You Shouldn't Have Missed Valentine's Day

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After the long kiss, you cannot stop thinking about Trixie Lulamoon.

Everything feels so suddenly different now after you made out with Trixie Lulamoon…

Time itself suddenly seems to go by faster than it should, but you’re afraid to see her in the halls again.

After the first week was finally through, you managed to put your defenses back up, but something that had now broken it was inside of your fortress with you, and you were trapped inside your own walls you put up with it.

No more events are happening for the moment, but how are you going to forget about THAT thing that happened with Trixie?

You’ve never been kissed like that in your entire life, and she probably hasn’t either.

From now on, you’ve been eating lunch away from the cafeteria, thankful that a new schedule swap in the school year left you with no other class periods with Trixie. Hopefully, you can continue to ignore her and slowly forget about this (again).

You have to, you absolutely must.

You’ve been hyper-focusing on your school assignments now, but everything just feels so muddled and mixed up inside now.

You’re all stirred up. Perpetually.

As the end of February approaches, this thing stirring you up inside that you’ve trapped with you within the walls you had built to keep it out… it’s occasionally erecting monuments to Trixie.

Erecting stiff monuments to Trixie Lulamoon inside of your underwear…

As more days do try to go by, you make your best attempts to ignore this, to forget that time when you made out with Trixie Lulamoon in the hallways while thankfully no one was around to catch you two.

Why can’t you go back to February when you were more stable? When you were safe from these intrusive thoughts about Trixie Lulamoon?

Keep your head down in early March as you remain focused on your school work as you remember that deep long kiss from Trixie you can still feel and taste in your memory. It’s getting you all clumsy and scramble-minded. What has she done to you?

No, you promised you’d have moved on by now, but the only way to have that happen is by going back in time and no longer slipping into the future where the pressure upon you is getting stronger and stronger.

You just… you gotta have more…

Everything feels so suddenly different now after you made out with Trixie Lulamoon~

You start thinking like an idiot as more days go on… can’t stop thinking about it all in a silly cartoonish way that completely warps your entire character with yourself somehow.

Does that even make sense? You can’t even see if it does through the fact that you need Trixie Lulamoon again!

You miss her so much!

You miss her taste… you miss her touch… you miss… her…

Can’t get enough of how she willingly made you touch her chest like that, made you feel up her soft boobies…

You got to touch Trixie Lulamoon’s soft boobies while she ferociously kissed you on the lips, making out with you and making you taste her saliva in your mouth…

More time goes on, which means more erosion of whatever it was that was keeping your mind off of Trixie Lulamoon. Now you can’t stop whispering her name to yourself.

You can’t let her win… she wants you to simp for her! That HAS to be why she kissed you!

But if that was the only reason… it wouldn’t have lasted so long…

Feeling her great and powerful body up against yours as you held eachother in your arms, her sweet lips interlocking with yours…

It’s driving you crazy, what are you thinking to yourself?! You CAN’T allow yourself to love Trixie! You have to resist… somehow…

As late March closes in, the hardest part of this becomes apparent to you.

The hardest thing to resist.

She WANTS you!

The fact that she kissed you for so long and encouraged you to grope her, the fact that you loved it so much and need to have more, is only magnified by the fact that if you wanted to do it again right now, she would absolutely welcome it!

How the hell are you going to resist a hot girl you want who wants you too?!

How have you already forgotten about how dramatic and theatrical she was about everything?

Does it just not matter to you anymore?

Why can’t you think straight, why can’t you be your normal self whenever you think about Trixie Lulamoon?

This is spiraling out of control, especially when you’re alone in bed.

The kissing incident was so long ago now, yet it feels like it still just happened!

You need Trixie…

You NEED Trixie~!

Waking up one morning, or maybe it’s early enough to still be the middle of the night, you hear the last part of your sleep-talking: “I long for you, Trixie Lulamoon~!”

April Fool’s Day was yesterday/today, which also happens to be Veneralia…

You may not remember a lot in this moment, but you only just now realized that Principal Cadance was visiting the school on that very day. It doesn’t feel like a coincidence.

With your brain half-working, you can only hold the mental capacity to figure out that you have very strong morning wood going on in your boxers, and all sorts of thoughts about Trixie Lulamoon in your mind. And you’re mentally still in a dream-like state.

Not really thinking critically, just honest and raw about your base urges.

And it is in this moment when you make the mistake that will cost you your free will; you complete the ritual by stroking yourself to the thought of Trixie Lulamoon, saying her name the entire time.

And as you finish, the deal is sealed.

Cadance probably sensed that from far far away…

The phase one that was snuck in is now complete.

What a way to kick off the beginning of April; you aren’t meant to make it to the end.