Author's Note

Sorry for the short chapter but I had to make this before I get started on the next one which… oh boy… how fucked up can I get on this one… enjoy the trauma~

Pinkie Pie self destructs

The door to the sugarcube corner opened slowly as a Pinkie Pie pushed the door open before walking in. Pinkie let out a scream of pure sorrow and pain as the prosthetic limb was tearing at her muscles and leaking blood onto the clean floor.

“I’m such a terrible friend! Dashy I… I didn’t mean to hurt you…”

Cried pinkie pie as she began to limp into the shop and passing by the register to the stairs leading up. Holding onto the railing, pinkie slowly made her way up to her room as she continued to groan in pain and leak blood on the hardwood stairs. Upon entering her room Pinkie collapsed to the floor as her back right legs prosthetic had torn into her leg muscles, causing her to shriek in pain. With a look of anger on her muzzle Pinkie sat up and began to remove the prosthetic limb off her as memories of how she learned the hard way to trust her senses.

Twelve years ago, before moving to ponyville

Pinkie Pie was bouncing up and down a dirt trail while carrying a few personal possessions as she was leaving home to look for a place to call home. Pinkie loved the rock farm and all of her family but she knew that she couldn’t stay forever, her father had struck her down when she pestered him for a whole thirty minutes. She didn’t think it was his fault but she couldn’t stay with the knowledge that her father struck her down for being too concerned for his health. As she made her way past other towns and cites and even a scary forest Pinkie saw the town of Ponyville and the iconic gingerbread building. In her excitement she felt her knees get pinchy all of a sudden and to her dismay she looked down at her knees in confusion.

“Huh? Why are my knees so pinchy..? Did i accidentally brush against some poison oak leaves…?”

Pinkie asked herself when she heard a growling noise. Reaching down with a free hoof, she rubbed her stomach with confusion.

“I thought I filled up my tummy with that delicious pie… I guess were still-“

Pinkie started to monologue when a large wolf made out of timber shot out of from the forests edge and quickly snapped its maw on her back right hind leg causing Pinkie to scream out in pain. With a quick jerking motion, the wolf pulled its prey towards the forest while Pinkie was trying her best to crawl away from the beast.

“S… Stop it please..! Y.. you’re tearing my leg! I.. I need my legs to walk…!”

Pinkie pie pleaded with the wolf but just as she was about to be pulled fully into the forest to be eaten by said wolf her hooves grabbed onto the trees trunk and held on tightly for dear life. The wolf growled in annoyance as it tugged harder on its preys leg, causing a scream from said prey. A group of ponies heard her screaming and quickly started to run toward her, causing the wolf to try to pull in its prey one last time with all its force. A blood curdling scream came from Pinkie as she felt her leg tear from her body and the wolf fell onto their back before retreating into the deeper parts of the forest to enjoy its partial meal. Pinkie felt weak as blood poured from her gaping wound, slowly closing her eyes as she could hear the ponies approaching.

“H…. Here… I… I.. I’m here…”

Pinkie pie said before completely blacking out.

Present

Pinkie pie tossed the bloody prosthetic limb away from her as she laid back and panted hard. Blood rushing from her leg as pinkie lifted a hoof up to examine it, revealing a multitude of scars that looked self inflicted and revealing a fact to herself that she never even knew. Pinkie sighed as she reached into her mane and pulled out a switchblade that was etched from her father’s hooves as a going away gift to her so she could protect herself from evil ponies.

“Didn’t help me when that Timberwolf attacked… didn’t help against Nightmare Moon, Sombra, Chrysalis, Tirek or even Starlight… I wonder where starlight is at this point.. but I know you will help me in finding peace…”

Pinkie said softly before unsheathing the blade, examining the edge as her reflection in the blade showed a depressed mare that had critically injured her best friend and possibly killing her.

“E… Everypony… please… forgive me….”

Pinkie pie said while she wept before bringing the blade to her neck before slashing the muscle, going deep enough to do the job. Pinkie began to choke on her own blood as she couldn’t breathe from the injury, in her fleeting moments she weakly prayed for forgiveness before closing her eyes and the switchblade fell beside her as blood pooled around the body of pinkie pie.