Horseback Learnin'

by kransi

Frustration

Previous Chapter

Although the conversation had turned elsewhere that evening, mainly to matters of Rarity's new fashion portfolio she was going to submit for her class, Twilight hadn't rejoined other than to smile and nod with a comment here and there. Things were still testy, since Twilight hadn't apologized for her outburst, nor had the girls apologized for their comments - not that anyone thought they were in the wrong, of course, but by the end of dinner everyone had plans for the week except Twilight herself.

Applejack was especially sure the girl would have occupied evenings with 'that horse', so there was no need to invite her anywhere, and she'd said it so matter-of-factly as though it were an unquestionable fact that Twilight would have the rest of her week booked up with Lighthoof.

The diner being close to campus, Twilight decided to go home alone, as she splintered from the group after some brief goodbyes, but she could feel all four of them glancing over their shoulder to see her go, though Dash said she could keep the jacket. Half of Twilight's face was stuffed inside it in embarrassment as she walked away down the high walls and hedges while the girls were going to their shared off-campus accomodation.

Her legs were a little sore given that she hadn't done her stretches after the ride, being whisked away so quickly, causing her to pause now and then and squat slightly, rubbing up and down the inside muscles, until she paused on a bench to look at the stars.

"Am I in the wrong? What if I never started any of this. What if I never agreed to come to this world." she moaned to herself, her frustration finally boiling up to land with a fist against the wood... or the metal dedication plaque of the bench, causing her to yelp and shake it off. She couldn't make out the whole sky, especially with the streetlights around her; this was never a problem in Ponyville, as 'backward' as even she had to admit it was, at least she could get a good view of the night sky. At least the constellations gave her some sense of continuitiy between the worlds.

Back in her apartment, she pulled out a vegetarian microwavable dinner from her fridge, practically slamming the contents into her dirty microwave, leaning against the fridge. "Huh. Potassium sorbate." she mumbled as the paper packaging crinkled in her hands. With how things went at the diner, everyone had a bite to eat except her. Those eggs looked delicious, but it wasn't as though she could stand being watched eating by the others after snapping at them.

However, her eyes soon trailed to the side of the fridge. A fridge magnet she had custom made showing herself, her tall instructor, and Light together. She held a Level 1 certificate in one hand and was fist-pumping in the other. That was the first time she felt genuinely happy since coming to the world. And she hadn't even thanked her friends for the opportunity.

One dinner later, she was lying on her bed, browsing this 'TikTok' thing, apparently an app dedicated to humans showing off how foolish they can be. With a drawn out sigh she wanted to lean back, only to hit her head on the headboard of her bed, drawing out a hiss. But when she opened her eyes, for whatever reason the first thing she spotted was that box in the corner of the room.

The box was longer than it was wide or deep, and upon it was a heavily stylized horse who seemed to be winking at the viewer. She'd shoved it into a corner after feeling guilty for having it, for even having the idea of buying it and dealing with the risk of it arriving, but it was right there, in her room, right at that time.

She'd maxed out on the size of the thing in a hot flash during one of her horny sessions, but she wasn't prepared for the sheer size of the box itself which only gave more indication as to how big the dildo inside was. She was annoyed that she couldn't really get something that looked exactly like what she wanted. All of them she saw were rather thin, even if they did widen near the base, and the flares looked rather small compared to what she'd seen in the magazines in the royal library back home. She pulled her legs up to her chest while staring the box down. Human physiology was different, and it had taken her a good month or so to warm up to to the idea of touching herself in this form, never mind being able to bring herself to orgasm which had taken yet another month.

Crawling to the side of the bed, each motion made her reconsider her decision. She knew this wasn't right, in the human world at least. It was frowned upon, weird, but... not illegal. If she couldn't be with Light, then who could blame a long lost pony from afar for enjoying some creature comforts closer to home? Reaching over and digging her fingers into the packaging, she had to properly grasp around until she got ahold of the silicone shaft, giving it the occasional squeeze to test its firmness before even seeing it, until she yanked it out in one swoop, letting the box fall to the floor. It stood there, jiggling in her hand, as though she had just caught a snake in the grass.

"Oooh..." the purple mare cooed as she sat it down on her bed. There was a suction cup at the base, below those plump balls, which were each about the size of a tangerine. Orienting herself so she could compare it, she lay on her back, holding it above her and bringing it close to her face, with a few gentle slaps to her cheek, she breathed in. Far from the rubbery smell she was expecting, it was perfumed with a scent similar to what she used on Light after giving him a wash. It lacked his musky potency, but it'd have to do.

She nestled the dildo between her legs so it lay on her tummy, squeezing her legs so she could feel its girth, and even squeeing to herself when she felt it warm on her belly. Apparently it did come with some interesting effects like that from the factory.

Shimmying out of her panties, she sat the dildo back down and stared at it seriously. 'How am I going to do this?' The thing was at least three times as long as any human's dick, as far as she could gather from the Internet and Pinkie's incessant jokes. First she tried lying on her back, holding the phallus just between her legs, but tried as she could, her arms weren't long enough to hold it securely and actually get it in. With an annoyed grunt, she shifted back off the bed and walked over to where the wooden floor wasn't carpeted. 'Maybe I can squat...'

She affixed the suction cup to the floor, catching sight of herself in the mirror as she got down, trailing her hand along its length until her finger circled the tip. Even watching those balls jiggle was getting her hot around her neck. Positioning herself with her legs spread just a few inches more than shoulder width apart, she began to squat, going further just until she felt the tip kiss her vulva, even her slightest movements caused the object to sway with its weight before returning to its upright position.

With how little control she had with it on the floor, she knew this was going to be tough. Squatting lower, the wide, circular tip prodded into her, but the more she tried, the more her lips wouldn't spread around it. She was being pushed inward by the cock rather than her vulva easing around it, in a way only a stallion back home would know how to. 'This isn't bucking working...' she mumbled to herself, lifting off gently, the experience had left her rather sore. 'Buying lube might have been a better idea, Twilight.' With a sweaty forehead and aching legs, she stood up and stared the dildo down, yanking it from the floor and glaring at it disapprovingly. She peeked at the clock on her nightstand. 1a.m. 'Has it really been so long?'. She checked her calendar, the one she'd shown to the girls at the diner.

As horny as she was, her rational mind was telling her to hit the hay. She'd built up to this moment over the past week only to face the annoying reality of the human body versus horsecock. Snuggling into bed, she didn't let go of the dildo, its slight sponginess wouldn't do too bad to sleep with. Maybe Light would appear in her dreams again.