Spirit animal (Rewrite)

I felt like hammered shit and I could only rest on the ground not moving. Wait I was still on the ground well that fucking sells it. I died and this is where I lay for the rest of my dead life

HOURS PASS

"Man, fuck this I am getting up." Sitting up I open my eyes and take in my surroundings. Looking around I was in a forest fog up to my head. The trees were the only thing I could see at my current state of sitting. I stood taking a look at myself only to notice that I had everything on me at my time of 'Death'. Not sure how the after life works but I am sure you don't take anything you own with you. Then again different worlds have different rules so up could mean down or something else. I then swiftly slapped myself silly as the amount of bullshit I was talking about was starting to worry me.

"You know I can watch that all day." I turn to see a figure of shadows come out of the tree line and smile at me. He has no face and only dark blue eyes but I knew he was smiling as I could always tell.

"How is it going tall dark and hurtful?" I say to my doubts and with him in sight I knew this was not the after life. "So you know where we are? Cuz this is not a memory nor is it a dream." I ask while turning to look at the familiar trees around the two us. Stepping to the tree I noticed something about them. They were a cross between the tree from the everfree forest and the trees back home.

"Don't know really, but from the recent discovery I suspect we are not alone." As soon as he said a bear roar could be heard all around us. In a rush we both went back to back with my weapons drawn and ready for anything. My doubts were also ready, his hands turned to sharp claws. Honestly I need to give him a name. "I think I beefier Onyx. After the solid black stone." I agreed and Onyx and I looked around us ready for the spirit to show itself.

"You think it is friendly? Or is it here to try and get out." I had a feeling that it was not happy after all we are bonded and I assume it was asleep in our own world. But here magic is being handed out like fucking Halloween candy so it might want answers. Before Onyx could even answer, the very spirit animal itself attacked. Leaping out of the bushes like the predator that it was. It bore its fangs and chomped at me intending to kill by ripping out my throat. Luckily I was not alone as a solid black claw knocked back the spirit bear. But it did little to stop the anger of the bear and standing I ready to fight a bear. Conjuring a desert eagle in my hand I then fired seven rounds at the bear. They all hit but it did next to nothing as the bear seemed to get angrier and stronger.

"Take this you over groaned fur ball!" Two black blades cut and slashed at the bear. And the same result happened, fighting was not the way to do this. That was when I got an idea but it would be very risky and could end up in a coma if I get knocked out here. "That's not how it works!! Or hope so!" I heard Onyx say as he kept up the battle with that bear.

"Then you know the plan and the risk!?" I yelled back as the bear broke one blade but the other took its place.

"Yes and it is fucking stupid! But it's the only plan we have." With that a black portal appeared next to me and then above the bear. Jumping through and taking the bear for a ride by wrapping my arms around its neck. Hanging on you dear life I then tried to calm it down by hugging the shit out of it. To my shock and aw it fucking worked and the large bear quickly turned into a cub.

"Aw its fucking adorable!" Onyx looked on in shock and I just smiled at him. "So all it needed was to connect with us."

"You and I both know that you were shitting your pants. And that it was a dumb ass idea." Onyx said as he returned to what he looked like. That was when the forest around us disappeared and we felt someone else here with us. The cub then turned back to a full grown bear and stood alongside with us. Both me and Onyx once again took each other's backs ready to fight whoever is here.

"Hold there broken mind, we do not attend to harm thee." A female voice we all heard and we all were confused until we remembered what kind of world we were in.

"Broken mind? You don't attend to harm but you sure are not kind." Onyx said as a figure appeared and the first thing I saw was the horn and wings. I knew it was not celestia as she doesnt talk like that but who else could this be? I wonder and when I saw her fully my question was still not answered as I had no fucking clue who this was. So treat her with the hospitality that I treat anyone who decided to trespass in my head and my house. Aiming a lever action rifle to her that was a signal for Onyx to ready for fight if needed.

"Who the fuck are you and why are you in my head!?" I yell while telling my spirit animal to not attack until it is needed. She looked on in shock and I knew she could hear or at least since the connection we all have. If only she knew how broken we are but that is something that will remain buried.

"A broken mind should not be able to work so well with each other." She said looking at me and Onyx.

"Well we had time to realize that with each other we are useless." I closed my eyes trying to close my heart to what twilight said. Onyx noticed and he helped something he normally doesn't do. He usually let the negative emotion fuel his power. But I guess thanks to him the pain hurts a little less but it still hurts no matter how hard I try to ignore it.

"A part of your mind made entirely out of pain. My sister must know about this." With that she then disappeared and I felt myself waking up. The bear turned back into a cub and jumped into my arms and I couldn't help but hug it. But I couldn't stay here much longer. I then opened a door I kept secret from the intruder.

"Hey, would you mind if you keep Hot Pocket company?" I ask the person behind the door knowing he would not say no.

"Hell yeah I would love that little guy." Letting the cub run to the man I then closed the door and let them have their fun.

"Hot Pocket? Really you named your own spirit animal that." Onyx said looking at me as we had mere moments to talk.

"Its one of my favorite foods and Hot Pocket doesn't seem to mind." As I said that my real eyes opened and I noticed the amount of 'get well soon cards' and flowers. My body did not want to move mainly due to the masses amount of pain I was currently feeling. But I could move my head as much as I can and to what I could see it was mid day from what I could see from the widow. I could hear people or ponies outside talking, from what I could make out it was the six mares outside. They were arguing with someone outside and they seemed to be losing. Using the since of the bear I amplified my hearing.

"Sorry Ms. Sparkle but the princesses ordered for no one to enter unless she allows it." I rolled my eyes at this and decided to do something. Honestly this was going to be funny and hurt but fuck it. pushing around the bandage to feel where the hole was. To my surprise it was healed over which could be magic or I was out for a while. But it left a noticeable scar where the magic bolt hit. Bracing myself for pain I pushed down on the scar and screaming while also raising my heart beat. The six mares burst through the doors looking at me with fear.

"Good to see you all, oh and since your here can you get me something to drink?" As I said, Pinkie was the first to jump to my side. Her arms wrapped around me and the hug that came forth was not the bone crusher. Rather her main was down and straight and what I noticed was something else. She was a darker pink that was not normal and I could help but hug back. But that was when a swift pinch came from the pink mare and I flitched from the sudden pain.

"That makes me worry, you meanie." She said while looking at me with tears in her eyes. I then hug her back hoping that I don't get too attached. But that was when I felt several more arms around me and looking I saw the other girls hugging me and pinkie.

"Ok Ok, That's enough I not all that big on feelings anyways." Say that all the girls stopped hugging and backed up to take a look at me. I then saw the one pony who reminded me and Onyx that the same result in a different world. "Twilight, why are you here?" I said with no emotion and as cold as a ghost. The question seemed to confuse twilight but my cold demeanor did not waver. Her eyes widened and she seemed to remember what she said before I risked my life.

"Chaz I know what I said and I am sorry." She looked at me with regret and I still looked on as a ghost. But it did not last long as the guards ushered everyone but me outside. Closing the doors the two guards remained inside.

"Stay where you are." One on the left said while giving me a glare. But the one on the right seemed to be new and was trying everything in his will power not to look at me. He was a unicorn and was white with a blue man like the others. Finally his eyes landed on me and my scared arms out for them to see.

"Before you ask, I am not going to talk about my scars." He looked at me and opened his mouth to speak while also raising a figure. But he closed his mouth and put his figure down and asked something else.

"Sir is it true you jumped in and started punching discord?" There were stars in his eyes and I couldn't help but smile.

"Yes, and I have a blast doing it too." I looked around and saw my clothes neatly placed on a table top. I am going to assume that was rarities doing. Getting up I walked to the clothes only for the older looking guard stepped in my way and glared at me.

"And what do you think your doing?" He continued to look at me like I was a prisoner of this hospital. I looked at him with the same glare. But he did not waver to me and I did the same as I take no shit from anyone. That was when I laughed as I cannot take these ponies serious even if they are my height. He was confused when I walked past him and put on my clothes. Luckily I had my underwear so all I needed was my shirt and pants. "I am under orders to not let you out of this room. And to make sure you don't hurt anypony." He started as I walked past him and sat down and faced him with a deadpan look.

"You know there is a thine line between loyalty and slavery. The only difference is if you question your orders." He gave me a look like I was crazy and then he spoke.

"I am not slave, I am a royal guard." He said with a first to his armored chest. It was adorable as he seemed so sure of it. Sighing I then said to him with a look of death and emotionless.

"If she told you to kill an innocent person would you?" He looked at me with a shocked look. I stared at him with a blank face and sweat ran down his face.

"No celestia would never order that!" He flat out screamed at me but I did not flinch and he stormed out the room. The younger guard looked at me and then questioned me.

"Why would you ask something like that?" The question was short and I could answer.

"Because, this world is nothing more but another earth." He looked confused but he did not press me for more so I guess he didn't care or I scared him. Shortly after that he got up and left without saying a word. Checking my pockets for my phone I turned it on and plugged in my ears phones and began to listen to music. I know that tomorrow I will have to answer counting on what that night pony said. "This is going to be hell." Playing the music I closed my eyes and just relaxed I fucking needed it.