Spirit of Dying

by Phantom Wolf

Rating: mature
Tags: Mr. Cake, Sex, Non-consensual, Pinkie Pie, Sad, Main 6, Mrs. Cake, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Dark, Soarin, Romance
Length: 8255

Pinkie loves the Baby Cakes. So when somepony breaks in while she's foalsitting, she will protect

Pinkie loves the Baby Cakes. So when somepony breaks in while she's foalsitting, she will protect them. Even if it costs her her happiness, her element, her sanity, and maybe even her life.

Published 2012-09-23 04:44:01 UTC
Last updated 2024-01-25 00:32:56 UTC

Pinkie Responsibility Pie

"Bye Mr. and Mrs. Cake! Have fun at the wedding!"

Pinkie 'Responsibility' Pie waved from the front steps of Sugar Cube Corner. Pumpkin and Pound cake sat next to Pinkie, giggling and waving goodbye to their parents. Mr. and Mrs. Cake smiled slightly.

"Goodbye Pinkie Pie. We'll be back tomorrow morning. Emergency numbers are on the fridge."

Mrs. Cake waved once more as they loaded up the wedding cake onto the cart and headed off the the train station.They were going to cater a wedding in Canterlot, so they had to have everything perfect. A good job in Canterlot would surely boost their business. Thunder rolled over head as Pinkie scooped up the baby cakes.

"Let's get inside before it rains. Nopony likes to get stuck in a storm."

Pinkie Pie closed the front door and locked it with a special baby lock. It was made so that unicorn foals couldn't use magic to open it, while it had a plastic cover so pegasus foals couldn't fly up to open it. The element of laughter had helped the cakes baby proof Sugar Cube Corner a little more now that the twin's powers were awakening. That meant special locks on doors, windows, and cabinets. It made things look a little funny, but it definitely put everypony's nerves at ease.

Pinkie Pie looked at the clock. 6 o'clock.

"Alright you little sillies! Who wants dinner?"

Pinkie bounced into the kitchen, Pumpkin and Pound at her heels.

After dinner, burping, a diaper change, and a bath, the twins sat down to play with their blocks. Rain was beating down on the window from outside. There was a bright flash followed by a deafening boom. The thunder rolled and shook the windows slightly. The lights flickered out. There was silence for a second, until a screech of fear sliced through the air. The twins had started to cry. Pinkie felt around in the darkness for the twins until her hooves wrapped around their shaking forms. She pulled them close as they clung the her neck.

"It's okay Sweeties, it's just an itsy-bitsy little storm."

Another crash of thunder rocked the house.

"O-Okay, maybe not so itsy-bitsy."

Placing the foals on her back, Pinkie used the flashes of lightning to navigate her way to the kitchen. Once there she felt around until she was able to find and light a candle. She walked back out the the front room, but a gust of wind blew the candle out.

Wait. . . wind?

A flash of lighting showed the front door was open.

"Huh. I thought for sure I had locked it. That's okay. The wind must have opened it."

Pinkie Pie closed the door and locked it. The twins whimpered from her back. Pinkie herself felt afraid. Something just didn't feel quite right. She shook her head. This was no time for her imagination to get the best of her. Not while two young lives were in her hooves. She relit the candle.

"Come on. Lets go upstairs and get you two to bed."

Pumpkin and Pound cake clung tighter to her neck.

"Don't worry. I'll sit with you tonight until the storm passes, okay?"

Pinkie Pie walked up the stairs and into the nursery. Instead of placing each foal into their separate cribs, she put them down together. They would feel more comfortable with the other sibling next to them. The pink party pony started to sing a soft lullaby that Fluttershy had taught her. The little twin cakes fell asleep despite the loud thunderstorm outside. After sitting there for half an hour, Pinkie decided she was going to go make sure everything was closed down and then she was going to hit the sack. As she closed the door to the nursery, she heard something that made her heart freeze. Hoofsteps coming down the hall.

"H-Hello?"

Pinkie Pie raised the candle higher, the light spreading down the hallway.

"Mr. Cake? M-Mrs. Cake? A-Are you home early?"

Stepping out of the shadows was a large stallion. He was dressed in all black, even covering his face. Pinkie gasped as he galloped at her. She dropped the candle and it went out. Before she could even turn to run, the stallion had slammed into her. His hoof held her face up against the wall while he stood on her mane. She opened her mouth to cry out, but he slammed her head against the wall again.

"Scream, and I'll kill you and the brats"

A lump formed in her throat. Pumpkin and Pound cake were asleep just on the other side of the wall.

"You understand?"

Pinkie Pie whimpered.

"I said, Do. You. Understand?!"

He shoved his hoof harder against the back of her head.

"Y-yes"

"Good little bitch"

He placed his leg between her tail, moving it aside. Pinkie started to sob softly, choking slightly on her tears as she tried to breath. Without another word, he mounted her. Pinkie started to whimper as she looked back, trying to plead with her eyes. The stallion didn't even give her a second look. He pressed up against her before slamming in. Pinkie threw back her head in a silent scream, gasping for breath.

"You know, if you had just stayed in the room with those brats, I wouldn't be doing this. But no, you had to interrupt me while I was working."

The stallion pulled out slowly before roughly thrust back in.

"I've been watching this place for a week, preparing for this. But you just had to step out and see me."

He pulled out and thrust in again. He moaned. The sound made Pinkie want to vomit. He pushed in deeper, reaching her hymen.

"Heh, so I'm your first."

He slammed up into her, ripping her open. A strangled yelp fell from Pinkie Pie's mouth. Tears dripped down her cheeks. She just hoped he would end soon.

Pinkie lay in a crumpled heap on the floor. Blood and semen dripped down from between her legs. The evil stallion looked her over before smiling. He kicked her in the stomach and laughed when she whimpered. He turned and opened a door. The nursery door.

"W-Wait! W-What are y-you doing?!"

"Making you suffer even more."

Pinkie struggled to stand up, her knees shaking.

"B-But I di-didn't scream!"

Fresh tears fell down her cheeks.

"Please! P-Please leave them alone!"

The stallion walked quietly over to the crib where the twins were sleeping peacefully.

"Aww, look at them. There so cute. It makes me want to vomit."

"N-no"

He paced closer.

"N-no!"

He lifted his hoof, hovering over the two foals.

"NO!"

Somewhere within Pinkie Pie, she found the strength to stand up and charge. The stallion turned to her, surprised. She rammed into him, knocking him away from the crib. The surprised twins woke up and started to scream. Pinkie reared up and slammed a hoof into the rapist's face.

She heard a satisfying crunch as his snout broke. Pinkie Pie scooped up the crying foals. Ignoring the pain inside her, she raced down the stairs and to the door. The baby lock was on it. The pink earth pony scrambled to get the lock open. She heard the thundering hooves behind her.

She slammed open the door as he reached her. The wind was knocked out of her and the twins slipped from her grasp and they rolled out into a mud puddle.

Pinkie screamed and let instincts take over. She leaned forward and bucked the stallion right across the jaw with her back hooves. He stumbled and fell back into Sugar Cube Corner. Pinkie Pie ran out into the rain and gently grabbed Pumpkin and Pound cake. She raced three houses over to the library. The stallion cursed and ran in the opposite direction.

Pinkie Pie frantically knocked on the door, hoping Twilight would answer.

Twilight was finishing up some late night studying when she heard what sounded like a fight in the street. Twilight flicked back an ear. Fighting in Ponyville was uncommon, but if it happened, it was never serious. Ponies usually stopped before anything actually happened. Quite quickly the fight seemed to end. Twilight was going to call it a night when frantic knocking on her door stopped her. She frowned but quickly opened the front door. Standing there in the rain was Pinkie Pie. On her back were two lumps of shivering mud Twilight recognized as Pumpkin and Pound cake.

Pinkie Pie was in worse shape. Bruises lined her back and neck. Dried blood streaked down her face from her nose. What made Twilight gasp was lower. Fresh blood and a sticky white substance dripped from between Pinkie's back legs.

Oh no, oh Celestia, please no.

"Pinkie. . . "

Pinkie Pie looked up at Twilight, her damp mane hanging in her face.She started to sob openly.

"Twi-Twilight. . . p-please help!"

Pinkie Guardian Pie

Spike ran as fast as his little legs would carry him. Twilight was back at the library trying to keep Pinkie Pie and the baby cake twins calm. The image of a hurt, bleeding Pinkie Pie entered Spike's mind, pushing him to move faster. His muscles strained as he ran to the hospital. Spike looked up at the drizzling sky and saw Rainbow Dash's house.

Rainbow Dash!

Spike hurried over to the cloud and called out.

"Rainbow Dash! RAINBOW DASH!"

Shuffling was heard from inside before Rainbow Dash stuck her head out the window.

"Spike? Ugh, it's the middle of the night. This better be important."

Spike tried to catch his breath and explain the situation to the rainbow colored mare.

"Blood. . . hurt. . . ambulance. . . library"

Rainbow Dash was immediately up and on full alert.

"What?! Is Twilight hurt?!"

"Not. . . not Twilight. . . Pinkie Pie!"

Spike coughed as his lungs calmed down enough for him to breath easier.

"I need you. . . to go. . . and get an ambulance."

Dashie saluted and was gone in a blur of colors.

Twilight placed a blanket over the shaking mare and the twin foals.

"Don't worry Pinkie Pie, an ambulance is on the way."

Twilight scooted closer tentatively.

"Pinkie. . . can I see the twins please?"

Pinkie Pie whimpered and pulled Pumpkin and Pound Cake closer to her. The foals were covered in mud, so Twilight could not tell if they were injured. Pinkie wrapped her hooves around the two and shook her head vigorously.

"N-No. P-Please don't h-hurt them! I-I did w-what you asked! I-I didn't sc-scream!"

Twilight felt a wave of anger wash over her. The bastard had used two foals against her friend?! Shaking away the anger, she turned to the cowering mare.

"I promise not to hurt them, I just want to make sure they're not injured."

Pinkie Pie looked up at the unicorn and her eyes cleared slightly

"Tw-Twilight?"

"Yes, Pinkie. It's me."

Pinkie Pie looked at Twilight before looking down at the twins and back again. Slowly, the pink party pony released Pumpkin and Pound Cake and scooted them gently over to Twilight. Twilight gave her a strained smile as she checked the twins over.

Rainbow Dash flew as fast as her wings would carry her without breaking the sound barrier. She wasn't sure what had happened, or how bad Pinkie Pie was hurt, but from the little information she got from Spike, it sounded bad. She reached the hospital and burst through the front doors.

"Somepony! Help!"

Several nurses rushed over to her.

"Miss, what's wrong?"

"M-My friend! She's hurt. We-we need and an ambulance!"

Rainbow Dash was terrified. Her wings were open wide, instinctively making herself look bigger. She kept rearing up a few inches off the ground, pawing and shuffling at the tile.

"Alright miss. Just calm down and tell us where she is and what happened."

"I-I don't know what happened, but she's at the library!"

"Alright, we'll send an ambulance team there right away."

A minuet later found Rainbow Dash flying above the Ambulance team. It was two ponies with a stretcher in between them, and a doctor and couple nurses running along side. Dashie flew ahead before circling back, trying to hurry the team along. Finally they reached the library, and Rainbow Dash kicked in the door. What she saw would be engraved into her memory for the rest of her life.

Twilight held the crying twins as she sat next to Pinkie Pie. Pinkie Pie was laying on the floor, a blanket hazardously kicked to the side. Her eyes were clenched shut in pain and her breathing was shallow and labored. Bruises and hoofprints littered her body. The blood, however, was worse. The location suggested. . .

Rainbow Dash swallowed back bile as she tried not to cry. When Pinkie Pie cried out in pain when they placed her and the twins on the stretcher, it was too much. Tears leaked from her eyes as she pinned back her ears, trying to block out the sound of Pinkie's pained moans.

Quickly, the team rushed them to the hospital. Twilight and Dashie on their tails. As the ran, Rainbow Dash turned to Twilight.

"Twilight. . . "

Rainbow Dash's voice cracked.

"Twilight. . . what happened?"

Twilight Sparkle just shook her head, tears in her eyes. Both were thinking the same thing.

Please be okay

Pinkie Trustee Pie

Carrot Cake and Cup Cake trudged down the muddy road away from the train station. The wedding they had catered was horrible. The bride and groom had gotten into a fight and the cake had ended up as the weapon of choice. In the end, the Cakes only got paid a third of what they were supposed to get. Carrot Cake sighed as he hauled the wagon.

"This day can't get any worse."

Cup Cake flicked an ear at her husband, staring at something down the road.

"What is it, Cup?"

Carrot Cake looked down the road to see Twilight Sparkle galloping towards them. The purple mare skidded to a stop in front of them, panting.

"Well hello Twilight. Is everything alright?"

Twilight shook her head no.

"L-Last night somepony broke into Sugar Cube Corner and-"

Mrs. Cake dropped the bag she had been holding.

"Where are the twins?!"

"A-at the hospital, but-"

Both Carrot and Cup Cake galloped down the wet road, headed straight for the hospital. The herd Twilight call after them, but her voice was muffled by their pounding hooves. Within record time, the Cakes burst into the hospital. A frantic Cup Cake grabbed a near by nurse.

"M-MY FOALS?! WHERE ARE MY FOALS?!"

"Ma'am, please calm down and tell me your name and the foals names, and I'll find them!"

Carrot Cake gently pulled his wife off the nurse and into a hug.

"I'm Carrot Cake and this is my wife, Cup Cake. We have twin foals. A male pegasus named Pound and a female unicorn named Pumpkin."

The nurses eye's widened.

"Oh. Oh. Come with me please."

The nurse led the distraught parents into a white hospital room, where Pumpkin and Pound Cake sat together on a hospital bed. A doctor stood over them, lollipops in his hoof.

"Oh my foals!"

Cup Cake rushed forward and scooped up the twins in a hug.

"Mama! Mama!"

Pumpkin and Pound Cake wrapped themselves around her, almost trying to fuse to their mother. Carrot came up behind them and hugged his family. Both parents turned to the doctor.

"What happened? A-Are they going to be alright?"

The doctor smiled sadly. Mrs. Cake felt her stomach flip.

"They're fine. The only thing we had to do was give them a good bath to get the mud off. There's not a scratch on them. Of coarse, young Miss Pinkie Pie made sure of that."

Cup Cake and Carrot Cake frowned.

"Is. . . is Pinkie Pie alright? Where is she?"

"I'm sorry, we can only disclose that to family. . ."

"She's our niece!"

The doctor looked at the Cake family suspiciously, but he sighed and nodded.

"When she was brought in, she was hysterical. We had to sedate her. She has substantial bruising on her neck and back. A sprained back hoof. It seems nothing was broken. . . "

"Where is she now? Can we see her?"

"She'll be back in this room in a short time. Right now she. . . is having a. . . procedure done. . . "

Mr. Cake raised and eye and stepped forward, almost threatening.

"What kind of procedure?"

The doctor sighed and lowered his head.

"A rape kit."

Mrs. Cake calmly placed the twins back on the hospital bed. Her eyes then rolled up into the back of her head, and she fell unconscious.

When Cup Cake awoke several minuets later, Pinkie Pie had been rolled back into the room. She lay still, staring blankly at the wall in front of her.Several small bandages covered her face and shoulders. Her normally curly hair was drooping slightly, casting a shadow across her pale face. Pumpkin and Pound cake were curled up at her side. Pinkie had a foreleg wrapped around them.

Carrot and Cup Cake walked slowly over to their adoptive daughter.

"Pinkie. . . ?"

Pinkie Pie looked over at them. Her eyes crinkled slightly and she frowned. She looked down at the Twins and then back up at them. Tears started to gather in her eyes as she tried to hold back a sob.

"Oh, Pinkie."

Soon all of them held each other. Pinkie Pie in the center, sobbing.

Pinkie Truth Pie

That's how Pinkie Pie's friends found them. Huddled together, sobbing. The cakes pulled away as the young group of ponies approached. Mrs. Cake lifted Pinkie's head.

"I'm sure your friends would like to have some time alone with you. We'll be just outside in the hall if you need us, okay sweetie?"

Pinkie Pie sniffed, nodding her head. All of her friends gathered around her as Mr. Cake picked up Pumpkin and Pound.

"NO!"

Everypony drew back in surprise as Pinkie Pie cried out. She stumbled out of the hospital bed, landing on her sprained hoof. Her legs started to buckle as Rainbow Dash stepping in, supporting most of her weight. Rainbow Dash looked worriedly at Pinkie Pie. Her eyes had clouded over.

"Pinkie Pie?"

Applejack waved a hoof in front of her muzzle. The pink mare just ducked away from both ponies and limped forward.

"P-Please, no!"

She slipped and fell to the ground. She tried to stand back up, but her shaking legs wouldn't support her. She slumped back down onto the cold tile. Pinkie Pie raised a shaking hoof towards Pumpkin and Pound Cake in Mr. Cake's arms.

"W-Wait! W-What are y-you doing?!"

A consecutive shiver ran through out the small group. They realized she wasn't talking to them, but was reliving the attack again. Rarity nearly chocked on her tears as she rushed to the door.

"I'm going to go get the doctor."

Pinkie Pie gave a shuttering wail as tears rained out of her eyes.

"B-But I di-didn't scream!"

Carrot Cake winced as he realized exactly she was saying. His infants had been used against his daughter(for Pinkie Pie was his daughter as much as his biological foals) to keep her quite.

"Please! P-Please leave them alone!"

The doctor burst into the room, two nurses and Rarity on his heels. He pushed his way past the group huddled around their friend and kneeled down next to the pink earth pony.

The doctor injected the sedative he brought into Pinkie's flank. Pinkie Pie gave a strangled sob as she desperately tried to crawl towards the twins. However, the sedative kicked in almost instantly, and she slipped into a dreamless sleep.

Cranky Doodle Donkey and Matilda were walking down one of the trails in the woods adjacent Ponyville, enjoying the calm sounds of nature. It was then that Cranky noticed a pegasus walking towards them, away from Ponyville. His head was hanging low as he quickly walked down the trail. Matilda gasped.

"Oh my! Sir, are you okay?!"

The pegasus lifted his head, and Cranky Doodle winced. His snout was broken and his chin was a blotching purple bruise. he bruise was in the shape of a hoof print. He had splashes of dried mud in his coat. The pegasus stopped and stared at them, wide eyed. He snapped out of it and gave the two donkeys a smile.

"Oh, I'm okay. Just an accident. I'll be fine."

Matilda frowned.

"Are you sure? That looks quite painful. Maybe you should go visit the hospital"

The stranger frowned.

"No, no. It's okay. I'm heading back home. I'll get it checked out then."

The pegasus walked quickly by them, ducking his head.

"Hey, wait a minuet. . . "

Cranky turned to the stallion.

"Aren't you that pegasus that's in the Wounder bolts? Um. . . Soarin, Was it?"

Soarin frowned and took off at gallop.

Pinkie Pie Pie

Soarin' remembers the first time he saw her. It was just after they had been rescued by a young mare called Rainbow Dash at the Best Young Flyer Competition. A group of Rainbow Dash's friends pranced over to her, none of them were pegasi except for the light yellow mare in the back.

"That was super-duper awesome, Dashie!"

A pink earth pony hopped forward, practically vibrating in excitement. Soarin' looked the mare over, eyes wide. He wasn't sure why, but this little pink bubbly mare made his heart skip.

"Thanks Pinkie Pie!"

Pinkie Pie. Dear Celestia, if there ever was a thing as love at first sight.

Soarin' decided right then and there, that Pinkie Pie would be his.

It's a little while later until he sees her again. He's at the Grand Galloping Gala, when he sees one of her friends. A country earth pony selling some food. Soarin' quickly scans the crowd around him, looking for Pinkie Pie, but she's nowhere in sight. Sighing, he buys some food and trots off, hoping to run into the pink mare at some point. He runs into Spitfire instead.

Then another one of the mares from the group of girls shows up. Dashing Rainbow, or something like that.

Soarin' spends almost the entire night looking for Pinkie Pie. It was around 10 o'clock, when he's hanging out on the stairs outside, that he sees her. Pinkie Pie and her friends are rushing down the stairs, Pinkie herself is being dragged by a white unicorn. Soarin' stands as they come closer.

"Uh, hi! You must be Pinkie Pie-"

Soarin' is cut off as the group of mares rush past him, not even glancing at him. The Wounderbolt sighed as he sat back down.

"I'm, uh. I'm Soarin'. It's nice to meet you."

There's nopony around to hear him.

He catches a glimpse of her in Canterlot, just after the defeat of Discord. The Wounderbolts and himself are headed to talk to the Princess, when he sees her with the demi-goddess of the sun. Pinkie looks a little dirty and tired, but still happy. Her smile is wide as she nods her head in agreement with the Princess. Around her neck is a collar of gold, a large diamond shaped like her cutie mark in the center.

An element.

An Element of Harmony.

Pinkie Pie is an Element of Harmony

Soarin' feels like he might die if he can't have her. He needs her.

And he will have her.

Pinkie Die Pie

Visiting hours had ended, along with the day. Princess Luna's moon hung in the sky, casting shadows on the hospital walls. Pinkie Pie lay awake in the middle of the night. She was tired, the bags under her eyes proved it. She started to drift off to sleep, when his voice entered her head.

"Scream, and I'll kill you and the brats"

She shook her head and pinned her ears. His voice, his smell, the way he moaned when he entered her. Everything was stuck in her head, replaying behind her closed eyes.

"Heh, so I'm your first."

Pinkie let out a silent sob as she bit down on her pillow. She could practically still feel him as he had stolen her virginity.

"Aww, look at them. There so cute. It makes me want to vomit."

Why couldn't he just shut up?! She just wanted to sleep, to try and forget. Pinkie Pie clenched her eyes shut and slammed her hooves over her ears. Tear slid down her face as she sniffled.

"Uh, hi! You must be Pinkie Pie-"

Everything stopped. That. . . was his voice, but where had she heard it before? Pinkie Pie sat up slowly, removing her hooves from her ears. Had. . . had she met him before. . . before he. . .

She thought back, trying to ignore the panic of reliving it. Pinkie focused on the details.

The stallion mounted her, his length pressing up against her. She could see small tufts of a light blue coat at the base. His green eyes shined in delight. . .

Where. . . she'd seen those color combinations. Heard that voice. . . but where?!

Pinkie Pie pranced over to Rainbow Dash. She was standing next to two of the wonderbolts. One was a male with green eyes and a light blue coat

Rarity dragged Pinkie down the steps, away from the Grand Galloping Gala. The group of mares passed by a young stallion. "Uh, hi! You must be Pinkie Pie-" She was pulled away by Rarity.

"Hey Pinkie Pie!" Rainbow Dash flew over and landed next to the pink mare. In her hooves was a rolled up piece of paper. She flicked it open to show a poster of a wonderbolt stallion. "I finally got my poster signed by Soarin!"

Pinkie Pie gasped. Soarin. As in Soarin the wonderbolt. The stallion who Rainbow Dash idolized. The stallion who raped her.

Pinkie Pie had planed on telling the police, she really had. Until she thought about what it might do to Rainbow Dash. One day of not telling anypony turned into two weeks of not telling anypony. The first week was spent mostly in the hospital. When she was released, she was taken home by Mr. and Mrs. Cake. The twins sat in her lap while she was wheeled around in a wheelchair. Two days after being home, she could walk on her hurt legs. She was still sore, and her insides ached when she walked, but it was bearable. Physically.

Mentally? That was a problem all by itself. Pinkie Pie was a ghost on her hooves. Her coat had lost some of it's color while her mane was a tangled mess of knots. Eating became a chore. Sleeping was nearly impossible. Flashbacks hit her day and night, sending her into a delirious fit. Somepony was always with her encase she went into a fit or panic attack.

Rainbow Dash was with her today. Currently, the rainbow colored mare was holding back Pinkie Pie's mane while she threw up in the toilet. She dry heaved a couple times before slumping down onto her flank. Rainbow Dash had gotten Pinkie to eat, only for her to become nauseous. Pinkie washed her face and stumbled into the living room, sitting down on the sofa. Rainbow Dash sat down next to her.

"It's not fair! Why did he do this to me?! I-I can't eat, I can't sleep! I swear I can still feel him inside me!"

Rainbow Dash frowned as she placed a comforting hoof on her friend's shoulder.

"I don't know why, Pinkie. But if the police don't find him, I will. I Pinkie Pie prom-"

"No! Please, don't- don't Pinkie Pie promise me that."

Rainbow Dash looked startled.

"But Pinkie, I can't let this scum stallion go unpunished. Hey, maybe the Elements of Harmony can turn him into stone."

Rainbow Dash nudged Pinkie Pie's side in a gentle joking matter.

"Dashie. . . I don't think I would be able to use my element."

"What? Why not?"

"Don't-Don't you get it?! I-I'm the Element of Laughter. I giggle at the ghosties. I-I can't giggle at this! I can't laugh and shrug this off! And it's all my fault! I-I wasn't s-strong enough to-to fight him off. I'm sill n-not strong enough to forget it!"

Pinkie Pie sobbed openly. Mr. Cake walked in from the front of the shop, having heard her crying through the door. Carrot Cake gently knelt down in front of Pinkie Pie while Rainbow Dash rubbed her back.

"Oh my little pie, you can't blame yourself for this. It wasn't your fault."

Pinkie Pie wiped at her eyes with her foreleg.

"I-I hate him! I hate him so much, and that scares me. I'm supposed to be friends with everypony, b-but. . . he scares me. Makes me want to curl up and die!"

Carrot Cake glanced at Rainbow Dash. The cyan pegasus was pale, staring wide eyed at Pinkie Pie.

"Rainbow Dash, would you please go get Cup Cake?"

Dashie nodded and galloped out of the room to go find Mrs. Cake. Carrot Cake got onto the sofa and sat down next to the pink mare. Pinkie Pie turned and wrapped her hooves around her only real father figure.

"I'm so scared. I-I don't think I can do this."

"It's okay, Pinkie. It's alright to be scared. We'll help you. You're a strong mare, not matter what you say."

Mrs. Cake walked in, Rainbow Dash wasn't with her. Cup Cake must have read his mind.

"Rainbow Dash is watching the twins for me."

Mr. Cake nodded. Cup Cake walked over and sat down next to Pinkie and joined in the hug.

"Mom. . . Dad. . . "

Mr. and Mrs. Cake looked at each other. Pinkie Pie wasn't their daughter by blood, or even by legal standards. However, Pinkie's real parents no longer talked to her after she had left the rock farm. So the Cake's had taken up the role. They loved her as if she was their daughter, and apparently, she loved them like parents. Cup Cake swallowed before talking.

"Yes sweetie?"

Pinkie Pie shuttered, burrowing her face into a sofa cushion.

"I-I think I may be pregnant."

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Pinkie + Pie

Soarin stomped his hoof as he paced back and forth across his room. It wasn't his fault, he hadn't wanted to force her. He had originally broken in to just watch her. But when he saw her, he couldn't help himself. So he lied to her while he was taking her. Made it seem like he wasn't there for her. Oh, he just wanted her all to himself.

It's just that every attempt to get close to her was foiled. The pink mare was nearly impossible to find, let alone talk to. So Soarin came up with another plan. One that would make Pinkie Pie come to him. He'd go back to Ponyville. Find her, comfort her. She would fall in love with him, because there was no way that she knew it was him.

Pinkie Pie sat on the doctor's examination table. Carrot and Cup Cake were standing next to her, both hugging her as they waited. Next to Pinkie on the table were the twins. The two foals were silent, able to feel the air heavy with fear and sadness. The doctor walked in, holding a folder in his hoof. The doctor sighed and closed the folder.

"I'm sorry, Ms. Pie, but you are indeed pregnant."

Pinkie hiccup, trying to hold back her sobs. She covered her face with her hooves, shaking her head back and forth. Carrot wrapped his hooves around his little pie and held her.

"No no no, please no."

Cup Cake turned towards the doctor, a frown on her face.

"Why, may I ask, wasn't she given any morning after pills when she arrived after being raped?"

Cup Cake glared at the stallion, but he just flipped open the folder.

"Actually, she was given birth control after she had had the rape kit done. It's just that, sometimes, very rarely, the mare can still end up pregnant."

Mrs. Cake looked over at the pink mare before joining her husband in hugging her. The doctor stepped closer.

"Now, you are at about 6 weeks, so it's not too late to take another pill, but I recommend against it. Taking another pill at 6 weeks can be painful. I suggest surgery. I can get you an appointment later this afternoon. Quick and easy."

Pinkie Pie removed her hooves and looked up at the doctor.

"W-what?"

Cup Cake turned on the doctor.

"What do you mean, surgery?"

Mrs. Cake was daring the doctor to continue. Apparently, the stallion took it as an actual question and not a threat.

"Well, an abortion."

Pinkie Pie froze, eye wide with unshed tears. Mr. Cake hugged her tighter, pulling her away from the doctor. Mrs. Cake stomped over to the stallion.

"Now see here, Dr., you will not pressure her into a choice. Do not assume that she will-"

"I'll do it."

Everypony stopped and looked over at Pinkie Pie. Cup Cake chewed on her lip slightly before approaching.

"Are. . . are you sure, sweetie. This is a big decision. You should think about it before deciding."

Pinkie shook her head.

"I can't do this. Please. I'll. . . I want the a-abortion."

The doctor nodded.

"Alright. Come back at around 5:00 and we can have this done with in about half an hour."

Pinkie Pie sat in her room, alone. She was curled up on her bed, Gummy laying next to her. She glanced at the clock. 3:30. Pinkie took a deep breath before closing her eyes. She wondered how the abortion was done. Would she be awake for it, or asleep. Would it hurt? Would the foal feel the pain?

Pinkie sat up, shaking her head. She couldn't think like that. . . but. . . she needed to know. The pink mare sniffed slightly and headed down the stairs. Mrs. and Mr. Cake were at the kitchen table. Both looked over at Pinkie Pie as she descended the stairs. Pinkie shuffled her hooves and looked down at the floor.

"Um. . . I'm, uh. . . going to the library. . . "

Carrot Cake smiled slightly.

"Alright, sweetie. Be careful."

Pinkie could tell that they wanted to walk her to the library, but they knew she wanted to be alone to her thoughts. The element of laughter walked down three houses and knocked on the library door. Spike opened the door.

"Oh! Pinkie Pie!"

Spike swung the door open wide and stood to the side, inviting her in.

"Twilight! Pinkie Pie's here!"

Twilight stuck her head out from around a corner, her quill held up by her magic. The unicorn put down her work and trotted to her friend.

"Pinkie."

Twilight wrapped her hooves around Pinkie Pie, who returned the hug. Spike disappeared up the stairs, giving the mares some privacy.

"How are you?"

Twilight spoke softly, afraid of scaring Pinkie Pie.

"I. . . could be better."

"Oh."

Both mares stood in awkward silence before Pinkie spoke up.

"Twilight. . . I'd like to read some books about. . . abortions."

Twilight's ears stood up straight in surprise before flattening to her head.

"Pinkie-"

"Please, Twilight. I-I don't want to talk about it. . . I just. . . "

Twilight frowned but pulled a book down from one of the shelves. Pinkie Pie took it and walked over to one of the reading chairs and opened the book.

An abortion is the process of removing the living fetus from the uterus.

Pinkie Pie flipped forward, finding the page on how an abortion was done.

First, the abortionist will do an ultrasound to calculate the size of the fetus and it's position. Then a speculum will be inserted into the vagina, keeping it open for easier access. The amniotic fluid sac will be ruptured and drained. Then a cannula will be inserted into the uterus. The fetus will then be sucked to the cannula. The abortionist will move the cannula back and forth, removing the lower portion of the fetus. The upper portion is then similarly removed. The head, however, is to big to be removed by the cannula. The abortionist will then insert clamps and grab the free floating head. The head will then be crushed and the remaining fragments removed by the cannula.

Pinkie covered her mouth, swallowing harshly.

The. . . the foal was ripped apart?

The young earth pony quickly turned the page, but soon regretted it. It showed a diagram of a uterus. A set of clamps were in it, holding a severed head. The book slammed shut and was yanked out of her grasp. Pinkie Pie looked up to see Spike holding the book to his chest. Twilight was also reaching forward, as if she was also going to grab the book before Spike had. Twilight's magic encased the book and put it up on a shelf, at the top, not where it belonged. Just out of Pinkie's reach.

"Pinkie Pie, I think we should really talk."

Pinkie Pie nodded. Twilight sat down next to her and Spike crawled up on the other side. The baby dragon grabbed Pinkie's hoof and hugged it like a teddy bear. Pinkie Pie took a deep breath before she started to talk.

"I just found out. . . I went to the doctor today. . . he said that the m-morning after pill didn't work for me. He said that I'm p-pregnant."

New tears sprung up in her eyes. Her voice became slightly more hysterical as she continued.

"I-I made an appointment to get an abortion at 5. I-I can't. . . it-it wouldn't be right to let the foal live!"

Pinkie gasped and covered her mouth, startled just as much as Twilight was. Spike's spines on his back actually stood up in slight fear. Pinkie Pie swallowed before continuing.

"It would be wrong. . . wrong to let the foal live! It. . . it would know that it came to be from something so horrible! That it was unwanted! I can't do that to a foal, and I'm not ready to be a mommy!"

Pinkie sobbed into her hooves as Twilight rubbed her back.

"I understand, Pinkie. I really do, but you must also think about what this foal could mean. You don't have to raise it yourself. There are plenty of stallions and mares who would love to adopt. I. . . know why some mares have abortions, but I just don't agree with it."

Twilight looked over at Spike, who was wiping tears from his cheeks.

"The truth is, Spike was almost an aborted baby."

Pinkie drew back in surprise and looked down at Spike.

"His mother did not want any eggs, so she was going to smash them. She actually had smashed all the others before Celestia had come across her. Celestia took Spike's egg away before he could be crushed. His egg was then placed in the entrance exams as a fake test. Celestia couldn't get him to hatch, only a dragon could do that. She held onto the egg in hopes of him somehow hatching. It was a surprise that I hatched him."

Twilight hugged Pinkie close to her.

"My point is, it's your choice to make, but don't just think about the bad. Think about the good that could be as well."

Author's Note

Sad! Now before I get yelled at, I am pro choice, BUT I personally could never get an abortion. Every women as her own right to decide.

Also, I'm gonna ask:

Should Pinkie Pie get an abortion or not?

Pinkie Resolution Pie

Pinkie Pie walked on shaking hooves towards the open door. The nurse stood there holding it open. Pinkie Pie looked back at Mrs. and Mr. Cake, who were sitting in the waiting room. They had decided that taking the twins with them was inappropriate, having Twilight foalsit. Carrot and Cup Cake smiled slightly at Pinkie.

"It's okay, Pinkie Pie. We'll be waiting out here for you."

The young mare nodded and followed the nurse down the hallway. They entered a back room with a tall table. The table had stirrups for the placement of back hooves. Pinkie swallowed nervously and climbed up onto the table, but did not lay down. The nurse smiled at her.

"You don't need to be in position just yet. I'll help you get set in a little bit."

Pinkie just nodded and pulled at her mane. It was nearly completely flat, only a couple little curls in it. She looked around the room. It wasn't as scary as she thought. It wasn't darkly lit with only one foreboding light over the table. There were no sharp instruments laying out, and the walls were a clean, bare white. The doctor walked in, a different one from earlier, and smiled at her.

"Hello, Ms. Pie. If you just let Nurse Blooming Star help you get set on the table and I can get an ultrasound."

The nurse helped Pinkie lay back, and put her hooves in the stirrups. However, the stirrups remained flat, so Pinkie was still in a normal laying position. The doctor approached with the ultrasound wand and screen. He put the clear jelly on Pinkie Pie's tummy, and moved the wand around.

Pinkie watched the screen. It was all gray and blurry, nothing on the screen. Suddenly, an image appeared. There was a black oval, and inside the blackness was a small little lump.

It. . . didn't look much like a foal.

The lump moved, and Pinkie saw a little hoof stretch out before coming up to a little muzzle. The foal started sucking on it's hoof. Pinkie Pie gasped.

"It. . . it has hooves. . . and a mouth!"

The doctor looked over at her.

"Of coarse, Ms. Pie. At 6 weeks, the foal has almost all body parts formed. Not developed completely, but definitely formed."

The doctor pointed at the foals back, were there was a light white streak.

"At this stage, they're actually see through. That white part on the back is the spine, and those little lumps on the spine are the beginning of wings."

The doctor then pointed at a fluttering motion in the center of the foals chest.

"That's it's heart. It beats about 140 beats per minute."

Pinkie looked at the screen and then down at her abdomen.

"How. . . how big is it."

"About the size of an olive."

Pinkie chocked, trying to hold back her tears. The doctor looked startled.

"Ms. Pie. . . are you alright?"

Pinkie Pie shook her head no, her hoof placed over her mouth. She kicked out her hind hooves, removing them from the stirrups.

"I can't do it! I'm sorry! I can't kill a foal!"

The doctor and nurse exchanged looks before turning back to her.

"It's alright Ms. Pie. Nopony is forcing you."

The stallion handed her a tissue to wipe the jell off her stomach.

"You don't have to do this if you don't want to."

Pinkie Pie blinked before she hastily removed the jelly from her fur. She nearly threw herself from the table, and galloped out the door. She flew out into the waiting room and into the surprised hooves of the Cake's.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry."

Carrot Cake patted her head slightly.

"Shhh, shhh. It'll be okay."

Pinkie stepped into the library, surprised to see not only Twilight, but the rest of her friends. Twilight hung her head low.

"I'm sorry, Pinkie Pie. I. . . told them what was going on."

Pinkie shuffled her hooves slightly.

"It's okay, Twilight. I'm kinda glade you told them."

Rarity cleared her throat.

"So. . . you just came back from the doctors?"

"Yeah. . . but. . . I couldn't go through with it. . . I saw the ultra sound"

Rainbow Dash walked over to the pink mare and placed a wing over her back in comfort.

"The. . . the foal was sucking it's hoof. . . and-and stretching. I saw it's heartbeat, and-and-"

"Pinkie. It's okay, sugar cube. We're here for ya,"

Pinkie was surrounded in a gently group hug. Suddenly the library door burst open, Scootaloo bouncing excitedly.

"Rainbow Dash! Rainbow Dash! You won't believe who I just saw! Soarin's in town!"

Author's Note

Don't kill me, Don't kill me, Don't kill me, Don't kill me, Don't kill me, Don't kill me, Don't kill me, Don't kill me, Don't kill me, Don't kill me. . . uh. . . sorry about the short chapter. Don't kill me?

The End

This is not a real update; I have decided to end this story. However, I will give y'all a quick outline of what happens next.

Soarin tries to worm his way into the group, nobody knows he's the rapist except Pinkie. Soarin doesn't know Pinkie knows. Pinkie is now too scared to tell anyone with Soarin practically hovering over her.

Pinkie Pie decides to go through with the pregnancy but give the foal up for adoption. Her only requirement is that it's not someone from Ponyville, and the foal goes to a family who will love it. The adoptive parents are Fleur de Lis and Fancy Pants. Fleur is sterile, and the couple really want a foal. Pinkie is initially hesitant, thinking them stuck-up, but she sees how the two are with the cake twins and decides they will be good parents. Fancy and Fleur pay for all medical treatment and drop by once a month to check-in.

All the while, Soarin is desperately trying to woo Pinkie so that he can convince her to keep his foal. The mane 6 start to see Soarin as kinda creepy for always following Pinkie, but no one suspects him of being the rapist. Pinkie and Dashie begin to get closer, and Rainbow Dash admits to Pinkie that her mother raped her father, and that's how she came to be. Her father filed for divorce and got her mother arrested for abuse/SA. This shared trauma brings them closer, and a budding romance begins to bloom.

At around 7 months pregnant, Soarin cracks and kidnaps Pinkie. No one in Ponyville knows what happened or where Pinkie is. Soarin is also "missing" Cranky Doodle and Matilda remember that they saw Soarin all those months ago, injured, and everyone suddenly understands. Soarin was the rapist, and he took Pinkie. Cue mane 6 (minus one) getting ready to go to war and kill a bastard.

Meanwhile, Soarin takes Pinkie to a hotel and ensures she can't escape. Pinkie is playing it smart and begins to pretend to fall in love with Soarin. The idiot begins to believe her. Pinkie then sleeps with him (she hates it, and it's just another rape, but one she has to pretend to like) in order for Soarin to trust her fully that she won't run away. In the morning, Pinkie wakes up early. Soarin wakes up to Pinkie screaming and blood dripping from between her legs. She's crying that something is wrong with the foal.

Soarin rushes Pinkie to the closest hospital (they are far from Ponyville at this point), and the ER sees a pregnant mare and blood and doesn't ask questions, and rushes her back. Soarin is left in the waiting room. Once in the back, Pinkie calms down and tells the medical staff there's nothing wrong with the foal. She had gotten up early and purposely used a small knife she had (stolen from the hotel room's dinner the night before) and cut her upper thigh so it looked like she was miscarrying.

Pinkie explains that Soarin is a rapist and kidnapped her. Police are called, Soarin is arrested, and Pinkie is healed and reunited with her friends/family. Soarin is turned into a statue for what he did. Discord sneaks by one night and uses his magic to make it so Soarin is trapped in a world of torture in his mind, one that he feels as real and cannot escape. Discord doesn't tell anyone he did this.

Several months later (11.5ish months pregnant), Pinkie gives birth to a colt. Its coat is like Soarin's, but he has Pinkie's curls in a light purple color. He has Pinkie's blue eyes. Fleur and Fancy tell Pinkie she can name him if she wishes, but Pinkie declines, saying she's not his mother and such an honor should be theirs. The couple profusely thank Pinkie for the wonderful gift she gave them. The foal is named Cadeau de Rose.

Pinkie Pie and Rainbow Dash agree that while they want to be in a relationship, Pinkie is not ready for it. They decide to stay friends, but it is hinted strongly that eventually, they will get together down the line.

The End.

Author's Note

Sorry, I lost interest in this story long ago, but I figured y'all deserved a summary of how it would go.