Author's Note

For this chapter, we see one of the reasons Twilight is into girls, and why we haven't seen her use dildos since this story began.

Twilight's Fears

Chapter 5: Twilight's Fears

Twilight let out a big yawn as she and Sunset made their way to the big store.

"Sorry Twi, I didn't mean to keep you up last night," Sunset apologized. "I guess I went a little too far."

Twilight smiled and grabbed Sunset's hand, rubbing her thumb over the skin, "it's fine Sunset. And actually, you eating out my pussy in the middle of the night was a nice treat. It's sexy, and very beautiful."

Then, she leaned forward to kiss Sunset's left cheek, making her blush.

"Lovebirds!" called a voice, which made them both jump.

They didn't see the person as they, along with their partner, ran past and into the store. Twilight stammered in shock and started to hyperventilate, but Sunset placed her hand on her backside and rubbed it to help calm her down.

"Breath Twilight, it's okay," she said soothingly. "I'm here for you."

She took in deep breaths and returned to her normal cheerful state.

"Thank you Sunset."

"No problem, now let's go shopping."

Just as Sunset had described, the carts had been modified to have bigger wheels and all the floors were covered in carpet. However, words alone were not enough to describe how big it was. There was a lot in there, from food to tools, books, DVDs, Blu-Rays, Video Game systems, kitchen ware, paints, pet food and everything else one could find in a big store, even clothes. Though it seemed to Twilight that nobody was going anywhere near there. Not surprising really as everybody was naked.

"By the way, who was it that shouted 'lovebirds'?" Twilight asked.

"I think I know," Sunset smirked.

They walked on for a bit before they finally found the source of the callout. It was a rainbow haired girl, along with a pink haired girl. By now, Twilight was used to seeing other naked women, but there was something about the rainbow haired one that was different.

"Couldn't resist calling out, could you?"

"Come on Sunset, you know I couldn't," came the smirking reply.

Sunset rolled her eyes and looked back to Twilight, who was looking on in surprise. "Uh Twi, are you okay?"

"Huh, oh yeah, I'm fine."

"Good, cause I like you to meet my good pals; Rainbow Dash and Pinkie Pie, and yes Twi, you are seeing correctly, Rainbow does have a dick."

"I see that, but how?"

"I was born with it," Rainbow answered. "It just kind of happened, but the end result is me getting this hot cutie to fuck on camera, and every day and night." She reached out and pulled Pinkie Pie in for a hug.

"And she is good with that dick," Pinkie said proudly.

"You ever had a dick in you?" Rainbow asked Twilight.

"No," she answered quickly. "I mean, no I never did. I'm more into girls like Sunset here," and to prove her point, she wrapped her arms around her.

"So we've noticed," Rainbow smirked.

Twilight's eyes widened, "can you hear us at night?"

Rainbow didn't say, which made Twilight worry, but Sunset was quick to step in, "of course she can't. All our apartments are sound proof, so the only one to hear your cries of ecstasy is me."

Twilight sighed, that was a relief.

"Rainbow here is a bit of a joker, so is Pinkie."

"Guilty," they admitted at the same time.

Then Pinkie said something that made Twilight freeze in place, "if you want, you can come over to our apartment and you can ride Rainbow Dash."

There was no response.

"Uh Twilight, you okay?"

"Umm...umm...I..."

"Take some time to think on it," said Rainbow.

She suddenly felt a hand grab her wrist and pull her along, "we gotta go Dashie, I need to get back to the apartment and finish decorating that cake I baked this morning."

"Oh alright, but remember you two!" she called out to Sunset and Twilight, "the offer stands if you want to feel a dick without getting pregnant!"

But long after they were gone, Twilight hadn't moved one bit. This concerned Sunset.

Later on, they were back in the apartment and had just finished putting their new stuff away. Twilight had been quiet the entire time.

"Twi, are you sure you're okay?" Sunset asked.

"Well I-"

But before she could continue, there was a knock on the door. Sunset turned and called out, "One moment!" She walked over and opened the door, revealing Ruby on the other end with a notebook in her arms. "Hey Ruby, what brings you here?"

"Well remember what I said last time? I have a new shoot in mind for you two, and I've come to tell you about it."

Ruby sat down in the chair while Twilight and Sunset sat on the couch next to her.

"Okay so this will take place in a fifty style diner, which we got permission from, and the shoot I feel will be your best yet."

"Ruby, you say that about every film," Sunset smirked.

"Well what can I say? If I can film shoots better than the last, then I have done my job."

"Okay, so what do we have to do?"

"Well the story is that it's late in the night, and Twilight is in the mood for something sweet, so she'll come in and will ask for the special. It will involve eating each other out, scissoring and you'll be using dildos at one point to make your orgasms even more-"

"NO!" cried Twilight.

This caught Ruby and Sunset off guard. Twilight started to hyperventilate again and began rocking back and forth violently. Sunset reached over and placed her hands on Twilight's shoulder, "Twilight, it's okay, just calm down."

"No, I can't- I can't do that."

Realizing this wasn't working, Sunset embraced her in a hug while also rubbing her back. After a minute, it worked and Twilight started to calm down.

"I'm sorry, I just...can't work with dildos or dicks."

Now Ruby was concerned, "and why not?"

Twilight didn't answer. Sunset looked into her eyes, "please Twilight, you can tell us. I promise, we won't judge you. Please?"

Looking into Sunset's eyes, Twilight calmed down even more and sighed.

"Alright, I'll tell you both."

Sunset sat back down and both women waited. Twilight took in a deep breath and began.

"My mother is a writer. She loves to write up books for everyone, from kid friendly books to adult themed mystery novels. She was always a role model to me, and one who could do no wrong. However, it has to be said that she hasn't always worked at the same book company her entire career. I was too young to understand it back then, but from what I do know now, it was because she would have two or three men who would make her feel uncomfortable. They would always give her looks like they wanted her, in more ways than one."

"Then one day, she got a new contract with a different book company. It didn't last long."

"What do you mean?" Ruby asked.

"Well, one night, my mom was late getting home. Now, most of us assumed she was busy writing up her next book and forgot to keep track of time. But the hours went by, and before long, night turned to day and she wasn't home. Worst still, she wasn't calling us. My father was getting worried and called the workplace, only to discover she hadn't been seen since the night before. Now really worried, he called the police."

"Two days later, they found her. She was butt naked with a vibrator in her pussy and another in her butt hole. She was crying, but couldn't speak as she had a ball gag in her mouth. To put it simply, she was rapped."

Ruby and Sunset looked on in complete shock.

"And the culprit was my mother's boss. He had kidnapped her that night and taken her back to his house where he did everything to her, all the while, his own wife was out of town for a week."

"He was married?" Sunset asked.

Twilight nodded. "He was arrested, but not before getting the biggest punch in the gut from my father. The police didn't arrest my father, they felt it was justified. My mother though had to go through years of therapy, and when I was old enough, she told me of all the horrors she went through and made me promise not to do anything that would put myself in danger like she did."

Silence filled the room until Ruby spoke, "I'm sorry Twilight, I didn't know."

"It's alright, I should have told you when I arrived, but that incident is one of the reasons I'm more into girls, like Sunset."

She reached out and Sunset grabbed her hand gently, rubbing the skin on her hand.

"But Twilight, sweetie, even women can do stuff like that too."

"I know Ruby, but it got me so scared and I don't want to go through what my mother went through. I'm surprised she didn't bring that up when I wanted to become a porn star."

"Well I can't speak for your mother, but if you it makes you feel better Twilight," said Ruby, "we here at Sunflower studios would never put our stars in danger, and if say a girl is to receive a cum load from a dick, we would make sure she is going to be safe and leave her with nothing to worry about. But, if you don't want to use dildos, then I can always rearrange the scene so you can do something else."

Twilight thought about it. It would help to keep her from freaking out, but then again, she did want to try new things in her life, especially if it meant being with her hopefully soon to be love; Sunset Shimmer.

"Can you give us a couple of days to think about it?"

"Sure Twilight, I can give you that time, just let me know."

With that, Ruby got up and left the room. This left the girls alone. Sunset placed her hand on Twilight's back, rubbing it gently.

"I don't know what to do."

"Maybe we should talk with someone who might have the answers."

"Who?"

"I think you know who, but it's up to you."

Right away, Twilight knew who Sunset was talking about, and nodded in agreement with the idea.

Both Rainbow Dash and Pinkie Pie were horrified when they were told of the story, "oh geez, I am so sorry Twilight. Even though it didn't happen to you, I can understand how traumatic it can be."

"It is, but I don't want to let anyone down, or upset anyone."

"Twilight, you don't have to do it for us," Sunset pointed out. "Do it for yourself. After all, it is your body and you can do whatever you want to do."

Pinkie chimed in, "you know something, when I started, I was scared of being fucked by a dick too."

"You were?"

"Of course I was Twilight, and Dashie here could sense my nervousness. So she offered to go gently on me and would go at my own pace." She paused and winked at Rainbow Dash, "which was not easy for her to do since she likes it rough, and fast."

"What can I say, it is who I am."

"The point is, if you did want to experience it for the first time, then maybe it'd be best to do it with someone you truly trust."

"Like Rainbow Dash?"

Pinkie shook her head, "no, it's Sunset silly."

"But Sunset doesn't have a dick."

Pinkie got up from the couch and walked over to the closest. She searched through it, showing her ass and pussy to the three women in the room.

"Damn girl, still lovely and sexy as ever!" cheered Rainbow Dash.

"Just for that, you'll get some of this later," she called back. "Ah! There it is!" She emerged from the closest with a set of panties, but on these panties was an 8 inch penis.

"Now Sunset can fuck you with this," but she changed her excited tune to a caring one, "but only if you want to. Maybe then it'll help you gain confidence, and not let what happened to your mother affect who you are."

"It's up to you Twi," said Sunset as she rubbed the girl's back.

Twilight thought hard about it. The fear was still there, but for a moment, she thought she could hear her mother saying, "do what you think is right sweetheart."

She closed her eyes, then reopened them with a small smile on her face, "I'd like to try, but please be gentle with me, it'll be my first time."

"Well it'll be for me too, I've never used one of these before."

"That's not what I meant. For you see, I still have my hymen."

The three women looked on with wide eyes. Rainbow Dash turned to Sunset, "do be careful, she's giving you a chance many men could only dream of doing."

They made some room in the living room with blankets and pillows on the floor. To make this perfect for Twilight, she would be on her back while Sunset was on top of her. Pinkie Pie brought out the lube and applied it to the fake cock.

"It's better for a first time," she said. "Using your mouth works too, but given this situation, it's better to use lube."

Sunset nodded and once Pinkie was done, she looked to Twilight, "are you sure you want to do this? Cause we can forget this and have Ruby change the scene."

Twilight took in another deep breath, "I'm sure, I want to do this, with you."

Sunset smiled and leaned down to kiss Twilight on the lips.

"Well then, let's get started cutie."

Twilight spread her legs out and watched as Sunset aimed the fake dick at her pussy. She squirmed a little seeing it, almost imagining what her mother went through that night. But Sunset didn't put it in right away, she stopped and reached out a hand. Without a word, Twilight grabbed it and allowed Sunset to rub the skin on her hand.

Twilight gave a nod, and slowly, Sunset pushed the fake penis against the entrance, but it was so slippery that it slipped past and went up. It did it again two more times after that.

"I did say it's my first time using one of these."

The fourth attempt worked this time as the head went inside. Twilight cried out as tears poured from her eyes.

"That's it, I'm pulling it out!"

"No, just-!" But Twilight didn't finish.

It was then Sunset had a thought. Slowly, she lowered her lips until they connected with Twilight's lips again, kissing her to calm her down. This seemed to do the trick as her moans of discomfort changed to moans of bliss.

After the kiss, Twilight finally spoke.

"I'm ready to make love with you Sunset."

"Are you sure?"

Twilight nodded, "break my hymen."

Sunset nodded and lowered her hips down, sliding the fake cock inside Twilight's pussy more until they reached the barrier. She gave a few more thrusts until with a loud cry, Sunset did it. She held herself in place to allow Twilight to go through the pain of breaking the virgin wall.

Once adjusted, Twilight gave one more nod and Sunset lowered herself down until her hips met with Twilight's. For the girl, her heart felt like it was going at 1000 miles per hour, both with anxiety and excitement.

Sunset lifted her left hand up and rubbed Twilight's right shoulder. The feeling soon changed to that of a relaxed girl, the same relaxed girl who had been making love to Sunset during the weeks she had been at the studio.

"I'm ready."

Going with her best guess, Sunset lifted her hips, pulling the fake dick out of the pussy, then she plunged back in, slowly and carefully. Despite the slower speed, Twilight started letting out moans of joy. Each push of the dildo also rubbed against Sunset's pussy, which made her feel good too. The movements soon changed to swaying from side to side, making it rub all sides of Twilight's pussy.

"Oh gosh! Oh my gosh! This feels...AMAZING!" Twilight cried.

"Are you sure you feel good?" Sunset asked through her own feelings.

"Oh gosh, yes! More Sunset, faster! Only you! Just you! I love this!"

Sunset responded with more speed, making Twilight pant and moan with ecstasy. All the while, Rainbow Dash and Pinkie Pie watched on, getting more and more horny as they watched.

"You thinking what I'm thinking what I'm thinking?" Rainbow asked.

"Bedroom?"

"Bedroom."

They left the living room, leaving the two girls alone.

"More! More! I want more!"

While she was enjoying this, Twilight knew she would never allow a man to go down on her, but Sunset was no man, and doing this with her felt so good and so right to her, so she'd allow her to continue.

All too soon, she could feel it. She was going to cum. Cum from a fake penis inside of her.

"I...can't...I can't...last much longer," Sunset panted. "I'm going to cum!"

"Me too! Let's cum together!"

And with that, Sunset pumped the fake cock inside and out until-

"I'M CUMMMMMMIIIIIIINNNNNNGGGGGG!"

Twilight's juices squirted out of her pussy while Sunset's juice squirted around the panties. They screamed with pure bliss as Sunset collapsed on top of Twilight.

They took the time to catch their breath before Sunset spoke, "so, what do you think Twi?"

"Well, I'm still not sure, but maybe if we practiced this for a couple of days, maybe I'll make up my mind by then."

"Let's check with Pinkie and Dash before we go. Maybe they'll allow us to borrow their dildo."

But when the girls got up, they were surprised to see something surprising on the table. A double ended dildo with a penis on either end. Pinkie had left it while they were in the middle of their love making session, and to add to their confusion, there was a note that read, "leave the one we gave you and use this one. Trust us, you'll love this one, especially you Twilight."

"How did she-"

"Don't ask, I've given up asking how Pinkie Pie does anything."

Still, they cleaned the dildo and left it on the couch, and after grabbing the double dildo, they went back to their apartment, leaving the other two girls to their business.