Glimmer's Diary

by CharmingQuil

Rating: mature
Tags: Anthro, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Princess Cadance, Dark, Drama, Original Character, Porn, Fetish, Profanity, Shining Armor, Sex
Length: 43406

Married couples trying new things isn't bad. But sometimes the rabbit hole is deeper then you think. Shining Armor is stuck as a mare for a year until he finds a way to change back. Will he be able to reclaim his position? His wife? His own life?

Cadance and Shining Armor enjoy experimenting in the bedroom. I'm sure you've read a story or two about how wild or tame their lovemaking can get. And seeing the name 'Glimmer' in the title, plus the tags attached to this story tells you exactly what kind of story this might be.

But not quite.

If you are just looking for a kinky gender swap story about Cadance and Shining Armor, I recommend you stop reading after the second chapter.

Because after that, things will get dark.

Warning: cheating, mind break

You have been warned

Published 2023-07-04 16:40:01 UTC
Last updated 2023-12-07 13:26:13 UTC

Chapter 1

4/18/2014

It all started a few moons ago, our lives were so different than how things are now. It almost seems like I was living in a dream and now I'm awake. That this is reality. But I'm getting ahead of myself.

Let me introduce myself.

My name is Shining Armor, or it used to be. And the fact that I can write this is proof that no one will ever read this except for me. Maybe it's for the best.

See, my wife, Princess Mi Amore Cadenza, or Princess Cadance as we all have come to call her, ruled the Crystal Empire. I, myself, knew her growing up. We were high school sweethearts. Then I went off to join the royal guard to better protect her as well as pony kind. While I was away being trained as a royal guard, She was busy training with her aunts on how to become the princess she was designed to be. An alicorn isn't just any kind of pony. Cadance was a special pony with great magic and powerful destiny.

We didn't know it until shortly after our wedding, but we were meant to rule the Crystal Empire, a wonderful, magical place that thrives on the power of the inner light of the crystal ponies. The magical item known as the Crystal Heart is filled with their inner light which is powered by love, loyalty, and devotion. All things that Cadance and I have been able to promote while living here and ruling. But the ruling doesn't come without its stressors. Some ponies have hobbies or activities, groups of friends they can lean on for support. As for us, well, we had each other.

As most married couples do, we, ourselves, do have ways to 'relax'. My mother and all of Equestria may be under the impression that Cadance and I waited until marriage to do the deed, but honestly, she and I haven't been virgins since prom night in high school. Sure, we told her friend and mine that we kissed and said goodbye at the castle doorstep. But once I was out of sight of the royal guards protecting her room, I snuck around to the garden where she hesitated me up into her room from the balcony, then put a silencing charm on the room so we could have our privacy.

Good thing too, she screamed like crazy. A good scream. Even though that was our first time, she and I went all night till her aunt raised the sun. I don't think she saw me leave Cadance's room, but I doubt she would tell even if she did.

Since then, we had done it at least three times a week, if not a full 7.

Cadance is a sex fiend. And it's not just sex. When we made love, I felt like we were the same pony. Like every inch of her body, every part I touched, was a gift to myself as well. Her body, so slender when we were teens, with perky B- cup breasts, had grown into a very curvy woman with C-Cups that almost became D, trimmed pubic hair that led to hair outside her body's pink coat, with round hips that she knew exactly how to roll to drive anyone, mare or stallion, nuts.

Not only did we do it multiple times in her room, we did it in her aunt's rooms, my parent's room, my sister's room, my parent's kitchen, in a guest room in the crystal castle where my sister's friends were going to sleep, on the balcony at midnight, on the balcony in the middle of the day (with a silencing charm to stop her screaming). She even learned a second spell to turn us both invisible so we can do it in public, in front of our families, crystal ponies, crystal guards, anywhere! We would use spells to make us levitate while we bucked, so we could do it over Ponie's heads. We would use potions to make each other look like other ponies we knew for extra kinky roleplaying. We even had orgies involving some of our closest friends (after they agrees to a confidential spell, of course).

So, sometime a few moons ago, around our anniversary, when Cadance presented to me a new spell she said I would love, I trusted her completely.

Chapter 3

4/19/2014

I found out later that there was no way for Cadance to get me pregnant.

The spell was developed by unicorns in the olden times when males were scarce. Rather than have foals with males from other tribes because they wanted to keep their bloodlines strictly unicorn, or worse, unicorn relatives, the female unicorn wizards resorted to developing a spell to turn some of their own tribe mares into stallions. But as it turns out, the spell didn't work to help them reproduce for some reason. They had a lot of fun, but from what Cadance read, no pregnancies were ever successful despite their... Many attempts.

Before the unicorns could perfect the spell, the founders of Equestria came together and brought peace between the three tribes. This meant the unicorn mares could openly breed with both pegasus and earth-ponies.

Good news for Cadance and me.

We could fuck like crazy, no holding back, no birth control, nothing. And boy, did we.

I hated to admit it, but it was amazing having sex as a mare. I loved having straight sex with Cadance, but lesbian sex was just amazing. Maybe it was just because it was with her, but I experienced things as a mare that were way more morning-blowing than when I was a stallion.

Butt plugs, her using a strap-on on me, and me using a staph on her weren't nearly as great as when I had my dick. But when we used a double-ended dildo, or we were in various positions scissoring, it was amazing.

We had been switching genders, mostly me, for about a good three months before Cadance proposed something... Special.

She always loved sneaking out in disguise. She mastered making a potion that could alter her appearance for a good 8 hours at a time. All she needed was hair from somepony else of the same sex. Normally, it would just make her look like that pony, but she said she ran into issues with that

Running into friends or family members of that pony and not knowing what to say made things complicated. But if she took hair from several different mares, she kinda created a new identity. She would get one pony's coat color, one's mane style, maybe another's mane length, one's eyes, another's voice. Sometimes it made her look and sound weird, but it worked for going out and going to parties and raves without causing a ruckus. It would look bad if the princess of an empire went out to raves if there were royal duties she needed to attend to. The only thing it didn't change was her cutie mark. But she always wore a skirt or under shorts that hid that. Her wings and her horn would sometimes disappear because of the potion, making her look just like a unicorn, earth pony, or good pegasus. If other alicorns started popping up, ponies might start asking questions.

Now that I could then into a mare, She wanted to test a few things.

She used the same potion on me using hairs first from one mare, and it worked. It made me look exactly like the mare. After 8 hours of checking me over and, er, tearing, I changed back into my mare self.

I had used the same potion a few other times as a stallion for very undercover work, so I knew the potion worked on me. Admittedly, we also used the potion to hide our identities on our date nights when we hit the town, so we could feel like anypony else, instead of the princess and prince.

Now that we knew a mare potion works in conjunction with the gender swap spell, Cadance wanted to take full advantage of it.

When she went out in disguise, Cadance obviously couldn't let any of her friends know it was her. I should have mentioned this potion that alters a pony's appearance is technically illegal, but if no pony knows you're using it, and it's for recreational activity (or protecting the peace), what's the harm?

Cadance made friends easily with every new disguise, but she did admit walking back home alone at the end of the night was lonely and kinda scary.

On our first night out as mares, Cadance introduced us as sisters, another time as cousins, one time she said we were lovers, but then stallions wouldn't buy us drinks.

That's another thing I've found out about myself. I was never much of a flirt as a stallion, but as a mare, I could get stallions to buy me drinks all night long. All I had to do was act nice and talk to them, listen to what they had to say, and lean in close to them. One guy even offered me his house for one night together. Cadence told me to take him up on that, but I declined.

The thing about going out and having drinks as a mare, though, is the more you drink, the less you remember you're a married, straight stallion, and you start leading guys on more and more. On more than one occasion Cadance had to pull me away from a guy or two who were leading me out of the bar.

Then one night, she asked me a serious question...

Author's Note

This chapter explained cleared up a little of what the other chapter didn't.

But if you don't want to delve into the dalrer parts to come, please, ignore the last few paragraphs, don't read further, and have a nice day

Chapter 4

5/3/2013

"You ever think about Bucking a stallion?" Cadance asked as she lay next to Shining Armor in his mare form, both of them exhausted. They had just had a night of pure magic. Cadance had figured out a way to turn her lower half into her stallion form and had taken a liking to make love as what someponies would call a futa.

It was everything other mares say and more. Shining couldn't remember when lovemaking was so soft, so sweet, so passionate. Like two bodies of velvet sliding around one another. But this sudden suggestion caused her to look up from her lascivious stupor and flashed Cadance an expression of mixed emotions.

"You want me to cheat on you!?" Shining sounded a little insulted. She would have sounded more insulted, but her lack of energy kept her reactions at bay.

"It's not cheating, more like... Sharing" Cadance went on, a half smile on her cute muzzle. "I just was curious if you ever wanted to see what the other side was like."

"What do you call what WE have been doing? Or even just did?" Shining insisted, pointing to Cadance's white spunk still pouring out of her vagina.

"No, I mean the REAL thing," Cadance thought for a moment about how to better explain her thoughts. "I kind of want to see you in action. In the field. In disguise of course! But I want to see if you could bag a stallion."

"No way!" Shining rolled over, but the idea was already bouncing around him her head. She hated that small voice in her head that liked the idea.

"Come on" Cadance got up and flopped down next to Shining. "I can tell you like the idea."

"That's so immoral" Shining protested.

"One-night stands happen all the time. I'm consenting to it. Besides, I know you LOVE the idea "Cadance leaned over Shining's body, her hands playing with her outline, not even a part that could be deemed 'sensitive'. Shining had forgotten just how powerful her wife, the princess of love, can be. Of course, she saw right through her, into the deepest, darkest corners where Shining kept her desires that she hopes would never see the light of day. " And I know for a fact that any stallion would LOVE to get a price of this fine flank!"

A spark of pain and pleasure shot up Shining's spine when she felt Cadance's bar hand smack her plot and gave it a good squeeze. She liked it when Cadance did it when Shining was a stallion, but her whole body tingled when she was n her mare form and Cadance did it.

"Come on, one-night" Cadance pressed herself closer to Shining, their bare bodies making full contact. "I'm dying to see you flirt and seduce a stallion. And I know you like the idea of another dick in you."

The white-coated mare with a two-toned blue mane and tail remained silent for a long while, her mind and heart wrestling turmoil over morals. It would be fun, but what if something goes wrong? I'm a captain in the royal guard, I can handle myself. But what if I can't even do it? What if I make a fool of myself? With all Cadance and I have done, even in the last week, is that really a question?

"One night. You and some random stallion. You'll be in disguise. We are visiting my aunts up in Canterlot in a few days, we can do it then. I'll even help you find a good one and not a creep. What's there to lose?" Cadance's words found their way into Shining's head.

Before Shining knew it, she was at one of the local clubs in Canterlot, wearing a very revealing dress that showed a lot of leg, and cleavage, and clung to her curvy body like it was painted on. Other than the lack of clothing, Shining felt more exposed now because Cadance had made her go with her to the club without the disguise potion. All Cadance did was change the color of Shining's hair to two-toned pink and her eye color to match. A simple spell, but it would last longer than 8 hours.

'If you meet a stallion and he takes you home, you want him to wake up the next morning with somepony?' Cadence joked with Shining as they got ready.

'I can't believe I'm doing this...' Shining gritted her teeth as she stood there, stiff as a board.

"I can't believe we're doing this!" Cadance, who did take the disguised potion, was now a honey-colored earth pony with a golden permed mane and tail. She wore a dress that was slightly less revealing than Shining's. She wanted to make sure the focus was on Shining. Or, as they came up with for a mare name...

"Glimmer" Cadance, going under the nickname of Honey Drops, shook Shining free from her frozen state and flagged her over to the bar where a couple of stallions were on either side of her.

Normally, Shining's stallion instincts would kick in and she would want to make it obvious that Cadance was with HIM by forcing his way over and standing as close as possible to her. Bus Shining wasn't a HIM. Shining was Glimmer. A curvy, well-chested, and toned mare, looking for some action, but appeared a little nervous.

As she walked over to the bar where her 'cousin' Honey Drops was, Glimmer thought about what she was doing. When Cadance had brought the idea to her, she was hesitant, but deep down, there was something about the idea that thrilled Glimmer. Not that anyone could match up to Cadance and her magical cock, but Glimmer wanted something different, you know, maybe for comparison. About halfway to the bar, Glimmer was cut off by some tall, grey pegasus stallion.

He had just been walking and didn't notice he cut in front of Glimmer's path at first. When he did, he smiled and apologized in an awkward, innocent, awkward way. "Sorry, my bad!"

A spark ignited in Glimmer. And when the stallion looked into her pink eyes with his silver ones, he felt it too.

"Ugh... My name is Turbulance" He spoke up eventually.

Studying him quickly, Glimmer noticed his tight-fitting shirt and loose slightly baggy pants. He was dressed for comfort and mobility. He had a shortcut mane, probably for the same thing. He had broad shoulders, a squared jawline, and eyes Glimmer couldn't seem to find her way out of.

"What's yours?" Turbulence asked after a moment.

"Glimmer" Glimmer cleared her throat, her voice speaking a little. "My name is Glimmer."

"Glimmer" Turbulence repeated the name, smiling at her as he did. "Well, Glimmer, I don't mean to be so bold, but, eh, can I buy you a drink?"

Glimmer looked around him at 'Honey Drops' who was giving her an enthusiastic thumbs up. Returning her attention to the stallion in front of her, Glimmer shot him a smile and answered "I'd love a drink."

The night seemed to last forever, though the time Glimmer spent at the bar was only about an hour. Turbulence had ordered them both a few drinks, just to take the edge off, not to get drunk. Glimmer had thought up a back story to tell Turbalance about herself that was a fabrication of her knowledge of the Canterlot castle life as well as things she's heard from Cadance. Sewing a believable back story of Glimmer's life growing up in Canterlot, working in a cafe near the castle, then finally working as a maid in the castle. She told stories of awkward events when unexpected guests arrived, situations they had to clean up after, and other things that made Turbulence almost genuinely laugh himself off the bar stool. He told Glimmer that he was a Wonderbolt Academy student. He had just passed his final test and earned himself a place in their rankings. Technically, he WAS a Wonderbolt, but the lowest ranking. So he's still stuck with the grunt work for the moment.

Sometime after their second drink, Glimmer found herself on the dance floor, dancing like no one was watching, with Turbulence. All the fear was gone from her. She was embracing her wild mareness. Grinding up and down on him in ways that might have made even Cadance jealous, Glimmer could feel his dick growing rock hard even in those loose-fitting pants. Knowing that SHE was doing that to a stallion, for some reason made Glimmer feel powerful. When the music changed, Glimmer turned around, locked eyes with Turbulence again, wrapped one hand around his head, and did something Shining never thought she would do with anyone else, much less some other stallion. She kissed him. And it didn't just stay a peck on the lips. Seconds after Glimmer began it, Turbulence slid the tip of his tongue into her mouth, only for it to be tackled by Glimmer's own. While Glimmer's hands were wrapped on Turbulance's back and the back of his head, Turbulance's own hands fell into the grove of her own back and one boldly slid down and grabbed her firm ass. She smiled at the feeling combined with the outline of his dick pressing on her stomach. Glimmer didn't care who started, she felt great. But she wanted more than she could have openly on the public dance floor.

Breaking the kiss, Glimmer leaned in and whispered into Turbulance's ear "Wanna go back to your place?"

Glimmer didn't even bother to let Honey Drops know where she was going. She just followed Turbulence out of the bar. He carried her as he flew to an apartment not far from the bar. They held hands as the two of them snuck around like they were teenagers about to do it in their parents' house. Once inside, Glimmer didn't bother to examine the other rooms, she took the reins and led Turbulence to where she suspected was his bedroom. A room with a bed was technically a bedroom, right? She didn't care. Her marehood was on fire and she wanted it put out.

The two of them continued to sloppily kiss as Glimmer untied the back of her dress and let it fall to the floor. When it hit the ground, Turbulence broke the kiss and ripped off his shirt, tossing it aside carelessly before unbuckling his pants that flopping to the ground. There was a moment where the two of them looked upon each other in their single layers of clothing, taking in the last remaining innocence before they threw passion to the wind and would give in to their burning loins.

Turbulence's shirt did leave little to the imagination. He was toned but not over-muscular like some of the stallions at the gym, needing to focus on his ability to fly not so much the strength of his muscles. Glimmer smirked when she saw the boxers he was wearing. Silk, loose-fitting, with the tip of his dick visibly sticking out of one of the leg holes, the only thing keeping it down as is writhed behind the fabric.

Glimmer proudly stood wearing a black lace, strapless bra that accented her white coat perfectly, with matching bikini-style panties. The fabric that covered her more sensitive parts was translucent. Judging by the reaction of Turbulance's eyes widening and his dick flickering more against his boxers, begging to be let out, Glimmer knew he liked what he saw.

Taking one of the tips Cadance had given her, Glimmer approached Turbulence, putting both hands on his chest to both excite him but keep some pace between them, Glimmer leaned into another kiss. The world slowed down. Unlike their previous times, this kiss was calm, but loving. As their mouths opened and tounges met and danced again, it was as if they were tasting one another, not wrestling like wild animals. Glimmer was the one to break the kiss this time as she began a trail down between his pecks, till she was on her knees, face to face with his covered stallionhood. Glimmer didn't even hesitate. She grabbed the edge of his boxers and slid them down. The bouncing dick would have hit her in the face if she didn't expect it. Turbulence was about the same size Shining Armor's had been, which made Glimmer think what it would be like for her to fuck herself, er, Shining Armor.

She began by licking the tip of his dick, more confident than the first time she had done it with Cadance, now having lots of experience under her belt. As she moved to licking up and down his length, Glimmer glanced up at Turbulence. Glimmer knew she was good, she learned from the best, but this guy must have not had any in a while, his expression was that of pure bliss. As Glimmer continued to lick his length up and down, she upped the anti and gently began messaging his balls. Turbulence let out a moan, causing Glimmer to smile slyly as she continued to please his stallionhood.

"Hey..." He spoke up in a shaky voice right as Glimmer was about to go down on him. "Wanna, well... I could do it for you too."

A cute smile spread over her face as Glimmer stood up, locked eyes with Turbulence, and swiftly removed her bra, followed by her panties, never breaking eye contact with him. You would have thought he was looking at a sex goddess the way he looked at her.
Glimmer lead him over to the bed, remaining calm and in control. The atmosphere was completely different than when she and Cadance made love. Right now, Glimmer was in control. SHE got to choose the pace.

At the edge of the bed, Glimmer turned Turbulence around and pulled him into a kiss before pushing him over, his head landing perfectly on his pillow. In a flash, Glimmer was on top of him, her plot in his face as her legs landed on either side of his head. There was nothing hidden from his view, inches from him was a listening marehood with a patch of pink hair, the aroma of mare quickly filled his mouth and nostrils as Glimmer's lower lips winked at him. On her elbows now, Glimmer once again met Turbulance's dick, but this time she was upside down to it. She felt a small breeze on her exposed lower half and wondered if that was his breath as he took in her scent.

"Like the view?" Glimmer laughed, unable to see the expression on Turbulance's muzzle.

A familiar, warm sensation trickled up and down Glimmer's lower lips, causing her to moan out loud, not expecting him to get right to work. The feel of his tongue on her marehood felt great, not as good as Cadance, but from experience, Glimmer knew it was hard to pinpoint exactly where and how to pleasure a mare's pussy unless you had one or had a lot of experience. Turbulence had some experience, but he definitely didn't have the kind of experience Glimmer had. Although she was enjoying the feeling of his warm tongue on her exposed lips. She thought he was cute for trying his best. And it wasn't like she wasn't enjoying herself. Glimmer didn't want to leave him hanging. Although she would never admit it out loud, the sight of that dick right now was driving her crazy. Without thinking, Glimmer slipped down and began tasting the head again. The smell of his stallionhood was somehow making Glimmer's innards turn and crave it. A primal instinct was kicking in her like Glimmer had never experienced before. She could tell Turbulence was feeling the same, his licks began to grow wilder.

With her heart bringing faster, Glimmer let instinct kick in, opening her mouth and taking the first few inches of Turbulamce's pride in her mouth. As his member slid perfectly into Glimmer's mouth, she was able to taste his pulsing, throbbing flesh. The sensation of his warm cock in her mouth wasn't unfamiliar, but the musky smell coming from his stallionhood was different than what she was used to. Cadance may have bucked Glimmer with a real cock, but she still put off that smell that was so feminine. Turbulence smelled like a stallion's locker room. Normally, it would have returned Shining off. Glimmer, on the other hand, began to fantasize about being on her hands and knees, sucking off stallions one by one in a musky locker room.

The thought made her hole wink at Turbulence, and her love juices began dripping onto his muzzle. He must have thought he was doing an amazing job. He was, but he alone wasn't the only reason Glimmer's lower lips quivered and ached to be filled.

"Ready for the main course?" Turbulence asked nervously, hoping he didn't just ruin the mood by making it sound like she was a meal.

"Ready for me to rock your world, huh?" Glimmer smirked as she lifted one leg up and in one swift movement, ended up face to face with Turbulence. Her large breasts pressed against his chest as she straddled him, the length of his member stretched across her lower lips like a haydog. Her hands found his, locking their fingers as she leaned in for another passionate kiss.

'When did I become such a slut?' Shining's voice asked in Glimmer's head. 'I mean... This poor guy is just going to get used for sex and then left in the morning. What if he thinks I love him? What if he falls in love with me and goes looking for me? How could I crush this poor guy's spirit?'

'Shut up and let's buck!' Glimmer's internal feminine voice snapped and silenced Shining. She broke the kiss with Turbulence, a string of saliva still connected them for a moment before snapping.

As she stood up, Glimmer grabbed Tubulance's hands and brought them to get breasts, directing him to play with them. He did so easily with a joyful smile on his face. As he did, Glimmer moaned while biting her lip, eyes closed as she let her mind focus only on the sensation of his strong hands playing with her breast. Fondling them gently, never knowing how much abuse they've already been through with Cadance and her various 'toys'. It was nice, though, having a stallion fondle her, caress her breasts like they were gentle toys he needed to be careful with, examine every inch with his fingers. Turbulance's dick pulsed under Glimmer's heated and soaked pussy, making Glimmer's smile grow more.

Not wanting to leave him hanging but wanting to draw this out a bit more, Glimmer began gyrating her hips, rocking them back and forth so her dripping marehood coated her love juices all over his hard cock. Glimmer's opened her eyes when she felt his hands leave her breast. It didn't take Glimmer long to realize where his hands went. She felt a bolt of lightning shoot through her after the sound of a solar filled the air and a stinging sensation arose from her flank. Glimmer smiled and bit down on her lip harder as Turbulence smacked her again, Glimmer moaned but never stopped rolling her hips. Now Glimmer stopped holding back and let her pants and moans escape her lips as she felt her orgasm rising.

"Let me grab a condom," Turbulence told Glimmer as he started to lean over to his nightstand.

"Don't bother, I got the best birth control" Glimmer told him as she stood up, rocking a little on his bed as she lined the tip of his dick up with her entrance. She leaked a bit of her excitement onto him as she lowered herself. Glimmer closed her eyes and felt his length slowly enter her. The tip of his dick slid between her lips and entered her so casually, anypony would have thought they had done it together hundreds of times. Granted, Glimmer had already been bucked hundreds of times by Cadance who had no problem using various toys and her own dick. But Cadance was right. A real stallion's dick was definitely different. She couldn't help but smile as her pelvis met Turbulance's, his cock nestle perfectly into her. She took a moment and relaxed, feeling the pulsing stallion inside of her. Drinking it in, Glimmer thought about what kind of a slut she had become.

'One of the best, courtesy of my wife' She smirked as she looked down and saw the euphoric expression on Turbulance's face. 'Let's make my wife proud.'

Leaning forward, Glimmer put her large breast in Turbulance's face, Glimmer bent her back and slid his dick almost completely out of her. Before he could complain, Glimmer began to rock back and forth, smothering him half the time with her breats, the other half engulfing his pride in her marehood. Putting his hands on her sides, Turbulence began to aid her and match her rhythm, pumping his dick into her as she slid back down and pulled back out as she pulled up. Their pace quickened, and Glimmer was amazed that she was so close to an orgasm this early into their time. She knew it was just the first of a hopefully several if Turbulence was good. And she really hoped he was good. The night was young and she was feeling thirsty.

Glimmer let out a moan or two as Turbulence lived up to his name and began rocking her harder and harder, his grip on her sides tightened as he began slamming harder and harder into her. Her inner walls wrapped tightly around his throbbing stallion meat as he slid in and out of her, trying to milk him for what her body craved. Several more thrusts and Glimmer let out a scream that probably woke Turbulance's neighbors, but she didn't care. She was having and mild orgasm that made her mind go blank, but her body still craved more. Luckily, she knew Turbulence was nowhere near finished. Even though she just rode out an orgasm for almost a full two minutes, Glimmer knew Turbulence was only halfway there. Smirking, Glimmer directed Turbulence to reposition so she was on her back, her legs spread wide, giving him the reigns to do as he pleased.

"Buck the hell out of me, big guy" Glimmer teased as she put her hands above her head, clenching onto the bedsheets, bracing for a rough ride.

The stallion who still had his dick deep inside Glimmer began to slowly move his hips back and forth, sliding in and out of her. Glimmer's love juices had lubed his hard dick well, allowing smooth motions in and out of her. Turbulence was more gentle than Cadance often was, which made Glimmer feel like a bit of a slut, being so used to such rough sexual treatment. But a big part of her appreciated his firm body being so gentle. There was something kind in the way he was bucking her. Like not only was he trying not to break her, but he was trying to be caring, nurturing to her.

'I remember being this way with Cadance' Glimmer thought as she let her burning lust melt away and something new grow in her. A new desire to merge with this stallion named Turbulence.

He was treating her with respect, tending to her, treating her like a pony and not a sex toy. It was nice. Glimmer couldn't help but prop herself up to meet his lips. The two kissed as Turbulence fell on top of Glimmer. Their tounges wrestled with each other only for a little bit, until their lips were the ones doing the wrestling. Glimmer's hands went up Turbulance's bare back, one hand running her fingers through his mane, the other pulling him closed into her applying pressure on the arch of his back, while her legs wrapped around his muscular plot as if she couldn't get him close enough into her.

Several moments, or maybe several hours later, their bodies were coated with sweat, and the smell of their love filled the room along with the sound of their heavy breathing.

"I'm close..." Turbulence told Glimmer, looking her in the eyes once again.

"Do it... Please... I'm ready..." Glimmer all but begged him as she pulled him back into another kiss.

It was euphoric in another way that was parallel to the lustful bucking between her and Cadance recently. When the two of them bucked, it was wild, untamed, like dynamite blowing up in their minds. But with Turbulence, it was like setting off sparklers on a summer night. Pretty in its way and a way that Glimmer wouldn't mind doing again and again. Maybe for the rest of her life.

She could feel Turbulence buck just a few more times before she felt his warmth inside her, filling her up as his body stiffened. Not quite as much as Cadance drowned her womb, but still quite a bit. Glimmer was so at peace and in love with the feeling of Turbulence making love to her, that she began to orgasm feeling his spunk deep inside of her. She moaned and held onto him, making sure to collect every last drop of his love. When he and her were both done, Turbulence fell off to the side, laying next to Glimmer, and locked eyes with her.

"That was amazing..." Turbulence flashed Glimmer a half smile.

"You're amazing..." Glimmer smiled back at him and even pulled him into a kiss.

Sometime after that, the two had fallen asleep, a single sheet covered them both as they fell into a peaceful slumber...

Glimmer had awoken early that morning, finding herself naked in his bed, his half-erect stallion hood pressed against her bare ass crack.

'As much as I would love a morning buck session, I better get going' Glimmer thought, feeling bad for having to leave Turbulence like that. She was surprised to find a resisting part of her wanted to stay, maybe have breakfast together, talk a little bit more, plan for another meet-up, have morning sex, then head out claiming to need to be at work. But Glimmer knew better.

She teleported out of bed and quickly got dressed. She would take a shower at home and clean out her, er, neither regions, there. With one last look at the sleeping stallion who had treated her so passionately, Glimmer thought to blow a kiss, leave a note, or something. But she knew what this was. What it had to be. A one-night stand. And oddly, it hurt her a little.

Guilt continued to haunt Glimmer as she left Turbulance's apartment, practically flying down the hallway and back onto the street. It was early, so not many ponies were out and about yet. Glimmer was dreadful because her dress made her look like a hooker in the daylight. The heavy smell of sweat and sex on her didn't help her case either. She made her way back into the Canterlot castle, taking the secret passage Cadance had shown her years ago. Cadance was still asleep when Glimmer walked in, but stirred awake when Glimmer locked the door behind her.

"Well look at you, trying to sneak in like some trampy teenager" Cadance had a wide grin on her muzzle, her bed head hid half her vision. "How was it?"

"It was... Different" was all Glimmer could say before adding with a cracked smile. "Maybe we should do it again, sometime."

"Ohhh! I want details!" Cadance got up pushing the lump of tangled mane out of her face, revealing she was wearing only a pair of translucent white panties. "What was his name? What does he do for a living? What did he do? How big was he? How many times did you guys do it!?"

"Cady, can I shower first?" Glimmer sounded tired as she stretched and let out a yawn. "I smell like a brothel."

"Oh, he he, right" Cadance looked Glimmer up and down. She did smell like one of her girlfriends when she snuck out for a one-night stand. "Not bad, though..."

With a bow of her head, Cadance returned Glimmer's mane, tail and eyes returned to their original color.

"Let's get you back to a stallion and we can shower together" Cadance stepped out of her panties and then closed her eyes to focus on the spell to reverse the gender swap spell. Her horn glowed bright blue as it did when casting a more powerful spell. The light flickered off, as it did when a spell was complete. But nothing happened.

Glimmer still stood there as, well, Glimmer. Not as the masculine goofball Shining Armor.

The two of them stood there, frozen for a moment.

"Cadance...." Glimmer remained frozen, her voice pitched a bit, obviously nervous.

"Hold on, hold on!" Cadance close her eyes and tried harder to focus and recast the spell. There was the blue light, then a flicker. But still, nothing happened.

Several more times, Cadance tried to cast the spell, only for nothing to happen those several more times. She even went and grabbed the spell book where she learned the spell, reading and rereading it several times, but parts of it were hard to read.

"Cadance..." Glimmer said for the seventh time, this time Cadance looked at her. Glimmer could see the panic in Cadance's eyes. "Am I... Stuck like this?"

Chapter 5

5/5/13

I don't know how to start this. I've never kept a journal except for work.

My wife says this is technically a 'Diary'. I can't tell if she's pulling my tail, trying to keep my spirits up, or just straight teasing. Either way, I don't have much to care for it.

She said it might help keep me calm when she can't calm me down herself. So, I'm willing to give it a try, otherwise, I might break down crying.

Again.

Not proud of it, but right now, I have a right to freak out.

Long story short, my name is Glimmer. It wasn't, but I have to go by that name, for now.

I guess I can feel free to write whatever I want here. My wife, who we can call 'C', put a spell on me to prevent me from saying or doing anything that could expose what we did.

Long story short, we are... Important ponies... In Equestria, we, like a lot of other ponies, have dark secrets. Ours is we are kinda sex freaks. We like wild stuff. And because of that, we ended up using some ancient spell that swapped our genders. Yeah, as weird as it might sound, my wife and I loved having sex as the opposite genders a lot. It's almost like we were having sex for the first time all over again. Everything felt so... New and different.

Well, after doing so much, my wife suggested, as an added kink, that we go out to our usual bar, in disguise, and try and hook me up with a stallion, while I was a mare.

It worked.

I met this amazing guy. He was kind, funny, and sweet, and when I got him back to his place, he was a true gentle colt. Caring, tender, and knew how to use what Foust gave him. I felt so bad for leaving the way I did. Like a cheap booty call. But I wasn't really a mare, I was married, and it was just supposed to be a one-night stand. Still, I can only imagine how he felt when he woke up and saw his bed empty and me gone.
I hate to admit it, but if I was somepony else, a single, natural mare, I might have stayed. Gotten to know him better.

I hope 'C' never reads this, but I sometimes think about him every now and again.

But that wasn't the REAL issue.

When I got back is when I got back to where 'C' and I were staying, that's when the trouble started. My wife got rid of my magical disguise, but I was still a mare! She couldn't change me back and I was panicking, bad.

I mean, who wouldn't?

I can't be stuck as a mare! I have a job! Responsibilities! A family! What would my parents and sister think if they saw me as a mare? And the reason why! I could never look them in the eye again!

But my wife knew of a wizard in town who might be able to help us. He's a bit of a recluse, but from what she told me he's very familiar with older magic. He's our only hope.

She dropped the book off with him earlier today before giving me this notebook to use as a, ugh, 'Diary'. Saying it would help me calm down.

When 'C' got back, she said the Wizard was eager to start researching and would get back to her in a day or two. I was so relieved.

Until then, I'm just going to stay in our room and read comics. I can't wait for this to be over.

5/6/2013

Update. My wife won't just let me stay in our room. She wants me to get out and get some exercise. She's worried I might get fat just laying about all day. She told me mares' bodies work differently than stallions in the fact that it's easier for them to gain weight.

I borrowed her track suite and hit the field for some laps. The running actually made me feel better. Well, that, and some of the royal guards whistling at me. If I was a stallion, I might have given them the stink eye, but it felt kinda good to have guys checking me out. I wasn't fat by any means, despite the fears my wife put in my head, but I could say, for my height, I was kinda thick. But muscular thick. Like I could crack a coconut with my thighs.

While jogging, I saw some new stallion ordering the Crystal guards around. Some stallion who wasn't 'Shining Armor' but acting like he was. I mean, like, he was giving orders and commanding them in their morning workouts and drills.

That's what 'Shining Armor' does.

It didn't sit well with me, so I went to talk to 'C' about it right away.

Apparently, Shining Armor is away on a secret mission for the next few days to a week or two, so this other stallion from Canterlot came down to help fulfill some of Shining Armor's guard duties.

I knew this stallion from my time up in Canterlot. I'm not being too harsh when I say he's a slimeball. He's a mareanizer, a jerk, and will throw any pony under the bus to make himself look better. A few times, I knew Shining Armor had to deal with more than a hoof full of complaints involving him and harassment charges. He would have been kicked out of the royal guard, but his family's rich and could afford some of the best players in Equestria.

I'm keeping my eye on him.

5/9/2013

No news from the wizard yet. My wife went to see him today to see how he was coming along.

Apparently, the book she got the spell from needed to be entirely translated for him to figure out what went wrong.

Ugh!

This is driving me crazy!

Today I had to write letters for my parents, sister and one to Princess Cadance about my absence and how I was doing. Lies about me being away for work and a faint idea of when I would be back. Hopefully in the next week. I miss my job, and I hate feeling like a bum, just working out and reading comics all day. Though, I did find I like more exotic foods other than pizza and chips. I have to go to restaurants alone though because my wife is so busy with her own job. When I do, I catch the attention of stallions. I don't know what it is, but everywhere I go, I seem to catch their eye.

Not going to lie, if I wasn't with my wife and I saw ME, I'd want me to. Nice firm but, thick thighs, firm stomach, a little petite compared to when I was a stallion, but average size for mares, and breasts that were large and bouncy. I could cup ome with my whole hand and still not have it all in there.

I found myself recently having private time a lot more often, especially after my workout seasons. I love the feel of sweat all over my body, my heart rate raising again after coming down from the workout, and everything feels so sensitive. I've made love with my wife a few times like that, she doesn't seem to mind either.

Actually, it's kinda brought out her more daring, playful side...

Author's Note

Hope you guys are liking it so far.

Here's where it's starting to spiral into the darker zone.

If you have any comments, please, I would like to hear them. I do well with constructive criticism.

Chapter 6

5/11/13

Glimmer had just gotten back from the gym near the grounds of the Crystal Empire Colosseum, having just finished another three hours of weight lifting, and was coated in sweat. Without the daily training her stallion body was conditioned to perform with the rest of the Crystal Guards, Glimmer was feeling... Pent up. An hour or two of working out would normally suffice, but she pushed an extra hour today, because honestly, what else was she going to do? Cadance was now working double time since Shining Armor was 'overseas dealing with Royal business'. Glimmer would have loved to help and take some of the stress off her poor wife, but ponies might think it was weird if some mare showed up when Shining was away and took on some of the workloads of a Royal family member. Glimmer also felt uncomfortable going out and about, worried that somepony might somehow discover her identity. After all, she still had her same cutie mark, her same two-toned blue hair and tail, the same white coat, and the same blue eyes. Glimmer still felt an uneasy ness weighing on her heart as she thought about the 'truth sealing' spell Cadance insisted she put on her.

At first, Glimmer was a little hesitant. She tried to assure her wife that she didn't need such a spell put on her. Glimmer was a little more than done with spells she didn't know the full workings of. But Cadance had a few good points that stuck with Glimmer:

'If anypony finds out that you're Shining Armor, even if we try and play it off like some side effect of poison joke, ponies will start to talk. There are already rumors about our... Personal time, and all the wild things we do. The last thing we need them thinking is that we are into gender-swapping. They might think we're into such deviant things as swinging or gangbangs. Things royals and leaders shouldn't participate in. The crystal ponies would divide, some thinking they don't want a pair of perverts ruling the Crystal Empire, and some thinking that the rumors are just lies. A civil war would break out, and the light in the crystal ponies that power the Crystal Heart would fade, leaving the Empire defenseless. Not to mention the barrier that protects it from the Arctic would fade away! A war being fought in a never-endingding blizzard where our enemies could attack us freely and we could do nothing to stop them!'

Glimmer's worries about what Shining's parents and sister thought she and Cadance were doing in their free time seemed so minuscule. Cadance had to calm Glimmer down and explain the details of the 'truth-sealing' spell before casting it. All it did was prevent Shining Armor, who was, at the moment, going by the name Glimmer, from saying or doing anything that would reveal that she was Shining Armor. It had worked, and maybe that was why Shining didn't like the idea of going out into town. The spell was preventing her from doing so because ponies would put two and two together.

Regardless, she had taken to the gym like it was a second home. Toning her body, which was still very curvy, but now she felt like she could take on King Sombra alone in a fistfight. She may not have to take HIM on, but as the 'Temporary' Captain of the guard, she might. Ritz Hooves.

Glimmer could feel her fists clench so hard that all the blood drained from them as she thought about him. Despite being far away from him, it still made her blood boil to recall his cocky tone, the picture of that smirk on his stupid face. He was in the gym today, talking with some other mares who were laughing at something he said, hardly a beat of sweat on him, meaning he was down there more to flirt than to work out, which already pissed Glimmer off. 'This is a place to work out, not a place to pick up fillies.'

Unfortunately, Ritz had noticed Glimmer in the corner and sauntered on over. He flashed her a smile she was sure he used on countless fillies to win them over, tried to lock eyes with her, and asked if Glimmer needed a spotter, to which Glimmer replied 'I rather have the bar strangle me to death.'

Ritz made a quick remark about another rod that could choke her. Before Glimmer could knock some of his teeth out, Ritz was called away by some of the mares he was talking to earlier. The thought of that smug jackass having a welt across his muzzle as he trained the troops that afternoon would have brought a smile to Glimmer's face. Instead, Glimmer had to settle with just pushing herself harder today than before. The burning image of a slime ball like HIM leading the Crystal Guards, HER crystal guards, made Glimmer sick to her stomach. The only way to deal with her burning anger was to work it out. Work it out she did, and she was paying for it. Her body ached all over. She needed a shower and maybe a small nap.

Glimmer had taken to sneaking into the royal Bedroom via a secret passageway to avoid any unnecessary attention. Ponies would wonder why a sweaty mare was spending all her time in the Princess and Prince escort's room. When Glimmer walked through the secret door beside the bed and into her and Cadance's room she was surprised to see Cadance flopped on the bed. When their eyes met they shared a sympathetic smile.

"Rough day?" Glimmer asked as she sat next to her wife.

At first, Cadance was reluctant to share the details about her rough morning, knowing Glimmer might feel guilty for leaving her with such a workload. But saying one small thing lead to another small thing, and soon Cadance had confessed all that weighed on her heart and mind to Glimmer, who did indeed, feel bad. There she was, loafing, working out, and reading comics all day when poor Cadance had double the workload.

"I wish I could do something to help" Glimmer wiped away some of her sweat with the small towel she had from the gym.

A smile spread across Cadance's muzzle after Glimmer spoke the words. "Actually... I've been feeling rather pent up... Some release might help ease my stress."

Not an unfamiliar or unwanted request. Glimmer hated the thought of being stuck as a mare for the rest of her life, but admittedly, a mare's body was fun. She had taken to doing many things while Cadance was busy. Such as trying on some of Cadance's more risque clothing that fit her (Cadance had a more slender form than Glimmer did, but she was able to find a few things that fit), posing in front of a mirror (both wearing said clothing or not), as well as finding out which of Cadance's toys she liked the best. Glimmer was fond of this pink, silicone dildo that vibrated and had metal beads in the shaft that swirled around when you flipped a switch. That one was amazing and worth every bit. Hard to compete with that, but as good as that vibrator was, none compared to a real dick. Especially Cadance's dick.

"What did you have in mind?" Glimmer returned half a smile to her wife, coupled with a raised brow.

"Do you trust me?" Cadance eagerly got up from the bed, a light flickering in her like a child about to open their presents on their birthday.

"I do" Glimmer hid away her thoughts of 'The last time you asked me to trust you, I ended up stuck as a mare'. She didn't want to make Cadance feel any more guilty than she already did. Best to leave hard feelings aside and just enjoy the fun times.

"Good! Some new toys came in and I'm dying to try them out!" Cadance quickly got up and ran to the door, putting a familiar spell on it to lock and soundproof it.

"You want me to hop in the shower really fast?" Glimmer caught a whiff of herself.

"No way!" Cadance teleported right behind Glimmer, her hands running all over Glimmer's sweat-covered body. She even took it a step further and licked up the side of Glimmer's neck as a bead of sweat rolled down it, causing Glimmer to squeak and tense up. "I want you the way you are. If I want something changed, I'll do it..."

With that, Glimmer watched as Cadance hastily cast the spells on the windows and doors, most of them already blacked out by magic so nopony would see Cadance sleeping in bed with some mare. Once that was done, Cadance cast a spell that engulfed her in a bright light. Glimmer winced. When the light faded, Glimmer felt her cheeks grow warm and her marehood tremble as she looked at her wife, standing before her in leather-bound attire. The two of them were no strangers to rough play, but this was a new outfit Shining had never seen before.

Thin leather stripes hiked up a small patch of leather at her crotch and wrapped around her midsection, while also connected to straps wrapped around her mid-thigh, leaving much of her pink body exposed. Cadance's upper body had a hard leather corset that pushed her breast up and wrapped around them, deliberately putting her girls on display. More than her entire midsection was on display. Everything from three inches above her belly button to the first inch of her trimmed pubic mound was free from the exposed air. Cadance's smile turned dark as her horn flashed again. This time, Glimmer felt her body float up and twist around several times. She watched as her legs bent to where her ankles hit her butt, then were tied in place by sex tape. She and Cadance bought the tape some time ago but rarely used it. Her hands were held over her head by leather restraints similar to Cadance's outfit, the ends of which reached to the top canopy part of their bed. Not an unfamiliar thing for either of them to have done with other restraining toys. Before Glimmer could say anything, a ball gag appeared in her mouth, silencing her.

"Now that I have you where I want you, I'm going to play with you for a bit" Cadance snickered as she slid a magical inhibitor ring on Glimmer's horn. "No magic, either"

Glimmer was now helpless and completely at Cadance's mercy. If it had been anypony else, Glimmer would have been nervous. But this was Cadance. Her wife. She trusted her more than anypony in the world.

A pair of Scissors flashed in Glimmer's face, behind it was Cadance's dark smile, her eyes like a cat's as she locked her gaze with Glimmer's trembling eyes. "I think I like you better without clothes..."

The cold Scissors against her warm body made Glimmer shiver as Cadance stuck the Scissors up one of her shirt's sleeves and began slowly cutting. Cadance worked the blades slowly, making sure that Glimmer felt every inch of the metal as the Scissors slid against her bare flesh. Glimmer whined as she felt the sharp blades go from cutting down her sleeve to across her chest. Her heart was pounding as the Scissors made their way up her other sleeve. A few more cuts and Glimmer's shirt was nothing more than torn pieces of cloth, leaving her sports bra exposed.

"And the shorts too" Cadance chuckled as she slid the Scissors down Glimmer's thigh, causing her to gasp at the sensation. This time, her pelvis thrust a little when the cold metal brushed against her hips. Once both sides had been cut, Cadance noticed she also sliced through Glimmer's panties by accident. She smirked and thought of the happy little accident. Cadance then slid the pieces of Glimmer's shorts and cut panties out from under her butt and off her crotch. The princess of love's smile widened when she smelled the aroma coming from Glimmer's panties. "Somepony's turned on... Don't believe me? Here, taste!"

Before Glimmer could willingly comply or object, the gag was moved away for a second, only for her mouth to be filled by the cut pieces of her own soaked panties. The pair did indeed taste her sex juices mixed with her sweat from working out. Glimmer hated to admit it, but she enjoyed her taste, sweat or otherwise.

"Good, right?" Cadance reminded Glimmer she was there by rubbing her hand over Glimmer's right breast through the workout bra. Cadance thought about it for a moment, then smirked as she cut it off too, letting it fall to the floor. "I know it took you a lot of courage to go out and shop for a sports bra, but that means I can take you out shopping. You know how much I love shopping..."

Cadance then pulled something out of a small box that looked like two suction cups attached by a thin black wire to a remote. Glimmer guessed what those were for.

"Ready to play with my new toys?" Cadance smirked as she licked one of the suction cups.

Glimmer gulped but nodded, her mouth still full of her soaked panties.

But a new idea seemed to pop into Cadance's head, stretching her already mischievous smile further.

"Let's make this really fun" Cadance used her magic and levitated out of the same small box a blindfold that had the word 'broodmare' embroidered in pink on it. She held it up and onto Glimmer's head, slipped it over her head, casting Glimmer's world into darkness. Now, Glimmer couldn't move, see, or speak. She could only helplessly hear, taste and feel. Somehow feeling more powerless was making Glimmer's whole body tremble, she felt some of her excitement run down her leg, her skin begin to crawl, and her nipples harden. Cadance's voice whispered in her ear "How does it feel? Being so helpless... Just a plaything..."

Glimmer least out a very girly whimper as she felt her marehood wink with anticipation. She struggled lightly against her leather restraints to no avail. Something wet touched Glimmer's right nipple, causing her to writhe in her bonds more. Glimmer guessed what it was. A similar one was placed on her left nipple shortly after, causing Glimmer to squeak. Without seeing what was going on, every sensation was a surprise and had more of an effect on Glimmer's already sensitive body. Glimmer didn't have time to calm down as a surge of vibrations blasted from the pieces on her nipples, causing her to scream, which caused her to spit out her cut-up panties she had still shoved in her mouth. The surge stopped and Glimmer caught her breath. But another surge soon caused her breast to vibrate with great intensity. She moaned and screamed, the sounds of desperation soaked in pleasure.

"Like it? I saw it in a shop and knew I just had to order one" Cadance chuckled. "But this is just the low setting. I wonder how long I have to work with you to get you up to the high setting like me?"

Cadance hit another button, sending a slightly more powerful surge through the cord and to Glimmer's nipples, causing her to wiggle against her restraint. It was like lightning was coursing through her entire body, and her nipples were the lightning rods.

"Looks like somepony is ready for the main event" Cadance sounded cocky.

There was a knock on the door which caused Glimmer to stiffen. A nervousness shot through her like the vibrating nipple toys Cadance was using on her. She tried to break free, to cover herself, to hide, but she couldn't. She didn't have magic and the restraint were too strong for her tired muscles to fight. She needed Cadance to break her free. But all Cadance did was put the ball gag back in Glimmer's mouth, silencing her.

"One sec..." Was all Cadance said in a casual tone. Glimmer could hear her hoof steps as she walked across their room to the bedroom door. Glimmer prayed Cadance hid her with something. Levitating a sheet or something in front of her to hide her. "Yes... Oh, I see... Tell them I will be right there..."

Moments later, Glimmer heard hoof steps coming closer to her. She hoped it was Cadance and not somepony else. Glimmer felt disgusted and ashamed of herself. She must have looked like some kind of slut, tied up like she was, hooked up to vibrators and wet.

"I have an emergency meeting to get to. It might take some time, but feel free to hang around. And maybe I'll be nice and have a guard come in here to help you" Cadance didn't remove the blindfold, left the inhibitor ring on, didn't undo the restraints, or even take the nipple vibrators off. But she wouldn't just leave Glimmer there like that, would she? And she was just joking about sending in a guard, right? Right!?

Something slid under Glimmer's spread legs, like a pillow, but in the fabric was something else, something cold and metallic.

"This pillow has a vibrator that I can set to vintage in intervals" Cadance explained what Glimmer couldn't see. "I'm setting it to go off every two minutes to vibrate for thirty seconds, then shut off for two minutes, only to start back up again. It's going to do that in conjunction with the ones hooked up to your nipples. They have new batteries, so they could go for a full twelve hours. This is so much better than sitting around, reading comic books all day, right?

"And don't worry, I'm sure the meeting will only be for an hour or two" Cadance's voice was getting quieter as she walked away from Glimmer. The bound mare was sure she heard a flare of magic and the sound of ruffled fabric. She was sure Cadance just used magic to quickly change out of her BDSM outfit and into a formal dress or button-up top and skirt. "If it goes over three hours, I'll send a guard in to keep you company! Have fun!"

There was the sound of a door opening and shutting. And just like that, Glimmer was left alone. Tied up in an embarrassing and shameful state, unsure of when her wife would return or how honest her words were. Glimmer didn't have to wait long for one thing to be proven true. A strong vibration came from the pillow between her legs. Her labia spread around the metal piece that vibrates for a drawn-out thirty seconds, sending a wave of ecstasy through her whole body starting at her marehood. Then they stopped, allowing Glimmer a moment to breathe and relax, but her body craved more. She didn't have to wait too late too long. Just like Cadance promised, the vibrators hooked up to Glimmer's nipples vibrated again, stronger this time, causing her to wiggle and moan. This was a whole new experience. Glimmer had never felt so helpless or turned on in her life! The stimulation switching between her breast, the long two-minute pause, then the vibrating between her legs, it was making her mind melt. She could be like this for hours. HOURS! Hours stuck being teased and tortured, edged closer to orgasm only to be let go. Not only that but what about the other thing Cadance had said?

At any moment, Somepony, anypony, could come in and see her like this. She hated to admit it, but Glimmer knew that if she had stayed like this for hours, edging, on the brink of the wildest orgasm of her life, she would probably buck anypony. But was Cadance serious or just teasing like she often did And if she wasn't, who would Cadance send up to her?

The vibrator beneath her most sensitive parts went off again, causing Glimmer to moan. She was taking it all in as she drenched the pillow. The smell of her sex filled the room as interval after changing interval of vibrating taunted her breast, the long pause, then her marehood. She lost count of how long it must have been, but Glimmer had been teetering on the verge of an orgasm for at least an hour, praying Cadance would come back.

Then the door nob clicked.

Footsteps came, sounding louder than Cadances', meaning the pony was heavier than she was. Glimmer gulped at the thought of sompony else seeing her like this. She struggled against her restraints, but right when she did, the pillow between her legs began another thirty seconds of vibrating, shooting pleasure through her whole body from her dripping wet marehood. Glimmer couldn't help but let out a lustful moan which she was sure caught the other pony's attention. She couldn't focus on the other pony's footsteps or any other sense while the toy at her lower regain vibrated, its buzzing being the only sound in Glimmer's ear. After the thirty seconds were up, Glimmer expected the next two minutes of the vibrations on her nipples to begin. There was a click, and surprisingly, no vibrations. Glimmer was slightly disappointed but could now think. The suckers on her nipples popped off, causing her to whine and moan from the sensation. The vibrators had left her nipples more sensitive than they ever had been. The blindfold was removed and Glimmer was shocked to see somepony who wasn't Cadance standing there in front of her.

Standing in front of her was a broad, muscular Crystal Guard. Glimmer didn't recognize who the guard was, all royal guards had a spell put on them at the beginning of their shifts to alter their appearance to make them all uniform. Same coat color, same eye color, same mane, and tail color. The Crystal Guard standing in front of Glimmer was no exception to the uniform colors of a purple coat and teal-colored mane and tail cut short like a buzz cut. His lavender eyes studied Glimmer, looking her up and down as a smile grew across his face.

"The princess told me to come here and 'help' you" the guard chuckled, his voice sounding almost like he had a few drinks on top of a throat cold.

The only things that scared Shining Armor were the thoughts of failure at his duties and the ponies he loved getting hurt. Other than that, he was fearless. Glimmer, on the other hoof, felt terrified at that moment, realizing how defenseless she was. She was physically exhausted, cut off from her magic, physically bound, and had her bare body on display. Her lower lips quivered as her loins still felt like they were on fire. Glimmer yearned for relief, even as this unknown guard stood before her, licking his lips as he examined her.

The guard's armor hit the floor with a loud crash as he quickly disrobed. It was Glimmer's turn to study the Guard this time. His massive cock was hard and ready for action, practically bouncing out of the stallion's boxer shorts. Not that anypony could blame him. Glimmer acknowledged her mare body was very attractive, even Cadance herself acknowledged it. And for her to be naked, tied up provocatively, and the room filled with the aroma of her own lust, any stallion would be excited. His dick wasn't exceptionally long, maybe even a few inches shorter than Shining's and Turbulance's had been. But the guy had girth. His cock was definitely thicker around than anything Glimmer ever had in her. This made her slightly nervous, but at the same time, her lower lips were quivering with excitement.

The now naked guard grabbed hold of Glimmer's thighs and pulled her over to him. The restraints connecting her to the canopy of the bed caused Glimmer to lift off the bed when the guard grabbed her. The restraints cut into her wrists slightly, not enough to break the skin, but enough to cause a little playful discomfort. Turning her attention back to the guard, Glimmer gulped, seeing the flat tip of his dick linking up with her marehood. She could feel her labia spread, ready to engulf his stallionhood.

"It's been a while since I had a good buck, but I could get used to this" The guard commented as he began sliding his thick meat into Glimmer's shamefully drenched opening.

Glimmer yowled as loud as she could, but the ball gag had made it sound more like a moan. Only a few inches had gone into her, but she felt like she was being ripped apart. If it weren't for how wet she was from the vibrating pillow, she would have been ripped in two. Breathing heavily, tears streaming down Glimmer's eyes as she tried to relax. Before she could begin to relax, the guard began sliding more of his stocky meat into her. It felt like someone was trying to stuff Glimmer's vagina in with concrete. She had never felt so full, not even when she and Cadance used the large, red dildo named 'Jumbo'.

"Your moans are cute," The guard said as he continued to slide into Glimmer. "I could get used to you."

Glimmer wished she could have protested, to have told him off, but something flipped a switch in her. Several things, actually. The first was the guard's balls smacking against her anus. A shameful, familiar, and pleasurable sensation to Glimmer. She knew this meant he was as far in as he was going to be. She wanted to sigh in relief. But the other sensations made her cringe. His massive dick was throbbing and pulsing. Glimmer had enough experience as a mare to know that he was close. Really close. And what made Glimmer even more nervous. The guard's grip on her hips tightened. His hands felt so rough, like sandpaper on her soft thighs.

Glimmer felt his thick cock slowly start to slide out of her, her entire cavity decompressing as the dick retreated. The guard must have taken Glimmer's expression as a sign of disappointment, not of relief because the next thing he did was shove it all the way back in. Glimmer let out another scream as the familiar fullness returned to expand her vagina. She had watched him pull out and penetrate her several more times picking up speed and pace more clumsily than Cadance and Turbilance had. Adding to the fact that his massive cock felt like it was ripping Glimmer apart from the inside, it would be hard for Glimmer to feel like she could orgasm any time soon at this rate.

'Was I really worried about that!?' Glimmer asked herself as she felt the guard's cock slide out of her, only to slam it back into her.

The guards' balls smacked against her anus again, sending a wave of pleasure shooting through Glimmer's pain, allowing her to enjoy this moment even in the slightest. Several moments passed and Glimmer could feel the guard's dick pulsing more and more. He was about ready to blow. After a few more thrusts, Glimmer was surprised to see he pulled his cock completely out of her and let rope after rope of his spunk hit her. To be honest, she was a little disappointed by the amount. When Cadance had done the same thing, she coated Glimmer with enough to make her feel like a cinnamon roll. That, and his jizz had a more sour smell to it. But that could just be because Glimmer always loved the smell of Cadance.

Half expecting him to get dressed and leave after using her like a cock sleeve and marking her with his baby gravy, Glimmer was surprised to feel the guard's hands on her thighs again, lining himself up at her dripping marehood.

"Hope you're ready for round two!" The guard had his rock-hard dock in his hand, rubbing up and down Glimmer's entrance.

This time when he penetrated her, Glimmer's quivering pussy was ready for it. There wasn't as much pain as there had been the first time. She hated to admit it, but his thick cock started to feel good. She could feel her heartbeat starting to pick up as she felt him sliding in and out of her. Her chest rising and falling, still covered in the guard's jizz. Glimmer smelled like a whore, and probably looked like one given the scene she was painted in. The smell was similar to that of a guy's dorm in college, it was overwhelming her own lustful aroma, but Glimmer didn't care. There was a part of her that was starting to love the stench of a stallion's cum. The bitter, sweaty smell that she used to cringe at as a stallion whenever she would leave the Guard's barracks, was now giving her ideas.

Glimmer became more aroused at the thought of going down to the barracks and personally thanking all the guards for all the hard work they put into keeping them all safe. As the guard's massive cock spread Glimmer like she had never been spread before, she imagined taking several of the guards at one time. Straddling one, while jerking a few off, one in her mouth, and a few patiently waiting while they warmed themselves up, jerking themselves as they watched Glimmer act like a total slut.

"Somepony's having fun now" The guard smirked as he picked up the pace again.

Glimmer hated to admit it, but she was enjoying being roughly bucked by this nameless guard, like a slutty sorority girl at a frat party. After a few more moments of feeling his thick dick spread and fill her whole, Glimmer felt another bolt of pleasure shoot through her body. This time, it was because the guard had shot his load inside her. She felt blast after blast of his jizz filling her up, as she rode out her orgasm. It was a massive, wild one from all the build-up. Glimmer's body flailed against her restraint as her mind went blank, red hot. But she wanted more! She could take all he could give and then some.

"Enjoying yourself?" the guard asked as he began to even pick up his pace. With dry tears at the corner of her eyes, Glimmer uncontrollably nodded vigorously, like she was a little girl being asked if she would like ice cream. The guard's smile grew as his firm hands squeezed tighter on Glimmer's thigh. "Good. 'Cause you're MY bitch now!"

Glimmer uncontrollably spread her legs wider, raising them more into the air as if trying to offer the guard more room to get deeper into her, not that he needed the help. Her whole body began to tremble as Glimmer felt another orgasm building. Her heart racing her mind going blank. The only thing she knew to do was to do what her primal instinct was instructing her body to do. After several more thrusts, Glimmer's body began shaking violently again, as she rode out the waves created by her satisfied lust. If she didn't have the ball gag in her mouth, she doubted any silencing spell would have been able to hide her screams. Glimmer felt the guard shoot more of his load into her. But this time, Glimmer's marehood welcomed it, even craved it! Her inner walls moved to milk his dick for every last drop! The two of them slowed to a stop, remaining connected for several more moments before the guard pulled himself out of her, his dick flopping out of her dripping hole where his cream poured out. Glimmer's body was limp, unable to move much less fight against him as the guard repositioned her, bending her knees to hold her up. He placed the vibrating pillow under her once more.

When Glimmer could raise her head, she was shocked to see the guard's appearance begin to change. His purple coat lightened into a familiar pink, and his buzz-cut mane and tail began to glow and shift into three colors purple, yellow, and pink. His masculine features melted away to more thin, elegant ones, even growing a perky set of breasts. A pair of wings grew from his slender back, and lastly, his thick cock began to alter into one Glimmer was quite familiar with.

"Ugh! That was great!" Cadance stretched, a huge smile on her muzzle as she stood naked in front of Glimmer who was still coated in stallion spunk. "I needed that. I've been so stressed recently. I needed something different and exciting. And it helped me test a few things. I know now that my cock changes size when I used that potion to look like somepony else. Also, the stallion's cum is the same. So sorry, but that's really a guard's jizz in you, Glimmy. But YOU looked like you had a lot of fun."

Glimmer hated to admit it, but she did. She was covered in and smelled like some stallion's spank bank, tied up to where she couldn't clean herself off. She couldn't even say anything with the ball gag still in her mouth.

And she loved every moment of it.

Cadance waved her horn and the armor and guard's attire vanished. "I have another meeting in twenty minutes. It might run a little long. So I'll set a timer on the pillow. It will go off again, just like last time, every thirty seconds. But first I'm going to hop in the shower before I go. Can't go meet my aunts smelling like sex. Well, not again, anyway. See you I'm a while!"

Cadence grabbed a few towels and left Glimmer still tied up, stallion seed dripping from her pussy, coating her chest and belly, while her mind remained blank. Later, Glimmer might attempt to piece together her thoughts and feelings on all that just happened. But for now, she was tired, and her whole body, despite being covered in sweat and cum, went limp. That is until the vibrating pillow went off and sent a bolt of electricity shooting gross her raw, dripping pussy.

Chapter 7

5/11/13

You would not believe what my wife did today. I don't know if I'm more angry or turned on.

First, she tied me up and left me hooked up to a bunch of vibrating sex toys in our bedroom while she went to work for 'an hour or two, maybe more'. I was tied up, blindfolded, gagged, nude, and horny as hell! Could you believe that!? I felt so helpless, so defenseless!

And honestly, so turned on.

THEN she used the disguise potion and some hair from a Crystal Guard to change into that guard, walked in acting like him, like she had told him to go have fun with some slutty mare she left in her bedroom, and bucked the hell out of me! Having me think SHE was a REAL Crystal Guard! I had no idea it was her until she turned back. But she made sure to leave plenty of spunk in and on me. I don't know which guard she turned into, but I'm kinda curious.

To make it work, or, well, kinda better, she put the blindfold back on me and left me there, looking like a hot mess, for hours!

It was humiliating! I was worried sick that somepony was going to come in and see the mess I was. How would my wife explain that!?

I keep thinking how honestly hot the whole thing was. I keep thinking she's going to do it again.

Honestly Diary, I hope she does shit like this more often even when I get turned back into a stallion. Though, I think it would be more fun to do this when I'm in my mare form.

5/13/13

Still no word from the Wizard. My wife has been too busy recently to go and see him. Some issues have come up with the Yaks from Yakyakastan, and it's caused some problems with ponies in the northern areas just a few miles from the empire.

Meanwhile, I just continue to work out at the gym, read comics, and play with my mare body. Because come on, I may have the body of a mare, but I still have a guy's mind. And playing with a mare's bits any time I want? What stallion wouldn't want that? You know, the usual. But recently I've dared to go out to a nice restaurant here and there. The castle food is the best, but I like the air. Plus, I've recently discovered how fun attracting the eyes of a few stallions really was. I don't mean to brag, but I think even caught the attention of a few mares, too.

At the gym the other day, I felt bold and decided to shower at the gym. I tried to be as sneaky about checking out the other mares while I cleaned up, but I think one mare caught me. I think I recognize her from the castle. She's a soft-spoken mare with a short pink, strait cut mane and tail, and sapphire blue eyes. When she caught me checking out her small, slender body, our eyes locked for a moment then she smiled at me. That was good, right? She didn't think I was a perv, right? Do girls check other girls out all the time? Is it a compliment? I wanna ask my wife, but I'm a little nervous to ask. I hate to think what she would do if she found out I was checking out other mares. My own mare body was one thing, but these were subjects of the Empire.

It's not like I'm cheating on my wife by looking at other mares, right?

I mean, I'm not bucking them.

And she DID set me up with a one-night stand, so, it's got to be ok just to look. Nothing I haven't seen before, right? But I'd be lying if I said I didn't like looking at all the different shapes, sizes, and colors mares' bodies all come in.

5/14/13

Things just got more complicated.

So, apparently, the staff, mostly the maids, have been talking about me. Some blue-haired mare that's been living in the castle who nopony knows. I went to my wife about it and she said this might be a problem. She could introduce me as a friend from high school, but if one of her real friends drops by, things could get complicated.

my wife and I talked about it for a while, shooting ideas back and forth, and we think the best solution is to give me a job in the castle. If anyone asks, I'm a relative who is down on her luck and needed a job.

I hate it, but I'll be working as my wife's hoof maiden.

Standing by her side at all times, fetching her things, being her gofer. It's not a bad job in comparison to scrubbing toilets. But I hope that wizard has some answers soon.

5/17/13

The job as my wife's hoof maiden isn't so bad. Well, say for the attire.

I still dress like a maid, in that black dress with the white apron and white frills, but I never touch a garbage can, cleaning cloth, or toilet. Not that I'm above that. I've done grunt jobs before. Every guard has. But it's not something is like to backtrack with.

I still hear the whispers of the other maids, which is concerning, but my wife is still dealing with the Yak problem. Maybe I should try and figure out this problem myself.

5/19/13

We received the worst news today...

Author's Note

Hey everyone,

Thank you all for the likes and for checking out the story.

Sorry, I haven't posted in a while, been busy with work.

I actually have the rest of the story written up, just not edited. I'm very picky when it comes to editing, especially my work. I went over the previous chapter several times before I decided it was ready for spell check.

Please continue reading, because it's only going to get crazier from here.

Hope you all enjoy

And constructive criticism is always appreciated.

Chapter 8

5/19/13

"Pregnant!?" Glimmer repeated the word, her whole body feeling like a glass window somepony through a giant rock through.

She was standing next to Cadance in the throne room, playing the part of her handmaiden as the Wizard who Cadance tasked with translating the spell book reported his work.

"Ugh, well, yes" The wizard confirmed what Glimmer heard him say, oblivious to how he shattered her world. He was a nice stallion but where he excelled in bookmarks he lacked in personal skills. The fact that he just devastated the mare standing next to Cadance flew right over his head.

The wizard in question was an orange-coated unicorn with cream-colored hands and legs, and a short beard that was as well kept as his frazzled mane and tail. A reflection of his lifestyle and how he focused more on his work than his basic hygiene. He had a large pair of glasses that sat at the bridge of his muzzle slipping down every third or fourth word. He wore an aqua marine-colored cloak that had star designs all over it. Honestly, though, at the moment, Cadance and Glimmer could care less if he was dressed like a wannabe wizard or a circus clown.

"Are you sure?" Cadance's tone is firm but not aggressive as she dresses the messy wizard. "Maybe you misinterpreted something."

"I triple-checked and cross-referenced the book with several others before and after that time period, which is what took me so long. I can assure you that my translation is 100% accurate. If you want to double-check, I translated the whole book while I was at it. I hope you don't mind if I made myself a duplicate copy, for research and reference purposes of course."

"Of course, but can we please get back to the take at hand?" Cadance was glad the wizard was so into his work that he didn't pay any attention to Glimmer practically falling apart at her side.

"Oh! Right!" the wizard then levitated the book up to himself and began reading it out loud. "It said here that although a mare changed into a stallion could not impregnate another mare, the creators of the spell found out that a stallion made into a mare could indeed get pregnant by a naturally born stallion. If a stallion turned into a mare happens to successfully get impregnated, the magically changed mare will be unable to change back until she gives birth."

"I'm very pro-life, but, for argument's sake, let's say the mare doesn't want to, ugh, be a mare anymore or wait until she gives birth, can she-" Cadance started to trail off. She felt strongly about her political position on her pro-life stance, but this situation was... Complicated.

"The book gives a warning about that" The wizard continued reading from the book, almost forgetting that this was all for a 'friend' of Cadance's. "It says that if a turned mare either loses the foal or is unable to give birth, she will permanently be stuck as a mare. That the only way they can ever turn back into a stallion is to successfully give birth. Even if the changed mare loses the foal and gets pregnant once again, they will forever remain as a mare. It also goes on to say that if certain ponies want to just fool around, to make sure to use protection or deal with the consequences like everypony else."

"I see..." was all Cadance could muster, trying to steady her shaky voice. She put her hand casually on Glimmer's, who looked like she was about to pass out and was hanging onto her thrown for dear life. Cadence mustard the strength to clear her throat and dismiss the wizard. "That will be all. Thank you for your help."

"My pleasure! And if you have any other books you need translating, please let me-" The wizard wasn't paying attention to the fact that Cadance had levitated him off his hooves and floated him out of the throne room.

"Pregnant!? I'm PREGNANT!?" Glimmer started panting heavily, tears already running down her cheeks.

"It's ok, we'll get through this" Cadance put a hand on her shoulders, to steady her husband, er, wife?

"I'm going to be a mare for a year! A YEAR CADANCE!" Glimmer wailed, tears streaming down her cheeks.

Luckily Cadance had the better knowledge to cast the silancing and privacy charms on the thrown room before having the wizard summoned to them.

"Actually, it's only 11 months" Cadance tried to rreassureGlimmer who had sunken to the ground now, knees to her chest, head down, sobbing.

Glimmer's head shot up, anger splattered across her muzzle as she spat out "Oh!? Is that all!? 11 months as a mare! As a hoofmaiden! Lying to my parents! To Twily! If we hadn't bucked around with that stupid spell! None of this-"

Glimmer's enraged rant was silenced by the feeling of teardrops on her shoulder. Looking up, Glimmer's anger melted away at the sight of Cadance's crying. Pure pain was painted across Cadance's face and dripped down her cheeks. "This is all my fault... If I wasn't such a freak... Such a pervert...You'd still be... I'm...It's my fault..."

With her anger subsided Glimmer got to her hooves and wrapped her arms around her wife, who continued to cry into her chest.

"It's not all your fault..." Glimmer tried to reassure her. "I agreed to this... We'll get through this... Somehow..."

After several long moments of comforting one another, Glimmer and Cadance did their best to clean themselves up and make themselves presentable. Cadence had a meeting with a Yakyakastanian ambassador and needed to look like a proper princess.

"We'll talk about all of this after the meeting," Cadance told Glimmer after a few more of her signature breathing exercises.

"We'll get through this" Glimmer flashed her wife a smile, putting on a strong face to treasure her wife.

"We will" Cadance returned the confident expression even better than Glimmer had.

As the two of them walked out of the throne room and began down the hall for the meeting room, they crossed the paths of several maids cleaning up for the arrival of the ambassador. Glimmer was shocked to spot a certain pink-haired mare with sapphire eyes. When their eyes met again, the timid mare winked at Glimmer, a small smile on her face as she did.

"You know her?" Cadance asked when the both of them arrived at the meeting room. They were the first and only ones in the room. "That pink a haired maid?"

"She goes to the gym" Glimmer stiffened, hoping her wife couldn't see into her mind and know that Glimmer saw her naked in the shower rather than on a treadmill or pumping iron.

To Glimmer's surprise, Cadance flashed her a smile. "I'm glad you're making friends, at least. That might make this whole thing easier."

They dropped the subject when the ambassador from Yakyakastand walked in with his two traveling companions.

Chapter 9

5/20/13

It was a long day.

'C' and I had to sit down and have a LONG discussion about... Me being pregnant.

Some things are up in the air that we don't want to think about. The main one is what to do with the foal after it's born. I'm so confused about what is right for it and us.

We have to protect this baby at all costs. Part of me wants to claw it out, but if I do something stupid like that, or less stupid like fall down the stairs by accident and lose it, there goes my stallionhood. Forever. Luckily, I guess, 'C' found a spell that could put a protective barrier over my womb that would ensure the baby was safe. It would need to be renewed once a month, which 'C' would do when she dressed up as 'Honey Drops' and take me to the obstetrician. Ugh, the thought made me cringe. But we needed to make sure the baby was healthy and safe.

The easier things to deal with are... less problematic but also not pleasant.

I need to write to my parents, my sister, and Princess Cadance and let them know I'll be gone longer on this trip than expected. That things got complicated and I'll be home as soon as I can. I think it's cruel to lead them along like that. The plan is to write to them every few weeks to let them know I'm fine, and that work is keeping me where I am at, but not much else. Keeping it vague makes it seem like it's more serious and justifies me being away.

Next, unfortunately, is dealing with the maids.

They keep talking about how I've come out of nowhere and was 'given' a high-paying, prestigious position, and started rumors of why. Some include that I'm Shining Armor's concubine and Cadance wants to keep me close. Some are the reverse, that I'm Cadance's toy to enjoy while her husband is away. Some of the other rumors are better, some worse.

'C' and I don't think we can keep up our charade for much longer if I'm her hoofmaiden. I'm going to step down as her hoof maiden and just be a regular maid. 'C' has picked out some other maid, who was reputable and worked for a while in the castle, to take my place.

Which means I can't sleep in our own bedroom. I have to sleep in the section of the castle specifically for the maids. It's about four maids to a room, not bad, but I know I'm going to miss sleeping with Cadance.

And we can't see each other nearly as much. We'll still see each other from time to time, but we can't talk like US. I'll have to bow my head as a sign of respect and only speak when spoken to, and all that.

To make matters worse, Princess Cadance had to enlist the full help of that Stallion I mentioned earlier. The one who acted like Shining Armor but was just a stand-in. Well, he's been given a year-long term as acting captain of the Crystal Guard, due to Shining's absence. It burns me up to think that arrogant, pompous, spoiled slacker was now in charge of the Crystal Guard. But there's nothing I can do.

This whole situation blows. But according to 'C', in less than a year, it will all be over, and she'll reward me with whatever I want since she put me in this situation.

5/22/13

It was my first day as a maid and, ugh, not as bad as I had thought, but still pretty hard. Not the work. I'm used to hard work. The other maids are the problem.

I know they know I can hear them. Making snide remarks about me being 'demoted' from hoof maiden. Making jokes that I wasn't good enough. Pointing out how I was taking too long to clean something, fetch supplies, or my cleaning jobs were less than perfect. Bucking bitches. But there was one that was actually nice to me. That pink-haired mare from the gym. We got into talking a little on our lunch break.

Her name is Lily, and she's originally from Manehatten. She grew up with several brothers and sisters and lived in poverty for most of her life. She started work early and gained a good reputation as a hard worker. That's how she got picked as a maid for the Crystal Empire.

She really is a hard-working, but very soft-spoken mare. She hardly talks about herself, which makes it hard to talk since I have to keep most of my past a secret. But I managed to strike up a conversation by asking her about cleaning techniques or tricks to get around the castle quicker. I'm kind of glad now that I had the spell 'C' put on me to stop me from saying or doing anything stupid that would reveal who I really am. If I slipped up in conversation with Lily or Faust forbid, the other maids, the word would spread like wildfire.

5/24/13

It's my first day off from my first week as a maid. I wanted to check in on 'C', but she's still dealing with negotiations and issues with Yakyakastand.

Lily invited me out for a girl's day on the town. We took the train to Canterlot to hit up some shops and see the sights. She said she always wanted to see Canterot, but was too afraid to go alone, and the other maids, well, weren't the friendliest to her.

Remind me to fire them when I return to normal.

The day was great. We went shopping and got a few outfits (if my wife found out I actually liked shopping, she would never change me back, but I actually DID like shopping! I genuinely enjoyed trying stuff on and presented myself to Lily for her input. I couldn't believe we spent three hours doing that!), then we hit up a small cafe, enjoyed some salads and smoothies, then did a little window shopping before ending the night with a quick drink at a local bar before hopping on the last train back to the Crystal Empire. I lost Lily for a bit. I was worried we'd miss the train back, but we got there just in time.

On the way back she told me she met an old friend of hers, somepony she appeared to like. The whole time she talked about him her seeks turned bright pink. I was genuinely happy for her.

5/29/13

The next few days went by as normal as things could possibly be given my situation. Unfortunately, I was given the task by the head maid to clean up the rooms the Yakyakastanian ambassadors had been staying in.

What they did to that room, THAT, should have been a declaration of war.

To say the place was a mess would be a compliment.

The furniture was slammed to bits, piles of hay were left everywhere, mud was flung all over the place, and they had built a fireplace out of some gravel from the broken chunks of crystal from around the room, leaving the fire burning, which caught some of the hay on fire. Yeah, that was fun to put out. On top of that, I don't think they've ever heard of flushing the toilet!

Thank Faust for the rubber gloves and masks.

Even though the castle had a staff of twenty maids, I was somehow the only one assigned the job of cleaning the room by the head maid.

Remind me to deal with that head maid when I get back to normal.

It took several hours, but I got it all done by myself. After that, I needed a shower. Unfortunately, the showers for the maids' quarters are under construction. Probably the reason why Lily was showering at the gym.

I just got back from the gym's shower. My legs and arms feel mellow, I'm still pulling hay out of my mane even after washing it several times, and the smell of that bathroom will haunt me for the rest of my life.

I'm going to pass out now. Ugh, has it been a year yet?

6/4/13

Do you remember the stallion from earlier? The one who's acting Captain of the Crystal Guard? I don't think I ever told you his name. Mainly because I didn't want to have proof of him in here. But his name is Ritz. Ritz Hooves. Now Captian. Ritz. Hooves.

And unfortunately, I had to deal with him today.

I was mopping in a hallway earlier when I saw him talking with Lily. He had her back pressed to the wall, his arm above her as he leaned in close to her. She kept a cleaning cloth pressed against her chest as she sunk against the wall, trying to keep space between herself and him.

Part of me wanted to smack him and tell him to go buck himself, but the spell 'C' put on me stopped me. Like invisible restraints were around my body, stopping me from moving or opening my mouth to say anything. The spell also stopped me from doing several other things including calling him out, kicking him in the balls, and things that would definitely cause him to suspect something of me.

I was able to help Lily in the end by grabbing her, apologizing through my teeth for taking her from him, and explaining that I needed her help with something. Before he could say anything, I dashed away with Lily, practically ripping her arm off. Once we were away from him, Lily told me that he's been bothering her all week even though she told him she had a coltfriend.

I'm going to have to watch him. I knew he was a mareonizer back in Canterlot. We had a lot of problems with him. Apparently time hasn't changed him for the better.

6/17/13

It's Lily's first day of a week-long vacation. She said she hated to have to leave me to deal with Ritz, especially since I've saved her several times from him now, but I assured her that I'd be fine.

I actually had a chance to talk with 'C' for the first time in forever. I didn't want to be a downer and worry her about all the things about the maids and Ritz, so I tried to focus on the more positive things.

While I talked about Lilu and I going up to Canterlot for a girl's day, I couldn't help but notice how tired and, well, miserable 'C' looked. She said it's the double workload and still dealing with the Yaks. If what she deals with is half as bad as what I dealt with in their guest room, I can understand why she looks so exhausted. I ended up leaving when the head maid barged in and asked me to tend to a mess in the kitchen.

6/23/13

Well, I think Ritz has moved on from Lily in her absence.

Today, he had the balls to try and hit on the head maid. He had no idea who he was messing with. I don't care for either of them, but watching her frigid tone and expression throw him off his high horse almost made working under her bearable. Almost. I did get a little more respect for her.

Today for some reason I kept thinking about Turbulance. About how I was the mare that bucked him and left him high and dry. How I told him how I had the 'best birth control', and now I'm stuck carrying his foal.

It sounds terrible. But when I first heard I was carrying his foal, I wanted nothing more than to get it out of me. I thought of it like it was a parasite. But now...

I haven't had a chance to talk to 'C' about what we are going to do with foal. Will I have to remain a mare for a while to feed them? Should I find Turbulance and tell him? Should I keep him in the dark?

So many questions that I don't have the answer to.

I want to talk with 'C', but she's already so stressed because of me. If I could do some of my old work, and take the burden off her, I know it would help. But I can't.

Maybe I should talk with Lily. She is my only friend here besides 'C'. But there is a lot to unpack with the pregnancy alone. It might be too much for her.

But keeping all of this to myself is eating me alive!

I would also be lying if I said I didn't think about Turbulance. His touch. Look in his eyes as he looked into mine. When our bodies were one.

I feel so guilty for thinking about him sometimes while I'm showering or right before I go to sleep. When my body is craving some attention. My marehood starts getting restless. Without thinking or caring who might be watching, I slide my fingers down and start thinking about that one night we had together. I fantasized about a possible future we could have had if I wasn't really who I was. If I was just some maid named Glimmer.

I think about 'C' sometimes when I masturbate, but it's hard. It's hard to remember what sex was like when I was the stallion. That and, well, I can tell 'C' is really suffering without our lovemaking. I've seen it a few times when either of us had to go away. She becomes slightly irritable, the pink color in her coat fades to a slightly duller pink, and she forces her smile. I wish there was something I could do to help her...

Chapter 10

6/24/13

Glimmer was about halfway through her shift when she spotted a familiar, friendly face. Lily was dressed in short shorts and a spaghetti strap top that fit her slender but curvy body. She all but glowed as she approached Glimmer in the Crystal Castle corridor and met her with a huge hug. Although Lily was very timid and often hid her emotions from most ponies, in the time she and Glimmer had become friends, she had completely opened up and showed Glimmer the happy-go-lucky side of her. It made Glimmer glow inside thinking how good of friends they had become that Lily was willing to open up.

"Welcome back, Lily" Glimmer chuckled as she returned the embarrassment.

Breaking their hug, Lily held Glimmemr by the arms and beamed at her, the earth-pony mare was practically glowing. "I have the most wonderful news! I met this guy, well, we met before, but that's a long story! Oh! I can't wait to tell you all about him!"

"A wonderful guy, huh?" parallel to Lily's warm and welcomed presence came a voice connected to a pony that Glimmer, Lily, and most of the maids in the castle wished would disappear. Ritz Hooves, acting Captain of the guard stood a few feet away from the pair of maids, leaning against the wall, acting as cool as he thought he was. His creepy smile smeared across his face as he narrowed his eyes on Glimmer and Lily. "You don't have to talk about ME behind my back like that. Feel free to talk about how awesome of a guy I am even when I'm around."

"Isn't there something you should be doing right now?" Glimmer glared at Ritz, grateful the spell on her didn't prevent her from talking back to him this time. Maybe she's established enough of a hate-filled relationship with him that nopony would question her identity.

"I do have a few I want to be doing right now" Ritz made himself laugh as he got up off the wall and slithered closer to the two mares. "I'm looking at two of them right now."

"I MEANT something related to your job, you know? Being a Crystal Guard?" Glimmer stood between Lily and Ritz, her eyes locking with his. It bothered her that he never took her anger-filled expression seriously.

He smiled and took a step back, arching his back, and putting on a relaxed expression. "Captain. And I am. I just wanted to invite you two to the guard's party tonight."

"Another party?" Glimmer narrowed her eyes on Ritz. "Didn't you just have a party for the guards two days ago?"

That was another thing Ritz did that bothered Glimmer. He held parties for the crystal guards all the time, personally funded by himself. Must be nice to have all of his parent's money to spend how he likes. Even better when he can write it all off on his taxes. Shining Armor held parties for the guards too, but only around the holidays, and never to the extent that Ritz pushed it. With the amount of alcohol and 'entertainment' involved, you would think the guards were frat colts.

Feeling smug, Ritz held up a scroll that unrolled to a signature that looked like a sloppy version of Princess Cadance's signature at the bottom. "The princess signed for it. Said she might even show up, and cut loose a little. She's looking stressed lately. Poor filly. Must be hard, having her husband off to who knows where doing who knows what."

"I hear he writes to her all the time" Lily surprisingly chimed in, only to shrink behind Glimmer when both her friend and Ritz turned their attention to her.

"He does" Ritz's cocky attitude didn't waver. "About once, maybe twice a month. If SHE were MY gal, I would have sent down another hero to deal with, ugh, whatever he's doing. I'm sure it's really important."

The sarcastic tone in his voice was starting to piss Glimmer off. He didn't have a clue about how badly Cadance was suffering. Something held Glimmer back from smacking him across the face. She knew just doing that would probably get her in serious trouble, but the spell was probably stopping her too.

"Am I interrupting something?" Aqua Marine, the head maid appeared out of nowhere, shocking everyone, especially Ritz, whose expression went from shocked to annoyed, like he was just given some actual work to do. Aqua was a firm, tight-fisted mare, born and raised in the empire, all her family had been hired help for the Empire dating back to the early days of Equestria. She had an ocean blue coat that shined in the light, and a dark blue mane and tail she kept both tired up in buns. From behind a pair of narrow reading glasses, Aqua Marine returned Ritz's hard stare.

Ritz huffed and walked away, saying nothing.

"Glimmer, you are needed in the royal bedroom. Bring a plunger" Aqua addressed Glimmer as cold as ever, completely ignoring Lily as she walked away in a calm but speedy manner.

"Another clog? I'm so sorry. She always makes you deal with the worst tasks. They need to call a plumber" Lily put a hand on Glimmer's shoulder.

The clogged toilets were a way for Cadance to secretly send for Glimmer. They found it was an easy way to meet up and talk. There was never really a clog, Cadance would just put a small magical shield down the drain of the toilet and flush it several times, causing water to spread across the floor. When Glimmer got there, she used her magic to levitate the water back up and into the toilet. The whole clean-up took maybe five minutes, ten if Glimmer insisted on cleaning the found to make it smell nice. A faint hint of guilt longer in the back of Glimmer's heart, feeling bad for keeping the truth from her friend, but she had no choice.

Grabbing a bucket and some other cleaning supplies she knew she wouldn't need, Glimmer made her way up to the royal bed chambers as quickly as possible. When she got there, she shut and locked the door behind her before turning her attenuation to Cadance show as sprawled across the bed. Not look like she wanted some personal time, but more like she wanted to sleep for a week. Glimmer can't see her in such bad shape since they fought off King Sombra. And even then Cadance retained her color. The poor alicorn's normally pink coat looked like she had taken a bath in bleach, bags hung under her eyes, and her mane had random hairs sticking up here and there. Needless to say, she was a mess.

"Cadence?" Glimmer pushed the bucket aside and went to Cadance's side when she saw her state. It looks like Cadance had already cleaned up the mess she created. "Cady? It's me. Are you ok, Hon?"

"Yeah... Just... Tired" Cadance sounded annoyed and exhausted. If anyone had to guess, they would have thought she had been foal-sitting triplets or something. But no, Glimmer knew what was eating at her.

Glimmer rolled her wife onto her stomach and began messaging her the way she liked. There was so much tension in her shoulders and lower back, where she kept all her stress. Glimmer smiled when she heard Cadamce exhale, her body beginning to relax. After what felt like ten minutes or so, Cadance stretched her arms out and let out a yawn.

"Have you been getting any sleep at all?" Glimmer asked as she continued to massage her wife's back, making sure to pay extra attention to her stiffer parts.

"I... Not really" Cadance didn't feel like lying or putting up a front, not to the one pony she trusted most in the world.

"Bad dreams?" Glimmer took a shot at guessing.

"I just can't sleep" Cadance admitted before sitting up, bringing Glimmer's message to an abrupt end. The alicorn princess of love looked exhausted and defeated as she hung her head. "I hate to admit it, but I need a good bucking. I tried using not only all our toys but a few new ones I bought recently. I even paid 2,000 bits for a bucking machine. A BUCK machine, Glimmer! How desperate of a mare do I have to be!? And I'm supposed to be in the process of love! Ugh! Has it been 11 months yet!?"

"I'm afraid not" Glimmer spoke softly. She and Cadance had a few sessions where Glimmer would use a strap-on to make love to her, but she knew it wasn't the same as the genuine article.

Along with the power to help others' inner lights glow and help ponies find their true loves, Cadance also drew on the power of their love. Part of the reason for the wild and crazy sex life was to give her power. But most of this time that Glimmer had been playing the act of the made and dealing with her problems that seemed so small, Cadance had been suffering with her duties alone as well as being all alone.

'Can I tell her to do that?' the thought passed through Glimmer's mind, how to help Cadance and make it right. It made her insides turn and scramble. Feelings of guilt, of jealousy, of wanting to go cry in a corner and punch a wall all filled her head. 'How can I tell her to do THAT!? I'm her wife, er, husband, whatever! I can't just tell her to do that!... But if I don't...'

"Cadence" Glimmer ran a hand through her mane, her eyes falling from Cadance to the floor. But she forced her eyes up to meet the worried gaze of her wife. 'If she knew I was having a hard time with this, it wouldn't mean anything. I need to let her think I'm okay with it. Not for the good of the empire or the crystal ponies, but for HER sake. Come on, Glimmer! Make this believable!' A smile swept across Glimemr's muzzle, her eyes reflected gentle understanding, unlike anything she ever had before as she told Cadance "I think you should go out and find a stallion."

The words took a while to seep into Cadance's mind. When they did, a look of shock flashed across her own muzzle. "Glimmer! I can't do that!"

"I had a one-night stand" Glimmer was prepared to fight this out, even though it was killing her inside.

"But that was MY stupid idea" Cadance dropped her head, breaking the gaze, her loud tome fell to that of a mumble. "It was my stupid idea that caused all of this... You have every right to hate me for it, too."

Picking up Cadance's head in her hands, Glimmer raised it up and drew her eyes into hers. "I don't hate you. I could never hate you. I love you. And no matter what, as a mare, a stallion, or whatever, I'll always love you. It's because of that that I'm telling you to do this. You NEED some release. If you don't, you'll work yourself to death."

"You really want me to go out and buck some stallion to help relieve stress? A one-night stand isn't going to help in the long run" Cadance argued, her expression radiating dread and despair.

"I know, that's why I'm giving you my permission to do whatever you need to to feel better" The part of her that was the jealous Shining Armor was being silanced by reason and love. Cadence needed this and She couldn't provide it. "Whether it's a one-night stand, several one-night stands, several dozen one-night stands, or even a good friend who you have fun with on the side. Until I get back to the old me, I want you to do whatever you need to get better."

That last statement caused Cadance to run her hand through her mane and look at herself in the mirror above their bed. "I look like a mess, don't I?"

"And not the hot kind of mess I'm used to seeing in this bed" Glimmer joked, causing them both to laugh.

"If I do this..." Cadence started to say, her tone sounding nervous and cautious. "Is there anything you don't want me to do? Anypony to stay away from?"

"Just that jackass, Ritz Hooves" Glimmer's muzzle wrinkled as she spat his name. "I. Hate. That. Guy."

Cadence chuckled. "Yes. I've received several complaints from multiple mares about him. Although, from what I hear, he's quite the party animal."

"Yeah, about that, he's throwing another party, tonight" Glimmer continued to show her detest for the stallion.

"That might be a great place to hook up with somepony!" Cadence got up and ran to the bathroom, hopped in the shower, and started preparing.

"You seriously going?" Glimmer talked to her wife from the other side of their shower glass door.

"Don't you think it's perfect? Not only can I assess the situation with all these parties, but I can also find some stallion to hook up with and be back to work early in the morning! It's perfect!" Cadence didn't sense the hesitance in Glimmer's tone and hopped out of the shower, her body already looking a few shades pinker, probably from all the excitement.

Not having the heart to ruin her fun, Glimmer shot Cadance a smile, kissed her, and told her to have fun and be safe.

That night, Glimmer had dreams about Cadance bucking not one, not two, but five stallions from the Crystal Guard from the part. Ponies SHE used to be in charge of are now having their way with her wife, right in front of her! The next morning, Glimmer found her hand smelling heavily of her love juices as she pulled them from her damp sleep shorts.

'Is Cadance the sex fiend, or am I?'

Author's Note

Thank you all for continuing to follow my story. I hope it is still to your liking.

Things will start to go from bad to worse for poor Glimmer.

I hope you all enjoy

Chapter 11

6/25/13

Last night, 'C' supposedly hooked up with a stallion to relieve her of her sexual frustrations.

It killed a part of me to think she had relations with somepony other than me, but I knew it was for her own good. She's a very loving, sexually active mare. If she didn't have relations, it would probably kill her.

My dreams last night... Reflected some of my less pleasant feelings about the whole thing.

I asked her to pick anyone else other than Ritz.

Ugh! That jackass!

Self-centered, arrogant, obnoxious, pretty boy!

When I was a stallion, I only saw him as a spoiled, rich kid, living off his parents, wanting to stake his claim as a royal guard. I knew the snot only wanted a job he could wear a uniform that would impress ladies. I thought of him as the lowest form of slime.

Now as a mare, he's no different. Sure, he's got a perfectly square jaw, a chiseled body that looked like it belonged to an Olympic champion, with muscles in all the right places, but not overly muscular. He towered over me now, but as a stallion, we met eye to eye. He grew out his golden mane and tail that seemed to complement his chocolate-colored coat well enough to make a few maids eye him like candy. And yeah, his emerald-colored eyes could hypnotize a filly when he combined it with his smooth voice. And if I'm honest... There have been a few times in the guard's locker room where I saw his, well, member. Not bad. His balls weren't as large as mine had been, but maybe it was a good thing. Less likely he would be able to breed.

Ugh! The thought of HIM with a foal! The poor mare who has to carry HIS foal around!

I've seen his tricks work on mares before, and I'm glad that Lily is a mare who sees through his plays and sees him as the predator he is.

I really, really, really hope that Cadance can too.

I know she needs the love of a stallion to keep going. Just... Anypony but HIM.

Or maybe... If I just pretend it's anyone but HIM.

My thoughts and feelings are all mixed up, which is why I'm writing so late. I can't sleep.

Feeling a bit tired now that I got all that out of my system. I am going to try and get some rest.

I just hope 'C' gets better soon.

6/30/13

I've only seen 'C' a few times since that night I went to speak with her. The headmaid has been keeping me on a tight leash for some reason. But from what I saw of her, 'C' is looking a lot better. Her coat's natural color is returning, she's smiling a lot more, and she seems to be bouncing from one obstacle to another with more enthusiasm. That's good at least.

I'm trying not to think about her 'relations' by pouring myself into my work.

Unfortunately, the headmaid thought it was a good idea to take advantage of my eagerness to work and assigned me to clean up after all the parties Ritz had been having. Which have gone from two to three parties a week. How the crystal guards haven't sub come to alcohol poisoning, I don't know. All the bottles and cans of beer and booze I clean up are ridiculous. A part of me wants to suggest we start a recycling program to the headmaid. But she'll probably put me in charge of that too.

It's bad enough I have to clean up the vomit both on the ground and in the toilets, the, ugh, condoms left behind, and spoiled food left out, but trying to recycle all their trash on top of it. It's not worth it. Not to me.

7/4/13

We started recycling all the beer cans and bottles from the parties Ritz has been having.

Great. I hope the headmaid can't read my mind.

On top of that, I had to wake up a few of the 'adult entertainers' who fell asleep with some of the Crystal Guards in the ballroom where the parties were held. It was a sight to behold. Good stallions I had served with had been refused to hang over party colts who couldn't even drag themselves to bed.

Shining Armor would never let this happen.

I still can't manage to spend any time with 'C' since we last met and we had that... Conversation. But we're supposed to meet in a few days to meet with my OBGYN and check on the foal.

7/7/13

Unfortunately, I had to go to my doctor's appointment myself. I felt awkward being there all by myself, with the doctor having to check everything she had to. I felt alone and vulnerable. I kept the thought of 'C' in my mind, knowing she was still super busy and would be there with me if she could.

The doctor said the foal was developing at a normal rate with, no abnormalities. It was too early to tell the sex of the foal, but it was healthy, which put me somewhat at ease. I checked out well too, though I would be lying if I said I didn't feel a little bit violated after the appointment. But I guess that was normal.

7/9/13

I Saw 'C' today, she cast the protection spell on me to protect and hide the foal. She felt terrible for not being able to go with me to the appointment and promised that she would next time. She looked to be back to normal, her mane and coat back to its regular color, and although she still looked exhausted, the bags under her eyes had shrunk considerably and her posture was as elegant as it was before.

Later that day, I ran into Lily again. It seems like forever since we last had a chance to talk.

When we went to the bar that one girls night out, she ran into an old childhood friend. A 'Special' friend. A guy she knew growing up who moved away when they graduated high school. They were apparently high school sweethearts but had never confessed to each other. He went off to make his dreams come true and become a Wonderbolt. A popular dream among pegasi.

Lily was so happy she was stumbling over her words half the time. The other half she seemed too embarrassed to speak. She seemed so innocent, I doubt it was anything above a PG rating. Still, she was happy, and I was happy for her.

8/1/13

I feel like things are beginning to taper off. A weird normalcy has begun to take over and THIS is my new life. Work, gym, maybe go out to a nice cafe with Lily.

I spend more time with Lily than I do with my wife.

Don't get me wrong, not in a romantic way, by any means. Though, I have to admit, she does have a smoking hot body. The first time at the gym showers wasn't the ONLY time I saw it either. Sometimes we go and shower together. Not in an intimate way, but a kind of sibling-like way.

I'd like to say she reminds me of my actual sister, but my sister is more outgoing than Lily. Although, Lily's been more daring as of late. She went on trips by herself to Canterlot and came back late into the evening or night.

Speaking of my wife... I hardly see her anymore. She's still busy with work, but I guess she's also busy with...other things, or other ponies, should I say. I'm just going to have to remind her when I get back to normal how great I am compared to those other guys. Or guy.

I don't want to think about it.

8/6/13

'C' didn't show up for my appointment again.

I guess I should be doing this by myself. I just kinda of wish she was here with me.

8/9/13

'C' uses the old 'toilet's clogged' trick to get me into our bedroom so she could cast the protection and hidden spell on me. She apologized again for missing another appointment. 'C' said something important came up that she had to deal with. I said I understood and let it go. I was just glad she could cast the protection spell on me and my occupied womb. The last thing I need is for anypony to see me carrying a belly. Though, from what I've seen, a lot of mares don't show anything until the last couple of months. Still, I don't want to think about the foal. My dreams do that for me already.

9/23/13

I swapped a few of my days off to Lily so she could go see her mysterious coltfriend. Unfortunately, that means I'm stuck being hit on by Ritz more, suffering more of Aqua's targeted torments, and despite being around the castle more, I have seen less and less of 'C'.

But every night for almost the last week, I've had wild dreams about Turbulance. In one dream I was lost in a jungle and he was some wild stallion who rescued me but couldn't speak English. It ended with me and him having a colt and raising him in the jungle together. Another one where I was locked in a tower and he was a knight in shining armor, come to free me from my prison, taking me back to his kingdom where I had his foal, a little filly who looked a lot like her mommy. Another one where he and I were having wild sex in front of Princess Cadance, her watching and sipping red wine in nothing but a BDSM outfit, telling us what to do.

I think I need to see a therapist.

I wish there was something I could do about these feeling I have for him. I only spent one night with him, but I think... I think, as Glimmer, I... Fell in love with him.

I still love 'C', but I feel like, as Glimmer, I'm also a different pony, with slightly different feelings.

I am carrying his foal, after all.

Maybe it's about time I at least talk to him. Maybe I'll hold back the foal part till later. I mean, what kind of a mare shows up out of the blue and tells you, despite telling you she's protected, that she's carrying your foal?

9/27/13

I was not prepared for this day.

It started out like any other.

But things have gotten me all mixed up...

Chapter 13

10/3/13

I had that nightmare again.

The same one of Lily and Turbulance having sex in front of me, mocking me like I wasn't there.

I know they don't feel that way. That's not the way things are. And I'm really glad that Princess Luna stays out of adults' nightmares and only helps foals or younger ponies with their bad dreams. It would be hard to explain mine to the princess of the night.

Regardless, I'm trying to be happy for my only friend here, even though she's with the stallion I fantasized about. Not just in a sexual way, either.

I used to struggle with feeling guilty, euring for him, craving his touch, hearing his laugh.

But my fantasies are nothing. Not really. Not when compared to what Lily and him have.

Two love birds separated when they were just beginning life outside of school, reunited, and very happy together.

That's how 'C' and I were... But we were never separated...When I was a stallion.

Seeing them together and the way they talked, and reacted to one another, I could tell those two were meant for one another. Who was I to try and separate them? All I was to Turbulance was a one-night stand. A slut who used him for a thrill.

If either of them knew the truth, I'd lose them both. I might even cause them to separate. I would rather live my entire life as a mare, cleaning up vomit and used condoms than do that to my only friend.

So silent I'll remain. I'll even put on a smile when Lily goes on and on about how dreamy Turbulance is, how amazing he is in the Womderbolt shows, and how kind, caring, and considerate he is. How much of a good he can be. How sweet he treats her.

How wonderful their lives are now that they are together.

10/6/13

'C' missed my doctor's appointment again.

It was for a good reason, though. A group of guards and an ambassador to Yakyakastan went missing. She had to act with the captain and a group of guards, investigating before rumors started and a war broke out. Don't know if the yaks would do that. They may be sloppy, loud, and destructive, but I don't think they would risk war with Equestria.

The doctor's visit went fine. No abnormalities. No idea yet if it's a colt or a filly. Looks like a misshapen jelly bean.

Honestly, I don't care anymore. Might just put the thing up for adoption as soon as I can.

10/9/13

'C' and the guards returned, and they found the group and ambassador.

Apparently, there was some giant snow monster that had them trapped. The guards not only saved the captured ponies but a few captured yaks as well. 'C' thinks that will help sway the Yaks to sign an agreement.

I put on a smile, glad that some of the stress was off her. But inside I felt numb. If she could tell, she didn't show it.

After she put the protection spell on my womb, she and I relaxed in the royal bedroom for a little while, catching up on things. She ordered smoothies, saying all the fruits would be good for the developing foal. I didn't have much to share on my end. I told her about Lily and Turbulance (not about his and my relationship or my feelings for him), about how the headmaid is having me clean up after all of Ritz's parties, but also keep the guy off my back. 'C' offered to talk to Aqua, but I told her not to worry about it.

I did express my concerns for the condition of the guards, walking up drunk and in the arms of the, er, 'escorts'. 'C' seemed bothered by this and assured me she would bring these parties to a limited time. Maybe once a week.

10/20/13

'C' made good on her word. The parties went down to just one or two a week, rather than three or four. But I still ended up cleaning up after it. If there had been 'adult entertainment' they were long done before I started my cleanup. The guards made sure to be scarce as well, which was nice. But I think they've been having more action than even my wife and I used to have when I was a stallion.

Let's just say I had to be sure to use thick gloves and a brick to scrape out some of the 'stains' on the floor and walls.

A part of me wants to sneak into one of these parties sometime and see what it's all about. The only reason I haven't yet is because I know Ritz will probably make a move on me the moment I step into the room where the lights are dim and the music is loud. I don't know if the secrecy spell will stop me from breaking his jaw if he makes a move and I won't let myself be his plaything for the evening.

11/8/13

Another doctor's visit. Another time 'C' couldn't make it.

I know she's trying to deal with the Yak problem and wrap it up, It's a sensitive situation, but I kind of wished I had somepony to go with me.

I'd ask Lily, but I'm hesitant to let her know about my... Situation.

There's no way she'd piece it together that I slept with Turbulance, but still. A part of me worries she'd figure it out somehow, as irrational as it may be.

11/12/13

Today was a midslide of emotions.

First of all, Liky told me she was leaving. Like, quitting the Crystal Castle staff, and going and working in a small cafe in Cnaterlot to be closer to Turbulence. Not that I could blame her. I smiled and wished her the best, but on the inside, I felt like I was dying a bit. Not only am I losing the only friend I've made since becoming a mare, but she's going off to live happily ever after with the stallion of my dreams.

Although the frequency of Ritz's parties has gone down to once a week, and that means less vomit and other bodily fluids I have to clean up, it also means Ritz has had more time and energy to harass me. For some reason, he's moved on from bothering Lily to bothering me. Most of the time, I feel the spell holding me back when all he does is make crude comments about my plot, or ask me questions like my measurement because he has an outfit he thinks I would look great in. But one time he got handsy and smacked my plot loud enough for it to echo off the walls. Instinct kicked in and before I could stop it, my hand shot through the air and made contact with his face so hard it knocked him off his hooves and right onto his plot. The other maids around stopped what they were doing and looked to see what was going on. Ritz just laid there, a red welt burning across his face the exact shape of my hand. I swore I thought he was crying as he got up and promptly left.

The other maids congratulated me and started telling me about when he would harass them. Glad I wasn't the only one, but I need to talk to 'C' about him. He can't just go around doing that to mares.

11/13/13

Aqua had to give me a firm talking to about using excessive force except when necessary. She knew the whole story from the staff and deemed it necessary that I put Ritz in his place. But she still had to have a 'firm talk' with me so the other maids don't think it's ok to knock some sense into guards.

After that, some of the other maids started to act friendlier towards me. I got to know a few of them and we began gossiping about juicy things we heard around the castle.

From the grapevine, apparently, Princess Cadance hooked Ritz up with some mare, which is why the parties are dying down. Although she's the princess of love and such things are kinda in her power to help bring ponies together, it's hard to imagine a slimeball like Ritz being anything but a mareanizer. It still didn't stop him from harassing the maids, or me.

But he's kept his distance since I left that welt on his cheek.

11/21/13

Things continue to surprise me. Not only have the parties died down to just once every two weeks but from what I saw from a window I was cleaning, Ritz was reorganizing the guards back to their former glory. Having them match in perfect formation up and down the field, having them perform basic drills for hours until it was just right.

I hate to admit it, but whoever this mare is Cadance hooked Ritz up with, she sure has whipped him into shape.

All of this has taken my mind off of... Well, I guess I have to acknowledge the fact that my best friend is not only quitting her job and moving away but she's also getting married.

To Turbulence.

In two months.

And I'm asked to be the maid of honor.

11/26/13

There is so much to this maid of honor stuff, I had no idea. I have to organize the maids, plan the bridal shower, and a bachelorette party, get all the bridesmaids down for their fittings, help organize the catering, decorations, the cake, ugh! That's only a few of the large things!

I'm glad that the issue with Yakyakastand has been settled, and Cadance could help steer me in the right direction of a mare who can help. This is all waaay over my head.

12/4/13

I'm really getting annoyed with Ritz. He laid off me for a while but is slowly crawling back around to hairdressing me at his usual rate. Inappropriate comments, questions, and getting waaay too close to me for comfort. Aqua has been too distracted to help keep him off me as well. I knew she was looking for someone to fill Lily's position, but apparently she had created several new positions for maids as well and had been doing interviews for the last week. I guess the other maids are cutting back their hours at the castle to pursue other things. Although we've gotten closer, they still won't tell me what they're all up to. If they all had the same days off, I'd think they were part of some secret club, but it's all different shifts. Either way, I'm way too busy with the wedding stuff to try and figure them out.

I still am struggling to suppress my feelings about Turbulance marrying Lily. I want them to be happy, but at the same time, I want him all for myself, which is nuts! I have to keep telling myself that my real name isn't Glimmer, it's... Something else. I'm somepony else. And that somepony else happens to be married to the greatest mare in the world.

Ugh!!! I wish I could be two separate people!

One be the old me and one stay Glimmer!

This is all too confusing! A mare's feelings are confusing!

Maybe this is part of the pregnancy hormones. I have had odd cravings, which 'C' said was normal.

I can't wait till all this is over.

12/9/13

My wife didn't show up to my appointment, again.

At this point, I'm not surprised.

She's swamped with work, but with things cooling off with the Yaks, she should be able to be there. And today I wish she was.

The doctor asked if I had been casting protection spells on myself to keep the foal safe. I was hesitant to answer, but I told her I was worried for its safety. Following up with it was my first foal. She understood my concern, but sometimes an overuse of a protection spell could be harmful. And at this stage of the pregnancy, the foal was as safe as safe can be. She could even tell me the gender of the foal if I wanted.

I was scared and declined.

I need to talk to 'C' about this right away.

12/16/13

Finally spoke with 'C' and she agreed with the doctor that we should stop using the protection spell. She didn't seem sorry at all that she didn't make this appointment, either. Especially after she promised she'd make it.

I don't want to believe my anger is misplaced because of my hormones. I feel betrayed, enraged, abandoned, and most of all, alone.

I realized at my appointment today that this Hearthswarming I would be all alone. I was so wrapped up in the wedding stuff, the drama in the castle, and my mixed-up feelings that I didn't notice all the white stuff falling from the sky or the temperature dropping.

My sister, parents, and even 'C' will be spending Hearthswarming with family. 'C's aunts felt bad for her that she would be spending Hearthswarming without her husband and invited her to spend it with them. She wanted to decline, but I insisted she go. Partly because if she wasn't going to be there for me at my appointments, then why bother being there for Hearthswarming? But another reason was that, despite how angry I was at her at the moment, I still loved her and wanted her to have fun during the holiday season.

I'm so conflicted!

I'm angry at her because this whole bucking thing was HER idea! SHE should have done her research before using some old spell! SHE still gets to live in the cushy bed, while I'm on a mattress that was probably older than I was! SHE still gets to see her friends and family, while all I can do is send letters to them about some false mission!

I can't wait till all this is over!

I want this thing out of me and to go back to my normal life and pretend all of this was just a bad nightmare!

12/25/13

Well, diary, happy Hearthswarming...

The castle is empty for the most part.

I'm all alone. All the other maids have gone home for the holidays. Well, all except Aqua. She's up in her office, working on paperwork.

Although all the responsibilities have fallen on me, I have the next three days to do them all at my own pace. Might as well. Got nothing else to do. Sure, my family sent me gifts, and I'm sure I'll open them and send back letters of appreciation, but right now, I just want to focus on my work.

Ever since the last doctor's appointment, my stomach has begun to show a little bulge. Luckily, it's hidden well by the maids' outfit, but when I go undress, I'm sure somepony will notice. That, and my boobs have swollen another two sizes.

Great. Bra shopping, alone. Happy Hearthswarming.

Chapter 14

2/15/14

Hey diary, it's been a while.

Sorry it's been so long. The holidays just left me feeling kinda, well, really depressed.

My sister wrote back to me about her holiday, I wish I had been able to see her and our parents. I miss them all a lot.

Lily's and Turbulance's wedding went off without a hitch. She was so beautiful. He was so handsome. Their families were so nice. I'd like to say it was perfect. A beautiful bride, a handsome groom. Two hearts... Becoming one... With a bond that could not be undone...

They both were so happy.

It was the 2nd perfect wedding I've ever been a part of.

I hate to admit this... But I kept imagining it was ME standing there with Turbulance. ME saying our vows. ME throwing the baroque. And ME going off into the sunset to enjoy the rest of our lives together. It didn't help that by then Lily and Turbulance both noticed my stomach. Unfortunately, the maid of honor's dress didn't do as well as the maid's outfit to conceal it. They asked who the father was. I just told them it was complicated. I'm grateful they didn't press.

That was the last time I saw Lily.

She did send a post card, which was a photo of her and Turbulnce at the beach. They both looked so hot. I hate that I fantisized about them both that night, touching myself to their picture, imagining them both doing whatever they wants to me. A third wheel in their bed.

I don't know if it's because this pregnancy thing is just about over or what, but my labido is more wild then ever. Just my thighs rubbing together can get me off.

I still have no idea what I should do about the foal.

Part of me just wants to put it up for adoption. Part of me doesn't care anymore. After all, what are you supposed to do in a situation like this?

And there are plenty of single mares out there who would love a young foal to raise as their own.

I want to go back to being the old me, the stallion I was. I want my job back. I want to be back with my wife. I want to see my family again.

Any day now, and this nightmare will be over.

I just wished it would happened sooner rather then later.

I sent my wife a card and a necklace I was sure she would love for our anniversary.

Yeah, it's our wedding anniversary.

She never said anything back. I'm sure she's just busy.

I hate to admit this to you, diary, but nopony will ever read this; I celebrated our anniversary with a private session with myself after a nice, hot shower. I rubbed my whole body down with some lotion I picked up from the store. I ran a story in my head that it was MY and Turbulance's anniversary, and I had gotten all dolled up for him to do anything he wants with me. The doctor had told me that I was at the stage in the pregnancy where I was safe to have sex or, ehhem, use toys, so long as it wasn't one as long as my for arm. I purchased a nice rubber dildo, one that reminded me of Turbulance's cock, and once I was alone in the maid's quarters, I closed my eyes and let my mind go wild.

I tried to pretend it was Cadance and me having our rutt again, but things kept popping into my head and killing the mood. Like how she was rutting one or more other stallions other them me, how I might know them, they could he guards, ugh, or worse, Ritz. Or how it's kinda her fault I'm like this. Bloated, pregnate, alone.

Not wanting to ruine my night, I thought back to when I went to bed with Turbulance. How special he made me feel, how close we were, his gentle yet slightly forceful touch. His hands on my breast, his pulsing dick deep in me. I could feel his heart beat against mine as I closed the space between us and for a brief moment, out heart beats best as one. I pictured him bucking my brains out now that I had his foal. I even pictures Lily there with us. Her slender body in comparison to my muscular, more curvy body. The thoughts ran wild. I don't know if any other maids walked in on me, not like I haven't caught them doing the same thing. I wasn't exactly trying to hide what I was doing say for hiding under a thin sheet. They aouslnt need to take too many guesses as to what I was doing with my knees bent, on my back, moaning like crazy, panting, my whole arm jerking something hidden under the sheets, and the smell that filled the room. I orgasmed about 5 times before passing out, the dildo still in me when I work up.

Happy anniversary to me.

Author's Note

Anyone recognize the Easter eggs of this chapter?

Comment below if you do. There's two. One's kinda obvious

Chapter 15

2/16/14

Having been summoned to the royal bed chambers to fix another clogged toilet, Glimmer expected this to be just another meeting with Cadance. Maybe Cadance was planning to surprise Glimmer when she went up there. Maybe Cadance was planning to take her out to celebrate their anniversary. Sure, it was a day late, but that's alright. Glimmer could understand. Cadance has been busy lately, what with the issues with the Yaks and even the Zebra country now. Glimmer's heart began to flutter with the hope that Cadance had something special planned for them. It didn't have to be flashy, but something nice. Like dinner, just the two of them. Or maybe something a little more than 'just dinner'. Glimmer was in a safe time in her pregnancy to be active and safe. 'Maybe Cadance has a fetish with a pregnancy she wants to explore!'

That's what Glimmer told herself, anyway. It was a given on their anniversary to explore their sexuality in ways most would think too outlandish to exist beyond erotica. A part of Glimmer was skeptical about having actual 'relations' with Cadance, though, fearing that some of the things she enjoys doing might be too much for the foal she was carrying. The doctor said she was safe, but the doctor didn't know all about the things Glimmer or Shinning Armor had done with Cadance. The fear that came from losing the foal lingered in the back of Glimmer's mind. The fear of being stuck as a mare for the rest of her life. But Glimmer couldn't deny how large her breasts had grown, how sensitive her nipples were, and how her marehood ached and craved attention under her large belly.

When Glimmer walked into the Crystal Castle royal bed chambers, she was surprised to find the lights were out, the curtains drawn closed and no pony answered when she knocked. Not wanting to give anything away by using magic to flicker the lights on, while still playing the part of the maid, Glimmer called out in the most casual tone she could "Princess Cadance? I'm here to fix the toilet!"

But there was no answer.

After taking a few steps inside, Glimmer jumped when the door shut behind her, all the locks locked, and a familiar, magical blue light flashed at the door. The silencing spell that Cadance used to keep unwanted ears from hearing things they shouldn't.

"Is anypony there?" Glimmer called out, trying to sound brave, but she would be lying if she said she wasn't at least a little afraid. Glimmer was sure Cadance was here, but probably messing with her. Maybe fear was the new kink for this anniversary. It wouldn't surprise Glimmer with all the stuff Cadance liked to explore.

An uneasy moment of silence later, Glimmer felt her arms and legs being restrained, a blue magical aura around them, pulling her arms into the sky, but her body jerked forward until she was on her knees. The ground felt hard and cold as she was forced into a kneeling position. Before she could speak, a ball gag appeared and silenced her, allowing only a few muffled resistant groans to be heard. Soft but strong cuffs attached to rattling chains wrapped around Glimmer's writs, keeping her suspended as the magical aura disappeared. She could feel similar restraint on her angles keeping her down to the ground.

"Well well well, look who decided to drop by" Cadance's voice echoed in the darkness, her tone off-putting, sounding dark and malevolent, making Glimmer more than a little nervous. A single light illuminated a spot in the darkened room, causing Glimmer to wince a bit, but when her eyes adjusted to the new light, she was surprised to see Cadance standing there in a tight, leather outfit that left nothing to the imagination. The black brassiere lifted her bare breasts, concealing nothing, and pointed her diamond-hard pink nipples straight up. The guarder belt held up a pair of black leather stalkings that stretched from her mid-thigh down to her hooves. Cadance wore no panties, showing off her bare marehood. In her hand was a riding crop, one Glimmer remembered using on Cadance a time or two when Cadance wanted more... Aggressive foreplay, and vice versa. Cadance looked displeased as she stepped more into the light, which cast shadows on her features. "Glimmer, the maid. It's nice of you to drop in. We have some business to discuss."

Using her magic, Glimmer cast a purple aura around the ball gag and removed it. "Cadance, I'm-"

An echo of a smash filled the room. Glimmer's vision was jerked to her right side. She was stunned and silent for a moment as her left cheek began to flare and swell. That didn't feel like a playful smack to Glimmer. Not even like one from their rougher play sessions. It was swift and without playful banter. Glimmer looked back at Cadance, shock cracked across her muzzle as tears fell, own stream cooling her burning cheek. Cadance appeared more than a little annoyed.

"You forgot the inhibitor ring" A familiar voice emerged from the darkness. Glimmer felt something slide onto her horn, cutting her off from her magic. When she looked up, she saw Ritz grabbing and putting the ball gag back into place in her mouth. Glimmer didn't have time enough to react, still feeling shaken by the smack she received. "There. That's better. Though, I kinda want her mouth open and free."

"In due time" Cadance smiled as Ritz walked over to her. He was wearing nothing but a pair of loose-fitting boxer shorts. As he positioned himself in front of Cadance, making sure to press his crotch into hers, Ritz wrapped his hands around her waist as her own hands wrapped around his neck. The space between the two shrank and their lips met. Not for a simple lover kiss. They separated their mouths just enough for their wrestling tongues to reach out and continue tasting one another. Glimmer was disgusted with what she was seeing. Sure, she knew Cadance had taken up a lover or two. But Ritz? Why Ritz? And why bring her here to have her watch this? Before she knew it, more tears began to flow down Glimmer's cheeks.

Glimmer could only watch in horror as Cadance, her loving wife who she had been with since high school, performed such a lude act with scum such as Ritz. The cheap fill in the captain of the guard known for harassing and using mares to his delight. Glimmer watched as his hands slid from Cadance's waist to her nice round ass. Ritz's hand gave the nice pink round cheeks a good squeeze, causing Cadance to moan a little and jump at his action. Cadance moved to run her fingers through Ritz's short, silky golden mane simultaneously while she rolled her hips on him, warming them both up like she had so many times with Shining Armor.

When Cadance broke the kiss with Ritz, and put some space between their bodies, Glimmer saw Ritz's throbbing member pressing against his loose boxers, waiting for Cadance's flower to engulf it. The princess of love looked over at a broken Glimmer and chuckled lightly. "What's the matter? You told me to find someone to rut with. Oh! But you didn't want me to buck Ritz, right? Don't worry, I didn't buck Ritz... I bucked him senseless"

"Cady here came down to check out the parties, in disguise of course, to make sure things didn't get too out of hand. Or maybe she was just looking for a little action" Ritz smirked as he slid one hand up her body and around one of Cadance's breasts, squeezing it.

"To be honest, a little of both. This was even before Glimmer gave me 'permission' to sleep around" She chuckled at the notion. "Like 'I' need anypony's permission to do anything."

"It took very little convincing, but we bucked right there in the middle of everything. I think I came three times inside you" Ritz's sly grin grew as he looked to the ceiling, remembering that night fondly.

"Once in every whole" Cadance stroked Ritz's cheek as she helped him fill in the gaps. "while you were doing me in the ass, you also had me blow one of your closest friends."

"Right!" Ritz turned to Shining and flashed him a devilish grin. "By the end of that night, me and my guards had her filled Cady up like a puff pastry. I wish I could show you what a dirty girl she is. You have no idea.

"She bucked all the royal guards, most of the stallions at the bar, the bartender, even the mares who showed up got a taste of her snatch..." Ritz narrowed his eyes and smirked as he positioned himself behind Cadance, his hand slithering down to her exposed Marehood, his two fingers fit perfectly on her lower lips and spread them apart so easily. Getting the hint, Cadance arched her back to push her pelvis forward so to allow her marehood to be on full display.

"Three times each, at least" Cadance blushed a little as if a little embarrassed.

"Three times each, well, let's just say that. She certainly was the life of the party" Ritz motioned for Glimmer to gaze at Cadance's spread lips. "And look! Not even so much as a little sagging or signs of stretching. My new mare friend sure has quite the amazing body."

The statement made Glimmer shake against her restraints violently, trying to free herself from her chains, lunging at them. Images of her tackling Ritz to the ground and pummeling him to a bloody pulp filled Glimmer's mind.

"Now now, no roughhousing, it's not good for the baby" Cadance stepped out of Ritz's grasp and kneeled to be face-to-face with Glimmer. Her eyes were no longer devilish and taunting. They genuinely seemed hurt as her blue eyes appeared watery. "You're upset with me for making him my new consort? Or is it bucking every stallion practically in the empire? Either way, it's all your fault."

Before Glimmer could muffle out some protests, Cadance produced a book, it looked familiar, but different. Kinda like her diary, but not. "You remember that journal, I mean, the diary I gave you? Well, it wasn't just some paper bound to a hardcover. See, my aunt Celestia had a pair made for her and one of her old students. They were special. See, whatever was written in one, the words, word for word, showed up in the other..."

Glimmer's eyes widened as Cadance flipped the book open and began to read. The passages that she thought nopony would ever hear, were her most secret thoughts and feelings. Cadance had been spying on her from the get-go! She knew about everything!

"Oh, this one gets me" Cadance's voice was at first flat, but then sprang up almost sounding like a dirty school filly. "...I hate to admit it, but if I was somepony else, a single, natural mare, I might have stayed. Gotten to know him better..."

'Cadence knew about all of it. Everything! Turbulence, Lily, the maids, her troubles, her fears, her worries, about missing her appointments, and how alone she felt. Glimmer's mind began to spin, and so did the world around her, but in the opposite direction. The slamming of the book shut quickly brought Glimmer's attention back to Cadance's hardened expression.

"How do you think I felt? Reading how my husband was falling in love with another pony?" Cadance tossed the book aside, it slid into the darkness as she began circulating Glimmer, who tried her best to avoid Cadance's harsh, judging eyes. "It's one thing to touch yourself, to masturbate and get off to someone else, we all do that! But YOU had fallen in love with that guy! It was killing me! Not just the fact that I was having the longest dry spell since I was a virgin, but the fact that I knew my husband was getting off to the guy he barely knew and had one, nightstand with. We had been together for years, YEARS! I tried to do the easiest thing to push him out of your reach, hoping you would give up and forget all about your little puppy love.

"See, being the princess of love doesn't just mean I inspire ponies to become closer together, or happen to have the greatest libido in all of Equestria, but I also have the power to bring ponies together. I used my influences to have your little daydream, Turbulance, and meet up with your new best friend, Lily. One quick love spell later and the two of them were head over hooves for one another. I hardly needed to do anything. They were practically begging for it.

"Now, after hearing how your best friend and the guy you bucked once were now engaged, you would think that would be enough for you to get it through that fluff-filled head of yours that you and he were never meant to be, but NOOO!" a sharp strike from the ridding crop landed across Glimmer's ass cheek, causing her to moan out loud in pain. The first strike was quickly followed by another and another, several more until Glimmer's cheeks were once again covered with tears. When Cadance had let out her frustration, she continued to circle Glimmer, possibly pleased by her pained expression. "You still fingered your dirty little cunt thinking not only about him but Lily too? And here I thought I was a slut! But YOU! You just don't know when to quit! You fantasize about him holding you, about being his bride in place of your best friend!? THIS! This is why I got you pregnant!"

The statement caused Glimmer's head to jerk up.

"Got your attention now?" Cadance smirked confidently. "As the Princess of love, I can easily tell when a pony is in love. When you came back from your one-night stand, reeking of a blooming love, I thought it might just be puppy love. But I had to be sure and I had to make sure you never felt that way about anyone ever again. I had to make you fully devoted to me! I thought I could scare you, make you remember what the real world was like and what you might lose staying as a mare! Aside from losing the best thing that ever happened to you, aka, ME, you'd lose your family, your job, and the duties you seem to enjoy so very much!

"I faked not being able to change you back to scare you out of your puppy love state, and still you thought about HIM! You fantasize about sacrificing it all to be with HIM! Some guy you don't even know!? I put you through horrible tasks, like watching Ritz here turn the guard into a frat house, having you clean up the worst of the worst messes, influencing the maids to treat you like shit, and even getting you knocked up for real, but still! You spend your holidays alone, you live the boring, mundane life of a maid who didn't think to use protection one time and is carrying the burden alone, and still, you dream about the guy you thought to put it in you!? Even after I put the idea in Lily's head to make you the maid of honor, further pressing the fact that the both of them were happy together!? You helped your best friend get married to the guy whose foal you thought you were carrying!"

Cadance took the riding crop and smacked it across Glimmer's face again, hitting the cheek she didn't hit the first time. Looking up at Cadance, Glimmer saw tears forming in the corners of Cadance's eyes as she glared down at her. "I even made you wildly jealous by asking you to let me buck some other stallions! You were jealous, but hardly! ... All I wanted was your love. Sure, a little wild, naughty fun, but I would always, ALWAYS, come back to you, love only YOU! Did I deserve for you to give your heart away so easily! Have I been such a bad wife!? Did I do something to deserve this!?"

The ball gag was ripped from Glimmer's mouth and flung across the room by a light blue magical aura.

"What do you have to say for yourself?" Cadance narrowed her hurt-filled eyes at Glimmer. The white pregnant unicorn only drooped her head. A million thoughts running around in her head like a stampede. A sharp pain shook Glimmer as Cadance grabbed a fist full of her blue mane and lifted her head. Cadance's voice was harsh and strained like nails on a chalkboard, more angry and upset than she had ever been in her life when she screamed at Glimmer's face "WELL!? SAY SOMETHING! ANYTHING!"

But Glimmer felt broken. Was she truly at fault? Was this real, or possibly another one of Cadance's games? If it was the latter, Cadance planned this all out well. Too well, maybe, for a game. Glimmer couldn't think as her head dangled like a puppet on strings.

Huffing, Cadance let Glimmer's hair go and stood up. "I guess that's how it's going to be then. I don't know what I was thinking... I wanted to give you another chance... Aqua..."

Hearing the head maid's name caused Glimmer to look up in time to see said maid emerge from the shadows. Aqua stood proudly as if she were in her most formal uniform, rimmed and pressed for the arrival of Princesses Celestia and Luna themselves, and not completely naked. Glimmer had never seen Aqua in anything less than her maids' outfits. She has to admit that, as Shinning Armor, Glimmer did wonder what Aqua looked like under her outfit. Aqua had thicker curves than Cadamce, and breasts that defiantly put Cadance's to shame, but they seemed to sag slightly. The head maid was in great physical condition, just a little thicker than Glimmer would have imagined her. Aqua's gaze was as cold as ever, but a narrow smile stretched across her muzzle.

"Turbulence didn't impregnate you, I did take the form of that royal guard and bucked you. But remember, I can't produce sperm to impregnate. What I could do, though, is get somepony to fill ME with THEIR sperm, then, with the right spells, I could take that fertile sperm and fill my own magically created testicles with it." Cadance narrowed her eyes at Glimmer as a wicked smile stretched further across her muzzle. "Aren't you curious who's baby gravy I used to put a foal in you?"

Behind her, Ritz had ditched his boxers and smirked as he stroked himself, getting hard fast. He cracked a half smile, winked, and blew Glimmer a kiss that sent a chill up Glimmer's spine. It took Glimmer a moment to realize it, her eyes widened. But before she could speak. Cadance interrupted.

"That's right. I had Ritz cream pie me at least three times to give me enough of his spunk to pass on to you. I met YOU in our bedroom, disguised as a royal guard. I used another spell to expel all the held jizz I got from Ritz into YOU and left you alone for hours to make sure it properly set in. It was THEN that you were pregnant. I'm not going to lie, from your first diary entries I would have guessed you wanted nothing more than to get that foal out of you, and you might have grown resentful of Turbulance. Things would have turned out better if you did. But NO! You start fantasizing about him! Start worrying about who will care for the foal! Never once did you think WE could be a family! That maybe I wanted to start one! Instead, you dreamed about having a family with that, that, nopony! Well, let's solve that problem right now..."

The old book Cadance had the wizard translate, levitated up in front of her. Glimmer watched with faint curiosity as Cadance's horn began to glow. Without warning, Ritz began to rip Glimmer's clothes off. Glimmer struggled against her restraints, she began to scream, but this just made Ritz's smile grow wider. Glimmer's maid outfit lay in rags on the ground as her body now garnished with marks from where the cloths pressed against her as they were ripped, was exposed to the world as much as Aqua and Ritz's had been. The last thing he did was rip Glimmer's panties off, tearing them on the sides so they just dropped. He held them up to his face and took in a big whiff before tossing them aside.

The restraints around Glimmer's writs pulled her up, forcing her to her feet, her leg restraints moved to simply bind her to the ground and spread her legs wider them she felt comfortable with if she wasn't pregnant. Her cheeks burned bright red, embarrassment hidden behind anger as she felt exposed not just to her wife, but to two of the last ponies Glimmer ever wanted to be naked in front of. Glimmer's eyes went wide as she watched Cadance's horn glow brighter blue. A similar light appeared around Glimmer's stomach, engulfing it in the blinding light. A great pressure caused Glimmer's stomach to shift. There was slight discomfort at first, then pain, then greater pain. Like someone was gutting her like a fish. Glimmer began to scream as she felt something start to move from within her. A pain unlike anything Glimmer had ever felt before began to grow, causing her to scream, new tears ran from her eyes as she begged Cadance to stop whatever she was doing. But Cadance didn't hesitate and continued with whatever spell she was casting. The room filled with Glimmer's screams as something large emerged from her marehood. It looked like a large bubble with a small foal inside, curled up, sleeping peacefully.

It was the foal that Cadance put inside Glimmer. The foal Glimmer had been growing and protecting inside of her for months. Glimmer watched as the foal moved over to Aqua who was now on her back, legs spread apart, her marehood open to the world. Glimmer's eyes darted from Aqua's exposed nether regain to the floating foal in a bubble to her mare bits. The whole scene was horrifying. Glimmer's vagina looked like it had been ripped open, her blood painted the ground, and her large stomach resembled a balloon that had lost its air days after the party. Glimmer almost passed out from the sheer pain, a cold sweat broke out all over her body as it grew cold. Glimmer managed to barely hold her head up as she watched the scene unfold. The bubble carrying the foal moved from Glimmer to Aqua, and in a horrific scene, Aqua's screams replaced Glimmer's in the room, the bubble began to push, forcing its way into Aqua's vaginalnopening. The bubble never changed size, it instead ripped Aqua's vagaina open, making it stretch as her flesh ripped, causing some of her blood to hit the ground, joining Glimmers. The head maid's stomach grew as her womb became suddenly inhabited by a new resident. The spell began to conclude with Aqua's flesh being healed by the same bright blue light, the bubble holding the foal was now inside of her. Aqua remained panting heavily, sweat sprinkled her body like morning dew on grass. Her eyes were wide as they started from her now extended belly to the ceiling.

When all was said and done, Aqua rose to her feet, a little wobbly, and very pregnant. She smiled at Cadance and bowed lightly. "Thank you for the child. I will raise them well."

"You deserve one for all your years of loyalty" Cadance returned the bow. The image made her seem almost like how she was to the public. The 'good', 'pure', 'kind' princess of love. Not the dark torturer, manipulator, and schemer Glimmer was now aware Cadance was. Turning her attention back to Glimmer, Cadance walked over, the old spell book still in her hand as she smirked and looked Glimmer over. "You never completed the pregnancy. That part of the gender swap spell was real. Now you can never be my Shining Armor again.

"Despite your unfaithful ways, I still love you. I won't just leave you like this. I assure you, you will find happiness again... But first..." flipping through a few pages in the book, Cadance stopped on a marked page, then closed her eyes to focus. Unable to Speak, Glimmer was at Cadance's mercy as she simply let air flow into her mouth and fill her lungs before exiting. Her body felt so heavy. Glimmer couldn't stand to look at the murder scene that was her deflated-looking stomach and torn flesh that used to be her marehood, forcing herself to look up at Cadance. Her blank eyes went wide as she felt an odd ringing sensation in her ear. A stream of silver and white light began to flow from Glimmer's ear, almost like cleaning out an abundance of ear wax. The light flowed over to Cadance who now held a glass vile. The silver light flowed weightlessly and willingly into the vile. As the substance left Glimmer's head, she felt like a stuffed animal that just had all its stuffing pulled out, slowly.

"All your memories of being Shining Armor, from when you were a colt learning to walk, growing up, seeing your sister for the first time, to our meeting back in high school, saving the Crystal Empire, all the way up to a year ago today. All the memories are in here" Cadance explained, placing a cork on the vile to close it. She handed it to Aqua who disappeared into the darkness.

"Why...?" Glimmer asked, feeling even weaker than before. A part of her wished she could just die. As her head fell, she caught a glimpse of her flank. Her cutie mark was fading!

"Yes, that, too, will go" Cadance knew what Glimmer was thinking. "See, I love Shining Armor too much to just let him go. Regardless of what the press or the ponies of the Empire would think if we separated, I'm in love with Shining Armor. Which isn't YOU anymore. I took all of HIS memories away from you. You may have some memories now, but by the time your cutie mark fades away completely, you'll be like a whole new filly. I'll give you new memories, a new purpose, and soon, a new lover. I'll find some new stallion to change into Shining Armor. Remove their memories, and put them in their body. Change their body to look like he did. It will be as if he never left."

"Cadance... Please... Stop this..." Glimmer pleaded, barely able to speak, feeling more and more like a husk.

"It's too late," Cadance said coldly as she opened the book again. As her horn began to glow again, the princess of love added "You hurt me, but I am merciful..."

A light blue magical aura covered Glimmer, breaking her free from her restraints, and levitating her up into the air. She felt sick, like her whole body was freezing but her bones were on fire. She tried to breathe, to scream in pain again, but nothing came out, her lungs felt like they were collapsing as she floated in the air. Her body felt like it was a rubber band being stretched in reverse. The whole feeling felt like it lasted hours, but the spell only lasted maybe five minutes. When. The spell was over, Glimmer was gently lowered over to the royal bed, landing gently onto the mattress she and Cadance had done everything in the karma sutra on. Glimmer didn't know what Cadance had done to her, say to heal her wounds. To that she was grateful, but she felt that gratefulness wasn't meant to last.

Glimmer was too tired to move. Her body was sore and exhausted from the torment and whatever spell cadence cast on her, but she was not allowed to relax. She couldn't resist as new restraints were placed around her wrists and legs. What caused her to jolt was the sudden sensation burning from within her. It spread from her stomach to her chest and her loins. Jolting to her hands and knees, Glimmer couldn't stop herself from letting out a shaking moan. Thanks to the new pain, Glimmer found the strength to look down to see what Cadance was doing to her. At first, Glimmer couldn't tell what had happened, say for her wounds being healed and her stomach returning to normal, looking like she had never gotten pregnant at all. But there was something. Her body, her feminine frame... It seemed... Narrower? Was she... Younger!? Did Cadance use an age spell!?

"I see you noticed something was different" Cadance appeared next to her, her hand stroking Glimmer's cheek. "I reverted you a good bit. Age spells are incredibly difficult, and require quite a bit of magic, so I piggybacked it on another spell once the right conditions were met. I aged you back to the same age we were when you popped my cherry. Back when you were 18. Now we both can have a fresh start."

Looking down at herself lying on the bed, Glimmer could hardly believe what she was seeing. Her body was so thin, her breast nothing but small buds, and her bush of thick blue pubic hair was nothing but a slight tuft. Her muscles, her curves, her breasts, all gone!

"I also promised a certain Somepony your virginity for helping me" Cadance swiftly flung a gag back into Glimmer's mouth, but this one had a hole for the mouth to breathe, or more than likely, for something to go inside. It still forced Glimmer's mouth to remain open.

"You were such a pain in my ass back in Canterlot" Ritz appeared at the base of the bed, where Glimmer's legs had been pulled apart, her barely legal marehood fully exposed. Ritz placed his hands on Glimemr's thighs, his hands felt so hard, so rough, it caused Glimmer to start shaking. Was she... Afraid? "I'm going to enjoy tearing you a new pussy hole, literally!"

Glimmer looked to Cadance, a flash of fear in her eyes as she silently begged her to stop this, tears began to run down her cheeks. But Cadance merely closed the space between her and the teenaged Glimmer, smiling gently as she stroked Glimmer's cheek. Cadance did reassure her "You won't get pregnant, yet. I know a certain Zebra King who is looking for some hot, young concubines to breed with. He'll treat you well. You'll live a life of luxury. But first, we need to teach your new body how to work properly. As well endowed as the Ritz is, the Zebra King is even bigger. We've got to work you up to that..."

As Glimmer's mind tried to piece everything together, she felt Ritz's rough hands on her hips. With little to no warning or workup, Glimmer didn't need to see to understand what was going on. She felt something pushing into her, forcing its way not only inside her but pushing against her teenage hymen. She screamed and tried to fight it, but Ritz was already making good on his word. Although her new, younger body was inexperienced, Glimmer remembered what it was like to lose her mare virginity when Cadance and her first made love after the gender-swapping spell. This was the furthest from the tender loving care Cadance had shown. Ritz was taking out his frustration from Shining Armor with her. Cadance wasn't lying when she said he was big. Part of Glimmer hated herself for admiring that about him for a split second. Tears streamed from Glimmer's eyes as she silently begged for Cadance's help. Her muffled screams and pleads are muffled by the ball gag. But Cadamce just stood there and watched with a sly smile on her face as she watched Glimmer be rutted like an animal. Glimmer felt Ritz begin to gyrate his hips. She felt his massive cock that had filled her up, forcing her virgin walls to rip open, slowly slide out of her. Her hymen blood began to coat his member, lubricating it, allowing her to feel slight relief as he slid out. Slowly he began to slide back into Glimmer, her body tightening up.

"So tight. I love it" Ritz whispered in Glimmer's ear as he grabbed her breast while picking up a rhythm. "Breasts are a little small, but what can you expect? You'll grow into a nice cock sleeve for that zebra king."

Ritz was probably the most despicable stallion Shining armor had ever met, including all the villains and criminals Shining had ever felt with. But at that moment, Glimmer's emotions from Shining Armor's disgust faded. The young mare's mind set ablaze with a burning lust. The pain of Ritz's harsh touch on her began to fade as she soon found enjoyment in being bound and gagged, a stallion forcing himself into her. She hated herself for it, but her body couldn't lie. She was turned on beyond her belief. His rough hands on her small breasts made her nipples rock hard, his thrusts began to sync with her heartbeats, and his cock inside her filled her with the deepest part that she ever experienced in this body. She struggled to keep control, but this body was so new and sensitive, even a scum bag like Ritz would feel amazing. But just as Glimmer was feeling a build-up of an orgasm, she felt a warm sensation fill her young womb like never before. Blasts of warm liquid filled her, causing her to scream. Ritz slid out of her, his spunk dripping from Glimmer's marehood. She glared at him and fought a little against her restraints.

"Done already?" Cadence asked Ritz as he slid his dick out of Glimmer, covered in a mixture of love juices and blood.

"Just round 1" Ritz chuckled as he moved over to Glimmer's face, positioning his dick covered in his jizz and Glimmerr's maiden blood. "I'm thinking I'll let her have a taste then try her other hole."

"I have a better idea" Cadance's wicked smirk returned as her light blue magical aura appeared around Ritz, pulling his semi-erect dick out of Glimmer's mouth, allowing her to cough and gasp for air she was previously denied.

The aura held Ritz in the air until more restraints came from the shadows, locking his arms and legs spread out. A little confused, Ritz nervously asked Cadance "W-whats going on? Are you turning me into Shining Armor now? I thought we were going to wait until next week so I can get the money from my parents-"

Cadance put a finger up to his mouth gently to silence him. She smiled as she told him in a soft, nurturing tone "Just wait. I think you'll like this..."

Levitating the old spell book up to her, Cadance opened it once again, to the most recent pages. Her horn began to glow brightly as she looked upon the book once again, concentrating. Ritz started to look nervous as his body began to glow with her light blue magical aura. He let out a painful scream, like a limb just broke, then another, and another. Glimmer watched in horror as Ritz's body shrank, losing its muscles, his mane became longer, his picks changed shape, like two peaches, and his pride which was just as long as Shining Armor's had been, began to shrivel and disappear, retreating into him like a snail into its shell, taking with it his festivals, leaving behind a small slit below a shaven pelvis. When the spell was done, Cadance released Ritz, letting her drop to the ground.

She shivered in the cold as she hesitantly looked at her new body. She looked to be at the same age as Glimmer now. She started at her hands, then her chest, her crotch, then her hands went to her face. A bolt of anger flashed across Ritz's face as she began yelling at Cadance. "What the fuck did you do to me!? You bitch!?"

"Such harsh words and a very harsh reaction" Cadance returned with a look of slight disgust. "THIS is why you would never be the next Shining Armor. I was never interested in your money. I wanted a partner to love me, who would be loyal, and true. You were a good buck, but I knew you would turn on me the moment you got scared. Which is why you will be joining Glimmer in the zebra lands..."

Before Ritz could do anything, attack Cadance, run away, or any of the like, a stream of silver, wavy light, slightly darker than Glimmer's had been, began to flow from her head. Ritz looked dazed, her eye color turning a greyed version of what they had been, but what horrified Glimmer the most was Ritz's cutie mark. The coat of arms cutie mark she had from when she was an annoying, obnoxious stallion began to fade until it was completely gone. Moments later, the silvery dark grey light being pulled from Ritz's head came to an end, all of Ritz's memories and essence had been removed from her. She lay on all fours, panting like someone who just ran a marathon, drool hitting the ground as her wide eyes stared blankly at nothing.

Standing over the broken filly that was once Ritz, Cadance swirled the grey light around in the air, controlling it with her pointer finger. With a single flick, she sent the substance away into the dark, which Glimmer recognized being the direction of the bathroom. With another flick of her finger, there was a flushing noise. Cadence smirked as she stared down at the brainless Ritz. "Good riddance to bad rubbish. Now the only thing left of Ritz to inherit the family fortune will be his son, who is in Aqua Marine. She's been loyal and worked hard to keep order in the castle. She deserves the two things she's always wanted. A child, and financial security.

"Ritz's family knew him to be troublesome, and promiscuous. They will probably be glad that he's gone and not blowing their family's fortune on booze and entertainment. They'll extend a warm family welcome to Aqua when they find out she's carrying his foal." Cadance bent down and raised Ritz's chin. The filly stared blankly at her, not a single thought in her mind. Cadance spoke as if she was speaking to a foal who had just been disciplined. "It's better this way. You're a much better pony now."

Glimmer struggled against her restraints, a flicker of Shining Armor's fighting spirit still alive in her. She caught a glimpse of her flank and saw that her cutie mark was still there, so there was a little part of him still inside her. She needed to get out, to find her sister maybe. Twiliy would help.

"There's no point in struggling, Glimmer" Cadance walked over, making the filly Ritz had become walking beside her on all fours, panting heavily as the dog chain hung down from the collar around her throat.

"Cadance... Please..." Glimmer could barely speak, her body not only felt heavy and sensitive from all the transformations she'd undergone in the last half hour and the rough buck session with Ritz but also from the mental strain. There was so much she wanted to plead that she couldn't put it all into a single train of thought, much less words to come from her mouth.

"Please? Please? PLEASE!?" Cadance sneered at Glimmer for a moment before her sharp expression melted. She knew all of what Glimmer was begging for. "Ok, Glimmer. I actually can reverse all of this. Change you back into a stallion, age you back to how old you were, even give you back your memory. I think I could keep the memories of you being a mare away so you can function again and forget all about being Glimmer... But you have to prove to me you're worthy of being my husband and not a concubine. Think you can do that?"

Cadance asked the last question as she leaned forward, a sly, confident expression painted on her face. Glimmer could see her reflection in Cadance's eyes as she stared at her. Glimmer looked like a sad, desperate, young filly, scared and begging for help.

"Yes... Anything..." Glimmer spoke in a weak, cracked voice.

"Let's see then..." with a flicker from her horn, a secret passage door opened up the same one Glimmer had used to sneak in and out of their chambers. Coming inside were about two dozen guards, all of them without armor, but had their underpadding still on. They smelled heavily of sweat. They all line up around Cadance, Ritz, and Glimmer. Cadance used her magic to bind Ritz to the same magical restraint she used on Glimmer when she first got there, adding the ball gag and inhibitor ring. She dressed the guards "Don't mind her. She's had her fun. But the first stallion to get this little girl here to orgasm gets to be the new captain until my husband returns..."

Author's Note

Sorry this one took so long, but you can see why.

So be honest, who saw that twist with the journal, I mean, Diary?

Little shout-out to EG.

Here was the dark turn, still not down yet. But all j have to do is edit the other chapters. Sorry if I missed a thing or two. I went over this chapter 6 times, changing a thing here or there. I had to stop and just edit after a while. Hope you all like it. We're nearly done.

Chapter 16

All the guards gathered around Glimmer who was on the large total bed, her heart racing under the situation. A bunch of sweaty, muscular guys, now without any scrap of armor or clothing to hide their bare bodies circled her. She could practically taste the testosterone. Her eyes went from one bare body to the next her cheeks blushing as she admired their form that Shining Armor ignored in the guard's locker room. All their Stallionhoods were at attention. Glimmer hated that she was practically drooling as she compared the sizes and thought about how they would feel and perform with her. Cadance brought Glimmer back to the reality of the situation when she leaned in and whispered in her ear "If you can restrain yourself from orgasming as a mare, letting all these guys have their way with you, then you'll prove to me you aren't a total slut and are worthy of being my husband again. If not, I might just pick one of them to replace you. Maybe even the one that gets you to climax."

Glimmer gulped. She hated to admit it, but she was close to an orgasm from Ritz. Her body was incredibly sensitive, and now it wasn't used to all the sexual deeds she and Cadance had done as adults. Glimmer realized she was a stallion's wet dream. A frail, thin, slightly curvy, barely legal filly they could use to their hearts' content.

As a few guards approached Glimmer, lifting her up and onto the total bed, Glimmer could hear Cadance call out to a few guards. "I need a good bucking too. Who wants to pleasure their princess?"

Much to Glimmer's horror, she could see Cadance grab two stallions by their throbbing dicks and begin jerking them both off. Deep, deep, deep down in her subconscious, Shining Armor had a dark fantasy of being cuckold, watching Cadance pleasure other stallions in front of him. But he never thought she would ever want to venture away from him. He would grow mad with jealousy if she did. Fantasies are one thing, but even he had his limits. Or he did before he became a she. As Glimmer watched Cadance lead two guards away, falling to her knees and licking one of their heads while stroking the other, Glimmer felt her loins grow wet.

"This bitch looks ready" Glimmer was brought back to the moment as a royal guard spread her legs, revealing her young marehood to the world. She didn't have the strength to struggle, even if she did, Glimmer didn't know if she would. "Guess I'm first."

The guard positioned himself between Glimmer's legs, took his erect member in his hand, and rubbed the tip of it up and down Glimmer's dripping lower lips. Glimmer bit her lip to stop herself from moaning at the gentle sensation of his warm tip on her soft settles. She did let out a cute gasp as he pushed his thick member into her. The first time in this young body had been taken from her by force and with malice. Although this wasn't the most romantic setting, Glimmer could appreciate the slight tenderness the guard was showing her. His grip on her thighs, as he used them as leverage as he pushed himself into her, was more tender and loving. Not like a lover would show, but like a decent stallion would a mare. Without thinking, Glimmer wrapped her legs around the guard and began controlling the pace.

"Wow, this filly knows her stuff" the guard chuckled as he began to match Glimmer's rhythm. The sound of their sexes smacking and slapping began to fill the room, echoed only by the sounds of Cadance and the other two guards she was pleasuring in some way that Glimmer couldn't see, but it didn't take much imagination to understand the image behind the sounds.

"Don't leave us hanging..." A second guard approached Glimmer's head. His throbbing member in her muzzle. She didn't need to be instructed on what to do. Glimmer knew by now how to please a stallion with her mouth. A part of her mind was telling her that if she could get these guys off with her mouth, maybe they'd be too spent to buck her. Less likely that she'll orgasm, which means she might just get out of this whole nightmare.

Glimmer opened her mouth and licked the guards's member a few times. She had given Cadance a blow job countless times when they both switched genders, but his dick tasted unclean. She pushed past it and began to taste every inch of his raw dick before wrapping her mouth around it. She remembered to breathe through her nose and allow her throat to open up for his length. Laying her head back, Glimmer's gaze found the guard's ballsack looking her in the eye. They looked so big. Had hers been that big? How much spunk was she expected to take in from those!? She closed her eyes and thought of nothing other than pleasuring the guards. The guard moaned as his cock slithered down Glimmer's throat. "how is she so young but so good?"

"Maybe Cadance trained her?" a guard commented behind him "You know how good she is."

"You guys have to try... her pussy..." The guard pistoned in and out of Glimmer's marehood told them between breaths. Glimmer still controlled his pace with her legs and was quickening his rhythm, praying he would finish soon and before she did. "Talk about tight..."

Glimmer felt like a chicken on a rotisserie the way she had one guard pounding her young vagina and the other filling her throat. She hated to admit it, but the sensation of being so filled, the warmth of their dicks, the smell of their sweaty bodies combined with the smell of her sex filling the room was overwhelming. Glimmer felt close, but had to calm herself down, otherwise there goes her life. His life with Cadance, with his parents, with Twily...

There was a loud grunting noise followed by a warm sensation deep inside Glimmer as the royal guard between her legs painted her inner walls with his jizz. After three more humps, the guard stopped and pulled out of her. Glimmer hated herself for enjoying the feeling of a stallion cumming inside of her, but she was also slightly proud she didn't orgasm right there. She was close, but she stopped herself. She told herself she could do this. That she could get through all these guards without climaxing. It was just like any other battle Shining had faced before.

"My turn" The guard who was in her mouth pulled his dick from her throat, allowing Glimmer to breathe for a moment before another guard took his spot. He wasn't as big, but she felt his member slide down her throat before his balls whacked against her face. He didn't show nearly as much tact as the previous guard, but maybe that was a good thing. Maybe she could get him off quickly. There was a familiar sensation of a warm pressure as something slid into her dripping hole, letting Glimmer know that the next guard was up to bat and had taken his position. She still felt close to her orgasm, but thankfully she had worked that last one with her throat pretty well. He didn't last maybe a few minutes before he spilled his seed inside Glimmer. While he had been working her marehood, Glimmer had used their tongue to pleasure the cock inside of her mouth enough to get that guard to shoot his load down her throat, a thing Shinning would have been disgusted by, but Glimmer was glad to have been able to do. One less load of stallion skeet in her cooch.

"My turn" The voice caused Glimmer to look up, jizz still dripping from the corner of her mouth as another guard approached her. Her heart was pounding still, but she felt like she was getting the hang of this.

As the guard slid his throbbing dick into Glimmer's drenched marehood, she moaned a little but felt like she could handle the dick. As he started to move inside of her, though, a guard came up and put his hard cock in Glimmer's face. Acting on an instinct Glimmer was growing more and more aware she had, she licked the tip of it, plunging her tongue along the spots she knew were sensitive before sliding it into her mouth. A year ago, she would have been disgusted with herself for being so willing and able to pleasure a random guy like that, but now she was impressed. She felt herself on a razor's edge of her orgasm, but able to stand up tall and walk that fine line as the third stallion picked up the pace between her legs. She was sucking dick and bucking like a pro. 'Like Cadance...'

That thought caused Glimmer to look in the direction she saw Cadance last. Her eye went wide as she saw Cadance on her hands and knees being taken from behind while having a guard down her throat as well. The image caused Glimmer's marehood to quiver and that control she had wavered. Glimmer watched as her wife whom she spoke vowes of undying love to, built a life together with, and used to make love to, was being used by two guards he used to order around. Almost like karma coming back around. Like it was a joke. 'He orders us around like dogs but jokes on him, we banged his wife!'

The thought repulsed Glimmer but also turned her on. She felt her mental footing begin to slip. She almost climaxed right as the third guard released himself in her. By now, Glimmer's insides were coated with a thick layer of stallion jizz. When the third guard pulled out of her and the fourth would surely take his place, Glimmer was shocked to see one of the maids that bullied her appear. The maid was wearing nothing but a guarder belt and stockings. Her nipples were tied together with a small, lightweight chain and clamps. Glimmer was shocked to see the maid fall to her knees, a blank obediant look on her face as she got close to Glimmer's dripping marehood. A shiver ran up Glimmer's spine followed by a warm sensation that nearly pushed Glimmer over the edge as the maid began licking the guard's spunk out of her. The feeling of a mare's tongue on her sensitive marehood caused Glimmer to gasp and moan. Glimmer felt her face grow warm as the maid's tongue entered into her and lapped up all the stallion sperm that coated her inner walls. Glimmer had to fight hard to stop herself from orgasm. She had to try hard to avoid looking at her, feeling that that might push her over the edge.

When the maid was done, Cadance called the maid over to her as well, claiming she needed some 'assistance' too. Glimmer's attention was redirected to two guards who picked her up off the bed. She was confused for a moment, but her questions were answered before she could fully form them in her mind. One smiled at her as he lowered her gently in the air, his member sliding into her like a sock. Glimmer let out a moan as her head began to feel fuzzy once again. Everything was made sensitive after being cleaned out by the maid. But Glimmer could fight it. She could push back the orgasm. She just had to think of her life she would lose again. 'Mom... Dad... Cadance... Twily...'

Just when she thought she could relax. The guard who lifted her was all the way inside her. She had her legs spread around him for leverage. Sure it was a different angle, but she was confident she could get him to finish before she did. Then an odd, new but familiar sensation causes her to shiver. She felt something cold rub against her exposed anus. Something wet. Then she felt something enter her, pushing a gasp out of her mouth. A finger?! A finger was in her butthole!

"Gatta get her nice and lubbed up. She's tight" a guard noted from behind Glimmer, pushing his finger up to the knuckle inside of her butthole.

'No... No, he can't!' Skilled though as the guard in front of her began playing with and teasing her small, perky breast, splitting her attention in two. Glimmer moaned uncontrollably, feeling her mind split. 'Think of mom... Dad... Twily...'

Then a new sensation began to flood Glimmer's mind. There was pressure coming from behind her as a new pair of hands grabbed ahold of her hips. That guard was doing it. Really doing it. He was pumping his hard stallion hood into her butt! She had never done anything like that I'm this body! She wasn't used to it! He did use a bunch of lube on her anus, kindly slipping some inside her with his fingers, but his dick was more massive than a finger and was going all the way inside of her! Glimmer let out a gasp as a second stallion cock filled her like she had never done before. Sure, she and Cadance fooled around with toys filling both holes, but the real one was different! It was warm, pulsed, and would eventually release!

Glimmer panted like crazy as her mind went blank. The sensation from her marehood and anus were overwhelming. Her body went limp as she felt the dicks inside her pump in and out of her, rubbing against the inner walls that separated the two. She couldn't help but smile blissfully like a slut as the guards had their way with her. Her breathing became heavier, her marehood felt wetter as it began to enjoy itself once again, and the balance and control Glimmer felt she had was fading like an out-of-control spinning top. Glimmer tried to think about her family to get herself to calm down, but it was no use.

'Mom... Dad... Twily...' Glimmer said to herself but then new, repressed memories began to flood her mind as her body began to feel the pressure rising.

Glimmer's mind brought her back briefly to when she, as a young, teenaged Shining Armor, looked through the crack on his parent's bedroom door and witnessed lovemaking for the first time. The blissful expression on his mother's face as his father had her on her hands and knees on the bed. Shining could see from where he stood his father's dick moving in and out of his mother as she begged between pants for him to go harder. Something that would fuel his wet dreams for years. Another repressed memory he had was of his younger sister Twilight Sparkle. He remembered teaching her about the differences between colts and fillies when she was coming of age and was curious. She told him books didn't seem to satisfy her inquisitive mind, so he presented himself to her, letting her touch, poke, and stroke his genitals. He didn't stop her when she removed her lower clothing to make the comparison to her own. One thing led to another, and Shining ended up getting his sister off for the first time with his hand. He was warped with guilt and pleasure. Twilight from that day on would always want to fool around in secret. She knew what they were doing was technically wrong, but not as bad as other things they could have been doing. Neither of them had put a stop to it until Twilight had to move away to Ponyville. She wasn't happy about losing out on him to Cadance, but let him go all the same.

'Cadance'

Looking over at her wife while suspended in the air by the two stallions who were double penetrating her, Glimmer caught a glimpse of Princess Cadance. Time seemed to stand still as Glimmer watched two stallions ejaculate onto Cadance's pink coat, like glaze on a strawberry-flavored cinnamon roll. A wide smile glowed on her face as she became showered with their seed. All the while she rode a lucky stallion below, gyrating her hips trying to milk him as well. Glimmer was able to see Cadance's lower lips seemingly kiss his pulsing rod as it slid in and out of her. Cadance's love juices coating it. Glimmer's mental blocks could no longer hold back the wage of pleasure. The dark fantasy image of her wife being used by so many stallions, the sensation of the two guards rubbing her insides, and the new want Glimmer had to go over and start licking the jizz off Cadance's naked body broke her mental fortress.

"Ahhhhh!!!!" Glimmer screamed as her floodgates broke, her pussy and ass tightness around the cocks that she now milked. Before her orgasm could decline she felt the wave of stallion cum shoot not only into her womb, but up her ass as well, and immediately pushed Glimmer into a mind-numbing second climax, one that pushed the last fragments of Shining Armor out of her mind as swiftly and unnoticeably as a carriage blows the fluff off a dandelion that grew too close to the road. Glimmer rode her orgasm out for several moments, her body milking every last drop of jizz from the guards who held her in the air. When she was done, the two guards gently placed Glimmer on the bed, her chest rising and falling with her calming breath. Her eyes were open but Glimmer's mind felt blank, like someone just erased most of everything she knew. She did recognize the voice of Princess Cadance, the princess of love, as she told the guards who just later Glimmer down that they would act as co-captains until Shining Armor returned from his overseas duties.

'Shining Armor' the voice was a faint memory in Glimmer's mind. 'Who is that?'

Glimmer weakly looked up at Cadance who glistened with the shine of stallion glaze. The princess had a kind, sweet smile on her face as she leaned down and kissed Glimmer on the lips. The way a wife might a husband before bed. "So sweet... And salty... Put those lips to good use..."

Before Glimmer could ask what the princess meant, the pink alicorn had positioned herself over the exhausted Glimmer so that her own dripping Marehood was lined up with Glimmer's mouth. Without hesitation or a second thought, Glimmer began licking Cadance's pussy clean of all the cum that filled her, the way the maid had done for her not long ago. She could taste the salty sweet mixture of Cadance's love juices mixed with several stallion's spunk. Glimmer no longer had any problem with lapping up the stallion's cum. She loved the taste, and couldn't figure out why she wouldn't. Her hand reached down to rub her dripping pussy when a hand stopped her. Glimmer was repositioned so her face was still in Cadance's pussy, but she was on her back, legs spread wide. Glimmer's mind was blank as she continued to lick Cadance clean, swallowing every last drop that came from it, never thinking what was going on between her legs. As she did, a cock of unknown ownership started to enter her again. Unable to see who or what was exactly using her, Glimmer wasn't expecting the owner to have such girth. They could have put Ritz and Shining Armor to shame, both in terms of length and width. This unknown stallion was very well endowed if he was even a stallion at all, and not some large beast like an adult dragon or chimera.

Princess Cadance moaned as Glimmer gasped underneath her, casting a wonderful vibrating sensation at her marehood. Cadence bit her lip as she watched the young Glimmer mindlessly eat her out. A wide smirk crossed her muzzle as the princess of love watched the ambassador from the Zebra lands enter slowly into what used to be her wife. Cadance watched with lusting eyes as Glimmer's barely legal pussy stretched to take in a stallion cock bigger than she even had in her wildest days. Glimmer's elastic tiny marehood was able to stretch to take the entire beast of a cock the Zebra had. Even Cadance had a hard time taking the Zebra's massive members at first. But after a weekend of 'negotiating' with their king, Cadance found she could handle them much easier, though walking hurt for a while after that.

'I almost envy you' Cadence thought about all the Zebra dick Glimmer was going to get as the Zebra king's concubine. She had had so much fun with the King she considered stealing him away, but that seemed like too much work. 'But I'm going to have more fun here, with my new hubby, and a whole bunch of royal guards. Enjoy the taste of my pussy while you can. You may not get it ever again...'

Underneath Cadance's velvety lips, Glimmer lapped happily at the sweet taste of the princess's love juices that replaced the salty stallion skeet Glimmer had been tasked with cleaning up. The stress and worry that were plaguing her mind had faded away, leaving only a joy for satisfying others with her body. As the last remnants of a life she forgot about faded away, so did the image of her old cutie mark. Glimmer didn't even remember having a cutie mark before. A new cutie mark had begun to glow on her side, as she found her new destiny. The image appeared to be a plush pillow in the shape of a heart.

Chapter 17

Hello Diary, this is me, Princess Cadance

Since my ex-husband/wife, Glimmer Sheild, can't write anymore, I'm here to help fill in the gaps and end this story. Mainly so I can look back fondly at this wonderful adventure we shared.

Shining Armor is, was, and always will be a wonderful stallion. Even better now that I found a royal guard to be the next him who has a strong sense of loyalty. And trust me, I tested him. Thoroughly. He's a great husband and loving father. The only thing I miss about the old Shining Armor was the way he spiked his mane. This new one believes doing it in a curved style as opposed to a spiked one is more appropriate to a father's image. Well, I guess it's alright. What matters is how well he fulfills his role as Shining Armor, Captain of the Crystal Guard, prince consort of the Crystal Empire, devoted husband, loving father, and perfect BBBFF to my sister-in-law, Twilight Sparkle.

I think my aunts suspects something about him. That he's different. But I tell them he's just matured since we became parents, and they let it go. It's my business after all. And it's not like those two don't have their dark and erotic secrets.

I've visited the Zebra lands several times since I sent Glimmer, now going by the name 'Pillow Talk', and Ritz, now going by the name 'Silk Charm'. They seem to be doing well. I put a spell on them to prevent pregnancy every time I go down there. The King did bring me to his private chambers multiple times during my visit and I got to enjoy the feel of Pillow Talk's magical mouth a time or two as she cleaned me after the king and I had our fun. I'm glad I was able to give her a happy life. The King told me she is very good at her job and is a hit with him, his sons, and their guests. She doesn't remember a thing beyond my preparation of her before shipping her off to the Zebra lands to serve under the Zebra King.

What might prove a problem is Twilight. I was sure I put all Shining Armor's memories in the new Shining Armor and erased all of his old ones from whoever he was before. But something might have gotten lost. And I think she suspects. I'll need to keep an eye on her.

I hate to do it, but If Twilight proves to be a problem, I may have to do the same to her as I did to her brother. It would be a shame if I had to turn the little filly I foal sat and love as a sister into a drooling, thirsty slut toy and remake her from some other, more worthy, mare. But I can do it. Easily. I've gotten better at it over the last year. It will be like she never left at all.

Honestly, I thought about doing it anyway and keeping Twilight as my sex slave.

The thought is getting me all hot.

Maybe I'll invite her over for a weekend mini vacation and make the change then. I do have special chambers I cleared out under the castle where Sombra used to keep all his junk. It would make a perfect sex dungeon.

Oh! Maybe I could slowly replace all her friends too! Make a collection of them and keep them in the sex dungeon. They all are so different, I'm sure I won't get bored with them. Maybe I'll even let them keep some of their memories, just to mess with them a bit. That yellow one is kinda cute, in a timid way. And the blue one looks like she knows how to please a mare.

What a wonderful idea!

Maybe I'll even start with her friends and leave Twily for last!

I'll have to let you know how it goes.

Bye, for now, Diary

Wish me luck on the collection.

Twilight couldn't believe what she had read. Her hands were trembling as she held the journal in her hands, a cold sweat ran down the back of her neck.

'This can't be real' Twilight told herself over and over again in her head, the words became a failing mantra at this point. Her breathing became fast and erratic as her sweaty hands clenched the book. Her head was spinning and the works were spinning in the opposite direction.

She had been invited to the Crystal Empire by her sister-in-law, Cadance, to venture into the underground section of the castle where Sombra kept his more personal belongings during his rule. While unpacking in the guest room, Twilight had found this book precariously placed between the mattress and headboard. Being her, Twilight couldn't help but take a peak. For the last hour or so, She couldn't put it down. She kept telling herself that this had to be a work of fiction. That it couldn't be real. That maybe Cadance, her brother, hell, even a maid, might just have a writing talent. Dark erotic writing, but still writing. That was possible, right? After all, Pinkie wrote that dark story about cupcakes and Rainbow told them that creepy story about the rainbow factory. Why wouldn't this be just another dark form of fiction!?

"What you got there, Twilight?" Cadance's silky voice slithered into Twilight's ear as the princess of love stood beside her, looking over her shoulder.r

Author's Note

Well, guys, that's it.

Thank you all for sticking by me through all of this. It was really fun.

I'm sorry I haven't been as active. What with the holidays, my work, and some health problems, thank you for reading. You all have been just great and supportive. I've developed as a writer from this experience. I don't know how much more erotic fan fiction I'll do. I am working on writing a book I want to publish. So we'll see.

I do plan on writing and entering a writing contest for a 'Cadances cuckold' contest. That one won't be nearly as dark as this one. I'll let you all know when I do that one.

Again, thank you all for following.

I take constructive criticism very well, so please, comment on your thoughts.

And before anyone makes the suggestion, yes, I have seen a few therapists and a psychiatrist, and I am mentally well. They just think I'm creative and this is a great outlet.

Chapter 2

4/21/2013

"I know you're just going to love it!" Cadance was practically floating on air as she walked around the bedroom, shutting and locking all the doors and windows before casing the silencing and darkening spells, preventing anyone from looking in on them.

'Whatever she has planned, it must be incredibly risque. Shining smirked watching this wife's thick plot bounce around in her sexy lingerie as she went from one end of the room to the next.

Cadance was wearing a brasserie, bra, panty, garter belt, and legging set that was black and partly transparent say for some elegant designs that hid her nipples, the wiring under her breasts at the base of the bra, as well as where her lower lips would be. Although the bra could be slid happily off her with just a few tugs on some side strings. The panties did the same but there was also a slit in the crotch that allowed Shining access to both her vagina as well as her asshole.

"You just about ready, hon?" Shining asked, not wanting to seem impatient.

"Ok... Yes! The room is secured!" Cadance flew over to Shining and began kissing him passionately. He was so involved in the kiss that he didn't notice she cast a spell to remove her sexy attire all in one flash of her horn.

"Why did you do that?" Shining was a little disappointed. H loved watching her undress. Her body was beautiful, but the act of removing the clothing excited him.

"Remember that 'special surprise?'?" Cadance was grinning from ear to ear, a mischievous look in her eye.

"Yeah..." Shining thought the lingerie WAS the surprise. Although, some of the royal guards and maids had seen her in less than that before, so if the lingerie was the surprise, it wouldn't make sense to fortify their bedroom as well as she did. Cadence was being extra cautious.

"Well... You trust me, right?" Cadance pressed again, pushing her breasts up as she did often when she wanted to try something Shining might not like in the bedroom.

"Yeah... I trust you" Shining's tone carries some slight hesitation and unease.

"Good! Close your eyes..." Cadance levitated a book up to her. Her hands roaming over the open pages of the old-looking book. "No peeking."

Shining did as his wife asked. His eyes remained shut and locked, partly out of fear of what he might see if he peaked. He couldn't tell, but his heart rate was racing slightly faster than normal. Other than that, he felt fine. Nothing felt out of the ordinary until Cadance, sounding slightly muffled, told him to open his eyes.

The sight Shining saw when he opened his eyes again nearly sent him falling over the edge of the bed. "What the hell, Cadance!? Is that... You!?"

Sitting across from him with a pair of loving bedroom eyes was a thin, strong, but slightly elegant stallion alicorn, covered in a pink coat, a chiseled chest, and abs with a long pink, purple, and yellow mane that swayed slightly as he moved his head. The stallion. Looked like he belonged on the cover of one of his sister's harlequin books.

"You better believe it and take a look at yourself" The stallion that Cadance became smirked, directing Shining to look at the mirror that hung above the canopy above their bed.

Shining was Shocked a second time. He saw a very attractive unicorn mare looking back at him. She had a two-tone blue mane, cut short and jagged much like most other mares in the royal guard, with large breasts, maybe even larger than Cadance's had been, a firm, but not toned stomach, and thick round hips that melted into a part of thick thighs most stallions would love to have sat on their muzzles.

Moving to touch his face, Shining saw the mare make the same movements. SHE then tore his attention away from his reflection to look his own body up and down, just the way Cadance was out of the corner of her eye. Shining played with her breasts, feeling how soft and sensitive they were, causing her to let out an uncontrollable moan. She bit her lip to silence herself but it was too late, Cadance had heard her.

"Seems your breasts are sensitive, but why don't you try out the other goods" Cadance smirked and she stroked her new stallion hood, pointing to Shining's lower regain.

Shining was no stranger when it came to mare bits. Being married to Cadance, he had a vagina in his face almost every day. He knew all the most sensitive areas of Cadance's marehood, how to set her off,how to build her up, and multiple ways to make her climax, but never had he ever played with another mare's pussy. Granted, she guessed it was HER pussy, and that made it ok. But still, having a stallion, let alone her wife, and husband? Whatever. It was Cadance, no matter the gender, watching her, made Shining feel... Naughty.

Her lower half suddenly felt like it was on fire. It was wet at the same time. She couldn't close her legs, something was forcing them open. Shining also couldn't help herself but slide a hand down her stomach, just past her pubic area, covered in blue hairs just like when she was a stallion, until her fingers found her soft, velvety lower lips. Shining let out a small gasp again as a bolt of electricity shot through her entire body.

"Feels good?" Cadance smiled at the white mare on her bed.

"You have no idea" Shining answered, no longer caring about anything going on except the wave of pleasure that she was growing in.

"Oh, I think I know, but I'm curious how THIS will feel" Cadance stood up and presented Shining with a dick that was easily a few inches longer and thicker than his own had been. Granted, Shining never cared much about his length, being average-sized, and in a world where the population of mares to stallions was 10 to 1, he never felt embarrassed.

Something overcame Shining as she watched Cadance look at her, a flash of lust and desire flared in his eyes as he casually stroked his dark pink-colored dick in front of her. Shining started to get that warm feeling again, but this time it was in her chest as well, causing her nipples to harden as well as her lower lips to tremble. She wanted nothing more than to touch herself, but something else was on her mind.

"Why don't you come over here and show me what you can do" Cadance ordered Shining, a cocky grin plastered across his muzzle. His eyes had some effect over Shining, unlike anything he had become when they were their original genders. Sure, Cadance had bedroom eyes that got Shining hard and horny, but this was something else. Like Shining couldn't say 'no'. Not that she really she wanted to.

Without meaning to, Shining had gotten onto all fours and crawled across the bed to where Cadance was standing, dick throbbing, looking very appetizing. Shining had never, ever sucksd a stallion's dick before. On an occasion or two, Cadance had him go down on a strap-on, but that couldn't. It was a toy. This was real flesh and blood. But when Cadence's rod was inches from Shining's mare muzzle, instinct kicked in. Shining opens her mouth and stuck out her tongue. She licked the round, flat tip of Cadance's dick, knowing exactly where SHE liked having been licked, and did what Cadance had done for HER when she had a dick. Shining jumped a little when she felt fingers run through her hair.

"That's great... You're going such a good job" Cadance complements Shining, Causing her to blush. "Now, why don't you try and swallow..."

A little hesitant, Shining stopped licking the tip and moved to licking up and down the sides. Cadance had asked for her to... Swallow his dick, but from what she had remembered, it's wise to, well, lube it up, before attempting to do that. Shining couldn't help but slide her finder past her mound again until they reached her slit. As she licked up and down Cadance's throbbing stallion hood, She found herself incredibly turned on, with her only release being with her hand at the moment. She was so sensitive, she felt like her knees would give way at any moment. The sexual high she was getting from licking Cadance's dick while touching herself was unimaginable when she was a stallion.

Now that she had licked every inch of Cadance's rod, Shining pulled back, and look up at Cadance with a nervous, sheepish expression, only for it to burn away with the red-hot intensity of stallion Cadance's gaze. Shining didn't remember opening her mouth, but she soon found the tip she had been paying especially attention to was now in her mouth. She found it hard to take more than a few inches of Cadance's thick meat down.

"Relax your throat..." Cadance gently instructed as she compressed Shining's cheek with his soft hands. "Breath through your nose and let it just... slide in..."

Shining did as Cadance instructed and relaxed her throat as best she could. The massive dick somehow slid past Shining's back molars and down her throat with ease. Shining relaxed by taking a few breaths through her nose and looking up at Cadance for approval. She was happy to see Cadance smiling with his eyes closed as he slid more and more of his dick down her throat.

'I feel so glad that I can do this for him' Shining smiled as more and more dick slid down his throat. She had to concentrate on breathing through her nose because her entire throat was full of Cadance's cock

When Cadance's balls met Shining's chin, Cadance looked back down and smiled at the little white mare. "Not bad. Better than I did OUR first time, remember? Now, let's keep going..."

It didn't take Shining long to guess what Cadance meant. She felt Cadance's thick, warm cock slide back out of her throat, only to stop near the back of her mouth before sliding back down again. The first ten or fifteen slides were hard for Shining. He had to constraine not to bite down or try and breathe through her mouth. But after that, she found she began to bob her head in rhythm to Cadance's thrusts, and even looked up at Cadance as he flashed his lustful eyes upon her. Shining now had two finders digging around her pussy, but not too deep. She felt it. Shining had a hymen and guessed what Cadance wanted to do next. The rhythm increased, and Shining could tell by the aggressive look on Cadance's muzzle that he was close.

'I'm going to swallow it' She thought. The idea would have repulsed Shining if he was a stallion. But right now, Shining Armor, the petite, thick little mare wanted to suck all of Cadance's baby gravy down like she was a thirsty wild animal.

Several more violent trusts with his balls hitting Shining's chin, and Cadance felt a flash like he had never felt before. Something just as primal took him over as he grabbed hold of Shining Armor's head and shoved his dick down her throat. Cadance felt rope after rope shoot through her dick and out of her tip, down into Shining's stomach. A sudden idea popped into his head. Cadance, near the second to last blast, slid his dick out of Shining's mouth, much to her surprise, then shot one blast of his cum on her face, some of it making it onto her tongue, the rest of it on her cheek and chin, and his final shot splattered across her chest. Despite just shooting off nuts full of jizz onto and inside Shining Armor, Cadance was still rock hard, his alicorn balls refilling with sperm as he stood there, staring at a glazed Shining Armor.

"What the hell, Cadance!?" Shining Armor's high-pitched voice sounded whiny, but in truth, she was incredibly turned on. The feel of jizz on her breast and face, the taste of it that landed on her tongue, and the overwhelming smell of Cadance's spunk that now coated her body. Shining felt marked, owned, and completely turned on.

Before she knew it, Shining was being pulled to the center of the bed, her wrists tied together above her head by a glowing light blue magical aura. She gasped at the sudden burst, eyes wide as Cadanace crawled into their bed, his eyes narrowed on her, mouth stretched into a long smile as he slid onto the bed, like a hungry predator. His eyes fell on her marehood. His horn glowed brighter, summoning two more clouds of translucent pink to appear on both of Shining Armor's angles. A force pulled Shining's bent legs apart, exposing Shining's pussy to Cadance. Instinct kicked in for him as well.

Cadance slowly lowered himself to Shining's glistening marehood, the sweet aroma coming from her made Cadance's dick twitch. So much did he want to just penetrate her and ride her like the wild stallion he was, but Cadance knew better, and instead decided to make Shining crave him, beg for him, yern for him, desire him, need him. Cadance planted gentle kisses, first going from Shining's right knee, trailing down to her inner thigh, causing a moan to escape her lips and her leg to tremble. Cadance knew she couldn't control this reaction and loved every moment of it. He blew a gentle breath on Shining Armor's exposed lower lips, forcing a squeaking moan from her lips. Cadance smiled at how cute Shining Armor had become. As he began trailing down Shining Armor's other knee, slowly making his way back to her winking vagina, Cadance had a funny thought 'Maybe I should keep her like this. She could be my sex toy. I take her out any time I want to rut a good, fuckable mare...'

But the thought was quickly pushed from his mind as he returned to the task at hand. Cadance was once again facing down a mare's most private parts, put on display just for her. He smiled as he took in the details of Shining's vaginal lips. Cadance took a single finger, running it up from where Shining's new asshole was, up the base of her new vagina dripped with her love juices, sliding up towards the top where Cadance quickly found Shining's little button. As he teased her, Shining kept moaning and squeaking beautifully and cried like neither of them had ever heard before.

She was on the verge of orgasm simply from Cadance's teasing. She had never felt such bliss as a mare's raising orgasm. Without thinking, the idea popped into Shining's head 'We have to do this more often...'

Before she could rethink what she was saying, Shining's back striatened as a new wave of pleasure shot through her entire body. Her legs, back, and arms stiffened, she could suddenly feel her anus tightening up, her nipples harden, and her new vaginal canal pulse as something warm and soft touched and played with her lower lips. It reminded her of when she and Cadance made out when they were teenagers. Unable to stop herself, Shining Armor let out a scream as fireworks went off in her brain, pleasure like none she had ever felt before made her mind go blank and her body feel like she was being shot from a canon going a million miles per hour only to land on a cloud made of cotton candy. It was several moments before Shining came down from her first female orgasm. It was beyond anything he could have imagined.

Sitting at the center of the bed was a very satisfied, but still thirsty Cadance, wiping mare juices from his lips. "You taste pretty good, Shining. Maybe even better than I do."

After several moments, Shining was able to form somewhat of sentences "I don't... Know... You taste... pretty nummy...."

"I hope you're ready for the main course" Cadance's magical bonds released Shining, not that they were needed. Standing over Shining's weakened body, Cadance smiled down at her like a hungry predator about to pounce on its prey. Shining had never felt more vulnerable, more scared, and more turned on in her life.

"Don't stop... Please..." Shining begged in a shaky voice, barely able to form words as her pussy winked at Cadance, craving his thick stallion meat.

"Ready to lose your V-card all over again?" Cadance asked as he positioned himself, one hand over Shining's right shoulder, the other positioning the top of his dick with her entrance. The heat coming off Shining's pussy was so hot, Cadance thought it would melt his dick.

"Yes..." Shining begged in a weak voice.

"Huh? What was that?" Cadance joked, taking his hand away from his dick. "Speak up! I can't hear you!"

Taking a deep breath, her cheeks flushed, turning bright red as Shining yelled "Please! Fuck my pussy! Fuck me like a wild animal!"

"You got it, sweetie" Cadance smiled, triumphant. Taking in the adorable look of desperation her former husband-turned-mare had plastered all across her cute face.

Only when Cadance's rock-hard, pulsing dick began to venture into Shining Armor's virgin vagina did she realize that 1) she was a virgin, and from what he was told, this would hurt like hell. But more importantly 2) Cadance was an Alicorn. So as a stallion, Shining's slightly-larger-than-average build made him equal in size to hers. But as a mare, Shining was a cute, petite little mare, and Cadance, a stallion now, although he retained the slender and elegant elements he had as a mare, was now towering over Shining. And his cock looked like something that could easily impale her.

"Don't worry" Cadance flashed the nervous Shining confident smile as he leaned closer to her ear and whispered, "I'll be gentle..."

Shining's heart began to race as the warm tip of Cadance's cock spread her virgin pussy lips apart. Her eyes went wide with both excitement and fear as she felt her lower half being spread. At first, the action was smooth, her dripping mare juices begging for relief. Cadance didn't have to venture deep into Shining before she reached his hymen.

"Take a breath, and relax...." Cadance offered the advice to the trembling Shining.

Doing as Cadance suggested, Shining took a few breaths to relax, but on the third breath, Cadance moved his cock deeper into her, ripping through her hymen. Shining screamed, both out of pain and pleasure. A smile sneered across her face as she felt the alicorn's cock sliding into her, spreading her wide open. There was a little pain from the initial tearing of her virgin wall, but the pleasure radiating from her marehood more than outweighed the pain. It was so amazing that Shining's face reflected nothing other than pure, unfiltered, blissful lust. Cadance smiled at his handiwork, glad to see he could pleasure a mare just as well as a stallion. Shining's pussy was so hot, Cadance almost thought he could cook a hot dog in there. His dick felt like it was melting with the combination of the heat surrounding his cock, as well as the mixture of Shining's love juices and blood.

"Taking your virginity feels so good" Cadance chuckled as he slid his dick into Shining, the tip of his dick reaching the edge of Shining's uterus. Shining's expression went from bliss to shock when a thought crossed her mind.

"Wait! Won't I get pregnant?" Shining squeaked, her walls squeezing around Cadance's dick more as if trying to actively milk him.

"Oh? What a sweet thought" Cadance smirked. "You would make such a lovely mother."

Without answering Shining or addressing the obvious issue that bothered her, Cadance just started to slowly pull her cock out, and drag it along Shining's collapsing inner walls. The sudden lack of something filling her up made Shining hesitate and want more, wanting to stop Cadance from pulling out. But she was in inner turmoil. The mare in her was more than willing to bear the child of Cadance's while the stallion in her was thinking about all the things wrong with that. The fear disappeared as Cadance slid his dick slowly back inside Shining's pussy. Shining moaned out in delight at the sudden return of the thick, hard alicorn cock. Looking down at her stomach, Shining expected to see a grove of where Cadance's cock was sliding in and out of her. It was silly and impossible, but still, Shining's eyes watched her stomach where she knew Cadance's dick was moving around. At the moment, Shining could care less about anything other than the dick that was sending more bolts of electricity into her small, curvy body.

"Maybe I'll keep you like this" Cadance suggested as he started picking up his rhythm, moving his hips faster and faster, his hands on either side of Shining's head, while Shining just lay there with her legs sprawled out, and bent in the air, begging to be bucked like a slutty sorority girl. She moaned at the comment in a way that made Cadance's dick twitch.

"Maybe I'll even breed you" Cadance kept going, picking up the pace. "I'll knock you up, you'll bear my child, then, after you give birth, I'll knock you up again. I'll just keep you pregnant with my babies for the rest of our lives. How would you like that?"

The worry that should have been attached to the thought of being nothing more than a breeding machine for Cadacne should have filled Shining with worry, but for some reason unknown to Shining, she was incredibly turned on by the thought of Cadance knocking her up.

"Yes!" Shining screamed as Cadance pick up the pacing mare, the wet slapping noise quickly filling the air. The natural aroma of their bedroom was overpowered by the smell of their sex. "Yes! Fuck me! Breed me! Make me your bitch!"

Standing up on his knees, Cadance stopped his pumping only for a moment as he grabbed both of Shining's thick legs, striated them out like a V on either side of his head, then quickly resumed pounding Shining's pussy. Shining resumed moaning and panting, louder now, her hands on either side of her, squeezing tightly on the bed sheets.

"I guess I better give my new broodmare what she wants," Cadance said as one of his hands dropped from grasping Shining's thigh to just below her patch of blue pubic hair. It wasn't hard for Cadance to find Shining's clit and to know just how to tease it till she couldn't stand it.

Shining gasped at Cadance's touch, followed quickly by screaming as her second orgasm came in an explosion, causing Shining's body to jump and the in a way that made her first orgasm seem like nothing. Her pussy now squeezed around Cadance's cock, trying to milk it for everything she could. Despite her pussy's best efforts, though, Shining couldn't get the spunk out of Cadance's dick just yet.

When Shining's body stopped writhing around, Cadance flipped her onto her hands and knees, never taking his dick out of her pussy. Shining knew what she was doing as easily as she knew to take a breath. Now on her hands and knees, Shining felt Cadance continue again as he grabbed ahold of her waist. Cadance didn't waste any time and picked right back into his fast rhythm, causing more moans to mix with pants to escape her lips. Even though Shining had cum twice, she already felt a third one building up. Her knees were shaking as she fought to remain standing.

A sudden grasp of her breasts caused Shining to let out her most feminine scream yet. The sensation of Cadance's hands fondling Shining's breast was something she wasn't used to yet, even less than having her pussy pounded. Leaning in and whispering to Shining as he continued to slowly slide in and out of her dripping pussy, Cadance whispered to her "These are going to help keep all our foals well fed...Maybe I'll even fuck you while you breastfeed."

Cadance then pinched Shining's nipples, simulating a small mouth on her breast, causing Shining's heart to start pounding faster and faster. "Yes! Fuck me! Breed me! Make me your slut!"

"Slut, huh? Well, if you insist..." Cadnce picked up the pace as he continued to tease and play with Shining's breasts which he was slightly jealous of. They had been slightly bigger when he was a mare. But that also made him enjoy playing with them more.

Faster and faster, Cadance began moving in and out of Shining's soaked mare hole, the wet sound of their loins as they smashed together, was music to Cadance's ears. The feel of having his cock deep inside some thirsty mare felt amazing, not better than a good dicking, but pretty great. What made it better was the power he seemed to have over his lovely little Shining. He bet he could make her agree to anything. Cadance made a mental note to make plans for the most erotic things to do later now that he could be the stallion. Of course, Cadance would have to plan all of that around Shining being pregnant.

That thought made Cadance smirk.

"I'm close!' Cadance felt the pressure building up again, just like when he had filled Shining's mouth and marked her as his with his spunk. Shining's walls began to close tightly around Cadance's cock, her marehood begging for stallion seed. "Do you want me to breed you?"

Fear flashed in Shining's mind for a moment.

What would the crystal ponies think? The Crystal guards who he commanded? Her parents? Her sister? Shining had never heard about something like this happening. She pictured going to tell them that, wearing a dress, with an obvious baby bump. The masculine, cool stallion refused to be nothing more than a breeding mare. But something else deep inside took over.

"Breed me!" Shining begged in the cutest, most lust-covered scream yet. "Fuck me! Make me your bitch!"

It only took several more pumps before Cadance felt the electricity shoot through his own body, connected to the several blasts of stallion cum shooting deep into Shining's womb. Shining stopped moving as she felt the warm sensation of Cadance's jizz actually shooting past her vaginal walls and deep into her deepest mare parts. There was no avoiding it. Her uterus was being filled fast with so much sperm that pregnancy would have been unavoidable. She moaned as the third rope of Cadance's cum shot into her, her third orgasm caused her to fall flat on her face. The only thing that kept her knees from giving in was Cadance. Once he was done filling Shining up with his baby gravy, Cadance pulled his somewhat flaccid dick out of Shining's manhood. A smile spread thinly across Cadance's face as he watched his milky white seed pour out of Shining's winking pussyhole.

"Clean me up" Cadance ordered as he shakily got up and walked over to Shining's head.

Shining didn't even process what Cadance was saying until Cadance's semi-hard dick was again in her face. Just like a slut, Shining leaned over, her body heavy and dead from the intense session they just had, and began licking the juices from Cadance's dick. A mixture of his seed, Shining's fluid, and the blood from Shining's virginity coated it. She no longer cared what the crystal ponies, the guards, or even her parents or sister thought of her being nothing more than a chambermaid to Cadance.

All Shining wanted was to be fucked by this cock. As she licked every inch of Cadance's cock clean, Shining's fingers slid back to her dripping pussy and began rubbing it, Cadance's cum sticking to her fingers as she did.

Author's Note

This was interesting to write, having to pay close attention to the pronouns, having to use their names more then their respective pronouns. It was a slight challenge.

There is an Easter egg here, lets see if you guys can find it.

Also, to the readers, if you just wanted some smut to read and enjoy, you can stop with this chapter. The only thing you will learn from reading further that would tie into this chapter is Cadance can't get Shining pregnant. If you want to read more about why, you can read the next chapter.

But going further, things will get darker. You have been warned.

Chapter 12

9/27/13

I had started my day off as I normally did in this new life, hitting the gym. After hitting my normal machines and about 10k on the treadmill, I was about to hit the showers really fast and think about how best to spend the rest of my day off, when a familiar face came at me from out of nowhere.

"Lily!" Glimmer was shocked and happy to see her new best friend, a little hesitant to hug her because she was covered in sweat.

"Glimmy!" Lily addresses Glimmer by her pet name as she practically jumped into a hug. The filly had come out of her shell after being around Glimmer so much. A fact that Glimmer took a little pride in. Lily didn't even seem to care that she was now covered in Glimmer's sweat.

Glimmer smiled and accepted the embrace, returning the affection of the hug. After a warm embrace, the two mares separated their bodies but kept holding hands.

"What have you been up to? I haven't seen you in, like, forever" Glimmer commented, looking Lily up and down. She certainly looked well. So well she practically glowed to her. Her mane was done up in a slightly cuter, bouncier way, pulled back with a new hair clip to show her beautiful face. Lily had on a cream-colored skirt that was just above the knees, matched with a new top that showed off some of her midsection that was right and complemented her bust. 'Not bad. That coltfriend of hers must go nuts when he sees her like this. I know I would if I was her boyfriend.'

"Well... I kinda have been with... My coltfriend..." Lily blushed and giggled between statements as she often did when she thought and spoke about her coltfriend.

"You're going to have to introduce me to this lucky guy" Glimmer cocked a half smile at Lily but her eyes looked over her head and at some stallion entering the gym. Her heart jumped into her throat.

Entering the gym, as if out of Glimmer's dreams, was the stallion whom Glimmer had thought about so much for months, who filled her heart with a rainbow of emotions, whose very foal Glimmer was carrying in her. Casually walking towards Glimmer, was no pony other than Turbulance. The grey, wet behind the ears, eager to prove himself, but humble, stallion who made hot passionate love to Glimmer those few but so many moons ago. Or, at least he made love to a disguised Glimmer. At that moment, everyone else, including Lily, disappeared from Glimmer's world. Leaving just her and Turbulance.

'What should I do!? Should I apologize for leaving that night!? Should I reintroduce myself!? Should I play it cool!? Should I ask to go get coffee or something!? Should I tell him about... The foal!?' Glimmer's heart was pounding like crazy as she struggled with what to say. A million different things ran through her mind all at once of his reactions to the various statements she could say to him at this exact moment.

None of what she could think of to say was said. Instead, it was Lily's turn to say something for once and Glimmer's unfortunate fate to become mute.

"This is my Coltfriend, Turbulance" Lily giggled and wrapped herself around Turnulance's bicep, giving him a peck on the cheek.

Glimmer's heart shattered. All the possible things she could have said to the colt who ruled her dreams somehow went mute. She felt a whole new array of emotions replace her shattered ones. Feelings of guilt, betrayal, and several other feelings only a mare could begin to understand that Glimmer herself was experiencing for the very first time. She was only made aware that she was just standing there awkwardly when someone cleared their throat.

"Ugh, oh, what did you say?" Glimmer shook her head clear.

"Well, I said 'Hello, nice to meet you. I'm Turbulance" The grey pegasus stallion held out his hand for Glimmer who hesitated and then acted as if she suddenly remembered how to shake somepony's hand. "You must be Glimmer. Lily's told me all about you. I'm glad my fillyfriend has such a great friend to help her out at work."

"Why don't we all get some tea and cake?" Lily suggested, beaming with such joy she was practically bouncing.

"Sounds good to me" Turbulance shot her a smile before returning his attention to Glimmer. "Would you like to have tea with us? I'd love to get to know Lily's best friend."

'I can't say no' Glommer thought. 'If I do that, Lily might think I hate her coltfriend! But I can't just go out with them like he wasn't the stallion I've been thinking about for months who knocked me up! But he doesn't even know that I'm the pony he met at the bar! Much less that I'm carrying his foal!'

"Ugh, Glimmer, you ok?" Lily spoke up this time, though both she and her coltfriend seemed a little off-put by Glimmer's sudden blank moments of reaction.

"Oh, uh, Yes! Tea! Tea sounds great! I love tea! Drink it every day! But, er, I need to shower and change!" Glimmer made a motion of smelling under her armpit and an expression of her selling bad. "Oh, yeah! I need a good shower. How about I meet you two there? Say, in about, an hour?"

"Great! Same place as always?" Lily asked as if there were so many tea and cake shops in the Crystal Empire.

"You bet! See you two love birds there!" Glimmer waved bye to the two and left quickly for the locker room.

Once in a shower stall, Glimmer turned on the shower and let the not-temperature water hit her bare body as her back pressed against a wall. She slid down, her body now soaking wet, her muffled cries were drowned out by the sound of the shower head. Glimmer curled up, her knees to her chest with her arms wrapped around them as she tried to get her breathing under control. But her sobs didn't show any signs of stopping.

'Just get it all out here...' Glimmer told herself as her tears ran harder. 'You need to be happy for Lily... And Turbulance... It wouldn't have worked out between you and him anyway... They are both good ponies... They deserve each other... They will take care of one another...'

Images of Lily's beautiful, elegant, naked body appeared in Glimmer's mind. She narrowed her eyes and smiled at Glimmer as blew her a kiss. Moments later, a pair of strong, grey arms wrapped around her naked body. Turbulanc's head hung off next to the side of Lily's as he began kissing her neck. The expression on her face was one of pure bliss. A small explosion on her muzzle after a thrust from behind let Glimmer know that he entered her. Lily bit her lip as she closed her eyes to the world and lost herself in the stallion she was one with. Turbulence was holding her in his embrace, tightly, but tenderly, the same way he had made it to Glimmer moons ago.

"They deserve each other..." Glimmer said out loud as she looked up from her knees, tears still streaming from her eyes, trying to convince herself that what was happening was for the best. For all of them.

Author's Note

Ok, in all honesty, who saw that coming?

For posterity reasons, I want to know how obvious my subtle hints in the previous chapters were.

What gave it away of anything that Turbulance was Lily's SSP?