Handful of Muffins

“So tomorrow is the big night right?” Lyra made it sound like I was going to do something bad. She always made things sound badder than they were.

“Uhhh tomorrow I’m spending the night at Maud’s.” I was excited. It felt like I was being such a good girlfriend that Maud wanted to see me more. So she asked me to spend the night at her house while her family was gone.

“Yeah! You know what that means?! Someone is getting some, finally” Lyra felt more excited about it than I was.

“I’m getting some … sleep?” I wasn’t sure what she meant but it didn’t sound like sleep.

“Oh no.” Bon Bon facepalmed, that wasn’t a good sign.

“Please don’t tell me you know nothing about this.” Lyra said, putting her hands on my shoulders.

“Sleeping?” I really hoped she was talking about sleeping.

“I don’t think I can do this to her,” Bon Bon sighed.

“I’ll do it. Come on Muffins, this is a special talk.” Lyra turned and walked towards the girl talk room. It’s where we talked about uncomfortable things that I wasn’t aware of. Like the time I wore really long striped socks. I guess girls who do that want you to look at their butt.

“Ok, how far have you gotten?” She asked as she spun on me.

“Uhh I made it to this room?”

“No in your relationship.”

“We got as far as the Ice Cream parlor once, then I got tired.”

“I mean physically.”

“Like the physical?”

“Yeah.”

“We both passed.” I was proud of our results. We both practiced to make a mile in the time we wanted and trained really hard.

“Muffins! Gah!” She had that vein in her head again. It meant I was being dumb somehow. I tried to figure out how. “Let’s try it this way. Have you snuggled and held hands?”

I reddened but nodded. It was nice holding hands with Maud. She made me feel so special. I know she was happy even if she didn’t show it on her face, she did in other ways.

“How about kissing? Have you done that?”

I nodded again, feeling my face burn. I was the one that started the kissing. I couldn’t help it. We were outside the school and about to leave, she looked so cute. I had to kiss her and I did. On the lips and everything. I thought she would be more surprised but she just kissed back, like she was waiting for it.

“Have you done that with your tongue?” my classmate asked, sounding more excited than mad now.

“I I did…” it was hard to admit. At one point while we were kissing, I felt something warm slide into my mouth. It took me a few seconds to realize it was Maud’s tongue not mine. I was about to pull away but it felt so good and different. I tried putting my tongue into her mouth and saw her get a little pale. Like a good kind of pale, not a scary kind. Things were different after that. Like she was aiming for something but I don’t know what.

“Did you feel her up or has she felt you yet?” Lyra shifted forward unconsciously. Was this really that big a deal?

“I touched her bra once…” I hid my face in shame. Maud was really large up top. She was leaning over while we were kissing and those large boobs were swinging in front of me. I slid a hand up her shirt and felt her bra but got scared. I didn’t want to look like a pervert.

“That’s it? She has such nice jugs. They have to be a F or G.” Lyra looked a little lost in her head. I felt a little angry that she was thinking about Maud’s boobs like that. She had Rarity to think of.

“Was was I wrong? Should I have done more? I I wasn’t sure…” Sex scared me. There were a lot of things I didn’t know about it. And no one wanted to talk about it with me. Lyra was the only friend that felt comfortable telling me things. She was the one that gave me that book on lesbian sex so I knew what to do. But it’s really different when the person you want to try stuff with is right in front of you.

“No no! It’s fine. I think you should talk to Maud. See if she’s interested in having sex first. You two have been dating for a year so it’s not that fast. Has she been dropping any hints? Anything she did that felt like that book I gave you?”

“Uhh she really loves kissing my neck. She starts at my ears and kisses all the way down to my shoulder. Well it felt like kissing but I think she’s using her teeth, then she breathes kind of funny in my ear. It feels really good… but I probably shouldn’t think of it now.” I could feel warmth in my special place and didn’t want to get all worked up. Sometimes I have to find a spot to think of muffins and nothing else otherwise it gets too hot.

“Sounds like she’s interested to me but you should ask her if it’s something she wants. That way you don’t have to feel uncertain.”

“Right now?”

“I mean you have her number. You can text her.” Lyra was always good at remembering those things. I probably would have run over to Maud while she’s in her class to ask. I did that a few times but it wasn’t something as embarrassing as this.

“Ok.”

I pulled my phone out of my bag, the rock charm attached to it helped me feel better. She said she loved me and that I could ask her anything. She was so patient and kind, maybe a little too patient. Maybe she wasn’t sure what I wanted. What did I want? I wanted to make her happy. That’s what I wanted.

My fingers slowly typed out my message. “Hi Maudie Pie.”

It wasn’t long until the reply came. “Hi Muffy.”

I smiled at the cute nickname she came up with. But then I put my serious face on and shakily typed the big question burning in my brain. “Do you want to have sex with me?”

I closed my eyes as I hit the send button. My phone shook in my hand and it took so long for a reply. I heard my phone beep but I was too nervous to look. What if she didn’t want me like that? What if she didn’t find me attractive? I knew I wasn’t pretty like her, could she get past that?

What if she did? Did she want sex tomorrow? Did I? It was such a big question that I felt small again. Somehow I thought my normal defense, laying my head in her lap, would make things worse. It was normally my sanctuary but being that close to her…would get me thinking things. Naughty things.

“You ok, Muffins?” Lyra put a hand on my shoulder and I nodded. I took a deep breath and looked at my phone. It was one word, one word that changed it all. I knew I couldn’t run away this time. I had to face it. I had to face the yes.

“We have to take you shopping,” Lyra declared after I told her about the text. We had come back to the lunch room.

“Shopping?” Bon Bon said in wonder. “I don’t think there’s anything she needs for this.”

“You’re kidding right? If there is one thing I learned dating Rarity is that the clothes set the mood. We have to get her something sexy. Unless she has something like that.” She looked at me and raised her eyebrows twice.

“No I don’t. Should I have?” It seemed I was always unprepared for things. Was there a memo or email I missed on this? Some sort of package I was supposed to get?

“It’s fine, Muffins. Lyra is the only one who bought stuff like that before she met Rarity.” Bon Bon sighed, there was a sadness to it that Lyra always missed. I wondered why she was so sad but she waved it away and was back to herself again.

“Let’s go to the mall today and you’ll be fully ready for tomorrow!” Lyra jumped to her feet and pointed into the air like they do in anime. It didn’t seem as impressive in real life. But I stood and put my fist up too. Bon Bon finally caved in and joined us.

“Muffy?” I spun around and hugged the beautiful girl behind me. It was still hard to believe she liked me doing that.

“Hi Maudie!” I looked around to make sure the teachers weren’t looking then kissed her. She kissed back and held me close. I couldn’t help but think of her large boobs as they squeezed against me. Mine weren’t nearly that big.

“Were you serious?” She asked me, finally letting me go. There was a weird feeling, like she was really hungry.

“Yes… is that ok?”

Maud nodded looking even hungrier. I reached into my muffin supply and gave it to her. She needed a lot of muffins lately. She took it without question. Then stared at me for a little while longer. “Tomorrow?”

“Ok…” My face melted at the thought but I was pretty happy about it. It was like we were achieving a level in a game. “I have to go with Lyra and Bon Bon today. They want to take me shopping. I’ve never been to a girlfriend sleep over so I guess there’s stuff I need.”

“You really don’t need anything. I have all that we need. Pinkie gave me a list so I know what sleepovers are supposed to be like.” Maud showed me a list of activities on her phone. Looked like combing hair, watching a movie and baking were included.

“Good idea. But Lyra says I need something special for you.” She reddened but nodded.

“Lyra is pretty knowledgeable about these things. Pinkie is kind of innocent at times. I hope you have fun. I’ll be home, moving my rock collection so we have space in my room.”

“Space in the sky silly,” I said and bopped her nose.

“A greater surface area.” She smiled her sexy smile and squeezed me again. There were days when she would do that all day.

“Ok, I’ll see you tomorrow.” I said and got another kiss from her. I was the luckiest girl in school. No one else gets Maud kisses.

“I am a ball of excitement over it.” She said in her normal deadpan voice. I giggled. Maud was so funny. “See you tomorrow.”

I waved and found my friends waiting for me.

“This is it! They have everything you need here.” Lyra pointed at the store that I was never allowed in. Mom said I didn’t need anything in there whenever I got curious. My friends said I did.

“The Happy Ending Adult store?” I read aloud. “I don’t know if they’d let us in. Mom says only grown ups are allowed in there.”

“Well, we’re all over 18. They don’t have a problem with me being there. I shop here a lot. Even Bonnie got some things here.” Lyra walked calmly in while Bon Bon reddened.

“Octavia didn’t know what to make of the stuff you told me to buy last time.” Bon Bon glanced at some weird pens that said they glowed in the dark. They looked really big to write with.

“You two have no idea how much fun this stuff can be. Rarity hasn’t really tried much but she says she’s open to it. Problem is I have so much stuff I don’t know what to try first.”

Lyra felt like a teacher. She pointed some things out and explained them in honest and open detail. I don’t think she blushed once when she explained any of it. It was normal to her. It almost seemed like a passion.

“I didn’t know things like this existed,” I said looking at a long shaft attached to really strange looking underwear.

“It’s for girls like us in case we want to fuck our girlfriends like a guy can. Or they can fuck us. I mean I guess guys can use it too but it seems kind of silly to me.” Lyra rummaged through the different penis underwear sizes.

“Uhh, I’m not sure about that..” It looked like it might hurt. “Do you think Maudie really wants to.. fuck me like that?”

“No, this is a Lyra thing. I doubt Rarity even lets her do it.” Bon Bon pulled me away from all the penises.

“Don’t doubt my powers,” our friend said, pointing a large penis at us. “Besides, Maud could be into this stuff. She seems like she’d be the type to have a closet full of it. Or at least a box under the bed for it.”

I froze. There was a box under the bed that Maud said I couldn’t see yet. She said she wasn’t sure I was ready and wanted to make sure we were together longer. That was six months ago. I hadn’t thought about it since. Could she have stuff like this already?

“Why don’t we just focus on the underwear.” Bon Bon’s hand led me away from my worries and concerns. Instead I found a wall of beautiful and exciting underwear without penises on it.

There were black shiny ones, glittery ones that looked really tight, there were even ones with holes where your pussy was supposed to go. I think that’s what Lyra called the special place. A pussy, like a cute kitten. It seemed silly to wear something that didn’t do its job.

“It presses your labia out so it’s more sensitive. One little touch will feel like heaven.” There was a dreamy look on Lyra’s face and I wondered if it was something she’d done or was she just thinking about it?

“Any of them you like, Muffins? You should pick one that looks comfortable but makes you feel sexy.” Bon Bon pointed out some of the shinier ones, they looked like leather. “If you feel sexy you’ll be sexy and Maud will go wild.”

“Like biting and howling and stuff? Like the wolf man?” It was funny to think of Maud howling at the moon.

“Well yeah actually. Just not with all the hair.”

“Good, I don’t want furry Maud.” I thought of all the hair I would have to comb if she was covered in fur. It might take all night.

I looked at all the different kinds of underwear and pictured Maud in them. I was getting really hot again and I wanted to calm down somewhere. But my friends were with me and I couldn’t run away from this feeling.

Then I saw it. The perfect set of underwear. It was white and lacy, it covered the pussy but that was all. It even had a matching bra. It was what I thought an angel would wear if angels were sexy. Maud was my angel and definitely sexy. But could I wear it?

My hands reached up to grab it but my eyes started to drift. There were suddenly three of them in front of my six hands and I had trouble finding the right ones to look at. I pulled back and focused again. This time my hands found them before my eyes ran away from each other.

“Those are so you,” Lyra said with a chuckle.”Holy sweet Muffins.”

“You-you think so?” They felt so nice and soft in my hands. It was like holding the petals of a flower. I tried not to touch those because you can hurt the flower if you touch too hard.

“Oh yeah. Maud is going to be blinded by your sexiness in that.” She added with a wink.

“I don’t want to blind her. I just want her to want me like that.”

“There is no way she won’t with those on. Though I doubt they’ll stay on for long.” Lyra snickered again.

“Then I’ll get them. They are my size,” I looked at the wobbling label. It looked right.

“I’ll buy them for you,” Lyra said, quickly grabbing them from my hands.

“Are are you sure? You’re not embarrassed to buy underwear like that?” I gasped. I hadn’t even thought of how scary actually buying it would be. The store clerk would look at you and know you’re up to no good. They probably thought that the moment you walked in.

“Nah, I’ve bought enough.” Lyra walked away looking at the underwear closer. “A D, I knew it.”

Lyra was obsessed with boob sizes. Maybe because she was the smallest one of us. Bon Bon was about my size and I think Lyra was a C cup. I didn’t think it was that big a deal. Well, except for Maud’s but that’s not why I chose to date her.

“Ok, Muffins, I got you your clothes and a little gift inside,” Lyra said with a wink. I didn’t want to look. I hoped it wasn’t the penis underwear.

I looked when I got home, it wasn’t the penis underwear, it was the pen. But when I tried to write with it I found the box didn’t say pen. It said dildo. I remembered what that was from Lyra’s book and hid it in my drawer. I wasn’t sure I was ready for that yet.

The next day flew by, all I could think of was Maud and her house. At the end of school I met up with her to walk home. She still looked hungry but didn’t want a muffin.

“I think I’ve eaten enough muffins,” she said and held my hand. It was so nice to walk holding someone else’s hand. I felt so close to her and honored I was able to walk by her side. She wasn’t that fast like Lyra and Bon Bon. She walked at her own pace. Of course she was shorter than me, so maybe her short legs affected her speed.

We walked up the stairs to the Pie home. No matter how many times I was here I never saw any pies to eat. Maud said they did make pies but Pinkie ate them too quickly to see.

It was a nice house, and hard to imagine four girls and two parents lived here at once. Maud said her parents were at a rock convention, I guess they liked rocks too. Pinkie was with her friends at a slumber party. Her older sister, Limestone, left for college a while ago. I hadn’t met her yet. Pinkie’s twin sister Marble was also at a different slumber party. Her parents thought Maud was safe enough to leave at home by herself. I doubt my mom would ever leave me home by myself. But she works so much there isn’t much choice.

“Welcome to my home,” Maud said as she opened the door. I walked in and found the place nice and clean as usual. My house was always so messy.

“I’ve been here before Maudie.” I remembered the first time I came here. I was more nervous then. I didn’t think her parents or family would like me. But they were so nice.

“I know. It’s nice to hear someone say it though.” She had a point.

“So uh, I guess I’ll put my stuff in your room? Or am I staying in someone else’s?” I looked around trying not to feel awkward.

“Do you want to stay in someone else’s room?” She looked at me with a strange look in her eye. I think she was being funny again.

“No. I’ll stay in your room with you. I don’t want you to get in trouble if I’m not supposed to be there.” I walked up the stairs to her room.

“I’m already in trouble.” I froze. What did she say? Did I get her in trouble already? Was Maud breaking the rules by letting me stay?

I put my book bag down in the corner of her room. She had moved all the rocks to one corner. Normally she had them all out. I glanced nervously at the bed. Should I find out about that box? Maud said I shouldn’t see it yet. I saw it sitting there unprotected, was it full of penis underwear?

I moved a little closer to it but I couldn’t see much inside. I shouldn’t look. I trust her. I moved away from the bed with the box and out in the hallway again. Maud was inches away.

“Oh! Uh hi.” I said to my girlfriend. Those beautiful eyes of hers filled with a kind of scary look. Something she wanted but I didn’t know what.

“What did you want to do now?” She asked, glancing at the bed. It was too early for that I thought.

“You have that list right? The one Pinkie wrote?”

She nodded and entered her room. I followed as she looked through her drawers. She brought out her comb and a brush. “Please sit on my bed.”

I nodded and sat down. She seemed so tense, I was worried I did something wrong. Maybe because she was already in trouble? Did I make her nervous? Was it what I asked about? Maybe she wasn’t ready for sex.

She pulled me close and I sat between her legs. She hiked her normal dress up, so she could get closer. Those beautiful thighs were bare in front of me. I tried not to think about them. I was getting hot again and she was so close. I didn’t want to lose it here. Not with her watching… or did I? The thought of her watching made me hotter. Should I tell her how I feel? Is it normal to get that hot in this situation? Was it normal to want her to watch?

The brush stroked my hair and I let out a small whimper. I was getting too worked up. I was so focused on naughty things. I felt ashamed.

“Was that too hard?” The voice behind me asked.

“No, I I just forgot it was coming.” I tried not to think of her soft boobs in my back, or her breath on my neck. It normally was so soothing but it was causing me all sorts of problems. It made me think of those times when I was alone at home. I remember hearing my breath sounding like that when I touched myself.

No! I had to stop! This wasn’t the right time. We had Pinkie’s list first. We had to wait. Didn’t we? We just got here and it wasn’t night. Wasn’t that when you were supposed to do it?

“Muffy?”

“Mmm?” I forgot she was supposed to be combing my hair. She only brushed me once but her breath was still on my neck.

“I don’t think I can comb your hair like this. Do you want to put your head in my lap? I think I can focus on it better there.”

“Ok.” Maud’s lap was the best place in the world. She was so soft and calm. I shifted forward and let my head lower onto her thigh. She looked down at me with a slightly worried look. She looked pale and really hungry again. I left my muffins in my bag.

The position wasn’t calming as it usually was. That look in her eyes made me feel a little hot again. And looking up at her made her boobs look even bigger. They shook and bounced at every little movement. I wanted to touch them and squeeze them. I wanted to see what they looked like under that dress.

Then I noticed how close I was to her pussy. I glanced as secretly as I could but couldn’t see anything. She caught me looking and smiled a small smile that lit up her face like I hadn’t seen before.

“It’s about time you got curious about that,” she said, still glowing.

“Uhh sorry…” I didn’t know what else to say. I guess I should have looked earlier.

“It’s fine. Did you want to look? I don’t mind.” She leaned back, looking red and hungry again.

“I do but… aren’t we supposed to wait?”

“For?”

“I don’t know... is it really ok? To look?” I glanced up at her and received a warm smile and a warmer kiss.

“Yes. You can always look.” She leaned back a little and I turned my head. I saw it. Those dark black panties snuggled between her legs. I swallowed hard as I noticed the soft mounds pressing on the edges of the fabric. They glistened in the room light. She was … ready. Was I?

I looked back at my girlfriend, who’s face was pale and her eyes eager. She wasn’t hungry, she was horny. Oh my gosh, was she horny this whole time I was giving her muffins? Was that what she wanted?

“Maud… I’m sorry.” I said looking away from that face.

“It’s ok, we don’t have to if you don’t feel comfortable.” There was a sadness to her voice. I made Maud sad.

“I mean I’m sorry I didn’t know how … excited you were. I thought you were hungry for muffins…” It sounded so stupid as I said it out loud.

“I didn’t want to scare you. But I was hungry for muffins. I just needed to eat the right Muffins.” She smiled, her eyes looking down my body.

“Me?” A shudder ran down my spine until I remembered Lyra’s book said eating out was licking a pussy.

“If you don’t mind.” My girlfriend said calmly. She sounded so relaxed but I knew she wasn’t. I knew my Maudie.

“Right now? Uhh can’t we try something less intense? I mean I want to but I probably don’t taste very good and-“ She kissed me again.

“It’s ok. How about we take it slow. Do you masturbate?” She patted my head causing those boulders of hers to jiggle.

“What?”

“Do you rub your vagina to get off on your own?” She was so patient with me.

“Y-yes.. is that bad?” It felt bad. Well it felt really good but sometimes it felt like I was doing something wrong. I don’t know why I thought that but I did.

“No. I also masturbate. Sometimes to you.” She slowly moved to the side of me. I rested my head on her pillow. We were looking at each other and I felt my body sizzle with heat. She was talking about how I usually calmed down.

“Really? To me?”

“Yes, how about we try this, we both masturbate together and then when we’re aroused enough we can begin to touch each other.” She shifted a little closer so I could feel her breath on me again. It didn’t sound so scary when she said it like that. I knew how to rub myself.

“Did we want to keep our clothes on?” I normally did. I was scared I was going to get caught so I tried to be as quiet as I could and kept my clothes on. Sometimes I rubbed through my clothes. Sometimes I tried with my hands in my underwear. Those times felt the best.

“How about we just take off our outer clothes. We can stay in our underwear for now. You’re safe here. No one is coming in on you. I’m the only one here.” That voice of hers got my spine tingling again. I don’t know how she did it but she always sounded so intoxicating when she talked.

“Ok..” I slowly reached my pants and started to unbutton them. Then I remembered the sexy underwear I was wearing. “Oh, I got you a present … well I got it but it’s for you to see. It was scary to pick out but Lyra and Bon Bon helped me.”

I bit my lip and felt the button on my pants loosen. The air rushed in on my bare thighs and hips. I didn’t know how exciting it would be to take my pants off in front of someone else. Especially her.

I slowly pulled them down and took my shoes off. It felt better keeping my socks on. They were the ones Lyra told me to wear. I tried to clip them to my underwear like she said but it just pulled my panties down, not my socks up.

I pulled off my shirt and looked at my beautiful girlfriend. She sat there, still clothed, watching me. Her eyes were a little more open than usual and the thin line her mouth was normally in had broken to a slightly open one. It was the most shocked I’d ever seen her.

“Uh uh…” It was hard to know what shocked her. I felt kind of awkward. She grabbed me and pulled me close instead of talking.

“I think you should remain closer. For safety. If I see that sexy body of yours I might not restrain myself.” She whispered in my ear through clenched teeth.

“You think I’m sexy?” No one had ever said something like that to me. Cute, sometimes, adorable, on rare occasions but never sexy.

“I can’t look at you without wanting to jump on you and sexually satisfy my lust with your body. It seems my libido is larger than most.” She held me closer and a little tighter.

“It didn’t look that big to me, but I didn’t get a good look.” I only saw the edges through her underwear.

“Libido is my sexual desire. I desire you greatly.”

“Oh.. so you’re really horny a lot?” All those times I gave her muffins for her hunger flashed in my head. When I thought back it was a lot of muffins and started only a few weeks after we were girlfriends.

“Yes. I can sate myself for the most part but sometimes you’re just so attractive, I have trouble concentrating. I’m afraid to let you go to take my dress off.” She held me tighter while my head swam. I’m too attractive?

“I-I can help take it off.” My hands shook as I started to pull her dress up.

“It unzips in the back,” she said breathlessly. I felt around her back while she started kissing my neck again. It was harder to think when she did that. I found the zipper and pulled it down. Maud began to suck on my neck and gently stroke my back. It was easy to get lost in. I wanted to just let her do whatever she wanted. Maybe that would be easier than rubbing ourselves at the same time.

The dress started to fall off on its own as her large breasts popped out. I stopped pulling and stared at them. I never saw something so soft and bouncy on a person like that. Every move she made they wiggled and rippled. They shook slightly back and forth as she breathed. She was breathing a lot heavier.

Her mouth traced my neck onto my shoulders and she started to bite a little. I didn’t know what happened, I hadn’t even touched her yet but she was really horny. She pulled the rest of her dress off and the black panties returned in full force.

“Are you ready?” She barely said it, her voice was so full of air. I shifted my hips a little, trying to get more comfortable. Then I nodded.

This was it, the beginning of sex for us. I tried not to think about how it would feel or how good I would do. I never did it before so there was no way to know.

Maud's hand was already around her hips and sliding underneath her panties. I had to catch up. I put my hand on my tummy like I normally do and slowly slid it down. I stopped when I hit the fancy underwear. Their softness reminded me of Maud’s skin. It was time. I had to start.

My fingers crept underneath the cotton barrier and found the fuzzy yellow hair around my entrance. I wondered if Maud would have purple hair down there like she did on her head. I glanced at the edge of her pantyline and saw some purple tufts peeking out. So cute! My hand didn’t think it was cute. My hand thought that was sexy and wanted to share that feeling with me. It lightly traced the outside of my lower lips and I squeaked a little in response. They were a lot more sensitive than usual.

Maud paused, both in her kissing and her rubbing. She looked up at me with those big green eyes, and I slowly touched my lucky spot. She stared as I started to run my fingers through the wet trench and back up again, finding that spot that made me feel really good.

“Are you ok, Maudie?” I asked, realizing I sounded kind of out of breath too.

“Yes. Can I watch you?” She asked, her eyes never left mine.

“Yeah…” I drew it out as I found my button again. I arched my back as I pressed my clit further out and deeper into my fingers. The idea of having sex with Maud wasn’t so scary now.

I guess Maud liked watching because she looked so interested. She looked me in the eyes as my first pleasure squeeze caused me to hold my breath. I couldn’t see her after I closed my eyes but I felt her looking. She began to rub herself again after that. I felt the back of her hand press against mine in our underwear. I liked that she was so close.I wanted her to be closer, I wanted her hand to touch me, to feel me all over. I wanted her to kiss me in places she never had. I wanted to kiss her in those places too.

I finally opened my eyes and found two Mauds on top of me. Normally I shook my head to get the one back but things felt so good I didn’t want to. The Mauds moved closer and kissed me. Our breath flowed together as we both gasped.

She pulled her hand out of her panties and unhooked my bra. Her hand was soaked in Maud juices. It was a little cold as the air hit the wet spot it left between my shoulders. Then that air flowed around my boobs as their cushy cover came off. Maud timed my rocking rhythm to remove the straps along my arms. Then her breath returned around my chest.

I leaned back and pressed my boobs out towards her. She liked that because she let out a little coo. The back of her hand was pressed hard against mine, like we were pushing the other to rub. I didn’t want my panties on any more. I wanted my pussy closer to Maud’s.

Then the world froze for a second. I drew air in like a balloon does water. Maud’s lips lightly touched my nipple. I never played with those before and was shocked how good it felt. They hardened and felt like they could break glass. Thank goodness the glass was far away otherwise they might.

Maud ran her tongue under my boob and sucked on my nipple again. My back arched on its own and my hand came out of my underwear. I wrapped my arms around her and tried to hold back a moan. It didn’t work right and a deflated groan seeped out.

“You don’t have to hold it in, Muffy, no one is here to hear you. I will let go as well. It seems we’re both used to keeping our pleasure sounds quiet.” She kissed my lips again and I took the moment to pull my panties off.

My girlfriend froze in mid-kiss. She must have felt the change on the back of her hand. I realized as she slowly pulled away from my lips, for the first time I was completely naked in front of someone. Even my mom didn’t see me like that and it sounded strange if she had.

Maud pulled back to look at my fully naked body in her bed. I wanted to hide my face in shame or at least close my legs but Maud’s stare was taking it all in. She looked both happy and ravenous at the same time.I was leaking all over her bed and my pussy wanted to be touched.

Maud’s hand came out of her underwear again and slowly traced down my body, from neck to my blonde furry field. There was a shiny trail that showed it. I felt like a beautiful artwork or statue. Something that was made so well that my girlfriend could only stare in awe at it.

Ever so gently her hand moved through the fuzzy patch and touched my pussy. It was amazing. I wouldn’t have thought someone else’s hand was more exciting than my own. I moaned, remembering not to hold back, it sounded loud and sexy. Like those videos Lyra had me watch. My hand rushed over and pressed hers harder on me. I didn’t want that hand to leave, ever.

“You’re so precious, like a rare stone, I’ll never find another. Your skin shines like well polished granite. Your moan causes the lithostatic pressure in my crag to nearly burst. I long for your touch.” Maud looked up at me and I reached out for her. I wanted to touch her. I wanted her to keep touching me.

My hand let go of hers and I worked on taking off her bra. The amount of pressure on it made it hard to undo. Not that I find bras that easy anyway. I fumbled a little long but finally unhooked it. Maud’s gigantic boobs nearly ripped the bra off on their own. I glanced at the size and confirmed Lyra’s suspicion. She was an F.

They swung absently side to side as Maud rocked her flat palm on my pussy. She smiled and placed one of my hands on her nipple. I squeezed it a little and watched her face flinch and redden.

“Sorry.”

“Try a little lighter please. They’re very sensitive.” She calmly took off her panties with one hand as she continued to rub me.

I was feeling bold. I was finally naked with my girlfriend and we were doing sex stuff. Just me and her. We were special to each other and didn’t need anyone else.

I started to rise to suck on her boobs and kiss them when a finger slowly slid inside me. I never felt that before. I never had to put one in there. But the finger began to wiggle and I couldn’t help but rock on it. Both of my hands pulled the finger in deeper and my pussy squeezed on it.

“Let me help you,” Maud said and brought her nipples closer. I let go with one hand and pulled her closer, then licked her nipple lightly. At least I tried to. I was breathing so hard it was to tell.

My girlfriend moaned like I just put something inside. She sounded so sexy I nearly finished in her hand. I wet my lips a little, still rocking on her finger and sucked the large tit in front of me.

Maud went wild. She moaned and held me close, she stopped thrusting her finger inside. Her thighs wrapped around mine and I felt that leaking pussy on my leg. She started rubbing herself on me like she was riding a bull.

“Are you ok?” I wasn’t sure if this was normal. She looked at me with a flushed face and hot breath. She didn’t say anything, just pressed my head against her boobs once again. I tried the other nipple, I didn’t want it to feel bad. It stood up at attention in my mouth.

“Yes!” Maud moaned! She actually changed the tone of her voice. It was the first time I ever heard it change. I sucked a little harder and found her biting my shoulder and rubbing her pussy higher on my leg. We could almost touch. I wanted to. I wanted to feel hers against mine.

I tried my best at gliding my tongue under the boob to pull more in. It wasn’t as slick as Maud did to me but it still excited her. She grabbed my butt and pulled me on top of her. I felt her, down there. It was so warm and wet, just like mine. I nearly finished right then.

“Spread… your …legs … with mine..” Maud panted into my ear.

“Ok…” I didn’t realize how hard this was. I was sweating and breathing like I just ran around the track at school. Maud was just as winded.

I felt her legs open and matched them with my own. Then our lower lips kissed. Nothing I ever did myself felt as good as that moment. I looked at my beautiful girl, who’s hair stuck out awkwardly and was a sweaty mess, with blurred vision. My eyes again. I couldn’t concentrate enough to fix them. All I could was rub, rub against those beautiful slick lips until my body shook. Then I released with a loud shout and Maud followed after.

I couldn’t move. I didn’t want to anyway. I was so close to her all I could see was one of her green eyes staring at mine. She was so beautiful, even just the large eye I could see. The lid was a little wider, her breathing was heaving, and some purple strands stuck to her face. I pulled the strand off, and brushed it with the others.

“I never had an experience like that,” she gasped.

“Was- was I good?” I shrank a little. It wasn’t something I liked knowing but it was important to me. I wanted to bring her joy and pleasure. If I wasn’t good enough to do that I would have to find out how.

“Muffy, I was barely conscious of what occurred due to the amount of pleasure you brought me.” She hugged me against those soft, sticky boobs. I guess she was happy with me.

“I love you Maudie.” I couldn’t help but say it. I was so happy and the world felt so good around me. I was with the girl I loved and we had just shared ourselves with each other. It was so wonderful.

“I love you too Muffy. I told you I had a large libido correct?” She kissed the top of my head as she said it. I giggled and nodded.

“I think I require more… if you’re ok with that.” She let me slide off her and lay next to her. We stared into each other’s eyes again, like they do in those romantic movies.

“I-I guess. I mean it felt so good and I didn’t want it to stop but then it felt so great when it did. I would like to do it again. But it’s so comfy with you right now.” I pulled close.

“I understand. I’m still a little winded but I was hoping we could continue in a few minutes. Perhaps this evening as well? And maybe in the middle of the night.” She didn’t look away but I could tell it was something that she was worried about. Knowing Maud as well as I did she was probably worried I’d be nervous or think bad things about her.

“Oh, I don’t mind. But I don’t want to get sore. I’ve never had sex before so I don’t know if I can keep up. But I can help you if you want.” Sex wasn’t as easy as I thought it would be, but still fun. I hoped I could at least help if I got tired.

“I have some things that could help if you get tired.” Maud put her face in my hair. I loved when she did that. I got to do the same and smell that wonderful Maud smell.

“Is that… What's in the box?” I asked. I didn’t know what things she had.

“Well they do go in my box.” There was a pause, and then I remembered Maud paused when she told a joke. I didn’t think boxes were that funny. Things do go into boxes. I use boxes all the time.

“Box is a euphemism for vagina.” She explained. “Euphemism is a word that is a sexual metaphor.”

“Ohh. So you mean those things go in your pussy?”

“Yes.”

“I didn’t feel any of them in there…” Then I realized I never got to touch her pussy. It suddenly seemed unfair. If she got to touch mine I should get to touch hers. “Let me see if I can feel them now.”

“I will not stop you from looking but they aren’t in there at the moment. They live in my closet.” I ran my hand down her tummy and stopped.

“Your closet?”

“Yes.”

“What about the box under your bed?”

I felt her muscles stiffen and I felt like I did some wrong. I pulled my hand away like I touched something hot. But she hugged me tighter. Those big boobs squished mine a little.

“It’s fine. I suppose it’s finally time to tell you about that box. I understand that most people might find it …unnerving. I hope you understand my plight.” She whispered in my ear and I could tell she was scared. I was a little scared too. What was in that box?! I couldn’t think of anything she could keep that would be that scary. She’s not even afraid of snakes!

“I-I understand. I think. But don’t be scared. I’m right here.” I rubbed her head like she does mine when I get scared.

“Well, as I said I am easily aroused and took great pains to make sure it was not a burden to you. I promised I would never pressure you. But I wanted to have sex with you for a long time now.” She lowered head against my boob. It was weird. I mean it felt good but normally I had clothes on when she did it. So it was really different.

“How long?”

“Two months after we got together.” I gasped. That was after we first kissed. I had made Maud wait for ten months and I didn’t even know. I felt awful.

“I could satisfy myself with the many dildos I have in the closet but I was missing a key element. No”

“Uhh what was that?”

“You.” She pulled back to look me in the eyes. Maud’s eyes were always so intense. They didn’t have the same look as other people. Those looked bored or like zombies. Maud’s were always alert and intense. She paid attention to everything, especially me. I swallowed and nodded.

“Since I didn’t want to pressure you I did what I could to bring you into my sessions. In the box under my bed are multiple pictures I took of you from many angles. Then I used them to extrapolate what you would look like naked. Then I drew that image multiple times as best as I could.” She continued to stare as she talked. I felt those eyes searching me for something. I didn’t know what she wanted. Did she expect me to be mad or sad or happy? I didn’t know.

“So.. you drew me naked and put the pictures in that box?”

“Yes. So you were close to me whenever I needed you. Which, as I said, was frequent.”The eyes continued to search and I didn’t know what I should feel. Pictures me were nice. I felt excited she wanted me so close. But the way she acted made me feel like she shouldn’t have had them. Or maybe she was worried she shouldn’t.

“Is that bad? To do that?” I asked, I didn’t want her to feel guilty. I wasn’t sure how bad it could be. I didn’t mind being in pictures with her. And if she wanted to draw me I felt it was amazing. Imagine someone thought I was so beautiful and sexy they needed to draw me. It was something someone like me never thinks could happen.

“Well, it isn’t but it’s not looked at fondly. It could be seen as …different and creepy.” She wasn’t searching anymore. I didn’t know if I gave what she wanted or if she didn’t find it at all.

“I don’t think you’re creepy. I think you’re beautiful and sexy and wonderful.” I blushed again as I told her what I thought. I told it to her a lot but I was never sure if she believed me.

“I can I show you? I drew some of my more explicit fantasies in there as well.” She shifted off the bed and I felt cold immediately. It’s easy to get cold when you’re naked. Then I saw Maud’s butt and I felt warm again. I wanted to squeeze it but didn’t have permission. When she rolled back with the box her face had an amused look.

“Are you cold?” She asked.

“How did you know?”

“Your nipples are erect.” She poked one with a finger. It felt weird but kind of sexy.

“I am a little cold but I like being naked next to you. It’s like we’re really close.” I was so comfortable next to her I didn’t even mind the cold.

“We can get under the blanket together if you wish. I don’t mind if you want to remain naked all night with me. We are alone after all.” She pulled up her covers and we snuggled underneath them. She even made sure my nipples were warm again with her hands. She’s so thoughtful.

I opened the box and found tons of pictures inside. All of them were of me. Some were me bending over or tripping, or when the wind blew my skirt up. Others were happy pictures of us together. Maud had such a sweet smile as we posed for the camera.

Then I found the drawings she was talking about. They were pretty good. She drew herself in them too. One of me with a whip and she was tied to a chair with her boobs sticking out. One where she had her arms in a bar and I was using a pair of penis underwear to fuck her from behind. And then there was one where she was dressed as a sexy maid and was licking my pussy. Cartoon me really liked that. My face was all excited and my tongue was out in it.

“Wow! You draw really good. I don’t think I look this good in real life.” I wished I could draw her so we could exchange them but I didn’t think she wanted my stick figure with big boobs and purple hair. It was the best I could do.

“They don‘t freak you out?” she asked, squeezing my nipples between her fingers.

“They don‘t look scary if that’s what you mean. I don’t see any monsters or blood or sneaky people in them.” Her hands were starting to make me hot again. It was hard to focus on her pictures.

“Do they give you any ideas?” She started nibbling on my neck again. I could smell the soft scent of her hair.

“Yeah!” She wanted to have sex again. This time I would touch all the parts I always dreamed of touching. This time I would squeeze all the things I only practiced doing on my pillow. This time I would kiss and lick all the places that made girls shout in the videos Lyra gave me. I wasn’t afraid any more.