Chapter 3: A Mind's Breakdown

Chapter 3: A Mind's Breakdown

Following the lengthy journey, Fluttershy gently maneuvered her hand on the steering wheel as she entered the parking lot situated before the iron gates. The mansion, a testament to enduring elegance, was enveloped by a sea of Pacific silver fir trees that reigned over the landscape. In the background, the lake's waters glimmered, while above the treetops, a majestic figure of radiant beauty emerged, with glaciers reflecting the sunlight.

She extended her hand to grab her iPhone and keys positioned just beneath the gear stick, casting a quick look at Sunset. A soft smile graced her lips as her arms rested comfortably at her sides, accompanied by the gentle sound of small snores with each breath. "Adorable." Moments later, a girl with purple-dark blue hair, dressed in gray shorts and a blue diamond-patterned shirt adorned with violet, emerged from the front door. She smiled once more and waved as Rarity approached the ruby-shaped front gate.

With enthusiasm, she called out, "Hi, Rarity! How have you been? You look so cute with your hair

Rarity responded, "Hi, darling! You are looking cute as ever. How have you been since yesterday dear?”

“I have been doing okay, just a little anxious about today but I think we are gonna have a good time!” said Fluttershy.

“That’s good and don’t be so worried, today is going to be fun, I see that she fell asleep in the front passenger seat. Did she enjoy the car ride that much?" asked Rarity.

Fluttershy explained, "It seems she did, and I don’t know if I should bother her. She is so peaceful right now. Also, Applejack texted me saying she will be here in about twenty minutes, so we can wait here since her brother is coming to pick up your sister. After that, we can take my car and go to Elbe!"

Rarity asked, "Should we wake her up so we can go inside my house for a bit?

"I can wake her up. She looks so cute when she's sleeping though, especially with that little snore of hers." Her cheeks turn a lovely shade of pink, just like Cupid's.

“Were you also able to get the snacks and drinks from the store for later tonight?” she asked.

“Yes, there in my trunk.” She responded before reaching for her car keys and unlocking it.

“Very good darling!” Rarity's voice raised a little in excitement.

Fluttershy slowed and walked towards the other side of the car. Again, glancing at Sunset. Her cheeks flooded again with pink.

Rarity noticed then smirked, "Aww, how adorable. By the way, did you two have fun at all while you were together at the store and driving here?"

"Rarity!,” Fluttershy replied as her eyes rolled back. “Sunset fell asleep a few minutes after we started driving, so there was no opportunity,"

Rarity said, "Well, once Applejack gets here, we can head over. Let's get the stuff and wake her up, please.. I would let her nap, but you know there are bears, wolves, and other things, so I wouldn’t want her to worry about it.”

Fluttershy smiled., "I think you forgot I can talk to animals, Rarity."

"Oh, right, I did forget that. We hang out so much in town that I tend to forget sometimes," Rarity acknowledged.

Fluttershy retrieved her keys and opened the car's trunk as Rarity followed behind. Rarity then gathered the bags while Fluttershy gently roused a groggy Sunset Shimmer in the passenger seat. She slowly opened her eyes while feeling a small tap on her shoulder, initially confused before looking and realizing they had arrived, stretching briefly before grabbing her blue backpack. She stepped out of the car before her eyes turned to Rarity.

Sunset Shimmer apologized, "Hey Rarity! Sorry, I was asleep in the car. How have you been doing lately?"

Rarity replied with a smile, "It’s okay! You seemed very tired and I'm doing well, darling. Thank you for asking! Would you like to come inside? I wouldn't want you to be alone while Fluttershy and I are in the house, that wouldn't be proper."

"Yeah, got to put the console in the house anyway, would also be nice not to sleep too much! " said Sunset Shimmer, walking slowly towards the front door.

Rarity said in an excited, fancy tone, "Awesome! Let me put these drinks in the fridge, and then we can go inside briefly so we can chat a bit before she arrives. That way, you and her can get a special taste later.."

Fluttershy closed and locked the car's trunk. They walked slowly towards the mansion's front entrance and went inside.

Sunset glanced around the white walls of the mansion, the wooden floors shining as if the building never turned old. A mop with a bucket of liquid appeared as they walked through the decently wide hallway. Sunset expected a butler since she had looked at and studied books on how rich people lived normally on Earth.

“Rarity, I have looked at books about rich people who have butlers, how come you don’t have one?” Sunset wondered.

“Oh Darling, why would I have one if I’m super active with my life? Yes, sometimes I would call for one if I’m sick or there’s a day that I am super busy with stuff like my fashion business or but otherwise. Why would you pay for someone if you can do it yourself.” Rarity smiled.

Fluttershy recalled visiting her friend on numerous occasions when they were younger, often engaging in typical high school conversations about trivial matters, fashion, and teenage drama. The three walked into the kitchen, where they proceeded to neatly arrange the snacks.. Afterward, Rarity retrieved a pot filled it with water, and turned on the stove.

"Would y'all like some tea?" Rarity asked. "I have ginger, orange, black, white, herbal, peppermint, and green tea available."

"I'd love some herbal tea if that's alright," Sunset Shimmer replied.

"May I have some as well, please?" Fluttershy requested.

"Certainly, let me prepare the tea right away," Rarity said.

Fluttershy spoke excitedly, "We invited you and Applejack to join us for a sleepover because the other girls are busy. We're planning to go to the spa, then out to eat, and finish the night with a relaxing soak in the hot tubs on the back porch. We thought you two would love to be part of our girls' night!"

Sunset said jokingly, though grateful, "A sleepover doesn't sound too bad, but the spa and dinner out as well? Rarity, you didn't need to spend all that money on little old me."

“Well, darling you seemed overwhelmed and in a down mood. Plus I wouldn’t mind helping such an amazing young woman to relax for a day! Now would I?” asked Rarity.

“No you wouldn’t, I sincerely appreciate you for inviting me,” said Sunset Shimmer.

Then running came from the stairs before a young girl with purple and pink patterned hair, dark blue shorts, a white T-shirt, and a pink backpack on her back with small ruby earrings. She put the bag on the gray Tesoro Oakridge floor before running to Sunset, wrapping her arms around her waist.

“Hi, Sunset! Good to see you!” said Sweetie Belle.

She hugs back with a small smile. “Good to see that your sister has been doing an amazing job styling you up!” said Sunset Shimmer.

She laughed and giggled a little. “My big sister is the best fancy sister in the house! I don’t call her the Pacific’s design for nothing!” said Sweetie Belle.

Sunset chuckled. “Hey Rarity, I think you're becoming the superhero of fashion over here with your sister!”

Rarity laughed a little. “Well, my little fashion superhero has been doing a brilliant job.”

Rarity’s iPhone suddenly started to ring. She turned towards it before picking it up "Hello?"

"Hey!" Big Mac's voice came through the line. "Applejack and I are outside the mansion. She's getting out of the car and grabbing the apple cider from the trunk. Can one of you come out and help? I'm also waiting for Sweetie Belle."

"Alright, she will meet you outside," Rarity replied, and hung up the phone. "Sweetie Belle hurry up, darling," Rarity said as she headed for the door. "Big Mac is waiting outside.”

Sunset Shimmer chimed in, "I'll go help Applejack get those ciders inside," she got up and walked towards the front door.

Sunset Shimmer walked outside towards a red car with apple logos, where she greeted her with a smile. She then handed her a pack of 12 cider bottles. Together, they carried the pack inside and placed it in Rarity's fridge. Rarity then gave Applejack a warm hug.

Sweetie Bell exclaimed excitedly, "I'm ready, sis!"

Rarity looked at her younger sister and said, "Alright, darling, let's go. Fluttershy, could you please turn off the stove? The tea is ready." She then asked, "I'm going to go talk to Big Mac for a moment."

"Don't worry, I'll take care of the stove," Fluttershy said, getting up from the chair to go turn it off.

Rarity and Sweetie Bell stepped outside together. As they approached the car, he waved to them. Sweetie Bell then ran joyfully to the car and embraced Big Mac. Witnessing this wholesome interaction, Rarity smiled and continued walking towards them.

"Thank you for this opportunity," Rarity said. "I promise to take good care of her. Will she be staying with me just for tonight or for two nights?"

“Depends on how long she wants to stay.” Big Mac responded before he got concerned, he pleaded, "Please, I just need you to help her relax for a couple of nights. She's struggling..." He trailed off, the unspoken implication weighing heavily.

"I promise to take care of her," Rarity said firmly.

Sweetie Bell got into the backseat, closed the car door, and put on her seatbelt. She said goodbye to her sister Rarity, who then reached in and gave Sweetie a quick hug before backing up and hugging Big Mac. Rarity assured Applejack that she would be okay.

Big Mac slowly reversed out of the driveway and headed back towards Sweet Apple Acres, a trip that would take around 65 minutes. Rarity then walked back to the front entrance of her mansion, went inside, and closed the door.

“After finishing the tea and taking a few minutes to get ready. We will be able to head towards Elbe where they have a spa that we can relax in.” she smiled.

“After that, I got some new outfits for you girls to try out before going to this fancy place nearby. I have been there with my family during my childhood and it's delicious!” she praised.

“After we come back and hang out, have fun on Sunset’s amazing console. Maybe even a sleepover if we are comfortable.” Fluttershy added.

Sunset rubbed her shoulder. “Well that’s a bit interesting, I have never been in a spa.”

“Sugar cube, what are you so nervous about? I would love to get a rare treatment like this.” Applejack asked.

“Well typically, you don’t wear clothes for certain treatments they give you. I don’t know whether to start with something small, just to get comfortable with the experience.” She wondered.

“They have their changing rooms plus large towels so don’t worry about it, darling!” Rarity softly chuckled.

"This is my first time too, Sugar Cube," said Applejack. "Why don't we go in the same one, while Rarity and Fluttershy each do their own thing? If it's too much for you, you can always pick another one." Applejack responded while gently putting her hand on Sunset’s shoulder.

Sunset Shimmer replied confidently, "Sure, we can do that."

After finishing their tea, the group prepared to leave. Rarity assured them that she had covered the cost of both the food and the spa treatments.

Fluttershy asked Rarity to just join her quickly. For two minutes they talked before agreeing that she would pay for her food just to help her out, she felt it was unfair that she always paid for her trips so she wanted to help out this time, and with that settled, they left the front entrance, Rarity locking the door behind them.

“Hey Rarity, could I discuss something with you for a moment?” She wondered.

“Sure darling,” she responded

Fluttershy got close to her ear. “Is it okay if I pay for the dinner, you have done enough for us and I wanted to make it more fair since you are always helping us out.”

“Are you sure? I don’t want you to spend the money you earned on something I planned for all of us,” she asked.

“I am very sure.” She responded.

“Go ahead darling,” she nodded. With that settled, they walked out the front door. Rarity closed the door before locking the door, putting the keys in her pocket before walking down the small driveway.

The group walked to Fluttershy's car, with Fluttershy taking the driver's seat, Sunset in the front passenger seat, and Rarity and Applejack sitting in the back. They all buckled their seatbelts, she started the car, carefully backing up to ensure they wouldn't hit anything. She then drove for six to seven minutes to their destination in Elbe.

They arrived right outside the spa. Fluttershy pulled into the parking lot before turning off the car. Sunset felt a bit nervous as she glanced at least seven times at her arm, but Applejack was buzzing with excitement. Rarity and Fluttershy exchanged a knowing smile before quietly giggling to each other. They all stepped out of the car, closed the door, and Fluttershy made sure the windows were rolled up and the doors locked.

The group approached the front entrance and stepped inside. Sunset and Applejack were amazed by the sight before them - a large pool, numerous relaxation beds, and an array of hair and skin care supplies and equipment, all attended to by the spa's attentive staff. Fluttershy and Rarity shared another round of amused giggles, eager to experience this oasis of tranquility, which had the feel of a luxurious Hawaiian resort.

They reached the front desk, where a friendly lady greeted them and asked where they would like to go for their relaxing day, aware that Rarity had planned this the night before their arrival. The lady then escorted them to a group spa room, where two attendants were waiting to begin their pampering treatments and the relaxation process.

Rarity spoke in a gentle tone, "Girls, we've completed the check-in. Feel free to choose the one you want - it's already been paid for, so no need to worry."

Sunset Shimmer asked, "Rarity, which one are you going to choose?"

"I'm going to get a facial treatment," said Rarity. "They'll address the dry skin on my face and other issues. I'm looking forward to it."

Applejack said, "I'm going to get a nice, relaxing massage. I hope it leaves me feeling much less tense afterward."

Rarity smirked., "Applejack, you'll be surprised by how good they are at treating tense muscles."

“I'm gonna go to the sauna to relax,” Said Fluttershy in a gentle tone.

Sunset Shimmer pondered, "Hmm, I wonder where I should go. Perhaps I'll get a massage with
Applejack, that sounds like an amazing idea."

"Alright, let's head out," Applejack said. "Are you coming Sunset? Don’t be like an apple failing to fall from gravity.

Sunset Shimmer spoke eagerly, "Let's go! I can't wait any longer."

The girls entered the treatment rooms and followed their relaxation routines to prepare for their spa day. Fluttershy headed to the sauna, trying to clear her mind despite thinking. Meanwhile, Rarity savored her treatments, while an intriguing conversation unfolded between Applejack and Sunset Shimmer as they waited for their massages.

"Hey Sunset, how have you been?" asked Applejack, her voice laced with concern. "Have you been having any bad thoughts of anything?”

Sunset Shimmer sighed. "I've been okay, I guess. Just been having a hard time, in terms of my thoughts... It's been pretty dark recently." She paused, then added, "But no, I haven't thought of anything too bad.

Applejack offered a small, reassuring smile. "Well, you know I'm here for you, right? I know your past hasn't been the easiest, and you've faced a lot of challenges."

"Yeah, I understand," Sunset replied, her tone tinged with sadness. "Sometimes I just wonder if it's all worth it."

"Let me know if things go south, okay?" said Applejack. "The girls are here for you, no matter what."

"Thanks," Sunset said. "I just feel like my younger self was too broken and immature to understand the damage I was doing until it was too late."

Applejack nodded, her voice heavy with regret. "It's not just you who struggles with the mistakes of the past. I... I know what it feels like to regret your past mistakes.” She said before asking. “Is that why you've been acting strange and avoiding us? Are you going through something difficult that you haven't told us about?"

With a regretful tone, Sunset Shimmer lamented, "I've just been through a lot lately and been through a ton of pain to the point where I sometimes have to take four pills. I am hoping it ends pretty soon or I may have to go to the hospital if it keeps up.

Applejack spoke with deep concern, "I didn't realize how much pain you've been in, Sunset.
Wow, I had no idea. I know you've been dealing with issues, but has it been this bad the whole time? The other girls and Twilight Sparkle could help you, but you need to open up to them."

"It's alright... I just likely need to go to the doctor," said Sunset Shimmer.

"Sunset," Applejack said, "Alright but remember I and the others want to help you too. I don't want you to suffer through pain that you can prevent. No one deserves the difficult situation you're in right now."

"Do you think people would help me? After what I have done?" Sunset Shimmer asked.

"Yes, I do believe they will," Applejack said. "Now just relax. I'm here for you, alright?"

"Thank you," Sunset Shimmer said.

"You're welcome," Applejack replied. "Now, try to relax your mind and clear it as thoroughly as a lawnmower cuts through grass."

"Alright," Sunset Shimmer agreed before closing her eyes, her muscles relaxed a bit to the point that her eyes slowly closed. her breathing became smooth and light like a calm wind.

The girls took a moment to relax and unwind. Applejack and Sunset's minds quieted as their tense muscles released like a volcano finally settling after a long period of pressure. Meanwhile, Rarity enjoyed the soothing process of applying lotions and using devices to smooth and rejuvenate her skin. Fluttershy gently relaxed in the sauna, reflecting on Sunset's well-being and admiring her beauty. After their relaxing day, the four friends regrouped in the lobby, ready to head out and show off the new outfits Rarity had procured for them.

"Rarity gazed into the mirror, delighted by her clear, radiant complexion. 'Oh my, look at that shine! Rarity, you look so cute!'"

Applejack chuckled as she savored the sensation of her relaxed, loose muscles. "That felt amazing. My muscles are so loose now, almost like they did too good a job and I feel weird without the usual tension."

Sunset Shimmer smiled gently. "My mind was clear the whole time, and it felt wonderful."

Fluttershy blushed slightly but her voice was filled with excitement. "I love saunas! They're so relaxing. Sunset, you should have tried it!"

Rarity spoke in an eager tone as she presented the outfits she had prepared. "Darlings, I've got some outfits for us to wear when we go out to eat. They're not too fancy, as I've made them to fit each of you perfectly. I got your sizes just right!"

Applejack and Fluttershy were excited about their new outfits, but Sunset was less enthused. However, since Elbe was a small town of just over 1,200 people, Sunset decided this might be a good opportunity to see if she could get comfortable wearing something a little more "cute." So the friends all changed in the building's dressing rooms before emerging.

Applejack's new outfit was similar to her normal look with a red and green pattern skirt, two green gemstone earrings, a blue shirt with small red apples all over, and sparkling small red rubies on her sleeves. Rarity squealed internally over how adorable she looked in the outfit.

Fluttershy emerged wearing an ensemble similar to her usual style, A purple skirt with some indigo earrings with a magenta tank top with a touch of skin revealed in between.

However, the real showstopper was when Sunset Shimmer stepped out, her red and yellow pattern hair, flaxen earrings with a candy apple jacket, and mulberry-colored shirt with flamingo-colored pants. Rarity had purposefully crafted a tomboyish yet alluring look for her. Fluttershy glanced at Sunset for a fleeting moment, her cheeks flushed with color. Her heart raced as if something within her was desperately trying to break free from a confined space.

Rarity asked with a small smirk, "Well, do you girls like your outfits?"

"This is super comfortable... I love it, Rarity!" Applejack said.

She said while smiling, shifting her body from side to side, "I had no idea this would suit me so well. Wow, Rarity, I need to try on more of your designs."

Fluttershy said, "This is very cute. I love it. Now, are we ready to go eat?"

The group exited the spa and headed towards the restaurant, they walked at a slow pace, listening to the melodic chirping of baby birds against the backdrop of the Pacific landscape with the mountain in the background, its glaciers reflecting the sun setting on the horizon. The early evening sun cast a pleasant, cool glow - perfect weather. Upon arrival, they were promptly seated at a four-chair table with a beautiful flower vase full of roses, then gratefully thanked the waiter.

Rarity said, "Well, girls, I hope you're having a good time! By the way, just eat what you want, okay? No shaming, we're here to have a good time!"

Sunset Shimmer replied, "Hell to the yeah! But first, let's get some drinks..."

Fluttershy asked, "Well, I'm going to get a sweet tea. Is anyone else getting tea?"

Rarity chimed in, "Well, darling, I'm most likely going to get a Sprite. I'm not the biggest fan of most sodas."

Sunset Shimmer continued, "I think I'll try the Fanta.”

Applejack said, "Well, I mostly drink cider and water, but I guess I'll get a sweet tea."

Fluttershy responded, "Great, I'll get one too then, Applejack. We can both have sweet tea."

The waiter approached their table and asked what they would like to drink. Sunset Shimmer ordered a Fanta, while Fluttershy and Applejack both got sweet tea. Rarity requested a Sprite. As they waited for their meals, something suddenly stirred in Sunset, her body started to feel a surge of pain, and suddenly her lacerations and gashes turned bright pink.

She apologized, stating, "Excuse me, I need to use the restroom. I’ll return shortly." With that, she stood up and made her way to the door, which was framed by a vibrant orange wall reminiscent of a carrot. Upon entering the bathroom, she locked the door and felt her breath quicken. Taking a few steps inside, she caught sight of her reflection in the mirror. Her eyes began to widen and fill with tears as she pressed her hands against the sides of her head. "They don't care about you and only use you to balance power. Twilight Sparkle doesn't care about how you live...she just needs you to be a spy while the other girls enjoy their lives. End the suffering...I know you want to take that knife and slowly cut your insides out."

Her mind raced like fish darting in a bowl for a fleeting moment until she found a way to calm her breath. As her body relaxed, she turned her attention to her reflection in the mirror. Her hands trembled for a little while, echoing the way tectonic plates shift after a major earthquake. Tears flowed down her cheeks, smearing the light makeup she had carefully applied earlier. She reached for a red light on a nearby box, which dispensed a piece of brown paper towel. With gentle hands, she wiped her tear-streaked face.

After that, she dug through her purse to find a small makeup kit, taking about five minutes to touch up the makeup that had been washed away. Once she was done, she stepped out, moving slowly with a smile before taking her seat again. Applejack noticed her as she settled in, observing a noticeable change in her eyes.

Applejack started to speak for a moment, but just as she was about to say something, the waiter appeared. They quickly placed their meal orders before he headed into the kitchen to inform the chefs. Meanwhile, Rarity carried on with her conversation about the latest fashion designs. Sunset paid close attention, understanding that this information would be valuable down the line.

Fifteen minutes later, the waiter arrived with their food. Fluttershy reached into her purse and handed the money while smiling. The waiter gently took it. “Thank you, Ma’am”

“And thank you,” Fluttershy responded.

He walked off before Applejack began to discuss the upcoming harvest. Ever so often Fluttershy would glance at Sunset before focusing again on Applejack’s and Rarity’s conversion. Rarity felt her heart beat out of her chest yet was able to maintain composure.

After finishing their meal, they then left the restaurant and headed back to the parking lot, where Rarity's mansion was only about six minutes away.

Once they arrived at the parking lot, she retrieved the car keys and unlocked the doors. The girls got back into the same seats they had occupied earlier. Fluttershy carefully backed the car out of the space and they set off for Rarity's mansion.

Seven minutes later, they arrived. Rarity retrieved her house keys from her purse as Fluttershy turned off the car and the group exited, She locked the car doors before they went at a slow pace to the front, Rarity retrieved the keys out of her pocket, opening the front door. She then guided them to the back of the house. As they walked, Sunset and Applejack noticed she had a dedicated fashion design room, as well as her bedroom, though the overall décor was relatively simple aside from the fashion space.

Outside, the porch overlooked the picturesque Alder Lake and the majestic Mountain. Two small hot tubs sat on the fancy porch, leaving Applejack and Sunset in awe of the stunning view. Fluttershy stared at the view while smiling and listening to the sight of nature.

Rarity then showed Sunset a large TV, so she could plug in a gaming console. She had bought four controllers, hoping they could all play together, but didn't have a game. Fortunately, Rarity had purchased a console the previous night. Though they all had Microsoft accounts, none of them had Mojang accounts.

"Rarity asked, 'Sunset before we have a fun sleepover, could you please help me set up the console? I'm new to this since I don't usually play on these systems.'"

Sunset Shimmer asked, "We can both set up the account and download the game, but the question is did you get two TVs or do you still have just one?"

Rarity apologized sheepishly, "I wasn't sure if the device could handle four people at once. You see, I'm not very familiar with this kind of technology." She realized her words made her sound foolish.

"No need to worry," Sunset Shimmer reassured them. "We can take turns using the two controllers I have. I already set up accounts for both you and Fluttershy, so we're all ready to play. I may have gotten a little carried away with that squirrel game we tried before, but that's just because I sometimes struggle with my temper. Don't worry, I'll teach you how to play, and I promise I don't bite."

Fluttershy laughed “I forgot the squirrel made you rage, how?!”

Sunset Shimmer laughed a bit as she replied, "I don't know, maybe the squirrel was breaking the laws of physics. I don't understand how that squirrel couldn't climb a tree to get its daily dose of acorns!"

Rarity giggled a bit as she asked, "Also, Sunset, isn't that what she said about four people thinking of the console?"

Sunset responded with laughter, "Oh, get out of here, Rarity!"

Before heading to the kitchen, Applejack said, "I'm going to go get the snacks and drinks so we can all enjoy playing the game. I'll be right back."

Sunset turned on the console and began setting up the split-screen controls. As she walked to the fridge to fetch snacks and drinks, she briefly paused as her eyes widened before taking a deep breath before continuing to the fridge, she gently grabbed a few ciders and the soda before walking back and returning with the refreshments, she joined them, who had completed the game setup and was now waiting for Minecraft to finish downloading so they could test it out.

Applejack settled onto the couch, taking a slow sip of her cider as the game commenced. The enchanting music of the game filled the air, prompting Fluttershy to hum along. Although new to the experience, Sunset was well-prepared, having brought along a book with a green cover labeled "Minecraft" and a golden pickaxe. She initiated a world, and they began to familiarize themselves with the gameplay.

At the same time, Rarity hurried to retrieve her fashion bag. Peeking inside, she spotted the new swimsuits and smiled. Applejack observed the game with a gentle smile, watching as the two block characters, both dressed in light blue shirts and dark blue pants, navigated through a forest. The sound of footsteps caught her attention, and she turned to see Rarity approaching her.

Rarity smiled as she said, "You seem quite relaxed, darling."

Applejack exhaled slowly, her voice calm. "I'm feeling alright, but I just need some time to unwind right now. The others are enjoying the new game, and that's great, but the farm work has been brutal on my body. That massage at the spa was heavenly, I want to keep relaxing."

"I have your new outfit ready, and I can start the hot tub so you can relax, darling," Rarity said before asking. "But don't you want to spend time with them instead?"

She spoke in a serious yet hushed tone as she leaned in and whispered to Rarity, "Let Sunset have some time to herself. She needs the chance to distract and process her thoughts. We need to discuss getting her professional help. And if you don't mind, I'd also like that outfit - I want to relax, but we do need to talk about this further."

Rarity gestured towards the bathroom as she explained, "I have a bathroom right there. I keep two, just in case."

"Thank you...I will be right back!" she said before she entered the bathroom, closing and locking the door behind her to change. Meanwhile, Rarity went outside to check on the hot tub, ensuring it was clean before plugging it in and turning it on. Soon, hot water began flowing, starting up the heating process. They were laughing and enjoying a new game they had discovered. After getting her swimsuit, Rarity headed upstairs to the bathroom to change into it.

Rarity had finished changing, went downstairs, and turned the corner before seeing Applejack next to the hot tub in that Indian red swimsuit made her heart race, it wasn't just the outfit that looked good, she looked amazing. Her heart was pounding as she came out to check if the hot tub was ready for her to hop in. The outfit she had put together showed off her amazing figure but was still modest enough to keep her comfortable. She was proud of the work she had done to make the suit look good on her…

Applejack smiled and remarked, "Wow Rarity, you look mighty fine sugar cube, you are somethin' else with that swimwear on, you sure could turn a cowboy's head with that get-up."

Rarity eyed Applejack with a coy smirk. "Why, thank you, darling. You're looking quite lovely today. Have you been working out, or has all that farm labor sculpted that figure of yours so nicely?" she purred, her tone dripping with feigned innocence. "As a fashion connoisseur, I must say, your physique is truly angelic."

"Applejack said, 'I try to stay healthy, but we need to talk about something important. Fluttershy can't know, alright? First, let's relax in the hot tub. If they come, just talk about fashion to distract them.'"

They sank into the hot tub, reveling in the soothing warmth. Applejack's face broke into a small grin as the water enveloped her skin at the perfect temperature. While Rarity was accustomed to the heat, she was pleased to see Applejack's evident enjoyment, knowing it had distracted her from worries. However, she remained slightly nervous, Applejack's smile soon faded as she thought about the struggles Sunset was facing.

Rarity asked with concern, "Darling, are you okay?"

Applejack spoke with a serious and upset tone, "I'm not okay. I'm worried for Sunset Shimmer's mental well-being. She is not just the girl who is reforming well - she's like the daughter I've always wanted. She reminds me of myself. She just wanted a normal childhood, but now it’s like she's tormented by her past actions.

Applejack paused, quickly glancing back to ensure she hadn't been seen or heard, before continuing. "I'm so worried about her, I know she's unstable, but the extent of it terrifies me. I never said anything at school because I thought they were just something she had. Fluttershy has been spending time with her, who appears perfectly healthy from her perspective, But Sunset is hiding something.

Overhearing the conversation while Fluttershy was wearing pink butterfly headphones, Sunset Shimmer heard the conversation outside. Determined not to upset her friend, Sunset composed herself and slowly walked towards the hot tubs.

"I apologize if I'm interrupting your hot tub time but I need to—-," said Sunset Shimmer.

Rarity interrupted, "Darling, why don't you come relax in the hot tub? I made a lovely new suit just for you."

Sunset Shimmer replied. “Sure. Do you where you put the suit for me? I would assume you either have it in your room or a bag.”

“It’s in the pink bag next to the entrance. Are you sure Fluttershy doesn’t want to join us also?” asked Rarity.

“I can ask her but she is loving the new game I got so I don’t wanna bother her, let me ask her then get changed,” said Sunset Shimmer.

Fluttershy was enjoying the game when Sunset tapped her on the shoulder. She took off the headphones and then turned her sight on Sunset. Again her cheeks softly turned pink with her heart felt like it was pumping out of her chest like a basketball on the court, then she asked. “Hey I know you're enjoying the game but, do you wanna relax in the hot tub with me and the others?”

On the one hand, she wanted to join them, normally she wouldn’t say no and change immediately, for some reason however this time, her breathing got a little heavy, and her heart pounded to the point she could hear it in her head like a double drum beat, like little electric currents that flow through a wire, her fingers started to tingle.

“Not yet, could you give me a few minutes to finish this small wheat farm on the game and could you bring me my swimsuit?” asked Fluttershy.

“Sure, let me get it for you,” said Sunset, she took a few steps before grabbing a yellow and red patterned swimsuit and then a green swimsuit with pink and purple flowers spread out on it. She placed it gently on the side of the blue couch. She then grabs her blue backpack before entering the bathroom.

She was excited about trying on her new swimsuit until she looked at her arms, then she suddenly felt her hands trembling before thinking again, then she thought! “Just tell them you have a doctor’s appointment, yeah that will work!”

At this time the two of them were just relaxing in the hot tub until Applejack’s Samsung Galaxy S5 sounded an alert. She picked it up and then looked, a notification had appeared on messages, she looked at the message which came from, Pinkie Pie. Then she looked at it and carefully made sure that she wasn’t being extra. A rare sad mood was noticed in her texting about Sunset.

Sunset got out of the bathroom before walking without hurry and walked outside on the back porch where they were relaxing. "I have a doctor's appointment early tomorrow morning, and I know Fluttershy has to volunteer at the animal shelter. So I was hoping to spend a bit more time with her since she's been enjoying it before I have to leave," said Sunset Shimmer.

“Why didn’t you tell us that earlier darling?” Rarity asked.

“Well, I didn’t wanna make my visit short since we were all enjoying ourselves,” Sunset answered.

“Sunset, I don’t believe you one bit. Pinkie Pie just texted me about seeing something suspicious on your arms, number two is that you would have told me right before the spa treatment plus I saw what she was talking about. Another thing is that you don’t want to put on the swimsuit because you're hiding something from us.” Applejack deduced before dropping the act.

Fluttershy took off the headphones when she started to hear them. "Sunset, you can confide in us. We're not in public; we're here to support you. The fact that you're hiding your pain makes us feel like we're not doing enough, but we truly care about you. Why won't you put down your sword and let us in to heal your heart?"

"In a gentle, understanding tone, Rarity said, 'Remember what I told you, sugar cube? You can confide in us. We're here to support and assist you.'"

Sunset Shimmer sighed heavily. I can't stand who I am! I'm utterly useless, a burden on everyone. I shouldn't have reached out for help; I should have just suffered alone. I'm so sorry for wasting your time on a person as worthless as me. You all don’t understand how much I truly hate myself.

Their expressions shifted to one of bewilderment. They had been there to witness her journey of transformation since that fateful day. From their perspective, it seemed like she was thriving. But then, Sunset’s hands began to shake, and tears welled up in her eyes, turning them a deep shade of red. Rarity and Applejack gasped in unison.

“Sweetheart, did we say something to upset you? We truly apologize.” Rarity’s voice trembled, her body shaking slightly alongside Applejack’s. Fluttershy, having observed everything unfold, approached Sunset without hesitation. Ignoring the distress in Sunset’s eyes and the sound of her sobs, she wrapped her arms around her, gently running her fingers through her hair. “It’s alright, I’m here for you.”

Fluttershy then gently held Sunset by the waist and spoke soothingly, "I can take you home or to the hospital, just calm down."

Sunset Shimmer spoke in a somber tone, "I may as well go home. I'm sorry I ever asked for help reforming. Twilight should have killed me and torn my insides out more brutally than a knife slicing through meat.”

In a somber tone, Rarity asked, "Darling, why do you think you deserve that?"

"Rarity's right," Applejack said understandingly. "I know you're tough, but even I have my limits. And I know you have yours too."

In a caring tone, Fluttershy said, "You don't deserve to suffer. You're amazing, Sunset. Don't let your demons win."

Sunset Shimmer spoke in a regretful tone, "I'm amazing? How I nearly killed y'all that one time?!?!?" She continued, "I'm always in pain that I cannot escape. I am not amazing, I just feel like a dying star. No matter how much light I try to emit, the flare will eventually go out. Why am I trying to change if I'm just going to suffer the whole journey? Why can't I just disappear...like a black hole that eventually consumes the light of a star's goals." tears streamed down her face.

Rarity spoke in a somber, regretful tone, "The purpose of our meeting was not merely to enjoy ourselves, but to find ways we can assist you. We are trying to understand the difficulties you face, and we want to help. Please, let us be of service to you, darling."

“But you can't, that's the thing...I’m just like this... I'm sorry girls I'm very uncomfortable talking about it, can I keep the swimsuit, Rarity?” asked Sunset Shimmer.

“Sure… Are you gonna leave us?” asked Rarity.

“I got to go... I'm happy we got to hang out, okay? I'm just not in that mental state of comfort alright?” Sunset Shimmer spoke in a somber tone.

Fluttershy spoke gently, hoping to comfort Sunset Shimmer, "I'd be happy to help you with putting the console away since I've played on it with you."

After thoughtfully placing the console into her blue backpack, Sunset and Fluttershy said their goodbyes to Rarity and Applejack. As they left, Rarity softly shut the door behind them. She took a moment to look down, closing her eyes briefly before making her way back to the hot tub.

They walked to the car before she unlocked it, she got in the driver seat while Sunset slowly went to the front passenger seat before closing the door and turning her back to Fluttershy while slowly crying quietly.

Fluttershy felt deeply concerned upon realizing that she was struggling with intense emotions. As they both got in the car, her eyes looked at her when she realized shaking and trembling. She could hear small whimpers coming from her.

Sunset let out a soft gasp as she felt Fluttershy wrap her arms around her in a gentle yet firm embrace. Fluttershy began to sway her back and forth, much like a mother soothing her child. This gesture brought back memories for Sunset of her mother comforting her when she was just a little filly. As Fluttershy hummed a melody, Sunset felt a wave of calm wash over her.

Then, she heard Fluttershy’s gentle and reassuring voice. “You’re going to be alright. You are surrounded by love and care. Let go of that anger inside and allow peace to guide you.” For a few moments, the only sounds were the soft hum. Sunset’s breathing gradually became steadier, and her eyes began to release the tears she had been holding back. Slowly, she felt her body relax as Fluttershy sensed her muscles loosening, eventually drifting into a peaceful slumber marked by soft snores.

She then gently let go and looked with comfort as she saw Sunset asleep. She smiled before starting the car and carefully backed out, beginning the drive to Sunset's apartment and then continuing to her own home so Sunset could rest. During the car ride, Fluttershy couldn't help but reflect on the events that had just unfolded.

Meanwhile, she closed the door behind her and returned to the hot tub, where she found Applejack in a state of complete relaxation. This presented her with an opportunity she had long been hoping for.

Applejack was still staying the night, and she realized they were now alone. If there was any emotional distress, she could be there to support her and recognize the significance of this opportunity but knew she might not be able to confide in Applejack.

Normally, her muscles would feel tense and knotted after a long day's work on the farm, like a pressurized volcano ready to erupt. But now, she also looked peaceful and relaxed, as if the tension had been released.

Rarity asked her with concern, "Darling, I have a serious question, and I don't want to make you uncomfortable. Are you doing mentally okay?"

Although Applejack initially wanted to confide in Rarity about her inner turmoil, she hesitated and responded with a gentle smile, assuring her, "I am doing okay, I just need to relax after what happened there, I hope she will be okay." said Applejack in a regretful tone.

“I’m very glad darling that you feel relaxed right now and we are not giving up on her, she has come too far to just leave her bleeding with sorrow, I want her to be an angel and fly with her ideas and her creative mind, Don’t worry we will get her there. Also not to be off topic but I was thinking of a special outfit for you so when that harvest festival comes up, you will look great!” said Rarity.

"I'm eager to see the new design,” said Applejack.

While Rarity and Applejack relished their moments of leisure, Fluttershy enjoyed a peaceful and uneventful drive back to Orting. During the journey, she frequently glanced at Sunset, whose face was etched with a frown as she fought back tears. Fluttershy occasionally offered a brief smile in her direction. Upon arriving at their destination, she gently nudged Sunset awake.

“Hey, Sunset, it’s time to wake up,” she said with a smile.

Sunset slowly opened her eyes, taking in the sight of her familiar apartment. “Oh, I’m home. Thank you, Fluttershy.” She picked up her purse and stepped out of the car.

Sunset's smile was gentle, she could not tell if it was forced or not. Fluttershy asked herself,” Is she suffering this bad?” As Fluttershy said goodbye, she got out of the car and enveloped Sunset in a warm, comforting hug. After the embrace, she returned to the driver's seat, buckled her seatbelt, and drove off. Sunset then entered the building, climbed the stairs, and reached her apartment. She locked the door behind her, changed into pajamas, and collapsed onto her bed.

Plagued by guilt, she wrestled with whether to confess that she was suffering. She feared alarming the girls but knew she needed help. Bottling up her emotions, she felt like a ticking time bomb, her mind assaulted by a barrage of regrets and anxiety, like a freight train colliding with a semi-truck. The endless static of voices from past choices crept up on her, overwhelming her senses.

Then she started thinking about those negative thoughts, felt like going crazy, and looked at the knife multiple times wanting to slice her throat to end the struggle but knew that her friends would suffer from the loss, they didn’t know what it was like to suffer from all of these regrets and pains of past and present that kissed like a romantic couple but in a much darker fashion. She lay on her bed and slowly started to lose her strong self and finally began melting into a tearful waterfall, she was very silent about the crying, eventually falling asleep.

Fluttershy drove into the driveway and switched off the engine, ensuring that the doors were securely locked and the windows were closed. After exiting the vehicle, she pressed the button on her keys to lock it. She made her way to the front door at a leisurely pace before unlocking it. A smile spread across her face as she noticed that Sci-Twi had taken excellent care of Angel Bunny, even spotting some games they had enjoyed together.

Fluttershy noticed Angel Bunny peacefully resting on the cozy little bed she had made for him. A frown creased her brow as she thought, “I wish there was more I could do to ease Sunset's pain, aside from just being there for her.” A few tears slipped down her cheeks as she whispered, "I'm so sorry." After a quick shower and slipping into her pajamas, she headed to her room, where she lay down and reflected on the day's happenings for about twenty minutes before finally succumbing to sleep.

Rarity and Applejack found themselves enveloped in the soothing warmth of the hot tub, their laughter mingling with the gentle sounds of the night. As their conversation flowed like a sweet melody, Rarity's gaze lingered on Applejack's eyes. Every so often she would bite her lip gently while her eyes glanced at her. As the evening deepened, Applejack started to look tired and she began to yawn frequently. Her eyes struggling to stay open.

Rarity, noticing that she looked exhausted, gently urged, "Darling, I've prepared a bedroom for you. Come out of the hot tub so we can get you ready for bed."

Applejack climbed out of the hot tub, with Rarity following close behind. "Alright... then,"

She retrieved a pair of pajamas for both of them and they went upstairs to change in the bathroom, taking turns to respect each other's privacy. Applejack changed first, then Rarity a couple of minutes later.

Rarity then guided her to the bedroom, showing her the bed where she would be sleeping for the night. Rarity's room had both a queen-sized bed and two smaller beds, and she could adjust them to be together or apart using a remote control.

Applejack got into one of the beds and quickly fell into a deep, comfortable sleep, letting out small, cute snores. Rarity draped a blanket over her and turned on the air conditioning to a light setting, ensuring they would stay cool even if the blanket became too warm.

She offered a gentle smile before leaning in to kiss Applejack's forehead, whispering, “Goodnight, my dear.” Following this tender moment, she took a few steps back and climbed into her bed. A fleeting frown crossed her face as she thought, “I wish Sunset a swift recovery, and why didn’t I act when I had the opportunity? Acknowledge it, Rarity, you’re afraid.” With that, she gradually closed her eyes and succumbed to slumber.