(Chapter one) (The Journal)

The Roads of Death

This is the story of a Pegasus whose only interest was to leave Ponyville her home to escape the new era of "harmony" between beings, for her to be xenophobic in the land of the mane six is a blessing, but later than ever not only found beings that make her change her mind but great places and one or another secret.

introduction

It has been several months since twilight was crowned as the maximum ruler of equestria and with it her plan to unite all the kingdoms under the philosophy of the "magic of friendship" and that power was demonstrated when the "brothers of harmony" mysterious beings who came from the distant land of Cunabula to destroy the entire kingdom as the bearers of the ponies but could not thanks to the union of all the kingdoms.
Now everything looks in relative peace... For now

(Chapter One)

(The Journal)

(a white-skinned Pegasus with blue/black mane with cutie Mark of wind with brown eyes and wings of gray complexion with white is at home looking at the window, as beings of different races and species coexist in total harmony now she looks at the mountain since being see the capital of Equestria , Canterlot stopped looking at the window. And he decides to go to his desk and decides to make a kind of "confession" to perhaps his diary... This is how this story begins)

It has been many moons since I lived in that small town seeing how things changed from one moment to the next I never had so much desire to leave.

I never had any desire to forget that I once belonged to that land, or deny in fact I am one of them I just wanted to live a quiet life without big moves to have a dream of living and thrive in this town without anything or anyone could take away that desire.

Equestria has gone from being a quiet land to becoming the most disgusting place of all the kingdoms, all the customs were taken away to the bad, the truth wish deep down that everything was as before .

I curse the day the moon princess returns... From that moment all change nothing was the same I have always been afraid to change, but it was necessary to do so. 
The world I once knew is dead, and everything it represents, forced me to quickly love my former enemies as if it was the easiest thing in the world.

I am still afraid to know that God of chaos like Discord lives in the same place as me, I am terrified to know that I can return to being the one I was before I hate it and I only feel nothing but terror to that being, all of them not only to him but to the beings of the other realms many want to live like this ... Not me.

We are forced to forgive former criminals just because she says it the mane six, that is, anyone can destroy everything but when she says "he is her friend". We all forget their mistakes It seems that the only ones who can live in tranquility are them (Moon, Discord, Changeling, Starlight Glimmer) The list goes on and on and will never end I have heard that the former general of Storm King was also released without some kind of trial without punishment, without forgiveness to all her victims who can be thousands ... nothing

It was only known that he left... To a journey through all Equestria and the world //Why does he forgive them for everything and he does not forgive us?//
It is an injustice.

Forcing us to be kinder to beings who were previously sworn enemies is not easy to accept turning the other cheek to a changeling or a sworn enemy that before us as a life mission was to end us.

It was to protect us against them not to form friendships or alliances. It was them or us, the memory of the ponies is very selective.

All by the magic of friendship they say we owe ourselves to eat a few "toads" so as not to form fights or a war between them against us, against ourselves or against themselves.

It was a rapid transformation of customs that if or if it touched us accepts from hatred to love nothing more.

Now the most conservative of ponies are rarely seen by the community enduring as their customs change or become extinct, but that a two-sided way equally equestria the most powerful kingdom on earth also in their will to change everything they desire (customs, ways of thinking life etc ...) 
As they did before, as they do now and as they will do in the future 
Not for each other?

As it was the strange times if I no longer remember it I was only 14 years old so innocent and so lost in those great changes like that summer solstice that made me imagine that magic that could make the jewels of harmony that only a day before was just a myth that the elders told us like the mare on the moon that was a story for children.

Everything before was so simple but as the years passed everything became more and more strange besides fearful and strangely dark beings from other lands just beginning to appear in the passage not only ponies but beings (griffins, small dragons, zebras, hippogriffs etc ..) I have not felt greater tranquility when I am close to them, what did he deserve is with us??

I would kill myself in several ways if they said that I hate the other species or the most annoying they would find me the way to convince me in addition to an improvised but catchy song they did it with my friends there was with me ... at any time.
But what could I do? 
 
Leave Equestria!
I could not find more inner peace when I said those words, to leave this land that saw me born, the land of my ancestors as of my customs was crazy, but it was my madness.

I may not have found a reason other than the number of species that exist today in my hometown or the constant danger of suffering an evil or dying.

Not imported I just wanted to leave equestria. Nothing more than free me from all that nonsense under the thought of the "magic of friendship" I can have friends like anyone, but I am not one of those who forgives easily I prefer that those unfortunates that today "friends" of the princesses or the carriers have a punishment a lesson of truth or simply something that makes him reflect.

Rays because I thought I would eat an ice cream//
.. Damn I don't want silly lessons like that....I want an ice cream...*he moved his head so he could arrange himself once more*.

Damn all those ponies who left just the worst beings in the history of equestria as simple idiots "good beings" just because they are their friends. 
As if it were so simple... Ponies like me have an obligation to stay away from society.

Because of our introverted personality, beings hate introverts who believe that we are worse than the worst plague and more disgusting than worse of animals. I don't need you to tell me I see it in your eyes in a society where the introverted is a symbol of weirdness seem less rare to them than the worst enemies of our land as allies and friends.

That he is an introvert living together. 
I'm leaving this land and I got tired I know that there are more places where the three pony races without so much community between beings exists ... I will cross it on the road but I will not seek an approval from them... What is a free land for?

Look for a small house and then make a place of toys and various objects even find love and with it a child, or not.

Veto to know.

Look for who can buy my house to buy from my mother, it will be very easy since there are many beings to look for a space in this overvalued and petty town.

Ponyville has lost all its charm and its peace nothing seems what I remember 10 years ago has passed an endless number of beings passing through there and there from the parasprites to gods 
Now everything it means to me is dead... And dead he will be... Goodbye people, I hope forever ... ... if I tell the truth I will not miss anyone and less my parents, for my sake.
  
(Unknown zone of Equestria)
Several days later
(Zip diary) 
Dear diary I have written to you again to express my new experiences especially since I left that land called Equestria there is nothing but pure happiness. 
Now all the fears I had during my life on that earth are gone the sleepless nights or that feeling of injustice is gone, there is nothing but a sense of freedom!
 
Of not following those beings who believe themselves gods. 
Let the weather and the sky move at will not with the will of two sisters or that of twilight Antagonist beings that we must follow blindly.

I don't have their power, what power are they going to use me!!!?

I am only a pony of thousands, surely they will care little what I do or do not do with their image. As if they were truly omnipotent, Although they will be they will not care if someone insults them or not....
 
They are very busy giving the great luxuries to ... those beings who before would promise us with shield and sword our destruction.

They say that they change, "no one changes from one moment to another" something from their past remains in the nostalgia of past glories.

We all have that disease called "nostalgia" where with extreme helplessness we know what we have already lost and what we will never have again.

* She gets up from a tree and goes to an old house that she found abandoned two days ago, to know that it will begin to rain Pender a chimney that is there and continues with her story sitting in a chair near place* 
..... 
-This is very annoying and I do not know what to write, let me think... 
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Hmmmm....if the carriers, princesses and others. 
They say we have a lot to thank those six ponies for, therefore. that by their constant effort to save Equestria we now have a more peaceful world.

Now that their bearer of magic has become ruler there seems to be no limits with them, by the time one realizes the first thing a foreigner talks about Equestria is about them.
 
Everything is turned in tone to them, by them and for them. 
We should have nothing but gratitude for them because no one else has done what they have been able to do.
  
That the words hatred, shame, or resentment within the same sentence should not be mixed with their names, rarely should there be literally pony or be in all lands that should have a dark purpose against them. 
If they have all those qualities... if they are perfect, damn it!  
 
So if so... why do I hate them? 
Could they be that they are extroverted beings? Or was it simply to come to hate the glory of others, out of jealousy or militia?
You get to a certain age hating beings you're never going to know because... You just hate them and the feeling stays there as if saving the moment to leave when you hate them. you hear or when you mention them.

It's just there... hating a little more every day.  
I am being very unfair to all the most important beings of my ancient land!!! //
... But I don't know why I feel so good doing this.

I feel that I am not a pony like most, but neither someone unique with a destiny where in the end I discover something magical or with magical destiny ... I thank my parents for that.

Just me... being me. 
Very critical in the way that others see the world. 
It would be very easy to judge someone like me by saying that it could be someone who was born to hate.... At the moment I am happy with my life away from that land, someone told me that a child of a land has no obligation to love the land where he was born.

You are right (daughter of Equestria ... it doesn't mean Equestria's lover... or rather their rulers, for your centuries of my centuries...)

...*gets up from a chair and goes to his bed, while lying down he looks at the ceiling*... 
Stop hating others, stop hating princesses or carriers? ... Maybe I'm going to evolve... or be more the same... 
Or if I stop hating him to stop being myself... If hate is part of me, or just a reflection of me? ... 
Only time tells....

Author's Note

This is the first chapter of my of my story i hope you like to read as much as i write it has its faults clear more I'm doing my best to improve every day.

(A note there is no imagen i did not know how to do it more i hope the second chapter i can put it because i am new to this topic page and i missed a lot.)
i still thank you for your most destroyed constructive criticisms i will eliminate them and i know how they are.

And any opinion for improvement i will be attentive to thank as any congratulations would be so great to decide one of those.

¡¡¡Thank you very much i have a new Twitter account so....or anything to see...today and tomorrow i will place interesting things not only from my little pony¡¡¡
// Thank you my friends and see you//