I am Jude

{Jude}

After begging Eli to help me figure out where I was and being ignored by him, eventually I passed out. When I opened my eyes again, I wasn't lying on that altar again because I was moving around freely. I looked around and I couldn't figure out where I was. That's because wherever I was felt weird and strange. There were no colors anywhere I looked. I called out, "Hello? Can anybody hear me?"

I got no response because my voice just echoed back at me. Then I heard Logan's evil sadistic laugh coming from behind me. I narrowed my eyes at him, "Yeah I'm dreaming if you're here!"

Logan gave me a sinister blank stare for a while. At first it sent chills down my spine and then I started to get annoyed with him. "You know you're not real right?"

Logan snorted, "Wow you're a stubborn one aren't you? Although I've been hearing that you get stubbornness from someone named Rainbow Dash?"

"Yeah that's my mother!" I snapped. "So what of it?"

"That would explain why you won't acknowledge that I'm real," Logan said. "You know the sooner you recognize me as real the sooner I can take over."

I exhaled slowly, "Okay fine, let's say I do that, if I do that the only reason would be to push you out of me."

Logan laughed, "Well yeah I can see that. Considering you're tied down to an extraction altar. That's why you don't know where you are. I must say, your friend Eli is going through great lengths to get me out of you. He must really love you if he's going this far. I'm thinking once I take over, I'll find out how good he is in bed!"

"No you won't!" I snarled. That's when it finally dawned on me. Everything that's been happening this whole entire time was because of Logan. My magic's been out of control because of him. My life has been turned upside down because of him. I was raped by Lexi because of him. At that moment I was pissed and to the highest degree of it.

"I'm tired of you!" I shouted. "I hate you! I get it, you're real but you're not taking over me!"

Logan paused. "So you're finally recognizing me huh?"

"Yeah," I snarled. "But you aren't taking over! You wanna know why you snake?"

Logan smirked, "Why? Because you do realize now that you acknowledge me as being real, I can take over and I will!"

I opened up a small portal behind me and summoned my weapons. "No you're not taking over you bastard!"

Logan faked a yawn and said, "Yawn. You're boring me, you know that? Yeah, I'm taking over now, goodbye Jude!"

Logan put up a hand and a beam of light shot out of it. I put up my swords and somehow they were able to help me block the light coming toward me. Logan snarled, "What's this?"

"I told you, you bastard!" I sneered, "You're not taking over! I'm killing you and getting rid of you once and for all! You've turned my life upside down and I'm tired of it!"

Logan sneered at me and kept throwing his attacks at me. His attacks mostly consisted of beams of light coming at me from all sides. I kept blocking them and attacking him every chance I got. Strangely enough, Logan had to pause to catch his breath. I smiled because it reminded me of how strong I was before this crap started happening to me, I wasn't even breaking a sweat.

I pointed one of my swords at him and smirked. "What's the matter Logan? Aren't you supposed to be a god? You can't even keep up with me! Now that's funny!"

"That's not funny you little bitch!" Logan sneered.

I snickered, "Wow. I'm a bitch now? I guess I could say that doesn't surprise me that you would think of me that way. You know, considering I'm your vessel and all. But I won't be your vessel for long!"

Then I heard a voice off into the distance. It sounded like Rainbow Dash, "That's it Jude! Keep fighting!"

I heard Ivy's voice next, "Come back to us Jude!"

Eli's voice came next, "Jude, keep fighting, don't let that monster take over! I can't live without you!"

I smiled as I felt a huge burst of power go through me. I gave Logan a sinister laugh.

Logan snarled at me once again, "What the hell is going on here?"

"Do you even know what it's like to have a family that loves and cares for you?" I asked.

Logan shook his head and narrowed his eyes at me, "No, and I don't need to!"

I laughed wickedly, "You want to know who's going bye, bye here? It's you!"

I could tell by the fierceness of Logan's attacks that he was trying desperately to stay inside of me. I wasn't about to let that happen. Not if I had something to say about it. I did have something to say about it, I was going to get my life back at all costs. I sense by the feel of the way the fight was going that Logan was starting to slow down. Finally after what felt like forever of fighting, I was to deal Logan a serious blow by driving one of my swords into his chest.

Logan sank down to his knees howling in pain. "NOOOOOOO! This Is not happening!"

I snarled as I got behind him and drove my other sword through his back. Logan howled again in pain.

I shouted, "GOOD. BYE!"

I felt a sense of relief as I heard Logan screaming in pain. After a while, everything went dark.

* * *

The next time I opened my eyes, I looked around to see that I was tied down to an altar of some sort. I heard people let out a sigh of relief and I looked over to see Eli, Ivy, Milo, Rainbow Dash, Celestia (transformed as her normal self), Oliver and that guy who calls himself Noah along with two birds sitting on each of his shoulders staring at me.

Is it him? I heard Eli think.

I groaned because for some reason I felt pretty sore all over which makes sense. I did just fight for my life against a demon god named Logan that had been turning my life upside down for the past six months. “Yes Eli it’s me.”

Eli looked like he wasn’t buying it. Noah laughed. “It’s him, Eli.”

I could tell by the look on Eli's face that he still didn't believe it was me and I could hear it in his thoughts too.

Okay fine then, I thought, I guess I'll just have to go with the First Mother description.

"Uh, First Mother description?" Ivy asked.

I smiled at the horrified look on Eli's face because he knew what I was getting ready to say next.

"Hmm," I said, "Eli, do you want to know how First Mother describes you?"

Don't do it! Eli thought.

"Oh I'm doing it alright!" I said, "She says you're sexy, handsome, young, healthy…"

I laughed at Eli's reaction because he threw up right on the spot. While Milo and Rainbow Dash were on their backs in hard laughter, everyone else gagged at it.

"Yeah I'm going to have to agree with Prince Eli on that," said Celestia, "that's gross."

"Yeah, leave it up to Jude use something disgusting to confirm his identity," Eli said. He went back to puking his guts out.

"Oh yeah," Milo laughed, "I forgot about that!"

"Wow Jude, when you said Eli didn't have a strong stomach concerning that woman you weren't kidding!" Rainbow Dash said. She was still on the floor dying in laughter.

Eli finally stopped puking his guts out. "The idea of going out with that ugly old hag was and is still repulsive even though she's dead now."

"Good thing she didn't describe that about Leo," said Ivy. "Leo was already going on hunger strikes after every time First Mother held him. I think she gave him nightmares too. The poor kid cried his eyes out when First Mother held him."

Noah snorted. "That bad huh?"

"Yup," I said, "and she had the nerve to describe herself as a one hundred and fifty year old beautiful young woman."

Celestia probably sensed that Eli was going to start throwing up again so she lit up her horn and pulled a bucket out of thin air and handed it to him. She lit up her horn again and cleaned up his throw up.

I chuckled, "I would say I'm sorry Eli, but I'm not."

Noah went into a fit of laughter and he didn't look like he was going to stop laughing anytime soon. When he finally stopped laughing he said, "I can say when a spirit takes over someone, they can't go into their memories. So the fact that you pulled out a kind of disturbing memory confirms it's you, Jude. I also have another way to confirm that Logan is no longer inside Jude, I have this."

Noah opened his hand and held out a black crystal. It had Logan's picture in it and he had a scowl on his face. I snorted seeing that. "Wow he does not look happy."

"No kidding," said Noah, "considering you put him in limbo."

"Limbo?" I asked, after I raised an eyebrow.

"It's when he's half alive for the most part. I crystal is keeping him in a dreamlike state for the moment," Noah explained. "So he's barely aware of what's going on at the moment. It's only going to be until I can get him back to the Tree of Wisdom. I don't know what Odar's going to do with him. Maybe he'll put him back underneath the eternal punishment that his wife helped him escape from in the first place. Honestly, I hope Odar wants to kill him myself. But it seems that Odar way too kind of a ruler to do that even in my eyes Logan deserves to be killed."

The stranger thing happened next, I started to hear Noah's thoughts, That stupid Logan needs to die especially when he-

I really don't want to hear this. I thought. Then the thought stopped. I paused. "What the hell?"

Ivy tilted her head. "What?"

"I think I can control this now!" I said.

Once again, I listened in on Noah's thoughts, However I have Jude's nickname now, Sex God. I wouldn't mind-

I don't want to hear that either! I thought. Again, that stopped the thought and I smiled and Ivy was smiling too.

"Well I'll be damned Jude," said Ivy, "it looks like you can finally control your magic now!"

I smiled and nodded. I finally sat up at the edge of the altar and when I started to stand up, the room started spinning on me and I had to sit back down. Eli finally stopped throwing up and frowned, "I should've known that was going to happen."

I groaned and I felt like I was going to start throwing up myself so Celestia lit up her horn again and pulled another bucket out of thin air and handed it to me. I started throwing up with the room spinning on me. I guess that's payback for tutoring Eli.

Ivy chuckled, "Yeah I don't think that's it Jude. You've been through a lot with getting Logan out of you so it would make sense that you're not feeling well at the moment. But it was pretty funny how you just tortured Eli with the First Mother description."
"Yeah, don't ever do that again Jude," Eli said.

"Sure." I said after I threw up again. "No problem."

Finally Rainbow Dash and Milo stopped laughing over Eli's misery that I caused him.

"Is Jude going to be okay Eli?" Rainbow Dash asked.

"I don't know," Eli said. "Let me see."

Eli tapped a finger on my forehead and I had a splitting headache afterward.

"Okay I'm sorry Eli! Honestly, I am!" I shrieked.

"It's okay Jude, I'm not tutoring you," Eli said. "It seems your powers are going to take a bit to adjust to not having a demon god inside of you."

"Oh. Could you do me a favor and make the world stop spinning?" I groaned. I tried to open my eyes and then closed them again because the light in the room was too bright. I thought that was strange because there was barely any light in the room as it is.

"Actually, I'm not sure if that's a possibility Jude," said Eli. "Even if I cast the sleeping spell on you."

"Why not?" I groaned as I threw up again.

"It's just like when you have a cold and start to get over it," Noah explained. "It depends on how strong the spirit is that's possessed you. Once you start feeling better you'll get back to normal."

"And hey now that you're able to control your magic, you'll be able to develop some spells of your own Jude!" Celestia said. "I wonder what they'll be, Mr. Prince of Love?"

"I have no idea," I said and then I threw up. "I think you're jumping the gun here."

Ivy chuckled, "Yup, I wonder what you'll come up to Mr. Sex God!"

"Ha-" I didn't finish my sentence when I threw up again.

"Yeah I think we need to stop picking on Jude for the moment and get him to bed now," Rainbow Dash said.

I threw up again and could barely speak at the moment. Thankfully, because I knew what her magic felt like, Rainbow Dash cast the sleeping spell on me and I stopped throwing up and fell asleep.