Heart to Heart

Chapters

life is a Bitch
Devil with the smell of vanilla.
Happiness or Suffering?
You Too?
It doesn't surprise me...... though..
Wild Pink Puppy

life is a Bitch

Author's Note

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life is a Bitch

life is not easy when you don't get along with people your age and even though you try to make friends with them, they kick you out like trash every time, without a single explanation.
I've never figured out why no one likes me, I'm no different than everyone else, so what's everyone's problem?
All I can do is look after myself and watch everyone having a good time.

These are my current thoughts as I sit in a dark corner at a party hosted by Rarity, one of the hottest and most popular girls in town.
Of course, everyone from the neighborhood is here, no one will miss her party, because there is something for everyone.

There are popular girls and boys. They hope that their popularity will increase here, or they will exchange their current partner for a better model.

Then there are the sex addicts. These are unpopular individuals who hope to get someone drunk and drag them to the bathroom for quick sex.

Then there are the peacocks. They want nothing but to flaunt and look irresistible.

Finally, here's the rest. A small crowd of people who really want to have fun, get drunk and dance the night away with the help of their friends.

Can you guess which group I'm in?
If you guessed that in none, then you're right, because I don't belong here, I'm not even supposed to be here, but when I found myself here, I thought that maybe it's fate to move somewhere in my life.
But it's more like someone made fun of me and now I'm sitting here for their amusement.

But what if not? What if I just have to try harder, I can't just throw away an opportunity like this, when will I get another chance to get to a party like this?

I get up from my chair in a dark corner and look at a room full of people dancing, drunk, or talking.
But who to go to?
I shouldn't be picky and just go to someone as long as I'm motivated.

With my first step, I emerge from the darkness of the corner of the room as if entering another world, I hear dance music and a glow of colored lights illuminates everyone below.
I walk through a crowd of people who don't pay attention to me, my gaze stops at a small debate circle, I take a cup from the table that can't contain anything but alcohol according to the smell.
Before I get to them, I manage to drink half a cup of alcohol or whatever it is, because I can feel the heat in my stomach.
I unobtrusively join the circle of boys and girls chatting.

"You've probably already tried it hehehe" Girl in pink lipstick.

“No, I was just wondering, what about you? The boy in the black pants.

“Don't you want to talk about something else? Gelled hair.

"What? Did we start your sensitive topic? Pink lipstick.

"I don't think it's a good party theme either" Girl in black braids.

"But don't be such a cracker, it's fun" Pink lipstick.

"I don't know about you, but I didn't come to listen to your sexual fantasies" The girl in the green dress.

"Alright tell us some fantasy of yours and we'll change the subject" black pants.

"No, I won't talk about that" Green dress.

"It's true that even I would be interested in what's going through your head" black braids.

"Me too" join the others.

"You see, everyone is interested, so talk" Pink lipstick.

"Fine! She drinks the cup all at once and picks up another one from which she drinks a few times.

"It really turns me on when a guy calls me big sister during sex" She drinks another cup and throws it away.

"wow"

Everyone watch and process what the Green Coats said, but I, being the only idiot, let a small chuckle pass between my lips.
I wouldn't expect that something so small could cause such a disaster, because apparently everyone has heard it and they don't like it very much.

“Who the fuck are you? Gelled hair.

"Just someone at a party" I don't know how to answer such a question.

“So no one, so how about you go mock somewhere else while you listen to the private conversation!” Pink Lipstick, who is apparently the most drunk of them all, raises her voice.

"I don't laugh at anyone" I try to calm the situation down.

"HEY! This creep is bothering us here" Black braids shouts while supporting a drunk girl in a green dress.

I feel the whole universe looking at me and not smiling, I finish the rest of the cup, which is knocked out of my hand.

"You don't belong here you wretch" the black pants approach me with a harsh expression.

"I don't want any trouble, I just came to enjoy some fun among the people"

"Then you should go before you get into trouble" He nudges me.

I'm not going to argue, so I turn around, but I didn't really look where I was going, and from the commotion, I bumped into a girl that the guy is taking, apparently somewhere where there will be privacy.
I didn't have time to say a word or reach out to the downed girl on the ground and I already had to duck from the incoming blow to the face.
Fortunately, he is quite drunk and thus slow.

"I'm sorry, it was an accident" I try to calm him down.

Fortunately, his partner grabbed his muscular arms and after whispering a few words, they both left.
For a moment I forgot what I was doing when I heard behind me how the debate circle was talking about me.

"That's exactly why such wretches shouldn't be here"

"Exactly, not only are they scumbags, but they're no fun either"

"Tell me, once..." I jump into her speech.

"What if you were looking at yours, you don't even know my name and you already know me better than I know myself?! I yell at them in anger, but I immediately realize that it was a mistake.

"Look you fucker, you're not going to open your mouth to anyone here, is that clear to you? The black pants step on me roughly.

I wanted nothing more than to meet someone, have some fun and forget for a while that I was an outcast, but no. No one will just give me a break and all I will listen to for the rest of my life is that I am something less than others.
With my nerves taut as a string, I keep calm and turn to leave again.

"Hurry up, you're just making the atmosphere worse here"

Why do I let them treat me like this? Do I really want to be the eternal outcast that everyone despises? How is it possible that everyone knows that I am different and unpopular?
With that last question I stop, turn around and say out loud.

"What's your problem?! I'm here like everyone else to have fun!

I literally have the attention of everyone in the room now, the music has even stopped playing.

"If you really want to know what I have a problem with, it's with the fact that you don't know your place well" The gelled head steps on me angrily.

"Who decided that I'm a loser? Just because I don't hang around bars at night, pick up every girl who doesn't have panties on, and don't have gelled shit on my head, doesn't mean I'm less than you!

To summarize, today's pluses are:

I got to the party where the most popular people are.
I heard that it doesn't matter how popular and arrogant they are, they still talk about complete shit.
I could tell the biggest jerk I know to his face what I thought of him in front of all his friends.
At least for a moment I was the king of the party because everyone could die laughing at the sight of the gel head.

It's not bad, but compared to the one negative, I don't know if it was worth it.

As soon as I manage to get up from the ground, I go to the toilet with the constant stares of everyone around me, the blood that flows from my torn lip is mixed into the water I rinse my face with.
In the mirror I see bruises and more blood coming from my nose.
He gave me a hard time, but everything I said was true.

"If being popular means acting like a jerk, then I understand why no one takes me" I wipe the blood from my nose with a tissue.

"You don't have to be a jerk for people to like you, don't change and believe in yourself" I hear a voice so sweet that my ears can almost taste it.

I don't see anyone behind me in the mirror, I quickly turn around and run between the doors, but I don't see anyone anywhere who intends to talk to me.
Leaning against the door, I look around, but whoever it was is already gone.
Disappointed, I decided to leave, no point in wasting my PRECIOUS time here, I'll bypass a bunch of dancing drunks.
With a look behind me, still looking for the owner of the sweet voice, but I can't see her anywhere, I'm going to bump into someone..... again?
I'm doing really well today.

"Watch Where You Go"

"I'm sorry" I say into complete silence.

I didn't understand what was going on, why isn't the music playing again and no one talking? Don't tell me the same thing will happen again?

“I've had my fill, can't I just leave? I say to the little diamond-studded pumps.

“What happened to you dear? A soft hand rests on my cheek and lifts my head.

I swallow in disbelief at Rarity's beautiful, made-up face, which is decorated with purple wavy hair that sparkles due to the tiny diamonds in it.

"It's nothing... You're beautiful" I blurt out as she lets go of my face to the giggles that echo around me.

"Thank you, you're sweet" She sways her hips in a tight short skirt and blouse with a plunging neckline that sparkles like her hair.

"I should...." I want to leave, but I'm not allowed to.

"Then where are you going, flatterer? She'll stop me from leaving.

"I'm leaving, I have other duties" I would like to turn around and go somewhere else, but I'm as if hypnotized by her big beautiful eyes, highlighted by thick eyelashes.

"But it would be a shame to lose such a treasure, how about you stay here WITH ME longer? She whispers seductively in my ear, while I have a perfect view of her cleavage from which I can smell a sweet scent.

"I..um..I don't want to be rude but..." I feel myself blush and feel hot when I realize that everyone around me is laughing like crazy.

I slam the door behind me behind which there is loud laughter, while I'm all sweaty with a pounding heart that might jump out of my chest.

With an unhappy look, I sit on the stairs thinking about the embarrassment I experienced, about the fact that I will listen to it every day for the rest of my life.

"Why won't you leave me alone?! I yell angrily at the bulging flap of my brown pants.

When I get home it's well past midnight, after a quick shower I lie down in bed and try to sleep but I can't, I can still smell that sweet smell and I have her breasts in front of me.
Because she was leaning forward, I got a view of the inside of the loose blouse, where nothing covers the beautiful full breasts, while she whispers in my ear - What if you stayed here longer..... WITH ME.

"FUUuck" I'm tossing and turning in bed with all sorts of fantasies about how this could have gone on.

"Well, I won't fall asleep like this" I put a box of tissues next to me.

Devil with the smell of vanilla.

A cup falls to the ground, from which a blue liquid immediately spills, but no one even noticed it, because everyone who is currently sitting around me stares at me with a disbelieving look, without breathing or moving.

"You're kidding, right? The blonde asks as I sit at the table in front of her.

“Should I repeat that? My words are the only one in the full dining room.

“How can you even say such a thing? She throws her arms around as her large breasts bounce in a tight white T-shirt.

"Because I know who I'm talking to" I want to finally stick a fork with spaghetti in my mouth.

But suddenly the fork is on the ground because of insulted blonde knocked the fork out of my hand.
I don't know if I should be angry or sad, I look into the blue eyes that pierce me from a few centimeters away, while in front of me she stands with one leg on the bench in a short skirt.
It's very funny how all the guys around are not able to take their eyes off the skirt, which because of the raised leg, tightens and slowly rises, despite reproachful looks and even some blows from their girlfriends.

“Why are you interested in me all of a sudden? I break eye contact and grab a new fork from the rack on the table.

"I wanted to get to know you better, yesterday at the party you seemed so masculine and confident, I liked that" As if nothing had happened, she sits down next to me and we touch our shoulders, while she tells me quietly so that no one can hear.

"That doesn't sound like a good reason to me" I ignore her seduction when, as if by mistake, she shows her cleavage or leans her breasts against me, while the smell of vanilla is around her.

After all the time when the blonde appeared near me, the first sound finally came...someone accidentally coughs...I sigh and get up from the table without a single bite, I want to leave this target.

"Where are you going? Wait for me" She hurries on while dozens of eyes stare at me.

I can't stop thinking about the food, so I walk to another restaurant just one floor higher, where not many people go because there is foreign food, not many people eat it, but the restaurant holds up and that makes me happy because it cooks great.

“Where are we going? I ignore her presence.

"I've never been here, what's it called? What's cooking here? It's really hard to ignore, but I can't let up.

I am greeted with a pleasant smile by the cashier, from whom I order the company's specialty.

“What will your girlfriend get?” The cashier looks at the sweet looking girl holding my arm with a smile.

"Nothing, because it's not...." In a moment, a hand covers my mouth, from which I smell concentrated vanilla until I almost feel dizzy.

"If you'll be nice, so will I" She whispers in a serious tone in my ear so that no one can hear us, even though no one is there except the cashier.

It didn't take me long to decide and I had the lunch special twice with apple juice for both.
We have just sat down at a small table for two by the window that overlooks the square in the middle of the mall, while I look at the girl sitting across from me.

I don't understand what she wants from me and why such a popular girl would be interested in someone like me.

"What are you thinking about?" asks the long-haired girl with her head resting on her palms with her elbows on the table.

"Maybe I should have ordered soup too, I'm very hungry" I make it up, but when I think about it, it sounds like a good idea.

Amber looks disgruntled, I'd say because there's no one to check her out, she seems like a fish out of water.
Looking at the nice waitress bringing our food, Amber looks at me angrily like she's jealous, but I ignore it, I'm not going to spoil my appetite with someone who invited himself.

"Thank you Cupcake" I smile at the waitress who places my plate on the table and leaves with a return greeting and a smile.

“How can you seduce another girl when I'm here? She leans towards me insulted, showing off her expanding cleavage as her breasts squish against the table.

“Well, first of all, Cupcake is her name.
Second, I come here quite often and it would be rude to ignore her.
Third, you have no reason to be jealous if there's nothing between us"
I blow on a fork with a slice of meat on it.

Of course, she is insulted and puffed up like a bubble looking out the window, while I enjoy the roasted duck with rice, vegetables in peanut cream sauce.
Each bite calms me down more, as my stomach fills up, so does my mind, which is now calmly processing everything that has happened in the last hour.

"Aren't you going to eat? It's delicious" I ask when I'm halfway through my meal, while she watches a bunch of people walking in the square below us.

"I won't eat this, it's fried and fatty, I'd just ruin my figure"

"Really? If you want to insult the local way of cooking, at least look at what's on your plate and taste it"

"Why do you come to eat here? It's so deserted here, I feel like the world is happening out there and not here" Fascinated, she watches the four girls laughing in a circle with shopping bags.

"I like peace, here I have the opportunity to relax with great food and silence, which is quite hard to find when your group moves almost everywhere" I answer between bites.

"I don't understand how you can stand the fact that no one is here" She tears her eyes from the window and looks at me.

"Don't say anything, taste your food before it gets cold" I point my fork at her plate.

Reluctantly she looks at the plate, she takes her fork and stabs a piece of green vegetable in the shape of a flower on the edge.
Before her hand with the fork reaches her mouth, I stop her with my fork, which I shove into her hand and take hers.
Disgusted, she looks at a small slice of meat with a few pieces of vegetables dipped in sauce.
I motivate her to eat it with my hand while I finish the leftovers on my plate.
I have already invited a few people to this restaurant, but no one has had a reaction like hers.

"This is absolutely delicious! How come I've never been here? Why doesn't anyone come here?" She says after each bite, the corners of her mouth curling with joy.

"I told you it's good and you don't have to worry, this food is not only delicious, but it's also healthy, the chef makes sure that every dish is balanced" I laugh when I notice that she has sauce up to her chin.

After the meal, we sit and rest with pleasant music playing quietly in the empty dining room, our table is full of plates and bowls, which I have additionally ordered to fill myself up and for Amber to try other dishes.
It's getting dark outside, it's time to say goodbye to her and go home.
I get up and after paying at the register as I leave the restaurant, Amber hangs up on me with the most sincere "Thank you" I've ever heard from anyone.
I stop in front of the door that leads back to civilization.

"It's time to say goodbye, it was a nice dream, but now it's time to go back to reality where we don't know each other" I free my hand from her grip.

"I understand, you think it was all just a game, but it's not, the date invitation was serious" I look at her in disbelief.

“Are you telling me that YOU hot bomb everyone is drooling over, you want me? I cross my arms in doubt.

"Yes I do! She fixes her sparkling blue eyes on me.

"But I don't" I turn and grab the door handle when I feel heat on my back.

"You're scared, aren't you? It's not that you don't want to, but you're worried that it's too good for you, or am I wrong? Amber is pressed up against me from behind, wrapping her arms around my waist, her forehead resting on my back.

I have to admit that I really didn't expect this, I never considered her to be extra smart, but she hit the spot.
The only reason I don't want to have anything to do with her is that it seems suspicious to me, like it's a joke or just a game.
I have to be strong and resist that succubus who always gets what she wants, I won't be a stereotypical guy who only thinks in terms of the penis, I have my pride.

"Why don't you like me? She says sadly from behind me and presses me harder.

"Is it because I'm popular? Or because the people I hang out with hurt you?

"Stop with this" I pull away from her.

I can't hear a single word anymore or feel the warmth of her body, I turn around to find Amber in tears wiping her eyes with her hands.
Is she really crying or is she just hallucinating from overeating?

Amber, the girl who is nicknamed sunshine because she never cries, her cheerful expression never left her face and now she is crying as if her father was killed in front of her eyes.
What should I do? Should I comfort her? Why are women so complicated?
I walk up to her and, with all the courage I have, I dare to hug one of the most popular girls in our town around the head, who I am now stroking her smooth hair, full of vanilla scent, and comforting her.

When she stops crying, she places her hands on my chest, raises her head, and looks deep into mine with hers still trembling eyes.

"Would you like to go on a date with me?" she asks again, with tears on edge.

This is an absolutely moronic situation, if I refuse her, she will collapse and who knows what will happen if someone finds out that I caused Sunshine Amber to cry.
It's just that if I nod to her, then... why not? What prevents me from going with her? .. Fear? .. Pride? .. Suspicion?.. But it has its advantages if I get along with her.
I will not be an outcast, I will get among people and know that I am not a looser as they think, then it will not be difficult to make friends with anyone.
But why does my pride keep telling me to reject her? I do not know what to do.

"I don't know how to answer that" I say calmly while she presses herself to me and I feel her start to shake again.

"Please" That totally blew my mind.

Is she really begging me to go on a date?
The smell that surrounds me because of Amber must be clouding my mind because what I'm thinking about scares me.

"Alright I'll go" My words sound like they were spoken by a stranger, while Amber presses herself against me again until I can feel her large breasts on my chest.

Please let it turn out well and not just another disaster in the path of my daily life. I say to myself as she leads me by the hand through the mall corridors.
It's funny how everyone turns when we pass them, I feel like an escaped animal from the zoo.
Amber leads me to the front of the cinema where she makes me wait and goes to get the tickets herself.

All kinds of thoughts about how it could turn out are going through my head and if I should back out of it, it's all very strange.
In my entire life, no one has shown this interest in me, not even my parents, so why her?

"Weren't you sad without me? Amber hugs me from behind and presses herself against me again so I can feel everything.

"Which film did you choose? Stiff as a statue I try to wriggle out of her grip as everyone around us watches.

"That's a surprise" She squeezes me harder when I move away.

What if it really is just luck smiling on me?
It's true that if I managed to get close to someone who is popular, then Amber is a good choice, although she can be quite arrogant, but she is generally nice and friendly, unless you are me.
But in the time we spent together today she was different, would she really have feelings for me? Is it even possible?

“Is something wrong honey?” she whispers still glued to my back.

“What's wrong with you? Amber caresses my cheek as she rests her head on my shoulder looking up at me.

"Nothing, I just thought" I slowly stutter over the beautiful ember that is lying on my shoulder.

She is so beautiful, I just took one look at her and I can't get her out of my head, lovely full pink lips eager for a kiss, a small nose like a bead that decorates the eyes like two big lakes full of desire that highlight thick eyelashes.
Smooth beautiful skin with almost no make-up covered by golden strands of hair that shine due to considerable care and at the same time have the charm of nature.

"They're opening now" Amber grabs my hand and we walk together into an alley that leads to several halls.

Only now do I realize that my fingers are intertwined with Amber, maybe I'm old fashioned, but this should only be in a relationship, but we're nothing, just two strangers who go to the movies together.

I walk automatically, without thinking about where I'm going and with whom, thoughts flow through my head at the speed of light, which is interrupted by a sudden darkness.
Unbeknownst to me, the scent of vanilla wafts around me as I sit in a dark hall illuminated by the soft light of a projector and sit...WHAT?
Amber sat us on a seat for couples, these are seats for two, made so that individuals do not have any obstacles between them, and Amber took advantage of this, because she is leaning on me while sitting.. well, she is more like lying on me.

When I finally start to perceive the film, I realize that it's a horror movie and Amber clings to me fearfully with my hand that she has ..hhmmmmmm!
I immediately turn my head to the other side when I see my hand melting between her breasts, I can feel her warmth around my elbow and fingertips..Hmmmm!! For some reason too.
I try not to think about the hand between the breasts and the fingers between the smooth thighs under the skirt, no..my heart is pounding for dear life, I have to concentrate on the movie, ignore the tension in my pants, you can do it, watch the movie and ignore anything else!!

Like a motionless statue, I didn't take my eyes off the screen and focused on the movie with my whole mind, even though it was a complete piece of shit with no idea, just full of jumpskers and no deeper thoughts.

"I was so scared" We walk out of the hall while my arm is still trapped between her breasts as Amber clings to me with fear.

"So why did you choose this movie? I'm looking anywhere but a tight t-shirt to burst.

"My friends said it was a great movie, but it was too scary"

Scary? The whole movie was just about a couple of curious punks crawling through an old World War II military bunker, how complete idiots throw a party there and turn the whole bunker on.
Then two hours of fleeing through the monster that was the military project SUPER SOLDIER followed, and when they woke him up, he started hunting and killing everyone.
Shit of all shits, I would prefer to ask for the money back and also compensation for the lost time.

"Yeah it was scary, but it's just a movie, you don't have to worry" I try to carefully get Amber off of me before we get into the crowd.

"Aren't you afraid?

"No it's just a movie"

"You're so brave" She's all over me now and she definitely has no plans to let me go.

I manage to get her out of me by saying that I won't let the monster take her, but only if she holds my hand and doesn't squeeze me.
Smiling sunshine Amber walks next to me with her fingers intertwined, if someone who doesn't know us met us, he would think we are a couple.
That's also why we get all the attention from the surroundings.

"It's already so dark outside? Amber will stop when we go outside.

"Time flies when you're having fun" I'm such an idiot, the only thing we did was walk towards the exit after we left the cinema.

"That's true" She laughs.

"I'll see you again sometime" But I'm not leaving, Amber is still holding my hand and won't let go.

"You're going to let me go alone? She'll expand her already big enough lakes.

"Do you want me to accompany you? I gave up without trying to fight, there's no point in arguing that she lives nearby and there are lamps everywhere, no, I have to accompany her because the monster from the movie might find her.

"I would be very grateful to you" She says unnecessarily seductively.

Of course, after a few steps she clings to me that I can barely walk, if she could she would jump into my arms.....

"Awww" She stumbles and falls to her knees.

“Are you okay? I lean towards her with my hand out.

"I guess... oh... no, I probably twisted my ankle" She looks at me like a lost and desperate kitten, if she had cat ears, they would be down to complete the drama.

"Then tell me where to go" I lift her up, with surprising effort, I didn't expect that the skinny girl could weigh so much.

"Am I heavy?? With her hands over her mouth, she hypnotizes me with eyes that want me to say what she expects.

"You're not heavy, but surprisingly you weigh more than you look" I laugh as Amber blushes.

Carrying the golden angel while I'm intoxicated by the concentrated scent, we reach the house where she lives, I want to put her on the ground and say goodbye, but she grabs my neck.
She said that I can't let her walk up the stairs alone injured, what if she falls and kills herself?
Women always dramatize everything, can't she jump on one leg or something? after all, she works out and runs almost every day.
I wasn't going to argue with her so I just walked into the empty house with her help and carried her to her bedroom, but that wasn't enough for her.

"Don't you want me to undress and cover you and kiss you for goodnight? I'm joking, but her face doesn't take it as a joke.

"How am I supposed to do it alone when I'm injured? She says as if it were a matter of course.

She's crazy, even if we actually had a real date and were a couple now, it's still inappropriate...right?
I put her on the bed and I want to give her privacy.

"I'm going to need your help with this" Laying on the bed with her arms outstretched above her head, her unzipped skirt looks at me.

I'm hot, this isn't right, I'm not going to undress her, she doesn't need an anklet for that, of course, it's just a game, but I don't want to play.

"You will have to make up your own mind, I have to go now" I turn and leave.

"No please don't go" She falls off the bed to the floor in confusion.

I pick her up from the ground and sit her on the bed while we stare into each other's eyes as I kneel in front of her.
Without hesitation, Amber removes her t-shirt to reveal a white lace bra that sags under the weight of her breasts.
When I turn from where I put the T-shirt, Amber is again waiting for me to help her with the tight leather skirt.
I stop thinking rationally when I see her half-naked in bed, looking eagerly at me with reddened cheeks.

"Take it off me" She says seductively as I kneel next to her.

I grab the bottom of her skirt for the stronger scent and want to pull it off normally, but Amber lifts her legs up in the air so that now her skirt is at her knees and I'm burying my face right in front of her ass in her lacy white panties.
Amber bends her knees so I can pull her skirt down, but she just won't let me take her, just slips from her fingertips, grabs my hand and pulls me between her spread legs.
I didn't fight back, I'm so horny that I'd rather jump on her myself, which I don't even have to because now she's lying under me.

We lie on the bed, her legs hold my waist in pincers while the smell of vanilla intoxicates me.

"You're not going to let me take the rest off myself" She places my hand on her breast.

My hand begins to move on its own only to the sounds of a sweet purring, with a faint click the bra loosens, which is now rolling on the ground.
I can feel her hands running under my t-shirt on my skin and moving lower and lower as I suck on her breasts.

Why am I doing this? Where did all the strong talk go? In the end, I'm just as wretched as everyone I despise
how could i fall so low?
Where is my pride? Where is my determination? It was all consumed by the shadow of lust, the shadow that I despised and promised myself that I would not let it control me.
And how did it turn out? I'm ridiculous, I don't deserve to find love when I can't even change or follow my own rules.
Wait... change? What does it remind me of?

You don't have to be a jerk for people to like you.

That's it, that's what the sweet voice told me, why instead of licking her breasts, I'm not looking for the girl who told me that.
Why did I let it go this far, enough is enough.

It's like I'm waking up from a vanilla-intoxicated dream and I'm staring at the pink lipstick that's typical of Amber as she lies naked and moans in pleasure.
I look down over the bare breasts, slim belly, at the golden triangle between her legs with wide hips, between which there is something else, it's me, it seems that I woke up just as I started to enter her.

"Go on baby, I want to feel you all inside me" Amber moans lustily as her smooth thighs shake.

It's just that I don't want to, it was a big mistake to just let myself be talked into having a meal together, I should have guessed that it would turn out like this, although Amber is not a whore, but that doesn't change the fact that when she wants someone, she will get him.
I get up and wordlessly start to get dressed, I don't care that I'm annoying her and that I won't be among people, but this doesn't feel right to me.

"What are you doing? Why are you getting dressed? She sits on the bed, confused.

"Sorry, I've lost myself for a moment, I have to go" I leave the room as a disheveled Amber sits naked on the bed as the door closes behind me.

Happiness or Suffering?

I've never woken up in the morning feeling more depressed about what's to come... I guess.
I'm staring at the ceiling thinking about yesterday, I'm afraid I've ruined my life, just one sad or angry expression from sunshine Amber and my life will be over at that moment.

Until now, I was just an outcast, nobody noticed me much or I was ignored completely.
The idea of them showing interest in me would be nice, but they wouldn't be nice.

I struggle to sit on the bed in the sunlit room and regretfully walk through the room full of tissues I accumulated last night.

After my morning hygiene, I sit at the table and eat toast.

I keep thinking about that night, sitting naked Amber beautiful as a flower, longing for me.
This is something I did not imagine even in my wildest imaginations, absolutely unreal.
After all, the night before yesterday she marked me as nobody.
The day after, she seduces me like a horny doe, so what the fuck?
Since I've never been a woman, I probably won't understand.

From childhood I was brought up to take care of my body, because a healthy body is a healthy mind.
Regularly every morning I go for a short run and some strength training, but nothing extra.
I've always wanted to see what it looks like at the local gym, but I'd stick out there and not be able to relax, so I go to the forest outside the city.
Since few people like nature, I am always alone here and I have peace.

After running three kilometers, some stretching and finally strengthening my own body with the help of trees, I take a walk through a beautifully colored forest with hints of approaching autumn.

I love nature, I could easily spend whole days here, the peace, birdsong, beautiful smells and colors, there is nothing more beautiful.
Or at least I thought so until recently.

Just to be clear, I'm not a virgin, I've already been with a few girls, I even had a relationship, but fuck! I have never seen a body as beautiful as Amber's in my life, no wonder she is so popular and everyone will do anything for her if they think they can get into her panties.

Even I, for all my principles and rules, almost succumbed to her.
Someone would say: Don't be stupid, take while she gives.
Maybe he's right, since I was so close, I could have finished it straight away.
But if someone you knew only by sight came up to you and offered you a million dollars for no reason, would you take it?

Looking at the city clock that rises in the middle of the city, I see that it is lunch time.
Unfortunately, this means that I have to go into a hole full of hyenas, who will definitely be gnashing their teeth at me, just so I can eat.

I don't plan to change clothes, I'm kind of hungry and I don't want to go home anymore.
I walk through the city in long sports leggings and a tight T-shirt with the thought of a full stomach overpowering all other thoughts.

I go up to the first floor along with a bunch of people streaming through the mall.
With a great appetite for pizza, I make my way through the crowd of people and with my peripheral vision I notice that I have passed a table where Amber is sitting with her friends and having a good time.
I don't want to look at them, but a moment of weakness caused my gaze to land on a blonde with pink lipstick, who is staring at me and not very kindly.
Of course she immediately noticed me in the crowd and it wasn't that her friends didn't notice, I immediately break eye contact and continue walking.

"What did that shit do to you?! I hear someone yell, I disappear into the crowd and go somewhere else.

This won't go well, I'll probably have to learn to cook and never show up here again, or I'll have to go to the other side of town where there are other restaurants.
It's getting more and more dangerous here.

I really wish I had been stronger yesterday to shoo her away immediately, it just made my life more complicated.
After eating at my favorite restaurant, where there were more people than usual at this time, I gather my strength before returning to the dangerous first floor.
As soon as I close the door from the staircase, I find myself back in a busy hall where people flow between shops.
I don't even have time to relax and there is already a group of twenty people standing in front of me, apparently waiting for me.

“What did you do to Amber you bastard?!

I quickly turn and walk away.

"HEY! STOP! Called the running group from behind.

I run through corridors and staircases, zigzag between people and don't stop until I hear footsteps behind me, I don't want to give anyone a chance to catch up with me, so I run through the parking lot where I avoid moving cars.
With a pounding heart I can hardly catch my breath, I find that they are everywhere.

I almost can't feel my legs anymore when I run down all the floors to the basement, where another group was waiting for me, and I fly up the second staircase all at once to the open roof, where I lean on the railing and watch the view and exhale with the feeling that my heart will fall out of my throat.

"I totally screwed up, I was afraid it would end up like this, but why would she need to let me be chased around the mall by a bunch of people? I can breathe a sigh of relief when the door doesn't open behind me for a long time.

"Maybe because you dumped me like I wasn't good enough for you?

If I was sweaty until now, Now I literally bathe in sweat, staring stiffly at the streets full of houses drowning in greenery.

"You're not talking to me? Amber asks coldly, standing behind me.

"How did you find me? How is it possible that she is here.

"You're such a moron! I get such a kick in the back of the ribs when I'm pressed against the railing, it really hurt.

“What's your problem? Snapped out of my question, I turn to face her on the empty roof where it's just the two of us.

"What kind of problem could I possibly have? For example, the fact that you left me for the second time without a single word! She looks at me with a stern expression.

"Since when do you have such a need to talk to me?

"Stop playing the victim! Start acting like a man!!

If I had a diary in which I would write the least probable things, I could just cross out, the angry scream of sunshine Amber.

“It's all your fault, why did you do this to me?” The blonde's expression changes from angry to sad.

“How can you be so heartless? She curls pink lips with tears running down them.

She wipes away her tears in endless crying, while I stand as if scalded.
What about the sudden change in emotions?
I was expecting screaming, hate and a fight with her bodyguards for insulting her honor, but this is the last thing I would have thought of.
When I think about it like that, I start to say it suspiciously often.

The whole time I thought it was just her game, just another ploy to get what she wanted and then she would move on.
Should she need to expend so much strength just for the sake of playing?
Everything looks so real now, no one could pretend so well... I hope.

Without seeing me or hearing through her cries that I am coming to her, she allows herself to be hugged without a single sign of fear or surprise.
I don't say anything, I just hold her in my arms and wait for her to calm down.
When I already feel that she has mistaken me for a pillow, because she has not cried for a long time, she is just curled up in my arms, I want to pull her away from me, but she holds on to me.

"Do you want to get rid of me again? She says sadly.

"You're just comforting me because you feel stupid that a girl is crying in front of you and you don't do anything, you end up leaving without saying a word just like last night?" she says into my T-shirt which she is holding on to tightly.

After a moment of silence, she raises her red eyes to me.

"I'm sorry Sky, for everything I've ever done to you"

I don't know what shocks me more, that she apologized or that she knows my name.
No one ever calls me by my name, probably because they think it's too good for me, that's why I'm so surprised that she knows my name, she even said it as if she had known my name for years and used it regularly.

“Sky, I'd like to be your girl…will you be my boyfriend?” She rests her head on my shoulder and nuzzles into my neck.

How could I say no to something like that? Half of me had already succumbed to her, her constant persuasion, crying, beauty and fragrance had sunk deep under my skin.
But the other half still feels the danger and shows it by a very strong unpleasant feeling about this situation.

"I can't" I say, Amber grabs my arms with a convulsion, tears in her eyes, she takes a breath to say something.

"Let me finish" I close her mouth with a finger.

"It's true that you're beautiful, you can be nice and friendly, but that's all I know about you, I can't be in a relationship with someone I don't know" Meanwhile, the blonde appropriated my hand, which she pressed to her lips.

“Do you mean you're going on another date with me? Her gaze meets mine.

"I will only go if you stop subtly seducing me with everything you do"

I expected her to scream with joy and jump about how happy she is, but nothing like that.
She just smiles, closes her eyes with a kiss on my palm and puts her face in it.

"I'm so excited" Open her eyes as if she just woke up, with a cute smile.

We walk up the stairs side by side, but Amber is suspiciously quiet.
Normally she's the one who's always talking, laughing and always moving, but now she's walking beside me like she's lost her voice.
Looking at her, I noticed that she wants to grab my hand, but every time her hand gets close to mine, she hesitates and my hand disappears in the movement.

"Do you want anything? I'll stop by.

“Could we hold hands? She asked surprisingly shyly.

"Are you going to play the shy girl now?

"You said I shouldn't try to seduce you" She stands facing me, with a visible frown.

"You must have misunderstood me, I don't mind if you hold my hand or hug me, I don't like it when you accidentally show your cleavage or another part of your body so that I can do what you want me to do.

"I guess that's normal, it's a reward for you" She says in surprise as we continue down the stairs hand in hand.

"I don't think it's normal at all, it's as crazy as if you wanted ice cream but didn't have money, so instead of asking the ice cream man if he would be willing to give it to you for free, or pay the next day, you came to him and gave give him a blowjob instead of money" The blonde becomes even more silent.

I stop in shock and let go of her hand.

“Really? I can't believe what I just found out.

With an averted gaze, Amber stands next to me and holds her hands.

"Nobody ever told me it wasn't normal, I didn't find anything strange about it"

"Maybe this is a mistake, we are both from completely different worlds" I continue down the stairs.

"Don't judge me, it's not my fault that in the life I live in is this normal" She hurries after me, because I sped up.

"I'm not judging you, I just felt sick for a moment" I hear her rustle her sneakers.

"You act like you're perfect! You've never done anything like that and you've never slept with a girl you found drunk in a bar somewhere, you've never seduced a girl who was desperate, you've never influenced a girl with sweet words to do what you want her to do" She's breathing fast as she tries to catch up with me.

"ha ha ha.. Sure, every day...." I laugh with the thought in my mind.

Amber jumps down the last few steps to the mezzanine and waits for me to reach her, wearing a short fabric skirt and a light blue T-shirt.

“You seriously have NEVER done anything like that? She tilts her head to look at my face, wanting an answer.

“No… do you want to know why? I walk down the last few steps and stand one step taller than her, leaning towards her with my hands on her shoulders up to the golden hair that hides her ear while she smells of vanilla.

"Because I respect women and I don't consider them just walking gloryholes" I whisper, let her go, walk around her and leave.

Stunned, Amber takes a moment to process her thoughts and stand motionless, but after a while she runs to catch up with me.

"I'm glad no one likes you" She laughs looking at my expression.

"Because this way I can have you all to myself" She smiles and happily walks by my side while our fingers are intertwined.

Amber didn't like it when I told her that I wouldn't hold hands with her in public.
After yesterday's experience, when almost the entire shopping center watched us as Amber dragged me by the hand to the cinema, I said to myself that I really don't want to go through that again.
I don't mind attention, I don't want to be an attraction.

"What are we going to do today? The blonde asks when she notices that I'm walking towards the exit of the building.

"Nothing today, I haven't changed or taken a bath since morning, I have to clean up at home and do some shopping, we'll leave that for another time"

I, the fool, thought that she would simply say - That's a shame, so tomorrow?

No, that didn't happen, so now I'm opening the door to my house and she's walking through behind me.
Amber looks around the living room, which is connected to the kitchen by a bar table, next to which there are stairs to the upper floor.

"It's nice here, do you live here with someone?

"No, I live here alone" I lead Amber to the couch.

“Really? It's big enough for one, don't you feel alone?

"I got used to it"

“Are you mad that I wanted to go with you? She sits down on the couch.

"I... sorry, I'm going to take a shower" I shove the TV remote into her hand and leave.

The warm water falls on my face, I stand motionless with my head tilted back and think about Amber who doesn't want to leave me even for a moment.
I really wish that all this was not just a nice dream, or just a play that someone is playing on me, I really want to succumb to it.
It's so hard to reject and push away such a beautiful and apparently kind girl like her.
Amber has always seemed so unattainable, like an angel hovering over us all and now she's crying in my arms, holding my hand, begging me to spend time with her, she's even at my house now.

“Am I scared? The words fall out of me like stone and scare me at the same time.

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK

“Sky, Where's your bathroom? I hear her call from behind the door.

"Second door at the end of the corridor" I answer without thinking.

When I realize what's behind that door, there's a small bathroom, but also. "I didn't clean the bedroom!!

I run out of the shower without drying off with only a towel around my waist and break the door to the bedroom.

"I see you've been thinking about me a lot, I felt the exact same way when you left yesterday" She looks back at me seductively and examines my wet body in just a towel while holding the handkerchief she picked up from the ground.

"I even looked like this everywhere" She comments that I'm all wet.

"Why do you think I thought of you? I had absolutely no idea how to react to this situation. The only thing that was clear to me was that there was no point in denying what the handkerchiefs were for.

She doesn't let go and walks towards me while her gaze travels over my body.

"All your big talk about how you're better than all of us and how you can control yourself and have your own rules and principles, yet you're just like me" She drops the tissue on the ground.

"Just calm down" I say to the wild blonde who unexpectedly jumps on me and knocks me to the ground.

I don't have the strength to throw her off me, all my will is lost in kisses and her literally hot body sitting on top of me, while she moves my hands from her shoulders to her breasts.

"That's enough, we have to stop" I manage to say when she detaches from my lips for a moment.

"I don't know how" She lays all over me and starts kissing my neck while I feel the heat of her whole body, which turns me on.

Amber senses it immediately and starts rubbing her panties under the loose cream skirt against my crotch.
She sits up and with her hands resting on my chest she wets her breasts between them, intensifying her movements.
It's unbelievable how well she can do it, because if I didn't have a towel on and didn't prevent her free movement by holding her thighs, I would have cum already.

Her hand cools me pleasantly under the towel, which is thrown away in a moment, and instead there is her head with her ass pouted towards me, her skirt cut short enough for me to see the seductive curve of her panties.
Electricity runs through me and with every movement of her tongue, with every kiss, the touch of her lips and teeth, my arms and legs twitch with pleasure.

“Should I stop? Leaning on her elbows, she kisses my thigh and wipes the drool from her lips.

The last gate is breached! I hear my conscience scream as I grab her leg and pull her sweet ass in front of my face.
Amber yelps in surprise when I tear her wet panties and throw the scraps aside, she wants to say something about it, but suddenly she is unable to control what she says when I bury my face between her legs.
It's just a fight for who will do the other better, the minutes fly by with constant moaning and shaking bodies with excitement.

"You are a respectable opponent, but you are defeated" She sits on my stomach with her back to me, she turns to look at me and wipes her mouth and licks her fingers from my seed.

"Because I let you win" I laugh and enjoy the fading best blowjob I've ever received as I suppress the thought of the ice cream man.

“That sounds tempting, shall we make a bet? She lays on her back on top of me with our heads next to each other.

"I'll make a bet with you if you want, but keep in mind that I hate people who break their word" I try to say it so that it doesn't sound like I'm specifically referring to her.

"You don't have to worry about that, I won't break my word, I swear" She ritually kisses her two fingers as proof of her truthfulness and continues.

"If you can make me cum within ten seconds, I will admit that you are better than me and I will grant you any wish" She smiles.

"I'll take it" I smile with the idea of what I will order her.

"But, if you don't succeed, you'll have to make love to me until sunrise as if it's the last time in your life" She drools and stares at the ceiling drowning in the thought.

She sits down to take off her t-shirt and bra because she is hot, I push her bare back until I feel her breasts on my legs, on which she lays down and shows me her red and sensitive little flower above which is the skirt.

I pull her up to my face, my hands run over her ass and thighs, my fingers caress her skin and find out how sensitive she is "One....two" Amber counts.
I start to ride tongue on the hot valley and one finger is added, after a while two fingers sink into her. "ThR..ee....FOur....F..f.fivvve" in my calves, her trembling nails are clamped as soon as I start to fully stimulate her most sensitive places. "SIIII..six!....SSSAA..evenAAA... NNNN!!! Humbled Amber is lying on the floor where I put her, as the orgasm fades away causing her to tremble.

She rolls over on her back and takes off her skirt because she's still hot and remains lying there already completely naked with her eyes closed.

"I didn't expect you to make it"

"That brings me to my win" I put on my trunks.

"I humbly acknowledge that you are better than me"

"Thank you, it was a pleasure playing with you" We laugh.

“What will be your wish? She looks at me lasciviously.

"I'll tell you my wish later" I give her my hand and help her stand up.

"How later? I can't stay here long, my house is halfway across the city, I'll be happy if I can make it in the daylight, or are you saying this so that I can stay here with you for the night?"

The idea of not being home alone really intrigued me, but it was enough for her to be here for a few minutes and we were both naked.
A diabolical thought arises in Semi's mind, well, it's time to find out what this sweet girl is made of.

"I'll be happy if you stay here"

"Really?! I'd love to" I enjoy her soft warm body in my embrace.

"In that case, since we've sweated a lot, we need to wash up first, do you want to take a shower together? Amber's eyes light up like a child at Christmas when she hears this.

We stand together in the shower, covered with white tiles, under a stream of water that is not wide enough for both of us, so we sometimes squeeze each other even though we shouldn't, there is another shower hose on the wall, but we both pretend it doesn't exist.
After a while I take the shampoo and as soon as I stand behind her, I start washing her hair and she makes it clear that she is enjoying it.

She takes a step back and snuggles up to me, but I push her under the shower to rinse off the shampoo from her head and then start washing her body with soap.
The elaborate back from fitness and running is soft but firm to the touch, as well as the neck, shoulders, stomach, bottom and long smooth legs between which my hands travel all the way until I gently touch the hot valley.

"What are you up to? First you push me away from you and now you touch me as if I belonged to you? I should probably push you away from me this time too" She says it, but she doesn't even touch the hand that runs over her body.

She doesn't make the slightest effort to stop me, even as I press her against me and wash her big breasts while my wood slides between her thighs.

"Hhmmmmmmmmm...First impenetrable and once he feels the pleasure, he wants more. Typical man...aaaahhh hmmmmmm" One of my hands slowly goes down her body and teases her clit.

In pleasure, she starts leaning forward, grabs my penis and wants to have it inside her, but she can't because she is shaking with pleasure.
She twists her ass and rubs against me while moaning constantly, I feel how I entered her with my tip in a moment but I slip out, I press her all to my body and we rub against each other in the foamy soap.

Amber moves her hips back and forth, I feel more and more juice coming out of her that lubricates our friction, I tease her hard nipples and when I bite her neck she lets out a long sweet moan, which is helped by the pressing of her clit.
She can't take it anymore and she tries to have me inside her again, because she can't do it from behind, so she turns me around and with one leg bent in the air, she pulls me by the penis once to her entrance, while she leans on my shoulder with one hand.
I lean her against the wall, grab her hands and lift her above her head, while I kiss her, I hold both of her hands, one and the other I run over her face, which I kiss, her neck, breast and pink little nipple, which I play with until she moans.
I continue along her stomach to her crotch where I am the tip inside her and she circles her hips with pleasure and tries to go lower so that he is all inside her, but I keep holding her hands above her head so that she cannot go lower.

I continue to tease her clit, as soon as I feel her hot with juices running down her thighs and quick moaning breaths between kisses, I let go of her hands, grabbing her bent leg and her hip with my other hand.
Amber, with the vision that I will finally enter her, grabs my neck and is still shaking close to orgasm.

"YEEES!.. continue, I'm gonna cum from this" I drive into her very slowly and feel her leg breaking, I don't even penetrate half of her and I go out with her shaking hard, I step away from her and start with myself wash off the soap.

A red-hot horny wet blonde who barely stands and looks at me in disbelief for a moment, full of the passion of desire that I deprived her of.

"WHAT? FOR...Why did you stop? I was so close to cum" She stares at me for a moment, taken aback.

"How about we finish it in bed? I say as sweetly as I can while I hold her chin and pull her towards me.

Amber runs into the bedroom and jumps on the big bed where she is waiting for me impatiently.
I walk over to her and stand in front of the bed, Amber sits on the edge and takes me in her mouth just to wet me while I hold her wet hair out of the way.

After a while, I push her so that she lies on the bed, she moves a little further so that we can both be on it.
With her legs spread, she beckons me to her, and with her hands she impatiently guides me into her.
As soon as we touch, Amber starts circling her hips, moaning and begging me to keep going, to give her what she wants, to destroy her.

"YES..GIVE IT TO ME ALREADY" She moans and shakes with desire.

But I don't move, while I'm still above the charming blonde who is biting her lip and pulling my ass with her hands.

"It's time for me to tell you my wish" I smile.

"What? Now? So talk, but quickly, I can't take it anymore" Amber, almost oblivious to reality, doesn't notice my smile, which widens to bare teeth.

"You mustn't touch your crotch, or mine, until sunrise" I enjoy her gradually realizing look that fades into a stiff Fright.

“This is a joke right? Amber can't believe her ears and laughs nervously.

"Of course not, that's my wish, I believe you can handle it, because you would never break your promise, would you? I caress her ass and kiss her cheek.

"I..ummm..I never" She answers desperately, while my hard cock is still touching her.

"That's good because I only have one bed and I'd hate it if I couldn't sleep because of some naughty girl in it" I laugh and caress her cheek.

I cleaned up as I needed to while Amber tries to help me but can't concentrate.
Sometimes she does more harm than good, but at least she's fun.

"Leave me alone" She whines desperately as I secretly come up to her and stroke her or touch her so that she likes it.

“I thought this is what you wanted all along, or you don't? I tell her softly, licking her ear that sticks out of her heavy wet hair.

"Y...yeah...but not like that, how can you be so mean? She leans against the table in weakness, showing off her long legs and wet thighs that adorn a smooth toned ass that peeks out from under her not-so-long shirt to cover everything..

"I didn't expect you to like it so much" I laugh but she throws a mixture of emotions at me from hatred to despair and lust burning with a gigantic flame.

"Why don't you just leave me alone? Do you think I'm suffering a little?" She gets up and takes the last of the trash to the trash.

"I need you to keep me warm in bed, I don't like to sleep in the cold" I walk to the kitchen counter with a laugh.

I like that she hasn't given up, not that I have to wipe the floor or furniture everywhere after her, even though she wipes herself, everything is still wet under her.
After the meal we watched a movie, of course I didn't let the lonely poor girl watch alone, I pulled her close and cuddled her so she wouldn't be sad, I'm glad I have a leather couch.
After the evening hygiene, we went to bed together and before I went out, I noticed that Amber had tears in her eyes.

“What's going on? I ask.

"I probably can't stand it, I feel like I'm going to explode" they turn their big lakes on me, they are full of despair and the desire to cancel the wish.

"I trust you, you're a strong girl" I kiss her cheek goodnight and turn off the light.

I hug her and am about to fall asleep when I realize how hot she is, I hope she doesn't catch fire.
I run my hand down to her crotch, where she is completely hot as if she were melting steel.
She must be experiencing lust like crazy, I probably wouldn't be able to stand it either.
Well done girl, you earn my respect, don't screw it up.

You Too?

The rustle of colorful leaves, which is more frequent every day, accompanies my every step.
I'm running the third lap of my three-kilometer track, which I know by heart, so I don't care that it's dark and it's hard to see, because it's still far from sunrise.

With regular controlled breathing, I concentrate on running, trying to banish any other thoughts about yesterday.
Even though music helps me focus and relax, it has no effect today.

I'm running the fifth lap when it starts to light up and I'm almost sprinting through the forest, unable to clear my head yet.
Regular breathing has turned into gasping while I'm drenched in sweat.

The first morning ray touches me, I force myself to speed up, more and more, to overcome the pain and burning muscles that want to end this suffering.

"FUCK! I'll take the headphones off my head.

“How could this happen? I'm kneeling on the dirt road.

“Whenever I'm with her… why can't I control myself?

I walk through the empty streets of the city, because it is too early for a local.
Ever since I moved here, I've noticed that it's different here.
For example, there are more young people than adults living here, almost none of the residents work, everyone would think that they are probably rich, but that is not the case.
You won't find wealth here, but neither will the poor, thieves, door-to-door sellers, or other charlatans who would try to take money from people.

"I'm sorry" I rammed thoughtfully into the girl who apparently wasn't looking where she was going either.

“Are you okay? I'm holding the pink haired girl by the shoulders so she doesn't fall to the ground.

"I'm fine"

I let her go and look at her, I've never seen her here when I giggle at the thought of what just happened.

"Sorry, I'm not laughing at you" I noticed that I offended her.

"I just find it funny that we bumped into each other on a completely empty sidewalk" I giggled again.

"There's no need to try to comfort me" Still downcast, she steps away.

This sounds familiar enough, like I've been in a similar situation before, even her voice sounds familiar to me.
I stop the dejected girl looking at the ground before she gets around me.

“Um.. I don't mean to be rude, but may I know your name?

"Dian" She stands in front of me as if I wants to rob her.

"Nice to meet you Dian, I'm Sky, I'd like to apologize again, I wouldn't want you to have a bad day because of such a misunderstanding"

"I.. thanks for the apology" She relaxes a little.

"Is something else going on, Dian? I'm surprised she's still so depressed.

As soon as I asked, Dian put her hands to her mouth and looked up at me slightly, as if I was asking for her hand in marriage, I even have the feeling that she is hiding a smile behind her hands.
Whatever is wrong with that girl, there's probably more to it than our encounter.

"Nothing new has happened, it's just that everything I do ends in disaster" Again she lowers her eyes.

The bell of the town clock echoes through the air, waking the girl to life and leaving with a farewell.

"Don't worry Dian, everything will turn for good one day, you just have to believe in it and give it your all" I call after her as she leaves and waves to me again.

It doesn't take long and I see a two-story house in white, where I'm heading with the thought of a bath.

"Welcome home love" Amber hangs on me in just a shirt like a baby monkey.

She presses against me and wraps her legs around my waist like she hasn't seen me in a year, but I give her a hug too.
Despite the way she is, this kind of welcome is sweet, it's always at moments like this that I want to ditch everything and be just another toy of hers.

"Thank you for the sweet message, I'm glad you think of me"

"It was just a little thing" I answer, surprised that this is exactly what made her so happy.

"Not for me"

She never ceases to amaze me.
Every time I went somewhere, someone gave her lots of gifts, and it was never cheap, but I've never seen her so happy.

"What are you doing here anyway? Why aren't you still in bed? I'm carrying Amber to the living room where I'm going to put her down.

"I couldn't sleep when I found out you weren't here, then I noticed your message that you went for a run and you'll be back soon, so I thought I'd make you breakfast" She points to the bar where the plate is lying.

"You can cook? I look at the omelet with toast in surprise.

Amber walks around the brown wooden bar and sets up the other sides.

"A little bit" she shrugs.

"But I couldn't do more, there's nothing left" She says while I'm tasting.

"It's good" I say to the silence as I see her waiting to see if I like it.

She smiles and happy as a flea watches me eat.

"There's nothing here because a certain person didn't let me do the shopping yesterday" I remarked and pushed the plate with the rest of the omelette and half of the toast.

She pulls the plate towards her as if I'm giving her something valuable.
Afterwards, I leave her saying that I'm going to take a bath and let her get ready, then we'll go to town.

After a quick shower, I lie down in the hot water, which relaxes not only the sore muscles, but also the mind.

"That looks nice" Reviews the hot rose water Amber I didn't hear coming.

"What are you doing here? I told you to go get ready" I lie with my eyes closed.

"I need to wash up too and I don't want to be alone, how about I crawl in with you?

I look over at Amber kneeling in front of the tub, one hand circling in the water.
She smiles at me and waits for me to invite her.

"So take a shower here"

She wasn't very pleased with my answer, she got up without saying a word and to make it clear to me what I missing, she posed under the shower like a model for a photo shoot.
I had to close my eyes, it was impossible to relax when she was twisting that beautiful ass before me.
The shower turns off and wet footsteps echo through the room.
A flood of water flows over the tiled floor from the bathtub she has stuffed herself into.
We intertwine our legs to fit in and in the silence we enjoy the warm water.

“Are you looking forward to the party today? She asks after a while.

"I don't know of any"

"That's not possible, everyone knows about it and everyone will be on it"

"Except for me, apparently"

"Now you know about it"

"That doesn't mean I'm going there"

"Are you going to let me go alone?

"Why do I have to be there?

"Tonight is very important to me, I would like you to be there with me"

"....."

"Please, you will make me very happy. After all, you will not leave me there alone with all those nagging men who will harass me"

"Fine, I'll go, but I'm not looking forward"

I'm waiting for Amber in the living room before she gets dressed so we can finally go to town and I can do some shopping when I hear a scream from the bedroom to which I immediately run.
I hurry through the door and look at Amber who is standing in front of the mirror with a rag in her hand.

“What's going on? I'm going to her.

"This is a disaster, I won't be able to leave the house like this" She puts a pink torn piece of fabric in my hand and looks in the mirror.

For a moment I didn't understand what it is about, but then I realized what I holding in my hand, that's why she turns in front of the mirror and looks at how much she can see under her skirt.

"Kneel down and see if you can see anything" Panicker poses in front of the mirror.

I open the fabric and laugh, this is funny.

“you have these panties with a hint what's in them? I'll show you the sheer fabric with the kitten on the front.

"I never thought of that" We both start laughing.

"But tell me if I can go somewhere like this"

"Of course, who would look under your skirt? Out of interest, I turn around and throw the cloth on the bed.

"You are different, no matter where I am, everyone always tries to look between my legs, even though they think they are inconspicuous.
What will I do if I have nothing to cover myself with? I don't want everyone to be able to just look at me" Desperately she looks at me.

"We'll just go to the store and you'll buy a new one to wear right away"

Amber takes one more look at her back in the mirror and pulls her skirt down.

Finally, we walk through the city where it is already alive, we walk through the sun-drenched city where no one is in a hurry, rather they wander the streets, talk to each other, or calmly go somewhere.
I will probably never get used to this lazy city.
Even though it's almost autumn, the wind isn't blowing that much, so the nervous Amber, who expects embarrassment with every step, because she has a light skirt that can be lifted even by a flying butterfly, doesn't stress so much.
Everyone we pass by greets us, well... no one greets me, they just look at me unpleasantly.
But it's still nice to have at least some interest from the people around... morons.

I can see Amber relax as we walk into the mall, which is probably never empty, as if it were the center of the planet.
we walk along the street with constant greetings and looks, until now I noticed how the boys were looking at her, as if everyone was undressing her with their eyes.
Unfortunately, there are no clothing stores on the ground floor, so we have to take the escalator, we walk side by side in silence, looking at the approaching store.

After a while of driving, I see Amber pressing her fingers into the armrest and looking more and more unhappy, one look was enough and I knew what was bothering her.
I look back and see a guy who is so impudent that in the crowded mall in front of everyone, he follows us and keeps bending lower and lower to see under her skirt.
It pissed me off, but I can't get upset and reveal that she doesn't have underwear on, so I just pulled her skirt from the front so that it pressed against her ass, but at least it wasn't visible underneath.
Stiff amber grabs my hand holding the skirt and gives me a grateful look, while I'm killing the guy with my eyes.

"That's your reward, my hero" Amber says after kissing me in the privacy of the changing room.

"How did you know there was someone spying on you? I'll pull the curtain behind her to give her privacy.

"I didn't know it, I had an unpleasant feeling that it was happening, luckily I have my bodyguard who won't allow anyone to look at me like that" she says cheerfully behind the curtain.

"What do I look like? She pulls back the curtain to reveal her voluptuous profile in nothing but a light blue T-shirt with one leg bent.

"You don't like it? So choose another one" She reacts immediately and shows me other pieces on the benches.

"Take what you want, I don't care" I look at the white thong she's wearing.

"But I want you to like them, I choose them for you, no one else will see them" She winks at me seductively.

After a long selection of panties of which she bought almost ten, she also had to buy matching bras and clothes, I don't understand where she gets the money for that.

"Hi Amber, I see you're picking out new pieces for your wardrobe" The girl in the black dress says.

"Hi Scarlet nice to see you" They hug as I quickly walk away.

“What happened? why aren't you painted?” She exaggerates shock in a high-pitched voice.

"It's a long story, let's just say I was too busy to make it" She hints that some guy is to blame.

"I see, they won't give me a break either, they recently opened a new cosmetics store on the fourth floor, you should go check it out"

"Thanks for the tip, what are you really looking for?

"Nothing much, I'm just going through the stores to see if I can find something I don't already have" She giggles and looks down at the lying bag full of underwear.

"You'll have to go to another part of town, nothing much changes here"

"As far as I can see, neither do you, every time you catch a new guy, you buy underwear just for him, it's all you" She looks at the contents of the bag with a laugh.

"You're wrong this time, it's just that I didn't have anything to wear and I just needed to buy new ones" You can tell from her voice and look that she has great control over herself.

"You don't have to hide anything from me, Hmmmm.. he has interesting taste, so let it work out for you" She leaves with a laugh.

Amber calmly turns and walks towards me with shopping bags.
She doesn't seem to be bothered by what the girl said to her, but as soon as she stops in front of me, the smile disappears from her face.
I wonder how it is possible that since we've been spending time together, Amber has turned from sunshine to a crybaby, but I just pull her close and hug her to comfort her.

"It's not true what she said" .....Snif...

“You mean the panties thing?

"Yeah................ I just don't want you to think I'm some kind of whore" Now she's literally crying in my arms.

"Nothing happened, why are you crying? I squeeze her tighter.

"I don't know if it's a good idea for us to go to that party together"

“What about the sudden change?

"I can't control myself when I'm with you"

It doesn't surprise me...... though..

“What do you think? Amber is waiting for the party dress to be appraised while she spins around and poses.

I decided that it's time to stop worrying so much about what might happen, I'll just jump straight into the darkness of the unknown, which is directly ahead of me.

"You look good, but I don't think it's your style, try these" I give her a dress from the hanger where other pieces are ready.

After trying for a long time to fit in with others as I am and it didn't work, I thought the only option was to change myself, but Amber showed me that it wasn't necessary.
I don't have to change, because it's all just a pretense, it's just a game for friendship that isn't worth any effort anyway.

“What about that dress over there? She's hopping on one leg in just her underwear as she takes off another dress.

It's been a few years since I've lived here, I've never met anyone who cares about friendship, for everyone here it's a word with no deeper meaning, a completely demolished word that has no power.

"Why are you looking at me like that? I notice that Amber is looking at me and still not getting dressed.

"Come to me please" She extends her hands to me in the changing room.

I'm not perfect, I also have my faults and the biggest one was that I tried to push away the only person who ever showed interest in me, who even though she lives in a completely different world and pretending is as natural to her as combing her hair, showed me what she really is.

"Is something wrong? Amber and I are hugging in the closed cubicle.

"No, I just needed it"

Amber, One of the most popular girls, an eternally cheerful scented vanilla who can make friends with a rock, a party-loving, boy-hunting girl, is actually incredibly sensitive and longs for nothing more than love, cuddles and real emotions.

"I'm glad you went with me to pick out clothes, I wouldn't rather go with anyone else, no one else would tell me the truth, they would just nod at me saying that a potato sack suits me" Amber laughs.

“What next? I'm carrying four full bags of clothes.

"I have to look at the shoes, then nothing else, I'll just go home and prepare"

"Don't you want to go check out the beauty shop?

"Why? You said you like me natural?

“Sure, but won't it have a bad effect on your popularity?

"I love when you care about me" She wraps her arms around my arm and hugs me.

If there's something I still have a problem with, it's not really cuddly Amber, it's the looks, everyone around me is looking at me like I stole something from them.
They act as if Amber belongs only to them and I'm stealing from them, it's strange that even the girls look at me like that.

"Don't run away from me" She waves cheerfully at me as she disappears into the bathroom door.

Leaning against the wall with my bags around my feet, I look around the busy hallway and think about what I'll have for lunch today.
I wish I could keep dreaming about the food, but I saw Amber's friends walking in my direction.
I grabbed my bags and immediately walked through the door.

"Please calm down, I'm sorry to be here, but I have no choice" I reassure the panicking girl who was washing her hands in the sink.

Fortunately, she is not hysterical and does not scream, although she is not thrilled that I am there, but in the end she left calmly.
Unfortunately, she was only pretending to be a heroine, as the door closed I heard a cry for help.

“Great, now what?

Knock Knock

“Miss, are you okay? The local security guard is knocking on the cabin door.

"What's going on here? Why are you bothering me here? She's acting upset.

"There's a dangerous man out there somewhere"

"Do I have it under the toilet seat? Leave me alone and go away, this is a women's bathroom, you have nothing to do here" She performs a first-class acting performance.

After checking the other empty booths, the security guard leaves the room.

"I wonder if you came here to hide from a dangerous person? Or are you a wanted person for coming in here because did you miss me? Amber smiles at me sitting on my lap.

"I could say both" My answer earned a kiss.

I don't think Amber was planning on giving me more than one, but one kiss led to another until it turned into something bigger.
There is no point in asking why it turned out that way, the sexual frustration that we both felt strongly was now fully manifested, it was only a matter of time before the need to finish what we denied last night returned.

A light blue T-shirt has fallen to the ground, Amber is sitting on my lap facing me and neither she nor I have the will to pull away.
With a soft pop, the bra loosens and falls to the floor along with my T-shirt.
We don't talk, there's no need, we both know very well what's on our minds, what we want and that it can't be stopped.
I hold tight and pull her ass cheeks and rub the bulging flap under her skirt.
Amber began to bite me passionately and not just a little, her hands run down my stomach and with a hasty movement she unbuttons my pants.
The sound of the zipper turned me into a lustful animal and I picked her up and crashed into the cubicle wall with her legs curled up in my arms.
Her hands went under my trunks and the flame of passion engulfed us in another furious volley of kisses.

Someone slammed the door snapped us out of our trance, and we suddenly realized where we are and what is happening.
I wouldn't believe that I would ever see Amber embarrassed, I don't think it's the first time... I really don't want to think about it.
Both scared of what happened to us, we started to get dressed and left the toilets as best we could.

Choosing shoes wasn't as nice as clothes, we didn't talk much, we didn't even get close, the whole thing was so weird, like we were afraid to even look at each other.

"Sir, something is leaking here" The saleswoman hands me a napkin.

"Thank you" I reply as I look in the mirror in the shoe store.

I couldn't believe my eyes, I must have unconsciously suppressed the pain, but I have bloody bites on my neck, arm, even on my chest.

"You're pretty wild" I laugh at Amber as I wipe the blood off myself.

"I'm sorry" She says very sadly with her head down and a suspiciously large distance away from her.

I call her to me with my hand and then hug her with one arm.

"Are you afraid of me?

"I'm afraid of what I might do to you next"

"Come on, it's nothing"

"But it is! I completely lost control, it was like someone else was controlling my body and I was just watching" Amber says and then I press her to me to calm her down.

"That never happened to you? It can happen to anyone"

"It didn't happen and when I think about it, it scares me"

"Don't worry, I'm here for you, you haven't hurt me and you won't" I kiss her forehead in a flood of golden hair.

After some food, we finally went to buy food so that I would have something at home, I was surprised when Amber offered to pay for it and she immediately put a lot of junk food and other food in her basket.
I didn't ask why she was doing it, I suspected what it was about and it was confirmed to me right after she paid.
Amber took it to mean that she intends to spend a lot of time at my place, she is very funny, apparently she does not intend to leave me even for a minute.
Which changed within a minute.

"I have to go home, it's just time to get ready, it starts in a few hours" Amber says as we walk towards the exit of the mall.

"At least I'll have some peace" I laugh.

"Nope, you'll be extremely sad" She nudges me.

"Ma'am yes Ma'am"

"HA HA, very funny..... will you come see me?

"You said it wasn't a good idea" We walk through town.

"I didn't say that, I said it wasn't a good idea for us to go together as a couple, but that doesn't mean I don't want you there"

“How could we go there as a couple if we're not?

“I thought... you... what more do I have to do so you don't try to get rid of me? She says sadly.

"I'm not trying to get rid of you, not NOW, but that doesn't mean we're an automatic couple"

"So you liked me and you want to be with me? What do you like about me? It turns emotions into the opposite.

"It's fun with you"

"That can't be all" She tosses her thick, shiny hair.

"You smell nice too"

"You don't say anything interesting on purpose, how can I smell when I haven't used perfume since I slept with you?

"Because I can smell your natural scent"

"Oh.... thank you, no one ever told me that" She smiles sweetly.

After walking and talking for a while we came to an intersection where we hugged, said goodbye and kissed each other on the cheek, which didn't please Amber as she wanted a kiss on the lips.

I came home with a bag in each hand when it was getting dark outside.
I don't like it when the days get shorter, you feel like you get out of bed, have breakfast and it's dark.

I unpack the shopping from the bags, strip down to my naked body and finally I can enjoy peace and privacy.
When Amber was here, I couldn't walk around naked, I wouldn't do anything but push her away... Amber is a wild girl and eternally horny.
I should take advantage of the fact that she is not here and not think about her, have some peace just for myself.

In the shower, I look at the narrow wall mirror, which is from the floor to the ceiling, as the water flows over me, it turns red.
I wipe the fogged mirror and see several bites that are bleeding again.
That was the first time I felt real passion from Amber......

"Well, come on, can't I just put her out of my head for a while? The voice echoes in the room.

I don't like to be fashionable, so I only took my favorite shirt with a light hoodie, because as soon as the sun goes down, it's already cold and the only decent jeans I have.

When I walk through the city it is already dark and the only thing that illuminates the surroundings is a few lamps, overall there is not much light in this city.
I'm not in a hurry, I've been going out so that I have enough time to make it to the start of the party.

"See, I said it was him" Three figures stepped out of the shadows and stood in front.

"If you want money, I'll give it to you, there's no need for violence" Other characters are also behind me.

"We don't need money"

“So what do you want from me? I'm looking around for a place to run.

"HE STILL CAN'T GET IT HAHAHAHA" A girl's voice laughs.

"We'll beat you up a bit until you beg us to stop" They approach me.

"Please stop" I try.

"That's a cowardly piece of shit"

"Don't worry, it will only hurt a lot and then not at all" The person in front of me says, a long object appears in his hand.

"Why are you doing this? Don't you have anything better to do? I look back and see that I am approaching the wall.

There's no point in trying to talk to them, apparently they're eager to do so and my only option is to run away.
I stand with my back to the wall while surrounded by six people.
The tallest of them walks up to me, because of the darkness I can't see anyone's face and I don't know their voices.

"You don't have to be ashamed to cry" He mocks me.

As I wait to see what happens next, I see that everyone don't assume I'm going to try to run away and just stand around.
The pole whizzes through the air and I jump back, only for the attacker to react and take a swinging step towards me.
I hit the wall with no way to run, while a pole comes crashing down on my head from the side.

With dust and plaster falling to the ground, the assault weapon bounced right next to my head against the wall I was leaning against.
I took advantage of the attacker's momentary inattention and ran to the others blocking my path.

I knock down the smaller figure in front of me with one kick and run away, amid the screams and hateful calls of my pursuers.

They chased me around town for a long time before I managed to lose them.
I don't understand what this is about, there have never been any gangs or crime here, so why all of a sudden?

"Do you see him anywhere?

"No, I guess the coward ran away"

"He must be here somewhere, look around!

"Just screw him, I don't want to spend the whole night looking for some jerk"

"Look for him and don't piss me off!

"Why? You didn't even tell us why we're doing this!

While they were arguing, I slipped away through the back alleys.
I quickly approach the house from which the music is coming, I quickly look to see if I'm dirty and go inside.

Really, almost everyone is here, I immediately saw Rarity who is tall and everyone is making a circle around her like hungry fish.
I immediately remember the last meeting and I prefer to go further before she notices me and come across a group of girls who are looking at me carefully and whispering something to each other.

"Don't you want to have a drink with us" One of the girls says as I walk past them.

"Yeah come hang out with us"

"No thanks, I'm looking for someone" I continue walking.

"Don't be such a cracker, you will find out that our company will replace anyone" She licks her lips as she looks at me from head to crotch.

The girls are pretty wasted already, which is strange, I don't think I'd come so late.
As I walk through the crowd, I notice that more and more girls are smiling at me and guys are frowning, which is half the nicer looks than I expected.

"Ladies and gentlemen, the most important part of our celebration is about to begin, because I, the GREAT and POWERFUL TRIXIE, have prepared a GREAT and POWERFUL performance for you" A girl in a witch costume calls from the stage into the microphone.

"Don't run from us" A crowd of girls are chasing me.

No matter where I look, I can't find Amber, is it possible that she's so sad that I didn't come that she's gone?

"Just come on stage and be amazed by my awesomeness, my skills will absolutely take your breath away"

"Girls, how about you go hang out without me? I'm tired of them hanging around me.

"You're not going to do that to us are you?

"Yeah, you wouldn't let us drink alone, would you? They squirm lasciviously, showing all the secrets of their bodies in little dresses.

I didn't listen to other arguments why I shouldn't leave them alone, I went on, I have only one reason why I'm here and nothing more.
I can't see her anywhere, I've gone through the whole house but she's nowhere, it's very strange, I take a cup from the snack table and pour something from a ceramic bowl, I never know what I'm actually drinking, all I know is that it's alcohol.
The young people here have a habit of mixing everything together, the only thing I get from it is a real headache and a crazy taste that I still feel for an hour, but it's true that it's worth it.

"And now welcome my GREAT and POWERFUL assistant"

I snap when I see a purple haired tall woman approaching me before she notices me I run away.
This is not going to go well, maybe I really shouldn't have come here.

“What are you doing here? He calls from behind me.

"Nice to see you too Jade" I cross my arms over my chest at a familiar face.

“You know this party is invite only? How about you stop climbing where you don't belong and get out?” He straddles his shoulders to look tough.

"I told you last time, take care of yourself, whether I should be or not is my business" I'm not going to let myself be humiliated like last time.

"Shut your trap! You're no one and you're going to be a tough guy on me?! He approaches me angrily.

"I'd like you to ignore me today, I'm not in the mood to argue with you like a woman"

"You're lucky I have expensive clothes, otherwise I'd sweep the ground with you" Dangerously, Jade, who is known for her tight black pants, leaves.

I lean against the wall and remind myself again why I'm here, I'll just find her, say goodbye to her and leave, nothing more.

AAAHH..!

Someone seems to be enjoying themselves in the toilet cubicle, classic.
I turn around and leave when something stabs me in the back.

"Don't run away from me baby, I have so much more for you" Male vice.

AHHHhhhmm.....

My heart stops, no.. that's not happening right now.
I go to the cabin and listen to see if I heard wrong, but the sudden moan was unmistakable.
In a sudden fit of rage, I kick open the door of the cabin, which the guy slams on his back until he falls to the ground and reveals to me the well-known bulging ass that was covered by the guy.

It hurts and the fact that she's so drunk she can't even stand up on her own doesn't help.

"Thank you for the invitation, happy birthday, I have a present for you, but somehow I don't feel like giving it to you anymore, it's hard to say why" I say calmly with my hands clenched into fists to the girl sitting on the ground who is looking at me with tears in her eyes.

"I..I..I..I" Was all I heard between sobs before I slammed the bathroom door shut.

An aura of hatred for the whole world, but mainly for myself, that I let myself be broken and let someone like her get close to me, literally overflows around me.
I take another cup and drink it all at once, even though I know it won't dull the pain.
I join the dance party where the girls who used to annoy me, who are now wrapped around me like snakes, also dance.
I hear Trixie performing more tricks followed by cheers.

"Are you kidding me?!! What the fuck is this? Says my old acquaintance with a gelled head.

"I said he's here, he's been kind of rude lately" Jade with black pants.

"Wasn't it enough for you last time? Do you want me to repeat it to you? A gelled head makes a hero.

I stop dancing and come up to him with the cup, finish the cup and crumple it up.

"How about you go boo someone else bitch" I throw a plastic cup at his gelled head.

This angered him so much that he punched me in the face and knocked me to the ground, thanks booze slows down reflexes, but it also has its advantages, I don't feel pain.
I get up and wipe my face with my eyes fixed on him.

"I assume you have that kind of stamina in bed too, you slide it in and you're done" I laugh at the completely stupid joke while I'm standing a few centimeters in front of him.

He braced for a second blow but I won't give him a chance to hit me, now he's rolling on the ground with a broken bloody nose after I headbutted him.

"You fucked up!! Jade roars as he runs up to me and gives me a few punches.

"WHAT'S GOING ON HERE?!" Rarity called out.

While I wipe my dewy lip, I look at Jade who is stiff as if his mom was threatening him.

"Stop that right now, this is a celebration not fight club!

Disinterested, I leave without looking at Rarity.
I tentatively sit down at the bar and continue to get drunk with a glass of another mix of alcohol.

"Trixie would like to thank you for the invitation to this wonderful celebration, which together with my lovely assistant Starlight, we could enrich with our show and especially with our presence"

"Where is the birthday girl? Amber come to us and.... what?..... That'll be it for our performance, so lets get this party started!

"I see you're not having a good night either? A familiar voice calls out.

"It could be better" I answer the pink hair.

“What happened Sky? She sits closer.

"What if you started first, I don't really feel like talking right now" I smile sadly at Dian.

"How can I say it, when we met, you motivated me a lot not to give up and so I tried, I baked goodies for this celebration, but no one liked it" She sits sadly.

"Do you like it?

"I think it's good"

"So where's the problem? Fuck them, the important thing is that you like it" My words comforted her until she smiled slightly and handed me a cupcake.

"I made this one for you, I thought you'd be here"

I look at the colorful creamy cupcake sprinkled with rainbow sprinkles and take a bite.

"That's delicious, did you really bake it yourself?" I eat the rest until I'm almost licking my fingers.

"Did you really like it? She lights up like sunshine.

“Yeah, it was perfect, how could anyone not like it?

"Aren't you just saying that to make me happy?

"No, seriously it was great"

"Thank you" Before I knew it, Dian was hanging around my neck and hugging me.

"You can't imagine how long I've wanted to hear those words" A low sad voice comes from her.

I hug her and I feel tears falling in my eyes, all the pain is released in that one hug, I squeeze her tighter, I feel Dian caressing and comforting me without knowing what is happening.
It's nice to have someone who understands what it's like to be an outcast, what it's like to be sad and have no one to comfort or listen to me, that's exactly what we both feel the same way.

I don't even remember when we stopped hugging, it seems like an eternity and it's already morning.
Something is wrong, but what is it? Headache? Or because I'm not at home? .................. I know one thing for sure, I know whose house I am at.

I look around the pink room.
I look at Dian who is quietly breathing, lying next to me in a T-shirt under the duvet with her hand on my bare chest.
I don't want to believe that it really happened to me, but the fact that we are in bed together does not mean that we did things together... there is no doubt about that.
I feel her thigh with my hand, after which I feel her naked side, which is enough for me as proof that we slept together.
My hand that I was touching her, in now trapped between her thighs.

"You tickle me hee hee hee"

"Sorry, I didn't want to wake you up" I feel ashamed that I touched her.

“How are you feeling? She is lying on the pillow next to me.

"It could be better, I have a headache"

"Then I have something for you" She smiles.

With those words, she jumps out from under the duvet and rushes out of the room, to which she returns in a minute and jumps on me.
That girl probably doesn't know what bashfulness is, or she doesn't realize that she has no underwear and is wearing only a T-shit that doesn't cover her, especially when she's sitting on top of me with her legs spread.

"Say AAAA" She puts a spoonful in my mouth.

Slurp...

"Yuck! That is so freaking sweet" I squirm under Dian who heads for another spoonful.

"No way! I don't want another one" I can say it, but I have no way to defend myself, my hands are under the duvet on which Dian is sitting.

"Come on" She puts another spoonful to my mouth, which I reluctantly drink.

Dian cheerfully closes the bottle and carries it to the bedside table on all fours.

"Dian don't you mind that you're almost naked? I look away from her naked ass.

"Why should I mind? if it bothers you, I'll get dressed, you'll have to give me back my undies first" She sits down before me.

I was about to say something, but her words completely took the wind out of my sails, so I shut my mouth and put my hand down.

"Why are you so quiet all of a sudden?" She giggles and pokes me cheerfully.

"How did I get to your house? And where are all my clothes?

Wild Pink Puppy

"That's all?

I'm sitting on the bed under the duvet across from Dian, who told me her fragments of memories from last night, she doesn't remember much either.

"Yup" She Confirms.

Great, so I don't remember anything, she a little but not so much that I know anything useful, now that I'm afraid to leave the house, who knows what I've been doing.
But there is one more question.

"Do you normally sleep naked?

"Why are you asking?

"Just..please answer me"

"I normally sleep in my pajamas but you wouldn't let me put them on, I don't even remember why.

Curious Dian without underwear looks at me as if she doesn't understand what I'm getting at.
My headache is over, but it will probably come back soon.
Is she that innocent or stupid?
Innocent?...... Wait a second..... why do I feel like I haven't seen her drink alcohol?..... Is she even an adult?..... What if?!

I throw the duvet off the bed with her to make sure that....FUCK!!!
I couldn't hear the cries for help over the roar in my head.

"I'm sorry, give me your hand" I pick Dian up from the ground tangled in the duvet.

"Did you drink alco..." I don't have time to ask.

“What's all the commotion this morning? A man enters the door.

"Good morning paps, nothing is going on" She happily replies.

I'm probably going to have a heart attack, what could be worse than being caught by the father of an apparently underage girl with whom I'm naked in bed covered in blood? WHYYYY MEEEE?!!

"Come when you're ready, breakfast is ready" He leaves.

This should never have happened! This is not good!
If I leave, it will look like I abused her and the only thing waiting for me is jail.

"Come on, aren't you hungry? Dian pulls me out of bed.

"Wait, you can't go there naked" I try to stop her.

"Hmm maybe you could wear something" She says as if she normally walks in front of her parents completely naked every day.

I look at her as she looks in different closets for clothes to wear and now she doesn't seem so young to me.
Her body has nice adult curves, she also has long legs, but her breasts, hips and ass say otherwise.

"G morning" Her cheerful and childish greeting, deepened the pit in which I am.

"Good morning" Her parents who are sitting at the table answer together.

Terrified of what will happen next, I say hello and we sit together at the table, which has a buffet-style breakfast.

"Have something to eat, you must be hungry from the evening" Her mom encouraged.

Hungry from the evening? Don't tell me that.. The dark pit I was in deepened with those words.
Ugh... so, not only did I deprive a minor of her virginity, but her parents heard us? Kill me!

With shaking hands, I put a few slices of bacon, cheese and bread on a small plate.

"Would you like something to drink? Mother again.

"I.. erm" I'm having trouble speaking due to stress.

"I'm good" I manage to say.

I don't know why she asked me, when she put down a glass of juice for me anyway, for which I thanked her.

"You're welcome sugar" She smiles.

While Dian was stuffing herself as if she hadn't eaten for a week and at the same time swinging her legs like a child, my stomach was so tight that I didn't eat almost anything, luckily no one forced me and they didn't even ask me anything, although there's probably nothing they didn't already know.

Without looking her parents in the eye the entire time, me as a convicted criminal, crept into Dian's room, where Dian leads me like a guard while I wearing a pink prison tracksuit.

"Be nice to her" That was the only thing her dad said to me the whole time when Dian and I left the table.

I'm in a lot of deep shit, and the worst part is that it's all my fault.
I have no one to blame and yell at to... to get rid of the terrible pressure I feel.

As soon as I sit on the bed of the small room with pink decoration, I notice Dian taking off her clothes.

“Would you like to have some fun with me? She tells me completely naked as she stands in front of me and my throat tightens.

She kneels in front of me with her hands on my knees and looks at me like I'm sick.
I feel like I'm going to jump out of the window at any moment. What did I do to deserve this?
I can see her luscious breasts when she kisses my forehead.
What can I do about it?
Is there anything I can do?

"You don't have a fever" She kneels down again.

“Are you feeling good? Dian fizzing.

The darkness engulfed me as well as my hearing.
I can feel my hand on my face but I can't see it.
I lie with pressure on my chest and wait to see if something changes, I try to feel around with my hands to see if anyone is around me, but the only thing I touch is the bed.

Where did Dian go? She was in front of me after all..... what happened to me?

“Is anyone here? I hear my voice.

But I can't hear anyone else.
That I just think I'm talking? Or is there really no one here?

"I'm here with you" Dian's tired voice.

“Where are you? My hands search the darkness.

The pressure that I have been feeling all the time has subsided and instead, I feel a coldness all over my body at the sound of the duvet being removed.
My hands felt the skin of the hot body that had been lying on top of me under the covers a moment ago.

"How are you feeling? Dian asks while I have deja vu.

"What happened? Why can't I see anything? Her hands grab mine.

"Because it's night silly, a little while after we came to my room, you passed out and slept all day, I'm glad you're awake, I was worried about you"

Naked Dian lies back on top of me and covers us with a thick duvet and I feel her cuddling me.

"Diane?

"......"

The next day wasn't much less of a disaster, I couldn't leave the house due to heavy rain and a gale.
Fortunately, her parents weren't interested in getting to know me, so it was just Dian and I... I can't say that it would be a win.

I almost had to fight her to get her to get dressed, which wasn't funny because she's really strong.
I have nothing against board games, but playing the same one for half a day almost killed me, but board games were the only thing that kept me from falling to the floor from exhaustion.
She is a crazy hyperactive animal that no one seems to have tamed and everything is a game for her, I don't know how long I can last!

I'm like a toy for her and she's a tireless dog, always playing and fooling around, chasing and pulling, sometimes I feel like she's going to kill me!

When it gets dark again, I hope that the only thing Dian will think about is going to sleep, but my pleas were not heard.

"Run! Dian is calling me.

“Hurry! Hurry! Dian laughs.

"Where are we running?

"I said it's a secret" Cheerful Dian dances while running and waves her hands as if she's catching raindrops, she looks lovely.

I've never met anyone with such stamina, I'm no wimp myself, but she's crazy all day, running ahead of me like she's done nothing all day, full of strength and a beautiful smile that shines even in the moonlit darkness.

We run up a hill in the forest, at the top of which there is a small lake surrounded by the forest.

"Where are we? I look fascinated at the crystal clear lake into which a small waterfall falls.

"This is Lake Wha" She talks with her back to me as I walk towards her and the lake.

"That's a weird name, why is it called that?

“WHAAA! I scream as Dian pushes me into the lake.

After emerging, I watch her rolling on the ground laughing, I admit that this was very funny.

"But this game is for two"

I jump out of the lake, grab her and throw her almost into the middle of the lake with her clothes on.
But it was probably not a good idea, because she immediately drowns and calls for help.
I immediately jumped into the water but I couldn't see her, although the water is clear, but because of the lack of light I can't see her anywhere.
I wanted to dive down and look for her under water, but at that moment the water suddenly rose and Dian, laughing madly, jumped on my back and drowned me.

After a while of splashing, diving and frolicking in the water while laughing out loud, we calmed down and sat down on the grass in front of the lake.

"I had a great time today, thank you for being with me Sky" Diana's voice turns serious.

"Did I have a choice? I laugh.

Dian doesn't hesitate to join me as we watch the rising moon illuminate the shimmering lake in the middle of the forest.

"I've never laughed so hard with anyone else" I confess.

She looks at me again like when we met for the first time and I asked if something was bothering her.

"Why are you looking at me like an abandoned puppy? I ruffle her long pink hair.

"Did you seriously have fun with me? The entire ethnosphere has changed.

"Sure, you're a beast and sometimes you go overboard, but I had fun with you" I try to figure out what's wrong with her all of a sudden.

"Are you saying you wouldn't mind spending time with me every day?

"Of course not, you're a nice girl, I like you" I hoped I said it nicely, but instead of a smile she started to wipe away tears.

"I'm sorry Dian, did I say something wrong? I didn't mean to hurt you"

"I'm so dumb..Snif"

"What's happening?

“You can't be so nice when you don't know anything about me! Angry cry.

What just happened? That I would say something again that sounded different than it should have?
I stopped thinking the moment I noticed she was shivering, it was only a matter of time before we got cold from the cold water and air.

"You're right, I don't know much about you, but I've grown fond of you in the time we've spent together" I hug her from behind to warm her while she hugs her knees.

"You...Snif..you wouldn't have said that if you knew what I did to you and I can't keep quiet anymore when you're like this"

"What could you do to me?

"Promise you won't get angry? She calms down a bit, but shakes more.

"I promise" I don't understand what this is about.

"I faked it on you" A moment of pause, but she continues before I could say anything.

"The day we were at the party..... I.. cry.... I put drugs in your cupcake" She stops talking for a moment due to the increasing crying.

"Then I took you to my house, undressed and pretended that we had sex so that you wouldn't run away and stay with me for fear that I'm underage" She can't control the crying anymore.

I can't believe what I'm hearing, all the stress until I passed out was her game?!
I feel the anger rising, but Dian shaking in my arms like a little puppy snaps me out of it.

"Why did you do that?

"I was afraid you'd reject me, that..Snif.. that you'd never want to be with someone like me"

"Why did you think that? After all, I'm not superficial?

"I KNOW! But everyone did and I couldn't bear another rejection, no one wants to be friends with me, everyone just pretends to be nice, but I know it's just a pretense, I'm a walking disaster and everyone around the corner gossips about me.
You are the first to praise and appreciate me, no one else did, as if everything I do is the worst!! She stops the passage of emotions.

I understand how she feels and I know the pain of being an outcast, with something that doesn't fit and is extra.
I hug her whole and press her to me, I press her tightly so that she feels me.

"I think you're amazing and the only reason others don't accept you is because they don't deserve you" I tell her with my head resting on hers.

"Same goes for you" She finally smiles and wraps her arms around me.

A sudden cold rain pulled us out of our moment and we are already quite frozen due to the low temperature, we run through the forest in the direction of the house.

We're lying in bed together under the duvet, bone-chilling, laughing at how our teeth are chattering.

"AH! You're so cold, don't touch me" Dian clings to me.

"You're not going to let me freeze, are you?

"So get dressed"

"I don't want to get out of bed, warm me up!

"Do not touch me!

"Don't keep all the heat to yourself!

"NOOOAAAAHHH!!

The pink animal warms up to me as if I were a radiator.
Her cold body clinging to me, and she is definitely not going to let go of me.
After lying down for a while, when we finally warmed up a bit, Dian didn't say a word the whole time, I thought she fell asleep.

"Sky, I would like to ask you something"

"If it's about me not warming you enough, I'll throw you off the bed" I said as a joke because I was taken aback by her serious tone.

"You didn't tell me anything about what I did to you"

"I'm here with you, isn't that enough?

"No, tell me something please"

"I don't know what to tell you about that"

"that you forgive me and won't leave me, that I won't be alone here in the morning"

Even though I know how she must have felt and her reasons for it, it doesn't change how crazy it is.

“How did you get blood in the bed and between your legs?

"It was just red dye"

"You're an incredible animal, if you promise not to do this to anyone else, I'll forget about it." I stroke her head.

"I promise! She'll hug me.

She moves to me, wrapped in a duvet, she sits on my stomach, but because she exposed me, I pull her to me so that I don't get cold.

"Where are you climbing? I ask as I press her to me.

She doesn't answer me, I just feel her hot breath on my neck.
When it looks like she's going to speak, she just makes a sound and goes silent again.
I want to take her off me, but she clings to me.

"One more thing" She says so quietly that even though her head is close to my ear I can barely hear her.

"I'm listening"

"Would it be okay with me to be there tomorrow as well?

"We can do something"

"Seriously?!

"Why not, I had fun with you"

"Would you spend every day with me?

"What is your point?

"I don't know how to say this…" Her hand runs down my body.

"Dian wait!

"I can't believe what I'm doing, but I feel that I need you, I want to start my life over... together.