Another time, Another life

"Alex..... don't give up, i know you can do this but your not afraid beacuseim with you dont give up brother....Stay brave...." a familiar voice called out in the void of darkness of Alex's dreams he never really did dream he imagined other people had very nice dreams but for him it was either reminders of the painful past he wanted to forget or like this a blank void of nothingness......

"spencer, where are you...."

Alex called out to the void but nobody answered.......

"Typical" Alex said under his breath

"Well at least he's ok that's something." Alex got up and began walking around the empty void it was always dark but he was never conscious for it....."weird, it's like Luna's dream realm but empty. Maybe it's because I'm a human in a pony world and im now exposed to actual magic. Or maybe it's because I'm awake for the first time....." Alex didn't know which he found worse the idea of a human like him with the ability to use actual magic or the fact his world was just and illusion and he broke through it by dying.

"Either option is bad for me, i dont want to end up like.....no stop be positive like spencer would want you to be."

Alex remembered his brother words

[Flashback to a few years ago]
Alex had just broken things off with his toxic family members and came crying to his brother and stepfather like he used to do.

"Spencer with out you I don't know what I'd doooo your the only person who cares about mmeeee!"

Alex was crying so much his he looked like shit

"Alex you can't keep crying to me everytime something bad happens I love you but your 25 now, and i get it you were neglected for along time but im not you pillow."

"But but spencer I-I need"

Alex litsen to me if you ever take something I say to heart take this to heart don't let the world push you around if you let people walk over you they will you need to protect what you believe in and care about your father neglected you and your grandmother manipulated you into doing what she wanted you to do bit you stood up to them and I'm proud of you."

"Your stronger then you think Alex and dome day your going to do Great things."

"I know your afraid but your the bravest person I know, and I'll be here to help you as long as I can be."

"Now stop being so negative and pessimistic and look at the brightside your free and nobody can hurt you now."

"So promise me you be more positive from now and and that you'll protect what YOU care about."

"Ok spencer I promise."

Alex snapped back to reality "hmmm I hate making promises but that was probably the best one I could have made thank you spencer."

A light began shining in the dark void

"Well looks like I'm waking up, see you spencer."

"You know what? I've always wanted to do this. Come at me! light of dawn!"

Alex began running towards the bright light he felt as if his journey was finally starting and this time he was going to do everything he could to bring honor to his brother and stepfather for everything they did in his last life...

"That's a promise."