Chromatophage

I’ve been doing good. I convinced Pipp that I’ve been sleep walking and want her to lock my doors from the outside so that I don't get out and hurt myself. It’s not a lie so I don’t even have to feel guilty about it. I’m waking up slightly better rested with this method. I set up a camera to record myself during the night.

The nights where I left the room always had me feeling exhausted the next morning. But with my doors locked, I just turn around and head back to bed. Its a good system and it’s working.

I am still craving Spectra, but when I’m awake I can control the urges, so no pony is in danger. It’s looking like this will be the last entry. Problem solved.