I gradually pried my eyes open to a blurred, red-tinted panorama with the distinct feeling of something wet running down the side of my face. I instinctively attempted to raise my arms to clear the liquid from my face, but only my left responded. Wiping away the viscous substance, I was confronted with the stark reality of blood staining my hand, its metallic scent mingled with the sharp pungency of fuel that invaded my senses.

As I gained more consciousness steadily, I took a fleeting moment to survey my surroundings. I was met with the grotesque sight of the mangled roll cage, its twisted frame bearing witness to the violent impact that had occurred. Amongst the wreckage, glimmers of metal peeked through gashed pain and spilled blood. Yet amidst the carnage, the only thing that came to mind was something I heard long ago.

"The first time you truly live is just moments before death."

An hour earlier

After I received the key from Jack, my heart started racing with excitement. The weight of the keychain felt significant in my palm, each metallic jingle a symphony ringing in my ears. As I clasped them tightly, I exchanged a nod of gratitude with Jake, unable to contain my excitement any longer and eager to get into my new vehicle.

I turned to the car, the dream, with excitement and nerves coursing through me, I approached the Lancia Stradale 037, its sleek frame glistening under the sunlight. My eyes were wide and disbelieving as I reached out to grasp the handle and my hand trembled slightly. As I grasped the handle, the cool metal sent a shiver down my spine. With a glance around Targa Florio, I absorbed the scene before me in a mere heartbeat. I swung the door open, the hinges creaking slightly from the movement. The interior of the car beckoned me, its familiar scent of leather and gasoline filling the air. It was a moment I'd been dreaming of for years, and now that it was finally here, I could hardly believe it.

Just before entering the car and taking my right seat as the driver, I paused. Closing my eyes, I took a deep, steadying breath, savoring the moment and letting the anticipation wash over me. Slowly, I lowered myself into the driver's seat, feeling the plush upholstery beneath me. Just before fully settling in, I let my body fall the last few inches, causing the car to jostle slightly. The sensation was grounding, a tactile reminder that this was real.

Sitting in the driver's seat of the 037 with my eyes closed, a symphony of sensations engulfed me. The rich scent of aged leather mingled with the faint, intoxicating aroma of gasoline, evoking memories of rally legends and the car’s storied past. The seat cradled me, its contours perfectly molded to my frame, offering a sense of security and belonging.

The silence inside the car was profound, a stark contrast to the bustling Sicilian town around me. It was a cocoon of stillness where I could almost hear the echoes of past races and the roar of the engine as it devoured tarmac and gravel alike. My heartbeat synchronized with the imagined thrum of the car’s engine, a deep, steady rhythm that promises speed and adrenaline. To know the sweet sound would no longer have to be a figment of my imagination with just the turn of a key settled a part of my soul I wasn’t even aware lay restless inside me.

When I finally opened my eyes, the interior of the Lancia Stradale 037 came into sharp focus. The dashboard's gauges and dials gleamed in the sunlight, each one a testament to the car's engineering marvel. My hand tightened around the steering wheel, grounding me within the moment. Yet, as I sat in the driver’s seat, a flood of memories pulled me back to a different time.

I was a teenager again, standing in a dimly lit parking lot, an argument with my ex-girlfriend echoing in my ears. Her face twisted in frustration. Her eyes flashing with anger.

"Why can't you just get along with my friends, Ben?" she demanded, her voice sharp and accusing in my memories as it was that day. "You're always so standoffish when you're with them."

A knot tightened in my stomach, the familiar weight of not fitting in pressing down on me. I could hear the jeers and snide remarks of her friends echoing in my ears, their dismissive laughter cutting through my confidence like a knife.

"It's not that simple," I retorted, trying to keep my voice steady. "Your friends—they aren't the best people. They're rude and mock me in front of everyone. They don’t respect me or anyone else."

She crossed her arms, her eyes narrowing. "So just they teased you a bit, so what? You decide to avoid them? That’s your solution?"

I shook my head, feeling the frustration and sadness building up. I looked at her with pleading eyes, trying to understand what she wanted from me. "Mia, I tried to hang around them because I thought it made you happy. I endured the jokes made at my expense for your sake. I tried to connect with them, but all they do is criticize me and my hobbies. It’s hard to stand there and bear it when they treat me like I don’t belong.”

Her silence was deafening, the disappointment etched on her face. The memory faded away, but the sting of those words lingered.

Back in the present, I took a deep breath, pulling myself together. The scent of the car grounded me, bringing me back to the moment. Being In the 037, I found a sense of belonging I’d always craved. The car, much like me, never fit the mold. It’s unique, a relic of a bygone era, and it thrives on that individuality. Inside this car, I did not have to try to fit into anyone else's expectations. I was in my element, surrounded by the legacy and power of this incredible machine.

I was no longer that insecure teenager. It was there, in the driver’s seat of my dream car, that I finally felt ready to embark on a journey that was all my own. The 037 was more than a car—it was a symbol of my persistence, my dreams, and my triumphs over the struggles of fitting in.

Shaking off the past, I let the memories slide away like dust in the wind. Determined to embrace the present, I pulled the door of the 037 closed with a solid thud. The sound reverberated through the car, and through me. I gripped the keys tightly in my hand, feeling the cool metal against my skin. Slowly, I placed my left hand on the wheel while inserting the key into the ignition with my right.

I glanced down briefly, just to check and make sure the handbrake was engaged, feeling the reassuring resistance under my fingers. My foot pressed firmly on the clutch, the pedal sinking smoothly under the pressure. With a slight tremble in my hand, I shifted the transmission into neutral, feeling the gearstick slide into place and moving it side to side to ease any worry of hurting the car.

Taking a deep breath, I closed my eyes for a moment, allowing the sensation of the car to envelop me. "It's now or never," I whispered to myself. With renewed resolve, I opened my eyes and turned the key in the ignition.

As I twist the key the 037 stirred to life. First, there was a quiet hum as the engine awakened, a gentle rumble that resonated through the car's frame. Then, as if awakening from a slumber, the engine roared to life, the sound filling the cabin with its raw power like a powerful beast letting out a howl as it awoke.

The dashboard lit up, a symphony of colors dancing before my eyes as the various gauges and dials came to life. The soft glow of the instrument panel cast an ethereal light over the interior, bathing everything in a warm, amber hue. The sight of that gentle luminescence rivaled even the most beautiful of sunsets in my mind.

I could feel the car vibrating beneath me, a living, breathing entity ready to take on the road ahead. The smell of gasoline filled the air, mingling with the faint scent of freshly cleaned and well maintained leather upholstery, creating a heady aroma that was uniquely automotive.

As the engine settled into a steady idle, I ran my hand over the sleek dashboard, feeling the smooth curves and contours beneath my fingertips. Everything about this car exuded precision and performance, from the supple leather seats to the intricate stitching on the steering wheel.

With a satisfied smile, I glanced out the windshield, the world beyond beckoning with endless possibilities. She was ready, and so was I. Despite the car's age, its engine rumbled healthily and the steering wheel turned smoothly as I tested it, hearing the gravel under the wheels crumble. It was time to embark on a journey unlike any other, where every twist and turn of the road brought new adventures and discoveries.

Unable to resist, I gave in to the temptation and revved the engine, unleashing a symphony of power that echoed through the air. The supercharger whined in response, a primal roar that reverberated in my chest. I could feel the car trembling with anticipation, eager to tear up the road ahead. With a flicker of excitement coursing through my veins, ready to shift the car into gear and press the accelerator, wanting to test the 037 and unleash its potential.

After hearing the engine roar and the supercharger sing, I let out an uncontrollable giggle that turned into almost manic laughter of pure joy and excitement. It was infectious, spreading through me like wildfire until all I could do was grin in sheer delight.

I calmed myself down and took a deep breath, shifting the transmission into first gear. Slowly, I eased my foot off the clutch while simultaneously pressing down on the accelerator pedal. The engine’s power responded to my touch perfectly. No stuttering or jerky movements as I guided the car into position with a satisfying rumble. Bringing the car to a stop, I revved the engine one more time, the exhilarating sound echoing through the air.

With a final glance around to ensure the coast was clear, I smiled with eagerness that left me almost breathless. It was time to unleash the full potential of the Lancia Stradale 037, the dream, the future, the freedom, and embark on an unforgettable joy ride.

Gripping and squeezing the steering wheel with one hand and the shifter with the other, I knew my destination: the grandstands of Floriopoli in Cerda, the start of where many legends raced. I punched the accelerator pedal, waiting for the right RPM, then released the clutch in a smooth motion. The acceleration slammed into me as the car launched forward, the raw power and precision of the 037 coming to life beneath me. This was it—the moment I’d been waiting for.

As the RPM climbed, I pushed the clutch in and shifted smoothly into second gear. The gearbox responded with a satisfying click, and I released the clutch while applying more pressure to the gas pedal. The car leaped forward, the supercharger's whine harmonizing with the engine's growl. I could feel the raw energy coursing through the vehicle, a mechanical symphony of power and precision.

I held the wheel steady, feeling every nuance of the road through the tires. As the tachometer needle approached the redline again, I pressed the clutch and shifted into third gear. The transition was seamless, each movement of the shifter a dance between man and machine. The car responded eagerly, the landscape starting to blur around me as the speed increased.

The thrill of the acceleration was electric, but I reminded myself to stay composed, control over such machinery required a sound mind, getting cocky could put the 037 in unnecessary risk. Reaching the higher end of third gear, I eased off the gas, letting the car decelerate to a more manageable pace. I wanted to savor every moment behind the wheel, knowing the real excitement was waiting for me in Cerda.

I kept the car close to the speed limit, enjoying the drive and the expectation of what was to come. The engine's rumble was a comforting sound, a reminder of the power and history contained within this incredible machine. As I drove, the dream I'd held for so long felt more real with each passing mile, and I couldn't wait to truly unleash the Lancia on the rally stage.

I navigated the narrow, winding streets of the Italian town, the 037 feeling like an extension of my own body. The cobblestone roads were a testament to centuries of history, and I could almost feel the echoes of the past beneath the tires. I wobbled slightly in the cabin thanks to the uneven surface of the road, but the Lancia provided a smooth enough ride that I barely felt it as I drove. The engine's rumble was deep and resonant, a powerful presence that filled the car with a sense of purpose that I felt deep in my soul.

Approaching a tight turn, I downshifted smoothly from third to second gear, the gearbox responding with a precise, satisfying click. The car slowed just enough to navigate the sharp corner, the sounds of the supercharger becoming more pronounced as the engine decelerated. The sound was intoxicating, a high-pitched symphony that contrasted beautifully with the engine in a way that could only be compared to the sweetest of symphonies to me.

As I eased into the turn, the car hugged the road perfectly, the tires gripping the surface with a reassuring firmness. I felt every nuance of the terrain through the steering wheel, the connection between man and machine unbreakable. Exiting the turn, I pressed the accelerator then the clutch, and shifted back up to third gear, the engine's power surging once more as the car sped off down the road.

The town's architecture blurred past me, a mix of old stone buildings and vibrant, colorful facades. The narrow streets occasionally opened up to reveal charming piazzas filled with bustling markets and outdoor cafes. Each turn required careful navigation, and I found myself constantly shifting gears, the engine's pitch rising and falling in a beautiful, rhythmic cadence.

As I reached the final stretch of road on the far edge of town, the landscape opened up, no longer blocked by the buildings and houses, revealing a breathtaking view of the Madonie mountains. The towering peaks were bathed in the golden light of the late afternoon sun, their rugged beauty a stark contrast to the quaint town I had just passed through. I downshifted again, the engine's growl deepening as the car slowed, allowing me to take in the stunning scenery.

The silence of the area I found myself driving through allowed the noises of the car to truly cut through, a sharp note so different to the quiet of the natural world around me. The road ahead was straight and inviting, a perfect opportunity to push the car's limits. But for now, I savored the moment, the sense of connection to the car and the landscape around me.

With a deep breath, I shifted up, the engine's power building once more as I prepared for the final stretch of road. The anticipation of what lay ahead filled me with excitement, the dream of driving this iconic car becoming more real with each passing mile. The view of the Madonie mountains was a reminder of the adventure still to come, and I couldn't wait to see where the road would take me next. As I neared the outskirts of the town, the mountains framed the horizon, their majestic peaks promising the thrill of the journey ahead.

Soon, I approached the now faded but once bright and colorful grandstands of Floriopoli, the historic starting point of the Targa Florio rally. A sense of reverence washed over me as the stands loomed ahead, their weathered architecture a testament to decades of racing history. I eased off the accelerator, feeling the car's power gradually diminish as I gently applied the brakes.

I slowed gracefully, the engine's deep rumble transitioning to a low, steady idle. I pressed the brake and clutch simultaneously, shifting the car into neutral with a satisfying click. Engaging the handbrake, I allowed the car to rest for a moment, the engine purring contentedly as I took in the significance of the location.

Finally, I shifted the car into park and turned the key, and the engine's roar faded into silence. I opened the door and stepped out, the cool breeze of the Sicilian countryside greeting me. The grandstands, now quiet, seemed to whisper tales of the past. I walked around briefly, exploring the historic site, imagining the thrill and excitement of the races that once filled the air with the roar of engines and the cheers of spectators. In my mind, I could almost see them cheering for me and my Lancia.

After a few minutes of soaking in the atmosphere, I returned to my car, my dream. It sat there, waiting, its sleek lines and iconic design a perfect contrast to the aged grandstands. I reached for the map left on the passenger seat, its edges worn from years of anticipation and planning. Unfolding it, I traced the route one last time, feeling a surge of excitement course through me, the familiar lines and landmarks signaling the start of something exhilarating.

Sliding back into the driver's seat, I took a deep breath, feeling the rush of the moment travel through me. I pressed the clutch pedal down with my left foot and shifted the gear lever into neutral. Turning the key in the ignition, the engine roared back to life with a powerful, resonant growl, the supercharger whined in response, eager to unleash the car's full potential.

With the clutch still pressed, I shifted into first gear and gradually released the handbrake. My right foot pressed gently on the accelerator while my left foot slowly lifted off the clutch, feeling the car engage. With my hands gripping the wheel, I drove my foot into the accelerator forcing the tires to bite into the asphalt as the 037 surged forward.

The rear wheels momentarily lost traction, squealing against the pavement, but then gripped with a fierce determination. The car launched off from the grandstands, the force pressing me back into the seat. The engine roared, the supercharger singing its high-pitched tune as the RPMs climbed. I shifted into second gear, the transmission clicking into place with precision, and the car responded with an even greater burst of speed.

As I accelerated, it felt as if the scenery around me blurred into streaks of color. The wind whipped through the open windows, filling the cabin with the exhilarating scent of burning rubber and high-octane fuel. I grinned, the excitement of the speed of the acceleration and the opportunities that now rested at my feet with the car in my possession catching up to me. The engine's deep growl harmonized with the supercharger's whine, creating a symphony of mechanical power.

Approaching a sharp turn, I eased off the accelerator, feeling the car's weight shift as it hugged the curve. The tires gripped the road with tenacity, the suspension absorbing every bump and dip with ease. Exiting the turn, I pressed down on the accelerator again, the acceleration pushing me back into the seat as the car straightened out.

The road ahead opened up, a long, straight stretch where I could finally unleash the full potential of the supercharger. I floored the gas pedal, and the car rocketed forward, the engine screaming in delight. The speedometer needle climbed rapidly, the force creating a thrill unlike any other and pressing me into the grooves of the molded seat, a hug from behind. As the car surged ahead, I shifted smoothly from second to third gear, the engine note changing to a deeper, more powerful roar. The gear change was barely felt, not a jerk nor rattle, just a smooth transition that couldn’t be beat.

I felt the surge of power as I upshifted into fourth gear, the car responding with an eager burst of speed. The tires gripped the road firmly, and the wind whipped past, a blur of scenery rushing by. This was the moment I had been waiting for, the car and I in perfect harmony, racing down the historic course with an exhilaration that was indescribable. The gear stick under my hand felt strong and steady, I ran a thumb over some of the stitching in the leather, still in perfect condition despite its age.

As I raced down the winding roads, the exhilaration of the drive was accompanied by a growing awareness of my surroundings. Through the blur of the countryside, I began to notice small groups of people emerging from the sides of the road, drawn by the sound of the roaring engine and the sight of the speeding Lancia Stradale 037. Their faces were a mix of awe and excitement, waving as I zoomed past.

But as the road twisted and turned, I saw some spectators edging closer, dangerously close to the asphalt. A flicker of concern crossed my mind as I approached a particularly sharp turn. With a swift motion, I downshifted, feeling the car's speed drop rapidly. The engine's roar deepened, and the supercharger's whine heightened, the sudden deceleration a stark contrast to the previous rush.

The tires gripped the road, the suspension absorbing the shift in momentum as I guided the car through the turn. The onlookers' cheers and gasps blended with the mechanical symphony, a reminder of the thin line between thrill and danger. Emerging from the curve, I upshifted smoothly, the Lancia ready to reclaim its speed, but the image of the close spectators lingered in my mind, urging caution amidst the excitement. I felt my wild grin drop into something more concentrated, turning my focus to ensuring my safety and the safety of others.

As I approached another sharp turn, I downshifted, the car responding with a deep growl as it decelerated. The tires rumbled over the asphalt, the suspension adjusting to the curve's demands. Exiting the turn, I punched the accelerator, feeling the car surging forward, eager to reclaim its speed. The engine roared, and the supercharger whined as the speedometer needle climbed swiftly.

Suddenly, out of the corner of my eye, I saw movement. A child had stumbled onto the side of the road, dangerously close to my path. My heart nearly stopped as I instinctively swerved to the left, narrowly avoiding the child. The car veered sharply, and I downshifted rapidly in an attempt to regain control, the engine protesting with an explosive roar. I swerved back to the right, the Lancia's tires screeching as they fought for traction.

With a firm grip on the wheel, I managed to steady the car, my heart pounding from the near-catastrophic crash. The adrenaline surged through me, my mind momentarily wandering from the stress of almost hitting the child. The reality of the close call sank in, the weight of the potential disaster heavy on my chest.

As I refocused my attention on the road ahead, a sinking feeling settled in my gut. Ahead of me loomed the sharpest corner I had encountered yet, a daunting challenge obscured by the adrenaline-fueled rush of the race. My speedometer read a value that I knew instinctively I would not be able to decrease in time .It was then that I remembered the true nature of the Targa Florio circuit – its roads, while scenic, were often treacherous and in disrepair.

The turn approached and the tires lost their grip on the road beneath them. The car tumbled through the air, and time seemed to slow, my mind flooded with memories. In that split second before impact, as the trees grew closer and closer, my thoughts raced back to my early high school years, to my first relationship with Elizabeth.

I remembered it clearly: a sunny afternoon at school, just after classes had ended. My friend Jason had walked up to me, looking uncharacteristically somber.

“Hey, man, I heard about what happened. I’m really sorry,” Jason said, patting my shoulder sympathetically.

Confused, I frowned. “What are you talking about?”

Jason’s eyes widened. “You mean you don’t know? Elizabeth broke up with you.”

I let out a nervous laugh, shaking my head. “No way, Jason. Elizabeth would never do that. Sh..she’s too kind.”

Jason’s expression didn’t change. “I’m not joking, Ben. I thought you already knew.”

My laughter faded as a knot of anxiety formed in my stomach. My face turned grim. “Yo…y-you’re serious?”

Jason nodded slowly, his look of pity having returned to his face, replacing his confusion. “Yeah, man. I’m sorry.”

Disbelief and confusion battled in my mind. Determined to get answers, I set off to find Elizabeth. I found her near the bleachers, casually chatting with her friends. Taking a deep breath, I walked up to her.

“Elizabeth, can we talk?” I asked, my voice trembling slightly.

She looked at me with mild surprise, then nodded with a smile, deceptively sweet. “Sure, Ben. What’s up?”

“I just talked to Jason. He said you broke up with me. Is that true?” I asked, trying to keep my voice steady.

Elizabeth’s expression shifted to one of mild annoyance. She looked almost dismissive of me as I attempted to work things through. “Yeah, it’s true. I was going to tell you, but I guess Jason beat me to it.”

I looked at her, my voice trembling with a mix of sadness and disbelief. “Why…why would you do that?”

She sighed, crossing her arms. “Look, Ben, I was just curious about what it would be like to be in a relationship. I was never really serious about it.”

My heart sank. “So you were just…playing with me?”

Elizabeth looked away, avoiding my gaze but not looking guilty. “I guess you could say that. I’m sorry if that hurts, but I never felt like we had a real connection. It was all just... I don’t know, an experiment.”

“An… an e-experiment,” I echoed, my voice breaking as my heart shattered. I turned away, my jaw clenched, fighting to keep the anger and tears from spilling down my cheeks. “So you… you just wanted to see how I’d react? How…(sigh)...h-How could you be so heartless?”

She looked back at me, her expression unreadable but certainly not a display of the kindness I had known her for. “It wasn’t about being heartless, Ben. I just didn’t feel anything real between us. I didn’t want to keep pretending.”

I stood there, stunned and speechless, as Elizabeth turned and walked away, leaving me alone, deserted with a hollow ache in my chest.

This was the first moment I felt the sting of not being accepted, of being an outsider. It was a feeling that would follow me to the very day I died, which could very well be sooner than expected.

The memory faded as the car plummeted toward the ground, the echo of Elizabeth’s words still ringing in my ears. I shook my head, trying to clear the haunting memory. ‘Why in the hell am I thinking about that? I’m about to die, and that's the only thing I can think about?’

As the car hurtled forward with terrifying momentum, the first impact sent shockwaves through the chassis, reverberating with a deafening thud. My body jolted violently against the seatbelt as the world outside blurred into a disorienting frenzy. The screech of metal and the shatter of glass filled the air, drowning out all other sounds.

The world spun around me in a blur of motion and sound. The car tumbled and rolled, each impact jarring every bone in my body. Metal screeched and glass shattered, the cacophony of destruction deafening and covering up my noises of pain and fear. The car hit the ground with a bone-rattling thud, the impact sending shockwaves through the frame.

With a sickening lurch, the car slid forward and slammed into a sturdy tree, the force so intense it felt like being punched in the gut. Everything seemed to compress and then expand in a violent burst. My head snapped forward, then back, stars exploding behind my eyes.

In that split second, the pressure overwhelmed me, and everything went black.

Present

I found myself still amidst the wreckage of the car. Fear washed over me as I took in the scene, realizing the gravity of what had transpired. Despite the surreal nature of the situation, I forced myself to accept the reality of the crash.

"This is it," I rasped, my voice strained and barely audible amidst the settling wreckage. "This is how I die." Struggling to catch my breath, I let out a weak chuckle. "Heh… well, I was going to die eventually, and if this is it, it's not such a bad way to go. Just like the legends."

As I sat, still strapped to my seat by a seatbelt that bit into my skin, the acrid scent of fuel permeated the air, mingling with the tang of metal and the scent of burning rubber. My ears picked up the ominous crackle of flames as they licked hungrily at the twisted metal surrounding me. Then, in a sudden burst of light, a spark ignited the fuel, setting off a chain reaction of fire.

I watched in grim fascination as the flames danced closer, their heat growing more intense with each passing second. I expected panic to crash into me like a tidal wave, but with the world spinning and my head clouded, I could only watch limp as my death approached.

Just before they reached me, in that final moment before succumbing to what I thought was the end, an overwhelming sense of peace washed over me. It was as though the chaos of the crash had dissipated, leaving only tranquility in its wake.

Time slowed to a crawl and a haze settled over my brain, my eyes unfocused and my breathing labored. With a long and tired blink, I welcomed the calmness, ready to embrace whatever lay beyond, listening to the slowing beat of my heart rushing in my ears.

But as my eyes fluttered open again, I was met with a stark realization. My lungs expanded with a sharp inhale, unrestricted and with no pain to match the action.

I was still seated in the car, but everything around me looked different. Gone were the twisted wreckage and the gnarled tree impaling the windshield. Instead, the car appeared unharmed, as if the crash had never happened. I blinked again, jerking my head around and feeling the strength in my limbs, my mind struggling to make sense of what I was seeing. ‘Was this some sort of illusion?’

With a growing sense of urgency, and a sudden lack of pain or exhaustion, I checked myself over, expecting to find injuries from the crash. But to my amazement, I was unscathed. No broken bones, no bruises—nothing. It was as if the crash had been nothing more than a figment of my imagination.

‘What the hell is going on?’

Author's Note

Thank you all for the support I hope everyone enjoyed this chapter as mush as I did writing it. It is a bit longer so i hope y'all enjoy the change. I can't way to see everyone in augest or sooner.

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