Corruption of Fate

Alice stirred in her sleep as her body and mind recovered from the comatose causing climax she had been forced to suffer through. She was hardly aware of her own existence for some time, as thoughts and even her dreams were being suppressed by a lingering ghost of the unbearable pleasure that commanded that every synapse recognize it.

It was only the appearance of another intrusive presence that made Alice remember that there was a world beyond what she could feel, as the words ‘Wakey, wakey,’ sounded from just beyond the abyss.

Alice, body aching, thoughts dim, opened her eyes, only to find she was still in the lab room, if in a different location than before. She had been moved into a small kennel cage, big enough to allow herself to reposition her body if she wanted, but not big enough to allow her body to stretch out completely. She had been laying curled up on top of a blanket that lined the cage’s floor, in an imitation of a dog or a cat in a pet bed, but now that she was awake the first thing she decided to do was roll over, placing her shoulders against the far wall of her enclosure, while scrunching up her legs so she could rest her hooves on the grated door. Had she the energy, she would have tried to force her way free, but she could already tell that it would be a fruitless effort in her current condition.

So, how was your first time?

Alice’s face gave a weak snarl in response, hearing the voice come from within her head, and identifying it as her own.

Yeah, I remember not liking it that much. I also remember thinking it was stupid for my future self to ask.

Alice did think it was kinda dumb for the doe she would become to ask questions she already knew the answer to. She had to know how horrible it was to be strapped down, unable to defend yourself as a sadistic doe did as she pleased with your body.

What was the point of that? Alice asked, If you were trying get me to see things from your perspective, you couldn’t have picked a worse way.

Sorry, the future Alice said, But you were going to be swapped to this moment of time no matter what I did. It was you who drank the potion.

But you’re the one who set me up! Alice mentally yelled to herself across time.

Yes, and no. future Alice replied, There was little I could do to make that moment any easier on you. History is, for the most part, pre-ordained. That I did the things that set up our punishment the same as they were when they happened to me, was just me following the most important rule of the GIft Givers. To never do anything to act against fate

Why would you not go against this!? Alice demanded to know, still completely lost on how she could end up this way.

I’d tell you, but this is not when or how you figure it out, future Alice answered, And we have other things we have to do right now

Whatever you want, I’m not going along with it, Alice said, refusing to comply.

You will if you want to get back to your time before Xenia comes back for my second session, future Alice explained, Which will be much worse than what you’ve already gone through.

Alice had to admit, she didn’t like the idea of being at the mercy of that gray doe again, figuring that was who this ‘Xenia’ her future self was talking about was.

So you can bring me back to my time? she questioned, hoping that was the case.

I can, future Alice answered, By letting the potion’s duration run out. So long as it’s in effect, I can’t break connection with you, and the moment it's over we both return to our proper times

Then I don’t have to do anything, Alice said, believing that the potion couldn’t last that much longer.

If I do nothing, yes, Future Alice responded, But since the body I’m in is the one holding the connection, I can look further into the future, and you’ll be trapped in my body for the duration of the time in between. Days, weeks, months, however long I wish

Y-you’re kidding… Alice said, reluctant to believe the threat was possible.

I already did it once to zip forward to wake you up, future Alice answered in a dead serious tone, You’ve been sleeping for hours, and the effects of the potion are only for one.

That put a bit more fear into Alice, as the idea of being trapped in this nightmare any longer was unconscionable. That it could happen at the whim of her future self, who saw this future as a minotaur breeding slave a good thing, was terrifying. The only thing stopping her from going into pure hysterics was a logical conclusion that she had to believe was true.

But if you’re threatening me in this way, it means you think you can negotiate with me, Alice said, a little worried she might be wrong, So you do let me go back

Only because you do as I say, future Alice replied, recalling the time in her life when it was her in the cage, But if you attempt to defy fate by refusing, then I can do the same and leave you there to take my place

The yellow reindeer could see her future self’s point. If anything that happened to her changed because of Alice, then she too would not be beholden to events as they had happened. If Alice wanted a guarantee she’d return to her own time and body as soon as possible, then she had to submit to the will of the corrupted version of herself.

Fine, she said, annoyed but defeated, What do you want?

First, said future Alice, Tell me how you feel.

Alice rolled her eyes, but then answered with, Tired… Scared… Angry…

Your body, the deer’s future self reiterated, How does it feel right now?

Alice closed her eyes and took a deep breath, as she knew this was what her future self meant from the start, but didn’t like the answer she’d have to say. That was because despite her body being sore from the abuse of her rape, it actually felt really good at that moment.

I feel… pleasure, Alice thought , knowing that it was fruitless to try and lie, as her future self would know better, It won’t stop, even though my muscles feel they’ve been through a full body yakyakistan massage

The echos of the pleasure still resonated all over her body, though greatly diminished from when her violation was taking place. The feeling soaked into every part of her flesh, creating an aura of sexual gratification all over her being, with the pleasure being most powerful at the base of her antlers, as an annoyingly delightful sensation irritated the space atop her head.

It’s gonna feel like that until you return to your time, Future Alice explained, but for me, it will last for the rest of my life. What Xenia did to you permanently compromised my nervous system, granting me the blessing of an endless euphoria.

And you want to live like that? Alice asked, as her future self sounded like the idea of a body so damaged that it always felt pleasure was a desirable thing.

It takes some getting used to, her future self replied, but the never ending afterglow always made me feel happy. I’m glad to finally have it back, though I do apologize that it required your uninitiated mind to get even the dim sensation you’re feeling. Had I been in your place, the hums of pleasure would have been so distant that it would be torturous

Alice tried to piece together what her future self was saying, hoping to gather some detail from her words she could use, but the constant pleasure made it hard to think straight. It was hard enough to focus on her own base thoughts, let alone attempt some in depth deduction.

I know you’re having trouble with it right now, Future Alice went on to say, It’s clouding your thoughts because it’s new to you, but there is something that will make it easier. Luckily, it’s my last request for you before I allow the potion to run its course

And what’s that? Alice asked. If she had to do as her corrupted self wanted, she wanted to get it done as quickly as possible.

Nothing difficult, Future Alice assured, And it’s something you’re expecting. I want you to give that body a little test drive, and masturbate yourself

Alice did expect it to be something like that, as while her future self was probably just following the footsteps of history, it seemed like she was trying to show Alice the joys of being a sex slave. Under the threat given to her, the reindeer had to comply, but she would not allow herself to fall like this bastardization of herself had. She would find a way out of this fate, as soon as she returned to her time, she and the other Gift Givers would do something to fix whatever damage was caused to history by the minotaur.

Without so much as a word of complaint, Alice spread her legs as far apart as the confined space would allow her, and lowered a hand low to the space between her thighs. Her fingers gently touched the soft folds, and rubbed the area around her slit in a light message. She then proceeded to take one of her breasts in hand, moving her hand in a circle, squeezing the mammary softly in a short rhythm, her fingers playing with her hardening nipple through the use of tiny pinches and twists.

Alice might have been a virgin before the gray doe raped her with that machine, but she was well practiced in this act. She knew what touches she enjoyed, and how to grant herself a swift climax if needed.

At least she did with the body she had in her time, but the one she currently inhabited had matured a bit, and developed more refined tastes. Her traditional approach helped get everything started, but Alice found that she was having a hard time finishing. The more she stroked a bit of sensitive skin, the more her arousal rose, but it never came to that peak of ecstasy. Even moving her attention to her clit, flicking it with the bottom part of her thumb, wouldn’t push her over the edge, when typically that was the easiest to target if she wanted to make herself cum.

While Alice couldn’t quite reach the peak she believed her future self was expecting to see her accomplish, the reindeer doe was finding that the heights she was achieving was much greater than she was used to. Not in the agonizing manner inflicted on her before, but in a much more enjoyable fashion of building euphoria. The build up felt so good that when it seemed to plateau, Alice unconsciously proceeded to go further than she normally would have, her fingers slipping inside her naughty nethers, prodding against the inner was, which were dripping with fluids created from her arousal.

The exploration into her pussy made her heart beat fast, and with the increase of blood flow came a mild return of the heat that enveloped her body prior. The doe was drifting into a more instinctual approach to self satisfaction, as her body took over in the departments where the mind was lacking. Fingers roughly prodded, pinched, and pulled at bits of flesh that Alice thought should not have enjoyed the intensity, but only announced their approval in the form of more pleasure. Moans came from her throat in a song of lust, only stopping briefly to take in another breath of air.

This proceeded for a short while, with Alice finding her sought after climax was just never in reach. As she kept trying for it though, she found that the pleasure aura felt through her body felt more and more pleasant as the sensations she caused herself got stronger. It was like her whole body had become a single erogenous zone, the whole feeling the current of pleasure flowing from her crotch and breasts in equal and elevated parts.

Alice kept up her masturbation for a while, as she kept searching for that final jolt of pure bliss that would signal the end of this sexual ritual, becoming more relentless with the passing seconds. At first she only did it cause of the threat, but now it was driving her crazy that she couldn’t find an end. The fur around her crotch was completely soaked in her juices, and small bruises were forming on her tits with how hard she was squeezing them, as if doing that would squeeze out the last drop of pleasure she would need.

See how much you’re enjoying yourself? the future Alice said, reminding her sex guided doe in her body that she existed.

Her words did snap Alice back into reality, and despite not reaching the goal, she decided to slow down to a stop. I might feel good because of this, but that doesn’t matter. The minotaur enslaved us, and all those other women, in order to rape us

While Alice had only seen two other female slaves in her vision thus far, she could deduce through the things said in them that there were far more.

Some of them, yes, but I assure you it’s for a good cause, future Alice said, And you’re still a bit mistaken about something. The minotaur might force many women to be their breeding slaves, but you are not a minotaur slave. Never were, and never will be

What do you mean?! Alice said outraged but the words of her future self, I was bound down, raped, and now I’m trapped in this cage!

But not against your will, Future Alice rebutted, Haven’t you noticed that your antlers aren’t restricted or cut down?

Alice looked up at her antlers, which were indeed untouched.

You could use your magic right now, and open the cage door if you wanted. The latch is a simple bolt. Nothing is truly keeping you locked in here if you wished to leave. You could even walk out the facility right now if you claimed your master needed you

I…. could? Alice asked, actually curious about that claim.

Besides that, we don’t even wear a collar like the other slaves. I just wear the ribbon bow we’ve always worn around our neck. The truth is that we’ve always been a willing participant in the minotaur’s plans, and for good reason. Reasons that go beyond mere pleasure, no matter how great.

Then tell me what this reason is, demanded the now confused doe, If it’s such a good reason, then it shouldn’t be hard to explain.

I’d love to, future Alice replied, But I can’t right now. The potion is wearing off, and we can only talk directly like this. I know that we’ve gotten off on the wrong hoof, but I would like to speak with you again, so I could tell you things you need to know about your destiny

The destiny that was made for me by the minotaur? Alice retorted, not convinced that what her future self was saying was not simply the influence of her captors.

You give our masters far too much credit, future Alice answered, It wasn’t the minotaur that designed this destiny for us. No matter how much I respect and admire them, they lack the magic to do something so grand

Alice’s eyes widened, as this sounded like the clue that she was searching for, Then who?! Who caused all of this to happen?!

I’ll tell you, but only if you follow my instructions, future Alice said, You still have nine uses of the time swapping potion left. Tomorrow night I want you to look two weeks into the future from this point, and then drink the potion again.

So I can be abused again? said Alice, reasoning that was what her future self wanted, No way

The event I speak of will be safer than this time, future Alice replied, You won’t be forced to have sex, and if you do it I promise you’ll have the answer as to who is behind all of this

Alice didn’t know if she could truly trust her future self, as she still suspected that she had been corrupted to the core, and this felt like an outright trap, but it was the only lead she had. She didn’t dignify her acceptance to the instructions with a response though. Besides, as long as she didn’t defy fate, the future self knew what she would do.

The potion Alice took that projected her consciousness into the future wore off shortly after, and Alice found herself back in her room, in the same spot she had been in when she started. Opening her eyes, Alice removed herself from the vision entirely, as upon her return she was able to see her future self in the cage she had been occupying, her own consciousness back where it belonged.

Sitting next to her was the remaining doses of the potion, the bottle re-corked by her other self. She debated on taking the thing and pouring it down a drain as soon as possible, but then she decided not to. It might have been a simple task to do so, but the need to learn what her future self knew was too strong, and it wouldn’t stop her from getting more from Bori if her temptation got the better of her. For now she’d have to keep going, if she had any hopes of defying the history she had now lived.

As Alice started moving about, the door to her room opened, Bori letting herself in as she went to the younger doe. “Alice, are you ok?” she said, lowering herself down to her fellow Gift Giver.

“I’m… ok,” Alice replied, feeling perfectly fine now that she was in her own body, away from that permanent pleasure it provided.

“You’ve been looking into the future for over an hour. What did the potion do?” Bori asked, her concern for the other doe, and her premonition, both peeked.

“It let me see the future as if I was there,” Alice admitted, though not being specific about the exact details of how it did that. She still didn’t want anyone to know how deeply she was breaking rules, so her future self would have to remain a secret between the two of them. At least for now. “From what I saw, things might be worse than I thought, but… I might have a clue on what’s going on now. Or at least a clue on how to get a clue.”

“What do you mean?” Bori asked, not able to follow with what little information was provided.

Alice wobbled a bit as she got to her hooves, Bori was quick to help her when she saw the yellow doe stagger. “I’m gonna have to do this again, tomorrow night. I believe I can get all the answers then.”

“Are you sure?” Bori said, still cautious about this whole thing.

“Yes,” Alice said, “If we are to defy the fate I’ve seen, then I need to do it one more time.”

“Ok…” Bori said, unnerved that Alice wanted to use the emergency potion one more time. “Then I want to watch you again, especially with what I saw.”

“What did you see?” Alice said, unable to know what was going on in this time while she was stuck in the future.

“Nothing much, but the entire time I watched you, there was a smile across your face,” Bori explained, “I didn’t think about it at the time, but hearing you say the future is still looking grim, I can’t help but wonder why you looked that way.”

Of course she was smiling. Her future self was in her body, and she was always smiling. Yet, the future Alice did nothing but sit and watch the full hour. Maybe she was actually trying to help, just not in a direct manner. Maybe there were reasons she couldn’t outright say it, and perhaps that was linked to this other force she mentioned that had seemingly aided the minotaur. She hoped that was the case, but whether or not it was, Alice would get the answers she needed, even if she had to do something drastic to get her to spill the information she had.