Entry one: a New dairy

Hi Future me, if are you reading this probably something bad just happen in your mind that probably made you forget a lot of important stuff, I can only hope that you had not forgotten your natal language, because if that happens, then this is probably a waste of time.

First of all, let's start whit the basics in case you forgot all of it.

Your name now is Hunger, you have another 2 names, one is your true name and the other is your old name.

You should know what a true name is since is written in the soul of all demons, even if ninety percent of your soul is destroyed, you will still remember this fact, is like a rule of nature.

I don't remember my old name, maybe you do now, but a the time of this entry you do not remember your Human name.

Before all this, you were a Human, a bipedal creature, Human skin color can range from very dark brown to nearly colorless, and they have hair mostly only in the top part of the head. To tell the truth, I do not remember what I look like, and I probably never will, one thing I learn from all these experiences in this new world, is that different dimensions are a thing, meaning even if you do find one where you still live, may probably have something different that the real you never had.

Personally, I already made my peace whit the fact I will never remember the details of my old life before, if you are having a mental breakdown about this, then just try to forget your old life and concentrate on this life, after all, what help will get you to have this answers.

If you are still having a breakdown (Like a fuking pussy), I hope this **no so many details** of your old life will give you peace:
-You were some kind of medic, probably close to a nurse more than a real doctor.
-You had a pathetic life, no friends or joys that made your life worth living.
-You tried to kill yourself but thought better about it.
-You were killed.

That is all, I do not remember my parents, if I had brothers or relatives, nothing.

The funny thing is, I do remember a lot of general human stuff, do not ask me why I do, I'm a book, not a real person... As you can see your sense of humor is not the best.

Another basic stuff, You are kinda or sort of a demon, Aspect of... ok is hard to say what aspect you have, but if I have to describe it whit only one word, that would be "Hunger" or "Food".

Why is that?

Because you have control over most things that need to feed.

Yes, that is very widespread, after all, all things have a need to feed until a certain point, meaning that you can control mostly all alive stuff.

You can change their metabolism, you can change the speed they work at, you can change including the basic stuff of how they work/reproduce. Kinda neat, the catch of it is the "bad" thing of being a demon.

One rule I had to learn is that "If you want to change something, be prepared to change in exchange", literary in this context.

You can also eat absolutely anything without consequences and your stomach works like a pocket demension (By the way, don't take stuff out of your mouth in the presence of others, they tend to be disgusted by this, as convenient as it is=

You can also replicate anything you've eaten before as long as the soul piece that contained this information is still intact.

Your mind is incredibly susceptible to outside stimuli if you are not inside of a physical body.

FIND A BODY NOW.

Why? because your mind will slowly change to adapt to the view of "hunger", meaning if they see it as evil, you will become evil... That if you do not go insane as most sentient demons do. Also to add salt to injury, if you are not inside a body, you will also change by the outside emotions of close creatures, stuff like sadness, ire/hatred, happiness, joy, and love will hit you like a concrete ball, that if again, you do not go crazy by so many stimuli, which is bad.

Also, have in mind if you die, probably a global disaster will happen...

Let's say that demons are pretty essential to this world (do not confuse it with equestrian demons), apparently, they tie this world together, and if they die, "their aspect" will go crazy. Meaning for example, if too many demons of "poison" die, poison all over the world will become weaker... or stronger, maybe even will appear more poisonous stuff or stuff that was literary safe to eat not long ago, will become poisonous.

That's why you have to be careful what demons you kill, if you kill them slowly, nothing bad will happen until you kill a certain amount of them, if you just slaughter them without taking this into account, you will only cause more chaos in the world.

Also, If you die, then probably you will take like, sixty percent of the population of this world and make hell to all future life until a new aspect of "Hunger" appears.

I did find out how to not let this happen or to spread the blow, which will be written in the last chapter, and no, I will write it out right away, I do not want to try my luck and leave millions of people to die only because I had forgotten.

Also, I added the "Fuck you" bomb on in, meaning if you die at the hands of a pony because they thought that killing you was a good idea, then the "Failsafe" will not activate. If you do not have resentment toward ponys today, I do not care, just do it, because believe me, they deserve it if they still are dumb enough to not believe you that killing you is the same as shooting themself in their own "Hoof".

The griffin believe you, the saddle Arabian believe you, even the fuking dragon believe you after you sent them the proof... and also give their dragon lord a fuking feast of good food, yes, you heard right, you bribed him, He even offered you a chance to be his future daughter's "mate" if you would give him more of that food... that in addition to a certain favor you did, which you better forget, since you promised not to do it to any soul about it never and forever, I don't even risk writing here, he deserves this much.

(by the way, you refused, since she was not born yet and it would be fucking awkward to meet her before she came of age/ and you do not believe... now, in arranged "mating", wich is fuking creeapy if you ask me. )

(If he asks you to do the favor again, just ask him for the memory crystal he should still have with him, everything you need to do the favor again will be there... if he lost it, which makes sense since the memory cristal is fuking small compare to his size, then find the "old book" you made, there should be the methods you use for that there.)

Leaving that behind, let's get back to you.

If for some reason you still do not have a body, try to reach down very deep in your soul (yes, I know it's very abstract, but there's no better way to describe it), there should be the body that was given to you.

Your name plus your body was given to you, treasure them whit all you might, because that are the only things that shall be yours forever and ever.

Even if your soul is destroyed, you will still own the body.

The last thing that you should know is that Justice owes you a favor.

At the moment of this entry you have positive ties whit the aspects:

"Theater" (You give them a new perspective)
"Life" (I don't remember what I did, but she does not scream at me when I play whit life, so I can only guess we are on good terms)
"Justice" (You give her the ultimate gift to her)
"Time" (You stopped several people trying to do time travel, more because FUCK THAT SHIT, time travel suck ass, and you don't want to deal whit it the rest of your life)
"Air" (Give him a new perspective)
"Griffins" (You... well, kinda prefer not to remember this, believe me)
"Lust/sex" (You would prefer never to speak whit her NEVER, Again, fuck this crazy girl, and remember, NEVER STICK YOUR PENIS IN CRAZY, also try not to give her any more ideas of kinks and stuff, because you really will prefer to never see again the kinda kinks that your species made)
"Hatred" (You kinda vibe with this guy, he also helps you to "NEVER FORGET" the one you truly hate the most)

Also is good to mention is that you have these positive ties since you never bother them by asking for favors, they are also kinda of your "friends", and you also ask them to not interfere whit your life (Which you probably fuck up having in mind that you were sealed away for a lot of time, and they respect your wishes and didn't help you), also most of them know that you are needed in this world, so they do not get offended if you fuck whit their aspects. (Most of them are kinda cool, so if you get a notification that they will fuck whit your aspect, do not get mad)

Here are the aspects that you pissed off and you should probably not mangle whit them:

"Hands"(This one kinda just do his thing, he does not hate you, he just tries to kill all creatures in general, if you do not want to deal whit this one, remember to always have a hand on you)
"Winter" (You hated winter anyways)
"Monsters" (Fuck you Grogar, you are the reason why all creature hates goats and rams, you crazy psycho bitch)
"Demon hunter" (Fuck this one more)
"Humanity" (He hates you because you were a human)
"Pony" (Is a more "we do not see eye to eye" thing)
"Seal" (He helped the ponys to seal you, so if you find him, kick his ass)
"Juan" (Do not fuck whit Juan, do not speak whit Juan, hope you will never have to deal whit Juan)

Sun (She is a racist so she just hates you because you were born, in exchange you hate the sun, FUCK THE SUN, DO NOT PRAISE DE SUN (Sorry Solaire)

Entry "Replicate"

Being the aspect of food is very useful, you get a lot of info about the things that you eat, but not also that, but you can create a copy of what you have eaten.

The rules of this are simple.
-The fresher the thing you ate the more accurate is the copy.
-The more you have eaten of the same the more accurate the copy.
-The "blueprints" are stored in your soul.

Whit some modifications you can add them to your body.

Entry "hands are the best appendage, fuck you all who said otherwise"

You were a human, you were used to use hands, not fuking hoofs.

You long time ago find a creature with hands, so of course, you ate them and made one of your own for your body, they are incredibly "handy".

Not only do they have a perfect pulse, but they also have some kind of "natural gyroscope", like a chicken's head.

They also have some kind of mind of their own, if you give them an "order" they will take the necessary measures to do it, so be to hit bulls eyes always, o to make a perfect incision whit scalpel.

Also the method I'm using so unicorn magic can affect this diary whit the "translate" spell is by the following means:

Translate spell only can translate what was the author thinking while he write, Of course, creatures would think of the words they were writing when they do this, but with minds of their own that these hands have, I simply have to write what I will put in this journal on a separate sheet of paper, then have the hands transfer it to the journal while I think about what I did in the day, this causes people to think that it is simply a diary from day to day instead of a table of everything that I know.

Paranoia 1 - 0 Ponys

You will not get my secrets, you Bloody cock suckers.

Entry "The magic of emotions"

As bloody sappy as it sounds, yes emotions indeed have magic properties.

I still do not find the answer to why and how, but it made sense, no matter where you are, there will always be a story where the "Protagonist" will have exceeded their limits in a desperate situation, that's simple, it was all thanks to the combination of emotions that were flooding their body that allowed them to do so. From unicorns pulling off incredible acts of magic through sheer rage or determination, or managing to create a new spell when they had lost their sanity in the middle of battle, Or griffins managing to keep their bodies together long enough to continue the battle even though they should have been dead long ago.

All these situations have something in common, the strong amount of emotions that the moment would cause.

For some reason, they haven't written a full report anywhere describing this phenomenon, so I took the liberty of studying it myself... To be fair, they couldn't possibly have "created" or "implemented" emotions as I had, as I can literally force-feed myself or the bodies of others with emotions.

In the texts that do comment on this phenomenon, they usually illustrate it as something negative, probably thanks to the connection with black magic. In the texts, they usually encourage us to always stay calm and not get carried away by emotions, which makes sense since if you do not have the right combination the spell usually comes out unexpectedly.

Fury: Grants a lot of power to the spell/wilder, but if the caster or user uses too much, they can lose concentration on the spell and it can go rogue or attack their allies in bloodlust.

Using this emotion can be negative and sometimes the user is not ready to use this level of force, which can cause permanent damage to the user.

I must admit that I use it from time to time, since I can regenerate my body, I don't have to worry about injuries, but honestly most of the time I prefer to be sober

Sadness: Grants a lot of focus, allowing you to use much less energy than necessary or concentrate enough to do a delicate act.

It's the easiest to use in terms that it can't really screw you over, but keep in mind that it can give you the focus on something you don't want to, such as the "sadness"/"memories" of the situation, and not how to fix it or use the spell.

I usually use that emotion when my cells are at their regeneration limit and I want to extrude them some more to heal them.

Fear: Incredibly difficult to use, but surprisingly useful, this emotion has a much more defensive quality, allowing those who manage to use its latent power to defend themselves better.

Those who manage to use it will even have some ability to detect "danger", I have no idea if it has to do with seeing the future or not, I only know that when you feel that feeling of "someone is watching you" it is because your body instinctively knows how to use it at a lower level.

However, sometimes it is a bit rusty since you can even tell that someone is looking at you from 2 kilometers away (In other words, this counts if a person is looking in your direction, not at you specifically, this is annoying because it also doesn't count the fact that there may be things in between that get in the way of their gaze.)

The feeling "I'm going to die" also comes from here, most of the time we hear this because the person survived, implying the misunderstanding that this was a mistake, when rather it gave a warning that possibly helped the person to survive.

The negative of this emotion is that it tends to cloud your judgment too much, which includes that it distracting you from defending yourself, or that you remain frozen in place.

Disgust: Incredibly effective at adapting a spell or technique that is specifically made to screw up your opponent or the situation.

The problem is that sometimes you don't choose the best way to screw them, maybe because you don't know all the facts well or you were just too focused on making them suffer instead of doing something practical.

Surprise: Practically impossible to use, it is incredibly chaotic and not even I who can practice with it daily can use it.

From doing something unexpected to giving a spell a new property, this emotion is not recommended to try to use, but if someone were to use it unconsciously, they could defy logic daily.

Hysteria/madness: similar to surprise, but much more "manageable" the problem is the state of your mind that you must be in to use it.

From creating spells or tactics never thought of, to the ability to adapt to the situation faster than others, this "emotion" is incredibly dangerous to face.

Those who manage to adapt to this feeling usually become geniuses... while others are consumed by them, losing the mental faculties that would allow them to do these logic-defying acts.

These are the basic emotions, and I just scratched the surface, I haven't mentioned what happens when you combine them or the branches they get, I haven't even mentioned the emotions that don't fall into that category.

But I'm just writing this to remember a little about what I know, I'm sure that if I can understand them once, I'll do it once again.