Helping A Beat Up Showmare

I woke up the next day still in my tux. I scratched my eyes to get rid of the sleep that I had. I sat up on the bed and saw Trixie laying down on the bed curled up. She was sleeping soundly with the covers up to her shoulders and head resting on the pillow. I just smiled a little as I carefully got up from the bed making sure not to wake her. I then got some new clothes I was gonna wear that day. I got a pair of shorts, a T-shirt, and socks. I then made my way to the bathroom in the other room. I got in and started the shower.

I got washed up and changed into my clothes. I walked out and saw that Trixie was still sleeping on the bed soundly. I still found it weird that she could feel the emotions that I felt at the funeral. I just let out a sigh as I made my way to the kitchen to grab something to eat. I opened the fridge and saw that there was still a good bit of apples and water bottles in it. I just grabbed one apple and a water bottle. I made my way to the couch and sat down eating my apple. I looked around the house and saw that there was pictures everywhere. Some I didn’t even know that I had. They had pictures of my parents, me with my family, and of my pap with me. I saw the ones where I went fishing for the first time.

I chuckled at the memory of what happened to me. On my first trip I railed in my first fish. It was at least 12 inches long. I was dumb and I held it close to my face and the fish ended up slapping me across the face. It stung like hell when that happened. I finished my apple and chugged down my water I had. Before I got up I heard the sound of hooves hitting the hardwood floor and when I looked up I saw that Trixie was walking down the hallway.

“Hey Jerry. You doing ok this morning?” She asked. i was glad that she seemed to care about me. A lot has changed since she arrived here on earth.

“Yeah i’m doing just fine Trixie thanks for asking. Just remembering everything is all.” I said with a grin. I looked back at the pictures that brought back so much memories.

“Jerry you mind if I ask you a few questions?” She asked as she hopped onto the chair that was in front of me.

“Sure go ahead.” I said.

“Well.....if this is too personal just say so. But....what happened through your life. Like what happened that led you to...this?” Trixie said as she pointed around the house that seemed to be just a bit beat up and old. I just chuckled.

“Well if you must know here is what happened to me from when I was a successful student and then went down into a spiral I couldn’t get out of.” I then decided to go to the couch grabbing my old photo album of pictures. Trixie walked over and sat down on the couch with me. I then began to tell her my history as she grabbed the album and flipped through it.

“Well here’s what happened. It started when I was in 10th grade. I had a good part time job, good grades, and awesome friends. We would sometimes go out after school and just hang out. Now the house we are in right now I lived in my whole life. It was some fun times. But that all change that fateful day.” Trixie stopped flipping through the pictures and looked at me with curiosity.

“What happened? You sounded like you were doing great.” Trixie said. I just let out a sigh.

“Well....it was when the people I cared about...died. The first was my dad.....he was driving to my school to see me perform. Just to see me in the school talent show. Heh man I was as happy as any boy can be. To finally show your dad how great you did and just to make him proud of what you do. But sadly a drunk driver hit his car making him go into a fatal car crash. Then a few days later it was my mom.....she hung herself. She just couldn’t take it anymore.” I said this all with no emotion on my face. But they were there. They were attacking my insides making my eyes sting from holding back tears, my throat burned, and my voice would crack every so often. But I kept going ignoring everything my body was doing.

“It was horrible. I..... I just can’t explain how bad it was for me. My grandparents took me and my brother in. They cared for us and were just like my own parents. A bond grew between my grandpa and I. Every time I wanted to go somewhere he would do everything in his power to make it so. Sometimes it wouldn’t work but that didn’t seem to bother me one bit. He always said how sorry he was for those incidents. But.......when I just got into 11th grade........my brother passed away. He joined a gang thinking that it would help with the pain he was in. It worked for a while and whenever they were gonna go on some big job like do a robbery or jump someone I would always be there to stop them...sometimes it worked....but the one time it didn’t..... this scar is a terrible reminder of what happened that day.” The tears then began to stream down my face. The sight of seeing my brother be beaten to death was terrible. Yes they made me watch it all.

After they used a swiss blade and cut my face they strapped me to a chair. They made me watch and everytime I tried to look away I got a swiss cut on my body. My mind was now broken by now.

“After....after that......my grades fell.....and I lost all my friends because they said I wasn’t worth their time. I still got a few.....but I rarely talk to them........I have no one now..... no one.” I said as the tears streamed down my face and I slumped over on the couch. I sobbed loudly all the pain I held back coming out a once. While I was sobbing I felt the soft forelegs of Trixie wrap around me gently. I just slowly put my arms around her as I sobbed my face buried into her shoulder. I didn’t know it but Trixie was crying too from what she heard me say. After who knows how long I finally calmed down along with Trixie.

“Jerry.... i’m so sorry for what happened.... I.... i can’t imagine what you went through. But you do have....someone....or somepony with you.” She said. That’s when I knew who she was talking about. She was saying that she cared about me....and not just as a friend...thats what I got anyways. I just nodded as I pulled away from the hug. I looked into Trixies eyes and just froze. For some reason I just found them....beautiful all of a sudden. She just stared into mine. I could see a small bit of pink rings around her eyes. There were dry tears streaked down her face that were now showing dark blue.

“Wait...what are you saying Trixie?” I asked still hypnotized in her eyes.

“I...I said that you do have someone who cares or..somepony does.” She replied. “I.....I never said this before...but I think I.....it’s strange.... I like you Jerry.” I was completely brought back by this. I mean..... something told me that why should I even like her back. Why should I even care...she’s a goddamn horse for gods sake....but then another part of said that she is a human in heart. That was enough to convince me that I had feeling for her too.

“I like you too Trixie.” I said. Her face turned red hiding the streaks on her face. I just grinned at her. Then instinct took over. I just saw that there was a chance and I had to take it. I just leaned forward and met her lips with mine. She jumped at first from this at first, but a few seconds pass before she kissed back. I saw her eyes slowly close as I did the same. I had to turn my head sideways so that her muzzle wouldn’t get in the way. The kiss lasted almost a minute before I pulled away from the kiss. Her eyes slowly opened when I did this. Her face crimson red her mouth still half open.

“Am I your first?” I asked with a grin. She just nodded.

“Y-y-yes you are. I never felt this...way before with another pony......wow that was...something new.” It was kinda funny so see how she was reacting to her first kiss. I didn’t even react that way to my first kiss. But I let it slide as I went in and gave her another passionate kiss. She broke it this time and pulled me into a hug. I just hugged back as the photo album fell to the ground. I could feel my tears dry on my face. The sun was high in the sky now showing bright light through the few windows that were there. This was gonna be interesting now. Now I would have to take care of Trixie from what could happen...and if anything bad happens. I would have to take care of my special somepony.

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