels strange for anyone who doesnt frequent Canterlot." She said. "We get gryphons who come for the Equestria games and many other countries around the world also say they've felt out of place." I huffed as I kept a look for that one store with the make your own stuffed toys. Princess Luna looked back at me. "You alright General?"

I looked to her. "Yeah... Just looking for something.... Kinda was suggested by my cousin.... and... maybe I wanna get something for my niece as a little cute gift for staying dry for the past few nights..." I said. "Should probably visit with her. Check why she keeps wetting her bed."

"I'll keep a look out and I might do that later. Perhaps see how she's feeling after we gave her her daddy back." I was about to respond but we heard gunshots. Oh it scared the shit out of me. Luna, Gilda and I had to duck down before rushing towards the nearest shop. Luna stopped and looked to me as Gilda just hid behind a pillar. The Princess reached into her top and pulled out a revolver before handing it to me.

"General, I know you dont want to do this but Celestia is out there! Find her and bring her and Ryder back here!" I hesitated on grabbing the gun.... But I took it anyways. "Just please... Be careful and make any shots you need to take count!" I gave a nod and just waved Gilda in. She just grabbed me, gave me a kiss and rushed in with the Princess just getting deep into the store.

I rushed past ponies hurrying away from where the shots came from... My heart was racing and I didnt know where they came from... or if they hit anyone... I didnt have my answer until I saw guards outside of a store guns drawn. As I approached I just.... Oh I wanted to be sick... I saw a masked gunman... He just had a gun to Ryder! I wanted to scream, I wanted to piss myself and throw everything I've ever eaten my entire life up. I could see the fear in Ryder's eyes. I just got the gun ready but.... I just stopped... I didnt aim. Something just told me not to. I slowly approached before the fucker aimed the gun at me. "HEY HEY! BACK UP!" He yelled. "I dont wanna have to blow this idiots brains out but I will if I dont get some fucking money right fucking now!"

I stood straight and just carefully unloaded the bullets into my hand.... Made sure each chamber was empty before showing him. "Easy there... Not here to hurt you... Dont wanna anyhow... I dont wanna hurt anyone, neither do you it seems." I said. "What's the money for? Home? Car? Family?" I stepped forth slowly. He put the gun back to Ryder's head.

"I SAID BACK UP! DONT COME CLOSER!" I flipped the chambers closed and pocketed the bullets and shoved the gun in the back of my pants.

"Aw c'mon... Just wanna talk man... I mean... How fast do you think I am looking like this? Just tell me... Why do you want money?" I could see his bloodshot eyes just dart around. At me, at Ryder, at the guards. The guards were looking at me. I just waived at them to lower their guns but keep em ready.

"...I... I have a family.... My son... He's... He's sick! Dont have money for the hospital..."

"Family... Always boils down to it. How many in your family total?"

"...Just... Just me and my boy... Wife's gone.... Left me with him... Can barely feed myself anymore and him... fucking assholes keep taking my money.... No matter what I do I cant feed us both.... Been... two days without food for myself?"

"Alright.... You're in pain... you're scared.... I understand that.... We can help you... All you gotta do is put the gun down, let my friend there go.... He's got a family too... Daughter and a wife...."

"I cant.... I cant let him go unless I get that help!"

"How much?" The stallion studdied me. I took slow steps forward. I saw him shaking. Either his body was eating itself and he was trying to ignore the pain or he was breaking.

"....T-Two thousand...."

"Put the gun down, let my friend go and I give you fifteen.... Two to pay off the debt, the rest to get yourself on track.... You might've fired a gun around royalty and guards.... Did you hit anyone with the first few shots?" The stallion was silent. Ryder shook his head slightly. "My friend there says you didnt.... You let him go, set the gun down I can make sure you go home tonight, see your son... No cuffs, no jail.... Promise. All you gotta do is get some therapy, maybe a new job...."

"...H-How do I know if I just let him go and drop the gun you wont drop me...?"

"Trust me.... We all want this to end peacefully.... You do this, sit down against the wall.... I can buy you food and drink after you just do as I say..." I looked to the guards. "You two, stand down... Just back away, no trouble... No cuffs, no arrest to be made..." The guards looked to each other and just took their fingers off the triggers, one resheathing his gun the other setting it down. I looked back to the stallion and Ryder. "There.... Just let him go... Gun down... Just head off to the wall behind you and sit down...." The stallion hesitated.... But... He let Ryder go... Ryder quickly ran to the guards who ferried him into the shop. I just came closer and just offered a hand.... He gave the gun right to me, the barrel away from me thankfully. I took it and dropped the clip and clearing the chamber as he broke down crying.

"...I... What have I done...? Why did I have to drop so low....?" I sighed.

"....Sometimes life pushes us to do stuff we dont wanna do.... Rather there be some way we try to avoid it but... sometimes life still puts us in those situations and we have to figure a way out..." I waved over the guards. They came over with their weapons holstered. I gave one the gun he had and just gave a huff. "Take this, sit with him and make sure he's alright.... I need to speak with the Princess about what I wanna do with him. The guards nodded and walked with the guy over to the wall and sat him down.

I rushed over to where Ryder ran into. Empty store. I went for the back giving a quick few knocks before entering. As I entered I saw Ryder with Celestia who had a gun ready, same with the store clerk. Celestia sighed as she got up giving Ryder her gun and lowering the store owners with an open hand. "General! Is my sister alright? Where is she?" She asked as she rushed and hugged me. I hugged back and sighed.

"Safe... Are you and Ryder hurt at all?" Celestia helped Ryder up and just held him close.... Godess if you could see the fear in his eyes. It was like he just saw what he had of his life back flash before his eyes.

"...I'm fine... Shaken up by this.... Ryder might need some time to calm down but.... I think he's fine.... Grateful even that you saved him... Suspect apprehended I presume?" I sighed and hung my head.

"...No Princess... Talked him down and... I just dont wanna ruin what family he's got left... he was a desperate stallion who just needs some help and.... I'll give him something out of my own pocket for the help... Just... With your permission I'd like to let him go... Maybe give him some resources for help... I do understand you and your sisters as well as Ryder's lives were in danger but..." I just stayed silent staring at Ryder. Celestia sighed.

"...I will allow this... But I wish to have a chat with the assailant.... Take Ryder and go tell my sister and any guards coming its safe now."

"...Thank you Princess... I just-"

"We can talk more later."

"Yes ma'am." I hung my head just before Ryder was passed over to me. I hugged Ryder and just took his hand before walking him over to the shop where Gilda and Princess Luna were.

When we got there Ryder immediately went to Gilda.... They hugged and even Luna joined them. Luna just looked to me. "What happened? Is anyone hurt? Where's my sister?!" She asked. I took a deep breath.

"Hostage situation, hopefully not and she's having a chat with guards... Just hoping my out reach is a good idea..."

"Outreach? What do you mean?"

I stayed silent. Ryder took a deep breath and gave a pained sigh as tears came to his eyes. "...She... She talked a guy down... offered him money to let me go..... I... I had a gun to my head..." He said fighting back sobs. "...I... I thought I was dead again... I.... I just.... Just..." Oh he got green in the face fast. I looked around fast and just grabbed a bucket, tossing a mop aside before giving it to him. Oh he took it and nearly dove into a corner puking in it. Gilda and I turned away as Luna just.... Looked on at him in horror. Like she was just picturing him in a box again... or in a jar. I just nudged Gilda towards Ryder who just... went over and started rubbing his back.

I took Luna's hand. "Here... Lets go see your sister." I said. "We can talk along the way... that is if you... feel like talking to me..." I just pulled Luna out of the shop slowly. Making sure she was just not gonna faint. I just started leading her to where I came from. "...Princess... I just... Please... say something.... This scared me more than you think... I just wanted to help someone who needed it... If I'm wrong to do that... tell me I am.... if I'm right... again... tell me... I just didnt wanna ruin two lives with one move..."

Luna stopped and just pulled me closer. I saw tears in her eyes and... I peed again.... I thought she was gonna yell... But no.... She just hugged me. "...Th-thank you General.... I... We need more guards like you...." She said. "...I.... I'm sorry it's just.... I havent had this much of a scare since Canterlot castle was assaulted when Ryder went off to war..." I gave a relieved sigh like I was gasping for air after holding my breath. "...I know not of how my sister will react to your heroism but whatever she does... you have my support... Thank you..." I huggd her again before trying not to waddle as we walked.... Oh she made me blush harder as we rounded the corner to still see Celestia flanked by guards just watching the stallion just shaking and eating what looked to be a bag of chips and even had a bottle of water next to him. But.... Yeah Luna looked over to me and just wiped a tear from her eye. "....I'd run back to Gilda and Ryder if I were you.... might help with that 'leg cramp' you just got..."

My face burned red as I released her hand. I stuck around long enough to watch her reunite with her sister before running back to Gilda and Ryder. We soon left the mall.... AFTER I went back with Gilda and Ryder to that one shop for a stuffed toy- which Ryder bought for me... It was something I loved. Just a little pink cat monster plush from that one game. Forget the name of it but this was one of my favorites from that game. We rode in one transport while Celestia and Luna rode in another... Lucky me these things have enough room for me to change. Even luckier the driver had a bag from his lunch for us to toss that. After that I let Gilda take Ryder off to comfort him while I just went out to the balcony overlooking the fields of Equestria behind Canterlot Castle. Had a bottle of juice as I watched the snowy mountains in the distance.... I still wont forget the day Ryder told me about the plane crash.... What I saw... I think there's a proper memorial up there now rather than just the fusilage. Anyhow I just leaned on the railing just listening to the silence in a place that brought me great happiness before... That silence was broken by the sound of footsteps behind me. I looked back to see Celestia. "General? Might I join you?" She asked. I just gestured with the bottle next to me before looking back at the mountains.... She came right over and sighed. "...General.... I wont lie.... when that guy grabbed Ryder I thought I was gonna have to call Applejack and tell her to get ready for another funeral for him... But we avoided that... Now all we need to worry about is if he'll be able to keep his pants dry for the forseeable future. But... I wanted to talk with you.... Luna made it VERY clear that I was not to harm you nor threaten you in any way. I wasnt intending to despite the thoughts I had at the beginning of all this.... I just wanted to scream, saying you could've gotten him or yourself killed... Worse enough it could've led to Luna or I being assassinated. But you helped more than anyone could've."

I huffed. "...Glad you think so Princess.... that guy really needed it... Though.... I just couldnt help but see myself in that situation again...." I said. "...That day when the old Ryder came around.... that asshole.... I know how Ryder feels... instead... he knows how I felt that day... I'm assuming he didnt save himself because he didnt wanna hurt him nor did he wanna get hurt himself...."

"You might be right... I just hope Ryder wont yell at you or anything once he calms down.... Are you alright?"

"....I... I dont know.... Just.... its scary knowing these things that happened these past few weeks... First I get kidnapped and Ryder risks his ass for mine... Next thing I know Ryder gets held hostage and I risk mine AND his just to get him out... I could've gotten the gun turned on me and after Ryder ran.... He could've shot Ryder, and me.... I just...." I started trembling.... Celestia took my drink and set it on the other side of her before hugging me.

"Breathe General.... Everyone is alive... Everyone is okay..." She led me in breathing deeply.... Felt calmer after a few deep breaths. She sighed once i was okay breathing by myself. "...Babs.... I want to do something with you... this was something we had done with Ryder... My sister as we speak is opening a door somewhere.... We're gonna go and have a chat with my father."

"Your dad...?" I asked looking up at her. "...Isnt he... evil...?"

"He is but when it comes to what his daughters want it doesnt matter. He helped Ryder with his issues, he can help you with yours...." She broke the hug and gave my drink back to me, taking my open hand. We walked back through the dining hall and out into the hall. She huffed as we walked. "I'm not sure if this is common knowledge when it comes to that stallion who did what he did to you... but he was arrested and ended up getting into an accident in prison and died. The inmates who did it are serving more years to their sentences but we're gonna focus on that guard..."

"...He.... He got killed? What did he do?"

"Seems the ponies he put away recognized him.... They cut him down within months of being there... Just had to find a way to do it and when to. They made it seem like an accident until someone ran their mouth... He still got years just not as many.... Was even moved prisons for his own safety."

"...Cant blame him for that.... guess the guilt caught up with him.... But what does that have to do with what we're doing?" She gave a sly smile.

"Well... Ryder killed his parents murderer.... She still plagued his and his sisters minds for a while until they confronted her and beat the ever loving tar out of her... Scootaloo had quite the hook and she knocked the bitch out of her chair... Here? You're going to tear your assaulter a new one.... perhaps quite literally."

"You mean... We're going to see him?" Celestia nodded.

"Yes. And you're going to use him as a punching bag in a rage room of your choice. So... Psyche yourself up, choose some way to make sure its known how you feel, and make yourself feel better. Perhaps we could include Ryder in on it but... last I heard its probably best saved for later...." I sighed.

"Wont doubt he'd want a round 2 to thank me...." I didnt however say either that or yell at me... Anywho we walked all throughout the castle until we found Luna passed out in a chair, hellish looking door off to the side. Celestia had to call guards to move her to a stretcher before taking her to her room...

Once that was done we entered. Where we entered was.... honestly quaint. A study, fireplace against the wall, burning fire with the smell of cinnamon and burbon in the air. The stallion himself- Hellfire, Celestia's father- sat in his chair, smoking jacket, suit pants and a nice glass of alcohol in hand, a burning cigar in an ash tray... that was someones skull off to the side... He looked to his daughter and smiled as he floated his glass over to a desk across the room. "Ah Celestia! What brings my eldest daughter here to visit?" He asked hugging his daughter.

Celestia hugged back for a moment before pushing off. "Father, you remember my newest General dont you?" She asked gesturing to me. I couldnt help but give a nervous smile.

"Ah yes!" He replied extending a hand. I hestitantly shook it. "Good to see you madame. I assume this isnt a social call?" He looked back to Celestia.

"Nope. This is another.... Mind cleansing if you can recall my last General's issues...." He hummed sitting back in his seat.

"Ah.... Yes... That bitch.... If I recall before his passing he punched her so hard he sent her head flying onto a pike... Oh that was something that I wish I had recorded. Oh hearing her screams even with her head detached was beautiful...." He looked to me. "I think you need something similar...."

I cleared my throat. "Y-Yes sir... I heard from Celestia that the stallion who held a gun to my head died from being attacked in prison." I said. "...I... I want to pay him a visit... actually take out some aggression on him if I may." He stood once more.

"It would be my pleasure!" He clapped his hands and a small winged imp appeared. He spoke to it in a hushed tounge I dare not repeat. The imp spoke back and disappeared. He looked back to me. "Whilst we wait, perhaps either of you would like a drink?" He floated his burbon over again dangling it in front of me.

"Apologies sir but... I respectfully decline... Alcohol just... It fucks with my legs...." Celestia just held a hand up. He sighed.

"Fine fine... Perhaps a drink or two after things are done... Should take a minute or two for things to be set up..." We waited. I just walked around the room looking at things while Celestia spoke with her father. I just couldnt help but look over everything I saw. Books both with words I could read, languages I could recognize, others with script you wouldnt even get described to you. I kept my arms crossed as I kept looking... saw a few weapons on the wall... A greatsword and a pair of daggers both looking as if they were forged from molten metal and remained in a state of being melted and somehow solid at the same time. There was more but... nothing much interesting. That little Imp came back and spoke with Hellfire before he had stood and cleared his throat. "Alright General... He's ready... Follow me."

I gave a nod and I started to follow him and Celestia through a door that... I somehow didnt even notice it was there. We walked along a bridge of this brimstone castle. I looked out and just saw just... endless waves of molten lava as it flowed like the ocean. I heard screaming... chanting.... just coldnt go and describe it. Even saw some flying demons that... Honestly I envied with their wings... Dont think I'd trust myself with magic and wings? I think my dad would've pissed himself if I had come out a pegasus. And there's only one way I thought of getting wings but no need to go there. We soon came to another room where I saw him... The asshole who had the gun to my head... we were on some recreation of a destroyed Twilight's castle. He was in prison rags and shackled up. His eyes whited out with grime and blood all over his face. Celestia huffed as I went over to the table of weapons. "Fitting.... Seems you deserved every bit of your punishment.... Even then some..." She said.

That stallion- lets call him the Ex-Guard- gave a groan. "...Princess... I..." He mumbled before quickly being cut off by Hellfire slapping him.

Celestia's father growled. "Silence whelp!" He commanded. "Now... You're going to face true punishment... true revenge from the one you tormented...." He looked to me. "Feel free to choose anything you want.... Put it to good use any way you want... If you want a shotgun shoved up his backside, go for it."

As fun as that sounded I just didnt wanna... Just had to go look at the weapons. Of course the shotgun was there.... Semi auto, pump action, revolvers, clip fed pistols... Baseball bats with chains and nails I could attach, and just... a lot of other weapons. I grabbed a pistol and just held it, merely carressing it. Then I walked over cocking it. "...You... You BASTARD!" I screamed getting the gun right against his forehead. "You really fucked up... Yes the Princess called a code black BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN BREAK FUCKING PROTOCOL NOR DOES IT MEAN HOLD YOUR GOD DAMN SUPERIOR HOSTAGE!"

The Ex-guard just groaned. "...I... Please... I... I'm so-" He tried apologizing but I pistol whipped him before sending a few rounds into his chest where he yelled in pain. I tossed the gun aside and Celestia caught it in her magic before setting it back on the table. I just grabbed the guy by the rags and looked to Hellfire.

"Unlock his restraints... I need to give him a few reasons not to fuck with me or the ones I love...." Hellfire gave a devilish grin before his restraints just up and disappeared. I dragged him over to the edge of the helipad and just held him up. "Those shots? One for each life you could've snuffed out that day.... Now this next one? Its for that stallion you forced me to arrest..." I reeled him back and just tossed him off. I could only watch as he fell. I looked back to Hellfire and Celestia, Celestia just.... looking a bit disturbed and scared. "He's gonna hit the ground and teleport back up right?"

Hellfire chuckled. "Of course... He'll feel every ounce of pain that kind of fall takes but he'll be back as if he had never fallen... but he will remember the pain of everything...." He said. I just drew the hammer I was given to by Ryder.

"Good...." I could tell Celestia didnt like what she was seeing. She ended up telling her father to lead me to the exit once I was done and that she was going to check on Ryder and Luna. I will admit I did just about everything I could think of. Smashed his arms, legs, knocked his head off like a golf ball off the tee and just... I may or may not have slit his throat, ear to ear, forced a smile onto his face and then left some grenade shrapnel inside him after I shoved a live frag in his mouth. When I thought I was done I did give him a good kick between the legs. Each way I basically kinda manifested ideas associating them with Twilight and her friends... That grenade was AJ, the smile was Pinkie, slit throat, Fluttershy, shotgun blasts were Rarity... Yeah you do NOT wanna know what I had for Dash and Twilight. But once I was done I was walked back with Hellfire. He sighed.

"Been a long time since anyone has been that brutal with one of my eternal prisoners.... last one was that stallion- Ryder." He said. "Sometimes when he was with my wife, I'd have him invited down to give him something to do that wasnt sitting around and being all mopey that he was ripped away from his sister and wife. Made him feel a bit better for a while but it took a long time for him to accept his death. Speaking of- how are you feeling?" I huffed a bit feeling the adrenaline dying down.

"I'm doing juuuuuuuuust fine now... Guess I'm still worried about Ryder because he had his life flash before his eyes again but... He should be fine.... right....?" I looked up at him.

"He will not have dark thoughts. I simply refuse to give him any. I will have Luna work her magic on his mind... Perhaps I might send a little gift- for old times sake. Think you may be deserving of one as well but... perhaps later."

"As long as it doesnt come with a cost I'm fine accepting."

"No worries. I think the cost of it was already paid for... I might be an evil being but... I do have a heart for those my daughters deem worthy to serve them as close as you do." We soon came to the door we first arrived in. "Now go. I think my daughter needs to see you are better. Perhaps give her word that I might want to see Ryder later." I gave a nod before just walking out back into Canterlot. I think i was having too much fun because the sun was just starting to set. The door closed behind me and disappeared and I just went out to ask a guard to lead me to Princess Celestia. She was in the dining hall with her sister awake once more, Gilda and Ryder just sitting together just cuddling. It was cute the way they looked. Of course they saw me, hugged me and we just had a normal rest of the night. I checked with Celestia and she was alright, I apologized if I had disturbed her but she said it kinda reminded her of Ryder when he did that. Though it did kinda sicken her when I tossed him off the building it was deserved. I did tell her to speak with Luna, have him taken there to decompress. When we finished dinner I went off with Luna just to talk with her and have her watch me while I drank something... Gilda and Ryder had a drink while they ate dinner. Maybe more than one so they were a little sloshed- Ryder more so because he has become a LIGHT WEIGHT. Like... I know Scoot when she drinks she can pound down four shots and feel NOTHING but Ryder? He's like a toddler you just gave a sip of beer. Safe to say my 'mommy' had to be his for the night... even had to text Applejack that he's drunk and he'll be fine... AAAAAAAAND we agreed that we would not talk about what happened to Ryder at all. Though if he wets the bed because of a nightmare.... We're just gonna say we watched a movie that he hadnt seen and it had a section that actually scared him and bad.

Though back with Luna... I sat in a wheel chair, a fruity drink resting on a nearby table as we enjoyed the night air. She was leaning on the same railing I did when speaking with Celestia. I didnt wanna go to sleep yet. Luna just looked up at the stars and the moon that once contained her. "...Babs, I know you're free to do so but... Drinking memories away isnt the best thing... even after stressful situations." She said. "I still need to make sure Ryder sleeps alright.... if he falls asleep after that... He drank and i'm hoping it puts him to sleep... Rather we dont fill his system with more alcohol and have to keep him here another day..."

I sighed grabbing my drink and sipping from it. "...Princess... I dont drink because I'm trying to forget... I drink because I just want to." I said. "I feel safe to drink here despite not being something I bought... But... I just want to talk... about what your father said.... That he wanted to give gift both to myself and Ryder.... Just... saying I had already paid a price for the gift..."

"Father does things mysteriously. But when he speaks directly to you when not summoned... he is serious. If he offers gift without payment, accept it. If you ask for a gift, you pay prices no mortal is ready to pay. He might be the diety of the underworld but even he has his good side. Stay on it, you may get gifts. Same goes for my mother... Though even she has her bad side. If I were you, I wouldnt be worried. How can you be when you're sloshed six ways to sunday?"

"...Princess I've only had two drinks tonight and I'm still coherant enough to hold on a conversation."

"And yet you're in a wheel chair."

"I've got a thing that goes on when I drink. Legs decide they just dont wanna work and I'm not even fucked up from the floor up." We stayed silent for a moment. Felt like longer than that... "Are... you alright Princess?"

"....It.... It felt like we havent felt that type of fear for some time... The fright of wondering if you'd even see your loved ones again... I didnt know if my sister was hit.... or if Ryder was alright but... I just...." I could hear her get weaker as she spoke. I set my drink down and wheeled up next to her. I held her hand... I was expecting her to take it back but... she squeezed my hand. "...Thank you B-Babs.... I.... I just...." I sighed.

"Its alright Princess... You were scared, same as I was... I just disarmed myself, made it a more dangerous situation for myself... I'm just glad he let Ryder go without bloodshed... May I ask what happened to him after we separated?" She sniffled.

"...We.... We brought him in to a hospital, made sure he was aided with his son.... We covered things there so you didnt have to.... Though in accordance to getting that help, he agreed to be unable to purchase or own weapons again.... We saw him off and gave him something that could help with his home life." I sighed.

"...If I find him again, I'm still gonna help him out.... Just.... Thank you.... For just... everything... not firing me for being dumb in danger, not arresting him just.... yeah..."

"Most guards would've shot if given a window of opportunity.... You saw another window open and climbed right in... Gave safety to everyone in that moment. Yelling at you would definitely mean you did something very very wrong...." I sighed.

"....Princess... Why dont you wheel me to my room and go dream walk with your sister...? I think she was just as afraid as you were." Luna sniffed and held back a sob. She gave a nod wiping her eyes before wheeling me back inside. I did grab my drink and finish it before she had me back at my room.... Of course Gilda was already asleep so I had to have someone get me into a thicker diaper before helping me into bed where I just pinned Ryder between Gilda and I..... We slept fine... maybe I didnt because I kept waking up to check on Ryder who moved slightly while in my arms. But he slept still.... I did end up passing out after a while but both Ryder and I still had to stay an extra day while Gilda had to be flown back in Celestia's chopper.... Ryder and I had to spend the day in the infirmary, puke bags ready and drinking nothing but water. Yeah... That was fun to explain to Applejack but Celestia and Luna confirmed our story of the movie... and maybe said we forgot to mention alcohol. And the worst part was I couldnt get up and walk around. Bound to the bed and the doctors made me use a bed pan until I pissed myself when I fell asleep.... That was fun to explain before puking again mid sentence... and having to be showered off because I shit myself as well. And I still couldnt shower myself either. Legs were still jelly from the strong alcohol I had. Oh I honestly cried with how embarrassed I was... Lucky me by that time Ryder was okay enough to help me mostly... Even he couldnt keep much down but held it together long enough to get to a toilet. But... .yeah... not much of an eventful day but... he did show his appreciation for saving his life in the shower... until the moment was ruined.... yeah... not describing. Anywho... Im gonna go... just.... not feeling so well all of a sudden...