When it hurts

by A former lunatic

Rating: teen
Tags: Spike, Violence, Thorax, Ember, Profanity, Gabby, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Sad, Romance
Length: 10537

Spike let's three of his best friends know how he truly feels.

Love is such a mystery. Spike knows it and has felt its hold on him. He is in love with three special creatures. The dragon lord, Ember. The gryphon, Gabby. And, The Changeling King, Thorax.

Published 2023-02-09 22:40:01 UTC
Last updated 2023-02-09 22:40:01 UTC

chapter 1

Spike sighed as he sealed the third letter. He was done with the writing and now all he had to do was send them. He stared at the three scrolls; each of them was marked with a different seal. One was for Ember. Another for Thorax. And, the third one was for Gabby. He hesitated for a moment; wondering if he should do this. His mind ran through countless scenarios. Scenarios that ended badly for both him and the recipients of the letters. His claws balled into fists as he grit his teeth. A small growl escaped from him as he mentally scolded himself. He took in a deep breath and sent the scrolls flying with his fire breath.

He spoke to himself. “It's done.”

He sat there alone in the silence of his room. He didn't think about anything. He didn't feel anything. All he did was listen to the silence. A silence that scared him. On the outside, he sat at his desk as still as a statue. But, on the inside, he was a mess. A mess of fear, anger, and depression.

His angry thoughts yelled at him. “Now you've done it! You have just signed your death warrant! Fucking worthless slug!

His fear worried him. “They'll hate you for this. They'll never want to speak to you again.

The sadness he kept hidden added to his worry. “What would be the point of staying? Wouldn't it be better to just let go? To just rest.”

His thoughts and feelings were a mess inside of him. But, what's done is done. He stood up and started to walk to his door. He had invited all three of them to the castle. Opening his door he walked out into the hallway. Making his way to the meeting hall. He felt like he could faint at any moment.

He sat there in the hall; waiting patiently for his friends. The silence was deafening. It definitely didn't match its definition. The sound of the door opening had him look up. He watched as they enter; a smile dared to stretch itself across his face. He wanted to feel a sense of relief. But, the tension he felt stole it all from them.

Each of them took a seat at the table. He noticed the looks of worry on their faces. He assumed that it was because of the neutral expression on his face. Truth be told he felt like he was wearing a mask. A mask that hid the real look that he was wearing. They looked at him and he looked at them. This was it. He could tell all of them how he felt. He felt like he was about to vomit.

Ember tried to speak to him, but he spoke before her. “Before any of you say anything.” He asked them. “Can I tell all of you something the letters couldn't, Please?” He paused a moment before admitting. “I want to tell all of you before I lose my nerve.”

They looked at one another; each of them was worried about him. They looked back at him and nodded. He exhaled a breath he had been holding. His body felt heavy; so heavy that he was surprised that he had the strength to stand. He felt off balance; his legs felt like they were about to give out. He had to say it. He had to tell them. He needed to face his fear.

He started. “As the letters stated I needed to speak with all of you.” He started to walk from his seat and to Gabby. “That was the ending part of all your letters. But, what I wrote at the beginning of the letters is far from the truth.” He now stood in front of Gabby; he looked her right in the eyes and said. “Gabby, you always find ways to make me smile. You're bubbly nature; makes me feel happy even when I've had horrible days.” He gently reached for one of her talons. She looked at their hands; the way he held it. It was the softest hold she felt from him. He continued. “You're a beautiful gryphon Gabby. If I'm going, to be honest, you are more beautiful than the element of generosity herself.” He surprised her by suddenly pulling her into a hug. The act had caught her completely by surprise; her own body didn't even react. He finished. “You're warm. You're kind and friendly. If you could be one of the elements; you would be either Kindness or Laughter.” He broke the hug and helped her sit back down.

As Spike started to walk away; Gabby felt an odd chill in the air. She turned and looked at him; watching as he walked away from her. She wanted to jump up and hug him. She wanted to not only hold him but to also be held by him. But, her body wouldn't move. She, she wanted to know more.

Spike now stood before The Dragon Lord. To be standing in front of her was not only every dragon's dream. But, also their worst nightmare. He wasn't standing in front of The Dragon Lord. He was standing before Ember. A dragoness who you would not want to anger. A dragoness who could destroy anyone before her.

He spoke to her. “Ember, you scare me.” She wasn't too surprised but somehow the statement managed to catch her off guard. He continued. “Every time I see you; I can't help but cower before you. I'm afraid to say or do anything. But, at the same time, I don't feel threatened by you.” He continued to stand before her. She could only stare at him; wondering what he was about to do. “You're strong and you're beautiful.” He apologized to her. “I'm sorry if I'm not strong enough for you.” He started to walk around her and towards Thorax.

As he walked away Ember felt a rage inside of her. She wanted to roar at him; to command him to come back and hug her. Wait, did she just think that? She wanted a hug from him. She also felt the cold chill. But, it was overpowered by the anger that she was feeling. Not at him but at herself. She was angry because she made him fear her.

Those eyes. Those wonderful starry night eyes. He was lost in them as he walked up to Thorax. His first changeling friend and King of the Changelings. He came to a stop in front of him. All he did was stare into his eyes. Thorax tried to speak but he was silent when Spike suddenly hugged him.

Spike spoke. “I never feel alone when I'm with you.” His hug tightened as he continued. “I hope I kept you full and I hope this doesn't drive you away from me.” He broke the hug and continued. “Thorax, you are the most handsome changeling I have had the pleasure of knowing.” He finished. “I'm sorry I abandoned you when you needed me the most.”

As Spike walked away Thorax felt himself panicking on the inside. He wanted Spike to come back. He didn't want him to leave. He wanted to tackle him and hold him close. He didn't feel hungry like he used to. But, Spike he was addicted to its flavor.

Spike eventually reached the chair he had sat in. But, instead of sitting back down he walked towards the window and looked outside. He didn't care about what he saw; all he cared about was the reactions of the three creatures in the room. He was so scared. His heart hammered inside his chest. He felt like he was going to vomit. He wanted to disappear. He wanted to die.

He spoke. “I meant everything in both the letters and what I just said to all of you.” He looked down at his feet. “I understand if none of you want to see or talk to me again.” He finished. “Gabby, Ember, Thorax...I love all of you.”

The silence took over again; he stood there in front of the window. His eyes were closed and he was listening. At first, all he could hear was the beating of his heart. Then he heard each of them leave their seats. They were walking towards him; he wanted to jump out the window. His mind commanded him to throw himself out. But, his body was frozen in place. He felt something wet hit his feet; when did he start crying? He felt their presence right behind him. He shivered a little from the stares he felt on him.

He felt a gentle claw on his shoulder as he slowly turned around. His body was so tense from the fear he felt. The claw moved from his shoulder to his chin. He was then made to look up. He didn't want to open his eyes. He, he couldn't look at them. He didn't want to look at them. He didn't want to see the hatred in their eyes. But, his eyes slowly opened. Through the tears that clouded his vision for only a moment. He saw them. He saw looks that held no anger. Their eyes held looks of both happiness and sadness.

Before he knew it Ember had dropped to her knees and hugged him. She was followed by Gabby and Thorax. All three of them held him tightly. He wanted to return their hug; except Gabby and Thorax kept his arms pressed against his sides. Nothing could stop the tears that fell from his eyes. Ember gently nuzzled the side of his head. One of her claws gently rubbed his back; trying to calm him down. She could feel his tears rolling down her back.

Then almost perfectly timed all three of them said. “I love you too, Spike.”

That was it; that was what finally did it. He couldn't hold it back anymore. Although he was practically rendered immobile. He pressed himself further into Ember's hold. He hid his face in her shoulder. They could hear him trying to hold back his sobs. He had been so worried. So angry. So sad. But, now he felt just so happy. It all went black just moments later.

Spike groaned a little as his sense started to return to him. He didn't want to return to the waking world. He wanted to go back to sleep. His body relaxed against the soft surface of his bed. His entire being was surrounded by a comforting warmth. He felt at peace. He buried his face into his pillow; maybe he could get a few more minutes.

When he heard a giggle his eyes shot open. He wasn't on his bed. He was on something that had both fur and feathers. He looked up only to see Gabby staring back down at him. He wanted to move; to get off of her. But, she held him firmly against her body.

Thorax asked. “Did you sleep well?”

Spike quickly became aware of the other two. Before he could answer Gabby suddenly rolled over. Pinning him against the floor as she rested her head against him. He felt Ember and Thorax gently nuzzling his open claws. All four of them lay in the darkness of the meeting hall. They enjoyed the warmth of each other's bodies. The hall was filled with the purring sound of the two dragons and gryphon. They were all happy.

Spike stared up at the ceiling; he couldn't believe this. His mind plagued him with the most horrible of outcomes. From Ember feeding him to her father. To, Gabby tearing his body to shreds. And, Thorax beating him to death with his bare hooves. But, yet, here they were. They were all together.

He apologized. “I'm sorry.”

Ember replied. “Stop, apologizing.” She moved her head from his paw to his cheek. She nuzzled him before continuing. “You don't need to apologize to any of us.'

He tried to speak. “But, I.”

Thorax interrupted him. “You were afraid.” He moved from his claw. Instead of nuzzling him; he made him look into his eyes. He continued. “It's normal to be afraid. Especially when it comes to the feeling of love.”

Gabby spoke. “I just wish you had said this sooner.” She rubbed her head against his chest. His heartbeat nearly lulled her back to sleep. She admitted. “Best sleep I've gotten in a long time.” Ember and Thorax agreed with her.

Spike asked. “How long was I out?” He already knew it was long past sundown. The darkness was a dead giveaway.

Ember answered. “It's almost dawn again.” He was a little shocked to hear he had been asleep all afternoon and night. She added. “We joined you shortly after you fell asleep.”

Thorax spoke. “Don't worry. I made sure to send a letter to Twilight before I joined.”

That caused all of them to chuckle a little. For a while, they all lay there in silence. Each of them savoring the comfort of the others' embrace. This was all so unbelievable. None of this felt real; it was almost like a dream. If Luna was playing a horrible joke on him. He prayed that he would never wake up.

Spike spoke to them. “Hey.” He felt them shifting before he asked. “Can all of you let me up?”

Reluctantly all of them got off his body. Each of them felt the cold chill of night. They were tempted to embrace each other again. Just so they could feel that warmth again. Spike sat up and looked at all of them. A loving smile was stretched across his face. They returned his smile with smiles of his own.

He thanked them. “Thank you.” He added. “All of you.” Before they could respond he asked them. “Are all of you okay with this?” The question had caught all of them off guard. He explained. “I know what we recently did should be my answer. But, I want to know.” He told them. “I love all of you.” He asked. “But, are all three of you willing to share your love not just with me? But with each other?”

For a moment all of them sat in silence. Gabby hardly knew Ember and Thorax. While they were in good acquaintanceship with each other. Spike knew each of them well. But, he would not force them into this. They were in control. Ember looked at Thorax and then at Gabby. She couldn't lie to herself; she enjoyed the lovely moment they shared. She had never cuddled a gryphon before. It was softer than any rock she had slept on.

Thorax was good for the next few months. The love all of them shared was so delicious. He blushed while cursing his stomach. The love they shared was beautiful and he didn't want to lose it. The comforting feeling of their warmth. The feeling of security that not even the hive could come close to offering. It all felt wonderful.

Gabby looked at the dragoness and the changeling. It felt good not only having Spike resting on her. But, she enjoyed the feeling of them holding her. None of the gryphons from her home ever made her feel like this. No, she wasn't going to lose this. She wanted to be not only with Spike but with them as well.

They looked back to Spike and nodded. He smiled before he stood up and walked closer to them. They embraced him in a group hug. Neither of them wanted to let the other go. They just wanted to stay like this. To be in each other's hold. But, as the saying goes all good things must come to an end. They broke the hug and just looked at each other.

Thorax asked a silly question. “Does this mean we're a horde now?”

Gabby questioned. “Is that what changelings call flocks?” She explained. “Cause that's what gryphons call families.”

Ember rubbed the back of her head before answering. “I guess.” She questioned. “I honestly can't tell what we are?”

Spike spoke. “Herd, Horde, Flock. It doesn't matter what we call it.” They looked at him as he finished. “I'm just happy to be with all of you.”

They each chuckled and smiled; Ember had a rather devious look on her face as she spoke. “Well then.” They looked at her as she asked. “Do all of you want to make this union official?”

It didn't take each of them long to put two and two together. They blushed and looked away from her. Again, a question had caught them off guard. At first, Ember rolled her eyes. But, she couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed. She rubbed the back of her head and apologized. “Sorry.”

Spike replied. “No need to be sorry Ember.” He cursed his brain as various images started to enter his mind. He added. “But, I believe it's a little too soon to talk about that.” Where was that cold chill now?

Gabby agreed. “Yeah.” She giggled a little as she admitted. “Not that I would mind. But, can we take this slow?”

Thorax nodded in agreement; he had to turn himself away from the others. He was shouting at his brain. His, dirty, dirty, brain. He noticed they were all turning to look at him. He almost shouted. “Don't look at me.”

The girls quickly adverted their gazes from him. Spike unfortunately was a little too slow to look away; his scales turned a darker shade of red... He couldn't stop himself from saying. “Damn.”

Ember burst into a fit of laughter; while Gabby tried to keep herself from laughing. Thorax was beyond embarrassed. And, Spike was right there with him. Now, of all times when they needed that damn cold air. It was nowhere to be found. Ember had to wipe away the tears that fell from her eyes. She couldn't remember the last time she had laughed this hard.

She then suggested. “How about me and Gabby take care of each other and leave you two to yourselves.” She was enjoying this.

Thorax cursed her. “Damn it, Ember!”

Gabby fell to the floor laughing; while Spike said. “You're mean.”

Ember chuckled before she started walking over to the window. She noticed how Spike and Thorax tried to hide themselves from her. She grinned as her mind imagined some rather passionate scenarios. She reached the window and opened it. A rush of cold air entered the room; all of them sighed in relief. The relief was mainly from Spike, Thorax, and Ember. Gabby somehow managed to keep her mind under control. But, as she looked up she caught sight of Spike's.

She cursed. “Fuck.”

It was all silent for a moment before Spike shouted. “Ember, look what you've done!”

Ember ended up laughing again as she commented. “Gabby, glad to take away your innocence.” She laughed a little more.

After a while, all of them eventually calmed down. They sat at the table and looked at one another. They now sat closer to each other. Spike asked them. “Well, do all of you want to go on dates sometime this week?”

They had to think about it for a moment. A date. That sounded nice. Each of them would get to spend a little personal time with Spike. And, if they wanted while he was spending time with the other. They could spend time together and get to know each other better. But, there was a small problem.

Ember spoke. “I would like that.” She admitted. “But, I need to oversee a meeting today and later on this week. “She then added. “But, I'm free tomorrow.”

Gabby spoke. “I'm off today actually.” She smiled. “I can go on a date with you later.” She looked at Thorax and asked him. “Unless you want to.”

Thorax shook his head and spoke. “I'm not free until the end of this week.” He sighed sadly as he finished. “I would love to but I need to oversee the construction of a new tunnel and a trade agreement.” He groaned a little as he cursed his responsibilities.

Spike nodded before saying. “Okay, then.” He walked over to Gabby and said. “Gabby, since this will be our first date you can decide what we do.” She nodded before he kissed her on the cheek. She blushed as he whispered. “Be safe going home.” She nodded as he walked away from her. Her heart fluttered at the idea of going on a date with him.

He walked over to Ember. He nearly yelled out in surprise as she suddenly hugged him. He smiled before hugging her back. He said. “Ember, you be safe too.” He kissed her on the cheek also. He heard her purring a little before she released him from her hold.

As he walked up to Thorax he didn't even get a chance to speak. Thorax had kissed him on his cheek. He heard him say. “I'll see you later. My love.” He then hugged him. Spike smiled as he returned the hug. Like the girls, he also wished him a safe travel home. Eventually, all three of them left the room and headed out of the castle. Spike turned back towards the window just in time to see the sunrise.

He smiled as he watched the beautiful sight. He couldn't wait to go on his dates. He couldn't wait to be with them again. Why in the world did he wait so long to tell them?

chapter 2

Spike had just finished getting himself ready for his date with Gabby. His mind wandered back to the events that had happened earlier. He was still in disbelief. He wondered if he was still alive. A chuckle escaped from him as he started to walk to the front of the castle. She should be arriving at any moment.

He stepped outside just as she landed on the steps. They smiled at each other before they walked up and hugged each other. As they broke the hug; Gabby gave him a quick kiss on the lips. He felt his heart flutter a little before he returned her kiss with one of his own. Gabby couldn't stop her tail from wagging. She felt very happy.

He greeted her. “Hello, milady.”

Gabby giggled before replying. “Hello, love.” She stood next to him before asking. “What do you have planned for us today?”

He offered her a claw and she accepted it. They held each other's hand while he answered. “Would you like to go swimming?” He added. “The water is great this time of year.”

Gabby smiled before she nuzzled him. He nuzzled her back before they began to walk towards the lake. They held each other's hands as they walked. Gabby even went as far as to intertwine her tail with his. He didn't care who saw them. All that mattered was her. She noticed he was purring; she smiled before she nuzzled the side of his head. She enjoyed the walk with her drake.

The two reached the lake and were now standing at the end of the pier. They looked at the calm surface of the water. Then, with yells of joy, they jumped into the water. The water was ice cold. Gabby couldn't help but scream out. While Spike laughed a little. She heard his laughter and swiped at him; water splashed his face. It caught him off guard for a moment.

He yelled. “This means war love!” He swiped back at her; splashing water back at her.

They laughed and yelled as they enjoyed their little splash fight. They were acting like young children. But, hey, can you blame a young couple experiencing love? After their little war, they floated next to each other in the calm water. Gabby breathed deeply as she floated. The water felt cool and the sun's warmth wasn't too intense. She heard something swimming towards her. A second later she felt something touch her back.

Spike had just swam underneath her; he smiled as he wrapped his arms around her. He heard her sigh as she turned over and rested herself against his body. She focused on the sound of his heartbeat. It was such a gentle sound; she could fall asleep right there. She then felt him kiss her forehead.

He said. “I love you.”

She nuzzled him before replying. “I love you, too.”

If he was crying his tears were hidden by the water that was on his scales. This felt wonderful; being this close to her. He closed his eyes and let the water hold him; while he held her. Happiness couldn't define how they felt right now. They were so lost in the moment they didn't hear the distant rumbling.

Gabby and Spike ran as fast as they could back to the town square. Apparently, the weather ponies scheduled a downpour for today. The only problem was they forgot to pass the word along. The thunder rolled as rain fell from the clouds. The two managed to reach the gazebo in the center of town. Both of them laughed a little as they shook the rainwater from their bodies.

Spike commented. “Wonderful weather huh?”

Gabby giggled a little before nodding. Truthfully, the surprise rainstorm didn't ruin their date. If anything it made it a little more fun. As they ran to the town; Gabby challenged him to a small race. It didn't matter who won; they were just having fun. As a cold gust of wind blew through she noticed he was shaking.

She asked. “Cold?” He nodded.

She walked up to him and pulled him into a hug. He smiled and returned her hug as they wrapped their wings around each other. They smiled as they pressed their heads together. Even though it was a heavy downpour and their bodies were soaking wet. Where they were right now was the best place in the world for them.

A voice called to them. “Spike! Gabby!”

At first, they couldn't see who was yelling at them. As they looked around the voice called to them again. “Spike! Gabby!” They followed the voice and saw Pinkie waving at them. She was holding the door to Sugar Cube Corner open. They broke the hug and ran through the rain again. It was a wonder how their bodies weren't prunes from all the water that had been dropped on them.

Spike was about to thank her for calling them over. But, before he could even speak both of them were blasted by a jet of warm air. Their bodies were almost instantly dried of water. But, there was a small catch. Gabby's feathers were all ruffled and puffed. And, Spike somehow had poofy fur all over his body.

Pinkie spoke with a slight giggle in her voice. “All dry.”

Both of them stared silently at her and at each other. Gabby couldn't help but break into a fit of laughter as she saw the puffball that was her drake. Spike wanted to laugh but at the same time, he was a little horrified. Before he could even ask; Pinkie had pulled a comb out of a nearby cookie jar. She kept it there just in case of mane or fur-related emergencies. She combed his new fur down; somehow turning it back into his smooth scales.

He blinked a moment thankfully to have his normal skin back. But he had to know and he asked her. “How did you?”

Pinkie answered before he even finished. “Oh, I had my air cannon set to What The Fluff.”

She giggled before happily bouncing away. They stood there in silence before looking at one another. Gabby was tempted to ask. But, Both of them knew it would be better not to ask. It was just better to accept that it was just Pinkie's logic. Plus, it was better than trying to understand the cosmic horror incarnate. That was when they heard her sneeze.

She asked out loud. “Hey, Who's typing about me?”

Oh crap.

Spike and Gabby sat at one of the empty booths. They watched the rain pouring down outside. Even though it was a terrible storm; there was a strange appeal to watching the rainfall. But, Spike's attention was focused on the beautiful gryphon who sat just in front of him. He smiled warmly at her; while her gaze was focused on the rain outside. She was so mesmerized by the rain; she never noticed him get up and walk over to her side of the booth. She only became aware of his presence when she felt his claw on her talon. And, one of his wings draped over her back. She looked at him and smiled; she then rested her head on top of his. Both of them purred happily in the other's embrace.

A short while later Pinkie brought them some hot chocolate on the house. They thanked her and enjoyed their warm beverages. She couldn't help but smile at the two. She had a feeling it was them who set off her Pinkie sense. And, for the record, she was not some cosmic horror. She was a sweet pony who would never hurt anypony.

She thanked. “Thank you.” She started to walk away.

SHE'S GOT ME HELD AT KNIFE POINT! HELP!

She yelled. “HEY!”

AHH! HELP! SHE'S GOT A KNIFE!

Gabby and Spike screamed in horror as she yelled. “I'LL SHOW YOU COSMIC HORROR!”

By the time the two had returned to the castle; the sun had long set and Luna had already risen the moon into the sky. The day had been so wonderful. They wished that it would never end. But, that would be selfish. After all, Spike was eager to got on his dates with Ember and Thorax. He was excited for tomorrow. But, right now all he could think about was the wonderful gryphon walking next to him.

They stopped at the doors of the castle. They smiled at each other as Spike said. “I had a great time Gabby.”

She nodded before replying. “So did I.” She hugged him and he returned her hug.

As they broke the hug and she turned to take flight. Spike asked her. “Gabby?” She turned and looked at him and he continued. “Would you like to spend the night?”

She smiled and nodded before saying. “I was hoping you would ask that.”

He chuckled happily before opening the door and holding it open for her. As she walked passed him; not only did she brush one of her wings against him. She had even gone as far as the brush her tail against him. He smiled a little deviously; thankfully he was able to keep that part of his mind in check.

After a quick shower, both of them were resting in his bed. He rested against her; his head lying on her chest. While she had wrapped her wings and claw around him. They inhaled each other scent; both of them enjoyed the warmth the other provided. It didn't feel as good as last night. But, it felt nice. They purred happily as they snuggled together in his bed.

He spoke to her. “Gabby.”

She replied. “Hmm?”

He pushed himself up and crawled up to her face. Allowing him to look down into her eyes as he said. “I love you.”

She smiled before they kissed each other. They held the kiss for a little while; before they broke it so that their lungs could get some much-needed air. She spoke. “I love you too.”

They soon fell asleep in each other's hold. This had been a wonderful day for both of them. And, Spike could hardly wait for tomorrow. Gabby couldn't remember the last time she had been so happy. Neither of them could really. They did wish both Ember and Thorax were there with them. That time would come for them in the future. Right now they just focused on each other. It was going to be a good night in their dreams.

chapter 3

Spike kissed Gabby goodbye before she took off flying. She had to leave early so that she could go home and get ready for her job. He watched as she flew away; only to yawn shortly after. It was a little early in the morning. But, oddly enough he just couldn't fall asleep. He kept having this strange nightmare. He couldn't remember much of it.

He shook the thoughts from his head and walked back into the castle. He had to get back to the kitchen and start cleaning. As he entered the kitchen he looked at the work before him. He smiled as he shook his head. He was going to be cleaning for a little bit. He gathered all the dishes up and staked them into piles beside the sink. Before he started washing the dishes. He cleaned the table and the oven. He even swept the floor free of any crumbs that had unknowingly fallen to the floor. He eventually got around to the dishes. By the time he was done cleaning the sun had risen slightly into the sky. It was still early morning.

He yawned as he walked out of the kitchen. He felt a little tired; in fact, he was so tired he didn't even know he had walked into the reading area of the castle. He walked over to the couch and rested his body on it. He still had some time before Ember arrived. Maybe he......could.......get.....just a little......more.

Spike yawned as he woke from his slumber. He felt so warm; Twilight must have put a blanket on him. He would have to thank her later.

Ember spoke. “Afternoon, sleepy head.”

His eye's snapped open; Ember was looking down right at him with a loving smile on her face. He became aware of her weight on his body. He blushed as she stroked the side of his face with one of her claws. She giggled a little before she gently nuzzled him. Purring as she rubbed her snout against his chest and the crook of his neck. She could smell Gabby's scent on him and a trace amount of Thorax's. She wanted to tease him; to suggest that he and Gabby had enjoyed their night together greatly. Oh, yes she could tease him. Make him feel guilty by suggesting such naughty thoughts.

But, this moment was too enjoyable to ruin. She continued to rest her body against his. When she had arrived the door was left open. At first, she thought some creature had just broken in. but, she dismissed those thoughts the moment she saw him napping on the couch. It was cute seeing him sleep so peacefully. She couldn't stop herself from joining him. Plus, she was a little tired from her flight. Ponyville was a good ways away from the dragonlands.

It felt good having Ember resting on top of him. He enjoyed not only her presence but the warmth she provide. Occasionally, she would lick and nuzzle him. He started purring and nuzzling her in return. He asked her. “How was your flight?”

She answered. “Long.” She gently licked his cheek before asking. “How was your date with Gabby?”

He answered. “Wonderful.” He nuzzled her back before giving her a quick kiss on her cheek. He asked her. “What would you like to do today?”

She sighed as she rested her head on his chest again. She replied. “Can we rest for a little while longer?” She purred as she nuzzled him. “I'm still a little tired.”

Spike purred before gently wrapping his arms around her head. He answered. “I don't mind.”

Ember smirked as she was tempted to say something rather implementing. But, she held her tongue as she felt one of his claws rubbing the back of her head. The gentle thumping of his heart slowly lulled her to sleep. He simply lay there underneath her. He held her lovingly; gently rubbing her as she rested. Like with Gabby he was enjoying his time with her.

She suddenly asked him. “Still awake?”

He replied. “I thought you were asleep.”

She nuzzled him before saying. “Trying.” She moved herself into a more comfortable position as she continued. “Flying usually leaves me feeling a little energized.”

He nodded knowing exactly where she was coming from. Sometimes when he would fly; even after landing. He would find himself feeling pumped and eager to get back in the sky. They lay there in the silence of the reading room. As they rested he thought of something.

He suggested. “I could read to you.”

She asked. “What do you mean?”

He explained. “When I was a hatchling; if I ever had trouble sleep. Twilight would read a book to me. It would always help me sleep.”

She pushed herself off of him and looked at him with a deadpan look. She asked bluntly. “Do I look like a hatchling to you?”

He snickered a little before saying. “Someones a little grumpy.”

She wanted to growl at him; how dare he talk to the dragon lord like she was a hatchling. But, that stupid smile all but defused the situation. He was lucky that she loved him. He sat up and smiled at her before jumping off the couch. He then left to go find a book in the library. She watched as he walked away from her. She felt the urge to call out to him; to order him to come back and cuddle with her. But, no such orders would leave her maw.

She sighed as she laid back down on the couch. She moved a little closer to the spot he had been lying in. She felt his lingering heat on the surface. Her mind drifted back to what her father had told her about a year ago. He told her that it was her responsibility to continue the bloodline. He encouraged her; hell, he nearly forced her to take a mate last year. But, no dragon. No creature; could hold a candle to the horde she had just become a part of. She hoped Spike would be back soon.

He eventually returned not only with a book; but with a large blanket as well. She smiled as he climbed back onto the couch with her. He felt her rest against him again as he draped the blanket over them. When they were nice and comfortable he propped the book up and opened it to the first chapter. Ember didn't care about what he was reading. She was just happy to be cuddling with him again. She was eventually lulled to sleep.

Ember groaned as her eyes slowly fluttered open. She must have been asleep for a while because it was completely dark inside the castle. She gasped as she noticed Spike was gone. She sat up and looked around. Where could he have gone? She tried to call for him but her voice had no sound. Something was not right. But, what was it?

She tossed the blanket off and stood up; she walked out of the room and into the hallway. The hallway looked rather eerie now. The lights from the crystals that made the walls looked dull and grim. The shadows toyed with her thoughts. Casting various images along the sides; like monsters waiting to strike at her. She is the dragon lord; ruler of all dragons. Yet, why was she feeling so much dread? She took a step forward and a chill went up her spine. She just stepped in something wet.

She looked down only to see her image staring back at her. Staring from a puddle of blood. She followed it; her gaze falling on a large lump in the hallway. A large green lump with horns? Was that Thorax? She smelled the iron stench of blood. He was hurt. She started running towards him. Although she was running at a full sprint; her body felt lethargic. She could hear Thorax whimpering. He was hurt and it was bad. As she ran it felt like he kept moving away from her.

She didn't notice the walls fading; never noticed the new details of the area. All that mattered was reaching Thorax. She had to help him. She had to make sure he was okay. She heard another familiar sound. Gabby? She could see her looking down at Thorax. The look on the gryphon's face told her everything. She ran faster; she moved her mouth to call out for them. But, her voice was still soundless.

Her body ached from such a long run. She reached them now it was all going to be okay. Gabby looked at her with a tear-stained face; before looking back at Thorax. Ember wasted little time and quickly turned Thorax around. She saw the tears in his eyes and the blood on his chest. no.

Ember roared as she finally tore herself from her nightmare. She was quick to her feet; claws balled into fists and teeth bared. She was ready to tear her prey's head off. She was ready to make.

Spike called out. “Ember!?”

She gasped and turned around; a great sense of relief came over her. She jumped at him causing him to yell. The poor couch never stood a chance against her tackle. It was flipped onto its back while they tumbled onto the floor. Spike was both surprised and confused. Ember practically had her body wrapped around his. The hold wasn't tight in fact it felt gentle. Almost, protective even. He quickly became aware of her crying.

He started to ask. “Ember?”

She growled. “Shut up!”

He bit his tongue and just waited for her to continue. What had he done to make her angry? No, this wasn't anger. She was holding him in a way that didn't put too much pressure on his body. Her whole body was wrapped around him; almost like a protective shield. The hold she had him in was loving. So, why was she crying? Did he do something to upset her? She then started licking and nuzzling him affectionately. Not, sadness. Relief, she was happy; practically overjoyed by the affection she was showing. That was when an unpleasant odor snaked its way up his nose. The odor gave him his answer. It was the smell of sweat coming off her scales. She was afraid. She must have had a nightmare.

He gently licked away her tears before pressing himself into her chest. His arms wrapped around her as best they could. While he rested his head on her neck. He tried his best to reassure her. “It's okay Ember.” He paused a moment as he heard her sob before he continued. “You're okay Ember. It was just a bad dream.”

She was going to protect him no matter what. If Gabby and Thorax were here; nothing would keep her from protecting them. No one would harm her horde. She growled as the images from her dream flashed before her eyes. Her growl turned into a frightened whimper. No, it was a dream. It was a dream. But, why was it affecting her like this? She held onto Spike firmly swearing to never let him go. It was just a dream. It was just a dream. It was just a dream?

chapter 4

Spike yawned as he woke from his slumber. He looked at Ember who continued to cling to him. They were in his room; sleeping on his bed. He thought eagerly about the day this room would be theirs. A thought did cross his mind. What nightmare had plagued her dreams last night? It was hard to imagine that even she would be scared. In fact, he still couldn't believe what had happened. He tried to talk to her last night. But, she didn't want to talk about it. She didn't want to be reminded. She just wanted to hold him.

He smiled before saying. “Good morning Ember.” He kissed her forehead before giving her face a few gentle licks.

He could hear her purring as a smile stretched across her face. Her eyes slowly opened before pressing her body against his. He wrapped his arms around her and she wrapped hers around him. They held each other happily. Their bodies being warmed by the others.

He asked her. “Are you okay?”

She answered. “Yes.” She thanked him. “Thanks for last night.”

He replied. “You're welcome.” He then apologized. “I'm sorry that we didn't do anything yesterday.”

She nuzzled him before saying. “You don't need to apologize.” She breathed his scent in before continuing. “I enjoyed snuggling and cuddling with you.”

He smiled before inhaling her scent. He nuzzled her again; this time he was gently rubbing his snout into her neck. He gave her neck a quick flick of his tongue. He felt her shudder a little. She brought one of her claws behind his left ear. She then gently scratched the area. He shuddered at the gentle scraping. It felt oddly good. She giggled before she got up and propped herself over him. He looked up at her before she pressed herself against him. Pinning him against the mattress as she rested against him once more.

He wished they could stay like this. But, he had to start preparing for his date with Thorax. Reluctantly he informed her. “Ember, we have to get out of bed.”

She responded defiantly. “No.” She buried her nose into his neck before ordering. “As dragon lord, I order you to stay here with me.”

He chuckled before saying. “I would love nothing more than to stay here with you.” He felt her gently lick his neck as he continued. “But, I'm afraid we need to get up.” He then started to suggest. “I believe we may.”

Two growls interrupted him and both of them blushed. Their stomachs were taking control now. Although, Ember was tempted to tell him to ignore their stomachs. But, at the same time, she was hungry. She got off of him and he sat up. They smiled at each other before they walked out of the room.

Thorax flew happily through the air towards Ponyville. He was so excited to see Spike. So excited to spend time with him. He was just plain happy. As he flew he saw Ember flying towards him. He stopped and hovered in the air. She stopped just in front of him. She smiled before flying closer and hugging him. He hugged her back before she continued flying home. He smiled as he watched her fly away. He couldn't wait till they were all together. He continued to fly towards his destination.

Spike had just finished cleaning before he heard a knock at the door. He smiled as he walked out of the kitchen and to the front door. The moment he opened the door; he was greeted by the smiling face of Thorax. He smiled back at him before they hugged each other. They were happy to finally start spending time together. He invited him inside the castle.

Spike had decided to take Thorax out on a night of stargazing. They were set up on a hill; telescope and all. They even had a book about all the star constellations. Thorax enjoyed looking through the scope. Seeing all the beautiful stars and their many formations and many made up. He felt like he was looking into the heavens. But, Spike was more focused on the sight that sat beside him.

Thorax was both handsome and beautiful. His green skin had a shine that reminded him of fresh grass. His skin was smooth a large difference from his rough scales. His wings reminded him of the night sky that they gazed up at. But, the stars he was gazing at were not in the sky. No, it was in his eyes. Those beautiful eyes.

Thorax noticed that Spike was staring at him. He turned to look at the drake; only to be lost in his emerald eyes. He couldn't look away. He didn't want to look away. Spike moved closer to him; placing one of his claws on his chest. Thorax felt himself being pushed down. He didn't make an attempt to resist. He fell to his back and Spike crawled on top of him. He didn't feel threatened. He didn't feel scared. He did feel a little embarrassed. But, then again if you were just pinned beneath your love wouldn't you be?

Spike crawled all the way up Thorax's body. He stopped at his neck and smiled wickedly. He kept his mouth shut and held a gentle flame inside his maw. He waited for it to disperse before he opened his mouth. Steam and his tongue left his maw. The moment his warm tongue touched the Changeling's neck. He felt him squirm under him and he could hear him slightly moaning.

Thorax asked. “E-Ember?” Spike nodded before continuing his assault. He groaned as his neck was attacked by the drake's tongue. He cursed. “Damn it, Ember.” She must have taught him a trick during their time together.

Spike was enjoying this; he relished the feeling of the Changeling shuddering underneath him. He did wonder how much Thorax was enjoying this. Both the love and the meal he was being fed. He climbed further up and hovered his face just above his. They stared into each other eyes; with their noses pressed against each others. Spike felt like he was memorizing every feature of Thorax's face. He wasn't just handsome. He was also cute. He then kissed him. Thorax tensed up for a moment; until he relaxed and wrapped his arms around Spike. This felt really good.

Thorax breathed heavily when Spike finally broke the kiss. His lungs worked overtime trying to get air into them. At the same time, he felt like he was about to vomit. He ate a little too much love. He was grateful that love didn't add weight. He would be a very, very, very fat changeling if it did. He sighed as Spike started to gently rub his stomach.

He asked him. “Full?” Thorax nodded; he became aware of a tear that suddenly fell from his eyes. He asked. “Are you in pain?” He was concerned for him. Did he feed him a little too much?

Thorax answered. “No.” A burp escaped from him and he blushed in embarrassment. Spike chuckled as he continued. “I'm just happy.”

Spike smiled and continued to gently rub Thorax's stomach. All three of his dates had gone great. He considered himself the luckiest dragon to live in Equestria. He snuggled closer to Thorax and they gazed up at the beautiful sky above them. Although, each date was meant only for one of them. He wished all of them could have been together.

They walked together as they made their way back to the castle. Thorax leaned against Spike as he walked. He was still full from earlier and he was feeling a little sleepy. Spike didn't mind the closeness. He enjoyed being cuddled with each of them. As they walked across the bridge Thorax stopped and stared at the stars again. Spike joined him and they gazed up at the sky once more.

Thorax had experienced so much in his life. Most of it was just cruel hardships from his mother and fellow changelings. He was so hungry back then. So, alone. Then when he met Spike it all changed for the better. He shifted his gaze from the stars to the beautiful drake that stood next to him. The way his scales shimmered in the moonlight; it captured his attention like a beautiful flame. Spike turned and looked at him; smiling happily at him. Thorax loved him. He never thought this would be so.

Gabby dropped the package that she was holding. A loud rattling was heard coming from it. But, it didn't matter to her. She could feel it. It was like a sudden chill had gripped the back of her head. It held onto her with a death grip. The cold traveled down her spine and spread throughout her body. She trembled as fear slowly entered her mind. She started running for the exit. Her boss yelled at her but she didn't care. Something had just happened to her flock. Something just happened to Spike.

Ember felt anger coursing through her. The scepter she held had shined not too long ago. From it, she heard something horrible. Followed by screams, terrible, painful screams. She recognized them they belonged to. No, no this wasn't happening. That was just a dumb dream! Her eyes snapped open and in an instant she was airborne. She was flying as fast as she could to Ponyville. Why? Why was she smelling the horrible scent of blood?

Thorax groaned as he regained consciousness. His nose hurt like no tomorrow. And, he felt wet? He blinked his eyes back into focus. At first, everything was dark and he found it hard to simply sit up. Plus, his ear were ringing. After another few blinks he could see rather blotchy shapes. The ringing had begun to settle. Now he could hear muffled thumps. What in the world was going on? Why did his nose hurt so much? Why was he covered in water? After one more set of blinks his senses had returned.

He gasped as he realized the water that covered him wasn't water. It was blood, his blood, and his nose had been broken. The thumps were now loud whacks. Whacks that came from just in front of him. Before him stood a unicorn who held a metal bat in its magical hold. The bat was brought down hard onto something. When it was pulled back up to strike again; it flung blood backwards. Blood that splattered onto his body. Blood that coated the tip of the bat. Blood that belonged to.

He called out. “Spike?”

The unicorn stopped their assault and turned around. Thorax didn't care about the unicorn; he only cared about the drake that lay on the ground behind it. His once purple scales were now a dark red. When a shadow came upon him; he snapped his head up. The horrible sight of a now bloody unicorn stood over him. Bat raised to strike.

He shouted. “No!”

He dodged out of the way and tackled the unicorn. Both of them grunted as they entered into a hoof fight. Thorax struck the unicorn's face with three hard punches. But, the unicorn managed to kick him off before taking hold of its bat again. As he charged at his foe; pain shot from his right foreleg causing him to back up. The unicorn had just struck him with the bat. Thankfully, his leg wasn't broken. But, now he was angry. How dare this unicorn do this! How dare this pony attack the one he loves. How dare they cause him pain.

In a flash, the unicorn was struck with a powerful knock-back spell. They were sent over the side of the bridge. The unicorn smiled wickedly as they fell to the gentle water below. It didn't matter if they were knocked over. The moment they hit the water; all they had to do was climb back up. They would then finish what they would start. They would be ready; after all who would pass an opportunity like this up? To strike fear into the enemies of all ponies. They would be remembered as a hero for future generations. Even though these brainwashed drones would see them as a villain. They were a hero and a hero always defeated monsters. A hero always comes out victorious. A hero.

The back of the unicorn's head struck a large rock hidden just beneath the water. The back of their skull was all but shattered on impact. As they lost conciseness one final image was burned into their memory. The image of the changeling that they tried to kill. The evil changeling king that ruled over all of those putrid insects. The changeling that defeated them. Its body slowly slid off the rock. The water rushed passed it like nothing. Because that was all that they were. A nobody who would never be remembered. A nobody who had just attacked two innocent souls. A nobody who sank slowly below the water's surface.

Thorax walked away from the edge and made his way over to Spike. He was already crying as he limped over to him. This was not real. This was not real. This, this was just a horrible dream. He was dreaming and he was about to wake up. So why did it all feel so real? The pain, the blood, the beating of his heart. He reached out a trembling hoof and gently grasped Spike's shoulder. As he turned him over; he saw such a horrid sight. His head was split wide open; he could actually see the bone of his skull. Blood had run down like a sickening river. Covering his once clean face with the scarlet liquid.

He held him close to his body and cried. Praying that his drake would be okay. He cried out. “Help! Somepony help!”

Gabby's voice called back. “Thorax!”

He looked up just in time to see her land. She gasped as she saw the bloody sight. Two members of her flock had just been seriously hurt. She walked closer to them; hoping that her mind was playing a terrible trick on her. The moment she touched Thorax's shoulder; the horrible reality set in. She felt like she was about to cry. She wanted to wrap her arms around both of them. But, this was not the time.

She informed him. “I'll go get help.” She took off flying.

Thorax could only nod as he continued to hold Spike in his hooves. There was blood; so much blood. On both him and the ground beneath them. The horrible odor filled the air. He wanted to just hold him close. At the same time, he was scared that he would hurt him more. Why? Why did this happen? What had they done to feel such wrath? What hatred had possessed that damn pony?! That pony. This was its fault! Oh, if he could bring that horrible creature back he would savor killing.

At that moment Thorax suddenly had a realization. He had just ended the life of a unicorn. He, he just killed a pony with his hooves. His magic. He just murdered somepony who he didn't even know. No, no, he was defending himself. Yes, he didn't kill anypony. He didn't kill a pony. Then why did he feel so horrible? Why was he feeling sorry? No, no, he didn't feel sorry. Did he?

The voice of Ember spoke. “Thorax?”

He turned to face Ember and he heard her gasp. When did she get her? Why was she looking at him like that? Her eyes, her beautiful red colored eyes. They were filled with so much fear. She was looking at him. Did she see him as a monster? Was she looking at a changeling that now mirrored his mother? He adverted his gaze and hid his face in Spike's chest. He had to stop scaring her.

Ember felt like she was barely moving as she approached her future mates. The putrid stench of blood filled the air. A stench that came from them. It hurt to see Thorax hide himself from her. He was hurt and now he hid like some wounded animal. She knelt down and placed a gentle claw on his shoulder. She could feel his body trembling horribly. With her other claw, she reached for his chin. She gently grasped it and made him look at her. He was crying heavily; with a look that begged for help. A look that begged for this to not be real.

She asked. “Thorax?”

He sobbed before leaning forward. She caught him and held him close. She couldn't let him go; if she did he would fall to pieces. She had to hold him together. She then saw Spike. He was being held by Thorax; the blood, so much blood. His scales were spilt open; allowing her to see the bone. Some creature had just attacked them. That filled her with rage. A growl escaped her as her grip tightened on her mate. She was going to make the creature....burn.

She asked. “Who did this?” At first, she only heard a whimper. “What!?”

Thorax answered. “I didn't mean to kill them.”

Her anger died the moment she heard the hurt in his voice. He all but admitted he made the creature responsible pay. But, there was one problem. He was a gentle soul and an evil one just made him shed blood. He was possibly blaming himself now. He probably saw himself as some kind of monster. That was when she felt a tear of her own slide down her face. Her mates, her precious gems, someone had just hurt both of them. She hugged Thorax a little tighter; while he continued to hold Spike.

Eventually Gabby returned with a team of medical ponies. Thorax felt them pry open his hooves. What's going on? Who are all of you? Wait, where's Spike? He eventually saw him lying on a stretcher. His small, bloody, broken body. They were carrying him away. He stretched out one of his hooves.

He called out. “Spike.” His voice was so fragile. He called out again. “Spike.” For a moment it was all calm. Then, the storm unleashed its fury. He yelled. “SPIKE!” He violently pushed the pony in front of him away. The other paramedics and guards suddenly surrounded him. They were trying to keep him from Spike. They were taking Spike away from him. He cried out. “Let me go!” He continued to struggle against them. “Spike! Spike!”

Ember suddenly grabbed him from behind and held him firmly. She spoke to him. “Thorax, stop!” Her voice was firm but also it was filled with care. He immediately stopped fighting and just stood there. He fell to his knees and started crying again. Ember continued to hold him as he broke down. She growled when one of the ponies tried to take him from her. If any of them touched him she would rip there.

Gabby spoke. “Ember.” The gryphon suddenly appeared before her. Her eyes were so calm, so gentle. She gently nuzzled her before saying. “Ember, Thorax is hurt. He needs to go to the hospital.”

Thorax was hurt? For a moment she had forgotten that he was hurt. Reluctantly, she let him go and the medical ponies got him prepped for transportation. As he was being taken to the hospital. Ember and Gabby stayed at the scene. The guards had to ask them questions. They had to find out what had happened. But, all they cared about was the two that had been taken away.