The butterfly effect

....I love every single scale and scent in your body." at this Spike shivered with a mix of emotions amongs them being surprise, confusion, doubt, elation and fear.

Rarity's unyielding gaze now locked with his own trembling eyes as she let the doors of her heart open, now caring what got out. Be it darkness or light.

"....no, perhaps... Desire is the right word. ¿Perhaps both?... Anyway, The look you have gave me for all this years, the way you so tenderly helped me on every whim, the way your devotion reached a level of insanity to not so much care how many stallions i dated and yet you still held on..." Spike got really annoyed at that. Was she making fun of him now? What was her deal?

Rarity stopped for a second inhaling strongly and then letting a dreamy and also sultry sigh escape her lips, tainted with a crimson red lipstick. That exhale, slowly faded the pregnant silence of the room, as a smile with a malicious and also elated energy was slowly carved in her face while slowly saliva fell down her cheek, a visage you would see when a hunter had its prey on their plate, ready to eat. This look, energy and expressions highly put Spike on edge, so much in fact that for the first time of his life, he feared her,taking a small retreat in the bed from her.

This did NOT go unnoticed by her but she kept going as she gave him a smirk that unnerved him "Oh?, so now you are scared of lil old me? I thought you always hoped i loved you back no? well... now you will hear it spike" she teased as she giggled.

Spike backed away more.

"Dont run from me now... Dear" she whispered huskily in his ear frill, having him now laying down her frame, slowly as with everyword that came out from her mouth she gave a "step" forward in his direction.

"I have yet to tell you how i feel, just how deep the rabbit hole goes..." she whispered still in his ear as she now took a nibble or playful bite of his ear frill.

Spike let out a strained moan. "Ra-rarity!?, Stop already!!"

Rarity took a look on spike, his face now showed unfiltered pain, a look that a kid would look if their parents, friend or brothers beat them up senseless.

Rarity was horrified, her eyes going wide open. She decided to retreat a little and got to her side of the bed.

"...spike, i.... I know you feel scared about me now... Well... for Coming on too strong... But-"

"Coming of too strong?" he said in a small voice "that is what you call "coming of too strong?!" he raised his voice now.

Rarity fell silent, and let him vent. "You...you...Yoouuu!!" he started panting from exhertion

"You...you have never, not even once!- Not even once liked ME back!!" he screamed at her

She flinched, but kept silent. "and yet... the first time you ever... claim to like me at all, you....you... do this?!, Not only do you not explain the why, how, when or what feelings do you even have for me?! but you force yourself on me!? what is wrong with you!!.

At the last part Rarity realized he was right, she went from Giving him the reason of his now love for him or rather what she loved from him to Molesting him, as soon as he got "distracted" enough.

gasping rarity shot back "You are right... but-but-but i cant help myself!!"

Spike got annoyed, now snarling at her.

"Now YOU will listen to ME spike. I know what im doing is unfair, wrong and selfish but please listen to me!!" she screamed in desperation as more tears went down her eyes.

Spike frustrated but hating to see her cry, gave in.

"fine" he murmured

Rarity inhaled and exhaled and began her speech again "Like i said before i love AND desire EVERYTHING about you, spike. From your scales to your breath. From your musk to your voice. From your generosity, to your faults. Every single time you helped me at the boutique, every single dress we made together, every gem we excavated, every sweet word you said, every single time i hurted you and yet you stayed by my side... every single time your love held rendered me mute... i can still remember the sincerity of your words when you were ALMOST about to confess your love to me before i stupidly shut you up as we almost fell to our deads after the greed incident...an incident that both started AND ended because your love for me was so deep that you gave me the fire ruby you made for YOUR birthday just because i was charmed by it because of my own greed!.

"For Celestia's sake spike not only every facet of your being screams devotion, sincerity, kindness, beauty and many more virtues to anyone, specially to me, but i Desire you too!!, and i know, ok?! i know im absolutely horrible for not realizing it sooner!! for taking you for granted!, for making you suffer while i complained about not having anyone worth it, as i trampled your heart while i searched love anywhere and anyone but with you!! but then i realized everything ..and also realized i could have lost you!!, forever!! And i refuse!!, i refuse!, i refuseeeeeeeee!!!!. she creamed with all her heart as Spike's view on reality crumbled to the ground.

"I refuse to give you up to anypony! not a mare!, not a filly!, not a colt!, nor a stallion!, nor a dragon, not a gryphon, not a changeling, not bucking anyone!!. Rarity ended her tiraded panting tiredly.

"So please..." she was but whispering now. "So please... tell me you still love me... please tell me you will still be by my side forever. I could not live, not knowing you will stop being by my side just to be with another. Knowing all those beautiful memories you gave me, all the beautiful things we did, we do and could do, will stop. That this could... be it. Please wake me up from my own nightmare".

Then, just like that the room fell silent. All sound was gone and only shadows of 2 beings in deep thought and mixed emotions could be seen from the outside of the castle's window.