I am Jude

{Princess Celestia}

It felt pretty good to have sex with Prince Jude. We had sex a couple of times and that's when I started debating about when to tell him that I'm actually Michael. The other good thing about the spell Star Swirl made for me is even when I'm my normal self I can't reveal that I'm Michael in my thoughts. It's the same thing for when I'm Michael. I can't reveal I'm Celestia in my thoughts either.

I felt it necessary that after the second time Prince Jude and I had sex that I should finally come clean. The funny thing is that I didn't plan on coming clean with Prince Eli, ever. But I decided to take Princess Rainbow Dash's suggestion and tell Prince Jude about this.

So I went to Prince Jude's room, transformed as Michael. "Prince Jude there's something I need to tell you."

"Honestly Michael," said Prince Jude, "just call me Jude okay? We've had sex twice now, so I think we should be on first name basis don't you agree?"

I nodded. "Oh, ah sure Jude."

Jude tilted his head because at this moment I felt completely nervous. "What's wrong Michael? I can't pick up on your thoughts at the moment. I think that's strange, I've never run into that problem before."

I sighed, "That's because you've never encountered the type of magic that Star Swirl the Bearded made for me."

Jude raised an eyebrow, "Huh?"

I sighed and then mumbled, "1, 2, 3 turn back to me…"

There was a flash of light and there I stood right in front of Jude dressed in Michael's clothing.

* * *

{Jude}

After Michael transformed into Princess Celestia, I just sat there in total shock. "Okay, that explains so much."

Princess Celestia used her magic to get Michael's clothes off. Once I got over my shock, I heard Princess Celestias thoughts, Good job Celestia! After today I might as well pack my bags and banish myself from Equestria. Although I did it to be with Prince Eli, but still.

Honestly, I felt she was judging herself way too harshly. "Princess Celestia? I think you're judging way too harsh on this. I think it's actually kind of sweet that you would go through great lengths like this just to be with Eli. That explains why you haven't been with a human up until now."

At this point Princess Celestia wasn't facing me because she was too busy scolding herself about what she did to be with Eli.

"Seriously Princess Celestia," I said, "would you turn around and face me?"

When Princess Celestia did turn around she didn't want to look me in the eye. I made a motion for her to come sit on the bed beside me. She looked shocked when I did that. "But why? Prince-"

"No, no," I said, "it's still Jude. I might not have had sex with you as a mare, but I still connected with you even when you were Michael. No one's going to banish you from Equestria, not if I got something to say about it. You're not going to banish yourself from Equestria either and don't worry your secret is safe with me. I'll make sure it's safe with Ivy too. Because she can hear my thoughts now."

Princess Celestia gulped. "Oh boy, she's not going to be too happy when she finds out about this."

"Why?" I said.

Princess Celestia sighed, "Because Princess Ivy has been asking me to have sex with her for almost a month now."

I snorted. "Seriously? But technically you didn't really have sex with me, Michael had sex with me. So, based on that there's a possibility she could have you first before me."

Then I thought about it. I wondered what it would be like to have sex with a mare. I've had a couple of mares ask me out but I was never interested in it. I was snapped out of my thoughts when Princess Celestia tapped me on the shoulder. "Um, Jude? If you want to still be friends with me, just call me Celestia when I'm in my Alicorn form. Of course I'll be transformed as Michael when I'm around Prince Eli. So when I'm Michael just call me Michael. That is, if you still want to be friends with me. I understand if you don't."

"I still want to be friends with you Celestia," I said. "As I said before, I think it's sweet that you did this just to be with Eli. That explains why you've only been with stallions. However-"

I stopped myself from finishing my sentence. I think it might be a little too soon think about having sex with Celestia has a mare just yet. That might be jumping the gun or mare in this case.

"Uh, Jude?" Celestia said. "What are you thinking about?"

I shook my head, "It's nothing at least for now it's not. It's okay we can still have sex when you're transformed as Michael but I'm not sure about having sex with you as Celestia."

Celestia smiled. "Wow, you're taking this a lot better than I thought you would. I thought for sure you would run from me as fast as you could. Can you do me a favor?"

"What?" I said.

"Please don't tell Prince Eli about this," Celestia said. "I don't plan on telling him anything just yet."

"Oh? What if things change and you do wind up getting together with him? What then?" I asked.

"Um, well I wasn't going to tell him even if we did get together," Celestia said. "Loyalty and Magic did point out that since it was Star Swirl that would be making the spell, I could wind up as a human male forever. To me, as long as I could be with Prince Eli, that was fine with me."

"Aww," I said, "that is so cute! Although, I'm not sure if I would go that far just to be with someone. Ivy might, but I don't know if I would."

Then there was a knock on the door. It was Eli, "Jude, can I come in?"

"Oh shit!" Celestia panicked. "1, 2, 3, turn back to him."

There was a bright flash of light and Celestia was transformed back into Michael, she looked down and panicked again when she realized she was naked and quickly got underneath the covers. I tried hard to keep my composure when Eli entered the room with an amused look on his face.

"Hey Eli," I said, "what's up?"

"Well, as usual I came to check on you," Eli said. He looked over and smiled when he saw Celestia transformed as Michael naked underneath the covers. The look he had to go along with that smile, I could tell by the look on Celestia's face that he was making her or in this case him uncomfortable.

"Uh, what's that look for Prince Eli?" Celestia asked.

It seemed that Eli was in daydream mode all of the sudden and I knew why I heard him think. Wow, Michael is looking pretty sexy without his shirt on. But that's not why I've been thinking about him lately. I've been wanting to thank him for helping to keep Jude calm with other things than sex all the time. I still don't know how he does it.

I tapped Eli on the shoulder. "Eli? You're making Michael uncomfortable with that look you're giving him."

"Huh, what?" Eli said. "Oh sorry Jude."

"You okay Eli?" I said.

"I'm fine Jude," Eli said.

Without warning, Elie leaned over and kissed Celestia. Celestia pushed Eli away and she looked stunned by what just happened. "Okay, what was that for Prince Eli?"

"Oh nothing," said Eli, "I just wanted to thank you for helping to keep Jude calm lately. Michael? Would you mind talking to me in private later?"

Celestia's jaw was dropped at the moment, she looked like she didn't know what to think. She nodded. "Sure Prince Eli, I can do that."

I stifled my laughter as best as I could by covering my mouth with my hand as Eli walked out of the room still in daydream mode.

* * *

{Princess Celestia}

I was still reeling from the shock of finally telling Jude that I'm Michael and surprisingly, he took it very well. The question is, will Jude be able to keep a lid on Princess Ivy with this secret? Then to add to things, Prince Eli just kisses me out of nowhere.

Okay, I think I've gone nuts or something, I thought, it's one thing to finally confess that I'm Michael to Jude, but now Prince Eli just kisses and apparently as a thank you for helping Jude out? I don't get it.

I looked over when I heard Jude laughing.

"What is so funny Jude?" I said.

"I can hear Eli's thoughts of course," said Jude, "and he seems to think you're pretty sexy with your shirt off. You seem to have put him in daydream mode because of it. And the fact that you keep me with things other than sex and he wants to know how you do it. If I'd known that you taking your shirt off in front of him would be a way to get to him, then I would've suggested it sooner."

My jaw dropped in disbelief. "Wow, I guess a gutter mind could play to my advantage, but I didn't think Prince Eli had a gutter mind."

Jude laughed, "Oh yeah he does, although it's not as bad as Milo's. According to Eli, it's a gutter mind all the time and I can confirm that."

"Lovely," I said.

Jude tilted his head. "What's wrong? I thought you wanted to be with Eli?"

"I did, I mean I still do but I didn't think it would happen right after I confessed that I'm Michael to you," I said. "I'm confused now. But I still want to be with you. So I don't know what to do."

"You do realize you can love more than one person right?" Jude said.

I sighed, "Yeah I know. It's just, this isn't how I planned things. I think that's why I'm confused."

Jude smiled. "I understand. Things don't always go as you plan. I didn't plan on being married to Ivy. But now I'm married to her and we have a son named Leo. I didn't plan on AI being shut down and being sent to Equestria with my mom as the ruler. But it happened. It's a good thing I can't predict the future like mom's former boss Samantha can or that magic would drive me nuts. You know, because my magic's out of control now."

"I know," I said. "I was hoping that spell I put on your crown would help you control your magic. But it seems it didn't work and I have a feeling you don't trust your crown now even with the help of Discord strengthening the spell."

Jude nodded. "Yeah I don't trust that thing at all and not to mention I don't like wearing it either."

"But why?" I asked, "You are part of the royal family. You should wear it, not just so ponies know to show a sign of respect but also so you know that you should respect yourself."

"Huh? Respect myself?" Jude said, "What do you mean by that?"

"What I mean is, accepting yourself for who you are. I heard Princess Rainbow Dash had that very problem back at AI. From what Prince Oliver told she didn't accept herself until she decided to catch a Firewall's attack in her mouth and after spitting it out she declared herself Rainbow Dash," I said.

Jude chuckled, "Yeah I remember watching the video from the fight. My name is Rainbow Dash and don't you forget it! I don't know, I'm just afraid that I'm actually-"

"The Boy Prince Jude?" I said. I shook my head. "Nope, not even close! Actually you're very well respected around here and even if you weren't you still need to accept yourself for who you are. You know the funny thing is that Twilight had that same problem too with accepting her crown. You wanna know how I helped her with that?"

"How?" Jude asked.

"I made her put her crown on and look at herself everyday in the mirror at least once a day," I said. "I also had her say, I am Princess Twilight, a princess of Equestria and I accept it."

"Did it work?" Jude said.

I nodded. "It did and then some! I didn't realize that I created a monster when I handed her the throne. It didn't seem like it though, she acted like a complete little angel out in public. I didn't know how she was other than that."

Jude smiled. "Okay, but I don't think I'm comfortable with doing that just yet."

"I understand," I said.

"So what are you going to do about Eli?" Jude asked.

"I don't know," I said. "For now, I'm just going to talk to him and see what he wants from me and go from there."

"Okay then," Jude said.

The next day when I left Jude's room, I couldn't shake the feeling of confusion even though I now have what I wanted in the first place, a chance to have a relationship with Prince Eli.