5/5/13

I don't know how to start this. I've never kept a journal except for work.

My wife says this is technically a 'Diary'. I can't tell if she's pulling my tail, trying to keep my spirits up, or just straight teasing. Either way, I don't have much to care for it.

She said it might help keep me calm when she can't calm me down herself. So, I'm willing to give it a try, otherwise, I might break down crying.

Again.

Not proud of it, but right now, I have a right to freak out.

Long story short, my name is Glimmer. It wasn't, but I have to go by that name, for now.

I guess I can feel free to write whatever I want here. My wife, who we can call 'C', put a spell on me to prevent me from saying or doing anything that could expose what we did.

Long story short, we are... Important ponies... In Equestria, we, like a lot of other ponies, have dark secrets. Ours is we are kinda sex freaks. We like wild stuff. And because of that, we ended up using some ancient spell that swapped our genders. Yeah, as weird as it might sound, my wife and I loved having sex as the opposite genders a lot. It's almost like we were having sex for the first time all over again. Everything felt so... New and different.

Well, after doing so much, my wife suggested, as an added kink, that we go out to our usual bar, in disguise, and try and hook me up with a stallion, while I was a mare.

It worked.

I met this amazing guy. He was kind, funny, and sweet, and when I got him back to his place, he was a true gentle colt. Caring, tender, and knew how to use what Foust gave him. I felt so bad for leaving the way I did. Like a cheap booty call. But I wasn't really a mare, I was married, and it was just supposed to be a one-night stand. Still, I can only imagine how he felt when he woke up and saw his bed empty and me gone.
I hate to admit it, but if I was somepony else, a single, natural mare, I might have stayed. Gotten to know him better.

I hope 'C' never reads this, but I sometimes think about him every now and again.

But that wasn't the REAL issue.

When I got back is when I got back to where 'C' and I were staying, that's when the trouble started. My wife got rid of my magical disguise, but I was still a mare! She couldn't change me back and I was panicking, bad.

I mean, who wouldn't?

I can't be stuck as a mare! I have a job! Responsibilities! A family! What would my parents and sister think if they saw me as a mare? And the reason why! I could never look them in the eye again!

But my wife knew of a wizard in town who might be able to help us. He's a bit of a recluse, but from what she told me he's very familiar with older magic. He's our only hope.

She dropped the book off with him earlier today before giving me this notebook to use as a, ugh, 'Diary'. Saying it would help me calm down.

When 'C' got back, she said the Wizard was eager to start researching and would get back to her in a day or two. I was so relieved.

Until then, I'm just going to stay in our room and read comics. I can't wait for this to be over.

5/6/2013

Update. My wife won't just let me stay in our room. She wants me to get out and get some exercise. She's worried I might get fat just laying about all day. She told me mares' bodies work differently than stallions in the fact that it's easier for them to gain weight.

I borrowed her track suite and hit the field for some laps. The running actually made me feel better. Well, that, and some of the royal guards whistling at me. If I was a stallion, I might have given them the stink eye, but it felt kinda good to have guys checking me out. I wasn't fat by any means, despite the fears my wife put in my head, but I could say, for my height, I was kinda thick. But muscular thick. Like I could crack a coconut with my thighs.

While jogging, I saw some new stallion ordering the Crystal guards around. Some stallion who wasn't 'Shining Armor' but acting like he was. I mean, like, he was giving orders and commanding them in their morning workouts and drills.

That's what 'Shining Armor' does.

It didn't sit well with me, so I went to talk to 'C' about it right away.

Apparently, Shining Armor is away on a secret mission for the next few days to a week or two, so this other stallion from Canterlot came down to help fulfill some of Shining Armor's guard duties.

I knew this stallion from my time up in Canterlot. I'm not being too harsh when I say he's a slimeball. He's a mareanizer, a jerk, and will throw any pony under the bus to make himself look better. A few times, I knew Shining Armor had to deal with more than a hoof full of complaints involving him and harassment charges. He would have been kicked out of the royal guard, but his family's rich and could afford some of the best players in Equestria.

I'm keeping my eye on him.

5/9/2013

No news from the wizard yet. My wife went to see him today to see how he was coming along.

Apparently, the book she got the spell from needed to be entirely translated for him to figure out what went wrong.

Ugh!

This is driving me crazy!

Today I had to write letters for my parents, sister and one to Princess Cadance about my absence and how I was doing. Lies about me being away for work and a faint idea of when I would be back. Hopefully in the next week. I miss my job, and I hate feeling like a bum, just working out and reading comics all day. Though, I did find I like more exotic foods other than pizza and chips. I have to go to restaurants alone though because my wife is so busy with her own job. When I do, I catch the attention of stallions. I don't know what it is, but everywhere I go, I seem to catch their eye.

Not going to lie, if I wasn't with my wife and I saw ME, I'd want me to. Nice firm but, thick thighs, firm stomach, a little petite compared to when I was a stallion, but average size for mares, and breasts that were large and bouncy. I could cup ome with my whole hand and still not have it all in there.

I found myself recently having private time a lot more often, especially after my workout seasons. I love the feel of sweat all over my body, my heart rate raising again after coming down from the workout, and everything feels so sensitive. I've made love with my wife a few times like that, she doesn't seem to mind either.

Actually, it's kinda brought out her more daring, playful side...

Author's Note

Hope you guys are liking it so far.

Here's where it's starting to spiral into the darker zone.

If you have any comments, please, I would like to hear them. I do well with constructive criticism.