A Notebook Found In An Abandoned Apartment Complex

I heard it in my sleep today. "We wait in the stains", "We build you till nothing remains", "You are home",
"You remind us of home."

I can't remember my dream beyond that, it's all darkness and murmurs, and what I can remember isn't exactly helpful. I didn't talk to Fire today, didn't have the strength to. Somehow, I feel more tired than before I went to sleep.

Why is this happening to me? What did I do to deserve this?

I'll go to sleep earlier, maybe it'll help.

The TV is still transmitting that inane babble.

I am tired