The magic of music

02:30

“Alec are you up, Alec!” Sunset nudged me while whispering loudly for my attention.

“Ugghhhuuu, what do you need Sunny, it’s probably about two in the morning.” I say groggily trying to blink my eyes to work properly after a phone screen illuminated my face.

“Did you really mean what you said at dinner?” She asks.

“Yes I did, every word. If you need more proof of that come here and I’ll prove it to you.”

Sunset shifted closer under the covers her bare skin touching mine as her hands run over my back stopping over the scar that was in the middle of my back. Tracing the raised flesh sent chills down my spine, my hands running up Sunset's lower back to her shoulder blades feeling a scar on the left side of her shoulder blade.

"Please, d—donnnn mmmhhnnnn" Sunset moaned out.

"Sensitive?" I whispered into her ear then gently nibbled around her earlobe.

"Very seenswahhhmmmmnnn." She half screamed through heavy panting as I kissed and nibbled at her collarbone up to her neck, her nails trailed across my back with just enough pressure to tingle.

Short shallow gasps and moans escaped her lips each time I traced the scar on her left shoulder blade, "how did you get that scar on your back?" I said between kisses I trailed down her neck to her collarbone.

"My mom had a studded belt and well... you know." Sunset quietly said as she traced the scar on my back, "how did you get the one on your back?"

"Mom had her heels on and kicked me down the stairs because I wasn't moving fast enough, I was about 11." I reply to her my voice devoid of emotion.

"I'm sorry Alec, I'm so sorry for everything you had to go through." Sunset whispered into my chest.

"You don't have to be sorry about that Sunny you're not the one that made her do those things to me." I tell her.

"I know but just knowing that you've had to endure that abuse for so long, my heart breaks just knowing that someone as kind and caring as you had to put up with that..." She says, her face buried in my chest. I could feel wet drops on my bare skin from her crying, not only for me but also from what she's been through.

"I'm not gonna pry or force you to tell me about your childhood but I can tell that you've been through some abuse too, I am here for you, I see you and understand." I say to Sunset as I wrap my arms around her holding her close to me as she sobs uncontrollably onto my chest. "It's okay, you're safe there's nothing here that will hurt you I'm here for you."

"I love you Alec, you're so kind and gentle with me like no one else has been before." Sunset said through her sobs.

I kiss her forehead as I gently rub her back being careful to not touch the scar on her shoulder blade, Sunset lightly pushes me away and starts to get up.

"What's wrong?" I ask concerned.

"Nothing I just need a glass of water is all." She replied as she carefully made her way out of the bed to the bathroom.

Her faint silhouette outlined in the moonlight coming through the semi transparent curtains of the sliding balcony door in the bedroom illuminated her figure, she moved like a shadow in the pale light towards the bathroom.

"You are beautiful Sunset." I tell her as she stopped in the doorway.

As I get up to follow her she turns to face me, my footsteps barely making a sound as I walk toward her over the carpeted floor careful not to trip over the clothes haphazardly strewn about. My hand gently grabbing her hip as I pull her close into me, a slight jump is all I felt as I wrap my arms around her one around her waist and the other over her shoulder.

"If you need to you can stay here with me or we can find our own place together away from all this madness." I whisper in her ear.

"I would like that, but first let's finish school then we can." She whispers back as I feel her kissing my chest lightly and ran her fingernails up and down my back and across my sides to my stomach.

My hands move across her body feeling every inch of her small waist and curvy hips, dancing my fingers across her sides and down her lower back past her ass to her thighs.

Little gasps and moans leaving Sunset's lips her slight shivers from her body as she pressed harder into me, her hard nipples and modest breasts pressing into my chest as her head found a resting spot in the crook of my neck.

I bend my knees a little and firmly grab her thick thighs ad hoist her up so her face was at the same level as mine, she looks into my eyes a melancholic yet seductive smile crosses her lips.

"I want you." Sunset whispers as she grinds her hips against me as I walk over to the bed and gently lay her down.

I kiss down her neck trailing my lips over her chest gently dragging my fingers down her sides as little gasps and throaty moans rang out in the cool night. My lips found her perfect breasts lightly nibbling around her nipples, slowly kissing down her toned stomach to her small waist.

Her hands grab my hair and start to push me further down, "not yet sweetheart." I tell her as I wrap my arms around her legs and lock her in place.

"Please, Alec." She moans out desperately as I kiss her thighs and drag my lips up and over her dripping slit then back down the other side.

"Please." Sunset moaned desperate to have the teasing end.

"As you wish." I reply softly, my hot breath washing over her mound before I kiss down her sparse public hair.

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Moans and screams filled the night as Sunset rode ontop of me like a woman possessed, "make me yours, I'm yours and no one else's." She screamed out as she slammed her hips down with an unmatched pace. Slaps of flesh filled the room along with heavy panting, the room smelled heavy of sex and weed.

“How did you get so good at this!” Sunset screamed out while slamming her hips down atop me then started to grind.

“Well it’s from sexual abuse mainly and I’d rather not get into that right now.” I quietly say under my breath.

Sunset stops and looks at me with a mortified expression on her face, slowly getting off me and moving to the side of the bed she just sobs.

“What’s wrong,” I say to her as I sit up in bed and slowly move over to sunset’s side.

“I don’t want it to be like this, I don’t want to take advantage of you for my own personal gain not again.” She says through her tears.

“You’re not taking advantage of me, at no point did I protest or stop,” I tell her as I wrap an arm around her in a small hug.

“That’s not the point, it’s the whole trauma thing with you and me. I don’t want a relationship built of of trauma and sexual tension it won’t work, it never works.” She sobs out hanging her head in her hands.

“Well let’s take it slow and go from there, even though we’ve already taken things too far.” I say to her.

“It’s too late to take things slow Alec, the damage has already been done. If we try and take things slow then it’s just gonna cause problems and I don’t want that for you,” Sunset protests as she moves away from me.

“No matter what damage has already been done to both of us, not only from our past but from what has happened today. I shouldn’t have forced you to help me.” I reply as I hold my head in my hands, my whole body shaking.

“I don’t know what to do now,” Sunset mutters.

“We take it one day at a time and do the best we can that’s what we do, now let’s get some sleep.” I tell her as I get up and walk towards the door.

“Where are you going?” Sunset asks in a shaky voice.

“Gonna sleep on the couch, you can either sleep here or in my bed if you’d like good night Sunny, I’m sorry things escalated to this.” I reply as I walk out of the room.