Green Isn't Your Color, It's Mine!
Overcoming Loathing With Love
Previous ChapterThe pair of changelings walked into the hive entrance, arms loaded with bags from various shops from Canterlot. The moon started to rise on the horizon as they returned from their day trip. Each one of them with big smiles and drooping eyelids as they marched into the hallways, leading through the sleeping chambers. Reaching Ocellus's room first, they stopped in front of it, setting the bags down from their arms and giving them a rest.
"Thank you again for today Mesosoma, it was quite fun out in the city, even if it seems pretty scary going about." Ocellus tried to embrace the queen for the first time but found it a bit difficult to not bury herself in her royal rack.
"Told you, bigger isn't always better but you are most welcome Ocellus, I'll let you settle in for a bit and get some food, but come to my chambers in a few hours, there are a few minor things I want to talk to you about that require privacy." Meso pulled the changeling right into her bosom once again, burying her in the pleasure pillows and letting her get a full hug in without complaint.
Letting go of their embrace, Ocellus gave a cordial bow to the queen. "I'll make sure to come as soon as I can. Thank you again for the day, even if it was filled with some embarrassing moments."
Mesosoma nodded and waved to the changeling as she picked up her bags and continued onward to her bed chambers, leaving the blue changeling alone with her bags. Ocellus opened the door to her room and brought the bags of clothes and souvenirs into the small space, setting them on the floor next to her dresser. Exhausted from a long day of walking around and traveling, leaving her feeling as heavy as lead when she trudged over to her bed and dropped on it face first. Her legs hung over the bed like wet noodles as she stretched her arms out, her face turned to the side and she closed her eyes, taking in the warmth and comfort of her room. "It was a good day, I just wish I could stop thinking about Meso's breasts as she told me," she said to herself in a hushed tone. It wasn't long before she drifted off into dreamland.
Deep in the haze of Ocellus's dream, she stood dressed in the most regal of clothing, taller than before and with the much-improved bosom she wanted so desperately. Her vision was obscured by the vast amount of boys swarming around complimenting her on her looks; begging and pleading with her for a chance to show how good they could be. It was the best dream she could have until it turned on her. Mesosoma appeared, having much larger tits than her in more scantily clad clothing which turned the males away from Ocellus to her. The younger changeling's face burned red with rage as she watched her admirers turn away from her. In her anger she failed to notice her breasts growing with every second she looked on with envy to the queen, until they reached a size that caused her to fall forward and continued to grow. Panic set in as she couldn't stop the growing bust until it reached a breaking point and popped.
With the loud ringing springing her eyes open in surprise, a knock at her domicile brought her back to the real world. Slowly lifting herself off the bed, she stammered, "C-c-coming." Her mind still drifted in the haze of her dream-turned nightmare as she shuffled over to the door.
As the door opened, Mesosoma stood on the other side, dressed in a baby-blue nightgown as she waited with her arms crossed in worry. She didn't let the changeling open the door fully before rushing in and wrapping Ocellus in a tight hug. "It's okay Ocellus, it's okay. You didn't show up after a few hours and I decided to come by to see if you were alright but I felt your emotions going wild and knew something was wrong." She swung the blue changeling side to side as she swayed her chest.
Ocellus went pale as she felt her body being crushed by the queen's arms and chest combined. Her lungs drained of air as her body slowly went limp like a rag doll as she was held in the embrace before she managed to squeak out, "Can't breathe." Once she was let go, she gasped away on the floor, trying to get her footing about her. Coughing as she spoke, "I... I'm... sorry about... not showing up. I fell... asleep so... quickly."
"Sweetheart, don't apologize for that, it's not a big issue. Your emotions going wild is an issue though as it can affect everyone else around the hive, intentional or not." Mesosoma held her hand out to help Ocellus to her feet. "We're talking that this is an emergency level talk. Come with me, we're going to my chambers this instant. You're not in trouble for having your emotions but we need to help you fix them and there are only a few good ways I know how from my time in the Crystal Empire."
Taking hold of the queen's hand, Ocellus was raised to her feet and dragged out of her room in a hurry. Struggling to keep up with the swift-moving Meso, Ocellus had to put a small sprint into her step to keep from being pulled back to the ground and dragged through the hallways. "Slow down, please, I don't need to be pulled this fast." She huffed as her legs started to feel a burn from the lack of exercise as she preferred to stay inside and read books.
Mesosoma ignored the plea of the smaller changeling, making sure that not a second would be lost in fixing a big problem. "No time to slow down Ocellus, we have a night ahead of us." Her speed made for good time, as they arrived at the royal bed chambers within a couple of minutes.
The inner chamber was decorated with a mix of pastel and earthy colors, pink painted the walls with a brownish red tiled floor. A giant bed sat against the center of the back wall, draped with see-through curtains and dressed with a yellow blanketing. Lilac and lavender filled the air with the sweet scent coming from the burning incense at the side table. Over on the left wall a dresser, standing mirror, and wicker basket sat lined neatly near a closed closet door. On the opposite side sat a large bookshelf that consumed nearly the whole wall with its size. Books galore filled the holes of the shelf but they weren't the only thing, many shaped sex toys also lined a portion of the shelf, leaving nothing to one's imagination of what the queen did in her spare time.
Closing the door to her room with her magic, Mesosoma let go of Ocellus from her grasp and faced her directly. Blocking the door to her room so the blue changeling would be forced to stay for the time being. "Now Ocellus, I need you to talk to me seriously. Can you remember what happened in your sleep to set your emotions wild as they did?" Her tone was stern but still motherly as she didn't want to scare Ocellus but wanted to come off more concerned.
"I... I don't remember much about it. There was you and me, and then I remember a loud pop before I woke up and heard the knocking on my door." Ocellus lowered her head, feeling as if she was a child being scolded for something she couldn't control.
Closing her eyes and taking a few seconds, Mesosoma nodded to the changeling with some understanding of the situation. "Ocellus, I'm not mad at you if it seems like I am. I'm concerned for the safety of not only everyone in the hive but you as well. If too many negative emotions are fed on, we'd revert to what we were." She approached the slightly cowed changeling, her face glowing with love as she approached. "So tonight I need to teach something very important about loving yourself just as much as you can another."
Ocellus gulped down a lump that had formed in her throat as she had the queen down to her level to meet her eyes directly. Something felt different as if a spell was cast on her that made her heart skip a beat as she became lost in those purple orbs for eyes. She trembled for a bit before her fears were taken away by Meso locking her lips with hers. Tenderly their lips pressed against each other in a soft but firm embrace, with her arms held still by Meso's hands as they melted into a passionate bliss that only broke when the queen retreated with a smile.
"First rule of loving yourself is knowing you are loved as well by others. Ocellus, do understand that if you can't feel the love of others at that moment, it doesn't mean you aren't loved." Meso swept the younger changeling off the ground with a quick motion of her arms, holding her tightly as she carried her over to the bed where she set her down on the soft blankets. Her lips returned to Ocellus's and continued to kiss her with love and passion, her chest pressing against the smaller one as she did.
That warm embrace left the changeling speechless, her heart racing more as the smell of love and lust wafted through the air between the two. Ocellus drowned in the positive emotions even with her envy trying to break through as she felt the big bosom press against her, it was blocked from entering her mind with those soft pecks from the lips of the queen. She felt soft touches of gentle fingers grace her the side of her neck and down over her arm as she was disarmed of her will.
Meso stopped once again after a few minutes of making out romantically with Ocellus, her body hovering over the smaller one. She reached down at the hem of her nightgown and lifted it over her head, letting free her body of the silky covering and showing off her newest set of lingerie she had bought earlier that day. "Now then, let's prepare you for the next step of learning to love yourself." She reached for the green ribbon that surround the waist of the yellow dress and pulled it free as if unwrapping a gift on Hearthswarming Eve.
Ocellus turned red as she stared into the chest of Mesosoma while she was undressed slowly. Her legs felt like jello when she lifted at the hem of her dress and pulled it up over her head. Now on display in her underwear, she felt exposed even though she had stood in front of Meso earlier in the underwear, this felt different, more intimate than just doing shopping. Covering over her chest with one arm and covering her groin with the other, she blushed hard and turned her face away. "I... I don't know. This doesn't feel like it would help me."
"Non-sense Ocellus. You've got a beauty of your own that others dream to have. Just look at those perfectly plump pillows that you think are so small. I think they are a thing that others would deem a good size, nothing too big and not too small, just the right handful." She cupped her palm around the breast and pushed on it gently, the soft flesh giving way against the cotton and lace of the bra covering it. Her hand pressed with a firm hold as it moved the boob around slowly clockwise, her eyes staring into Ocellus's orbs as she did. "See, you have plenty to offer with just this alone, it's soft yet firm, a perfect mixture. Don't doubt your self-worth over some wild aspiration that seems to drag you down."
"But... but... but..." she nervously responded before having a finger placed on her lips with a shushing noise following.
Mesosoma took Ocellus's hand and placed it against her breast, letting the hand sink into what was practically a mound of jello from the sheer size of it. "See, compared to yours, mine can't be groped or fondled more intimately. You have something that some want. Try some more Ocellus, explore around and see what you can find that makes it good to have your smaller size."
Nervously, Ocellus removed the hand from her groin and reached up and took hold of Mesosoma's other breast, the same sinking feeling overcoming her hand along with a hefty weight to it as it pushed back against her palm. Her heart raced as she moved around the boobs with both hands, feeling like it was wrong but at the same time right in doing it. She felt her jealousy slowly fade away as the weight felt like she wouldn't be able to carry them without the help of some upper back strength or a very large bra that was bigger than Meso was wearing. As she moved around, one hand managed to slip under the cup of Meso's bra and make contact with the soft nipple laying underneath eliciting a moan from the queen. Her face flushed red as she started to apologize for going past what she should have.
"That's fine Ocellus, nothing wrong with it at all, here let me help you with it." Mesosoma sat up on her knees for a few seconds while she undid her bra and threw it to the side, letting her orange nipples show along with the mass of her breasts. A small scar line on the side of each breast that looked old.
"What happened?" Ocellus questioned as she pointed to the scar lines just slightly covered from view from the size of the breasts.
Mesosoma smiled at her, knowing full well that now she'd have another thing to talk about with problems. "Those old scars. I had to have surgery to reduce the size of my breasts back when I lived in the Crystal Empire away from the old hive. They had gotten so big they caused my back too much pain. I reduced from a size way too big for myself to this, and still wish I could go smaller but doing so would remove too much that could cause other problems." She laid down beside the blue changeling, her bosom spreading to the side and splaying out, showing a bit more of the scar marks. "Here, climb over the top of me and you can feel them in a different way. Don't be afraid to explore anywhere how you see fit."
Those scars dug deep into her mind, seeing that even at her current size, the queen wishing to be smaller than that started to smash the envious feelings Ocellus had held for so long. She didn't want to have to go through surgery to shrink her breasts to deal with the sheer size they could grow to be, in fact, she'd prefer if she'd stop growing now. Taking a stronghold of the words this time, she felt happy with her own body a bit more, a bit more confident with her own image. With that newfound confidence, she straddled herself over Meso's stomach, her hands taking a place on each tit and feeling over the mass. The soft nipples bent against her palms as she rubbed the fleshy mass, her eyes stuck on them before moving up to Meso's face where she felt her heart jump in surprise at the happy queen.
Her breaths deepened as she felt the hands dance across her chest, that tingling feeling of another's body touching hers that she hadn't had since her time in the Empire. Mesosoma was delighted as she reveled in the exploration of the blue changeling. This is what she hoped would happen to remove Ocellus from her terrible feelings and it was working. A surprise hit her when Ocellus's lips pressed against her neck in little pecks before moving down her chest, the lithe lips then pressing against the side of her breast before it met her nipple with a wet tongue and small suction. That change in Ocellus brought joy to the queen along with the pleasurable feeling from the lapping at her breast as if a child was feeding from its mother.
Switching from one breast to the next, Ocellus didn't let out her time with the tits of Meso, her tongue making sure to rub the little nub sticking out of them was plentiful. Her mind became clear of the doubts she was having earlier about how this would teach her anything, leaving nothing but the blissful tranquil mind with personal time with the queen and learning more about herself. She was enjoying this more than the attention she was getting from her dream, it felt more personal and powerful with the one-on-one session.
Laying still while the changeling went at her bosom, Mesosoma used her magic to levitate over one of the few toys from her shelf along with the bottle of lubricant that she kept in her nightstand. "Ocellus dear, I want to add to this feeling you're having. Things will feel a bit weird to start with but will feel natural after a little bit. Do you trust me?"
Ocellus looked at Meso's face from her position, giving her an okay hum through the breast that was currently in her mouth. Not wanting to stop the pleasure she was giving to the queen or leaving her currently euphoric mood.
"Alright, I'm going to start it now," Meso responded to her pacified friend. Having to use magic while keeping the mind focused was much more difficult than imagined compared to a disguise that required little effort after applying. The set of anal beads that she picked had floated behind Ocellus, leaving her unaware of what was to come. The bottle popped open with a little click and drizzled the clear fluid over the set of beads, the smallest one being the size of the tip of her pinkie and the largest one the size of a golf ball in a string of seven beads. Next, the magic tugged the pink panties to the side enough for Meso to have access to Ocellus's pucker in order to drizzle more of the fluid on it.
As the cool liquid poured over the tight pucker of Ocellus, her eyes lit up with shock as the temperature shift made her shiver. Taking a moment to release the tit in her mouth she turned around and saw the little ring of the anal beads poking out over the top of her ass along with the bottle of lube. She was about to say something when the first bead poked through the small hole with ease, bringing with it the chill lube and spreading it inside the hole. She gasped in shock at the sensation as the next one moved in, then the third, and fourth bead. This wasn't something she thought someone would use for sex, it was usually frowned upon just speaking of its functions of it let alone playing with it but she couldn't deny it felt good in a strange way.
Mesosoma's magic met some resistance trying to push the last three beads into the tight sphincter of the blue bug, as she seemed to be clenching down on the ones already inside. With a bit of wiggling, she managed to work the last few orbs into the butt of Ocellus, leaving just the ring outside for extraction later. "Now that is a face that seems overly pleased with the results of those beads. Now Ocellus, I want you to take your panties off and sit your pussy on my face."
Ocellus's face went red, her lips puckering at the request of Meso. She wanted her to sit her bare butt on her face. "I.. if... that's what you want me to do," she sheepishly said before standing up over the queen and sticking her fingers under her waistband, and pulling down her underwear. The fabric slid down her legs with ease, allowing her to pull them off her foot with a single tug from her hand and let them fall onto the floor. Adjusting her position she lined up her body with Meso's face as requested and lowered down slowly so as to not fall and hurt her queen in the process. As she sat down, the queen's horn perfectly lined up between her ass cheeks, giving a nice hotdogging to the horn in the process by accident.
Puffy pussy lips pressed against Meso's face as Ocellus settled on her as requested. Sticking out her tongue she lapped along the vulva and tickled the clitoral hood and clitoris as she moved the mouth organ back and forth, tasting sweet juices that started to drip from inside the blue changeling. Her own body was heating up from the erotic actions and tasting the blissful emotions filling the room, she could feel her panties becoming wet with her juices. She could feel Ocellus writhing in pleasure above as she shuffled side to side each time her tongue crossed over the little clitoris when it winked and the muffled sounds of her squeaks.
This was something wild and weird but oh so good feeling to Ocellus. She couldn't help herself when it came to moving as it tickled ever so slightly as she was teased with some of the best work Mesosoma could do with her tongue. Her body felt hot, her ass massaged, as Meso's hands gripped her and squeezed with her fingers. Drool started to drip out of her mouth as she melted into a pool of sexual pleasure, even going to the point of playing with her own breasts and appreciating how easy they were to feel around. Though her stamina wouldn't hold out much longer as the tongue pierced between her lower lips and started to dig away at the inner walls of her pussy which sent her into a minor orgasm that caused a flood to leak down onto Meso's face.
The sexual fluids dripped into the queen's mouth with the flavorful nectar from the younger changeling. Drinking away the stream of liquid that dripped out of Ocellus's pussy, Meso used that time to pull another item over with her magic and drop it on the bed next to her. She was ready to have some fun for herself as well to give the grand finale to the pair of them and finish the lesson of self-love. She gave a couple of taps on Ocellus's thigh with her hand to get her attention and was released from under the blue changeling's butt. Her face was covered with the clear fluids that had dripped from her. "I hope you enjoyed that, I certainly had a time."
Ocellus sat there her eyes glazed over and staring at the ceiling, her chest rising and falling with her heartbeat. She let out a smile that grew from cheek to cheek before answering. "I didn't think you could feel this good. It can't be this easy for that."
"Dear, it can get as much or little as you need through it. I still need to have some fun as well in this whole thing too." She grasped the purple double-headed dildo in her hand and crawled between Ocellus's legs. "So one last go and we'll call it for the night then." She rubbed one end of the dildo against Ocellus's vulva, coating it in the fluids that had remained behind before slipping it in slowly until it stopped moving inward with the ribbing of the toy rubbing against the inner walls.
Letting out another gasp followed by a purring moan of delight, Ocellus let the dildo reach fully inside, the rings that pushed against her walls giving more pleasure than that tongue did. "That feels really good." Her body clenched down on the toy resulting in her ass clenching on the beads sending a double massage through her nether region. Her legs were moved to give more space on the bed as Meso pulled the other side of the dildo upward creating an L-shape with the toy.
Mesosoma now happy with the position Ocellus was in, moved her panties to the side and inserted the other end of the dildo into her own vagina, letting the new feeling fill her inner temple with a pleasurable time. As she sunk down on the toy she got down on her hands and knees, her face hovering over the blue bugs, their eyes meeting in the blissful haze. Pressing her lips against Ocellus, the two locked together again as their chests pressed against each other, both making small humping motions with the toy, sending it back and forth between each other. They made small bites on each other's lips and invaded each other's mouths with their tongues, together the two of them became one in their feelings.
Ocellus drifted into a whole new feeling she didn't know existed. Her body was starting to sweat from the heat generated by the two of them working their hips and legs with minimalist movements. Her heart couldn't stop racing as it pounded faster and faster in passionate lovemaking. Never did she think that two females could love like this without the other changing their genitals through their magic but this was something similar in a way. Her moans were matched by the queen as they made out, her lips becoming slathered in saliva as they switched to a french kiss. Her thoughts now were more on how much she felt loved and how much she didn't want to change herself anymore, she was perfect the way she was.
The queen broke away from their kiss and leaned back on the bed, weaving their legs to get the dildo as deep as she could in her own pussy. With the new position, she humped harder on the toy causing Ocellus to scream out in pleasure while she did the same. "Yes, yes, oh fuck yes."
Both changelings moved as much as they could as they enjoyed the dildo together, the movement causing their vulvas to kiss as they meet in the middle of the toy, their juices spreading on it and the bed at the same time. The room filled with moans and wet slapping sounds as they went wild for the next ten minutes before they finally broke the dam walls that held back a tidal surge of feminine juices that sprayed the other and the bed.
As Meso climaxed she pulled the cord of anal beads out of Ocellus which caused her to squirt even harder to the point of splashing the underside of the queen's breasts. Both couldn't hold themselves back as they drained themselves of all their energy. When the orgasmic bliss subsided, the two collapsed on the bed, heaving from lack of oxygen from the constant screams. The bed sheets lay in ruin from their climaxes, the toy soaked in fluids, and both their legs felt like jelly.
Mesosoma crawled over and laid her head next to Ocellus, her eyes heavy as she spoke. "That's how you have both self-love and shared love. So I have a question for you Ocellus. Do you think you'd want to go out into the world and see it for yourself as I did?"
"Would I still be able to come home? I wouldn't want to be left out on my own forever," she replied.
"Of course, you'd be welcome home anytime. There is a school going to open up in Ponyville according to Prince Dusk Shine, and I'd like you to be a representative for us. It would be your chance to meet others and see the differences in the world in a single spot." She took hold of Ocellus's hand gently.
"I think it would be nice to learn more, after what you've shown me about myself." Ocellus wrapped her fingers around the hand that held hers.
Mesosoma nodded quietly to herself. "Good, good. One last thing Ocellus."
"What's that?" She questioned.
"Don't become a jealous green goblin again. Green isn't suited for you, it's my color." Meso poked the blue changeling's nose with her free hand as they two drifted to sleep on the large royal bed.
