Helping A Beat Up Showmare

Chapters

The finding
Questions
Accidental seeing
The secret
A turn of events
Death of a loved one
Little things in big areas
Recovering
(Update.....clop scene ahead)
The Greatest Feelings
(update sorry)

The finding

It was just like anyother day for me. Walking down a long street with allies everywhere you would turn. It became a habit wondering if I would get jumped. A few times I did and I would just give them what I had. Sometimes it wasn't and only a few times I would get beat by a group of random people. Sometimes there was just kids wanting to blow off steam. The only comfort I would have was in my own house that once belonged to my parents that are now deceased.

The one show that kept me from going insane was "My little pony:Friendship is magic." Now at first I thought I was crazy for even watching a show like this. But as time went on I began to grow fond of it. I knew the backround ponies quickly along with the mane six. But one pony caught my attention even though she was shown only once and seemed to be a boaster which I was once was.

Well back to walking down the ally ways I was walking when I saw a group of damn kids throwing rocks at something. I then heard whimpering almost like a dog. SInce I loved dogs I went over to try and stop the kids. They took one look at me and sprinted away as fast as they could. I guess I looked intimidating with my short black hair,brown eyes,Medium built,wearing a camoflaughed pair of pants and an army shirt that belonged to my dad. Lastly was the scar on my face. It was on my left eye thanks to a little knife fight I was in.

I made my way into the ally way and crouched down. It was to dark to see the poor thing that was whimpering. But then I remembered the flashlight that I had with me. I took it out of my pocket and flashed it into the whimpering creature, but once I saw who it was my eyes went wide at the sight. Laying there was a beaten up Trixe from MLP:FIM! Now if it wasn't for the condistion she was in I would be jumping up and down.

But that wasn't the case right now. She was preety beaten up and had her cape with her. It was torn and showed a little bit of blood. She had a black eye with a few cuts and brucies on her body. She was shakeing in fear tears streaming down her face. On further excpetion I saw that her ribs were showing which wasn't a good sighn. I then remembered that I would have to try and help her.

"Ok.....can you talk?" I asked. I know it was a stupid question but I had to make sure she could at least speak. She slowly nodded her head 'yes'.

"Ok good....look I know you don't trust me now, but I can bring you somewhere safer and a place where you can eat. Do you trust me?" I asked. She seemed to give it some thought but finaly came to a conclusion that I was her only chance. She nodded yes agaain as I put on a warm hearted smile. I then slowly and gently picked her up as she winced a little in pain. I then got up as I began to make my way home that wasn't far.

It was only another five minute walk to a dead end street that was abbandoned. I made it to my door as I opened it and closed the door behind me. I made my way to the gues bedroom where the med kit was. I lived in a one story house by the way. Had two bedrooms and two bathrooms along with a kitchen,dingingroom,and liveing room. Of course laundry room as well. I placed her onto the bed as I then made my way to the med kit. I walked back over and sat down beside her.

"Ok...now let's take a look at that eye." I said as I gently put my hand on her chin and raised it so she would face me. I nodded to myself as I new all she would need was an ice pack. "Ok...now does anything else hurt like is a leg broken or something?" I asked. She shook her head. I guess she wasn't that much of a talker when she's not boasting. The rest of the time I cleaned some of her wounds and bandaged them up. She winced a couple times but seemed to be feeling much better. While she laied there I got up and made my way to the kitchen and grabed some apples for her. I placed them on a plate so none of them would fall.

When I got back and she saw the apples her ears perked up as she rose her head in surprise at the food. When I placed them down beside her she immediatly ate them. She must've been starveing. I then remembered her black eye and went back to the kitchen to grab some water and a bag of frozen pease . I walked back to her and she saw the water. The apples were already gone and she used her magic to grab the bottle from my hand and unscrew the cap gulping down the water. I smiled as I sat down beside her once she was done with the water.

She seemed to beging to trust me more. I showed her the bag of peaze as she knew what I was gonna do. She just closed her good eye as she took in a shakey breath. I placed the bag on her black eye as she yelped in pain. I hated doing this to her but it had to be done. After awhile I took the bag off as the swelling seemed to have gone down and she seemed to have been a little tired. I just got up takeing the plate and bottle of water.

"I can see that you're tired so you should get some sleep." I said with a smile. She simply nodded and spoke for the first time.

"Thank you." She said above a whisper. I just chuckled to myself as I made my way to the kitchen,took care of the plate and bottle putting the peaze back,and went to my room that was beside the room trixie was in. I got into my PJs and laied down in bed. I thought to myself. 'Wow trixie from the show is here in my house...I wonder how things will go......and if she will even trust me more...' With that I fell into a cimfortable slumber.

(AN:OK well if you read this much THANKS ABUNCH!!! This is acctualy my first time doing a pony in the human world fic so please just comment. I don't care if you rate. Oh and a huge thanks to "Clearshot01" For helping me with this fic. Anyways CYA NEXT TIME!!!!!!)

Questions

I woke up the next day feeling refreshed. I almost forgot about the young showmare in the other bedroom as I got up. The sun was up high in the sky telling me it was close to at least noon. I guess I always had a nack for sleeping in. Anyways I got out of bed shakeing myself awake and stretched to help wake myself up. I stopped stretching and made my way to the bedroom that trixie was in. I opened the door a little bit and saw that she was awake and looking around the room. I smiled then realized something. "How did she get here...and how come she doesn't seem to be afraid of me?" I asked myself.

But I pushed that aside as I walked into the room. She heard me come in as she looked at me. I saw that by some freaking mericile that her black eye was gone. But the cuts and some of the dried blood I couldn't get out was still on her coat like little specks. She quickly introduced herself not seeming like the beat up showmare and was like herself in the show.

"Hello I am the great and powerful trixie the best of all magical skills and stunts. I can do anything better than a pony can." She said with pride. Again not seeming like the wounded and whimpering trixie from the night before. I just chuckled as I crouched down to her size. Turns out when i'm standing up and she's on all fours she a little bit above my waist up to my belly button.

"Well nice to finaly meet you trixie. Name's Jerry by the way." I said with a small smile. She just grinned at me.

"Well nice to meet you Jerry.....and thanks again for last night." She said looking away with almost an upset look on her face. I guess she wasn't used to complimenting others like this. I just let out a chuckle and she turned to this.

"Well you are quite welcome trixie...say how are you feeling?" I asked. She then did a quick inspection of herself.

"Well as you can see the great and powerful trixie still has some marks on her coat and is sore right now. But other than that she's doing just fine." I smiled at this since it was preety obvious that she may have a small limp and be sore in some parts of her body. I stood up.

"Well I bet you are preety hungry so you want me to make you something?" Her ears perked when I said this and she nodded her head yes vigoursly. I just chuckled as I walked out the room opening the door for her. She walked haveing a small limp which made me wish I could do more than I already knew. She seemed to know where the dinging room was as she made her way onto a chair quickly.

I chuckled to myself as I made my way to the fridge and looked for what I could give her. I knew that I couldn't give her any meat, but I did find a good bit of apples and oranges. I took a plate as I began to fill the plate with the food I was gonna give her. Three apples and four oranges hopefully that will be enough for her. I then stood up and closed the fridge door as I turned and made my way to the table.

I placed the plate infront of her and as soon as I did that she began to chow down onto her food. I just smiled as I sat in the chair that was opposite of her. Once she was done she looked up at me her face haveing some of the jucis form the ornages and apples. I managed to keep from laughing but I chuckled.

"By the way Jerry where am I anyways?" She asked. I cleared my throught as I got ready to tell her.

"Well rixie you are on a planet called earth. It's full of humans and other kind of creatures. Like horses,cows,lions,dogs, the list goes on. We are basicly in the furture to you when it comes to TV and other things. Like cars and such." I finished. She just nodded with amazement in her eyes. "But enough of where you are could you tell me how you got here?" That's when I saw that I had hit an old wound. She looked down at the plate as tears seemed to appear in her eyes.

"Ok we don't have to talk about that trixie....well I think you might need a shower...you want that?" I asked in a soothing voice. I guess that helped as she looked up with a smile....it was a kind one not like the one i've seen alot of times on the show even though it was only once. We both got off of the chairs we were on and I showed her where she could take a shower. I showed her the ways to use it if she wanted it hot or cold. Once I told her everything I left the bathroom to leave her in privacy.

I went to the living room and turned on the TV and flipped through the channels. When I got to the news it said that a group of kids were found hanging upside down in an ally way unconcious. On further inspection I realized that it was the same ally that trixie was found in. "Now how could that of happened?" I asked aloud.

(AN:Ok guys well here's the long waited chapter of this fic. Now I know it was a long wait and you will have to deal with that sadly sorry about that. And, sorry that this isn't good I just did this one without much excitement because my brother was diagnosed woth dieabetes sadly. He's really young and only in elementry school sadly and being his older brother it hurts to see what he has to go through. Anyways ideas are wanted since i'm at a writers block. WHYYYY!!!!!!!!! But anyways CYA NEXT TIME!!! Oh and the kids thing came from "trickytheclow"

Accidental seeing

(AN:Ok well this is where we see....... something in the shower...and no it's not what you guys will be thinking....sorta.)

I then began to flip through the channels again as I heard the sound of running water comeing from the bathroom that trixie was in. I ignored it for a little bit until I remembered that I had to get the sheets that trixie used the night before that probely had some blood or something on them. I got up turning off the T.V. and made my way to the room she stayed in....only problem was that the bathroom was right beside it.

Just as I got to the bedroom door something in my mind was telling me to just take a small peek while another part of me was saying ignore it. But sadly the pervert part of me took over. I let out a quiet sigh as I peeked into the bathroom carefully. Even though the steam of the shower was covering the whole bathroom I was still able to see trixie in the shower. Turns out she didn't close the curtians so I saw her completly. The small little specks of blood that were on her were completly gone now and what was left was her coat and mane and tale.

I saw that her dark blue coat was wet and seemed to almost shine thanks to the sun going through the window and hitting her. Her sky blue mane and tale were laying flat against her body. Trixie had her eyes closed and faceing the shower head with her eyes closed as the water hit her face. She was humming a tune and adn smileing. I was just about to look away until something I wasn't gonna excpect happened.

She ended up turning around as she waged her tail and to my comple surprise she was turning so that I could see her plot. My eyes went wide with surprise as I saw her private parts when her tail swung left and right. Both her vaginal and anal were faceing me.

I quickly looked away as my face went crimson red judgeing by the heat I was feeling off of it. I quickly but quietly clossed the door and rushed to the bedroom hopeing it would help me forget what I saw. When I saw that the bed had a hint of blood I quickly grabed the sheets and blanket bringing them to the laundry room past the bathroom. Thankfuly it somehow managed to get the image I saw out of my mind easily.

Then I heard the water go off telling me that she was done in the shower. Just as I got the sheets and blanket into the washer I heard trixie yell my name. I started the washer and made my way to the bathroom stopping at the door.

"Yes you needed me?" I asked through the door.

"Yes Trixie needs some help with something." My heart began to race fast as I was afraid to ask the next question.

"Yes what is it?" I asked through the door again. I could hear her let out a sigh.

"Trixie needs help finding a towle so she can dry herself." She said. Then it hit me. I forgot to get the damn towles in the laundry room.

"Ok i'll be right back." I said as I made my way to the laundry room,grabed a freshly washed towel, and went back to the bathroom. I opened the door just enough to let my arm in with the towel in hand. Immdeiatly she grabbed it from my hand with her magic I assumed. She thanked me as I clossed the door. I just let out a sigh as the image of what I was still fresh in my head. I ended up hitting my self in the head a few times just to try and forget it only it was still there.

"Goddamn it Jerry you really just fucked up this time." I said to myself. I just shook my head as I made my way back to the couch and ploped onto it. I laid down as I put my left arm over my eyes as I closed them. I let out a long sigh as I just laid there wondering what the hell to do now since I saw that.

(AN2: OK well sorry for the short chapyer AND how wierd or bad it was, The thing is since I wasn't in the right mood for this and i am makeing ideas for ANOTHER GODDAMN FIC it gets hard. But I will complete this one first before I do another one ok? Ok.)

The secret

I was just laying there on the couch thinking of what I saw and did. Mostly it was the pervert part of my mind takeing over, but that wasn't the real me. Especialy when it came to trixie. Hell I never even came close to those Rule34 or "clop fics" people talk about for gods sake!! But sadly it still didn't stop the fact that a really small part of me wanted to at least check it out. Well that day I did.

I sat up a little bit on the couch looking outside of a window that was a good bit away. I let out a sigh as I sunddely felt hungry. I got up off of the couch scratching my eyes again trying to get that image out of my head. But as soon as I entered the kitchen I heard a familier voice in the hall way.

"Jerry Trixie thanks you for letting her use the shower." She said. I turned around and saw that she had the towel wrapped around her back and her mid section. Just like anyone that was human would do it. I nodded smileing at her.

"Any time trixie. I'm always glad to help in any way." I was preety good at keeping secrets and mostly keeping secrets of what I saw,did, or heard. But this secret was starting to rip me apart mentaly. I really wanted to tell her I really did. But I couldn't mostly in fear that she would think less of me for being a pervert. Then I remembered since I was in the kitchen I might as well offer her something to eat.

"Um.... You want anything to eat trixie?" I asked. She nodded as she made her way into the small kitchen. It was set up like a hotel kitchen. Everything in one spot basicly. You would just have to turn and you would have anything you need right there. She looked into the fridge as she was looking for something to eat. Luckly it was saturday so I wouldn't have to go to work for at least two days and maby I would call in sick or get a pearsonale day off. I looked at the clock and saw that it was around 3:30 P.M. So we still had a good bit of time on our hands....well my hands and her hoofs I guess I could call it.

"Well this looks good to eat." She said takeing me out of my trance. In her magical grasp was a bottle of water and a couple apples. I guess she really liked that stuff. She just nodded with a small grin on her face. The same one she had on the show whenever she would show off. When she went to the dinning room table and sat down to eat, I looked into the fridge to see what I would eat. Luckly I saw that there was a good amount of apples,water bottles that were plastic, and some salades from the store. I was on a diet ok?

Anyways I found what I wanted to eat for the day. I got two apples and a water bottle like trixie did. I closed the fridge with my foot as I turned and left the kitchen to go into the dinning room. I saw that trixie was takeing her time to eat this time. I sat down in a chair infront of her. I put the apples on the table,sat down, and began to chow down on the small dinner. But only after I made a few bites did trixie talk.

"Jerry trixie wonders something....how did you find her last night?" This caught me off guard. I looked up at her and for some reason my mind played the same image from when I saw her that night in my head. The same painful look in her eyes along with fear,tears, and desperasion. I shook my head takeing it out of my head. I let out a shakey sigh.

"Ok...well I was just comeing home from work when I saw that a group of kids probely fourteen,fifteen, and one looked like an adult with them. Anyways before I could confront them they saw mea nd ran as fast as they could." Before I could continue trixie asked another question.

"Why did they run from you?" She asked with confussion in her voice. I let out a chuckle.

"C'mon trixie you can't see it? I mean look at me.people say that when they look at me the first thing they think is that I want to hurt them. Hell that was true back in middle school. But anyways I look intimidateing and scary at first sight."

"But you're not! You helped save trixie from death and whoever thinks that should get punished! You don't look intimadateing at all!" Her voiced was raised a little almost at shouting level and there was alot of anger in her voice. She was basicly almost on the table forehooves planted firmly on it. I just lifted my hand at her.

"Look trixie it's normal for me. I have been in a good bit of fights and some even gave me a name to others. But don't concern yourself with that kind of crap trixie. You need to rest,heal up, and get to know these new surroundings. Let me worry about my everyday life ok? Just worry about yourself ok?" I asked her. She just looked at me with shock almost as if I was takeing it way to well. But she nodded sitting back down into the chair. I all but forgot what I saw earlier when she was in the shower thankfully.

"Ok....trixie will try to do that. But please continue with what you were saying before." She said. I took another bite of my apple. She continued to eat hers as I continued from when I found her.

"Ok well like I said after the group of kids ended up running away I went into the ally you were in. When I looked around I heard you whimpering in pain. I heard it alot because it's not un-common to hear that kind of stuff here. But I had to take out the light to get a better view. That's when I saw you. Everything else is preety much easy to remember right?" I asked hopeing she would remember. She nodded after finishing her food.

"Yes it is..... and again trixie thanks you for what you did for her. Trixie thinks you have the right to ask me a question now." She said. I'll admit I was a little surprised to see her so giveing right now. I didn't even think she would want to talk that much. But I still asked her the question that was on my mind hopeing it wouldn't be to hard for her.

"How did you get here?" I asked. She just looked down closeing her eyes and letting out a sigh. But nodded her head a few times and looked up at me.

"Ok....well here's how it goes. After what happened in ponyville trixie just ran away as fast as she could. She ended up getting to tired from running and realized she was in the ever free forest. It was hard to find out you're somewhere dark,scary, and dangorous no matter you would turn. Trixie looked left and right as she made her way down the small trail. That's when she finds some sort of book on the ground. The dirt was singed and black as if something happened there. But trixie ignored it as she made her way to get the book. She opened it and it said something about 'Being stronger in magic and defeat anypony you want.' plus other things. Things about tourture and suffering for others.

It all sounded tempting but trixie ignored it knowing that it would be going to far. Anyways she stood there reading off word after word. Then trixie learned the spell that would help find the one pony who would help you in any way possible. Trixie wanted to use it so she did. She put the book down and closed her eyes to use the spell. Little did she know what would happen. Turns out there was a flash then she ended up here while it rained heavily. Luckly she had her cape and hat to keep her dry....until the rocks came." She ended there and I could see that it was to hard for her to continue. I nodded,

"Trixie i'm really sorry for what happened.... hey aren't you a showmare?" I asked in a soothing voice. She nodded still looking depressed.

"Yes but....trixie needs to be alone!" She basicly shouted as she jumped off the chair and galloped to the guest room. The towle was still in the air as I heard the door slam. I just lowered my head then my hands turned into fists. In anger I let out a quiet yell of anger and hit the table hard. I let out a sigh to calm myself. I got off the chair and quietly made my way to the door to the guest bedroom. I heard a quiet sobbing with a gasp here and there. Along with whimpering. I just let out a sigh as I was debateing between helping her or leaveing her alone.

The kindness in me took over instead of reason. I opened the door to see trixie sobbing in her hooves. I made my way to her bed and sat down beside her. She just looked up at me tears streaming down her face. I had a huge concerned look on my face. She just did what came to her mind I guess.

She leaned foward and quickly wrapped her forelegs around me and continued to sobb into my chest. I just wrapped my arms around her. I gently ran my right hand up and down her back trying to calm her down. I would let out a soothing noise here and there.

"Shhhhhhh.... it's ok.....shhhhhhhh" It just came naturaly to me for some reason. She just continued to sob and that's when a thought came to mind. 'Something worst had to have happened before I found her.' But I turned my attention back to trixie as I huged her. I would have to figure out something soon and I mean soon.

(AN:Ok well there you guys go. Sorry for the HUGE wait but with school,personal life,and writers block it gets hard sometimes. Well anyways I would like to thank "Clearshot01" and "Bronyboy777" yes Bronyboy777 helped me with this fic. He's new to the herd AND fimfiction so give him some slack ok? With his fics i mean. Anyways CYA NEXT TIME!!!! Oh and i did this under an hour...god my eyes hurt.)

A turn of events

After a little bit she managed to calm down enough from her sobbing. But we just kept the embrace for a little bit and I was waiting for her to break it. After a couple more minutes in silence she finaly pulled away from the hug wipeing away her tears and sniffling a little.

"You ok now?" I asked in a soothing voice. She nodded. I just smiled softly as I rubbed my right hand up and down her back. She didn't seem to mind as she let out a shaky breath. I had to think of a way to probely try and cheer her up. Then an idea came to mind. I was going to try and help her by throwing her a party. That would most certainly help her becuse she seems to not have had any friends before. Of course it was gonna be a surprise for her. I got up from the bed as she looked at me.

"Trixie...thanks you." She said wipeing away her tears with one of her forelegs. I just grinned happiley.

"Not a problem trixie. Now I need to go get some things ready for a bit ok? You think you'll be ok while i'm gone?" I asked. She nodded smileing.

"Yes trixie will be just fine thank you." She said trying to sound like she did before. I just chuckled as I turned and left the room. When I got out and went to the closet on the left side of the hallway. I opened the door and saw all of these old party things. Now as gross as they may sound....there was some food left over..... freaking friends and thier pranks. I smiled a little at this. It has been a long time since I last talked to them. I pushed that out of my head as I grabed the sighn that said "SURPRISE" all over the top.

It was meant to be something I would use to surprise my friends on a promotion or something. I then went to work. Thankfully trixie staied in the room while I worked so she wouldn't spoil the surprise. I had it drapped against the entrance of the hall way so when she got out she would see it immeditly. I had some new food set up around on the table with refreshments. I was hopeing since she was neglected and hated mostly by other ponies that this would help her abit.

There was a bathroom in the guest room so that was lucky I guess. I made one last check around to make sure the food that was there that she would be able to eat easily. Apples, candy, fruit punch, and some chexmix. That was what was gonna be servered to her mainly. Now I wasn't gonna invite a whole bunch of people to the party like I normaly would. I'm not that dumb really.

I turned just in time to see trixie come out of the room finaly. She seemed to have been in a happy mood before she came out. "SURPRISE!" I yelled makeing her jump and look at me. Her eyes went wide at this when she saw what I did for her. I was excpecting for her to be happy that I did this....but I could see her eyes start to tear up.

I then began to feel depressed because I thought she was getting sad that I did this. It was the first thing that came to mind. I stumbled back into a chair and placed my head in both of my hands and kept saying.

"Stupid, stupid stupid." That's when I heard the familier sound of hooves hitting the hard wood floor. They stopped right infront of me. I lifted my head from my hands and saw that trixie was right there. Tears seemed to be going down her face slowly. I was about to say how sorry I was when she sunndely pulled me into a hug. I jumped at the sudden action she did.

But I just hugged back still in a little bit of surprise. She then said something that completly surprised me.

"Thank you Jerry." She said chocking back tears. A small smile grew on my face knowing that trixie wasn't mad at me like I thought she was. But then something caught my mind. She didn't say Trixie! Even though I wanted to know why I just kept her in the embrace waiting for her to break the hug. When she finaly broke away I had to ask her the question.

"Trixie.... I noticed that you didn't say your name but talked...almost like yourself...why is that?" I asked. She just looked at the ground and let out a sigh. To my relife she didn't seem to be close to crying.

"Well Jerry....to tell you the truth.... I just came to grow up with it." When she said "I" instead of her name that was enough to make me happy.

"Why is that?" I asked.

"Well you see....nopony would acctualy say my name at all. I never had any friends and when I got into the showmare buisness I thought it would help....turns out it didn't.... but now I have a friend and it helped me remember that I didn't always have to say my name. Just knowing that onep-....err I guess one person would care enough to throw me a party that I should just start talking like a normal pony." She finished this by wipeing away any tears that were ready to fall from her eyes. I just smiled at her.

"Well i'm glad I could do that trixie I really am. So.....how about we party? We got enough things here to help with that don't we?" I asked with a grin on my face. Trixie just smiled back at me. So for the rest of the time we had we ended up partying with some games that I had and with the refreshments I laied out. The day went by quickly thanks to that.

Last I checked the time was 4:30P.M. and when we were done it was close to midnight. It was a good thing that I didn't have to go to work the next day or I would've been tired as hell. I leanred alot of things about trixie. Like how when she was little she always seemed to work on her magic almsot like twilight did. Plus some other things I didn't know about her. She also learned a few things about me. No not how I always got into fights but how I had alot of friends beforehand. Anyways we decided that I would bring a matress into my room for her to sleep on. It was her idea and I wasn't going to deny her.

Once I placed the matress on the ground I went and got a blanket and pillow for her. We said goodnight to eatchother then went to bed. I awoke around 2:12A.M. to some weight being placed onto the bed. I didn't turn since I knew it was trixie but there was one question in my head. "Why?" I asked in my head. But before I could say anything she sunndely wraped her forelegs around me. My back was turned and she said quietly "Thank you." Her voice was just above a whisper and a grin formed on my face.

We then both slowly went into a deep slumber tired form what happened earlier that day.

(AN: Ok well here's another chapter for the fic. Well I hope you like it because it took me a bit to come up with the ideas. So yeah ideas helped by "Bronyboy777" check his work blah blah blah all that stuff. CYA NEXT TIME!!!! Oh and i dont know if I should stop with the celestia fic. Also check out xMLPXREACTORx)

Death of a loved one

The night went by quickly as we slept soundly. I awoke to the sound of trixie softly sleeping behind me. We didn't seem to move from where we were the night before. Trixie still had one of her forelegs wrapped around me as she slept. I had to carefully get out of bed and not wake her. When I got up from the bed I saw how cute she semed when she slept. When I moved out of bed she just grabbed one of the pillows and cuddled up to it probely thinking that it was me. I chuckled under my breath as I grabbed the blanket and moved it up to her neck.

I went out the door and went down the hallway to start breakfast. I opened the cuport and grabbed some pancake mix. I turned on the oven and started makeing some. I would make three for me and three for trixie. I was still a little surprised that I was takeing care of her. At first it was just instinct to get her somewhere safe...but now it might be something else. My thoughts were inturupted when I heard the house phone ring.

I went over and picked it up. The caller I.D. said it was my grandmother. A grin formed on my face when I saw this. Both my grandpa and grandmother took care of me when my parents passed away. I was young and the house I was living in was the one my parents had and grew up in thanks to my grandpa and grandma. They were like parents to me when my original ones past away.

I answered it and hear my gandma on the other end. "Hello?" I asked.

"Hey Jerry how you doing?" She asked in a kind voice.

"Good and you?"

".......... not so good..."

"Why what happened grandma?" I had concern i my voice.

"It's about your pap....he's......he's..."

"He's what grandma please tell me. The docters said that he would be ok....so is he?" I asked tears starting to form out of sheer worry.

"Jerry....he passed away last night." I could hear her voice choke on tears. My heart sank and it felt like I couldn't breath. My grandpa, the one who was like a father for me, was now dead. I just dropped the phone from shock as my legs began to get wobly. I quickly walked to the couch and just plopped down on it. I sat faceing the hallway without meaning to.

My eyes teared up and in no time tears started to stream down my face and plop down onto the floor. I slouched foward placeing my face into my hands as I began to openly sob. I didn't hold back in trying to keep them from being heard. I didn't care at all. After about a minute of sobbing I felt something touch my right shoulder. I looked up and saw that it was trixie standing there with a worried look on her face.

She didn't say anything as she wrapped her forelegs around me and pulling me into her embrace. It was kind and welcomeing. It helped a little as I wrapped my arms around her pulling her close. I openly sobbed as my tears fell down to her blue coat makeing it seem to e dark at some points. I don't know how long the hug lasted and I didn't care. When I was done sobbing over the death of him we pulled away from eatchother from the hug. She jumped onto the couch beside me placeing her hoof on my shoulder.

"Now Jerry...what happpened?" She asked wanting to know what happened. I let out a shakey sigh as I wipped away the tears from my eyes. I explained what happened on the phone. When I was finished she let out a gasp of suerprise.

"Jerry......i......i'm so sorry for what happened.....I can't belive what you are going through." I was surprsied since she was the one who was pelted with rocks and hurt not long ago. But I pushed that out of my head.

"It's ok trixie......just need some time to heal from it is all.....now....lets check on those pancakes....." I got up ignoreing her concerned look. I had to get my mind off of what happened and doing other things was the only way to do that. Once I placed the burnt pancakes on the plate I just let out a sigh as I threw them away. They wouldn't even taste good from what I knew.

The day went by slowly as trixie and I just sat on the couch. She listened as I told her about what I did with my pap and even had some pictures of those times. Some of them would make us laugh at the thought of it. I later hung up the phone since my grandma had hung up long after.

When night time came and after dinner we went back to the bedroom. I would have to get up to go to work....or I could just call in sick the next day. When we got to the room I just crawled into bed not even putting the covers on me. I could feel trixie crawl into bed. When I turned around to face her she just pulled me into a hug.

I hugged back feeling more comforted by this. This was not how I planned for the day to go or even lead up to. I didn't even think as I fell into a deep sleep.

(AN:Ok next chapter out blah blah please spread the word all that. Now next chapter MIGHT might have some romance in it I don't know yet. Just have to wait till next time. CYA NEXT TIME!!!!)

Little things in big areas

(AN:Ok well this one is gonna be where he goes to the funneral of his deceaced grandpa.)

It has been a few days since the whole phone call with my grandma. I called in for personal days so I could stay home from work. I was sitting on the couch looking at some old pictures of my pap. I acctualy haven't talked to him for a month before he died. We were really close.....but once I got the house that belonged to my parents I decided to be on my own.

I heard trixie walk over to me and jumped up onto the couch. She looked down at the pictures of my pap and saw some family pictures.

"Is that your grandpa?" She asked putting her hoof on the picture of my pap. I chuckled and nodded. He was 5,8 and was bold with no sighn of any hair to grow. He would always have some bags under his brown eyes. He always had a smile on his face no matter what. Only when he would be to depressed he wouldn't smile.

"Yeah that's my pap. Eighty-nine was his age before he died. He always did everything with me along with my dad." I began to feel the all to familier feeling of tearing up. I just wipped away my eyes quickly hoping that trixie didn't notice. She didn't seem to since she continued to flip through the pictures. I just smiled a little as I got up closeing the book and placeing it back on the shelf.

"Well I better get ready for the funneral." I said going to my room so I could get into the tux that I used for the funeral of my parents.

"Wait!" Trixie yelled before she jumped off the couch. I turned wondering what she wanted. She motioned for me to crouch down so I did.

"Yeah what is it?" I asked.

"Well.... I know this spell that can....help me see through the eyes of whoever I want.... I could do it to you so it could be like I was there....if you want." She said the last part quickly. I just grinned at her.

"Well that's nice of you trixie.... I guess it wont hurt if you do that." I said. She looked up at me a little surprised that I said that. But she just nodded closeing her eyes and her horn began to glow. I'll admit I was a little worried of what could happen. Next thing I knew there was a large flash and I fell back onto the ground. A few seconds later I got up shakeing my head and scratching my eyes. I then saw trixies horn no longer glowing and that she was sitting there scratching her eyes.

"Well...I think it worked Jerry.....I can see what you're seeing now." She said keeping her eyes closed.

"Wow....I guess it really did work.....cool." That's all I could say since I never expected this from trixie at all. I got up as she did the same.

"Um...can you choose when you can look through someone else's eyes?" I asked. She nodded.

"Why of course I can. I mean if I didn't then I wouldn't even try it." She said proudly. There she goes again with the boasting. I just chuckled as I made my way to my room.

"Mind not looking through my eyes for now? I gotta change and things." I yelled at her from my room. I just say her nod yes as I entered my room. I found my tux in my closet,got dressed, made myself look presentable,and went to the living room to go outside.

"So you're heading out now?" Trixie asked. I nodded,

"Yes I am. Look you don't have to see what I see you know. This is gonna get really depressing and I don't want you have to go through it." I replied. Trixie just smiled at me.

"Don't worry I think i'll be just fine Jerry. Now you should go you don't want to be late." I just nodded as I went out the door and went to my car. I got in,started the engine,and was off to the cemetary a half an hour away.

When I got there I could feel my eyes start to ach a bit. That's when I figured that trixie was looking through my eyes now. I got out of the car and saw that my whole family was there. Now even though I almsot never talked to them since the death of my parents they happily greeted me. I shook hands,huged, even talked a bit to them. Mostly about memories of my pap. We then made our way into the church where his open casket was.

I was the first to enter and I saw him. He was laying in the casket top part open while the lower part was closed. His head was resting on the pillow they gave him. I walked in and made my way to the casket paying my final respects to him. I could already feel my eyes start to water up. I only have been to a few funnerals...but this one just hit me the hardest for some reason. I just couldn't take it as I turned and went to the nearst chair. I sat down trying to keep from crying.

The ceromony went on for a few hours as there was speech after speech. I decided not to go since I was a man of few words in public. When the speeches were over I was chosen to be one of the men to carry the casket out. So with me on the bottom right side of the casket we carried him out of the church and to the buriel site.

We then put him to rest as we put the casket into the grave. I was among the many that cried over his death. Of couse my grandma was the one weeping the most over his death.

When the ceromony was over everyone left. I went to my car and drove home all the while crying somehow being able to see the road. I wipped my eyes clean when I drove into my drive way.

I got out of my car after turning it off. I went into my house and was met by a sobbing trixie who was running towards me. I crouched down just in time to catch her into my arms. She wrapped her forelegs around me tightly as she openly sobbed into my shoulder. Luckily I was inside enough so I could close the door so no one could see us. Only then did I realized that she was able to feel my sadness while she saw what I saw. I hugged her tightly as the last few tears I had slowly slide down my face and onto her coat.

A few minutes later we managed to calm down enough to talk.

"Jerry....i'm so so sorry for.....what happened......." I just held her tightly close. For some reason when we hugged I just felt more secure than before.

"It's....it's ok trixie.....we just have to move on sometimes....." That's all I was able to say as we hugged. I broke the embrace after a bit. She didn't seem to want it to stop but I knew we had to.

"Listene trixie.... we just have to....let it be in the past......everything will be ok.....we just have to move on...well I do anyways." I said to her. She just nodded as she wipped away her tears from her eyes. I got up looking at the clock.

"10:25...... well better go to bed..... lets go." I said. With that both trixie and I made our way down the hall and into the room we now shared. Nothing serious happened to us at all. Only a hug here and there. But when we got into the room and I sat down to take my shoes off trixie gave me a peck on the cheeck. I could feel my face go red as I stopped in my tracks. I turned to say something to her but she was already laying down under the covers seeming to be assleep. I just let out a sigh as I took my shoes off and laied down infront of her. I put the blanket over me as I slowly driffted off into sleep.

(AN:Ok well here's another chapter. Now just saying that most of everything that happened at the funneral really happen to me in real life. Except with the whole carrying the casket away part. But otherwise it heppened. Now i'm ok now and what happened in the past is in the past. Anyone who could please spread the word of this fic to friends and other people please that would help ALOT. CYA NEXT TIME!!!!!! Oh and I was liteneing to the grudge and watching it while I was writeing sorry for it being rushed.)

Recovering

I woke up the next day still in my tux. I scratched my eyes to get rid of the sleep that I had. I sat up on the bed and saw Trixie laying down on the bed curled up. She was sleeping soundly with the covers up to her shoulders and head resting on the pillow. I just smiled a little as I carefully got up from the bed making sure not to wake her. I then got some new clothes I was gonna wear that day. I got a pair of shorts, a T-shirt, and socks. I then made my way to the bathroom in the other room. I got in and started the shower.

I got washed up and changed into my clothes. I walked out and saw that Trixie was still sleeping on the bed soundly. I still found it weird that she could feel the emotions that I felt at the funeral. I just let out a sigh as I made my way to the kitchen to grab something to eat. I opened the fridge and saw that there was still a good bit of apples and water bottles in it. I just grabbed one apple and a water bottle. I made my way to the couch and sat down eating my apple. I looked around the house and saw that there was pictures everywhere. Some I didn’t even know that I had. They had pictures of my parents, me with my family, and of my pap with me. I saw the ones where I went fishing for the first time.

I chuckled at the memory of what happened to me. On my first trip I railed in my first fish. It was at least 12 inches long. I was dumb and I held it close to my face and the fish ended up slapping me across the face. It stung like hell when that happened. I finished my apple and chugged down my water I had. Before I got up I heard the sound of hooves hitting the hardwood floor and when I looked up I saw that Trixie was walking down the hallway.

“Hey Jerry. You doing ok this morning?” She asked. i was glad that she seemed to care about me. A lot has changed since she arrived here on earth.

“Yeah i’m doing just fine Trixie thanks for asking. Just remembering everything is all.” I said with a grin. I looked back at the pictures that brought back so much memories.

“Jerry you mind if I ask you a few questions?” She asked as she hopped onto the chair that was in front of me.

“Sure go ahead.” I said.

“Well.....if this is too personal just say so. But....what happened through your life. Like what happened that led you to...this?” Trixie said as she pointed around the house that seemed to be just a bit beat up and old. I just chuckled.

“Well if you must know here is what happened to me from when I was a successful student and then went down into a spiral I couldn’t get out of.” I then decided to go to the couch grabbing my old photo album of pictures. Trixie walked over and sat down on the couch with me. I then began to tell her my history as she grabbed the album and flipped through it.

“Well here’s what happened. It started when I was in 10th grade. I had a good part time job, good grades, and awesome friends. We would sometimes go out after school and just hang out. Now the house we are in right now I lived in my whole life. It was some fun times. But that all change that fateful day.” Trixie stopped flipping through the pictures and looked at me with curiosity.

“What happened? You sounded like you were doing great.” Trixie said. I just let out a sigh.

“Well....it was when the people I cared about...died. The first was my dad.....he was driving to my school to see me perform. Just to see me in the school talent show. Heh man I was as happy as any boy can be. To finally show your dad how great you did and just to make him proud of what you do. But sadly a drunk driver hit his car making him go into a fatal car crash. Then a few days later it was my mom.....she hung herself. She just couldn’t take it anymore.” I said this all with no emotion on my face. But they were there. They were attacking my insides making my eyes sting from holding back tears, my throat burned, and my voice would crack every so often. But I kept going ignoring everything my body was doing.

“It was horrible. I..... I just can’t explain how bad it was for me. My grandparents took me and my brother in. They cared for us and were just like my own parents. A bond grew between my grandpa and I. Every time I wanted to go somewhere he would do everything in his power to make it so. Sometimes it wouldn’t work but that didn’t seem to bother me one bit. He always said how sorry he was for those incidents. But.......when I just got into 11th grade........my brother passed away. He joined a gang thinking that it would help with the pain he was in. It worked for a while and whenever they were gonna go on some big job like do a robbery or jump someone I would always be there to stop them...sometimes it worked....but the one time it didn’t..... this scar is a terrible reminder of what happened that day.” The tears then began to stream down my face. The sight of seeing my brother be beaten to death was terrible. Yes they made me watch it all.

After they used a swiss blade and cut my face they strapped me to a chair. They made me watch and everytime I tried to look away I got a swiss cut on my body. My mind was now broken by now.

“After....after that......my grades fell.....and I lost all my friends because they said I wasn’t worth their time. I still got a few.....but I rarely talk to them........I have no one now..... no one.” I said as the tears streamed down my face and I slumped over on the couch. I sobbed loudly all the pain I held back coming out a once. While I was sobbing I felt the soft forelegs of Trixie wrap around me gently. I just slowly put my arms around her as I sobbed my face buried into her shoulder. I didn’t know it but Trixie was crying too from what she heard me say. After who knows how long I finally calmed down along with Trixie.

“Jerry.... i’m so sorry for what happened.... I.... i can’t imagine what you went through. But you do have....someone....or somepony with you.” She said. That’s when I knew who she was talking about. She was saying that she cared about me....and not just as a friend...thats what I got anyways. I just nodded as I pulled away from the hug. I looked into Trixies eyes and just froze. For some reason I just found them....beautiful all of a sudden. She just stared into mine. I could see a small bit of pink rings around her eyes. There were dry tears streaked down her face that were now showing dark blue.

“Wait...what are you saying Trixie?” I asked still hypnotized in her eyes.

“I...I said that you do have someone who cares or..somepony does.” She replied. “I.....I never said this before...but I think I.....it’s strange.... I like you Jerry.” I was completely brought back by this. I mean..... something told me that why should I even like her back. Why should I even care...she’s a goddamn horse for gods sake....but then another part of said that she is a human in heart. That was enough to convince me that I had feeling for her too.

“I like you too Trixie.” I said. Her face turned red hiding the streaks on her face. I just grinned at her. Then instinct took over. I just saw that there was a chance and I had to take it. I just leaned forward and met her lips with mine. She jumped at first from this at first, but a few seconds pass before she kissed back. I saw her eyes slowly close as I did the same. I had to turn my head sideways so that her muzzle wouldn’t get in the way. The kiss lasted almost a minute before I pulled away from the kiss. Her eyes slowly opened when I did this. Her face crimson red her mouth still half open.

“Am I your first?” I asked with a grin. She just nodded.

“Y-y-yes you are. I never felt this...way before with another pony......wow that was...something new.” It was kinda funny so see how she was reacting to her first kiss. I didn’t even react that way to my first kiss. But I let it slide as I went in and gave her another passionate kiss. She broke it this time and pulled me into a hug. I just hugged back as the photo album fell to the ground. I could feel my tears dry on my face. The sun was high in the sky now showing bright light through the few windows that were there. This was gonna be interesting now. Now I would have to take care of Trixie from what could happen...and if anything bad happens. I would have to take care of my special somepony.

(AN:SURPRISE MY FRIENDS! Yeah I decided to work on this for a bit. Ok now please if you want anything...to happen like more romance scenes like this just say so. Want more than that say so. Want a clopfic......10 likes OR 5 comments. Oh and spreading the word wouldn’t hurt would it. Lastly I FINALLY

(Update.....clop scene ahead)

Ok well this is a warning to you all that the next chapter will contain clop...and I MIGHT....might go into A LOT of detail.....yeah you were warned.

The Greatest Feelings

(WARNING CLOP AHEAD!)

After awhile of kissing and watching movies on TV it soon became dark. The light from the TV was the only thing lighting up the living room area of the house. While watching the TV I felt Trixie place her left hoof on my thigh. It was really close to my....private areas. I just let out a sigh doing my best to keep my face from getting a little red. I could hear Trixie giggle as she cuddled up closer to me pressing herself into me. I just put my right arm around her pulling her even closer. By now she was basically pushing me into the arm of the couch. It did hurt a bit but I just ignored it for her.

“Hey Jerry.....I have a question to ask you.” She said. I looked at her.

“Yes?” I asked. Her face suddenly went red and I was starting to be...well a little nervous of the question she might have for me.

“Well......this is a weird question but...have you ever....you know.” She said.

“Have I ever what?” I asked. I could see that her face was getting more red than before almost to crimson red.

“Have you ever.....went all the way with another girl?” She asked. This time I couldn’t keep my face from getting really red by now.

“Well.....no actually. Why would you ask that?” I asked really wanting to know the reason why she even asked it?

“Well...I was wondering if you wanted to....do that with me...” She looked away at this part probably trying to hide her red face. I could feel my face get more red as I realized what she was asking me.

“Wait....you wanna......with me?” I asked not being able to form words that well. She just nodded still looking away.

“Yes....yes I do because....I just feel like it’s the right thing to do.....I love you Jerry I really do.” She said slowly looking at me as she continued to talk. When she was facing me I saw that her face was a little red by now. I just gave her a small smile as I quickly leaned forward giving her a passionate kiss. I then brushed my tongue against her lips asking for entrance. She opened her mouth slightly granting me entrance. My tongue pushed into her mouth as hers did the same. Our tongues went over each other not wrestling one another.

We just felt out tongues as we explored one anothers mouths. She let out a quiet moan as our eyes closed and she went more ontop of me. One of her forelegs made its way to between my legs and I felt on of her forehooves brush against my crotch. I let out a surprised gasp, but then moaned as she gently pushed against my manhood. I just enjoyed the flavor she had while we kissed. Strangely enough her mouth tasted like cotton candy mixed with blueberries. I then ran my left hand through her mane while my right hand made its way down her back. I ran my nails over her gently as she shuddered to the touch. I broke the kiss to catch my breath.

“Trixie....you seem to be...eager don’t you?” I asked. She just nodded as she dove back in for another kiss. She slid her tongue into my mouth and I was happy to comply with her. She moaned a little louder as we made out and she let out a surprised yelp as my right pointer finger rubbed against her cutie mark on her left flank. The kiss deepened more as her tail wrapped around my right wrist. She seemed to enjoy what we were doing. Just then I could feel myself falling off the couch a little bit. Sadly I had to break the kiss and just had enough time to stick my left arm out to try and stop the fall. We fell to the ground while she was ontop of me. Her tail was still wrapped around me as I looked down at her.

“Well looks like we should go somewhere...more private.” I said. Even though we were on a dead end street there could still be people that can just look inside the window and see us. I wouldn’t want that at all. She just smiled up at me as she nodded. I then got up wrapping my arms around her so she wouldn’t fall to the ground. She let out a yelp as she held her forelegs tightly around me. I walked down the hallway and went into my room that had the door still open. I walked over and gently dropped her onto the bed. She giggled unwrapping her tail from around my wrist.

Her tail then laid flat onto the bed straight out. She was showing me everything not hiding anything. Both of our faces were red except she was smiling at me with lust in her eyes her eyelids closed only halfway.

“C'mon Jerry you gonna leave a mare waiting?” She asked. I swallowed as I crawled into the bed with her going over her. She looked so adorable the way she was under me panting a little bit. I just grinned as I leaned forward and instead of giving her a kiss on the lips I kissed her neck. She let out a surprised gasp.

“Ahh.....Jerry don’t be such a tease. This is my first time you know..” She then let out a loud moan as I kissed down from her neck to her stomach and continued down until I was just about to go to her mare hood. I looked up at her and she was panting pretty badly by now.

“Want me to continue?” I asked. She nodded vigorously.

“Yes oh sweet Celestia stop teasing me already.” She begged. I just smiled a little as I went to work. I looked down at her marehood seeing that she was as wet as can be. I then went forward giving her a teasing lick. Her whole body shuddered as I continued to tease her. Then without warning I slid my tongue inside her. Her back arched suddenly while I wrapped my arms around her hip to hold her down as I began to explore her insides. She tasted like cotton candy blue raspberry. She moaned loudly in pleasure as her tail wrapped around my neck. I continued to eat her out my tongue exploring her insides trying to find that sensitive spot.

I didn’t find the spot but she was already close to her orgasim. Her inner walls began to get tighter and tighter around my tongue.

“Jerry if you don’t stop....i’ll....... OH CELESTIA!” She screamed in pleasure as her hind legs tried to buck only to be stopped by the bed. I could taste her orgasimic jusices hit my tongue then slowly dripped out and onto the bed. After her body was done shaking I slid my tongue out looking down at her with a smile. Her tongue was out of her mouth a little bit smiling back.

“I guess you liked that didn’t you?” I asked. She just nodded seeming to exhausted talk. I then made quick work of my clothes. First went my shirt,then my pants, and my boxers. My erected member was now at attention. She rose her head a little bit and her eyes went a little wide in surprise. I quickly went over her lowering my face to just be right beside her ear.

“Now you want me to go slow or fast?” I asked.

“Slow...at first.” She said. I nodded as I put my hands on both of her flanks. I then put a little pressure onto her pussy with each passing moment. Her lips slowly opened to take in my erection. A few seconds later I penetrated making Trixie moan loudly. She was so tight,warm and wet. It felt so great inside her as I continued to push more of my length inside her. Her eyes were closed tightly. I then felt myself pushing against a small bit of flesh. I then began to slowly pull out and push in gently. With each slow thrust she would let out a loud moan of pleasure.

My speed began to increase with each passing second now and I saw that her horn began to glow slightly as bits of magic shot out and her walls getting tighter with each thrust I did into her. Her back then arched as she had another orgasim. I took the chance to do a quick hard thrust into her. It was followed by a loud POP. She let out a yelp as her body began to shake uncontrollably. I continued to fuck her fast as I could feel myself getting close.

“Trixie.....trixie i'm gonna cum.” I said through gritted teeth.

“Inside..please!” She begged. Then right as she said that I thrusted deep inside her as I came. I filled up her womb with my cum. I came one,three, eight times inside of her. I could feel the warmth of my cum slowly flow out of her as I pulled out. When I was out of her I saw what seemed like a stream of my cum flow out of her. I then plopped down beside her as we were trying to catch our breath. I turned to face her and saw that she seemed to already be half asleep. I grabbed the blanket that was on the ground and threw it over us. She then cuddled close to me as I did the same to her.

“I love you Trixie.” I said just above a whisper.

“I love you too Jerry.” She replied and with that we both fell into a deep sleep.

(AN:Ok well here's the ending to this fic...or not. Honestly I don't know if I should continue this at all and if so how? I always just wonder what would happen in the future after this. Mabe a My Little Dashie moment OR maby something else? Just say so what you think I should do and such. Anyways CYA NEXT TIME! Oh and this isn't my best work I stayed up all night last night so yeah....)

(update sorry)

Hello to all of my readers and followers out there I am makeing this update to say that this fic will now go mature because of a scene in the fic that well......involve it being mature. I was told to do this chapter for the fic ALOT by friends here and at school so yeah......anyways be ready for a hint at....clop.........sorry Humanxpony haters.