Dusk groaned as he flopped over onto his belly. His head dug into the comforting pillow. He head rose up off the pillow and move back and forth as he scanned the large suite. He was Canterlot to see his mentor, Princess Celestia. He need her advice, but she was unfortunately tied up with negotiations with a delegation from the Griffons. The Princess offered for Dusk to stay the night in his old suite, which he accepted because he didn’t feel like traveling back to Ponyville at the moment. He looked over to the nightstand and sitting in two neat piles sat a few books on Equestrian culture through history and a scroll titled. “Who Am I?”
Over the past weeks Dusk has begun to question who he was. It all started when he went to visit his friend Rarity one day. He went to pick up the tuxedo he wore to the gala; he asked Rarity to dry clean it. When he arrived at her boutique Rarity was there, but she wasn’t alone. He walked in on Rarity getting intimate with her neighbor, Noteworthy. It was really awkward and embarrassing to say the least, but the worst part was that he barely noticed Rarity. He was too busy gawking at the twelve inches of pony cock hanging below the blue stallion’s legs. Lucky for his Rarity didn’t notice his arrival, and Dusk high tailed it back to the comfort of his library. Since then he was confused about himself, his sexuality.
Dusk began to read over the scroll. It had detailed accounts of his dreams for past two months, all times he would catch himself looking at a stallion, and how every morning he would wake up feeling like didn’t know himself. As he read each word, the same fear, confusion, and panic started to build up inside of him, until it reached a boiling point. His horn flared as he engulfed the scroll in the aura of his magic, annihilating it.
‘No, I know who I am. I’m Dusk Shine: unicorn, Personal Protege to Princess Celestia, Element of Magic, and I most definitely love mares.’
‘That’s a laugh and a half...’ a voice in his head chuckled. This wasn’t the first time Dusk has had conversations with himself. ‘You love mares a much as Rainbow Dash loves makeovers.’
‘That’s not true... I am most definitely straight,’ Dusk argued.
‘Yeah... who was your last marefriend?’ The voice asked, already knowing the answer.
‘I’m too busy with my studies to date and you know that... Just because I don’t date doesn’t mean I’m not a normal, straight stallion.’
‘You’re right, I’m sure most stallions have detailed diagrams of pony cock in their diaries.’
‘It’s a journal!’
‘Sorry, drawings of pony cock in your “journal”,’ the voice said sarcastically.
‘Those are for scholastic purposes.’
‘Yeah, so you know how to properly service a stallion,’ the voice joked.
‘I’m straight and I can prove it... I read Playcolt like every other normal stallion and I clopped to it just last night,’ Dusk said to himself smugly.
‘Ok, describe for me, the scene.’
‘It took place in a library. The stallion had a white coat, a light blue mane. His phallus had to be thirteen inches long, maybe three or four inches wide...’
‘What did that mare look like?’
‘She had a purple coat... no, it was pink... blue... white... I don’t remember.’ Dusk groaned.
‘Ok, so you are telling me that you, a normal pony who is not a colt cuddler; clopped to Playcolt last night and you can’t remember the color of the mare’s coat, but you were able to estimate, almost precisely, the dimensions of the stallion’s cock.’
‘Just shut up.’
‘Oh and that time when you went to see the Wonderbolts with Rainbow Dash, you couldn’t keep your eyes off Soarin’.’
‘I was watching the performance.’ As Dusk continued his internal debate, he couldn’t help but feel that he was losing.
‘Yeah, is that why you stared at his flank the entire time; thinking about how big he must be and what it would be like to take his whole length in your...’
“Just shut up!” Dusk yelled like a mad pony. “Shut up! Shut up! Shut up!”
*Knock* *Knock*
Dusk jumped from the sudden knocking and hit the marble floor with a thud. “Ow,” he said rubbing his head. He slowly got up on his hooves and trotted to the adorned, gilded door. He opened the door and was greeted by a pure white pegasus stallion. The was wearing the trademarked golden armor of the Celestial guards. “Hello.”
“Mr. Shine,” the guard greeted in a firm voice.
“Yes, I’m Dusk Shine,” Dusk answered.
“I have orders from the Princess herself to make sure you are comfortable and your accommodations are to your liking,” the guard answered dryly. “I also heard yelling, may I enter to make sure everything is ok, sir?”
“Of course,” Dusk said stepping aside so the guard may enter.
The guard trotted into the center of the suite; his head moving inspecting the spacial living space, and when he could quickly looking over the purple stallion.
While the guard was making his inspection Dusk found himself staring at the guard’s flank. ‘No, don’t look at his flank, don’t look at his flank...’ He held his eyes closed, trying to forget about the guard.
The guard nodded, confident that his inspection was complete. The metal of the plate armor clanked as he turned his towards Dusk. “Are you ok, sir?” the guard asked noticing the purple unicorn’s strange facial expression.
“Yeah, I’m fine,” Dusk lied. He didn’t want to tell him he was staring at his plot.
“Everything checks out, is there anything you need?” the guard, skeptical of the unicorn’s answer.
“Well... I mean no,” Dusk said hesitantly.
“Ok, sir,” the guard said making his way to the door. ‘He doesn’t seem alright,’ the guard thought. As he reach the door he turned his head again towards Dusk. “Are you sure there isn’t something I could do for you?”
“Well... I would like a pony to talk to, but I’m sure you’re busy,” Dusk said.
“I can do that,” the guard reassured. “This was the end of my shift.” The guard trotted over to a small table in the room and pulled out a chair. ‘Wait, it would be rude to just sit... I need to make a good impression,’ the pegasus thought. “Can I have a seat, sir?” the guard asked politely.
“Yes and you don’t have to call me ‘sir’, I’m just a regular unicorn.” Dusk moved a chair and sat down next to the guard pony. “You can just call me Dusk.”
“Ok Dusk, you can call me Aegis,” he said holding out a hoof for Dusk to shake. “Now you said you wanted to talk to somepony, you seem nervous,” Aegis said noticing the worry on the unicorn’s face.
“Well...” Dusk wasn’t sure how to approach this issue. ‘I just can’t say is it normal for straight colts to crave cock...’ Dusk took a deep breath collecting his thoughts. "Have... have you ever been confused about who you are?” Dusk asked. “I mean to the point where you wake up and feel like you don’t even know yourself.”
Aegis was shocked by the unicorn’s question, but he tried to answer truthfully. “No, I can’t say that I have,” the guard stallion answered. “Why do you ask?”
Dusk sighed. “Well, I have been happy with my life, but recently... recently I have feeling that I’ve been living a lie.”
“Well, in my experience it would best to talk about why you are feeling like this,” Aegis offered.
‘Well this is it,’ Dusked gulped. “I’m straight, I am a normal stallion that loves mares, and recently I have... I mean, it’s normal for a stallion to check out other colts once and while... that’s normal, right?”
Aegis thought for a moment, processing what the unicorn just told him. “Well... it sounds like you are questioning your sexuality, and you’re thinking you might be... gay,” Aegis said slowly.
“No!” Dusked yelled, almost instinctively.
The guard was taken aback by the unicorn’s outburst. “I’m just calling it as I see it. You said you were confused and that you find yourself checking out other stallions... that might mean you are attracted to stallions.”
Dusk couldn’t accept it. ‘No, I can’t think about and then I can go back to being a normal pony... who likes mares...’ Dusk could feel tears welling in his eyes. “No... I’m not a colt cuddler... I’m normal... I’m normal I swear...” Dusk cried, letting out months of tears.
Aegis was surprised by Dusk’s drastic change in mood. ‘This worse than I thought.’ He wasn’t sure how to react, but he wanted to comfort the upset stallion. He wrapped his hooves around the crying stallion and pulled him into a hug. “Hey, don’t cry... there is nothing wrong with liking stallions.”
“I’m a freak and my parents are going to hate me, and my friends... and... and big sister... and the Princess,” Dusk babbled incoherently.
“Why would they hate you?”
“Why!?! Stallions are supposed to like mares...” Dusk could feel his tears starting stop stop, as he found comfort in the stallion’s embrace. “I’m sorry.”
“For what?”
“You must be uncomfortable... I mean we’re both stallions and I’m... I’m a colt cuddler,” he still wasn’t used to calling himself that.
“It’s no problem because... well I’m a colt cuddler too” the guard admitted.
Dusk’s eyes grew in shock. “You mean you’re gay?” the unicorn asked, his tears finally gone.
“Yeah, the only reason I needed to inspect your room was so I could... look you over,” he said guiltily. “I’m sorry it was unprofessional.”
“It’s... it’s ok.” Dusk couldn’t believe it. ‘He wanted to check me out...’ Now that his waterworks were over, Dusk finally got a good look at the stallion, and he found him handsome. The fact that he was in the guard’s strong embrace turned him on. Dusk returned the hug and wrapped his legs around Aegis’s body. As the embrace tightened Dusk could feel something warm brush against his leg. The unicorn looked down and saw the guard’s sheath and balls resting on his inner thigh. ‘I’ve never seen a stallion this close... it’s so big,’ Dusk thought feeling himself getting drunk on lust. Dusk could feel his crotch beginning to stir and before he knew it he saw the tip of his stallionhood peeking out of his sheath. ‘No... nonononono... Dusk just because he is gay, doesn’t mean he is interested in you...’ Dusk begged for Aegis not to turn his head as he tried to think of a way to hide his growing erection without getting his attention.
Aegis enjoyed the contact he had with Dusk. He found the unicorn to be a very desirable pony and the fact that he was gay meant that he could pursue him romantically. He yelped as he felt something poke into his underside. He looked down and saw Dusk’s throbbing, erection prodding into his abdomen. The unicorn had a furious blush on his face. “Somepony’s excited...”
“I’m sorry it just...” Dusk was cut off as Aegis met lips in a kiss. At first Dusk was shocked, but soon he found himself eagerly returning the kiss. ‘Oh... sweet Celestia this is good.’ Dusk could feel his body go limp in the guard’s embrace.
Aegis pulled out of kiss, a trail of saliva connecting their lips. “So, if we’re going to do this I need to get out of this armor... why don’t go you lie down on the bed,” Aegis said standing up and beginning to stip his ceremonial armor.
All Dusk could do is nod before he trotted over to the bed and laid down on his back; everything on display. Dusked watched Aegis strip off his armor and seeing the stallion standing there completely naked, his cock proudly on display on made Dusk hornier. All Dusk knew was that he wanted the big piece of stallion inside of him. The next thing Dusk knew was that Aegis was climbing on top of him and he could feel the tip of the pegasus’s hard cock press up against the entrance to his perfectly puckered plot. It was then it hit Dusk, he was able to have sex with a stallion, but his previous inhibitions were gone. He was but begging for the stallion to rut him.
Aegis looked down at the submissive stallion, he couldn’t help but think of him as cute. “Are you ready?”
Dusk nodded. With that Dusk could feel Aegis’s cock press against his plothole, slow stretching it open. Dusk moaned loud as he was penetrated inch by inch by the lust filled member. “Ohhh... Celestia... keep going...” No matter how it hurt it being stuffed by this rock hard pony flesh, the pleasure more than made up for it.
After what seemed like an eternity Aegis saw that he was now completely inside of the unicorn. He couldn’t believe how tight Dusk was, it was the best thing he ever experienced. “How... how do you feel?”
“F-f-full... p-p-please k-keep going...” Dusk moan begging for more. He soon felt the cock start to retreat from him, only to return and filling him to the hilt. Dusk could barely think clearly as he was slowly rutted by guard, but he needed more. “H-harder... g-go faster...” Dusk moans,
“What?”
“I said fuck me!” Dusk yells.
Aegis responded by picking up his pace, the room filling with the rythmic sound of rutting.
Dusk’s mind went blank as he went limp under the powerful stallions thrusts, his large, virle balls slapping against his flank with every thrust. Dusk’s usually well organized mind, was blank. The only thing important was the stallion filling him.
Their rutting become more and more frantic, both searching for release. Dusk could fell pressure building in his balls, he was close to the edge. With one final thrust Dusk could feel the tip flare and seize up inside of him. Spurts of Aegis’s hot, thick seed filling up his plot. The warmth that coated his insides sent him over the edge, ropes of his seed shooting out of his throbbing stallionhood covering his face.
Aegis collapsed on the his partner, tired out from the frantic rutting. “How... how did you like that?” He asked slowly licking the seed off his partner’s face.
Dusk was so tired, that even talking seemed like a chore. “That... that was amazing...” Dusk couldn’t believe what just happened. In one day he not only came accepted that he was a colt cuddler and then he slept with his first stallion. Now he was lying on his bed in cuddling into Aegis; his face and insides coated in thick stallion seed. If you had to go to Dusk yesterday and told him he would sleep with a stallion he would have called you crazy, but now this was the only place he wanted to be. “Aegis...”
The stallion stopped and look into Dusk’s eyes. “Yes?”
“Does this make us...”
“... Coltfriends,” Aegis finished Dusk’s sentence.
“Yeah,” Dusk asked.
Aegis thought for a moment. “Well, I have tonight off, so... lets get cleaned up and we can go get something to eat and talk about it,” Aegis offered.
“That sounds good,” Dusk said as he saw Aegis stand up and head to the bathroom. Dusk looked down and saw cum dripping out of his plothole.
“You coming Dusk?”
“One moment...” Dusk said.
Aegis shrugged before continuing into the bathroom.
Dusk used flared his horn and brought a black scroll and a fresh quill over to him and her began to write.
Dear Princess Celestia,
I normally use these letters to tell you about a lesson I learned about friendship, but I want to share another lesson I learned. I found out something important about myself. For the past few months I began question who I was. I was scared, confused, and I felt like I didn’t know myself. I didn’t want to accept that I was different, that I wasn’t pony I thought I was. I continued to deny the truth until today.
The truth is: I am Dusk Shine and I am a colt cuddler. I am no longer afraid to be who I am. What I learned was that you should always be yourself and hiding who you are from yourself won’t change who you are. I hope to learn more about myself, now that I accept who I am.
Your faithful student,
Dusk Shine
P.S: His name is Aegis, we’re getting dinner together.
