//-------------------------------------------------------// FEMALE鉂わ笍鈥嶐煩笰NGER -by Ice Star- //-------------------------------------------------------// //-------------------------------------------------------// Mothers like Medea //-------------------------------------------------------// Mothers like Medea FEMALE ANGER is the most disgusting thing having somepony else drink all the poison you gave to them then screeching about how it is you who is the real victim to everypony who will listen and even when you have no audience except the daughter who you raise on arsenic that you call sugar worse still is how you make your own filly call it that too just so you can be right I am more afraid of petunia petals medea hydia medusa and duchess lucien because I know the evil that other mares can do is a shadow to doubt by those in the world who haven鈥檛 stood in it and they are seen as forgivable and lesser when their wrongs are seen at all even in school during the classes where you force your body to be still while your mind soars higher than cloudsdale cheerilee said abuse is when a he does everything that she does to You and that it only counts when hooves meet flesh but not when mares hit fathers FEMALE ANGER has a high thread-count of lies and painted hooves that still hit just as hard for everypony to coo over unless they know what talons those can be when she decides to drag Me from room to room when nopony else can stop her is treating your foal and other displeasing ones like little sweet treats on a platter in front of all your friends where she acts different enough that nopony suspects anything they鈥檒l chatter about all the things nopony else sees in you, mother so that you know that Filly will learn that no one will believe Her and when they鈥檙e all gone you鈥檒l turn right around as soon as the party ends to devour Me is so woven with deceit and patched with blame that I would rather you honestly hit Me the way daddy is treated and all these years like you say a stallion would and my future husband will before I was even old enough to dream of the weddings you bragged about ponies would have seen that and the real you a long time ago if you were a stallion instead of a monster is all about telling a baby bird to stay in the nest forever with you when all the food is gone everypony has left town even as the nest's tree is rotting away and convincing Me that My wings were already clipped until all I saw was the cage you made for the three of us FEMALE ANGER is a domestic anti-goddess who lives in the heads of her children dragging her monster claws into the walls in ways that only daddy and I see until all your excuses shout above where our own thoughts should be and we start doing your work for you by blaming ourselves with all the things you let loose behind closed doors saying to Me: how could you do this to me why are you so selfish that鈥檚 not how that happened stop acting so confused when you know exactly what i mean you鈥檙e remembering things wrong i need to start living my life for myself i know you鈥檙e a kind pony how do you think little silver spoon would feel about you if she could see this stop whining if i had a projector i would record how you treat me so that ponies can see the way you treat me act the way i taught you to don鈥檛 be so stubborn everypony loves my cooking you鈥檙e a terrible liar it鈥檚 your fault if you don鈥檛 eat everypony always tells me that they don鈥檛 understand why my daughter behaves this way why don鈥檛 you love me you never say thank you stop acting like a monster that never happened why can鈥檛 you ever show feelings smile the way you're supposed to nopony will love you if you don't act like me i am not abusive you don鈥檛 know what real abuse is you're close enough to that silver spoon some foals would be so happy to have me as a mother you鈥檙e not listening i don鈥檛 care that鈥檚 not what i said you need to keep your door open don鈥檛 ask questions just listen to me it鈥檚 all your fault you look so much like me if you had my mother you should know what real abuse is you鈥檙e not thinking clearly stop shouting don鈥檛 be such a baby you have no compassion or empathy don't you dare raise your voice at me young lady i am not shouting you would know if i was shouting do as i say not as i do randolph knows to keep quiet your spirit needs to be broken your father knows what he deserves enough of that nasty attitude of yours never question me servants do not need comfort and neither do you i will not let you enter a cart race are you going to tell everypony what a monster you think i am you are so arrogant stop eating so much you need to be put in your place i don鈥檛 care if you鈥檙e sick quit making up excuses i had things much harder than you don鈥檛 play dumb with me oink oink this is how you sound stop flinching don鈥檛 be greedy you wouldn't know if i was mocking you you can鈥檛 eat that much you don't get a say i鈥檒l send you to a hospital stop asking for more what are you saying in those therapy appointments so what if i'm mocking you marriage isn't about choices you鈥檙e my filly and i can touch you whenever i want you鈥檙e starting to get fat nopony asked you most foals hug their mother you'll never find a husband that way i鈥檒l call the royal guards and they'll take you away you need to stop pretending that you鈥檙e afraid of me i don鈥檛 have to let you stay here don't be so noisy princess celestia banishes ponies like you stop being so miserable you will grow out of these feelings if i have anything to say about it so many ponies would be grateful for all the things that i do this is my house and i can do what i want don't look at other fillies like that you don鈥檛 seriously think i鈥檒l let you grow up to be a queer do you i never want to hear the words 'gold digger' leave your mouth ever again this is the exact kind of behavior that will get you sent to the hospital if you want me to be an ogre then an ogre i鈥檒l be you don鈥檛 know that tartarus awaits fillies as wretched as you i will take your door off of the hinges fillies like you don't get to go to sleepovers or have them don't act like you're intelligent you don't know anything i was a lot like you when i was your age quit acting like i鈥檓 hurting you FEMALE ANGER is when I used to cry at the thought of having to go home after school and they would call you to come pick me up before I knew to be as unbreakable as my name or the miasma that comes lingering in every room when I know you鈥檙e in the house and being afraid when any cart pulls through the gates how I was afraid of eating enough from the icebox and worrying you might notice I dreaded making friends the way I should have and treating silver spoon like anypony but a servant teachers that sounded and acted even a little like you or somepony going in my room you guessing my diary's lock or knowing anything about your only-born stranger even though you still think I鈥檓 a doll of a daughter buried under your delusions of Me as the embodiment of sociopathy and I see it every time you look at Me in every unwanted gift the kind that you guilt Me into accepting or buy for yourself but dump on Me instead and the way you talk to Me is like you鈥檙e still looking for the daughter you never had FEMALE ANGER is a poem I will never send to My mother Author's Note Okay... I am a huge fan of Patchwork Poltergiest's writing. She's one of my favorite authors in the fandom. I totally get the idea of being upset that a character isn't written beyond stereotypes. But Spoiled Rich remains one of the characters I've always had problems with, just in general. Why? Because reality always hits, and it hits hard. I had a mother like her (admittedly, one that was worse). I know what they're like. I know how they operate. I've poured years into therapy and a lot of money into books about mothers like the one I had. In fact, the original version of this piece isn't even a pony poem at all. It's a poem about my own mother that I wrote in one of my college notebooks for a creative writing class, and I was made so nauseous by it that I typed it up and refused to turn it in. The section in italics is composed of things that I was told from my earliest years up until my 20s (I'm low contact with my mom, she hasn't gotten better, people that are genuinely evil like her don't get better). That was back in 2020. Now, I've taken it and changed it so that some verses are specific to Diamond Tiara's situation. For example, I'm not a lesbian. I'm a dude. The original poem contains commentary about misandry that isn't really prominent here. So, you're probably thinking that as a pony version of the poem, this is softer and lighter. Well, you thought wrong. Aside from things that were changed to be specific to Diamond Tiara's situation (such as the fact that she is an only child), and thus specific to her gender, I was told basically everything in the italics section verbatim. My mother wasn't even the only one who told me those things. One or two small sections were altered to convey the setting of Equestria, but they're still grounded in my own experiences. For example, I struggled to understand that I was being abused for years because all the therapists I had prior to turning 19, social workers, school counselors, and other professionals told me I wasn't being abused. When I was institutionalized under dubious circumstances as a really young child and had incorrect, premature diagnoses forced on me because my mother talked people into inaccurate diagnoses, I was mistreated and abused further, and no one considered even checking if she may have been an abusive parent. In fact, I was reported back to my mother so that I could face punishment. When I struggled to find resources for trauma and domestic abuse survivors, I found that most of them framed men as inherently guaranteed to be the abusers while having the sensibility to either leave references to the victim neutral or to fall into a narrative of "men are abusers, women are victims" which was at odds with my reality of a male survivor. Petunia Petals is a reference to the mother character that appears in the following stories of mine: [Adult story embed hidden] TIchor (https://www.fimfiction.net/story/458383/ichor) https://cdn-img.fimfiction.net/story/sjp9-1611252116-458383-small MLP: FiM (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/mlp-fim) Dark (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/dark) Drama (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/drama) Horror (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/horror) [TEEN VERSION] There are two things the elite care about: blood and coin. Young Marigold desires both... and with a strange amulet, maybe she can have such things. Sex (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/sex) Gore (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/gore) Non-con (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/non-consensual) Narcotics (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/narcotics) Violence (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/violence) Suicide / Self Harm (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/suicide-self-harm) Death (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/death) Profanity (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/profanity) Celestia (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/princess-celestia) OC (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/original-character) Griffons (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/griffons) Royal Guard (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/royal-guard) Deer (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/deer) Ice Star (https://www.fimfiction.net/user/220358/Ice+Star) 路 44k words 聽路聽聽9 聽3 路 544 views THagseed and Harlotry (https://www.fimfiction.net/story/483260/hagseed-and-harlotry) https://cdn-img.fimfiction.net/story/luc3-1606375758-483260-small MLP: FiM (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/mlp-fim) Sad (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/sad) Slice of Life (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/slice-of-life) Petunia Petals has made the kind of mistake that requires putting on a fresh face. Profanity (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/profanity) Sex (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/sex) OC (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/original-character) Ice Star (https://www.fimfiction.net/user/220358/Ice+Star) 路 3.4k words 聽路聽聽23 聽12 路 829 views [Adult story embed hidden] If you want to read about more examinations of nasty moms, I do have this story in both NSFW (gore) and SFW flavors: [Adult story embed hidden] TThe Depth of Motherly Love (https://www.fimfiction.net/story/557335/the-depth-of-motherly-love) https://cdn-img.fimfiction.net/story/ikr7-1715462918-557335-small MLP: FiM (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/mlp-fim) Dark (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/dark) Adventure (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/adventure) [TEEN VERSION] The most enigmatic of monsters will not carry the ugly faces of one. A young draconequus named Discord has yet to learn this, and mortals may never do so. Oh, and the first lamia is created amidst all this turmoil. Sex (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/sex) Gore (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/gore) Violence (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/violence) Death (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/death) Profanity (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/profanity) OC (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/original-character) Discord (https://www.fimfiction.net/tag/discord) Ice Star (https://www.fimfiction.net/user/220358/Ice+Star) 路 12k words 聽路聽聽18 聽3 路 307 views If you want to read some of the verses and lines that retained their human references, please check out the Equestria Girls version of this story. For those who are confused by the mention of Hydia and Duchess Lucien, they are both evil mothers from G1 of MLP.