Mothers like Medea

by Ice Star

Rating: teen
Tags: Diamond Tiara, Dark, Sad, Equestria Girls, Filthy Rich, Spoiled Rich, Profanity, Violence
Length: 2306

[Poetry] Diamond Tiara writes a poem about her family.

Diamond Tiara writes a poem about her family.

This is the Equestria Girls version of the story. To find the pony version (which has differing content and characterizations) please click the sequel link. Posting permission granted by Majin Syeekoh. Contribute to the TVTropes page!

Published 2024-05-29 00:40:02 UTC
Last updated 2024-05-29 00:40:02 UTC

FEMALE❤️‍🩹ANGER

FEMALE ANGER

is
the most disgusting
thing

having someone else
drink
all the poison
you gave to them
then screeching
about how it is
you
who is
the real victim
to everyone
who will
listen
and even when you
have no audience
except
who you raise
on arsenic
that you call
sugar

worse still
is how you make
your own daughter
call it that too
just so you can be
right

I am more afraid of
petunia petals
lady macbeth
medea
diane downs
medusa
margaret white
and mrs. wormwood
because I know
the evil that other women can do
is a shadow to doubt
by those in the world
who haven’t stood in it
and they are seen as
forgivable
and lesser
when their wrongs are seen
at all

even in school
during the classes where
you force your body to
be still
while your mind soars
higher than clouds above
miss cheerilee said
abuse is
when a he
does everything
that she does to You
and that it only counts
when hands strike flesh
but not
when women hit fathers
only when
father hits back

FEMALE ANGER

has a high thread-count
of lies
and painted claws
that still hit
just as hard
for everyone to coo over
unless
they know
what talons
those can
be
when she decides
to drag Me from
room to room
when nobody else
can stop
her

is treating
your child
and other displeasing ones like
little sweetmeats
on a platter
in front of all your friends
where she acts
different enough
that nobody suspects
anything
they’ll chatter about all the things nobody else
sees in you, mother
so that you know
that Girl will learn
that no one
will believe Her
and when they’re all gone
you’ll turn right
around
as soon as the party ends
to devour Me

is so woven with
deceit
and patched with
blame
that I would rather
you honestly hit Me
the way you and daddy
treat each other for
all these years
even though people say
he wasn't like this
until he married
and you hit him first
like you say
a man would
and my
future husband
will
before I was even
old enough
to dream of the
weddings
you bragged about
people would have seen that
and the real you
a long time ago
if you were a man
instead of a monster

is all about telling a baby bird
to stay in the nest
forever
with you
when all the food is gone
everybody has left
these decaying suburbs
even as the nest's tree is rotting away
and convincing Me
that My wings
were already clipped
until all I saw
was the cage
you made for
the three of us
when you have already
sunk
yourself and daddy

FEMALE ANGER

is a domestic anti-goddess
who lives in the heads of her children
dragging her monster claws
into the walls in ways that
only I see now
until all your excuses shout
above where My own thoughts should be
and I have long since
started doing your work for you
by blaming myself
with all the things
you let loose behind closed doors
and daddy pretends to ignore
saying to Me:

how could you do this to me

why are you so selfish

that’s not how that happened

stop acting so confused when you know exactly what i mean

you’re remembering things wrong

i need to start living my life for myself

i know you’re a kind girl

how do you think little silver spoon would feel about you if she could see this

stop whining

i should record how you treat me so that people can see the way you treat me

act the way i taught you to

don’t be so stubborn

everybody loves my cooking

you’re a terrible liar

it’s your fault if you don’t eat

everybody always tells me that they don’t understand why my daughter behaves this way

why don’t you love me

you never say thank you

stop acting like a monster

even your father hates you

that never happened

why can’t you ever show feelings

smile the way you're supposed to

nobody will love you if you don't act like me

i am not abusive you don’t know what real abuse is

you're close enough to that silver spoon

some children would be so happy to have me as a mother

you’re not listening

i don’t care that’s not what i said

you need to keep your door open

don’t ask questions just listen to me

it’s all your fault

you look so much like me

if you had my mother you should know what real abuse is

you’re not thinking clearly

stop shouting

don’t be such a baby

you have no compassion or empathy

don't you dare raise your voice at me young lady

i am not shouting you would know if i was shouting

do as i say not as i do

randolph knows to keep quiet

your spirit needs to be broken

your father knows what he deserves

enough of that nasty attitude of yours

never question me

butlers do not need comfort and neither do you

i will not let you be groomed by filth from your school library

are you going to tell everyone what a monster you think i am

you are so arrogant

stop eating so much

you need to be put in your place

i don’t care if you’re sick

quit making up excuses

i had things much harder than you

don’t play dumb with me

oink oink

this is how you sound

stop flinching

don’t be greedy

you wouldn't know if i was mocking you

you can’t eat that much

you don't get a say

i’ll send you back to the hospital

stop asking for more

what are you saying in those therapy appointments

so what if i'm mocking you

marriage isn't about choices

you’re my child and i can touch you whenever i want

you’re starting to get fat

no one asked you

most children hug their mother

you'll never find a husband that way

i’ll call the police if you keep acting like this

you need to stop pretending that you’re afraid of me

i don’t have to let you stay here

don't be so noisy

stop being so miserable

you will grow out of these feelings if i have anything to say about it

so many children would be grateful for all the things that i do

this is my house and i can do what i want

don't look at other girls like that

you don’t seriously think i’ll let you grow up to be a queer do you

i never want to hear the words 'gold digger' leave your mouth ever again

this is the exact kind of behavior that will get you sent back to the hospital

if you want me to be an ogre then an ogre i’ll be

you don’t know that

i will take your door off of the hinges

girls like you don't get to go to sleepovers or have them

don't act like you're intelligent

you don't know anything

i was a lot like you when i was your age

quit acting like i’m hurting you

FEMALE ANGER

is when I used to cry at the thought
of having to go home after school
and they would call you
to come pick me up
before I knew to be
as unbreakable as my name
or the miasma that comes
lingering in every room
when I know
you’re in the house
and being afraid
when any car pulls in the driveway
how I was afraid of eating enough
from the fridge
and worrying you might notice

I dreaded making friends
the way I should have
and treating silver spoon
like anyone but a servant
teachers that sounded
and acted
even a little
like you
or
someone going
in my room
you guessing
my laptop's password
or knowing
anything
about
your only-born stranger

even though
you still think I’m a doll
of a daughter
buried under your delusions of Me
as the embodiment of sociopathy
and I see it
every time you look at Me
in every unwanted gift
the kind that
you guilt Me into accepting
or buy for yourself
but dump on Me instead
and the way you talk
to Me
is like you’re still looking
for the daughter you never had

FEMALE ANGER

is a poem
I will never send
to My mother

Author's Note

Okay... I am a huge fan of Patchwork Poltergiest's writing. She's one of my favorite authors in the fandom. I totally get the idea of being upset that a character isn't written beyond stereotypes. But Spoiled Rich remains one of the characters I've always had problems with, just in general. Why?

Because reality always hits, and it hits hard. I had a mother like her (admittedly, one that was worse). I know what they're like. I know how they operate. I've poured years into therapy and a lot of money into books about mothers like the one I had. In fact, the original version of this piece isn't even a pony poem at all. It's a poem about my own mother that I wrote in one of my college notebooks for a creative writing class, and I was made so nauseous by it that I typed it up and refused to turn it in. The section in italics is composed of things that I was told from my earliest years up until my 20s (I'm low contact with my mom, she hasn't gotten better, people that are genuinely evil like her don't get better). That was back in 2020. Now, I've taken it and changed it so that some verses are specific to Diamond Tiara's situation. For example, I'm not a lesbian. I'm a dude. The original poem contains commentary about misandry that isn't really prominent here.

So, you're probably thinking that as a pony version of the poem, this is softer and lighter. Well, you thought wrong. Aside from things that were changed to be specific to Diamond Tiara's situation (such as the fact that she is an only child), and thus specific to her gender, I was told basically everything in the italics section verbatim. My mother wasn't even the only one who told me those things. One or two small sections were altered to convey the setting of Equestria, but they're still grounded in my own experiences.

For example, I struggled to understand that I was being abused for years because all the therapists I had prior to turning 19, social workers, school counselors, and other professionals told me I wasn't being abused. When I was institutionalized under dubious circumstances as a really young child and had incorrect, premature diagnoses forced on me because my mother talked people into inaccurate diagnoses, I was mistreated and abused further, and no one considered even checking if she may have been an abusive parent. In fact, I was reported back to my mother so that I could face punishment. When I struggled to find resources for trauma and domestic abuse survivors, I found that most of them framed men as inherently guaranteed to be the abusers while having the sensibility to either leave references to the victim neutral or to fall into a narrative of "men are abusers, women are victims" which was at odds with my reality of a male survivor.

Petunia Petals is a reference to the mother character that appears in the following stories of mine:

[Adult story embed hidden]

TIchor

MLP: FiM

Dark

Drama

Horror

[TEEN VERSION] There are two things the elite care about: blood and coin. Young Marigold desires both... and with a strange amulet, maybe she can have such things.

Sex

Gore

Non-con

Narcotics

Violence

Suicide / Self Harm

Death

Profanity

Celestia

OC

Griffons

Royal Guard

Deer

Ice Star · 44k words  ·  9  3 · 544 views

THagseed and Harlotry

MLP: FiM

Sad

Slice of Life

Petunia Petals has made the kind of mistake that requires putting on a fresh face.

Profanity

Sex

OC

Ice Star · 3.4k words  ·  23  12 · 829 views

[Adult story embed hidden]

If you want to read about more examinations of nasty moms, I do have this story in both NSFW (gore) and SFW flavors:

[Adult story embed hidden]

TThe Depth of Motherly Love

MLP: FiM

Dark

Adventure

[TEEN VERSION] The most enigmatic of monsters will not carry the ugly faces of one. A young draconequus named Discord has yet to learn this, and mortals may never do so. Oh, and the first lamia is created amidst all this turmoil.

Sex

Gore

Violence

Death

Profanity

OC

Discord

Ice Star · 12k words  ·  18  3 · 307 views

For those who want the more sympathetic characterization of Filthy Rich, check out the pony version of this story. It doesn't draw from his Trumpian Equestria Girls self's vibes. If you don't understand the examples of evil moms being referenced, start googling.