Saqura's Dream
A Secret Elf Lolie: 5 (Ms. Lollitah)
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Ms. Saqura's POV
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Ms. Electra Junii's POV
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A Secret Elf Lolie: 5 (Ms. Lollitah)
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I had just returned to my room, after the shower; secretly enjoying the revelation, she had put before me in the shower. (Could I ever dare to reveal, what she had just explained to me?) .
But if I could not reveal, what she had just taught me; then how could I be enjoying, what I had just learned about myself? There is but the one way, to go about it; I can only step out of my closet, if none were to recognize me, in the first place. Could she even do that, for me? Or, is that to me?
Either way, I had to ask her; to learn her thoughts on the matter, and if she could help me out.
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“Hope..” I had whispered; “there is something, I need to ask of you; if you could help me, to blend in and appear as if I had been someone else..” I explain; “so that I can be the Elf you taught me; I love to be!” I put forth; stumbling over the words, in my insecurity and embarrassment.
“Wait, Saqura..” she urges; ”let me see, if I got your question right here..” she continues; “You want me, to change you so much; none could possibly recognize you, as you walk out as the Elf your hidden, inner persona had been revealed to be?” she inquires.
“I don’t dare, to show myself as that elf you found me to be; so I need you to change me, enough to make it impossible for others to recognize me as that Elf!” I concede.
“I could change your form, beyond recognition if it is your wish; if you can play the part, as it is my specialty to change shape at a moment’s notice!” Hope points out.
“I understand, that I am taking a chance; but my inner Elf just wants to be able to go out, to stretch her legs and walk openly among others!” I explain.
“As I thought..” she responds; “Now I just need to see your inner Elf, so that I can grant you the wish: to be her, the Elf inside outside!” she puts forth.
“Elves are commonly depicted with a light complexion, almost white, blond and supposedly very beautiful..” I explain.
“Oh, okay..” she exclaims; “I guess this should be only too much fun!” she points out.
“Could you start, with giving me the thigh long, golden blond hair?” I inquire.
“Since I am already covering your head..” she responds, as she is permitting my hair grow down to my thighs.
“Now I need these large, deep Sapphire blue eyes and a small, childish nose..” I continue.
“As you wish..” she responds, as she is changing my face to comply with my description of the Elven beauty image.
“I guess; I should change your appearance to match your age, as the Elf you are!” she suggests, as I can feel myself change.
I continue to explain; what image I had made, based on what I picture an elf to look like. (Of course; she is still making me into the Lowland Elf, based on my appearance and customs such as she had understood them this far.)
“Should I add the tail I love so much, to my inner image of the Elf I yearn to be?” I inquire.
“If this tail is a part of you; then the tail is to be a part of your body, as well!” she explains.
“Since your old clothes can’t fit your new body, as the Elf you are; I will just have to give you something to wear, so you can go out!” she explains; granting me panties, top, skirt and blouse I can be seen in outside. (If only I had a mirror on hand, but I guess this would just have to make due.)
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Of course, she had already applied a make-up I can use in my form as this young Elf, before I had even left my home.
I had selected a back pack, slipped my wallet in; but chosen not to use any cards, as I can’t be recognized as the girl in that image. (That had after all been the point, in the first place.)
“I will just have to buy myself a small selection of clothes; fitting me and the persona of the elf I am, right now!” I ponder.
I find myself giddy and excited; just to step into the first shop, selling the clothes, I am looking for.
“Maybe regular white cotton panties would be the best bet?” I ponder; “and matching tops, to go with my panties?” I inquire.
“Yes; that feels like your best option!” Hope suggests.
I go to the section of the store, where they showcase the female underwear, selecting the items I had opted to make my image. Furthermore; I had selected a pair of skirts and shirts to go with the set, before I went to pay for my purchase.
“Okay..” she puts forth; “that was surprisingly fun and exhilarating!” she concedes; "I had never expected to enjoy shopping, this much!” she concludes.
“At least, now I can be me, from now on..” I breathe.
“Now you just need to make a name, for yourself; so that you can present yourself, and make friends too!” she suggests.
“Oh, yeah; I had almost forgotten about that, and I couldn’t just call myself Saqura now, as an Elf!” I concede.
“Yes..” she snickers; “that would be a catastrophically bad idea!” she agrees.
“Neither could I go around, calling myself Hope, or Hitomi!” I blurt out. (Yes; of course; that would be monumentally stupid. Just as calling myself after my younger sister or anyone else I know.)
“Well, maybe I could be Junii?” I ponder.
“Electra Junii!” I hear an echo in my mind, as Hope is confirming the name I had just opted to choose for myself. (Well, there is something to the name suggested.)
“So; Electra Junii, it is..” I respond; “will just take me a while, to get used to my Elven name: Electra Junii!” I conclude.
Still; at least my Elven self has a name: Electra Junii. My identity is all but complete; but I am still lacking one of the more critical details, since I can’t make up an address where I am living.
While I could not make up an address, for myself; maybe I could still go out and have some fun, while I am at it.
The first thing that comes to mind, is to visit the Net Cafe I love hanging out at.
“Maybe, just maybe; I could at least make myself a few friends, even if just digitally!” I ponder, giggling to myself.
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