I looked throughout the town and saw all different types of ponies wondering around. Then I saw a bird fly by.

"Oh that reminds me, I need to go to my cottage, Angel must be very worried, especially after the mess Discord caused." Fluttershy said while walking away and waving us goodbye.

"Bye Fluttershy!" Pinkie yelled out. I also waved goodbye to her. After a little while we continued to walk throughout Ponyville, to where? I don't know. But as I looked around the town I saw some things I'd never seen while sneaking around.

First thing I saw was a grey pony with wings crash into a sign and some mail flying around her. Second thing I saw was two fillies eating ice cream, one of them was wearing a small little tiara on her head.

Finally I then looked at two ponies sitting on a bench, one of the ponies where sitting like a cat, but the other... was a pony with a horn and had a mint green color for her coat, she was... sitting like a human... like a human.

"Um Pinkie... who's that?" I asked Pinkie while pointing at the pony.

"Huh?" Pinkie looked at who I was pointing at. "Oh, that's Lyra, why do you ask?" Pinkie asked before jumping up and gasping. "Do you want to meet her Nonny?!" Pinkie said looking up at me. Before I could say anything Pinkie started trotting to Lyra.

"Wait Pinkie, no!" I yelled out while gripping onto Pinkie's head, not trying to fall off. Pinkie came to a halt and looked up at me.

"Yeah Nonny?" Pinkie said tilting her head to the side.

"Um, can we not meet her? Please." I said, my social battery at zero percen.

"Why not Nonny?" Pinkie asked with a worried expression.

"Well... OH! Because you said I can meet with everyone at my welcome t- Mmmhmhmm!?!?" Before I could finish my sentence, Pinkie stuffed my mouth with her hoof.

"Shhhh! Nopony is supposed to know." Pinkie said in a hushed tone. "But you're right Nonny, you can meet her at your super secret welcome to Ponyville party." Pinkie said then walked a random direction.

"Thanks Pinkie." I said with a sigh of relief.

"Why didn't you want to meet her Anon? You seemed to actually want to talk to her." HA said, with a bit of confusion in his voice.

'Well because she was sitting like a human, not like a dog or cat not like any other pony, a human.' I said in my thoughts.

"Oh so you think she's like you, a human turned pony, stuck in this new world, right?" CA said in a mocking tone. I nodded, taking glances at Lyra.

"Maybe you should focus on other things, like... those clouds!" HA said pointing at some clouds.

"Or that family." CA said turning my head to face a family. I saw them, a colt was running around his father while the mother chuckled and nuzzled the father's cheek. HA swatted CA's forelegs away from my head.

"CA! Why would you do that!?!? You know Anon misses his real family! " HA screamed at CA. As HA was screaming at CA I looked down onto Pinkie's hair. I held back my tears.

THUD, THUD!

My heart was beating fast. I buried my face into Pinkie's puffy hair. My grip on Pinkie's head and neck tighten.

"ACKT! Nonny... I can't... AIR!" Pinkie chocked out. But I didn't let go. All my focus was on the fact I couldn't cry, especially in public. "N- Anon? You.... you okay?" Pinkie managed to get out. Suddenly out of raw emotions I jumped off of Pinkie's head and started running. "Wait Nonny where are you going!?" Pinkie said running after me.

"Anon what are you doing? " HA said with a worried expression. I ignored him.

'Just get to the everfree forest, you can cry there, just don't cry now!' I told myself.

"Anon..." HA silently said to himself. I kept running while looking down, I didn't want anyone to see my tears.

Then I bumped into someone, but I didn't care I just kept running. I did look back to see the filly with the tiara had ice cream on her head and she looked angry.

"S-sorry!" I yelled out, still running. CA chuckled a little. At this point I was entering the everfree forest.

"Where are you even going, Nonny?"

"DON'T CALL ME THAT!" I yelled at him, tears almost falling down my cheeks. Finally I reached the only place I called home. As I entered the cave I fell onto the hard cold rocky floor. Finally I let the tears flow down my cheeks.

"Nonny why are yo- Aught!!!" HA, who had enough of CA's actions, punched CA's stomach. One moment he was there, then the next... gone.

"Don't listen to him... you okay?" HA asked, reaching his hoof out to me.

"WHY WOULD I BE!!? No seriously in what fucking world would I ever be okay! I- that's a stupid fucking question!" I screamed at HA, who flinched at my response. "I miss them... my friends, family.... my mom... I miss her so much. Why am I here?" I looked back at HA, hoping, begging that he had an answer.

"I don't know Anon... I really don't know." HA said, looking down. I scoffed.

"Of course." I said, curling into a ball, trying to seek comfort. Suddenly I was picked up. "The fuck are you... mom?" My mom picked me, well it wasn't my mom, it was clear HA shape shifted into my mom.

"I'm sorry I thought it would help calm you down, I should've asked you, I'm so sorry!" HA began to turn back into me, but he stopped when I hugged him.

"It's okay, it's fine." I said hugging HA tighter. HA hugged me back. After a while he pulled away.

"You feel better?" HA said looking down at me. I nodded my tears stopping."Good, Anon... I know it might seem like a long shot, but I'll get you back home, I promise." My tail slowly started wagging.

"Thank you, HA." I said slowly getting out of HA's embrace.

"Anon! Where are you?! Please come back!" We heard Pinkie's voice in the distance.

"You should go to her, don't want her to worry, right?" HA said transforming back into me. I nodded and went and followed Pinkie's voice.

Before I fully exited the cave Pinkie grabbed me and picked me up with her forelegs, somehow.

"Nonny! Are you okay? Why did you run away?!" Pinkie said shaking me.

"Yes, yes! I'm okay Pinkie. Just had to vent out some frustration." I said in a reassuring tone. Pinkie sighed in relief.

"Okay, that's good, want a five layer chocolate cake with chocolate covered strawberries?" Pinkie asked me. I laughed a little at Pinkie's nonchalant tone.

"Sure, that's sounds delicious, Ponk."

Author's Note

Uhhhh, I don't know. Oh yeah the Lyra thing, yeah that will become important in future chapters.