Author's Note

DISCLAIMER: This story includes references to depression, depressing thoughts, insecurities, anxiety, self-harm, blood, depictions or references to sexual activity and thoughts based around all of these concepts. If you do not want to read a story with slight references to these, I would urge you to click off.

Always Together

Chapter XVI: Always Together

AN: HEY! STOP! Before you read any further in this chapter, I need to warn you about something. Normally, I would leave these types of warnings to my disclaimer section at the beginning, but a part of me just knows that people will probably skip that section in favor of reading the chapter quicker. I would also usually want to keep this secret, but I don’t want to spring something like this on someone as a surprise. This chapter includes references and depictions of sexual activity, making this story now marked as mature. The sexual activity in this chapter isn’t fetish or kink related, but it’s still worthy to make a warning for. I don't think this needs to be said due to the setting of my story so far, but all characters in this chapter are eighteen years-old or older. This chapter will be the only one with sexual activity in this story, so if you do not feel comfortable reading this, feel free to either quit the fic or wait until the next chapter uploads. I will give a brief SFW summary of this chapter in the next installment for the people who don’t want to read about sexual activity. As always, thank you for the continued support of my story since it means the world to me and keeps my motivation high to continue this story. I hope everyone has a good day and I will see you when the next chapter uploads~ Enjoy~

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The walk home is especially slow today… I didn’t expect Pinkie to hang up on me so soon, but I suppose I should have. I knew she wasn’t going to be happy to see or hear from me, but that reaction wasn’t something I prepared for at all. She does have a point though… I did wait especially long to talk to Pinkie Pie because I wasn’t sure how to approach the unpredictable woman. That wasn’t any excuse… I should have made the time to accurately apologize and make it seem more genuine. The cool breeze of the twilight of the day presses against my skin, reminding me just what I have to return home to. I don’t even know if Sunset will be willing to talk to me… She should have gotten my note by now, but I’m unsure if it did anything to actually help. Thankfully, the streets seem mostly empty at this time, giving me some time to think of what I will say to her. Then again, that could be just because I’m taking mostly back streets to get to our apartment.

Maybe that’s because I’m not exactly looking forward to going home… I have no idea how tonight is going to go and I would hate it if things got even worse. Bringing my hand to my scarf, I feel the material as gently as I can, taking a deep breath in and out. It’s hard to have hope when everything seems to be going wrong in the world, but Sunset always tries to, despite whatever odds she’s against. She’s so inspiring, teaching me multiple lessons I wouldn’t have learned any other way. I just hope she and I can talk it out. I don’t know if I will be able to accurately apologize, but…

Walking through the cold air, I can’t help but feel nostalgic, the long distance I have to travel with a cool temperature nipping at my nose. I remember when I used to walk this same path to Sunset’s apartment all the time to hang out with her. Back then, I would always think about how I don’t deserve her on this specific walk, a thought that Sunset has tried so hard to dispel from my mind as of late. Stopping in the middle of the sidewalk, I look down at the coat and scarf I have on, my mind instantly bringing the memories of our adventures together to the forefront of my thoughts. I know that Sunset loves me. She clearly enjoys our relationship, I just… hurt her. Pretty badly. There’s no reason for us to not be able to fix this, right? Everything that’s happened just proves how much Sunset and I can go through together. We’ve gotten through so much and I… love her… with all my heart. We can fix this. I just have to have a little faith, right?

Walking forward quickly, I try to put a smile on my face, trying to keep my hopes up. All I have to do is have a little hope, like Sunset always does. Things will be fine between Pinkie Pie and I. And I will be able to apologize to Sunset. All I need is a little faith… What’s wrong with having a little bit of hope, right? The last time I had no hope when it came to Sunset and I, she reached out to me and we both found out our mutual feelings for one another. So, there is some precedent for being hopeful, right?

I need her in my life. I need her in general. Just to see her smile and spend all of my moments with her. Quickly, my walk turns into a run, rain starting to fall down to the ground. I… want to spend the rest of my life with her. It’s such a weird feeling for someone like me. I’ve lived for thousands of years, but now? I don’t quite care if my life is short now, as long as I get to spend it with her. I never wanted to be tied to someone before because I always saw it as a form of bondage, but that tie to Sunset has turned out to be one of the most freeing things I’ve ever experienced. She’s helped me overcome my past and I… want my future to be entangled with hers~ Can I really be blamed for loving her this much? Raindrops fall on my hair and my jacket, but a part of me finds it hard to care. My mind can only focus on getting back home to the one I love so I can try to make things up to her. She deserves the whole world, but I still should have given her the choice to be here for me too. Running around a corner, I see the apartment complex just ahead of me, my heart racing. I have to make things right between us. I love her too much to let something like this go.

The rain starts to pick up its pace just as I finally make it to our porch, ducking under the overhead cover and knocking on the door. Brushing my hair back, I take a deep breath and try to think of what I will say. She’s so important to me. I can’t afford to let another thing go wrong with us~ Hearing the door’s locks, I smile as best as I can, seeing the door slowly open. My smile fades slightly as I see her face once more, her eyes carrying the same sad feeling in them from last night, but she tries to smile at me as well, gesturing for me to come inside. “Come in, Adagio,” she whispers, trying her best to smile just a little bit more.

Walking inside slowly, I start to take my coat off before Sunset grabs the shoulders of the coat, helping me out of it. Her hand gently pats my shoulder as if she’s telling me to make myself comfortable as she hangs my coat on a hanger. “Did you get enough sleep?” I hesitantly ask, sitting down on the couch with our eyes connecting for a moment.

Briefly, she nods before she walks over to the other side of the couch, sitting down with her body aimed at me. Hesitantly, Sunset looks at me and smiles, still thinking of what she should say. “Yeah, I did. Don’t worry about my rest and all.” Despite how she’s trying to act, something is still on her mind, obviously taking up the majority of her thoughts. “How did your day go…?” Sunset’s gaze still locked with mine, her curious glance makes me feel a little nervous… I can’t help but wonder whether or not she got my note earlier today. Or if this is maybe a test. I don’t know, maybe she wants to see if I will tell her the truth about what happened.

“It went well, technically… My work wasn’t any different than usual.” My mind instantly tells me to keep the actual aftermath of Pinkie and I’s meeting a secret, but Sunset’s locked gaze with mine only serves to remind me what happened last night. I didn’t give her a choice with the other times I had a bad day… “I also went to talk to Pinkie Pie, but… she wasn’t exactly welcoming.” Sunset’s eyes widen slightly upon hearing my news, frowning at what happened.

“I’m sorry, Adagio. That Pinkie didn’t accept your attempt to make peace with her. But I’m sure you’ll get to her sometime.” Leaning forward slightly, Sunset places her hand on mine, rubbing gently and making me feel surprised in the process. She keeps sending me mixed signals… Half the time, her eyes tell me she’s still sad about last night, but she’s also trying to smile and console me for something that happened when she should still be mad at me. I can’t help but feel a little confused at each turn, making me wonder exactly what she’s feeling. “I’m… also sorry for storming out last night. I didn’t exactly give you the best chance to talk and all.” A guilty expression comes to Sunset, causing us to break our eye contact. I didn’t exactly want her to apologize to me… Sunset usually finds a way to blame herself, even for situations where she wasn’t at fault at all. Yeah, she did storm out last night, but I don’t think it was unwarranted, given what we were arguing about…

“Yeah… But I understand why you did that. Really.” Our eyes quickly break away from each other, looking separate ways as silence fills the air. To say that both of us seem unsure of what to say or do next would be an understatement. Is it really that unfair for me to wish I could easily look her in the eyes in situations like this? Her gaze has a way to make me feel nervous, even when we’re not fighting. I love looking in her eyes so it’s ironic that I often feel like I’m at her mercy whenever we lock eyes. If only it could be easy to look in her eyes and apologize…

“I got your note,” Sunset whispers, both of us still looking in different directions. “You really hurt me, Adagio… I just want you to know that.” Instantly, my heart feels like a spike of pain goes through it, making me close my eyes quickly. I know I hurt her… In no way would I ever want to do that, but I still did nonetheless. I keep trying to convince myself we can still fix this, but the other side of my mind tells me this mistake of mine is too much. Is it…?

“I’m really sorry, Sunset… You mean the world to me and I never meant to hurt you. I just… thought it’d be easier to avoid my issues when we’ve already been so stressed as it is.” Despite how much I try, my mind still doesn’t let me look at her, keeping my eyes firmly shut as if trying to shut out reality itself. I realize now that what I did was wrong, but it still doesn’t make it easier, knowing how I hurt the one person I love. The person who loves me…

Feeling a soft touch on my cheek, my eyes open slowly, seeing Sunset’s hand gently hold onto my face, finally allowing me to look back at the woman right next to me. Her eyes show a feeling of understanding and her smile warms my heart, despite the circumstances. “Adagio. Your issues, they… They’re a part of your life. They affect you, just like how my issues affect me. It’s never a problem to want to see the love of your life happy. The problem is when you actively try so hard to keep a smile on my face, keeping your life away from me to do that.” For the first time in over twenty-four hours, Sunset’s warm smile comes back to her, a genuine look in her eyes as we share this moment. Easily, tears begin to form in my eyes, noticing just how much she cares for me. I’ve been so selfish, trying to look out for her. I failed to notice that she wants to look out for me too, despite her countless attempts to portray that to me.

Grabbing Sunset’s hand gently, the tears slowly fall down my cheeks, a small smile barely coming to me. “I… I’m really sorry. I love you, Sunset,” my voice lets out weakly, my eyes still connected with hers as the sound of rain starts to ramp up. Sunset slowly nods to my statement, pressing her forehead against mine as thunder roars in the distance. Only the warm light of the lamps in the living room illuminate our bodies, making the moment feel even slower.

“Do you promise to not hide everything from me again? We’re a team, after all,” Sunset whispers to me, one of her hands slowly rubbing my shoulder to give me comfort I surely don’t deserve. My throat finds it hard to speak, forming lumps all too easily and feeling dry, even though I just got rained on earlier.

“I-I pinkie promise,” my voice cracks, my arms slowly reaching out to Sunset, and holding onto her. Our new hug is accepted by Sunset, her own arms holding me tightly against her own body, both of us leaning back into the couch.

“Then I forgive you, alligator~ I love you too~” Sunset whispers again, kissing my forehead as we lay here, my tears flowing all too easily. I hurt her so much and I probably don’t deserve her forgiveness, but here we are. I don’t ever like hurting her. Her hand quietly runs her fingers through my hair, a quiet moment existing between the two of us even though my tears can’t seem to stop flowing, no matter what I do. Kissing my forehead once again, Sunset gently rests her chin on my head, holding me as close as she can. “It’s alright, alligator~ Really. I’ll tell you what. We can watch a movie before we go to bed if you want? To help us both feel better?” Looking up at the woman who has warmed my life, I can’t help but feel a little confused, her hand wiping away some of my tears. “I know that we don’t have a TV, but…” Reaching into her pocket slowly, Sunset pulls out her phone, showing it to me with her same smile. “We could watch something on this~”

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My body feels stiff and frozen… Opening my eyes does little good since the whole room seems to be dark, but I still feel really warm. A small groan leaves my mouth as I rub my head against the soft fabric supporting me, the heat making it feel like heaven on Earth. I love moments like these, as rare as they are. No matter the troubles plaguing my mind, this warmth scares away all the monsters and negative thoughts, making me smile widely. This heat isn’t produced by simple sheets or pillows. Instead, it’s the feeling of being held by a loving embrace, one that doesn’t disappear by the time you wake from your slumber. A smile comes across my mouth as I hold onto her tighter, breathing in her scent. Despite the darkness, her presence is reaffirmed in my mind as I feel her fingers gently rub the back of my head, my hair being played with every now and again.

Her chest rises and falls with every breath, nothing but the sound of our breathing filling the air. It’s a peaceful harmony. She has a way to make me feel safe and loved no matter what. Even though this apartment has been broken into before, that possibility almost feels impossible when she holds me in her arms. Maybe it’s just a love high again, but if that’s the case, I’d rather not be sober. If I could, I’d want to be in this heaven on Earth for the rest of my life. The rest of my life… I don’t think I’m immortal anymore without my magic, so the possibility of death is almost certain now, right? But what is the point of life if it’s eternal and without happiness? Just power and nothing else… I guess that’s what gives this meaning, right? It’s not forever. It’s limited, making it all the more precious to me.

Looking up slowly, I see Sunset looking at her phone as if she’s reading something, resting her head on the arm of the couch. Her eyes connect with mine and a smile appears on her face, the blue light of her phone illuminating her face. “Did you have a good rest, sweetheart?” Sunset whispers, still running her fingers through my hair as gently as she can. The sound of far off thunder reminds me of the rain outside, making me increasingly aware of the cool air around us. Actually… when did I fall asleep…?

“What happened? Well, I mean, did I fall asleep during the movie?” I ask with a small groan, yawning to breathe in as much air as possible. A small giggle comes from the light of my life, her hand gently patting the back of my head.

“Yeah, you did~ You never let go of me, actually. So, we stayed here~” she whispers to me before bringing her lips to my forehead, turning off her phone with a quick press of the power button.

“I’m sorry about that. I didn’t mean to fall asleep or um… well, keep you captive here,” I tell her with a nervous smile, trying to make a joke of the situation. Luckily, it seems that Sunset liked it, giggling at my words easily.

“If I’m captive in your arms, then it’s the best trap I can think of. One I would willingly get trapped in~” Hugging me tighter, Sunset sighs happily, both of us have a big smile on our faces. “The power was cut off while you were sleeping, so that’s why it’s so dark in here. I hope I was warm enough for you, though~” Sunset says in a teasing tone, prompting me to chuckle.

“My little Sunny not warm enough? Impossible.” Both of us share a small laugh, my arms not letting go of Sunset for a second. It almost feels like I shouldn’t have this. This happiness and peaceful feeling fills my heart, despite how much I hurt Sunset yesterday. It feels so nice to have her with me… A slow sigh leaves my mouth, resting my head back on her chest and taking in the warmth. “I… really am sorry. About lying to you and all,” I whisper as I hold onto the love of my life, gently rubbing my face into her shirt. Her smell still lingers on my mind, erasing almost every worry that usually persists in my thoughts. I really can’t believe how lucky I’ve been to have her influence in my life. Even though Pinkie and I are still not on good terms, she makes me believe that everything will work out somehow. Maybe it’s because of her hopeful attitude, despite how little she sees in herself.

“Shh… I told you that it’s alright, alligator~” Sunset whispers, holding me tightly as her fingers caress my head. I really didn’t deserve her forgiveness, but I still feel incredibly happy to have it. To still be in her arms and be able to enjoy the night, regardless of any thunder outside. It’s hard to believe how narrow-minded I was before I lost my magic. I focused so much on the power that was possible, but now? I can’t stop thinking about the fiery-haired girl that penetrates my dreams whenever I sleep. Her magical touch makes me feel safe and alright, even in the most nerve-wracking situations. I constantly wish to see her smile for the rest of my life, even though smiles aren’t worth much. Hers is worth the whole world to me.

Looking up slowly, my eyes connect with hers, the dark room giving an atmosphere of privacy. Tomorrow is a big day, but… is it really that wrong to revel in this night? To enjoy every moment I get to feel her embrace around me… Gently placing my hands on Sunset’s cheeks, I can’t help but feel my nerves spike, wanting to feel even more of this feeling, no matter how late it may be. “Please. I need this,” I whisper, bringing my face closer to hers and placing my lips upon hers. Even today, every kiss we share electrifies me, making my mind race and disregard the world around us. Her hand on the back of my head pulls me deeper into our embrace, shooting another shock down my spine in an instant. Her skin feels as soft as flowers and her embrace never fails to remind me of heaven. Even though nothing lasts forever, I wish this one feeling could. I wish this paradise on Earth with her would last as long as possible, stretching every possible second. Every little kiss amps up in passion, feeling Sunset’s love just as much as I try to portray my love for her. Her hands gently feel my waist and back, my heart racing with thoughts about her and us. Thoughts of the future. About how much I love her…

My hands move towards her stomach, gently slipping under her shirt to feel her skin once more like I did at the mall. Her teeth bite my bottom lip for a second, making me fall deeper under her spell. Once upon a time, I never cared for this girl, but the thought of living without her now hurts me at my core. I need her. I need more of her and this feeling… My hands instantly move on their own, slowly pulling up Sunset’s shirt as her lips clearly hold me captive. Suddenly, Sunset’s hand presses against my chest, pulling us away from our embrace abruptly. I can’t help but open my eyes in surprise, still wanting more as my gaze locks with Sunset’s. Her eyes have a dreamy look to them as her hand quivers on my chest, but she shakes her head slowly, trying to regain any composure she has left. “Adagio…” A bit of desire is reflected in her voice, thinking of whatever words she wants to say, but she clearly wants more of this as well. Both of our breaths sound heavy, my mind just now realizing how hot I suddenly feel. “Do you… want to take that next step?” she asks in a slow and hesitant tone, her eyes not breaking from my own. Even though I easily get confused by Sunset, her meaning this time is crystal clear. My heart races at her words, trying to justify any reason that would let us indulge even further in this heaven. I know that we probably shouldn’t… In my mind, I know we should go to bed and get some rest for the upcoming day, but in my heart? My heart wants to ignore rational thoughts and take what I want. Greed may be one of the biggest sins, but even Sunset herself acknowledged it’s alright to be selfish every now and again. Just to feel more of this emotion and her love would be… priceless…

Nodding quickly, I press down on Sunset’s hand, our lips reconnecting in the embrace that vanished all too soon moments ago. Sunset pushes up, bringing herself to a sitting position, keeping me in her lap as her hands feel my waist. Grabbing the edge of my shirt, Sunset pulls up across my body, only breaking our kiss momentarily to take the garment off. The nerves in my skin get set on fire as her hands feel my stomach, running up along my back. At this point, I don’t even know what my body is doing, running off of instinct alone. My hands gently unbutton Sunset’s pants, feeling her waist with an internal smile. Every movement and embrace sends another shock throughout my body, unable to think of the world outside of this room. Feeling her soft touch makes me feel so free and loved, even when the world is cold.

Sunset bites my lips again before moving her teeth down to my neck, her hands holding me close to her own body. Whereas I was once surprised by her bite, now my body begs for it. Her hand gently feels my chest, feeling me with desire and care. Every one of her actions clearly displays how she would never want to hurt me, making sure to keep me as happy and healthy as possible. She loves me so much, just like how I love her… Pulling her shirt off her body, I can’t resist the urge to feel her skin once more, my hands covering every inch of her back. Her lips press against my neck over and over, never making me tired of the sensation. “Let’s take this…” her hand grabs my chest as she holds my back, kissing my shoulder slowly, “to another room, alright?” she’s barely able to say, finally breaking her lips off of me. Standing off of my lover, I grab her hands and pull her up, both of us kissing each other a little more as we make our way to our room, closing the door behind us for some sense of privacy. Without wasting a second, Sunset’s hands push down the jean shorts I had on, bringing down her own pants in the process. My hands cup her cheeks as we fall down onto the bed, both of us still fighting to keep up this moment as long as possible. Every second I’m with her makes my legs feel weak, enjoying this loving feeling as much as I can. Her touch never fails to remind me of her love, every kiss feeling like a drug in my mind. Despite how I’ve acted in the past, I’ve never done something like this before… I never saw someone worthy enough to be with me, much less any reason to have offspring of my own. I was the greatest siren in my opinion, seeing no advantage to giving my body away to anyone else but myself. But now? Feeling her touch on my skin feels so great simply because it’s her. No one else could have this astounding effect on me nor could they erase all my insecurities about my body in one fell swoop.

Despite how much I look at my own appearance with disdain in the mirror, Sunset’s hands gently feel my figure, showing how much she appreciates my body. She clearly doesn’t share my viewpoint about it, but the opposite is true as well. I can’t stop myself from bringing my hands across her stomach, feeling down her waist and touching her thighs as gently as I can. Sunset shivers at my touch, our lips battling for control even though there’s no winner or loser in this case. My fingers play with the edge of her underwear easily as Sunset pulls my leggings off of me, our eyes connecting with each other once again. Her gaze spells out desire just as mine does, our bodies freezing momentarily to keep our eyes on one another. Her hands grab my own underwear slowly, her eyes almost asking if I was sure I wanted to do this. With a single nod from me, Sunset pulls the last piece of clothing off of me, her eyes seemingly admiring whatever beauty she sees in me.

Sunset is the one who is truly beautiful. Inside or out, she always looks her best. She has such a strong mind, a warm smile, beautiful curves and her kind attitude, making her the best in my eyes. I don’t even know why I am attracted to her form. I wasn’t a human originally, but here I am, tracing her body with my eyes, wishing to feel her just a little more. “I suppose… I’m not being quite fair here, huh?” Sunset whispers as if someone could hear us, her hands reaching for her own underwear and pulling them off slowly. She sits right in front of me, looking down at me as I lay on the bed. Both of us look at each other a little more before Sunset crawls on top of me, her eyes connecting with mine with a smile. Without even thinking about it, my hands move up to Sunset’s cheeks, unable to stop myself from smiling.

“You are… so beautiful, Sunset,” I respond in my own whisper, my hands sliding down to Sunset’s chest, feeling her body slowly. Her head moves downward, passionately pressing her lips against my own. Moving my hands down to her hips, she gently presses herself down on my thigh, sharing our body heat with one another. Every kiss brings another wave of ecstasy through my mind as Sunset slowly grinds herself against me. In between every kiss, a heavy breath exits both of our lungs, instantly feeling shocks of electricity going up my spine as Sunset places her hand on the lower part of my stomach, tracing down to my thighs and lingering. Her other hand grabs my chest a little more than before, clearly communicating her feelings without saying a single word. I can feel my nerves go on edge throughout my body, making goosebumps appear easily as her hand moves from my thigh, touching one of my most sensitive spots as gently as she can. Instantly, the nerves along my spine are set on fire, my heart thumping in my chest. Our heavy breaths are almost in unison, both of us enjoying every second of the sensations we have given each other. Without saying a word to her, I grab Sunset’s hands, pulling her off of me and moving her to the bed. My body had moved on its own again, my eyes looking down at her as she looks surprised, both of us still breathing through our mouths heavily. All I know is that I love her so much. She means the world to me and I just want her to enjoy this as much as I am. “I… don’t quite know what I’m doing,” I tell her the honest truth for the first time in what feels like forever, baring my soul to her. Bringing my hand to the area between her legs, smiling to the best of my abilities.

Sunset smiles back at me, closing her eyes quickly in response to my touch. Without wasting a moment, Sunset grabs my hand with her own, trying to desperately keep her eye contact with me. “I-I can help you. Don’t worry,” she whispers, guiding my hand in a slow rotation. I can’t help but enjoy every expression Sunset makes, enjoying this feeling of being with the one I love. Moving to her side, I use my other arm to hold her close to me, gently biting Sunset’s neck as revenge, her hand still guiding me. In a way, she’s teaching me what she likes while the rest of her body is subject to my control, my lips kissing away at her neck and chest, wrapping my leg around hers. Her heavy breathing turns into soft moans, barely able to be heard. Of course, her eyes refuse to open now, feeling her body be explored by my hands and lips. Every moment that passes by just gives me more of a blissful feeling, the absolute love I feel for Sunset having no limits inside me. I love her with all my heart and I can’t seem to find the right words to express that. Maybe it’s impossible to do that, but I can try my best to show that tonight. The sparkle in her eyes whenever she opens them fills my heart with a fluttering feeling, kissing her cheek as tenderly as I can. After a bit, I gently push Sunset’s hand away, trying my best to help her myself. Her skin feels just as soft down here, every pattern she guided me through ingrained in my mind. A slight chuckle comes to me, biting her neck once more before I sit up, looking down at her with a smirk. Her hands cover her face in embarrassment, still allowing me to give her this certain situation. Even though I’ve never done this with someone before, I can’t help but feel the biggest sense of pride and happiness run through me. Seeing her enjoy herself is so… nice. I used to only care for my own joy and how people could service me, but now I can see the value in giving someone else the smile they deserve. It’s so cute~

Her hands quiver quite a bit as she tries to hide her expression, her legs tensing up slightly as the moment goes on. Her moans start to get louder, despite her attempts to hold them in. “Don’t hide from me, Sunset~” I whisper with a teasing tone, feeling myself get more bold by the second. Even though I haven’t done this, I feel my confidence rise in me, my hand rubbing Sunset’s sensitive area just a little faster. “You wouldn’t want to miss out, would you?” Moving myself to sit in front of Sunset, her eyes peek out from her fingers for a moment, a heavy blush seemingly on her face.

“I-it’s… embarrassing… I-I didn’t expect you t-to take control like this,” Sunset barely lets out in her weak voice, her moans still music to my ears. A high-pitched gasp comes from Sunset’s mouth just as one of my fingers explores her body a little deeper. I smile at her, inspecting her expression to see if she’s okay with it before going on. She looks so cute, enjoying the moment to the fullest that she can, making my heart beat with a rhythmic thump. I can’t help but love every moment I have with her. She’s so perfect~

“You wouldn’t want to miss out on seeing this, would you?” I tease the love of my life, gently leaning down and blowing on her, bringing my mouth close enough to her body to feel the heat from my face. She’s taught me so much and made me so happy in this questionable life of mine. Just having the chance to give back in even a small way makes me so happy, my mind once again racing with thoughts about us. “Please don’t hide?” I ask her in my most sincere tone, carefully bringing my lips to her thighs. Her legs instinctually try to close, surprised by the sensation that she seems to enjoy. A part of me feels even happier when Sunset finally removes her hands, her blush and shimmering eyes on full display, looking down at me despite her heavy breaths and moans. Mouthing the words ‘thank you,’ I bring my lips slowly closer to the region my hand has felt for so long now, her legs quivering at each small kiss. Her hands grip at the sheets in anticipation, biting her lip to try and diminish the sounds of her breaths. I’m not even sure if this new experience will feel good for her, but both of us seem eager to try. Bringing my lips as close to her soft skin as possible, I look up at her, biting my lip slowly. “Tell me if anything feels bad. Otherwise…” Closing my eyes and taking a deep breath, a part of me is still shocked that I’m about to do this, unsure if this is technically the right time. “Let go whenever you feel like it.” Pressing my lips against Sunset’s soft vulva, a gasp comes from her again, smiling at the fact that her anticipation wasn’t prolonged even longer. My embrace is soft and passionate, giving her body teasing kisses with a small smile appearing on my own face. Every moan and gasp coming from her is my reward, feeling a sense of ecstasy at the experience. Even though I’m not pleasuring my own body, it’s still the best experience in the world.

Sunset’s hand gently moves to the back of my head, once again caressing my scalp with her fingers. The feeling is heaven itself for me. Gifting such an experience to Sunset while she tries her best to show her gratitude in any way possible is such a perfect outcome of the night. Her moans get progressively louder and her fingers hesitantly move across my scalp every time I press my lips against her. A thought comes to my mind, causing me to hesitate for a moment. Pressing my tongue against her, Sunset’s surprised breath makes my heart skip a beat. I can’t help but enjoy every single sound she makes while I move my tongue gently across her skin. Her taste permeates my mind, undoubtedly becoming something I will never forget no matter how hard I may try. Why would I want to forget this? These heavenly moments with the one I love, the pure look of ecstasy written across her face as I do this to her. I don’t know how I should move my tongue to give the best feeling, but it makes me happy to see that she seems to be enjoying it nonetheless. She means the whole world to me. I don’t know how her smile easily engraved itself in my mind back then, but every time I get to see her happy gives me another reason to wake up in the morning. To push and do my best so that we can both be happy together. My hand reaches up and holds her own, Sunset’s legs tensing up even more with each second that passes by. I can tell her desperate attempts to hold back, grasping at the sheets with her extra hand and biting her lip, but I gently rub her hand with my thumb. In a way, it was my way to comfort her and tell her it’s okay without words. “O-oh my god,” she barely whispers, her moans getting louder as her back arches slightly. Her legs quiver much more than before, tensing up without release multiple times.

My heart skips a beat once more as Sunset’s back fully arches, a loud gasp of air coming from her. The muscles in her thighs spasm, her hand pressing down on my head weakly, but with force to try and prolong this feeling as long as possible. Her closed eyes and expression of pleasure send electricity throughout my nerves while the love of my life loses herself to the sensation my mouth gives her. Loud and heavy breaths come from my summer mist, her body refusing to cease the energetic reaction to pleasure. All the while, the sweat on Sunset’s body glimmers in the small amount of light from outside. Every action she’s made permanently marks itself in my mind, increasingly surprised at how beautiful she is. Even in something that’s seen as taboo by others, her beauty never leaves her, making me smile even wider. Her fingers grip onto my hand as tightly as she can, finally coming down from the overwhelming amounts of pleasure that just coursed through her body. Her heavy breaths persist, being one of the only sounds in this room before I lick my lips, sitting up in front of her without letting go of her hand. An overwhelming sense of pride comes over me, happy that I was able to do this with her and bring this much joy to her. She makes my first conquest. And hopefully my last~ “I assume you enjoyed yourself?” I ask her in a teasing tone, brushing my hair back before looking at her again. Her eyes remain closed, biting her lip between her breaths. Reconnecting our eyes, Sunset slowly shivers and sighs, holding my hand tighter.

“T-thank you, Adagio~ That was… really nice~” Sunset whispers in the same confident tone she uses throughout our day-to-day life. Quietly, she pushes herself up to a sitting position, locking her gaze with mine before pulling me into the same kiss that started this. From here, it’s easy to feel just how heated Sunset’s body is from our activity, her forehead pressing against my own for a few seconds. The images of her cute reaction flash throughout my mind, grateful that we got to do this. “But… we’re not done quite yet,” Sunset states with a chuckle, a mischievous smirk coming to her before placing her hand on my shoulder. Instantly, my eyes widen to Sunset’s advance, making me nervous about what’s going to happen. Even though tomorrow is the Apple Family reunion, a part of me wants to keep going, waging a war from both sides of my brain. It’s alright to be selfish sometimes, so… why not indulge in it just for a few more minutes? Returning the smirk to Sunset, I pull her into a passionate kiss as she pushes me down onto the bed, disregarding the world around us for a little longer.

“Bring it, Shimmer~”