Mmmmm, Gooood Morning sleepy head! Unless you’re still asleep then? But wait, is there a way to say hello to someone who’s already asleep but depending on the time of day? I guess just a simple hi but I don’t know. Anyways, are you awake? Oh come on, I know you're kind of awake hehe; you're not fooling this Pink Pony I can see you're kinda awake. How? Just a hunch... Ummm I’ve been meaning to ask you but how have things been holding up ever since... well you know, recent events.
Oh... I’m sorry, I understand it’s still fresh in your mind and it might be hard to take your mind off of it but, if you like I can throw you another party to bring your spirits up? I wouldn’t mind since throwing parties is what I do best! Especially when it cheers other ponies up! Just making ponies happy makes me happy since… since well… I don’t know how to explain it but I’ll try my best. When Rainbow Dash performed that Sonic Rainboom over Equestria on that dark gloomy day it gave me this feeling of joy that I’ve never felt before. Nor had any pony else in my family felt before. I knew from that moment I had to share a love for other ponies who were down, annnnd that's the story of my Cutiemark as well. My apologies for going off-topic so much it’s a habit of mine hehe.
But what I was gonna say is that. You might be travelling down a dark tunnel with the blinkers on and you might think they’ll stay on forever and not helping is everything currently going on in the world, but I wanna remind you that I love you, I care for you, and do not try and argue with me because those thoughts aren't true!!!
Oh sorry, I got a bit carried away but what I’m trying to say is, that tons of ponies love you for who you are like me, Gummy, Mrs. and Mrs. Cake, Fluttershy, Rarity and so many other amazing ponies that I wish I could name but we'd be here for the many moons. Back on track, things may look hopeless right now in your life. I understand it might be hard to believe that you aren’t a good pony or you don’t deserve to be alive due to the amount of pain along with past mistakes. That doesn’t give you a reason to give up on life just because of the past mistakes since we all make mistakes. Heck, even I make mistakes. A good example of me making a mistake happened around the time Twilight first moved to Ponyville so many moons ago. Wow, it doesn’t feel like that long ago the two of us met. I remember that day very well I was skipping down Ponyville which just so happened the moment Twilight arrived which made me excited so much that I screamed in joy rushing over to the Golden Oak Library to get the party ready for our new arrival. Oh my, I got off track again sorry about that.
Anyways, one time I threw a party for Gummies birthday along with bringing over all my friends for the ride except the 5 of them who wanted to throw my birthday party that was a day after mine. Wow-what a coincidence that our dates of birth are one day apart. But I was so caught up with wanting to have an after-party for Gummy that it erased the fact it was my birthday that day. Anyways they wanted to throw a party for me because of all the things I’ve done for them except they were very sneaky about the surprise event that all of my friends said they were busy with something like studying or washing hair. Enough was enough and I decided to look into whatever was going on so I kidnapped Spike into bribing him to spill the beans. Though in the end, I was the one to do so because I wanted him to say to me
"Tell me that my friends are all lying to me and avoiding me because they don't like my parties and they don't want to be my friends anymore!"
Suddenly it all made scenes of why my friends were avoiding me. I lost all of my friends which kinda sent my sanity spiralling down. I made my party along with making pretend out of inanimate objects that convinced me to never talk to my friends again. Until Rainbow Dash came by to check up and apologize to then realize how much of a wreck I was. She invited me to Sweet Apple Acres. Refused to go but she was able to drag me there which was then my relief at the party which I thought was a goodbye party for kicking me out of the group but oh I was so silly to assume that in the end, it was my birthday party. Anyways, that moment taught me the importance of not jumping to conclusions along with looking forward to the future instead of grasping the past.
You have to look forward to the future since who knows maybe you’ll end up being a famous baker or model who knows? As Twilight told me, life is a roller coaster and you’ll never know what’s coming up. One minute life could rise a loaf of bread in the oven and the next minute it can deflate like a balloon. Trust me it does get better and I understand that might seem like a silly response but I promise things will get better trust me. Sadly it’s not gonna happen overnight but it will get better eventually. You’ve already shown me how much of a strong amazing pony is from the first day we’ve met to now it is like night and day. Compared to when we first met, it is like night and day no pun intended I promise. Anyways back to our first encounter. You walked into Sugar Cube corners with Twilight shaking anxiously as Twilight encouraged you to come out to the counter to ask for an order.
Though I wasn’t very good at picking up social cues back then and frankly it’s still my biggest weakness but I’m working on it anyways I’m getting off-topic hehe. When you came up to the counter I jumped up in joy and introduced myself to you and pulled out my party cannon which wasn’t a good idea in the end since it caused you to have an anxiety attack which… Even if that was so long ago I’m sorry for scaring you like that, it wasn’t my intention I pinkie promise. That was still the only time I’ve caused a reaction of anxiety from some pony for the first time meeting them at all since most ponies are used to me introducing myself in some crazy way. Twilight came up to you and started comforting you as I backed off slowly into the kitchen feeling guilty for my actions. It made me feel like I was a horrible monster for hurting some pony, especially since hurting others also hurts me. I’m here to bring people smiles, laughter, and joy but instead only harm. After a bit of reflecting, Twilight walked into the kitchen to talk to me. At first, I was ready for her to shame me for causing you so much anxiety but she didn’t. She said that you understand you struggle with meeting others and energetic ones at most, Twi mentioned how she wanted to introduce me to you to not only help with your anxiety but to see if we’d be friends and sure enough we did.
Ever since that day I’ve noticed you’ve been handling your anxiety a lot better than the first time we met. You’ve been a lot more comfortable going out on your own, you’ve been able to ask other people for help, and most importantly of all, meet new friends especially when you met Fluttershy who shared some of her coping techniques used whenever she’s feeling anxious. Yes, you still struggle with your anxiety on a day-to-day basis like along with all the other stuff on your plate, but just the fact you’ve been taking small steps to help deal with it is just… GAHHHH YOU’RE DOING SUCH AN AMAZING JOB!!! Oh my apologies, did I scare you? Okay good. Also that right there show’s you with me getting all excited is a perfect example to show how far you’ve come. If that doesn’t show you how far you’ve come then I’m not sure what will hehe. Now come here you, lemme snuggle with you. I love you and care for you because of the amazing pony that you are.
Author's Note
This story was kinda rushed and I'll most likely go back to it and edit it but I hope you enjoy what you read
