Family and Friends

It's been about a month since our foal was born and that I was on a.... Vacation... Yeah... get caught up in gang bullshit somehow while I was supposed to return something and relax in yet another city that's caused me so much pain... That brings it up to.... what? Four cities? Actually... three and a mountain.... the only ones I'd care to remember. But yeah.... I've been going left and right trying to balance family time and work, Big Mac has been a big help with everything.... Same with the girls... Girls cleaned up the house, helped Mac with work outside as much as they could and basically just left me and AJ alone trying to rest and play with Mash.... Oh she's such a happy little filly! The giggles too! God her being a little pegasus filly makes me so happy I'm teaching someone else to fly.... Wait did I not mention that? Well... There ya go. But today I thankfully got Dash to Foalsit with Rarity to help while Uncle Orange watched the girls and have Applejack rest.... Well.... She's still being stubborn..... She insisted she wanted to help work with today with the prep to sell.... Mac and I told her it was fine but she could not lift anything heavy. But we needed some help... I knew the perfect someone to help. Gallus. The day was cool. Cloudy, slight breeze yet no rain... thank you Dash for the weather report there... Also why we had Rarity help watch Applemash... Because Dash was just finishing up placing clouds and just getting a breeze going. And yes... Rarity will be there to make sure Dash doesnt do anything stupid with my kid... Is it obvious I'm still untrusting of her after what she pulled while I was at war? But yeah.... I had to go to the castle to find Gallus. Pulled up to the front, ran inside... stopped at the bathroom because fucking breakfast went right through me but then again hot sauce should not be added to anything early in the morning... Then again some left overs might be best for lunch. Anyhow after I got out of the bathroom I quickly ran into Twilight. She was definitely getting ready for the day wearing her pajamas and just carrying a cup of coffee as she tugged at her mane with a brush. "....Ryder? What are you doing here?" She asked.

I huffed as she sipped her coffee. "Just getting Gallus so he can help with production for a sale day soon." I said. "Applejack's being stubborn and I cant trust her to not do something we tell her not to do.... Rarity and Dash are already foalsitting for the day, we've given both of them diapers, clothes, food and a copy of the schedule you made up for us." She sighed stirring her drink with a finger tip.

"Of course she's being stubborn.... I keep telling her not to be her 'iron pony' self after this but she doesnt listen.... Should've listened after she nearly worked herself crazy while Big Mac was hurt.... Nope... She's just trying to be tough.... Not sure if its because of how she was raised or what not but she needs to take it easy."

"Yeah... And she just pushed a baby out... Rather she would take it easy than think we need an army to help us. And with my strength? I can definitely lift a lot and make it easier on her until she's good to work and we do not need to make another hospital visit because she pulled something, fainted or what have you because she over exerted herself. Now before we stand here complaining about the wife hurting herself... Gallus?"

"In his room. He's been in a little bit of a mood since he was helping build your house.... I tried cheering him up any way I thought but he's.... depressed.... Kind of worrying me...."

"You have his room checked when he's out of it?"

"Yeah. He was out with Spike playing games to get him to cheer up, guards checked everything in his room, even Fluttershy brought one of her dogs over to check for anything and even have him keep Gallus company but both came up with nothing. So... Good start but... his mood just.... When he came here he was having trouble sleeping, he was almost hysterical when he had nightmares...." I huffed.

"Doing anything right now? Might need to walk and talk here...." She sighed rolling her eyes before starting to walk down the hall with me. "...I didnt risk my ass to save his and have him come out here for a better life to ruin it.... He is at least helping out around the castle when he's not screwing around with Spike is he?"

"Yeah... He's cleaned dishes, cleaned up stuff and I've even seen him asking guards about stuff they've done... He's even had some good news with Rarity, Fluttershy and even Dash when he was being taught how to clear the clouds after a storm.... Dash was a bit of a bitch laughing at him because there was a cloud that still had some rain water trapped in it.... He came back here all soaked." I huffed.

"And yet Dash was with me when I saved him... Hell I made her AND Gilda cry because of what I had to do."

"And I nearly had a heart attack when Celestia told me you were bringing home someone extra and what you had to do yourself! You're a guard yes but fucking hell you really are gonna get yourself killed one of these days being that cocky!"

"Dont you think I know that?! Do you remember that time I was apparently sent forward in time?"

"How can I forget the weirdness that happened after?"

"Trust me, its not flattering for me to remember either.... But that was a reality where I died protecting my family... Was I worried? Of course I was! I. DIED. I left my family alone, broken and I nearly didnt get back because some dumbass guards wanted to lock me up or shoot me point blank and I was forced to give myself over to save the same filly from a burning building from getting executed because she was helping me contact you!" I glanced over at her. "By the by, if we have changeling problems and one tries to impersonate me, best way to see if its me is to give me some unenchanted handcuffs and make me break em."

"...Good idea.... Gotta have a pair that cant be sabotaged in that case but we're getting off topic. You keep putting yourself in danger. You're a guard, you're confident, you get things done... somehow but you're probably the guard that has the lowest IQ out of everyone else... No offense... I'd ask why you got the job but we can thank my idiot brother with that.... But if you werent General I'm not sure who would be or if they'd be as good as you are..."

"I'll agree not everything I do is the smartest and I can name several times where that is nothing but true but this kid? I gave him a new life.... There are some ponies who wish they didnt go through with trying to take their own lives... maybe more..... But i know how this kid was.... Thinking his life sucked because something went wrong and things just kept going wrong.... There are times I even think that the dumb shit I've done could've been an attempt on my own life yet it wouldnt have been my fault...."

"Ryder.... I'm only gonna say this again... and I've said this multiple times.... I do NOT want to be the one to deliver the news to your family that you went to try to save someone only to get hurt or killed because the guy had a weapon or you said the wrong thing trying to talk someone down... Please please PLEASE.... Pick your battles carefully... and if you do choose your battles right, please at least have backup before you do anything..."

"Understood Princess."

"I sure hope so.... I worry about the day you really do bite the dust.... It's gonna have to be a game of pulling straws to who tells AJ what happened...."

"Lets hope that day never comes.... Now... For Gallus?" She sighed and nodded before sipping her drink again.... Hopefully the warmth of it helped her forget the talk we had....

As we walked through the halls I just couldnt help but think of Gallus... He's a good kid, he was hesitant on doing what he was gonna do.... Did I help? Yeah... But how much did I help? I gave him a roof over his head, new clothes and such but.... I feel like I've neglected to spend time with him since I got back.... I was so worried about my family that I just up and forgot about him almost.... So far I feel like a shitty father passing out as my wife gave birth and then leaving them for a week to uh.... Well... I wasnt at home and I'd rather not talk about giving a headless griffon back their head.... By the by, Celadon was given my location to visit if ever needed.... Only figured that out maybe a few days after getting home.... Woke up to Winona growling a bit, told her to shush and when I looked outside because the dog was at the window guess who I saw flying about eating a few apples? Yep.... Celadon. Cute as it was I had to ask her to leave to not disturb the family or wake my kid. Anyhow we stopped at Gallus' door. I huffed and gave a knock before waiting a moment. No answer. I knocked again a bit louder this time. Now I heard something. I heard something hit the floor before nervous grunts and the frantic mumbling. "Uh... J-Just a second!" I heard Gallus call out. I just looked to Twilight.... We both kinda blushed a bit having a feeling he wasnt just sleeping.... After a moment he opened up the door... He was in a bathrobe and sweat pants. His feathers were a bit of a mess and thankfully I couldnt see any bulge or uh... hidden tip.... Helps when horny and wearing baggy clothing that isnt revealing but.... His was a bit baggy but the robe was open slightly.

"Uh... Everything okay Gallus?" I asked looking around his room... the bed was a mess, his bedding was all in a ball on his bed.... Even sniffed around a little. Just smelled like body odor, stale chips and nearly like the toilet I used... stank but with a flowery scent after some spray.

"Uh.... Y-Yes sir, Ryder... I was just trying to get some sleep!" He said.

Twilight sighed. "And you went to bed around ten last night didnt you?" She asked. He nodded. "Wanna tell us what you were doing after this door closed?"

"Well... I uh...."

"Gallus. Lights out at ten means lights out at ten. I'd rather not have guards check on you all night to make sure you're asleep! Do I make myself clear?"

"Y-Yes princess!" He replied scared.

I huffed. "Gallus, get dressed." I said. "Gonna need you at the orchard for today... and just so you dont go running off anywhere I'm gonna be inside your room to make sure you're not gonna fall back asleep." I looked to Twilight. "Sorry for keeping you Princess. On with your morning and uh... I'll ask AJ if I can send a pie or two your way after we're done..."

Twilight gave a bit of a huff. "I'll see if I cant pay half price for a few. Juuuuust wanting to support you and your family General." She said. "Have fun today!" She teleported away thankfully taking everything with her.... No lie AJ told me she was holding something one day, had to go do something real quick but dropped what she was holding.... Wasnt a fun cleanup either.... Anyhow I followed Gallus in his room closing the door behind me and turning on the light. It was bright in the room... his room was a mess... clothing on the floor, old food containers piling up in the corner in and around a trash can- reminded me of Daring... I should call her sometime, make sure she's doing alright in her bunker.... anywho I went over to Gallus bed and sat down on it. Softer mattress than mine even.

"Alright Gallus.... What's going on with you? Everything alright since the last time I saw you?" He hesitantly nodded. "Are you sure? Princess told me you've been down since you've worked on the house a bit... She's worried and I'm not sure if its for good reason or not...."

Gallus sighed as he got some pants from his drawers and another shirt. "...I... I dont know.... Its weird being in a castle like this...." He said. "...I was.... in an orphanage since I was ten.... Parents died from a heart attack and a car wreck... I was alone for a night because of the car crash.... next thing you know I'm taken into the orphanage, wasnt allowed to keep my stuff and what I did bring was stolen by the other kids.... I was fed, but anytime I was about to be adopted some other kid had to scream and blame me for something I didnt do.... I stayed there for years until they kicked me out.... no money, no other clothes to wear, not even anywhere to go if I needed food.... I had to resort to stealing until the Elder bought a few things for me.... Shoes, clothes and such.... Didnt bring me in.... Nobody did until the day I gave up...." I huffed.

"You're not used to all this kindness or work are you?" He shook his head not even looking at me. "....Look dude.... There's a reason I brought you here.... Not only was it to keep you from offing yourself which... I gotta say you've been doing good so far. It's because I'd rather see you with a good life.... I know how you feel when it comes to your parents being gone.... Maybe not as early as you but.... My sister has.... My parents were murdered some years back.... I was at work, my sister was with her friends.... I was almost too late to save my wife but I was too late to save my mom and dad... I was nearly too late to save my sister after she saw our parents murdered..... DOA, one shot each.... The pony who did it? Six feet under and burning.... from then on I promised myself I'd do everything in my power to save someone.... maybe talk someone down from something..... I've already had to do that with some of my friends and even I've had to have a few ponies talk me down from time to time...." He looked back at me just as he was getting his pants on.

"And.... You're saying this why?"

"I'm saying this because I really wanna help you.... To know you're not alone with thoughts as such... Now I wanna get you a phone soon because if at all you feel like doing something you might regret I want you to talk to me at any time of day...." He sighed and just continued getting dressed.

"I'm fine! I swear!" He snapped.

"Gallus.... I'm serious. I'd rather not lose someone I risked my ass to save. I dont wanna go to bed one night and wake up to Twilight calling me telling me you did something without anyone knowing and next thing you know you're in a coffin in the ground. Let me tell you right now that taking your life leads nowhere...."

"....Spare me your religious bull-"

"Finish that sentence and so help me I will not hesitate to ban you from playing games for a week!" He sighed just going and grabbing a pair of sneakers from the corner. "I dont like being strict with you but I dont want you being lazy either. Life of what you know is gone. Got a new life, new place and I dont wanna see you ruin it. Got me?"

"Yes sir..." He replied sounding defeated.

"Good... Now have you eaten anything yet?" He shook his head. "Alright.... Get you something to eat before we head back to the orchard for work." He gave a nod before I got up and walked out with him. We headed downstairs and just hopped back into my car before heading off. Every light I took a glance at him. All he did was look out the window until we got to McHoovians for some food. Tofu nuggets.... Maybe I got enough to share and a drink for myself but lets not talk about that with Applejack. We sat in the lot eating our food for a bit before we went back home.

Gallus looked a bit happy after he ate but just still stared out the window. As we pulled up I saw Big Mac and Applejack setting up a few tables and boxes of storage containers, knives and such prepping for packaging and sale. We both hopped out and Applejack smiled as she set a chair down. "'Bout time there sugarcube! What took ya? Nearly started without ya!" She said. I gave a huff.

"What took me was this guy right here." I rested my hand on Gallus' shoulder. "Brought him here to help us with making the product." Applejack gave a bit of a smile as he kinda blushed rubbing the back of his head.

"Well good for you to help us Gallus! How you holdin' on?"

Gallus cleared his throat a bit. "Uh... Good ma'am.... And you? How are you doing since the birth of your kid?" He asked. AJ gave a chuckle.

"Gallus, just call me Applejack. Callin' me ma'am makes em think I'm as old as my mother goddess rest her soul... And about me? I'm right as rain here! Feel like I could take on the orchard by myself!"

Big Mac gave a huff. "Throwin' your back out and strainin' yourself aint gonna be one thing you do today girl!" He said. "It's why Ryder and I are doing the heavy lifting while you and Gallus are cuttin' things up for pies, jams and what not. Only time you should be getting out of that chair is either for food or a bathroom break but make sure one of us knows what you're gonna do before you do it...."

I huffed. "Yeah AJ... I really dont wanna have to drag your ass back here because Gallus told me you up and disappeared because you wanted to do something more than just prep." I snapped. "I love you but you're still not back to your old self!"

Applejack huffed. "Sugarcube I AM back to my old self!" She said.

"Right... and I'm not buying this bullshit... Just sit down, relax a bit, maybe go and get the girls cooler from the house and bring it out, maybe a bottle of cider for Gallus if he wants one." She sighed giving me an annoyed look.

"...You're lucky I love you.... Least let the boy come in to help me." I gave a nod looking to Gallus.

"Gallus, go with Applejack, help her with what she needs and do NOT let her lift anything heavy!"

Gallus nodded. "Yes sir!" He said. I watched as he took Applejack's hand and walked with her to the house. Cute.

I walked over to Big Mac as he pulled out the chair to sit down. I sat on the table. He just huffed. "How long you suppose it takes for her to get up and try helpin' with the haul?" He asked.

"I'd give her an hour... maybe less...." I just looked off at the clouds in the sky... gave a sigh.

"Somethin' on your mind there Ry?"

"Gallus... Twilight told me he's been down lately.... told me on the way over that he feels like he doesnt deserve the life I gave him.... and when I tell you what I had to do to give him this life, lets just say I'd rather hug Tirek butt naked but that's a whole other can of worms I'm not opening up...." He chuckled.

"Yeah... Twilight told me all about that.... Cant believe you still get away with shit like that.... How many times have you nearly lost yourself to something stupid happening?"

"Too many to count... and yet I keep counting..... That week I was away? Several times.... Weapons drawn, aimed at me, poisoned, mugged.... One learned the hard way why he shouldnt come back messing with me after I threw him twice.... Second time he flew farther and met an old friend.... Maybe met some of his friends when we were attacked next night or so.... Managed to get away without injury but at least I had backup but definitely when I get into a bit of trouble, I've got backup from here to Vanhoover to even Ikkebuckero and you've met some of em but I'm not bringing you, Shining or even Soarin into the fights i get into." He reached for his belt and pulled the axe he has from nowhere just spiking it to the floor, digging the blade into the ground.

"You and I took on god damned Timberwolves and that thing came in handy to keep your ass alive!"

"Yeah but barely! I was lucky enough to have my... transformation heal me. But I'd rather throw myself into a volcano to sacrifice myself if it came to protecting you guys. I'd rather take my own life than you take yours."

"You might be brainwashed to think that but for fucks sake you got a kid!"

"Shining has a wife, Soarin' is helping mom and you? You can help this family if I somehow just up and have a heart attack in my sleep." Big Mac huffed grabbing his axe 'sheathing' it as he glanced off to the side.

"We'll talk about this shit later.... Gallus and Applejack are comin'...." I gave a nod and just looked to the house. Applejack had the box of plastic containers and Gallus was pulling the girls cooler from when they ran away.... Daring is still entitled to one rule free service no matter what. Gave a smile as Applejack set the box down.

"There we go. Was expecting Gallus to come out telling me you're trying to lift something you arent supposed to be."

Applejack sighed as she started to unload the plasticware, even a few knives. "Oh bite my ass...." She said.

"Maybe later. Right now, we got work to do!" She blushed as Big Mac got a bit of a chuckle in.

Big Mac stood up just as Gallus set the cooler down near the table. "Alright.... Applejack, you know the drill." He said. "You're in charge of cuttin' up and storing the product, Ry and I will be gettin' at least four buckets each for you to do and you'll have a little help from our friend here. Teach him some things and if you need somethin' from me or Ry, you know what to do..."

Applejack gave a side glance as she was setting a few of the blades aside. "...Do it my own damn self because you two are too busy with not letting me do my job?" She asked.

I huffed. "Applejack please...." I said. She took one of the knives and planted it into the table.... Honestly scared the shit out of me. "Uh... Gallus....Why dont you and Big Mac take things back inside? I gotta have a word with Applejack...." Gallus nodded just staring at the knife.... a stare I just didnt like what so ever.... Big Mac grabbed all the stuff and piled it back in the box as I took Applejack's hand. I walked past the chair taking it in my other hand before planting it under a tree and making Applejack sit. "Applejack WHAT THE FUCK?! What has gotten into you?!"

"What's gotten into me? You sure you wanna ask that question?"

"DAMN sure! Now seriously why the hell are you acting like this?! In front of a guest none the less?"

"You wanna know why? YOU WANNA KNOW GOD DAMNED WHY?! It's because our daughter is with your hot head of a cousin and SHE DONT KNOW A FOAL FROM HER ASS!" I huffed.

"And let me guess... You're worried?" She nodded. "...Alright... How's about I call up Dash up, if she doesnt answer, I'll call Rarity and we go pick her up and bring her back here.... Sound good?" She just blushed averting her gaze giving a nod. "Alright.... Now after I call do you wanna stay here or are you just gonna sit here?"

"....If I go I'm gonna be yellin' at someone...."

"Already yelled at me so what's the fucking difference?" I huffed. "Just sit here, cool off a bit and get back inside the house.... We'll try again tomorrow, postpone the sell day for the weekend.... Sound good?" She sniffled a bit leaning back in her chair. I huffed and just stood her up hugging her.... She didnt hesitate to latch onto me. "There there... It's okay I forgive you.... Sorry for yelling....." I picked her up and walked with her in my arms to the house. She just cried the whole time....

I brought her inside and just lied her down on the couch. Big Mac and Gallus were in the kitchen just putting things away. Big Mac looked to us. "Alright... The hell happened?" He asked. I gave a sigh just as I gave Applejack a pillow to cuddle.

"Little bit of yelling, few hurt feelings and one mommy who misses her baby...." Big Mac huffed as he looked to Gallus and then back to me.

"Need me to do somethin' with him?" I huffed.

"Nah... Think I might see if I can head up to see Soarin or something.... get him out of the castle for a while and let things cool down here...."

"And the harvest?"

"Tomorrow. Either that or later, maybe see if we cant get Fluttershy to help. Maybe get Dash or something to get it done faster... and yeah... I'll make sure she does it right so she doesnt hurt herself or screw something up. If anything Scoot and Applebloom can help, get Uncle Orange and Babs over maybe?" He hummed a bit.

"Yeah.... Guess we need all hands on deck for this..."

"Yep. And not to worry, I'll be back home tonight." He nodded before looking to Gallus.

"Your lucky day here. No work but you can chill here until we get things sorted out. Might need your help tomorrow if'n Twilight dont have you busy doin' something...."

"Oh! Speaking of which I might need to call her too, let her know what went on..." I looked to Gallus. "Gallus, why dont you just have a seat, keep Applejack company while I get things settled real quick." He gave a nod.

Cutting this short here because... boring.... Twilight did agree that he needed time outside the castle and Dash and Rarity wouldnt mind bringing Mash back a bit early and even help AJ until I get back home. Even checked with Momma Spitfire to see if it was okay that I go and head up and bring someone up with me. She said it was cool and that today was an off day for them due to Thunderlane fucking something up and Cloudchaser and Fleetfoot being away. So it was just her and Soarin. I got into something more comfortable, had Gallus use the can, used it myself before we started to head out. The drive was silent for.... oh a good ten minutes until we were stopped at a light getting ready to hit the freeway. I looked over at Gallus just to see him looking out the window. I reached over and just nudged him and his feathers just frizzed out as he jumped. He looked to me as I started going again. "Oh uh.... I... Is everything alright sir?" He asked.

"Things are fine... Just wanting to see how you're doing.... Applejack didnt scare you did she?"

"A little bit.... I wasnt expecting her to plant that knife in the table..." I huffed.

"Yeah neither was I.... Parenthood isnt easy.... Thinking that was either motherly instincts kicking in wanting to know where her baby is thinking she was in danger or she still has some leftover hormone spikes.... Doc said that would happen from time to time...." I glanced at him as I started looking for exits to take. "I'll apologize for her... That doesnt work, I'll have her apologize personally tonight..."

"I-It's fine... Really it is."

"To me it doesnt sound fine... And honestly you dont sound alright either.... Talk to me Gallus...." He sighed.... Stayed silent for about a minute.

"....I... I guess is just I feel like I've been yelled at all my life...." He replied. "....My dad was yelling at me before he died.... After that my mom yelled at me until she died.... Then it was everyone at the orphanage time and time again.... And if it wasnt someone at the orphanage, it's someone on the streets, yelling at me because I didnt pay them to step on their sidewalk, didnt pay because I looked at them for a second.... Only one who didnt expect me to pay was the Elder.... He gave me things every so often... Some things got taken at the orphanage and just..... I got yelled at when I tried getting those things back.... When I did, I had to give them to the elder to hide them for me. He took them, kept them safe before I ended up getting kicked out.... He gave them back to me and bought me meals from time to time.... Other than that I've just... I've been on my own...."

"....You getting at something other than the 'not used to being helped' thing?" I heard nothing from him. Just kept my eyes on the road. "...If you're thinking I'm gonna make you pay for things here, that's not what we do here in Equestria... Sure you still gotta pay for food if you go out or new clothes and such but.... I'm not gonna make you pay for anything that you're doing. Not even where you're staying. Cant really do anything with that but Twilight seems to like having you there... Not every day someone can say they're living at the castle of a Princess."

"....I... Do have to admit it does feel nice... having a home.... and a friend in Spike but it doesnt seem like the Princess likes me very much...." I huffed.

"She's a very busy mare. When she does have time she reads, spends time with her friends or relaxes with some tea and takes a little nap... If anything why dont you ask her what she's reading if you ever find her in her library? She'd probably love to talk your ears off about whatever book she's ready and trust me... she definitely will...." I started taking an exit. "She already knows I love history. Pretty sure you do too...." He just kinda sunk down into his seat a bit from what I saw from the corner of my eye. "Uh... Right... Not good to talk about that... but... At least we're getting you to meet those who actually trained me on awareness and such when flying... But please.... Dont mention to my mother how we met...."

"But... Wasnt that your mother when we were building your house?"

"Technically yeah but.... They took me in when my original mother couldnt care for me...."

"So.... You were adopted?" Hesitantly I nodded. I sighed.

"....Yeah... I.. I was.... I was just trying to go and avoid that word...." He sighed.

"...you could've.... I would be alright with it...."

"Doesnt sound like it to me Gallus..."

"Whatever.... Lets just.... Turn on some music...? Please?" I gave a nod and turned up the music..... Tuned it to a local rock station and we just sat there listening to everything as we went and drove. Took a detour, saw the falls and just sighed taking a look at them. Only took a few glances at lights before going up towards the WBTF.

Pulled up, parked and texted Soarin I was there. Gallus and i just got out of the car and waited in front of the office. We waited a while before hearing a door close on the other side of the fence before some footsteps inside before the door opened. Soarin was there, tanktop, sweat pants and running shoes and yeah... sweaty.... Did a quick fist bump before we both entered. "Sup dude! Hows fatherhood going?" He asked.

I huffed. "Tough.... Kid was crying as to be expected but literally just had to have a work day stopped due to motherly instincts kicking in." I said. "My friend here was supposed to help but.... AJ went a bit crazy.... And thats being nice...." I put a hand on Gallus' shoulder. "Speaking of my friend here, I'd like you to meet Gallus. Gallus, this is Soarin' Speedster for the Wonderbolts." Soarin' shook Gallus' hand.... Gallus just.... He was just nervous....

"Nice to meet you Gallus. Just meet up with the General here and get lucky?" I just pulled Gallus away gently.

"Uh.... I'll tell you later... Just... Uh... Ex-Nay on the ory-stay with my ma okay?"

"Got it... Risking your ass again?"

"Yep.... And just.... you got anything good to help me get through that story later?"

"Yeah. Half a bottle of whiskey left and I've hidden it to where the recruits wont find it and try to steal it.... Already had some of my personal stuff stolen by a few... Reprimanded and you know how I HATE being the bad guy...." I nodded. He sighed. "Lets get to it. Spitfire's in the workout area and things are getting a bit intense..." I huffed.

"She's not uh.... is she?"

"Thankfully no.... She's pushing herself... Should probably get back to her before she hurts herself...." I gave a nod and just nudged Gallus along as we followed Soarin back out. All three of us flew back to the building just far right of the Mess Hall.

We landed outside the building and entered. Everything smelled like sweat, there was loud music going and Mama Spitfire was just trying to lift a barbell. I walked over and helped her just putting it on the hooks knowing how she was struggling..... And with her sports bra, tight shorts and washboard abs going I had to repress the urge to uh.... ask the princess for some spells... She huffed as she sat up with the help of Gallus and Soarin. I just sat off on another machine just giving her a smile as she wiped her brow. "Thanks sweetie...." She said. "Mommy is glad you're here... Dunno if I should've kept doing that after Soarin' went to get you...."

I sighed. "Yeah... Rather you not hurt yourself so you can pick up your grand daughter...." I replied. "Speaking of which, hows it feel to be a grandmother?"

"Feels.... Honestly it feels like I'm dreaming and its a dream I never wanna wake up from..." I gave a little chuckle.

"That's good.... Hey why dont you and Soarin go wash up while I show my friend here around a bit." She coughed slightly.

"Yeah... Yeah that sounds good.... Could use some time to relax.... Nice shower and then some lunch would do...."

"Need help?" She gave a nod. I just huffed and took her up into my arms before walking with her back to the barracks and into the shower area... Thankfully they have a chair in there. Went back out, had to borrow a new shirt from Soarin because holy HELL was she sweaty. I took Gallus out after taking the shirt, leaving mine on a bunk.... Just had a weird anime character face on it. "So...What do you think so far?"

Gallus huffed. "...They remind me of Rainbow Dash...." He replied.

"Yeah... So far but they're nice. Dash can be a bit of a bitch at times but.... Dont tell her that.... She'll kill you but if you tell her I called her that she'll kill me...."

"She.... Kind of was when I was helping her trying to clear out the clouds.... Started yelling at me when I busted one and she told me to do it."

"Oh yeah... She definitely is gonna get an earful about that.... You hungry at all? Gonna go get some food, maybe hit up an arcade after if my mom is up for it."

"....I guess I could eat...."

"If you arent hungry I understand but.... at least eat something? I dont care if its small, or big but you only eat half. Just something? Please?" ....It was at this point I really started sounding like my dad. But Gallus sighed.

"...Alright... If it'll make you happy...." I gave a smile and huffed as we started to walk towards the office.

"Definitely will.... And just so you know, if you're feeling uncomfortable about anything, let me know, we'll do something else. Kay?" He gave a hesitant nod. "C'mon Gal, I mean it. I wanna make sure you're gonna be good and comfortable. Get me?"

Gallus gave another nod. This time more sure. We walked closer towards the edge overlooking the rainbow falls. Kept a hand on his shoulder just in case.... I could tell he felt a bit tense but he just grabbed at my hand on his shoulder... not to take it off... but for comfort. After a while we met up with Mama Spitfire and Soarin and loaded into my car. Ma sat in front while Gallus and Soarin sat in the back.... Yours truly always driving.... Whether it being myself insane, others insane or what not. Mama Spitfire changed into some skinny jeans, running shoes and a tank top, Soarin grabbed some new shorts and tee shirt. As we drove down the hill, Mama Spitfire looked into the rear view mirror. "So Ryder.... Who's your friend here? Never seen him around before." She said. I gave a silent huff in my mind.... told myself to not say anything stupid. Or reveal the actual way I found him.... Just had to think quick...

"Ah yeah.... That's Gallus. He's from Griffonstone and well... He's shown me interest in history and wanted to come to Equestria to get the history here."

"Ah a student! Always good to see someone ready to learn."

"Oh yeah... You wouldnt believe the hoops I had to jump through to have the Griffon Elder and the Princess agree to get him out here for this stuff...." I glanced in the mirror.... he was just looking out the window. "You and Soarin' doing anything interesting soon?"

"No but I was hoping you could maybe join us for a performance or two if you're up for it."

"Alright if I bring Applejack along? Gotta help with the kid...."

Soarin leaned forward. "Sure thing dude! You and your family are always welcome wherever and whenever!" He said. "Speakin' of your family how's Scootaloo doing?"

"Great actually. She's honestly been the biggest of help since Mash was born.... Same with Applebloom...."

"Good aunties there.... Honestly wish my aunt was that good but she just bitched and complained about my mom getting all the attention. When Sparkplug came along she still complained but MAN was I close with my cousin...."

"Speaking of your cousin, she doing any shows soon? Kinda wanting to go see one.... Hopefully be on better terms when I see em..."

Mama Spitfire looked to me as we stopped at a light at the bottom of the hill. "What happened last time?" She asked. ...Yeah... I cant believe what comes out of my mouth either.

"Someone had too many drinks, trashed some stuff and next thing you know a generator explodes, I'm waking up with a hangover, stripped to my underwear and someone has a baseball bat ready to cave my face in."

Soarin sighed. "That's my fault AND Big Mac's fault for feeding you drinks after Shining cut you off dude." He said.

Spitfire hummed as I turned onto a road heading towards the mall. "Wasnt that around the time you ended up freaking out because of how high you were and the Princess had to help you down?" She asked.

I huffed. "...Wasnt proud of that moment but.... Least I have you guys to thank for helping me overcome that fear.... Even though it still irks me every now and then but at least I'm getting off the ground to fly with my sister and soon enough my own daughter...."

"Well its good to know we're gonna have another flyer going about.... Just know mommy's willing to help with her grandfoal." I blushed hearing Soarin and Gallus snicker a bit.

"Ma, its one thing in front of Soarin but in front of Gallus? Can we not?"

"Awww come on just this once? It wont happen often but cant I just have today to do this?" I sighed.

"Fine... Just.... Try not to embarrass me in front of anyone else other than who we have here.... Rather not run into anyone I know... Aunt and Uncle for one...." Yeah... I'm hoping I dont run into either of them while we're out and about... Goddess help me if I run into my aunt after what she had uncle red do.... He regrets it yeah but.... Fuck man....

Anyhow Mama Spitfire giggled a bit just resting a hand on my shoulder as I kept my mind on our destination. Once we got there we kinda split up. Mom and Soarin went off to go reserve us a table while Gallus and I went off to check out the games that were here. Gallus huffed as we came to a quieter corner of the arcade area. "Really? A student?! That's what you introduce me as?!" He snapped. I huffed.

"Look I'm sorry! It was the best I could think of without telling my mother I nearly killed myself AGAIN saving someone! She already knows I saved someone from a terrorist attack in Manehattan and telling her I jumped into a ravine that had sharp rocks, hurricane force winds just to save someone who was going to commit suicide would give her a fucking heart attack!"

"Well it would make me feel a bit better if you told the truth!"

"Technically I did... You were talking about history, I tried talking to you about history, next thing you know I'm convincing your elder and Celestia to bring you out here. The only part I left out was your attempt on your own life."

"So you make me a student?"

"What would you rather I call you? Trust me, a student is probably gonna be better suited for you. And if my mother asks what you're learning, tell her Princess Twilight is helping with teaching you things, mainly about Starswirl the Bearded considering its one of her favorite topics."

"Wait wait Starswirl the Bearded? What could she teach me about him for him being a unicorn?"

"Powerful unicorn wizard, at one time was Celestia's magical advisor until his passing but he helped Celestia and Luna with keeping Equestria safe, forging it to what we have now. Trust me when I say he's a cool guy, very trusting." And Twilight says I dont listen to her random little lectures. Anyhow Gallus just looked to me a little confused. I huffed. "Trust me when I say there's a lot to learn anywhere you go whether it be through your own actions or from others." He just gave me a blank stare.... Then just kinda started staring off, thinking. I just took his hand and led him through the place taking a look at the games. Bass Villain (which me and Soarin are going head to head on later), some classic Alley Brawlers, even some weird puzzle games I used to like.

When we got back to the table we sat down and had a few drinks ready for us. Told Mama Spitfire what to order us. My usual and a cola for Gallus. I sipped on my soda just as Mama Spitfire drank from a cocktail she ordered. "This is probably the greatest way to relax right here....." She said. "Little Manehattan Mai Tai for me, soda for the boys and Soarin' DEFINITELY earned that Rum Gulley Washer. And these are the only ones we'll be drinking tonight... Gonna sleep real good tonight though...."

Soarin huffed after downing a sip of his. "Oh yeah... Gonna be nice and knocked out here...." He said.

"Not drunk hopefully... Nobody is gonna carry your ass anywhere." Ma snapped. "Maybe Ryder could carry you to the barracks but there's no way in hell that I'm helping you to the bathroom. You need to be sober enough to carry yourself there!" He huffed.

"Fine fine.... I wont get drunk.... Maybe another day when Ryder is free and we arent watching someone who isnt old enough to drink."

"Yeah.. But you're not staying in the barracks when that happens. But even then, limit yourself! Dont think you'd wanna be with your friends hungover with someone cleaning up a mess you made while off your rocker!" I looked at Gallus.... He just stirred his drink with his straw just... staring at the drink as the ice clinked around.

I huffed looking to them. "Can you cool it down guys? Gallus doesnt seem to be in a good mood..." I said. Mama Spitfire sighed.

"Sorry there Gallus...."

Soarin sighed as well. "Yeah sorry dude. Deserts on me if you're still hungry after." He said.

Gallus huffed. "It's fine.... I just..... I've got a lot on my mind...." He said before sipping his drink.

"Everything alright dude? Got a guard, a mental health evaluation specialist and a mother to help." Gallus just looked to me. I could see the pain in his gaze.

I just gave a nod before looking to Mama Spitfire. "We'll be right back.... Think I'll pick his brains a little bit...." I said. She gave a slightly concerned nod. Both Gallus and I got up. I just put a hand on his shoulder while we walked to the bathroom. Once inside I looked to him. "....I know that look.... something struck a nerve didnt it....?" He just gave a hesitant nod. "....Well? Ears are open and ready....."

Gallus just turned and leaned on the sink.... Just stared into the scratched smudged mirror. "....I.... I'm just.... I dont wanna lie to anyone....." He said. "....I'm just... I'm scared..... I kept having to try to lie to myself saying that I'm okay.... I'm not.... Being given everything like this.... Having someone care about me but... that someone has something I never had.... Someone who loves them... Someone who cares for them.... Me? I have nobody... I'm broken....." I sighed carefully stepping closer.

"...Gallus.... You're not broken.... The way I see it? You're a puzzle that needs to be put together.... You say you're broken but all the pieces are there.... You just need some help getting those pieces into place...." I stepped closer carefully putting a hand on his shoulder. "...And as for being alone? You arent.... You might've been an outcast and a reject where you came from.... But you had someone... The elder. He cared for your wellbeing. Might not have been often to feel like he was close to you.... but when you were gonna jump? You sat with me.... Talked with me.... Some stranger who was visiting your land, knowing nothing about you and you not knowing anything about me. I very well could've taken you, shoved you into a van with a bag over your head and took you away.... But you sat there and talked with me before deciding to jump.... And when you did? If I didnt care enough to follow you down and nearly get myself killed you wouldnt be here.... we wouldnt be having this conversation.... you wouldnt be meeting the ponies who built me up strong, helping me with the puzzle that I was..... And trust me when I said there were multiple times where that puzzle was almost complete and something had to come along and break it up a bit more..... If I told you what things happened to make that puzzle break apart again you'd probably still wonder how I'm still walking tall, acting as if I hadnt been through that bullshit.... and I ask myself how I'm still alive every time I think about that stuff....But it's because of that stuff that makes me who I am.... Did I wanna kill myself at points? Yeah.... Few times.... Each time I tried, one of my friends stopped me from doing anything.... Next time I have my buddy Shining Armor in town, he can tell you about the first time.... Soarin can tell you the other if you wanna know.... and as Soarin said before we came in here.... We're all here to help you dude...." I just stared into his eyes in the mirror.... I could see the tears welling up in his eyes.... I just turned him around, opened my arms and there it was.... Waterworks galore....He hugged me tight.

I shushed him as he sobbed. I heard the door open. Just looked to the mirror to see Soarin coming in. "Ah yeah.... That's what I thought....." He said. "Sorry... Was kinda listening from the door.... Lucky there's a few more restrooms across the way that are more apparent..... We good in here?"

"Yeah... Just someone who needs a little help up.... He fell hard like yours truly claiming he's broken but.... I hammered it home that he's just a puzzle that needs to be put together.... And you already know a lot about how you put me back together...." Soarin chuckled a bit and sighed.

"Yeah.... Course sometimes I think a few of those pieces are missing but you're the same you."

"Yeah.... I get that feeling to.... But I'm alright."

"You definitely are. Why dont we get back to the table? Your mom is starting to worry dude...." I huffed looking to Gallus.

"....You think we should tell her how I really got him out here or should we just keep it between us?"

"I'd say wait until we get home.... Or buy her another drink so she could handle whatever you did...."

"Would you believe I jumped into the Griffonstone Gorge to save him and nearly got myself killed doing it?"

"....Yeah... Another drink or two would get her ready for that...."

"...I'm waiting until she's somewhere I wont have to carry her to where it looks like she's drunk or being kidnapped.... would rather not have ponies get pictures of me carrying her over my shoulder or something..."

"Good plan... Lets just get out there, get him calmed down, maybe play some games while we wait for food." I gave a nod before prying Gallus off. Had to give him some paper towels so he could blow his nose before we headed back out.

When we got back to the table I sat Gallus down, gave him his drink. He just sipped it just as I grabbed my drink and sipped it as well. Mama Spitfire just looked to Gallus worried. Then to me. "What happened?" She asked.

I huffed after chugging half my drink. "Ma... We're here to have a good time. We'll talk about this later.... Alright?" I asked. She gave a nod.... The worried look on her face didnt give me any assurance either. But we had a good time. Ordered our food, Gallus, Soarin and I went out, played a few games and Gallus was just watching Soarin and I go back and forth on Bass Villain going crazy with the songs we picked. Only one each but it was best two outta three.... he won.... both times.... Even helped Gallus with a scrolling beatem up game and we managed to get through the four levels and to the last boss... who kicked our ass.... From there we went back to the table, ate our meal then just walked the mall for a bit... Soarin and Ma got to sign a few autographs. Ended up getting smoothies before heading back to the WBTF. Once we were back Soarin took Gallus and gave him a little bit of a tour of what could be seen as the sun was setting. I just went to the barracks with my mother... We both just sat down in a cot and she sighed.

"Alright... What happened back there at the mall? Why was Gallus crying?" I huffed.

"He's just.... He's had a lot going on in his life.... But when I tell you what he has been through... please... dont be mad and please.... tell me to stop and we'll leave it where it lies.... This is gonna be a heavy thing.... alright?" She gave a nod. "Alright.... Princess had me doing a job out in Griffonstone when Applejack was pregnant.... Went with Dash and Gilda, Gilda being our guide to the area and helping us with customs and what not... We were only sent there to pay off debts that Equestrian Citizens owed and free them from imprisonment... After that we went to go have a little meal somewhere for a job well done. On the way there Dash and I got into a fight.... Didnt hit each other... Just yelled and pissed the other one off. We were close to a dangerous landmark... a chasm that opened up, swallowed a relic of theirs and half the city.... I sat there to cool off, make sure I wasnt gonna go off and ruin the meal.... Next thing I know Gallus comes up.... He started talking to me.... sounded scared.... Started making me a bit uncomfortable because I didnt know if I was gonna be robbed right then and there from what money I had on me or not.... But we talked.... Kept talking until he stopped talking.... Next thing I know? He throws sand in my face and takes off for the chasm.... this thing was.... Unlike anything I dealt with.... But because of my ties here I managed to save Gallus from taking his own life.... He was homeless, lost his parents at an early age.... Nobody but the elder helped him and I brought him here to give him a new lease on life.... He just.... He just felt like he doesnt deserve everything I've given him... Felt like he wasnt loved, that he wasnt capable of being helped.... But you've seen me broken down in many ways.... I took my experiences.... Told him he isnt broken... just a puzzle that needed to be put back together but a puzzle cant put itself back together..."

"....And that others can help....?" I gave a nod. We sat there for a moment in silence. She was just staring off in the distance..... Just in the corner of the room.... She took a deep breath and gave a slow heavy sigh. "....Ryder....I'm not going to lie here.... it scares me you put yourself in danger like that.... Jumping from burning buildings, falling out of planes falling from the sky.... jumping into a known deadly crevice that has hurricane force winds that easily could've shredded your wings to bits.... Even throwing yourself at danger to protect everyone you love.... I keep saying this.... I dont wanna lose my baby boy... but time and time again you show me that nothing will keep you down... and to save the life of Gallus? When he had nothing left and was so close to regretting the choice he made? You gave that boy purpose.... A life worth living.... Maybe even a family who cares...."

"Yeah.... He's a good kid...." I sighed. "....Maybe you and Soarin could come back to the house with me for the night.... If anything be at the castle with us if I can get the family there.... I kinda wanna keep an eye on Gallus for the night... make sure he's okay.... Probably might put in a call to Princess Luna, have her check on him...."

"....That does sound like a good idea... I should really consult Soarin first... see if we need to do anything before we leave...." I huffed.

"Ma.... I'm gonna be alright.... I have a family keeping me grounded..... You already know I'm capable of protecting them...."

"But that's what I'm worried about Ryder! The way you protect them and yourself! It scares the ever loving hell out of me! ....I dont want my baby boy to be lost forever..." I pulled her in close. She just latched on to me.... I just hugged her giving a sigh.

"....I know you dont.... You're as scared of losing me as I am of losing my wife... my daughter... sisters... even my friends.... Cousin even...."

"Then why do you keep throwing yourself into danger like that?!"

"Ma.... I'm a guard.... I serve the princesses and protect the public.... I'm sorry if its something you dont like but.... I just..... Its something I was just thrown into.... I didnt ask to be a guard.... Yet I am.... I only took this job to give my sister a good life.... To pay to give her food, shelter...."

"But why stay doing this if she has everything she needs?" I stayed silent.... Even broke the embrace. Why was I still doing this? Not sure if this were me just still wanting to keep doing this just for the family or if this was of my own accord... "...Ryder...? Ryder I need an answer!" I just hugged myself...

"I dont know..." I mumbled.

"What? I cant hear you when you talk like that!"

"I said I DONT KNOW!" I replied turning to her. I sighed. "I'll just talk to the Princess when we get home... Just please dont ask me about that again.... Sorry...." She just sighed and got up going for the door. I just sat there.... Just watched her leave. Without a word. That question stayed in my mind as we gathered Mom's and Soarin's things. I just had to pretend I didnt have anything on my mind the whole ride... I had Soarin call Twilight for me to send transport to AJ and the family and get them to the castle so my mother could see Mash.

Took a while to get to the castle... Once we got back I split off from Soarin and my mother just to help Gallus to bed.... He was a bit tired but feeling a bit better.... Got him into bed and just tucked him in too. I walked out of his room and immediately I saw Princess Twilight coming my way. I closed the door just before she could get to me.... Leaned against the wall. "So how's Gallus? He doing alright?" She asked. I gave a little nod. "Mind giving me an update on what you guys did?"

"...He said he was broken, told him he isnt....." I just averted my gaze.

"....That's all?" I gave a nod. "....Are you good?" I shrugged.

"....Can... Can we just talk? In private please?"

"Uh.... Sure.... Anywhere in particular?"

"Throne room maybe.... This.... this feels like a serious matter.... it kinda is a serious matter....." She hesitantly nodded before we started walking to the throne room. Had to go up a few sets of stairs but once we got up there I just looked to everything.... The balcony.... The thrones.... I honestly didnt know where I wanted to go have this conversation.... I even thought about just walking back out to not have this conversation.... But that would plague my mind even more. I walked over to the balcony with Twilight... We just looked out over Ponyville.... Sun was just about set but there was still some light in the sky giving everything an artistic glow. I leaned on the railing.

"...What's on your mind Ryder? Gallus didnt say anything that got you thinking did he?" She asked. I sighed.

"...Yeah... but no.... He wasnt the one I wanted to talk about here.... What I wanted to talk about is myself.... Me and my status as a guard...." I looked to her. She was a bit worried.

"....You're not thinking of quitting are you?"

"I honestly dont know what I'm thinking here Princess... just.... My mother... She's.... She's just getting on my case the more stuff I tell her of what I've been through.... And tonight? I had to tell her how I had to get Gallus.... Made me question why I still do the things I do.... It used to be for my sister.... Protecting her.... Giving her food and what not... but.... we're stable as a family... I've got a daughter now.... Applejack and I are happily married.... But.... I just dont know what I'm even doing now..."

"Seems like a bit of an existential crisis.... I dont have the answers for this here General.... Maybe Luna might but... My advice? Think on this.... Try and find some answers. If you still wanna be a guard, that's fine. If you dont.... Please let us know. Celestia, Luna and I will talk about this. Kay?" I gave a nod just looking out to Ponyville again.

"Wanna just stay here for a bit? Or do you wanna go and find Spike? He's been asking me all day to play some games with him but I told him either you or Gallus would play with him when you guys got back."

"....I'll just stay here for a few minutes.... Take in the sight.... Tell Spike I'll be with him in a bit."

"Of course. I'll tell Applejack you've had a bit of an emotional day with Gallus and need some time to relax...."

"Tell her I'll still be in bed with her to take care of Mash... Hopefully she hasnt had too much trouble today..." I was wrong.... After I was playing with Spike apparently Applejack had to deal with crying all day, the girls came home, Applebloom was a bit snippy before a nap, Scootaloo helped out as much as she could but Applejack didnt want the help even though she needed it, Big Mac was losing his shit with Applejack because she's been snippy all day. Dash came by too because she was at the house trying to help Applejack but again.... Applejack was pissy.... I had to have Mash's crib brought a few doors down and had a guard stand at my door during the night while Applejack slept.... I was maybe up for an hour trying to get Mash to go to sleep.... She was dry, she was fed but just not wanting to go to bed.... Had to hold her, shush her, sing to her.... just do everything I could think of to get her to sleep.... Once she was asleep, put her back into her crib and went to bed myself.... before I was woken up four times... changing, feeding.... Yeah... Now I know why Applejack was pissy.... And it was only because she insisted on taking care of our foal.... Wouldnt let daddy take care of business either.... Next morning I almost didnt wanna get up... Only thing that made me get up was Mash.... Crying.... Got her, got dressed, took her to get changed and I swear it was like night and day with Applejack this morning.... Took her baby girl, fed her, changed her and when Mama Spitfire saw her this morning it was just adorable to see them together... Hell she almost started crying! Hell Gallus was happy during breakfast too and he even helped me and AJ feed Mash! Anyhow I gotta get some sleep.... naps are needed... both for daddy and his baby girl....