No Heros

I would smile as they left the room in a panic.

I would be about to get out of the chains I was in but I would pause

If I go home martyr still probably hates me going home right now would probably make him unhappy.

Maybe I should just stay here and let them kill me

My ears would pin and I would talk to myself

"Maybe if I let them kill me martyr wont hate me anymore..."

My mind would race with fucked up thoughts as I teared up starting to feel fear like how I did when I was just a filly I hated this feeling I felt weak and stuck unable to understand what to do. Should I stay and let them torture and kill me? Should I commit suicide so then martyr will forgive me?

I would pause and grin looking at the ceiling "If I give up now I'm only showing martyr that I don't care about him because I didn't think about trying to fix things with him and instead let them kill me plus he's older than me I can't leave him alone and I would snort

My body was still in pain but I would take a deep breath.

I would yank my legs and hooves out of the chains some of the chains staying but would come off the wall as I would fall and whine a bit.

"FUCK! My hoof hurts so bad!!"

I would grit my teeth and force myself to get up and I would limp my mouth and my hoof hurting

My wounds still bleeding.

I would get to the door and try to open it but it would be locked as I would look around seeing a vent I would grab a box and get on top of it ramming my head against the vent a few times and it would finally open as my ear would get cut from the vent door and I would grit my teeth more climbing into the vent in pain as I crawled through it before falling a few feet onto the ground as I clenched my teeth in pain everywhere

Even though my body was in pain Ive already made it this far I can't give up now I never let a little scratch stop me why should I let the bullshit that was done to me stop me from making sure my brother is ok I would get up and run looking around seeing people from the raiders shooting at Windows, stallions, and mares as I would look around rapidly.

I hope my brother is ok I can't and won't give up or stop fighting until he knows how much I care and love him and that me hiding something from him was a big mistake one that I will never make again.

I will never make that horrible mistake again I cross my heart and hope to die...