FEMALE ANGER

is
the most disgusting
thing

having somepony else
drink
all the poison
you gave to them
then screeching
about how it is
you
who is
the real victim
to everypony
who will
listen
and even when you
have no audience
except
the daughter
who you raise
on arsenic
that you call
sugar

worse still
is how you make
your own filly
call it that too
just so you can be
right

I am more afraid of
petunia petals
medea
hydia
medusa
and duchess lucien
because I know
the evil that other mares can do
is a shadow to doubt
by those in the world
who haven’t stood in it
and they are seen as
forgivable
and lesser
when their wrongs are seen
at all

even in school
during the classes where
you force your body to
be still
while your mind soars
higher than cloudsdale
cheerilee said
abuse is
when a he
does everything
that she does to You
and that it only counts
when hooves meet flesh
but not
when mares hit fathers

FEMALE ANGER

has a high thread-count
of lies
and painted hooves
that still hit
just as hard
for everypony to coo over
unless
they know
what talons
those can
be
when she decides
to drag Me from
room to room
when nopony else
can stop
her

is treating
your foal
and other displeasing ones like
little sweet treats
on a platter
in front of all your friends
where she acts
different enough
that nopony suspects
anything
they’ll chatter about all the things nopony else
sees in you, mother
so that you know
that Filly will learn
that no one
will believe Her
and when they’re all gone
you’ll turn right
around
as soon as the party ends
to devour Me

is so woven with
deceit
and patched with
blame
that I would rather
you honestly hit Me
the way daddy
is treated and
all these years
like you say
a stallion would
and my
future husband
will
before I was even
old enough
to dream of the
weddings
you bragged about
ponies would have seen that
and the real you
a long time ago
if you were a stallion
instead of a monster

is all about telling a baby bird
to stay in the nest
forever
with you
when all the food is gone
everypony has left town
even as the nest's tree is rotting away
and convincing Me
that My wings
were already clipped
until all I saw
was the cage
you made for
the three of us

FEMALE ANGER

is a domestic anti-goddess
who lives in the heads of her children
dragging her monster claws
into the walls in ways that
only daddy and I see
until all your excuses shout
above where our own thoughts should be
and we start doing your work for you
by blaming ourselves
with all the things
you let loose behind closed doors
saying to Me:

how could you do this to me

why are you so selfish

that’s not how that happened

stop acting so confused when you know exactly what i mean

you’re remembering things wrong

i need to start living my life for myself

i know you’re a kind pony

how do you think little silver spoon would feel about you if she could see this

stop whining

if i had a projector i would record how you treat me so that ponies can see the way you treat me

act the way i taught you to

don’t be so stubborn

everypony loves my cooking

you’re a terrible liar

it’s your fault if you don’t eat

everypony always tells me that they don’t understand why my daughter behaves this way

why don’t you love me

you never say thank you

stop acting like a monster

that never happened

why can’t you ever show feelings

smile the way you're supposed to

nopony will love you if you don't act like me

i am not abusive you don’t know what real abuse is

you're close enough to that silver spoon

some foals would be so happy to have me as a mother

you’re not listening

i don’t care that’s not what i said

you need to keep your door open

don’t ask questions just listen to me

it’s all your fault

you look so much like me

if you had my mother you should know what real abuse is

you’re not thinking clearly

stop shouting

don’t be such a baby

you have no compassion or empathy

don't you dare raise your voice at me young lady

i am not shouting you would know if i was shouting

do as i say not as i do

randolph knows to keep quiet

your spirit needs to be broken

your father knows what he deserves

enough of that nasty attitude of yours

never question me

servants do not need comfort and neither do you

i will not let you enter a cart race

are you going to tell everypony what a monster you think i am

you are so arrogant

stop eating so much

you need to be put in your place

i don’t care if you’re sick

quit making up excuses

i had things much harder than you

don’t play dumb with me

oink oink

this is how you sound

stop flinching

don’t be greedy

you wouldn't know if i was mocking you

you can’t eat that much

you don't get a say

i’ll send you to a hospital

stop asking for more

what are you saying in those therapy appointments

so what if i'm mocking you

marriage isn't about choices

you’re my filly and i can touch you whenever i want

you’re starting to get fat

nopony asked you

most foals hug their mother

you'll never find a husband that way

i’ll call the royal guards and they'll take you away

you need to stop pretending that you’re afraid of me

i don’t have to let you stay here

don't be so noisy

princess celestia banishes ponies like you

stop being so miserable

you will grow out of these feelings if i have anything to say about it

so many ponies would be grateful for all the things that i do

this is my house and i can do what i want

don't look at other fillies like that

you don’t seriously think i’ll let you grow up to be a queer do you

i never want to hear the words 'gold digger' leave your mouth ever again

this is the exact kind of behavior that will get you sent to the hospital

if you want me to be an ogre then an ogre i’ll be

you don’t know that

tartarus awaits fillies as wretched as you

i will take your door off of the hinges

fillies like you don't get to go to sleepovers or have them

don't act like you're intelligent

you don't know anything

i was a lot like you when i was your age

quit acting like i’m hurting you

FEMALE ANGER

is when I used to cry at the thought
of having to go home after school
and they would call you
to come pick me up
before I knew to be
as unbreakable as my name
or the miasma that comes
lingering in every room
when I know
you’re in the house
and being afraid
when any cart pulls through the gates
how I was afraid of eating enough
from the icebox
and worrying you might notice

I dreaded making friends
the way I should have
and treating silver spoon
like anypony but a servant
teachers that sounded
and acted
even a little
like you
or
somepony going
in my room
you guessing
my diary's lock
or knowing
anything
about
your only-born stranger

even though
you still think I’m a doll
of a daughter
buried under your delusions of Me
as the embodiment of sociopathy
and I see it
every time you look at Me
in every unwanted gift
the kind that
you guilt Me into accepting
or buy for yourself
but dump on Me instead
and the way you talk
to Me
is like you’re still looking
for the daughter you never had

FEMALE ANGER

is a poem
I will never send
to My mother

Author's Note

Okay... I am a huge fan of Patchwork Poltergiest's writing. She's one of my favorite authors in the fandom. I totally get the idea of being upset that a character isn't written beyond stereotypes. But Spoiled Rich remains one of the characters I've always had problems with, just in general. Why?

Because reality always hits, and it hits hard. I had a mother like her (admittedly, one that was worse). I know what they're like. I know how they operate. I've poured years into therapy and a lot of money into books about mothers like the one I had. In fact, the original version of this piece isn't even a pony poem at all. It's a poem about my own mother that I wrote in one of my college notebooks for a creative writing class, and I was made so nauseous by it that I typed it up and refused to turn it in. The section in italics is composed of things that I was told from my earliest years up until my 20s (I'm low contact with my mom, she hasn't gotten better, people that are genuinely evil like her don't get better). That was back in 2020. Now, I've taken it and changed it so that some verses are specific to Diamond Tiara's situation. For example, I'm not a lesbian. I'm a dude. The original poem contains commentary about misandry that isn't really prominent here.

So, you're probably thinking that as a pony version of the poem, this is softer and lighter. Well, you thought wrong. Aside from things that were changed to be specific to Diamond Tiara's situation (such as the fact that she is an only child), and thus specific to her gender, I was told basically everything in the italics section verbatim. My mother wasn't even the only one who told me those things. One or two small sections were altered to convey the setting of Equestria, but they're still grounded in my own experiences.

For example, I struggled to understand that I was being abused for years because all the therapists I had prior to turning 19, social workers, school counselors, and other professionals told me I wasn't being abused. When I was institutionalized under dubious circumstances as a really young child and had incorrect, premature diagnoses forced on me because my mother talked people into inaccurate diagnoses, I was mistreated and abused further, and no one considered even checking if she may have been an abusive parent. In fact, I was reported back to my mother so that I could face punishment. When I struggled to find resources for trauma and domestic abuse survivors, I found that most of them framed men as inherently guaranteed to be the abusers while having the sensibility to either leave references to the victim neutral or to fall into a narrative of "men are abusers, women are victims" which was at odds with my reality of a male survivor.

Petunia Petals is a reference to the mother character that appears in the following stories of mine:

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TIchor

• MLP: FiM
• Dark
• Drama
• Horror

[TEEN VERSION] There are two things the elite care about: blood and coin. Young Marigold desires both... and with a strange amulet, maybe she can have such things.

• Sex
• Gore
• Non-con
• Narcotics
• Violence
• Suicide / Self Harm
• Death
• Profanity
• Celestia
• OC
• Griffons
• Royal Guard
• Deer

Ice Star · 44k words  ·  9  3 · 544 views

THagseed and Harlotry

• MLP: FiM
• Sad
• Slice of Life

Petunia Petals has made the kind of mistake that requires putting on a fresh face.

• Profanity
• Sex
• OC

Ice Star · 3.4k words  ·  23  12 · 829 views

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If you want to read about more examinations of nasty moms, I do have this story in both NSFW (gore) and SFW flavors:

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TThe Depth of Motherly Love

• MLP: FiM
• Dark
• Adventure

[TEEN VERSION] The most enigmatic of monsters will not carry the ugly faces of one. A young draconequus named Discord has yet to learn this, and mortals may never do so. Oh, and the first lamia is created amidst all this turmoil.

• Sex
• Gore
• Violence
• Death
• Profanity
• OC
• Discord

Ice Star · 12k words  ·  18  3 · 307 views

If you want to read some of the verses and lines that retained their human references, please check out the Equestria Girls version of this story. For those who are confused by the mention of Hydia and Duchess Lucien, they are both evil mothers from G1 of MLP.